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Original title: Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Manga ALT. names: Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau; 你越坏我越爱, Your Voice Likes Sweet Whisper Original run: 2005 Description: 1) Curses Showered on the Visitor “Do not deceive a person. Do not threaten a person. Do not handcuff people. Any illegal activity is forbidden.” Said Natsume as he lays down the ground rules for Touji the stalker... 2) Curses Divert the Craving Natsume is having a bad day; he has just lost a major deal to a rival company. To make matters worst, he runs into his ex-colleague and finds out that he is the one who stole his deal from him. 3) Curses Mingled with Sighs Touji flies into a rage when he finds out that Ryouji, Natsume's cousin/boss, is going to visit his place. 4) Curses Make the Birthday Colourful Touji is busy with exam preparations and disappears on Natsume. After a few days, he finally turns up but he is sick. 5) Curses Can Cover the Ears Natsume meets Souya, Touji's cousin, who is even more unnerving than his stalker. Manga-type: Manga Series Author: FUJIYAMA Hyouta Published by: Biblos (2005); Libre Shuppan (2007) Group(s) Scanlating: Biblo, Eros Mihashi Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Jealous Lover; Older Uke - Younger Seme Main Characters: Natsume, Touji, Ryouji, Souya Recommendations: Sunao ja nai Kedo; Hokenshitsu de Suki ni Shite; Hidoi Otoko; Mijuku na Kareshi; Related series: Akutai wa Ude no Naka de Futatabi Read Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Online Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Download Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Manga Download Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

First attempt at tablet. For Matt. (:

Original name: 負け犬のなんでも屋 Manga ALT. names: Makeinu no Nandemoya, Jack-of-all-trades by Underdogs, Losers' Convenience Agency Original run: 2005 Description: Atsushi, an ex-chef, Torajirou, a high school baseball player, and Nakagawa, a famous ex-composer (all 3 losers in life) started up a Convenience Agency. Then, as if fate had a hand in it, Nakagawa once again crosses path with Takahashi, an incredibly talented young composer, when a job that needs Takahashi's expertise arises, rocking the three's otherwise quiet life towards a whole new direction. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Sugano Akira Drawn by: Sugano Akira Published by: Kadokawa Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure, Forever More Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: Only up to volume 1 Genres: Drama, Shounen Ai, Slice of Life Categories: Comedy Main Characters: Atsushi, Torajirou, Nakagawa Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Bokurani Matsuwaru Etc manga, Gravitation, Geshuku Biyori Read Makeinu no Nandemoya Online Makeinu no Nandemoya Download Makeinu no Nandemoya Manga Link More manga series by Asou Kai For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Mitasareru Kuchibiru [Filled Lip] Mangaka: YAMAKAMI Riyu Genre: Yaoi, Psychological, School Life Length: 1 Volume (3 Chapters + Omake) Scanlator: Countless Time Summary: Soft-hearted Takashi got caught up in a love game of the playboy, Kurose, all because he happened to see the love affair between those two boy at school! Kurose is such a dangerous guy, he even laid hands on the professor! The reason why Kurose cares about the unappealing Takashi is…!? A daring and touching serious love! Read Mitasareru Kuchibiru Online Mitasareru Kuchibiru Download Mitasareru Kuchibiru Manga: Volume 1 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I stand here on your street My heart like ice, my love for you frozen These crystal tears fall at my feet I never wanted to hurt you Never meant to desert you I came to apologize knowing it's too late As I stand here among the snowflakes I am so tired of this fate This cold heart of mine is breaking Slowly shattering into slivers of red It is your memory that I am desecrating I don't belong here, never did But my love for you won't let me leave As I stand here trying to keep my heart hid I never wanted to hurt you Never meant to desert you These softly falling flakes Are cold little reminders that I am alone Alone because of my mistakes I tried for so long And even if it's not meant to be I will never give in even if I am wrong I cannot let go of these shattered pieces Even as they start to melt and slip away My love for you never decreases I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you This gentle winter breeze Is a subtle reminder of your touch And the way it made me fall by degrees These tears won't fade away They are frozen drops of my misery At being unable to stop this slow decay Did I need to try so hard To keep this heart whole When you broke through catching me off guard I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you This winter soul craves The love only you can give The love that saves This coldness takes my breath Makes me tremble in fear This could end in my death I would gladly welcome it If it meant I was able to be close to you To feel your warmth even for a bit. I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you. All I wanted was to hold you close Yet this frozen heart of mine Never let me disclose The flakes of snow surround me Cloaking me in a cold embrace This love was never meant to be Is this what I wanted To be alone in this white To always be shunted I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you Don't be concerned over me These cold tears will fall and be lost So pay no heed to my plea I will say it once only And for all time it will echo These words will forever be lonely This hope undreamed of Is to tell this to you It is you I love

A Brother's Love Guilt is just another pill I cannot seem to swallow And on the journey we must take You make the choice to follow I still can hear your pleading cries You calling out my name. Until I get your body back We'll never be the same A legend learned when we were young. Becomes our only lead The power of the philosopher's stone. Is what we're going to need. Until the stone is in our hands. Our lives we'll rearrange. Al let me do the dirty work. Equivalent Exchange. When we burnt down the family home I knew one simple fact The minute that our quest began. There was no turning back.

