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Title: Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita [Who Made Him Such a Man] Mangaka: KANO Shiuko Genre: Yaoi, Drama Length: 1 Volume (4 Chapters) Scanlator: Nakama Summary: The manga consists of four stories: Chapter 1 - Who Made Him Such a Man?: When a young dashing teacher visits his pupil's home, he encounters his old classmate who disappeared on him one night, and has now reappeared as his student's debt collector. Chapter 2 - 37°C: A friendly pharmaceutical salesman visits the room of a doctor who caught the flu. The doctor buys medicine in return for the salesman's sexual service. But the salesman turns out to be an old acquaintance... Chapter 3 - Costly Ecstasy: An office worker who got downsized is picked up by a street-smart university student and gets an image overhaul. He tries to take revenge on his old colleague who stole his girlfriend, but the colleague turns out to be a lot more than just that... Chapter 4 - Black Door: The antisocial student who has a somewhat demonic nature is confined in a room by a seemingly good-natured teacher who decides to commit suicide. With this teacher's so strong obsession, the student forgets his hatred for society... The title of this manga comes from the old Japanese popular song, "Hoshi no Nagare ni" in 1947, soon after the end of the World War II, when many women became whores because of poverty. They compare their frail destiny with the falling stars and ask who made them dirty women like whores ("Konna Onna ni Dare ga Shita" - War always distresses weak people, children and women). Read Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita Online: Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita Download Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

I am confuse between love and friendship,:msn_red_fox 7 Thats why i want to do discuss on this topic. are both similar or different please share your opinion here ^^.

Koutetsu no Daitenshi, Datenshi ni Sasageru Uta and Doutei Saizensen by Shin Mizukami are also pretty sadistic.

Original name: Suki dakara Itte Hoshikunai Manga ALT. names: 好きだから弄ってほしくない, I do not want to play around because I like it, I Don't Want To Touch You Original run: 2011 Description: N/A Manga-type: Manga Written by: KAMON Saeko Drawn by: KAMON Saeko Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: N/A Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Yaoi Categories: Comedy Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: - •° Download I Don't Want To Touch You Manga°•: I Don't Want To Touch You(SendSpace) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

M hehe who else than Metallica, the gods

The Gravitation Remixes and Megamixes are aso pretty hardcore. lol

They are different for sure. Friendship is when you like talking to a person, but you don't find yourself thinking about him/her all the time and you don't feel any attraction. Love is when you think about that person many times each day, and when you do that, your heart just starts to beat faster. Also, it's love when you are jealous if that person stares at another one, or gives too much attention to another person. Love is when you are happy and you feel like ignoring everybody else just to talk/be with that person. Love is when you are the happiest in the world just when you think that the other one might feel the same for you

alot of people ask this question:hamtaro-005 (6): i think you cant separate them both need the other to be completed foxy3 you need love in your friendship (like the love to your friend) and you also need friendship in your love (be friendly to your lover) of course the love is different with your friend and your lover :leaf3: hmm i hope that was good foxy1

