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(though this is still not a bl drawing) (i apologize, for it's kinda dirty, it's because of the charcoal, can't help it, lol)

Some GazettE fan art I've been working on. I hope you enjoy it. Ruki of the GazettE by ~brohne on deviantART

Title: Crimson Spell Drama CD Summary: In order to protect his people from attacking demons, Prince Val uses a demonic sword and curses himself in the process. He leaves his kingdom to find a cure, and his search leads him to Hallwil, the person rumored to be the only one who knows how to break the curse. Hall wil agrees to help Val. .. for a price. Download Crimson Spell Drama CD: Click Here To download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

. .i made 2 new poems couple of hours ago, one is bl and the other is not (i don't know if you could guys see this as a bl poem, but still here it is) BARENAKED In this midst, I walk So dark, I'm soak Yet, I need to move On this nowhere road Don't know the goal Why and what for? Guess, must find a piece From these scattered debris If i find, I shout If i didn't, out of sorts Still carry this vigor To route for more Then it rains Body now in stains Colorless but spur Inside me roars Cold and freezing Chilly and shaking I can't take it But need to bear it As I look, I see Those ravish eyes, I fear Wish I vanish And rush to my dear Wall starts to break Dangerous hands, rake Stripping this cover Can't stand this anymore "Where are you? Please help me, I need you!" I cried and moan "Please stop it! I beg you, It's my dear's own" But within, it reaches It's too late, I guess This last breath, must make BARENAKED feeling, to you, I confess

wah i love ur tatoo....and you so cute.. and this is mine..i like that winter cloth hehehe

I hate bitches that talk about crap all the time! So freaking annoying. They need to just jump off a cliff and die. The world will be better off without them. Especially since there are so many in the world... ugh. One day they will all get what's coming to them... :cuteonion43:

I wanna complain about the weather 'cause it was so hot and my lips were cracking from the inside of my mouth! I wanna complain about my toothache which bothered me so much. I'm okay now after brushing my teeth twice, gargling and taking a pain reliever. I also wanna complain about someone who caused me some mental stench yesterday or was it the other day? gosh, the ignorance is appalling!

BexBoy GOLD 2010/02 Mangaka: Homerun Ken, Oyamada Ami, Ike Reibun, Haruka Minami, Tamaquis Wren, Shinobu Aion, Kuku Hayate, Sakuragi Ayan, Chitose Piyoko, Haruko Moto, Nanase Kai, Mitsuaki Asou & Narise Konohara, Kanbe Akira, Modoru Motoni, CJ Michalski. Download BexBoy GOLD 2010/02 Here

you know, that manga you almost or did cry when you finished reading it :msn_red_fox 2 mine was a manga called girl friends, by morinaga milk, it's not yaoi, it's yuri, and i just LOVE IT! :7yoyo10: when i got to the half of it i got kinda bored and statred reading other stuff but oneday when i was looking up my old mangas i noticed the folder and thought:"hey, i miss that manga" and i then when i got to the last chapter i felt like reading more, so i opened mangafox and watched it to the end. and then i cried so bad :leaf7: and i searched for mangas by morinaga milk, but nothing realy compared that manga, it was just .. great ! it contains 35 chapters! and there was realy a lot of misunderstanding and stuff, and the hot stuff came REALY late, but if it came early, i would'nt have watched it 'til the end, so thnx moringaga-sensei .. or milk-sensei or whatever .. anyways, thnx for making the best manga EVER ! :Red_fox7: oh i kinda missed it ..*reads it again* so the question is: "what's that manga that REALY affected you? and by who was it?"

Ok, guys, just drool over it... The art is called Holyland (by ecchi-mia)

Ok straight to the point: i wanna have Usami and Sebastian and of course Asami as one of my inventory collection badly. But i currently have 2000+ points only at time. In order to get point i noticed that posting/starting a thread will give us point. But how long/ how many post should i post till i'll reach 100,000 points to get Sebastian/Usami/ in my inventory. So dont you think that we should have a weekly allowance? or can we get an interest while we save money in bank??

Hi everybody ♥ :hamtaro-005 (4): My name is Clémentine, I'm seventeen. I live in France (in the north), so, sorry for the mistakes, because english isn't my mother tongue I'm a fan of manga, and yaoi especially ^^

Oh my! There were a lot of mangas that affected me! The sad ones made me cry, and made me depressed for so much time sometimes... and the very hot and good ones, made me obsessed

Oh I need money. I already got the boy covered. I also got a girl. Heheh!

. .eheeeem :leaf5: . .besides form my family (obviously) . .i just want to share to everyone that there were people i totally admire in this forum, it's because of their works and personalities . .yojichan (i treat yojichan as a senpai ) and amander123(amander-sama) . .they were my inspiration on my literary works :cuteonion57: ( i also want to thank them for inspiring me alot) :leaf12: :leaf3:

. and here's the other not bl one EMPTY From dust to clay Molded and lay From his looks Oh, it's cooked! Bright stones were embedded In a circle, oh, it's head Stick with two holes Air to passes Dug a hole Words to install Red thing so licky Oh, for tasty But deaf is still Sounds must steal Dug another hole Left and right for more Lighted the coals Burn to colors Anyway it goes It still has roles Red stone embedded In clay must knitted Inside this case Is a life to amaze Then, laid on floor Opened the door Magic words, blew It livens, oh, it's true Delivers to earth Actions must oath A world to own Precious thing to owe Suddenly, it felt A missing piece left "What is this? Tell me, please!" 'Cause in this case Where red stone lays So cold and steady Is a feeling of EMPTY