All About Us - T.A.T.U http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEi5tsoJFKw

U - the Used

This world we live in is said To be the best of worlds We've got a million chances And the money keeps flowing in But the money doesn't cure heartache And it doesn't make you feel less alone And with every opporunity given There's a thousand thorns And there's the dark side That we so desperatly want to hide There's the suffering&poverty Things we want to ignore Many care only for what they've got And to satisfy their own shallow needs You start war for the sake of some dirty oil But don't care about the lives destroyed What I'm trying to say, And what so many ignored Is that we now put a price on someones life And it's cost is way too low

Staring into the void, In the back parts of my mind Is there any part left to salvage Any whole piece of mine? My fingers pacing over the scars In an uneasy, restless way With eyes so empty, Depression makes me blind Paralyzed by anxiety, I even forget to breathe But in my mind the screaming And the images never leave They say I should think of Times when I felt good But now I can't remember And none of them ever understood I have ghosts that haunt me They push me towards the edge Along the years I've learnt to cave To bleed instead of sorely fedge The world is on my shoulder My mind is soon too shattered, I fear it can't be saved Thoughts saying I never mattered No, they're never well-behaved So leave me alone, Please go away I cannot bare this weight Let me heal and Let me feel Something other than pain

Your whimpering cries echo in an otherwise quiet room I can’t help but smile as your eyes show your fear But you can’t run away now These chains will hold you in your place One, two, three, four It’s not bleeding yet, but is swollen and bruised The tears forming in your eyes is from the pleasure and pain But you won’t beg for me just yet Five, six, seven, eight How long will it take until you break? I caress your battered skin before hurting you more Knowing all your weakest spots Nine, ten, eleven, twelve Over and over, your body is being abused Exhiliration, pleasure, pain and fear The blood is dripping, yet we both want more I’ll hurt you, abuse you, all with a grin on my face There’s nothing better than your pained screams And after we’re done I’ll clean up your wounds Stitch you up, then leave you all alone

Equivalent Exchange Take my arms, my leg my heart. Take anything you need. Just give my little brother back. Please let his soul be freed. I'll pay the price no matter what. I know that I was wrong. But Alphonse I can't lose you too. The same way I lost mom I know the price is very steep. But there's nothing I won't give. Take anything you want from me Just let my brother live. I won't deny the cold hard fact I made countless mistakes To get my little brother back. I'll do all that it takes

R - Rise Against

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Altenative titles : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai, The World's Greatest Love, World's Greatest First Love Type : Manga Author(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Artist(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Status in Home Country : Ongoing (5 Volumes) Scanslation Status : Ongoing Other Title(s) : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai Genre(s) : Yaoi Summary : Onodera Ritsu has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Assigned to the shoujo manga division, he crosses path with the person he'd least expected to meet. Takano Masamune is the editor-in-chief of the division Ritsu's been assigned to, and the two seem get off on the wrong foot right from the very start when Takano unexpectedly kisses him. However, there is more to than what meets the eye: Takano is actually Saga, Ritsu's senpai and high school love-- whom Ritsu had thought to have played him for a fool by taking his affections for granted when he confessed and summarily dumped him. Read Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Online: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Manga: Vol 1 Vol 2 Vol 3 Vol 4 Vol 5 Vol 6 Vol 7 Vol 8 Yokozawa Takafumi no Baii 3 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bousou Kareshi Original name: 暴走 カレシ Manga ALT. names: Bousous Kareshi; Wild Boyfriend Original run: 2009 Description: My super strong classmate, Ran, is my cute lover. We are so in love! Or that’s how it’s supposed to be. I think he’s cheating on me! Bousou Kareshi features many other stories. Included is Keitachi’s meeting with the normally weak glasses boy. He loses his rationality and goes erotically wild! Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: SAKIRA Drawn by: SAKIRA Published by: Junet Group(s) Scanlating: Blissful Sin Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Comedy, Romance, School Life, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Bara, Megane Main Characters: Keitachi Recommendations: Goshujinsama to Wanko, 2-dome no Koi no Hajimari wa, Limiter Download Bousou Kareshi Manga Bousou Kareshi Download link for non-members Read Bousou Kareshi Online Bousou Kareshi For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Tsuki no Hikari ni Terasarete Manga ALT. names: つきのひかりにてらされて, Moonlight Hunter, Our Destiny, Teach Me How to be Patient Original run: 1998 Description: The volume consists of a collection of three short stories: 1) Teach Me How to be Patient (two parts); 2) Moonlight Hunter; 3) Our Destiny. Manga-type: Collection of Oneshots Written by: Kujou Nari Drawn by: Kujou Nari Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, Drama, Fantasy, Science fiction, Supernatural Categories: Demons, Master-Slave, Incest Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: I'm a Pet Read Tsuki no Hikari ni Terasarete Online: Tsuki no Hikari ni Terasarete Download: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/73pedsf7dk42lvd/Tsuki_no_Hikari_ni_Terasarete.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Wild Fangs Manga ALT. names: ワイルドファングス Original run: 2006 Description: Mao, who has a rare bloodline of a beast, has gone on a journey to find the "Master" he has never seen. He then meets Syon, a bounty hunter... Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamagishi Hokuto Drawn by: Yamagishi Hokuto Published by: Gentousha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy,Romance, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Bestiality Main Characters: Mao, Syon Adaptations available: - Related Series: Wild Rose (Sequel) Recommendations: http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/7213-crimson-spell-by-yamada-yugi-%5Beng%5D Read Wild Fangs Online: Wild Fangs Original name: Wild Rose Manga ALT. names: ワイルドローズ Original run: 2007 Description: The sequel to Wild Fangs, this chronological prequel follows Mao's brother Kiri's and his master's backstory. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamagishi Hokuto Drawn by: Yamagishi Hokuto Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy Romance, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Bestiality, Master-Slave Main Characters: Kiri, Mikhail Adaptations available: - Related Series: Wild Fangs (Prequel), Wild Wind (Sequel) Recommendations: - Read Wild Rose Online: Wild Rose Original name: Wild Wind Manga ALT. names: ワイルドウインド Original run: 2008 Description: From Nakama: Long ago in a distant land, when the heavens ruled the earth, the two of them met by a trick of destiny... Called the “Wise man of the woods” and given much respect by the villagers, ********* of heaven Olgrius is searching for the origin of the incessant outbreak of storms. Then a villager, speaking riddles of an attacking beast, appears. The being that Olgrius sees when he returns to the scene of the crime is a savage beast fallen from heaven. But the beast differs from the rumors—he touches Olgrius gently, and protects him from danger...!? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamagishi Hokuto Drawn by: Yamagishi Hokuto Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Bestiality Main Characters: Olgrius, Shui Adaptations available: - Related Series: Wild Rose (Prequel) Recommendations: - Read Wild Wind Online: Wild Wind Download Wild Series: New Download Links Wild Wind Link Wild Rose Link Wild Fangs Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Affair Manga ALT. names: 「再愛妳一次!」「アフェア」 Original run: 2005 Description: "Affair" is a collection of oneshots involving different plots: 1) Affair Yoshiyuki meets his senior,Okabe, from high school once again. But are things same as before? 2) My Dear Mad Dog Half siblings struggling not only in Yakuza's world to survive,but as well in a relationship involving hate-love. 3) One Lucky Guy What can a game of Mahjong lead to? Is always luck the most important thing? 4) Love Machine Yagi gets help from Tamiya to get a driver's license,but is there another reason why his university fellow is helping him out? 5) Erotic Affair An extra of chapter 1. Manga-type: Oneshots Written by: KANO Shuiko Drawn by: KANO Shuiko Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Secret Haven; Sweet Lunacy Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama,Yaoi Categories: Yakuza, Incest, Seke, Sport Main Characters: YoshixOkabe(Affair); KyouichixHijiri(My Dear Mad Dog); HirosexTakei(One Luck Guy); TamiyaxYagi(Love Machine) Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Warawanai Ningyo; Trigger; Ten- Tenna Toori no Kaidanji; Foreskin Boys; Hero - Gyakkyou no Touhai Read Affair Online Affair Download Affair Manga Download Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai Manga ALT. names: 夢を見るヒマもない 沒空作夢 There is even no Time to Dream There isn't Even Time To Dream There's not even time to dream Original run: 2006 Description: Kawamura Kazuya had dreamt of being a pilot when he was young. Thus when he heard that there's an aviation school five hours from where he stayed, Kawamura enrolled without giving much thought. He was placed in the same room with two other room mates. One of them, Itou, dropped out when he couldn't stand the tough life. This left Kawamura with Yoshitake, a tall, quiet and non-responsive guy. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamada Yugi Drawn by: Yamada Yugi Published by: Futami Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Yaoi, Slice of Life Categories: Comedy, Drama, School Life, Co-workers, Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Kawamura Kazuya, Yoshitake Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Warawanai Ningyo Read Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai Online: Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai Download link: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bitansan Renai [soda-Pop Love] Mangaka: HINODE Heim Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Extra) Scanlator: Nakama Summary: There's a guy that's been on my mind - Michinaga. One day he told me, "Taka, I have a crush on the teacher". But it hurts me to see his pained expression. Forget about that teacher. Forget about love that'll never bloom. Choose me instead... Taka and Michi, Michi and the teacher, the teacher and Taka's older brother... Where will all their one-sided feelings take them? Read Bitansan Renai Online Bitansan Renai Download Bitansan Renai Manga Volume 1 Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Suki Mo Kirai Mo Jikangai - Love And Hate Are Both Overtime Author/artist: Marita Yuzu Genre: Yaoi Year: 2009 Read Online: SUKI MO KIRAI MO JIKANGAI Download Suki Mo Kirai Mo Jikangai: EDIT: Link removed because the scanlation group doesn't allow their projects to be shared on any site.