*** I left the hospital the next morning with a bag of meds and instructions to not lift anything over ten pounds. Ryuu hadn’t come to see me and not a single person had called or texted me. Looking up at the clear blue sky, the cool November breeze seemed to chill me to the bone. People were coming and going, but I might as well have been part of the scenery for all the attention anyone paid. Fuck, what the hell was wrong with me. I needed to just go home. I had a sudden mental image of Reiko and her telling me never to come back. I must have stumbled or something cause someone grabbed my arm and asked if I was alright. I nodded, trying to say thanks, but nothing came out. I really needed to fucking snap out of it. Ryuu’s apartment wasn’t my home, even if had started to feel like it. I took the bus to my old neighborhood. I got off at the usual stop and stood there for a long moment. Turning away from the stree, I looked up the hill. The neighborhood was even more run down than I remembered, that or I’d gotten too used to luxury penthouses. Though even the neighborhood my apartment was in looked better than this. Businesses were boarded up and abandoned. Trudging up the hill, I kicked trash out of my way. Stopping a narrow alley between two buildings I stared down it. This was it. The path I’d used to take home from middle school. It was dirty and dark just like I remembered, just with more graffiti and a stronger shit smell. I felt like I was walking down a tunnel that was slowly dragging me into the past. Stopping at the narrow crumbling steps that led down to the entry to the abandoned building I tried to decide if this was a good idea. My past was ripping my life apart at the moment . . . did really want to visit the place I’d lost everything once before? Fuck it. I hadn’t been back since that day five years ago. Might as well see if anything was still there. Though doubted it. The door was gone, that didn’t surprise me. What did surprise me was that nothing had been touched. The furniture, what little we’d had, was still sitting around the tiny apartment. I stood in the doorway for a while trying to convince myself that I shouldn’t go inside. I did anyway. It was a mistake. They had never cleaned it. Once I got inside the dark stain on the floor was clearly visible and my stomach twisted up into a hard knot. If I closed my eyes I could see her laying there. Face down on the floor, her clothes torn and bloody. She looked even smaller and more fragile dead. “Ayame . . .” The sound of my voice startled me. Turning around I walked back out. I had to fix things with Ryuu. I had to do something. No fucking way I was gonna to let those fuckers get away with hurting Hasu and going after Ryuu. This time I wasn’t going to fail. I’d die first. My phone rang, making me jump. I glared at the name on the screen. What did that bitch want? To cuss me out more for fucking up and getting my ass beat? “What is it Kurosaki?” There was a soft sigh from the other end, “Kenta . . . I-I’m sorry. I shouldn't have assumed you were cheating on Ryuu but you got to look at it how it looked like, especially to us. You lied about where you were and who you were with and to top it off you made Ryuu cry. That's- That's not why I called though." Taking a breath, she let it out, her voice quivering slightly as she spoke, "Rame got away. He-he's basically on the loose now. The boys are going to Akira's where Jiro is and Hayate and Isao are going there to keep an eye on them till he’s caught. Kenta- I- . . . You need to explain yourself to Ryuu. He loves you, he really does and me being protective won't stop him so make up with him, fix this. . . please." I didn't say anything, thinking about what she'd said. Rame was one unforgiving bastard. He’d never stop harassing me as long as both of us were still alive. I sighed, rubbing a hand across my forehead. If I'd just told Reiko what was going on I would have had the whole picture right off. I’d just been so scared that Ryuu would panic knowing that someone was stalking the band. I should have just risked Ryuu's hysterics and told them. It wasn't worth all this pain. Hearing Reiko say my name I looked down, clearing my throat so I could speak. "I'll see what I can do." Shutting the phone I glanced back at the apartment building. If Rame was out there, I would find him. No one hurt the people I loved and lived to regret it.

Here's my cats...Cow and Tiger The yellow one had passed away and left me alone a few hours ago...:leaf9: The last clips of my Tiger..I took it a day before the day it suddenly went away...

Title: Honey Drama CD Synopsis: Shio Yukimura lost his parents and became all alone in the world was then being taken care of by Kubo Takashi, an elite surgeon. Having been living together for 3 years, one day Shio fell down the stairs and taken another personality. Shio became innocent and shy, which Takashi took advantage of. Download Honey Drama CD: Drama CD 1 Drama CD 2 Booklet For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Kumichou to Issho, 「組長といっしょ」 Author: Uda Maki Genre: Yaoi Year: 2010 Status: Completed Download Kumichou to Issho Mangaa For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Hoshi no Yakata Original name: Hoshi no Yakata Manga ALT. names: 绝对丽奴, 跪いて靴にキスを, A Beast in the Cage, A Beast is in the Cage, A Slave's Condition, Hoshi no Yataka, Kemono wa Ori no Naka, Kneel Down and Kiss my Boots, Palace of Stars, The Poacher of Desire, The Prisoner's Destination, Toraware Hito no Yukisaki, Torawarebito no Ikisaki Author/ artist: TORI Maia Original run: 1999 Description: Hoshi no Yakata centers around the employees of a suburban S&M club. The characters are beautiful, the storylines are charged with angst, and the artwork is very explicit. The stories takes place at Hoshi no Yakata, a humongous Euro-style mansion, and Airenrou, another club located a few hours' drive from Hoshi no Yakata. Name of the 5 volumes in the series: 1) Hizamazuite Kutsu ni Kiss wo (Kneel Down and Kiss my Boots) 2) Kedamono wa Ori no Naka (A Beast in the Cage) 3) Yokubou no Mitsuryousha (The Poacher of Desire) 4) Toraware Hito no Ikisaki (The Prisoner's Destination) 5) Doreitachi no Jouken (A Slave's Condition) Manga-type: Manga Published by: Kousai Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Game Over or Continue, MegKF Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Drama, Psychological, Smut, Yaoi Categories: BDSM, Gigolo, Jealous Lover Recommendations: Kimochi no Yukue (MEIJI Kanako), Sadistic Boy, Seifukusha, Love Prism, Mob for Jack Read Hoshi no Yakata Online Hoshi no Yakata Download Hoshi no Yakata Manga Download (thanks to sarah3161) Mirror (Thanks to Rei) Vol 01 Vol 02 Vol 03 Vol 04 Vol 05 Special coloured pages WARNING: Not suitable for the faint-hearted! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ousama ni Kiss! Type : Manga Author : Sera Status in Home Country : Complete (3 Volumes) Scanslation Status: In Progress by Blissful Sin Other Title(s): 王様にKISS！,Kiss the King! Genre(s): School Life, Yaoi, Romance, Comedy Summary: On the outskirts of Tokyo, Toubuisazaki High School is known for its mottos of “Yakuza are your friends!” and “Seize the chief’s weakness!” Amidst these scary rumors is the king of the school, high school student Maki: a person with an abrasive personality, who thinks of his classmates as servants. It’s a mystery that Yoshifumi, the school nurse, loves him. As Yoshifumi uses various tactics to draw Maki closer, how does Maki react? …He likes it! Read Ousama ni Kiss! Online Ousama ni Kiss! Download VOLUME 01 Mediafire password: sunshine VOLUME 02 Mediafire pass: sunshine For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I just thought, since this is after all a yaoi community, there might be someone who likes yuri as well...:hamtaro-005 (5): So, do you like yuri? Any favorite mangas/anime? Share!