A cute cow Now mine... made after the same tutorial

Here's Chapter 2 for all who enjoyed this fic! Chapter 2: Threats and Bad News "So it's true then?" Takumi jumped when he heard someone come up from behind him. He had been twirling his engagement ring completely unaware of his audience. "Oh Takabayashi-kun." It had been a week since Gii had proposed to him and during that time the two had spent Golden week with their parents before returning to school. Takumi hadn't seen Gii since the proposal so he was highly missing his fiance. Takabayashi smiled. "Gii popped the question didn't he?" he sat next to the black-haired teen eager for all the details. Takumi only nodded as he continued to look at his ring. How could something so small and simple seem so important to him? He didn't know but he would treasure it no matter what. "It's a little overwhelming I admit and I know we're a little young to be even thinking of marriage but." Takabayashi chuckled. "Well think of it this way Hayama; with that ring your relationship with Gii is secured and no one will be able to steal him from you." He leaned back against his seat. Michio and I haven't gotten that far yet and I don't know if we even will. But I do know I can easily say I'm happy for you." Takumi nodded his head in thanks before returning his attention to his ring. "A lot of people have been giving me dirty looks ever since we came back from break. I know a lot of people aren't too thrilled about my relationship with Gii but I'm still afraid I'm giving him a bad name." Takabayashi gave the other a look. "After everything you went through how can you keep doubting yourself. Gii loves you and he always will. I don't ever want to hear you say otherwise. And if someone starts anything you let me or Akaike know okay? okay?" Takumi only nodded as he stood up. "Well I better get going I promised Gii I would meet him after class. he said he had a surprise for me." Takabayashi smiled. "Okay I'll see you soon." Takumi watched as Takabayashi walked away. He looked at his watch to see he still had an hour before he was to meet with Gii. To pass the time Takumi headed towards the music room. It would only be a couple of days before it was torn down and he wanted to spend as much time as he could there. Before he reached the building he was stopped by one of the other students. "You think you're all high and mighty don't you Hayama-senpai? Just because you're dating Gii-senpai." a brown haired 2nd year entered Takumi's personal space. Seconds later another student came up from behind him. "You know I think he's just using Gii-senpai. Hayama-senpai doesn't belong with the rest of us." Takumi stepped back. "It's no business of yours." he kept his hand shoved in his pocket not wanting them to see his ring. These guys were built bigger than he was and didn't know what they were capable of. "It is too our business whether you like it or not. You can't hog Gii-senpai all to yourself you know. We don't care if you think you're dating him. Gii-senpai is ours and you better stay away from him." responded the third.. He shoved Takumi against the wall and got right into his face. "Or I'll make you regret even enrolling in Shidou." with a quick shove he and the others walked off. Takumi stood there frozen for several moments. All though they were underclassmen compared to him they were bigger and tougher looking. He hated to admit it but they had scared him. As he wrapped his arms around himself he held back a wince as he touched his shoulder. It was tender no doubt a bruise in the making. Deciding to keep it himself Takumi entered the music room now in hopes to avoid anymore unwanted encounters. "You asked him didn't you?" Gii turned to look at his best friend with the goofiest grin he has ever worn. "Hai." Akaike leaned against the door frame of the empty classroom. "And judging by the look on your face he said yes." He folded his arms in front of his chest. "I wonder what your parents are going to say about all this." The smile on Gii's face faded and he turned to face Akaike. "What do you mean by that exactly?" Akaike looked down at Gii. "You're expected to run your father's company in a few years. Won't your parents expect you to marry someone with a background more like your own?" Gii stood up and walked up to Akaike. "Are you saying Takumi's not good enough to marry me?" Before he could get an answer from his friend Gii's cell vibrated in his pocket playing an unfamiliar ringtone. He flipped it open 'Moshi moshi? Uh Oto-sama Hai?" "Saki I have already spoken with your school. You are to leave a week from tomorrow to return home." Gii looked at his phone confused. "Gomen Oto-sama but may I ask the reason behind the need for my return to America?" "Why to meet your fiance of course." Gii dropped the phone only to have Akaike catch it. Akaike placed the phone next to his ear. "Gomen Saki-sama. Gii seems to be in shock right now." "He shouldn't be. We already discussed this over his break for Golden week. He mentioned thoughts of marriage. His mother and I have taken this into consideration. We believe Saki should wait until he's out of high school but we figured he would like to get to know her better before the wedding." Akaike looked at the phone confused. "'Her' you mean you have already chosen Gii's bride?" Gii's head shot up at the question. "Put the phone on speaker Akaike". Once the two of them could hear him Gii spoke, "Oto-sama I mentioned marriage because I already have someone in mind." "I'm sorry Giichi but that's not possible. You're mother and I were planning to wait until you finished high school to tell you but I suppose now is a good time as any. The arrangements for your marriage to Keisu Yuko have already been made." "Yuko-chan?" Akaike looked at Gii, "You know her?" "Yuko was my childhood friend in America. We used to joke around about getting married but we never agreed on actually going through with it." Gii explained. "This is a fine match Giichi. You are to wed after the two of you finish high school on your grandfather's birthday." "But Oto-sama what does Yuko -chan have to say about this?" Gii asked wondering if she even knew about the arrangement. "Yuko does not. She and you will meet for dinner when you return here. We will inform her then." Gii still didn't want to accept it. "But Oto-sama-" "We are finished Giichi. I will see you in a week. Take care of him for now Akaike-san." "I will Saki-sama sayonara." Akaike ended the call and caught Gii before he lost all feeling in his legs. "You didn't know about this at all did you?" Gii was speechless. He didn't know what to do now. "How could this happen? What am I going to tell Takumi?" Akaike was at a lost for words himself. Gii's phone did the talking for them as Takumi's ringtone filled the empty classroom. Knowing Gii was too shaken up to answer Akaike answered. "Moshi moshi Hayama. Gomen Gii's indisposed right now." "Oh I was just wondering if he still he wanted to meet me at the music room. He said he had a surprise for me or something." Takumi answered. He was still shaken up from the earlier encounter but he tried his best to keep it out of his tone. Gii took the phone. "Takumi I need you to do me a favor." "What is it Gii?" Takumi asked highly worried at the tone in his fiance's voice. "I need you to come with me back to America in a week."