Original name: Suki dakara Itte Hoshikunai Manga ALT. names: 好きだから弄ってほしくない, I do not want to play around because I like it, I Don't Want To Touch You Original run: 2011 Description: N/A Manga-type: Manga Written by: KAMON Saeko Drawn by: KAMON Saeko Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: N/A Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Yaoi Categories: Comedy Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: - •° Download I Don't Want To Touch You Manga°•: I Don't Want To Touch You(SendSpace) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

V - Van Halen

T - t.a.t.u [attach=config]3033[/attach]

S - Senses Fail

So sexy :cuteonion41: I loved every last bit of it!!!

wow Q-Queen ofc They are legend and "We will rock you" just came to my mind *singing...*

P - Paramore (Dedicated to Cloudy-chan )

For those who need it, here is a more elaborated tutorial on "How To Join Files With HJ Split" 1) 2) 3) 4) 5) 6) 7) 8)

Title: Still Got The Blues - Oitekebori Blues Author/artist: Yukimura Genre: Comedy, Drama, Mature, Yaoi Groups scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2009 Plot: Kuniyoshi is high-strung and ambitious. Hirayama... is not. They worked together until Hirayama suddenly quit. That's when Kuniyoshi realized how much Hirayama meant to him. But it's always Kuniyoshi pushing their relationship and he doesn't know what Hirayama really thinks. Read Still Got The Blues Online: Still Got The Blues Download: New download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Eternal Summer Soundtrack Eternal Summer original soundtrack Mediafire // Megaupload