Mirage of Blaze Anime Alternative title: Honoo no Mirage (Japanese) Мираж огня (Russian) Призрачное пламя (Russian) 炎の蜃気楼[ミラージュ] (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance, supernatural Themes: bishounen, historical, yaoi Number of episodes: 13 Opening Theme: "Blaze 2002" by Kathy Shower "Blaze 2002" by Mai Yamane Ending Theme: "Tears of Indigo" by Mai Yamane Type: TV Show Format: AVI File Size: 138-152 MB Watch Mirage of Blaze Anime Online: Mirage of Blaze Download Mirage of Blaze Anime: Ep 1 Ep 2 Ep 3 Ep 4 Ep 5 Ep 6 Ep 7 Ep 8 Ep 9 Ep 10 Ep 11 Ep 12 Ep 13 Added: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 LINK TO COMPLETE FOLDER. Watch Mirage of Blaze OVAs 1-3 Online (HD Quality): Mirage of Blaze OVAs 1-3 Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Tennen + Gokuraku Mahoutsukai Manga ALT. names: 天然＋極楽魔法使い, Natural + Carefree Sorcerer, Tennen Gokuraku Mahoutsukai Original run: 2005 Description: A guy with a weird creature on his shoulder and a wand in his hand saved Kureba Masaki, a ceo of a branch company, from falling off a bridge, and forced a condition of "partnership" over him... a nightmare right? Right?! Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yukimura Drawn by: Yukimura Published by: Biblos, Enterbrain Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Supernatural, Yaoi Categories: Doubutsu-gata Main Characters: Kureba Masaki Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Yami ni Tooboe, Mune ni Toge Read Tennen + Gokuraku Mahoutsukai Online: Tennen + Gokuraku Mahoutsukai Download Tennen + Gokuraku Manga: Download link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Concrete Garden Manga ALT. names: コンクリート・ガーデン, Clock Down Original run: 2002 Description: 1st story - Concrete Garden Angels exist and Kashii Kiyoharu, grandson of the man who "created" the angel, has been hired to befriend him. His name is Toki. Kashii soon finds out why the scientists need him around. Toki is lonely, but no one wants to get near him unless it's necessary since he eats human flesh. What has Kashii gotten himself into? 2nd story - Clock Down Everyone expects Tokiwo to go to a good university. However Tokiwo doesn't want to in order to "play it safe". One night there was suddenly an earthquake. The stone he was looking at started to glow and out of his floor comes someone who looks exactly like his childhood friend Jiu. Well there is a difference. This "Jiu" is dressed for combat and has a very large weapon. Just what does the stone have to do with "Jiu" and who gave Tokiwo the stone? Manga-type: Manga Written by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Drawn by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Published by: Biblos Group(s) Scanlating: Obsession Status: 1 Volumes (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Categories: Bestiality; Boys look like Girls; Drama Main Characters: Kashii Kiyoharu, Tokiwo Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: - Warnings: Cannibalism, Male Pregnancy Download Concrete Garden (Kotobuki Tarako) Manga: •°New link°• Concrete Garden Mirror link -- Title: Garden Author: Kotobuki Tarako Artist: Kotobuki Tarako Genre:Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Sci-fi, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volumes (Complete) Year: 2008 Download link -- Title: Dogla+Magla Author: Kotobuki Tarako; Yumeno Kyusaku (Dogla+Magla Novel) Artist: Kotobuki Tarako Genre: Action, Drama, Sci-fi, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Nakama Scanlation status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2003 Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: My Fair Unlucky Boy Manga ALT. names: 恋人を飼いましょう, 恋人(ペット)を飼いましょう, Pet wo Kaimashou, Raising Your Pet, Pet wo Kaimashou Original run: 2005 Description: Raising Your Pet: Hidaka Chikara, 17, goes onto the tv show "Fight Money" and swindles 5 million yen out of Kunimi Tomokazu, who is president of Keinou Productions. Chikara actually gives the money to his friend for his sick sister. But, how will he repay his debt? My Prince: Hayato's family volunteered to host a foreign exchange student, Edward Farring. A family emergency means Hayato is home alone and It's up to him to meet the guest at the airport and make him comfortable. However, it seems like the handsome Edward is not who he says he is. Who is this princely guy? Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Fujii Sakuya Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Heir; Master - Slave Main Characters: Hidaka Chikara, Kunimi Tomokazu, Hayato, Edward Farring Recommendations: Sleeping with Money , Suutsu wo Kita Akuma, Akuma ni Dakareru, Sunao ni Narenai Otokotachi Read My Fair Unlucky Boy Online My Fair Unlucky Boy Download My Fair Unlucky Boy Manga Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Titles: Big Bang Love, Juvenile A; 46億年の恋, 46-okunen no koi; 4.6 billion year Love Director: Takashi Miike Country: Japan Release Date: August 26, 2006 Plot: An unknown future. A boy confesses to the murder of another in an all-boy juvenile detention facility. The story follows two detectives trying to uncover the case. Sexual tension and explosive violence drive the story which delivers some weird and fascinating visuals. Watch Big Bang Love Juvenile A Online: Big Bang Love Juvenile A Download Big Bang Love Juvenile A BL Movie: Big Bang Love Juvenile A - 4Shared Subtittles Note: I was able to find the movie in great quality, however you'll find it odd that the italian subs just won't come off... I tried but didn't manage too... However you can just fill in the english subs Enjoy! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Soshite Boku Wa Koi Wo Suru Manga ALT. names: そしてボクは恋をする, I Fall in Love, Soshite Boku wa Koiwosuru Original run: 2008 Description: 1,5) Catamountain: Even though the President of the Student Council, Aoyagi, isn’t much of a fighter, he's still determined to bust any troublemakers in school. It’s a good thing that he can always rely on his strong and dependable kouhai, Hayami, the Treasury of the Student Council, to watch his back. Until one day, Hayami drew him close and demanded, “I want to embrace you”…!? 2-3) Moe Love: Riku is in love with Chisato, a bishoujo anime otaku, that doesn't see anything other than his moe figurines. Will Riku be able to win his love? 4) One More Kiss: Taiga comes home one day to find a stranger in his house, eating his cup nuddles. The stranger, Higuchi, is a very talented illustrator, and his style is very similar to someone Taiga knew when he was in high school. Someone Taiga had forced himself upon... Written by:Ichijou Lemon Drawn by:Ichijou Lemon Group(s) Scanlating: Fantasy shrine Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Genres: Romance, Yaoi Read Soshite Boku Wa Koi Wo Suru Online: Soshite Boku Wa Koi Wo Suru Download Soshite Boku Wa Koi Wo Suru Manga: Download link removed upon scanlator's request