Title: Ai ga Kami wo Korosu Toki Manga alt. titles: 孽愛殺手, 愛が神を殺す時, A Love That Conquers Gods Description: On his trip to New York City, college examination student Takeru gets lost in the wrong part of town. He gets attacked, but is rescued by a man named Ray. Touched by Ray's kindness, Takeru can't help being attracted to him. But then Takeru discovers that Ray is the second-highest-ranking mafia man in New York City. Can love overcome such odds? From DQ (The first 3 chapters cover the main storyline between Takeru and Ray. The final 4th chapter covers an unrelated side story. There are no extras.) Manga-type: Manga Author: Honma Akira Year: 2006 Published by: Shinkousha Group(s) Scanlating: D_moonchild, Sherry Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Drama Romance Yaoi Categories: Age Gap Tragedy Yakuza Main Characters: Takeru, Ray Recommendations: Utsukushii Utsukushii Utsukushii Download Ai ga Kami wo Korosu Toki Manga Ch 1 and 2 (4Shared) Ch 3 (Sendspace) Read Ai ga Kami wo Korosu Toki Online Ai ga Kami wo Korosu Toki Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Be-Boy Kidnapp'n Idol OVA Genres: Drama Themes: Shounen-ai Running time: 26 minutes Number of episodes: 1 Type: OVA Format: AVI File Size: 171 MB Plot: Kazuya a 16-year-old popular idol singer who has load of female fans. Other the rehearse or sign autographs, he plays video games with his friend Akihiko. Akihiko is more violent then sweet toward Kazuya, but protective of him over any arguments they may get into. Akihiko later on confesses his love to Kazuya. Watch Be-Boy Kidnapp'n Idol OVA Online (HD Quality): Be-Boy Kidnapp'n Idol OVA Online Download Be-Boy Kidnapp'n Idol: Be-Boy Kidnapp'n Idol (Kewlshare) Mirror link: Be-Boy Kidnapp'n Idol (MF) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

well what i want to say is that at first when i began reading yaoi manga i really liked minami haruka's work and was obsessed by her work but as time went on and i discovered other mangaka and art styles... i look back and dont like the art/plots as much as before but i still like her...the same with kanzaki takashi...i mean i love them but yeah...i guess i needed a break from them??? im not sure so my question is: is there a mangaka or manga that you got obsessed with but as time went on they kinda went from awesome to average?

Title: Panis Angelics Artist: Haruka Minami Size: 3.8 MB Mediafire: Panis Angelics For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: I'm not sure of the title I'm afraid, so if anyone know, please do tell, thank you Artist: Taishi Zaou Size: 5.41 MB Taishi Zaou Artbook Download: Mediafire Sendspace For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

This is where we can express anything that made our day, made us happy, made us smile, made us giddy, warm and fuzzy inside or just make us wanna celebrate and dance and sing. Anything that makes you happy now. Express them here. Let's inspire each other. Spread the happiness!

COMPLAIN : Express dissatisfaction or annoyance about a state of affairs or an event anyone have somethin they don like, like a person or some matter that u cant really speak out. so....u can complain out here for me... i want to complain about my neighbor. when they return home at middle of night when everyone sleepin, they can just talk loudly at the corridor and bang their door loudly they just don care about other. worse is even we told them talk softly they just said 'we born to have loud voice' wtf they going to get from us someday :msn_red_fox 12

I guess it's only fair that I post some of my own, now that I ask other to post theres too, but bare over with me, I have only been drawing shis style for less then 2 months, and I still need a lot of practice for sure I put them in order, first one is the first one I have made and second is the second and so on

You can install it in the same time. Close Opera till you install Firefox and download the missing plugin. Then close Firfox and enter Opera again. But why don't you let both Firefox and Opera installed in your pc?

a cute dog look like mine:) sorry if u cant guess what is it, i don draw animal often:)

I want to complain about my mother, who loves to me treated badly by me. I like my masochists unwilling, otherwise it's only half the fun and kind of a drag. Maa, who am I kidding, I love to tease her, regardless. :msn_red_fox 9 Like it was mentioned previously, I also want to complain about my involuntary selective memory. On one side I like it, because I automatically forget things unnecessary to me, but I also easily toss away memories I will need. And then that is indeed a problem. Seriously, I am talking one second and the next I don't know the last thing I said. Mind break, much~ I want to complain about my chest. I HATE breasts. No, seriously. I wish I was a board. It's not like mine are big or anything, they are pretty average, to the smaller side even. But I hate them anyway. It's a pain. Literally. I already have back and neck problem, hurts all the time, and them I still have to carry this unnecessary weigh..!! Ahh, pisses me off~ I also can't take people who want to have surgery to have a bigger chest, my thoughts are: "ARE THEY CRAZY?! WHAT FOR?!". If I could I'm chop mine off. For real. I want to complain about my friends who call me all the time, knowing perfectly well I hate talking on the phone and messaging. So I turn off my cell. ...And then they call my home number and my mother yells at me until I answer. Mukatsuku~ :Red_fox5: -- Ahh, spouting all that rubbish felt damn good, I'm satisfied~ *humming with a grin*

. .i supah need money, why?? . .now that my loppy was stolen, i really need to upgrade this pc i'm using, phew! . .i need a job

. .this was so cute senpai yoji :leaf12:

now we already have chat room! right now: only me in that chat room!! So, who gonna chat with me? Myself?? And umm, thanks again to Key-san! Salute!

Thanks for announcing me Now, let's see...The titles are very well chosen and I truly appreciate that u have rime to the lyrics Nice job, they're both well made.... The BL one seems more deep and full of feeling I really like 'em, post some more :msn_red_fox 3

Cloudy is a budding writer finding her path in the literary world. She is a cute girl and always very curious about things.