Titles: Big Bang Love, Juvenile A; 46億年の恋, 46-okunen no koi; 4.6 billion year Love Director: Takashi Miike Country: Japan Release Date: August 26, 2006 Plot: An unknown future. A boy confesses to the murder of another in an all-boy juvenile detention facility. The story follows two detectives trying to uncover the case. Sexual tension and explosive violence drive the story which delivers some weird and fascinating visuals. Watch Big Bang Love Juvenile A Online: Big Bang Love Juvenile A Download Big Bang Love Juvenile A BL Movie: Big Bang Love Juvenile A - 4Shared Subtittles Note: I was able to find the movie in great quality, however you'll find it odd that the italian subs just won't come off... I tried but didn't manage too... However you can just fill in the english subs Enjoy! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Katsubou No Manazashi - Look Of Desire Author/artist: Takarai saki Genre: Drama, Yaoi Warnings: Age gap Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2009 Summary: After his mother deserted them, senior high school student, Reo was living together with his mother's stern ex-lover, the very imposing uncle Shuuji. But 2 months ago, as he dropped by his home on his way with a friend one evening, an event occurred that changed their relationship forever. Since the day his uncle forcibly embraced him, the man demands his body time and again and Reo who has been suffering ever since seeks his close friend Kenta’s advice but… Contains another short story: Pretty After ~ After Read Katsubou No Manazashi Online: Katsubou No Manazashi Download Katsubou No Manazashi Manga: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Download link removed by scanlator's request

Elfen Lied was the saddest for me:leaf7: yoyo7there were some sad moments in Naruto :msn_red_fox 18 also Higurashi (i even cried ):8onion5:

Yess....I want to t:hamtaro-005 (8):tell you about a gay guy in a non-yaoi movie He is Han Tae Sun (the name of character)............. He is a very talented singer and musician.... and...he is cute and cool as well XD~ :hamtaro-005 (8): Oska is a normal man, a boasting and stubborn singer. Because he fell in love with Tae Sun's voice and style at the first time, Oska tried many ways to persuade him to be his partner (partner in work, of course ;)) Tae Sun used to hate Oska very much and even told Oska he is a gay........ he loves boys............:leaf15: but.......this cant prevent Oska from "following" Sun... after that...... many things happened in their life.....which made both of them understand much more about each other. :hamtaro-005 (23): then Tae sun gradually fell in love with Oska...:leaf15: .unluckily...it is the one-sided love... :hamtaro-005 (15): there are many BL hint in that film, really XD~ It is a great film that I want to suggest all of you

Warning: this poem is for 18+ I hope you enjoy

second chance by shinedown My eyes are open wide And by the way, I made it Through the day I watched the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out Today I just saw Hayley's comet Shooting Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Please don't cry One tear for me I'm not afraid of What I have to say This is my one and Only voice So listen close, it's Only for today I just saw Hayley's comet Shooting Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Here's my chance This is my chance Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance [x2]

Thanks so much for uploading it!!!! :leaf15:

storm is coming to our country...hayst.........................more work again..............................................

When im Upset, i eat, eat, eat, and eat chocolates, white chocolates, brown chocolate, black chocolates. Really. And when m bored? i start fight with my brother and ended with tears in my eyes cuz im not really good at poking/hitting. )))

lol u got same with me but im not really into yuri ...LOL

I think we are all perverts for signing on to a yaoi site in the first place :msn_red_fox 2 I'm definitely a pervert though. I have even gone so far as to bringing things up to my boyfriend about if he would ever kiss another guy lol. But unfortunately I didn't get the response I was hoping for :cuteonion53: lol But anyways, I hate when yaoi gets censored! I want to be able to see EVERYTHING :msn_red_fox 10 lol. Like I don't know if anyone has read the Gravitation DJ mangas but OMG :7yoyo10: That's what I like to see! EVERYTHING!