Title: Imoral Country: Philippines Language: Filipino | Tagalog Director: Adolfo Alix Jr. Writer: Jerry Gracio (screenplay) Genre: Drama Year: 2008 Plot: Tackles the dynamics of the relationship of a husband with his wife and his lover -- and they all live together in one house. Download Imoral Movie: Imoral For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title:Kiss & Loving Alternative titles: Kiss to Kirai no Hantai; キスと嫌いの反対; Kiss & Loving Author: Takumi Yuu Status: Complete (1 Volume) Year: 2007 Plot Summary: Are the two of us friends, or are we lovers? It not clear how he regards us. If I say " let's kiss", he'll kiss me. If I say "let's move in together", he'll smoothly accept. He'll indulge me, but he won't express a desire for anything in return. Just when we've moved in our new place, his little brother who loathes me appears. Because it's a good opportunity, he wants to keep tabs on us. If it come down to me or his family, he'll choose me.... Right? Read Kiss & Loving Online: Kiss & Loving Download Kiss & Loving Manga Kiss & Loving For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: みちづれポリシー Manga ALT. names: Drang der Herzen, Michidure Policy, The Path to Love, Traveling Companion's Policy, Uten Kekkou Rule Original run: 2008 Description: Shinohara, who liked to take care of others like a mother, and Nishioka, who loved sweet things just like a kid (with big build), were good friends. Shinohara loved Nishioka, but was totally a coward when it comes to love. He always thought that “this love is impossible” and continued to be Nishioka’s good friend when he blurted out his feelings unintentionally. To Shinohara’s surprise, Nishioka accepted him and they started to go out. But Shinohara was having doubts and wouldn’t want to believe in Nishioka. What should Nishioka do? Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Kitakami Ren Drawn by: Kitakami Ren Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Slice of Life, Yaoi Categories: Co-workers; Love at First Sight; Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Shinohara, Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Kissing, Kakko Warukute Kakkoii Kimi, Happy Days, Koi ni Tsuite, Gerbera Read Michizure Policy Online Michizure Policy Download Michizure Policy Manga Download link removed by scanlator's request