. .lol, that's so cute yojichan :leaf5:

:hamtaro-005 (1): ok guys, ive just been working on this over the past hr or so as i thought 'hey im gonna write a poem to depict/explain/show my favourite BL manga YELLOW'(makoto tateno) well this is what happened, so please let me know what you think-im quite pround of this, i think i did quite well lol It's called the story of yellow My hands and your hands touch but only just cause when I look into your eyes I can only see lust. It makes me sad cause I love you so much I try To protect you even though you just keep pushing me aside. We’ve spent every day together and I know that you feel it too, That we’re closer now we’ve been through hell and saved our souls that fell. You come to me and say ‘Dai suki’, I say don’t joke and you walk away, I realise what you meant to say was ‘Ai shite ru’ this day. I hold you close and keep you warm, our lips and bodies now entwined, I never want you let you go you’ve given me too much time. I blink! Its over! You disappear! I stare! You lied! I wonder why it’s always me and why you try to hide. I’ll kick and shoot those bastards to get you back don’t ever think I can’t, Ill drag you back to be with me, it won’t be our final dance. The pleasure, the pain, how have we made it here, But I got you and you got me that’s all there is my dear.

I can't pick one, so I pick top 2. Tatsuya Fujiwara on the left and Ken'ichi Matsuyama on the right. Light and L from Death Note, the live action movies.

Kenta Why the hell do I listen to the jerk? “You fucking poke me one more fucking time and I’m going to-“ “Kenta.” I closed my eyes at Ryuu’s warning tone and clenched my fists as the doctor continued to poke and prod on every fucking sore spot he could find. “Well, I think we better take some x-ray’s. You seem to have reinjured the ribs that were damaged last time.” Opening my eyes I looked over at Ryuu. “I already knew that. I don’t need-“ I stopped seeing Ryuu hold up his phone. Jiro’s number was already on the display and I had bite back what I’d been going to say. I was careful not to take too deep a breath as I glared at Ryuu. “Fine, do the fucking x-rays.” I wished later I’d told Ryuu to fuck off. No one told me I was going to have to lay in the most painful way possible to even do the x-ray. I was ready to punch the nurse helping me by the time we got done. I was shaking, the pain making me catch my breath. “All that for them to tell me what I already fucking know.” Ryuu handed me a coke and a couple of pills once I got out of the room. I mumbled a thank you as I took them. “Um, don’t thank me yet.” I jerked my head up to look at him. “What did you do?” He looked away, “I scheduled you for a complete physical.” “Ryuu!” I stared at him. Did he not understand how much pain I was in? “Why the fucking hell-“ “I want you to be healthy, that’s all. It’s not painful or anything. Well . . . they will have to draw blood, but you should be fine. The worst part is over.” “Yeah, thanks a whole fucking lot.” He looked back at me, that evil little smile on his lips. “Don’t worry I’ll make it up to you later.” He was going to have a whole hell of a lot to make up for. I’d never been so humiliated in my life. I swore they’d checked over every inch of me and then some. Getting my blood drawn was the least of my worries. “Ryuu . . . I’m going to kill you.” Maybe later. Right now I could barely lift my head off the seat of the limo. He giggled and patted my leg. “Sure. Maybe after dinner if your pain meds don’t knock you out. They gave you some pretty potent stuff. But I’m happy. Your tests all came back good and even though you do have a broken rib, we’ve got plenty of medication for you.” I looked over at him, wondering what was really going through that blond head. It had to have cost quite a bit for all those tests. I just couldn’t understand him spending that kind of money on me. I knew he spent all kinds of money on Akira, but . . . that was Akira. Akira was vital to the band. Me . . . even if I didn’t want to admit it, I was easily replaced. Almost had been too. I was ready to smack Ryuu by the time dinner arrived. He wouldn’t quit fussing over me, constantly checking on me or getting me stuff he thought I wanted or just hovering around. “Damn it Ryuu will you just sit down. I can’t handle you doing that.” I also couldn’t move. The muscle relaxers in addition to the pain medication were making me feel a bit loopy. He had me sitting on the couch in the living room so we could eat dinner. “I will, just a sec. I’m getting your dinner ready. Have you ever had Italian before?” “Huh?” “I’ll take that as a no.” He was grinning at me as he walked over carrying the tray. I had to admit the food smelled pretty good. “No, lay still. I’ll feed you.” “Like hell Ry-“ He stuffed something round and squishy in my mouth. I almost spat it back out. It tasted very strongly of tomato but the other flavors weren’t bad, just different. I could tell from the look on his face that he was enjoying this entirely too much. I finished that bite and turned my head away as he went to feed me the next one. “Okay Ryuu, I can feed myself.” “No you can’t. You don’t know how to use a fork.” “A what?” “Exactly. So I am going to feed you. Besides, it took me forever to get the blood out of the fabric and tomato sauce is just as bad.” I glared at him as he smiled sweetly at me, waiting for me to take the next bite. “You planned this.” “And people say you are stupid.” He was fucking laughing at me. Jerk. “Fuck you.” “We’ll get to that later.” I accidentally inhaled the next bite and Ryuu nearly freaked out on me. Coughing with broken ribs fucking hurts like a fucking son of a bitch even as doped up as I was. Once dinner was over with Ryuu helped me into the bed room. “My legs are fine Ryuu, I can walk.” “No, you should see yourself. Your eyes keep crossing. I think you are tired.” “Not really, but I do feel a bit weird.” “And that is why I’m helping you to bed silly.” “Oh, okay.” Somewhere in my head I knew I wasn’t making a lot of sense. Maybe it was a good thing that Ryuu was there to help me. I sat down on the edge of the bed and watched as Ryuu found me a pair of sweats. He normally didn’t wear anything to bed, but he’d said he would at least wear his boxers. Stupid silk boxers. I realized I was still staring at them as Ryuu walked up to me. He leaned down reaching for me and I tried to lean back. “What are you doing?” “I’m getting you undressed. You aren’t wearing that to bed.” I shoved at his hands. “I can get myself undressed you weirdo.” I was surprised when he easily moved my hands away. What the fuck? There was no way I was taking any more of those muscle relaxers if this was what happened. He was already undoing the buttons on my shirt and taking his damn time about it too. “Ryuu just let me-“ The next thing I knew I was laying back on the bed. Ryuu was hovering over me, the only thing touching me were his lips. Holy fuck, why was he such a good kisser? Muscle relaxers apparently have no affect on keeping you from getting a hard on when a fucking hot guy kisses you. He pulled back slightly so we could look at each other. “Let you what?” “Do it myself.” “Oh?” His fingers were hot as they ran over my stomach and continued to my pants. “We’ll see what you get to do yourself.” He took his goddamn time undoing my pants. He had to know what he was doing to me. Looking up into those eyes I could tell he knew exactly what he was doing. I probably wouldn’t have stopped him even if I could have. I kept thinking about the shower and that amazing mouth, though part of me didn’t want to be just laying back doing nothing either. Didn’t have much choice right now, as frustrating as that was. Just like with dinner, he wasn’t letting me do anything. “Just lay still. You are going to hurt yourself.” “Already hurt.” “Hurt yourself worse then, stop moving.” He smacked my leg as he tried to get my jeans down past my knees. “Ryuu . . . what are you doing?” He just grinned at me and tossed the pants to the side. Crawling back up on the bed he knelt over me. “Whatever I want just like I always do.” “You are such a brat.” He giggled and leaned down to kiss me again. “I know. But you love me anyway. You look so cute, all relaxed and cross eyed.” I blinked a few times. “I am not cross eyed.” “Maybe I should call the doctor and see if that is a side effect or something. Though it sure is cute, especially when I do this.” He leaned in close his nose touching mine. “Now you are cross eyed too.” I couldn’t help but smile at him as he sat back laughing. How many people would kill to be where I was right then? I didn’t want to think about it. Honestly, I couldn’t imagine being anywhere else. I bit my lip as those warm fingers slid across my skin again. What was he . . . oh . . . that was what he was doing. I shivered, tingles racing over my skin as he wrapped his fingers around me and gave one slow stroke after another. “Ry-Ryuu . . . “ He leaned back over me, concern in the light colored eyes. “You aren’t hurting are you? I’ll stop if you are.” I shook my head. I wasn’t even sure what I’d been going to say. All of my muscles seemed to be tensing up the longer he stroked me. I tried to force myself to relax but that didn’t work for very long. He was looking down at me with those soft grey eyes, a small smile on those beautiful lips. I wanted to kiss him damn it. I wanted to do a whole fucking lot more than just kiss him too. I managed to grab his arm and pull him down toward me. He got the hint pretty quick.