Title: Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita [Who Made Him Such a Man] Mangaka: KANO Shiuko Genre: Yaoi, Drama Length: 1 Volume (4 Chapters) Scanlator: Nakama Summary: The manga consists of four stories: Chapter 1 - Who Made Him Such a Man?: When a young dashing teacher visits his pupil's home, he encounters his old classmate who disappeared on him one night, and has now reappeared as his student's debt collector. Chapter 2 - 37°C: A friendly pharmaceutical salesman visits the room of a doctor who caught the flu. The doctor buys medicine in return for the salesman's sexual service. But the salesman turns out to be an old acquaintance... Chapter 3 - Costly Ecstasy: An office worker who got downsized is picked up by a street-smart university student and gets an image overhaul. He tries to take revenge on his old colleague who stole his girlfriend, but the colleague turns out to be a lot more than just that... Chapter 4 - Black Door: The antisocial student who has a somewhat demonic nature is confined in a room by a seemingly good-natured teacher who decides to commit suicide. With this teacher's so strong obsession, the student forgets his hatred for society... The title of this manga comes from the old Japanese popular song, "Hoshi no Nagare ni" in 1947, soon after the end of the World War II, when many women became whores because of poverty. They compare their frail destiny with the falling stars and ask who made them dirty women like whores ("Konna Onna ni Dare ga Shita" - War always distresses weak people, children and women). Read Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita Online: Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita Download Konna Otoko ni Dare ga Shita: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Kenta I glared at the man across the counter. “What the fuck you mean I gotta pay?” “You want to see one of my escorts you have to pay. No one sees them for free.” “You gotta be fucking kidding me.” I felt like punching the overdressed piece of shit. He was smiling at me. “Well you know . . . I could put you to work if you are needing job. You’ve got a great-“ “You wanna die fucker?” “Ahem . . .” He backed up a step eyeing the blade that was now in my hand. “You don’t have to resort to that kind of thing. I was only offering you a job.” “I’m gonna make this real simple. I just want to talk to them. Okay? Talk.” “Okay . . . just put the knife away.” Flipping the blade shut I stepped back. Why didn’t people ever do what I asked them to the first time? It would make things so much easier. “Follow me and please don’t scare them, they’ve had enough issues lately.” I frowned. That didn’t sound good. “What’s been going on?” “The last couple of weeks we’ve had some ‘incidents’ with our escorts getting mishandled by clients.” “Don’t you have bouncers for that kinda shit?” He glanced back at me as we walked down the narrow hall toward the back of the building. “Of course we do, but the boys never once said anything. It wasn’t until another client complained of bruises on the boys that I found out.” “Someone was hurting them and they were too scared to say anything?” I tried to ignore the sounds coming from some of the curtained rooms we were passing. “Yes, that’s why I was reluctant to let you see them.” “I fucking get it. I’m here to find out who that fucker is, not hurt them.” He stopped at a door and turned to look at me, his eyes narrowing. “Are you really with the Kobayashi?” I pulled back my sleeve to show him the tattoo. He nodded, pressing his lips together for a moment before opening the door. The room wasn’t very bright, the kinda lighting Ryuu called ambient or something. There were a couple of couches facing each other. The boys who’d been sitting on them scrambled to their feet as we entered. “This is Arakaki Kenta, he just needs to ask you a few questions.” One of the younger looking guys stepped forward and held my gaze. “I’m Erizawa Hidemichi, I will speak for all of us here. May we speak privately?” I glanced back at their boss who nodded. He led the two of us to an abandoned looking office. I sat on the corner of the desk while Erizawa dusted off a chair. He waited until the door clicked shut then turned to look at me. “I’m glad you are here. The other day when Fuji-san tried to turn him away I thought things were going to get violent.” “Who? What’s the fucker’s name?” “I only know his first name, Naoki. Last time he brought a friend with him. ” I raised my eyebrows, waiting for him to continue. He coughed and squirmed in his seat before getting up and pacing in front of me. "They ordered the usual, drinks and a show. I had one of the other boys help me. Though they didn't really seem all that interested in the strip tease, mostly talking with each other and drinking." I held up a hand stopping him. "What did they talk about, it could be important." “They were talking about this band that Naoki used to be part of or used to date a member from. Naoki was really upset talking about it, saying how the singer had ruined his life and he wanted revenge. They were pretty drunk by that time. I’d been keeping their drinks topped off to avoid them getting violent. Naoki’s friend calmed him down, saying he’s got a plan, that he knew how to make them all suffer for ruining his life.” He stopped and looked at me before sinking back down into his seat. “I know what we do isn’t the most glamorous thing, but I do enjoy making people happy. But these guys . . . there was something totally different about them.” “What did Naoki’s buddy look like?” I need more information if I was going to figure this out. “This new guy . . . he’s not fully Japanese, he looked part African maybe. He was tall, very muscular, and I would have found him attractive if not for his aura of menace. Naoki scares me, but this guy terrified me. I’ve never been so nervous around clients before and we have yakuza in here all the time.” He paused for a moment thinking. “I never heard his name but he had this scar running across his stomach from one side to the other.” Erizawa demonstrated running his hand across his midsection just above his navel. A chill ran through me and I suddenly felt sick. There was only one person who fit that description. “Rame . . . his name is Obuchi Rame.”