we bought an aquarium full of fishes and 3 cute Hamster,each one got their own cage :hamtaro-005 (5):or they would kill each other::hamtaro-005 (21): we got a Syrian brown Hamster (we named him Luise) and a white Syrian (we named her Sokkar) it's an Arab word for sugar and a Russian one from Sibirya she is black and white we named her (Wall-E) we also got 3 turtles with the size of your hand animals really make your life more lively :hamtaro-005 (12): so what about you:hamtaro-005 (10): i know it's a little late but now that i know how to add attachments i will put my hamesters pic [ATTACH=CONFIG]3477[/ATTACH][ATTACH=CONFIG]3474[/ATTACH][ATTACH=CONFIG]3476[/ATTACH][ATTACH=CONFIG]3473[/ATTACH][ATTACH=CONFIG]3475[/ATTACH] there is a video about my siamese cat Sebastian and Tazz when they were 3 month old , now they are 9 month http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7MpbZ28mMi4

COMPLAIN : Express dissatisfaction or annoyance about a state of affairs or an event anyone have somethin they don like, like a person or some matter that u cant really speak out. so....u can complain out here for me... i want to complain about my neighbor. when they return home at middle of night when everyone sleepin, they can just talk loudly at the corridor and bang their door loudly they just don care about other. worse is even we told them talk softly they just said 'we born to have loud voice' wtf they going to get from us someday :msn_red_fox 12

Okay, another darker poem. Tell me what you think! I literally just finished this like 30 seconds ago lol "Revenge" These hands stained with blood Quiver in the dark night With no home to go back to I hide myself from the light My vision is blurred And tears mix with blood My clothing is torn My face tarnished with mud Eyes burning with fire A soul cursed by the devil I have achieved my revenge And it's now time to revel The filth of the world Must be demolished by hand People are too weak And are unable to withstand I lick my blade clean Knowing what I have done As demented as I am I still found this all fun Your body now lays there Covered in liquid fire I've always known the truth You were nothing but a liar A smile escapes my lips As I toss your corpse a rose I bid you a goodnight As this case comes to a close

Pain is what I often feel Each time I stop to breathe No matter how I try and try That feeling just won’t leave. Anger also comes to mind Though I make myself ignore it What must I do to keep from breaking How long must I endure it. Sadness isn’t far behind These tears you see are very real But I’m too weak to share the wealth So you don’t know how I must feel. Fear is also on the list You’ll see it clearly in my eyes Although I wear an outward smile It’s just another great disguise Happiness is just a joke And something we won't ever see All because someone didn’t like That I was only being me.