Mine.... and i wanna share a great website with guides of drawing many funny cartoon characters You guys can see them here...

I talk while pouting which amuses my partner A LOT. I would utter expressions like nyaah, myuuu, gyuuu, nyaarrr when i'm bored and annoyed. I love dinky cheap plastic and rubber jewelry. I don't like gold jewelry 'cause it's so adult-like. I clap like a kid when I'm happy and actually say "yey" on cue. I don't like 'adult' candies like licorice and mint. Whenever I'm in the mall or any public place, I am easily distracted by food.

hey its good, different to what ive read before, i like it

Aww I'm glad I inspired you to write such an amazing poem! I love it!! It's very emotional Great work cloudy-chan

:hamtaro-005 (4):heyy again wanna know what i got with me? wanna know? ya realy, realy, realy wanna know? great! :hamtaro-005 (5): i've got the 3rd chapter of blue crush, everyone! :cuteonion48: enjoy :banhbao29: chapter 3 Part A Naruto: "you're paying for that" Sasuke: "that's all you wanna say, I just busted your door while you were screwing a girl and that's all you wanna say?!" he said in a really loud voice Naruto: "I also wanna say .... Get the fuck outta my house, you bastard!" Sasuke: "and that's a wish of yours, so sakura, what I'm doing is a favor for a friend Too but I'm not PRETENDING it, it's so fucking real!, get out, now! Naruto has HIV!! Do you Wanna get HIV, sakura?" Sakura:"what?! Why didn't you tell me about this, naruto?!" Naruto:" I do?.. Oh,i mean, I … forgot! Yes, I.Forgot!" Sakura:"what kind of lame excuse is that?! You know what? I don't even wanna why, I'm SO outta here" in a hurry she said as she picked up her clothes and wore them then got out of the house ... naruto sat down placing his hands on the bed beside his waist and said:"thnx .. I guess" Sasuke: "shut up, wear your fucking clothes, and just ... shut up! " the blond took his short, got up and wore them while Sasuke stared at his butt thinking "I wonder what it would feel like to own that butt" Naruto:"alright, why did you just break my door?" Sasuke: " I'm the one asking the fucking questions here, I ask, you answer, why were you about to sleep with her?" Naruto: "Long story" Sasuke: "why the fuck were you about to sleep with her?!" he screamed. Sasuke was so mad that he grabbed naruto from his shoulders and showed him a really Mad face and said: "tell me or I'll break the half of your bones, and I mean it, you ass" "Okay, I didn't expect that and why are you so mad? You got a crush on her or something?" Sasuke left him and placed his elbows on his knees ... and looked naruto in the face Sasuke: "do I have to ask again?" Naruto: "here's the thing, sakura was about to rape me this morning but I stopped her and I told her I liked someone else, so she got out and then you came here I pretended like I didn't know but I couldn't stand it .. I knew you were screwing with Someone out there So I went out, i knew that sakura liked me which would make her do anything for me, I told her I would sleep with her if she goes and pretends she's your Lover and make rock lee go away, so she did it, guess what?! I had to sleep with her" Sasuke:"I knew that friend was you! , so who do you like? Or is that a lie" Naruto thought:"nooo, I'm not ready to tell him, too too embarrassing … wait, why does he care anyway?" he blushed and Said:" ughhhh it was a lie, and why do you care again?" Sasuke:"I don't, and why did you send sakura again? And what is it that you couldn't stand" Naruto thought:"BU…USTE...ED!" and said:"ughhhh it's that, ummm it's that I didn't want rock lee to screw with you ...yeah! I didn't want rock lee to screw with you" Sasuke:"and why is that?" Naruto thought:"think, think, think" and then he said:"coz I got a .. Crush on him? No wait my FRIEND has a crush on him" Sasuke:"you're crushing on rock lee!!" Naruto:"no my friend is she's a boy, I mean girl" Sasuke thought:"rock lee? ... Could it be that I'm the only one who's having feelings for him? That night? Has it even meant anything for him?" Sasuke:"well if that's true, then why did you reject sakura?" Naruto thought:"coz I'm crushing on you, stupid Sasuke!" and said:"okay, okay I AM Crushing on rock lee" he said as he rubbed his neck and looked around trying to avoid Sasuke. Sasuke:"I knew it! So naruto you wouldn't mind hooking up with him now, or have sex with him and say romantic naughty dirty things while doing all that?" The blond thought:"what have I got myself into?" "Huh?... of course I won't, i have a crush on him! You idiot!" he said as he showed a troubled face unconsciously. Sasuke screamed:"ok rock lee, you can come in now!" he thought: "why did I agree to do this favor? He's gonna do all the hot stuff I wanted to do with naruto, me not rock lee, me! I'm the STUPIDEST guy in the world, I'm stupider than that wall, and all of this is my fault .. Boys don't cry, boys don't cry, boys don't cry …" Rock lee came in from the door :"thnx Sasuke" Naruto:"you weren't lying when you said it was a favor for a friend ... uha" Sasuke:"welcome guys, aren't I great?! I just got you two together, my jobs done, bye, don't miss me, bye again, yeah.. I'm out …" Rock lee:"Sasuke…" Sasuke:"alright I'm really ... Outta here" he said as he slowly got out, so slow that it might've taken 2 minutes! Naruto:" Hi " he said with an uneasy face ... thinking:"I KNOW that I'm the stupidest guy In the world now…" Rock lee:"and is that all you got to say?" Naruto:"I don't … know … what else to say" naruto felt butterflies in his stomach, he was SO troubled, uneasy, and if there's any word that's really describes how bothered he is, I would've said it... he was VERY disturbed, in fact .. I don't even know a word to describe it more than that .. It's just too much to be described … Rock lee took his steps to the bed and sat to naruto's left side , held his chin got his face closer to narutos face, too close to narutos face … too close …*me: too close .. TOO close, too too close" Rock lee:"then tell me you love me, babe…" Naruto:"I-I love you" in a low voice... he thought:"I seriously don't blame Sasuke for calling me usuratonkachi" Rock lee blushed as he said:"naruto gimme a kiss" rock lee said as he held narutos neck and pulled it closer Getting their lips closer to each other but before he kissed him … Naruto:"wait!" Rock lee:"what is it? I've been craving this for a year now" Naruto:"i-i'm ... not ready yet" Rock lee:"be cool it's just a kiss" he said and kissed naruto a one heck of a kiss… Wonder where Sasuke has gone? He was leaning on the wall beside naruto's house door! A tear fell from sasuke's eyes while he thought:"and why should that night mean anything to him anyways? It's just a stupid touch from the one he hates the MOST, I can't believe I actually thought he loved me... Such a stupid naive thought …" Sasuke wiped his tears and walked away from naruto's house, oh has it gone BEYOND kissing in there? Well … Rock lee French kissed naruto 'til his lungs gave out ... naruto's tear fell He thought:"he ... that stupid Sasuke doesn't love me, does he? ... Too bad I love him ... how could he do this to me? And of course that night didn't mean anything to him, it wasn't even a fucking kiss" Rock lee:" what's wrong babe? You okay?" Naruto thought:"what if .. What if i told him now? No, even if I tell him, even if Sasuke knew, he still won't love me back, and that's only gonna break my heart more, and if rock lee's not doing me today, then it's tomorrow, if not tomorrow, it's after tomorrow, it's gonna happen someday, I'll just .. Try to enjoy it, I hope he's so good that it's gonna make enjoy it... And that idea's like shit ..." Naruto:"nothing ... just do it .." he said in a low voice that showed that he was about to cry ... he laid on his bed, wishing that he never loved Sasuke ... he wanted to enjoy his first time ... but for the first time his heart disobeyed him ... what about all these dreams? All these fantasies ? Today they're to be as if they never happened, Fading in the shadow of misunderstanding .. The shadow of unconfirmed love, as time passes by ... they're just … fading... Rock lee:"really?! You're ready?" Naruto:"yeah, take 'em off" Rock lee obeyed naruto and took his shirt off, time was passing so slow to naruto he just wished for god to take his soul and return it to him when rock lee is over, if Sasuke wasn't his first it'd be impossible for him to enjoy his first time, Naruto's world shattered to pieces as rock lee took naruto's pants off, seconds later the blond thought that making his already decided fate a little late won't hurt. "I'll go .. take a bath" he said joyfully as he got up and headed to the bathroom with a 20 inches smile stretching on his face, but rock lee couldn't really wait 20 minutes until Naruto's done bathing, so he said:"no need" as he pulled Naruto's hand and threw him on the bed brutally, Naruto thought:"fuck, I didn't know he was this tough, you delay set fate, can you?" Naruto:"wait, wait" Rock lee:"I waited long enough"

.it also goes to me ichikun, gosh it's so hard, there were instances like, my pen, i don't know where i'd put it, search for it all over the house, places where i used to placed it, then in the end i'll just saw it hung on my shirt, lol :leaf10: . .i think i should start drinking a MEMORY BOOSTER, lol :leaf5:

Mines is Daisuke Watanabe(Takumi Kun series) and Hidenori Tokuyama from "Ai no kotodama". They're both GORGEOUS! O_O (oh btw, new to the site, and I'm surprised no one mentioned Ai no Kotodama yet. Or I missed a post? That's a good BL movie too) Daisuke Tokuyama

Ryuu The apartment was cold and dark. And empty, very empty. I tried not to think about how things had gone at the studio. Kenta probably thought I was a complete idiot. Everyone else did too. Not that I blamed them. I’d acted just like a spoiled rich brat not getting his way. Throwing a stupid tantrum was not going to help Akira at all. It was just my own self pity and insecurity. Without bothering to turn on any lights I headed straight for my room. Stripping, not even bothering to put my clothes in the hamper, I slid under the covers. I was too tired, physically and emotionally to bother with a shower. Filming was tiring anyway and I’d worn myself out being all emotional and stupid. Clutching at the pillow I buried my face against it. No matter what anyone said it was my fault Akira had quit eating. It had been my insistence that everyone look good for the filming that had started it. I was sure of it. I knew how sensitive he could be when it came to his appearance. Some friend I was. Sighing, I forced myself not to think about it. The filming was over. Akira had already gained a couple of pounds back since leaving the hospital two weeks ago. Reiko would take good care of him. Better than I ever did or could. I woke sometime later. The green glow from the clock on the nightstand barely illuminated the side of the bed. It was just after three in the morning. I sat up looking around wondering what had woke me. I was too tired to bother getting up and snuggled back down into the covers. I’d no sooner closed my eyes than I felt the bed move. Terror surged through me, freezing me in place. “You little slut.” I gasped, hearing the familiar voice, one I’d hoped to never in my life to hear again. I scrambled back, grasping for the sheets. “You thought you could get rid of me didn’t you?” I slammed into the head board and glanced around frantic for a way to get away. The light seemed wrong and I couldn’t breathe. It was suddenly hard to move. “D-don’t touch me!” “Oh, I’m going to do a lot more than touch you.” His voice was like liquid terror pouring over me, seeping into me until all that existed was those dark eyes and grasping hands. I tried to get away, to get out of the bed, but he grabbed my arm yanking me back down. That incredible strength that I had once relied on was now turned against me. The first hit stunned me and I was roughly flipped over and pinned to the bed. “No!” I gasped as my back hit the floor. I blinked a few times staring up at the ceiling. The room was bright with sunlight. Taking a few deep breaths I laid my head back closing my eyes. It was just a nightmare, but it had felt so real. I could still feel those fingers grabbing for me, feel the fist hitting me. I shuddered and slowly sat up feeling sick. Grasping for the bed I pulled myself up. I was shaking, barely able to keep a grip on the sheets. How could a stupid dream scare me that bad? Running a trembling hand through my hair, I forced myself not to think about it, about him. Staggering to my feet I made it into the bathroom, grabbing my phone on the way. Kenta “Who the fuck . . .” I groaned feeling around for my phone. I blinked a few times trying to focus on the display. “Six in the fucking morning. You better have a damn good reason Ryuu . . . Hey whats-“ “Kenta?” I sat up, any tiredness forgotten at the breathless panicked voice. I’d never heard him sound like that before and it sent a chill through me. “Can you come over please?” “Yeah sure. It’ll take me about thirty minutes to get there.” “O-okay, just let yourself in.” “Alright, I’m on my way.” I got there in twenty minutes. The doorman nodded as he let me into the lobby. Taking the elevator to the sixth floor I got out my key. I was nervous for some reason. Ryuu had sounded so upset and . . . scared. That was the only thing I could think. He’d sounded terrified on the phone. Opening the door I let myself in, making sure to take my shoes off. The apartment was almost eerily silent. “Ryuu?” I checked each room as I walked down the hall. He wasn’t in the office or the studio that left the bedroom. Opening the door, I blinked a few times at how bright the room was with the sunlight streaming in. The bed was a mess, the sheets mostly on the floor, but no Ryuu. Where the hell was he? “Kenta?” The soft, almost hesitant voice startled me. Turning I spotted him standing in the bathroom wrapped in a sheet. He’d been crying, that much was obvious from the blood shot eyes. I started toward him, stopping as he looked down, his whole posture changing as he almost seemed to crumple in on himself. “I’m sorry for calling you so early . . . I . . . just had a bad dream is all.” Must have been one hell of a bad dream, I thought to myself, to get him this upset. “Well, it’s over now. I’m here so I might as well make you some breakfast. Why don’t you come in the kitchen with me and you can tell me about this dream.” He nodded slowly still not looking at me. When he made no move to follow me I walked toward him. I reached for his arm thinking it would comfort him; instead he flinched, cowering almost as if he expected me to hit him. I narrowed my eyes. One fucking hell of a nightmare apparently. Slowly I grasped his wrist and pulled him toward me, not meeting any resistance. “Ryuu . . . why don’t you-“ I grunted in surprise as he suddenly grabbed me, his arms wrapped tight around my chest as he buried his face against my neck. He was entirely too warm and I suddenly realized . . . completely naked. Fuck. That shouldn’t matter. Ryuu was upset. Ignoring the feel of the slender, toned frame pressed up against me I patted his head. “Hey, it’s alright. It was just a dream.” “Yeah . . . just a dream.” I shivered feeling his lips move against my neck. What the fuck was wrong with me? “I’m sorry for calling you so early . . .” “Well . . . it’s not really in my job description so I guess I’ll have to charge you extra.” That got a soft laugh and he stepped back. I found myself staring into blue grey eyes and before I’d even thought about it, I reached up to brush the blonde hair out of his face. “You really need to cut your hair.” That got my hand smacked and an offended look. “I can’t cut it! The fans love my hair!” That set off a whole outburst about people not understanding fashion or what it meant to be a visual band. At least I’d got his mind off the dream and whatever else was upsetting him. I chuckled shaking my head as I left him in the bedroom so he could get dressed. Breakfast was going to be simple. I was too fucking tired to make a big fancy breakfast. Going to bed at two in the morning only to get woke up four hours later was not that fun. I set his plate on the table and sat down to wait on him. When he finally came out I was shocked at how different he looked. He looked every bit the rock star he was, though the timid smile kind of shattered the image. He’d spiked his hair and braided some of the longer strands. Dark eyeliner made the light colored eyes stand out even more. He was wearing his black leather pants that the girls always raved about. I’d had to stop more than one grabby fan from trying to touch him when he wore them. The white button up shirt had yet to be buttoned, showing off the flat stomach and toned chest. I’d give Ito one thing, he was good at looking good. I pointed to the plate. “Made yer breakfast.” “Oh, thanks. You didn’t have to do that.” I shrugged and stood up. “Well, for once there was food in the fridge. You goin’ out today.” “Yeah, I’ve got to meet with one of the producers. I actually forgot to tell you, but . . . I kind of need you to go with me. There is going to be a small press conference later too.” “Nakamara already told me.” In fact I had Ryuu’s schedule for the next month. Ryuu wasn’t exactly forgetful, he just got busy. “Today just started a little early is all.” Ryuu’s eyes flicked up for a second as he sat down. “Yeah, sorry about that. Haven’t had one of those nightmares in months.” I didn’t say anything. If he wanted to talk he would. Going to the fridge I found his juice and got him a can out. He was picking at his food as I set the can down next to his plate. “Am I that bad a cook?” “Oh. No! No, it’s just . . . I’m sorry for making you get up so early. I know you worked last night too.” “Do me a favor and quit fucking apologizing and eat. Next time I’ll just tell you to fuck off.” I smiled at him to show I was kidding and he grinned back at me. “Yeah right. You like the money too much.” “Fuck yeah.”