i have this odd habbit to sleep when im bord but fully awake when is intressted in something D : works bad when i suddenly has noting to do my second bad habbit is thats i got a weird way of moving around xD [[does random stuff when i feel like for]]

Ryuu I came awake fully as Kenta sat up. Yawning I stretched and rolling over tried to focus on the clock. “It’s not that late. We’ve got plenty of time before practice.” “Sora and Hasu are already here.” He grumbled as he got up. “So, its not like they don’t know that we sleep together.” “That’s not the fucking point Ryuu. Anyway, I’ve got to go do some shit today. Don’t wait up for me.” Perplexed, I lay in the bed watching as he got dressed. Something seemed off, but I wasn’t sure if it was just me being overly sensitive. He came back to the bed, dark eyes nearly hidden behind his hair. Leaning down he gave me a quick kiss. “I’ll call you later. Don’t lay around all day.” *** "This seriously isn't working guys!" Akira sighed running a hand through his hair. “We aren’t getting anywhere with this song. I think we need to take a break or just stop for today.” "That's an idea." Sora yawned as he put his guitar away. "So are we stopping for today?" Hasu raised his eyebrows looking at each of them. I shrugged and waved a hand at them from where I was looking over the score sheet. "Might as well." "Cool! I'm getting a snack." Sora sighed once Hasu left and Akira went over patting his arm. "Everything ok?" "Yeah, it's just . . . his birthday is next month and I still haven’t figured out what to get him." "You’ll think of something, Sora. Reiko and I are going shopping for a gift next week, why don’t you come with us." Sora shook his head as he started for the door. "No, thanks though, I’ll think of something. If anything I’ll just take him to dinner. " I didn’t look up from the music as the door shut so I was a little surprised to hear Akira’s question. I’d thought everyone had left. "Was Kenta coming over tonight?" That wasn’t something I wanted to talk about right now. Kenta had been coming over less and less the last few weeks. He still texted or called me every day but it was starting to feel like he was just checking in on me, not actually concerned. "No, he's helping at the bar tonight and Suke needs him tomorrow so he’s staying at his place tonight." "He's been gone every night this week though." The papers crumpled in my hand and I forced down the sudden hurt welling up. "He . . . comes home when he can. We've actually been talking about him moving in." It was a flat out lie. The most we’d talked about was work and the band. Akira raised an eyebrow at me, clearly not believing me. "Ryuu. . . What's wrong?" "Hmm . . . oh nothing, just this song is bugging me. I've never had so much trouble with a song before." I looked back down, gathering up the loose sheets and smoothing out the crumpled ones. Akira walked over to stand next to me the concern in his eyes all too evident. "Are you sure that's all it is? You've been kinda quiet all day." I turned to him the papers clutched to my chest. "Yeah. I guess I'm just missing him. He's been gone a lot lately. He's been getting called to help the clan too with some minor stuff." "Jiro said he-never mind." Akira stepped away and started for the door, I almost reached out to stop him wanting to know what he’d been going to say. He looked back at me. “Don’t worry, alright Ryuu. I’m sure that whatever he’s busy with he’s missing you too.” After everyone went home I headed back to the studio to work on the song. It was really starting to bother me that I hadn’t got a decent track laid for the week. It was going to throw off our release schedule. Putting my headphones on I listened to the tracks we’d recorded earlier. That’s when it hit me. The music sounded great. It was me. My singing was off. When I took the vocal track out it sounded amazing. Sighing I set my headphones on the desk and leaned back. Maybe Kenta being gone so much was affecting me more than I wanted to admit. Maybe I should ask him to move in. I sat up realizing something. I didn’t know where Kenta lived. How had I known him this long without ever once going to his place? Maybe it was time to correct that. He was always over here and I didn’t want him to think that I didn’t care about his life beyond what I saw every day. Grabbing my phone I called Jiro. It wasn’t even midnight yet so he was probably still awake. He was. “What’s wrong Ryuu?” “Umm, actually I had a question for you . . . do you have Kenta’s address?” There was a long pause. “No, I don’t.” “What? Really?” “Yeah . . . he’s never let anyone go to his place. I think the only person who actually knows is Hayate.” “Oh . . .” “Ryuunosuke, is something wrong? Do you need to get ahold of Kenta? He’s helping Suke interrogate someone right now but I can get him-“ “No, its fine. Do you have Hayate’s number?” “Yes, just a sec.” I took it down and said goodbye. Sitting back down I stared at the number. Why would Kenta keep where he lived a secret from everyone? I knew he made good money. Not that you could ever tell by looking at him. Maybe he was embarrassed about it. He just never seemed to care about material possessions, at least outside of his motorcycle. Well I would just have to surprise him.