Hi all. My name is Paul and I live in Amsterdam, Holland. I am a Yaoi Fanboy for many years now and I still can't get enough. :hamtaro-005 (8):

Lol You're right!!! hahahaha...

thanks for a 'PG' chapter

i agree with them, but can i laugh first foxy4 its easy friend mean "ME" love mean "HIM"

Well... Hmmm, friendship is look like best friend for me... And love, is the one we care and we'll always want to get near him/her.. But sometimes friendship can become a love... I already feel it... Hahaha...

Love Prize in ViewFinder is the best for me... LOL~~ Okane Ga Nai too... Hehehe... It isn't much at all... Hohoho...

I think Butterfly 69 is a good yuri manga Haven't really watched/read much myself, but I find it very likeable... Not much variety though as you said Sarah... There was one manga I really liked that was called Crimson something... I curse my bad memory!

I totally agree with the girls who posted above. Love and friendship are different. Friendship is when you like to talk with that person and you want to tell him/her your problems. (I don't know how to explain) :msn_red_fox 13 Love is when your heart beats faster when you think at that person. When you feel an attraction thoward that person. :msn_red_fox 8

Heh Jenova you perv! Your Gackt is really sexy!

Oh, totally forgot Fruits Basket...

(Non-yaoi) Manga-books I'm currently reading: Bleach, Hellsing, Fushigi Yuugi Other manga's that I've read/have started reading but haven't yet finished: Kuroshitsuji, Yami no Matsuei (release a new volume damn it!!!!!!), xxxHolic, The demon Ororon, Sekai-ichi Zankoku de Utsukushii Gurimu Douwa, Yellow 2, Butterfly 69 Uhm, then it's probably a few more since my memory is horrible lol

u are so cruel !!!:leaf9:yoyo3

so many things to complain about -ill start with my neighbors since we live in apartments they keep sending complaints to the manager and half of what they complain about isnt true!! -my mother is being a b**** right now and all but she just wants me to be submissve and follow whatever she says and doesnt even listen to what i have to say because everything i say is stupid according to her and i just talk back to her to explain whatever she is accusing me of and starts saying that im yelling at her! and then she wants me to listen to her problems but i told her i cant because our opinions are too strong that we cant talk normally -oh and outside of the house there is a girl who doesnt like me and ive barely ever talked to her or seen her around in school (the guy she likes talks to me more and he is always trying to get away from her) hey i feel a little better!!

ooo totally cant wait for more ^_^

*** The sound of voices woke me. Of course they did, the walls in my apartment were thinner than paper. Wait . . . this wasn’t my apartment. Why was I in the hospital? Sitting up took a lot of effort and not a little pain. Fuck. That fucking piece of fucking shit had really enjoyed himself. Hopefully Daisuike hadn’t sliced him up yet. I wanted to be the one to do it. I looked over as the door opened surprised to see Isao and Reiko. Neither of them looked happy, in fact they looked like they had been arguing. Isao glanced over at Rei who was glaring at me. My heart did an odd little skip-hop that kinda hurt. “You really are scum you know that Kenta? Playing hero, pretending you’ve spent the last month ‘investigating’. You obviously weren't doing shit but fucking around with another guy so don't pretend." She stalked over to the bed. I flinched away from her as she leaned down, too startled by what she was saying to respond. "I don't want you to ever show your face around my boys ever again. I don't want you going near Ryuu. You hurt him beyond anything you probably ever can repair you piece of shit. You failed all of them not only as a bodyguard, but as a friend. We trusted you and all you did was stab us in the back." "You don't know shit." I finally managed around the lump that was stuck in my throat. "I spent a month chasing leads and working to find out who the shit head was. You and your contacts didn't even know that there was a stalker! I did everything I could-" "By lying and cheating. Great way to protect us Kenta. By destroying our trust in you, by stabbing us in the back? If you hadn't tried to play the hero, none of this would've happened. If you had told someone that there was a stalker the problem would have never gotten this far. Hasu wouldn't be afraid of anyone touching him and Ryuu wouldn’t need to be sedated most of the day! You know, surprisingly I'm not as upset as I would've thought I might have been about the whole Naoki thing. What I'm most upset about is you cheating on Ryuu, hurting Ryuu, lying to Ryuu. He loved you. He still fucking does probably. When I left he was clutching a picture of you with another guy, crying and blaming himself for all of this. You have no idea what you have done to him. You hurt him worse than Naoki ever did.” Fucking hell . . . that was not fair at all. Where the hell was she getting the idea that I’d been cheating on Ryuu? From some pictures someone took of me? But when and where? I’d only been at that fucking gay bar to get information, not screw around with some stupid escort. Anger was quickly replacing the hurt. "What the fuck? I never cheated on him. You base your whole assumption that I cheated on a few photos some guy you've probably never met took? What the fuck Reiko! So I had to do some things I didn't really want to do to find the info I needed. Yeah, I fucked up. I could have done things differently, but so could you. We both fucked up when it came to protecting them. I'm not fucking perfect, not like you always pretend you are, ordering everyone around." I was starting to shake I was so upset. Cheating on Ryuu had never once even entered my mind. I loved the idiot. For Reiko to believe that I would cheat on Ryuu was another blow. I thought she and I were friends, maybe not close friends but hell, I’d saved her life. Wasn’t that worth something? "If you didn't act like a fucking whore then maybe my contact would've have taken pictures that let us assume you have! What else are we suppose to assume when you're seen at a fucking gay bar with an escort!" Stepping back she turned walking off. “Don’t show your face around here again Arakaki."