Okay at the risk of of being laughed at I am putting up a few of my drawing lol Some are old (like at least 6 years old) and some are newer. I have a bunch more but i don't want to post too many at once But be warned, they aren't very good lol I put them in spoilers because I though that without them it made the post look too messy I had a thing for Inuyasha at one point I really liked drawing him lol. As you can see the date was 2005 These are some clothes I designed for a class project back in high school

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Great poem!:5yoyo34::5yoyo34:

Kia's Missions K1: Capture the Thief! Kia vs. Schwarz Kreuz, aka Sylvio Wenzel. To activate "D" ending, K1 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is impossible and you leave it to Sylvio, you get B If the D ending is impossible and you step outside, you get A Get more information>Wait for him>"C" ending Get more information>Ignore him>"C" ending Meet him in person>Wait patiently>kiss him>"C" ending Meet him in person>Wait patiently>smack him on the head>"C" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Go along with the Degas idea>Go to a popular Restaurant>"C" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Go along with the Degas idea>Leave it up to Silvio>"C" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Leave it to Silvio>[go to the mansion]"B" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Leave it to Silvio>[go to a hotel]>"D" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Step outside for a while>[go to a hotel]"D" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Step outside for a while>[go to the mansion]"A" ending K2: The Selfish Prince's Holiday Kia vs. Ashraf Ali Ibrahim To activate "D" ending, you must start a new game and get a "D" ending on both K1 and L1, then play K2 If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "C" Conversation partner>take his clothes off> "C" ending Conversation partner>don't take his clothes off> "C" ending Bodyguard>take his clothes off>[use the press]> "C" ending Bodyguard>take his clothes off>[eliminate the press]> "D" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>eliminate the press>teach him>"C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>eliminate the press>do it yourself> "C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>do it yourself>set a trap> "C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>do it yourself>fight my way> "C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>set a trap> make Ali take me>"C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>set a trap> nibble earlobe>"B" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>fight my way> make Ali take me>"C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>fight my way> nibble earlobe>"A" ending K3: The Gay Man's Trap Kia vs. Dirk Wahl To activate "D" ending, K3 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "A" punch him>call off the plan>"C" ending punch him>forbid Kia>"C" ending block it>Turn my eyes away>Ignore him>"C" ending block it>Turn my eyes away>Cough violently>"C" ending block it>Tell kia I can't trust him>ignore him and run away> Check the info some more>"C" ending block it>Tell kia I can't trust him>ignore him and run away> Return to the barracks>"C" ending block it>Tell Kia I can't trust him>feign ignorance and reply> Return to the barracks>"B" ending block it>Tell Kia I can't trust him>feign ignorance and reply> check the dossier again>[blow up the factory"A" ending block it>Tell Kia I can't trust him>feign ignorance and reply> check the dossier again>[use my own gun]"D" ending K4: The Devilish Little Gigolo Kia vs. Timo Wilkes I have a reservation>Refuse>"C" ending I have a reservation>I need to think about it>"C" ending I don't have one>Don't go see him>kiss>"B" ending I don't have one>Don't go see him>fellate Kia>"B" ending I don't have one>Go see him>Fellate Kia>"B" ending I don't have one>Go see him>Kiss>"A" ending K5: Coach is a Worrywart Kia vs. Jens Lewin Obey>insult>"C" ending Obey>take a step back>"C" ending Waver a little>Why are we going there?>Endure it>"B" ending Waver a little>Why are we going there?>Push Kia away>"B" ending Waver a little>I'm not asking that>endure it>"B" ending Waver a little>I'm not asking that>Push Kia away>"A" ending K6: A Blasphemy Before God Kia vs. Eduard Wernicke Run away>Looked into Kia's face>"C" ending Run away>Turned his eyes away>"C" ending Reply to Kia>Turned his eyes away>My own room>"B" ending Reply to Kia>Turned his eyes away>The altar>"B" ending Reply to Kia>Looked into Kia's face>My own room>"B" ending Reply to Kia>Looked into Kia's face>The altar>"A" ending