kyaa....same here...omg...in 3rd one i've became intrested with takumi-kun becoz of him...and im so glad he got cute shingyouji for the 4th one... im melting when arata said "when i tell u to wait,u wait" no wonder shingyouji didnt run away eventhough arata bullied him... hot arata got cute puppy for 4th movie...yeay!!!!

Ryuu “Hey Ryuu . . .” I looked down at where Kenta’s head was pillowed in my lap. He’d been asleep, or so I’d thought. I ran my fingers along the smooth jaw and smiled. I’d called Hayate three days ago and officially kidnapped Kenta. He was not allowed out of my house until all the bruises were gone. So far he hadn’t said a word about it. We’d been watching an American movie in English with subtitles when he’d fallen asleep. He’d complained that trying to keep up with reading the subtitles gave him a headache and had laid over on me and been asleep within moments. He did that a lot. Kind of reminded me of Akira. I really did need to get on to him more about eating better. I knew he didn’t like vegetables but it was ridiculous how particular he was about it. “What?” He turned his head slightly to look up at me a soft smile on the full lips. “When did you realize you liked guys?” I raised my eyebrows at him. That was an unusual question for him to be asking. “Why?” He sighed and looked back toward the TV. “Just was wondering. I asked Hayate how he knew he was gay and he just laughed and said he didn’t talk about his sex life. Daisuike said he never thought he was until he met Ruka.” “When were you talking to them about this?” I smoothed the dark hair back from his forehead and he looked back up at me. “It was a while ago. Before . . . before we got together.” “Oh, so why are you asking me?” He sat up and I immediately missed the comforting weight. He leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees as he looked down, his dark hair partially obscuring his face. “I was just wondering how you knew.” “Oh, well . . .” I thought for a moment about how best to explain it. “I guess it wasn’t one of those things that just hit me all the sudden. Ever since I was little I’ve liked doing things differently than other guys. As I got older I realized that I found both boys and girls attractive. In middle school I had a girl friend for a while, but we gradually just drifted apart. I had a boyfriend for a while in high school but he moved. I got myself into a pretty bad situation in high school and Sora got hurt because of it. After that I didn’t date anyone until my last boyfriend. But as far as how you know, it’s like with anyone else. You fall for someone you are attracted to, whether they are a boy or a girl.” Leaning forward I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him back against me nuzzling his neck. “And if you are truly lucky, they love you back. Why?” His soft laugh was the only response. He twisted around in my arms and leaning up kissed me softly. I loved the feel of those soft full lips against mine. The way he’d start out a kiss so gentle yet insistent, there was no denying him, no resisting. Before I’d realized it I was pulling him closer my fingers slipping through the silken hair. I moaned softly feeling his fingers slide up under my shirt. My whole body was suddenly hot, my skin tingling. Then he was kissing my neck, his hands sliding up my sides. I pulled his shirt up trying to work it off. His skin was smooth and warm under my fingertips and I wanted to get my mouth on him. Just seeing him every day was not enough, it would never be enough. Ever. “Bedroom.” “Yes.” Before I could even move he’d scooped me up off the couch and was headed down the hallway. It sent a thrill though me like nothing else, my body running hot then cold as tingles erupted along my skin. How could he be so damn romantic and not even realize it? I kissed his neck, sucking at the soft skin, feeling his groan vibrate deep in his chest. My back hit the bed, his weight settling over me as he attacked my lips again. I wanted his clothes off damn it! I wanted to feel that smooth delicious skin and those taunt muscles. I wanted the throbbing length I could feel pressing into my hip. “Make me yours Kenta.” There was a soft chuckle. “Being a bit dramatic there Ryuu?” “So? You like it. Now shut up and stop teasing me.” “Isn’t that usually what I say?” His hands where already shoving my pants off making me gasp softly at the urgency of his movements. He was practically ripping them off, barely bothering with unzipping them before yanking them past my hips. It made me shudder with anticipation. He wasn’t usually this aggressive. Hot, slightly calloused fingers slid back up my thighs, the rough feel sending tingles racing through me. I blinked a few times staring at the ceiling and suddenly found myself staring into that gorgeous face. He grinned at me and I couldn’t help smiling back. Then he was kissing me. Warm soft lips enveloping mine for a moment before a tentative tongue poked past them. I met him eagerly. I wanted him so badly I was starting to shake with need, a burning warmth growing in my middle. His weight settled down over me, pressing my erection against his hip and making me moan into his mouth. He rocked his hips back a few times, the friction making me writhe a bit. A whine slipped free as his mouth left mine. The dark eyes were soft and heavy lidded the look so sultry I shuddered. Did he have any idea how he affected me, the way a simple look from him could seem to make my blood turn to fire in my veins? That sinuous mouth twitched into a soft smile that wanted to become a smirk. “Shit . . . you are gorgeous.” He lowered his head again, warm moist lips sliding along my jaw to my neck. I closed my eyes, barely breathing as he kissed the sensitive skin. I was tingling fiercely all over now. He thought I was gorgeous? He’d never said anything like that before and I wasn’t quite sure what to say. Any ability or willingness to speak was taken away as his warm fingers wrapped around my erection, gently stroking me. Naoki had never been this gentle, sex with him had always been a slightly rough, quick affair. I shook myself. I didn’t need to be thinking of him now, not when I had this amazing man quickly driving me insane with lust. I couldn’t help the gasp that faded into a moan as moist heat surrounded the tip of my erection. I shuddered, my legs quivering as he slowly, languorously took my full length into his mouth. I was worried for a moment that I was going to choke him, but the sensation was so overwhelming the thought was lost as soon as it came to me. Naoki had never once bothered to give me a blow job. After the first couple of times of being with him it was all about him and he’d made me feel like I should feel privileged at that. I should have seen the signs sooner, should have realized what he was doing, how he was manipulating me, but I’d been too young, too enamored of the new feelings. The thrill of being ‘in love’ had blinded me to the fact that it was nothing more than lust. I gasped my fingers gripping the sheets so tight it almost hurt as he continued. The alternating heat from his tongue and the cool air on moist skin was quickly driving me crazy. I blinked several times surprised to feel the all too familiar stinging in my eyes. How could he love me? Why? I was pathetic and useless. I was nothing. Nothing but a source of money and sex. So pathetic and stupid. I had a sudden visual of long pale legs, red hair and redder blood. “Get off.” “Huh?” “Get off me.” “Ry-“ “Get off me!” I was shaking as his warmth suddenly disappeared. Turning over on my side I buried my face into the blanket feeling weak and sick. What was wrong with me? Why would I think about that now of all times? I jerked as a warm hand was placed on my side. “Ryuu . . . did I do something wrong?” “No . . .” My throat was so tight it hurt to talk and I clutched the blanket harder. “It’s not you.” The silence stretched out until I couldn’t take it anymore. I slowly raised my head, glancing over at him through a curtain of tangled hair. I could just make out his features in the dim light from the widow. A sudden frustration gripped me and I looked away from him. Why did he bother sticking around me? “Go home Kenta.” “Fuck that.” “Shut up and go home.” “Ain’t gonna.” His voice was soft and I felt the bed dip, his weight suddenly settling over me again. “Stop! Just stop it Kenta.” I tried to push him away as he kissed my neck. Strong fingers grabbed my wrists and I yelped as he yanked my arms to the side pinning them. “Not stopping. Yer upset and I wanna know why.” “Just forget it. It’s . . . it’s stupid.” The slight weight shifted and then he was laying beside me, his arms wrapping around me, pulling me close “Ito . . . if it’s bad enough to make you refuse sex, then I want to fucking know why.”