my first results: This is your first life! Yeah, this is your first life so you haven't died yet! You're a pretty cool person and don't worry a lot. Nice! my second results: Shocker! This is your First Life you really haven't had a past life. This is your current life so make the most of it. Enjoy!

My very first poem.leaf3 I'm still a newbie at making them but oh well here it goes. I've always been like this, Waiting at ease, But the truth is I've been falling into the deepest abyss. I couldn't even imagine That you would come, And rescue me from this hatred that I'm feeling. For you, it's just a fling, But I will hold onto this precious sensation, darling. For it is the only thing I have to continue on living. I hope you'll point my mistakes. Hope you enjoyed reading it.:leaf3:

It's too f*cking HOT! yoyo3 Can't draw anything decent today... (-_-) #$%&! Shirogane, from Monochome Factor. FAIL.

Havi is finished. I think.

@True Blue Aww my friend used to have sugar gliders! They are sooo cute! I have a cat named Miles (named after Miles "Tails" Prower from Sonic the Hedgehog lol) When he was little What he looks like now A snake named Penelope And a bearded dragon named Draco

As a natural born sadist I love that type of BL stories. :msn_red_fox 9 I'll give you a list of my favorites, hope you enjoy them: - You're My Loveprize In Viewfinder, by Yamane Ayano ♥ - Kinbaku, by Zaria *drool,drool,drool,drool* - Sasayaku No Wa Sono Yubi, Yamakami Ryuu (This isn't S&M, it's pure and simple abuse. Love it.) - Omoisugochi No Koi Mo Uchi, by Yamada Sakurako (The S&M story is just a chapter but it's so f*cking great~) - Kodou, by Takakura Row - Double Mints, by Nakamura Asumiko - Bi No Isu, by Ike Reibun - Hoshi No Yakata, by Tori Maia (Not a fan of the art but the stories more than make up for it.) - Kishidou Club, by Nishimura Shuuko - Leopard Hakushou, by Ougi Yuzuha

I want to complain about my mother, who loves to me treated badly by me. I like my masochists unwilling, otherwise it's only half the fun and kind of a drag. Maa, who am I kidding, I love to tease her, regardless. :msn_red_fox 9 Like it was mentioned previously, I also want to complain about my involuntary selective memory. On one side I like it, because I automatically forget things unnecessary to me, but I also easily toss away memories I will need. And then that is indeed a problem. Seriously, I am talking one second and the next I don't know the last thing I said. Mind break, much~ I want to complain about my chest. I HATE breasts. No, seriously. I wish I was a board. It's not like mine are big or anything, they are pretty average, to the smaller side even. But I hate them anyway. It's a pain. Literally. I already have back and neck problem, hurts all the time, and them I still have to carry this unnecessary weigh..!! Ahh, pisses me off~ I also can't take people who want to have surgery to have a bigger chest, my thoughts are: "ARE THEY CRAZY?! WHAT FOR?!". If I could I'm chop mine off. For real. I want to complain about my friends who call me all the time, knowing perfectly well I hate talking on the phone and messaging. So I turn off my cell. ...And then they call my home number and my mother yells at me until I answer. Mukatsuku~ :Red_fox5: -- Ahh, spouting all that rubbish felt damn good, I'm satisfied~ *humming with a grin*