Kenta I spent the rest of the day tracking down the rest of the leads. Oddly things were starting to point back to the gay bar. “Yeah, the owner was complaining that one of the customers keeps roughing up his escorts.” I frowned listening to the bartender as I sipped at my coke. No rum, unlike Suke. Can’t stand the stuff. This guy was pretty good. I didn’t put the flourishes into my pouring like he did. Maybe if I did I’d get better tips. Or tips at all. Reiko was about the only person that fucking tipped me. “Got a name?” “Nah, you know how they are about client confidentiality.” “What?” “Confidentiality, you know . . . privacy?” “Oh . . . yeah that makes sense.” He shook his head at me a strange look on his face and went back to wiping out glasses. “Anyway, if you need info that bad you should talk to the escorts.” “Fuck no.” “What? You got something against fags?” He raised an eyebrow at me and I almost laughed in his face. “No. Not exactly.” I set my drink down looking at it for a moment. “You heard anything about a guy named Obuchi Rame?” He set the glass down carefully, his eyes narrowing slightly. “Word has it that he made parole.” “Yeah I’d heard that too. Anyone saying anything?” “Not yet but . . . he was only out of juvie for a month before he violated his parole last time.” I grunted. I knew that much. “Yeah, he went to the big boy prison after that.” “What’s your connection with him?” I picked my coke up and took a long slow drink before setting it down and looking up at the man. “He was my cell mate in juvie.” “Oh . . . Oh! Shit man I had a buddy who was in with you guys. Oda? He said that fucker had a sadistic streak, tried to rape his cellmate and almost got gutted. That wasn’t you . . . was it?“ “It wasn’t like that.” Better lie now or my rep was shot to hell and back. “We didn’t get along and I ended up in isolation after a fight with him. The gutting part’s right.” “Shit man.” He shook his head focusing on the pitcher he was filling with beer. He handed it off to a waiter and looked back at me. “So what are you doing out here? Don’t like your new job?” “Huh?” “The bodyguard thing.” “Oh, no that’s easy. The band is fun. They are the biggest fucking dorks you’ve ever met for being rock stars. It’s all the crazy ass fan girls that get on my nerves. Sometimes I think being a yakuza is safer.” He laughed at that and we talked for a bit longer about nothing much. I’d just finished my coke and was getting ready to pay when his eyes narrowed as he looked up and over my shoulder. I instantly tensed, my hand sliding down to my hip, my fingers brushing over the sheath were my knife was hidden. He slowly inclined his head while at the same time moving away from me. “You might want to move.” I spun around, crouching low. An arm swept through the air where I had been just a second ago. I had a quick glance at a dark suit with a white shirt. Lashing out I slammed my fist into his side. He fell back but there were three more waiting. Four dark suits and then I spotted the cream colored suit behind them. Shit. Another gang? But who? No time. I side stepped a lunge but that brought me within range of the other guy. I blocked the punch and landed one of my own. He grunted and staggered back crashing into a table. “Oi!!! Take it outside shit heads!” Like there was time for that. Who the fuck were these guys? Most gangs knew better than to just attack a Kobayashi. I dodged a fist while knocking down a kick aimed at my stomach. Shit! These guys weren’t fighting fair. At this rate . . . fuck! I tried to move back but the bar was in the way. A foot slammed into my chest and I bounced off the bar and directly into a punch. Shit that hurt, my back throbbing as I tried to take a breath. Flinging up an arm, I tried to block the next punch only to realize too late it was a distraction as I was tackled from the side. Stars burst all around me as my head cracked against the bar. After that I didn’t feel a whole lot, just vague impressions of movement and the sound of voices. Then someone was hauling me up and I blinked several times realizing I was being drug outside. Fuck! I tried to pull away and to my complete horror I was bodily picked up and thrown over someone’s shoulder, a bony shoulder that cut into my stomach and made breathing even more difficult. “Oi! What the hell are you doing?” That was the bartender. What did he care? Fuck this hurt. I couldn’t even find the strength to lift my head. It was pounding so hard it was making me dizzy. Then we were outside. The sudden brightness too much, I squeezed my eyes shut and just tried to breathe. “He out?” “Not sure.” “Put him down here.” I was dumped on the ground and then propped against a wall. I really wished I could fucking snap out of it. I wanted to rip these guys apart. “You sure this is the right guy? He’s kinda small to be-“ “No it’s him. See.” There were fingers on my arm and it was lifted, my sleeve pulled back. The small dragon tattoo on the inside of my wrist was the only one I had. “Kobayashi’s crest. He’s one of their enforcers. Boss’ description of him was dead on too.” Boss? So it was another gang. I choked as water was suddenly splashed in my face. Oddly it seemed to snap me out of the daze I’d been in. “I’m gonna fucking kill you fuckers.” I glared up at them, and forced myself to my feet, using the wall for support. There were five of them. Four dark suits and the cream. They all had their hair slicked back and dark glasses on. It was the police batons and brass knuckles that caught my attention more than anything. Cream suit stepped forward and taking his glasses off looked down his fat nose at me. “We are just delivering a message. Stay in your territory and back off the questions.” “Fuck you.” He smirked at me. “No, I think it would be the other way around.” He stepped forward and before I could move had grabbed me around the neck. He slammed me back against the wall. “You will lay off or I’ll tell Obuchi where to find you.” Something must have showed on my face cause he laughed. A low nasty sound. “Yeah . . . didn’t think you’d like that. He’s looking for you, ya know.” I felt my eyes widen. A very different kind of weakness hit me and breathing was suddenly much harder than it should have been. Just thinking about him had my heart pounding. He was looking for me? Then Ryuu was in serious danger. Fat nose was still talking. “So, just stick to following around those fags you work for in that band and stop with all the questions.” I grabbed his wrist and twisted sharply, ripping his hand off my neck. He yelped and had to turn to keep me from snapping his wrist. “They ain’t fags and if you know whose got it out for them you better fucking tell me before I break your fucking arm.” “I ain’t telling you shit, cocksucker!” I twisted harder and then with my foot shoved him into the two guys who were coming up fast. There was a short scuffle, too short and ended with me bleeding on the pavement. Fuck I was not having a good day. *** “Kenta . . . come on man . . . Kenta! Shit!” What was Hayate so pissed about? “Fuck! Isao I’m going to need your help.” I was being lifted. What the fuck was going on? I’d had enough of being carried around today. “Shit Kenta you need to eat more. Never mind Isao, I’ve got him. Did you find his bike?” “Yeah both tires are slashed and somebody keyed the shit out of the paintjob.” “Fuck.” I got my eyes open. “Finally!” Hayate was looking down at me his eyebrows nearly meeting over his nose. “Shit man, who fucked you up?” “Put me the fuck down.” It hurt to talk, my jaw throbbing in time with my heart beat. I didn’t like that as soon as he put me down I felt like I was going to fall right back on my ass. “Some stupid gang thought they could imitate me.” “You mean intimidate.” I glared at Isao. Why did he always have to correct me? “Yeah whatever.” “Intimidate you. Why?” I shrugged and winced. My shoulder was sore too. Probably from slamming into the wall. “Guess they didn’t like me drinking in their bar. What the hell are you doing here anyway?” “The bartender called Jiro, said you’d gotten taken down and drug out. He sent us over to check on you. Good thing we did. You look like shit, Arakaki.” I looked away from Isao feeling like he was looking right though me. “We’ll load up your bike in my truck and take you home. You got money for new tires?” “Yeah. Just take me to Ryuu’s.” I watched while the two of them got my bike loaded into the back of Isao’s Nissan. I was going to kill those guys next time I saw them. It was going to cost me the next months pay to fix my bike.

@amander, i wasn't able to find my poems, but i do retrieved few drawings of mine . .if you can see, i must have an image to copy . .i'd also want to share these hand-draw of my friends . .sorry if the quality of the images were not good, aside from being quite old, i took them at night