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Original name: Royal Fiancé Manga ALT. names: ロイヤル・フィアンセ, Royal Fiance, The Royal Fiancé Original run: 2009 Description: Honami Kairi's fate changes when he accepted an offer from an old man to work for a rich family as a housekeeper. The low-level job suddenly transforms into a wedding workout with his schoolmate, the foreign Royal Prince Shou...! It's a fairytale with a twist... Manga-type: Manga Written by: ASUMA Risai Drawn by: ASUMA Risai Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Black Lilac Scans, Shinmakoku Scanlations Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Jealous Lover, Rape, Heir (Prince) Main Characters: Honami Kairi, Royal Prince Shou Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Private Prince, Ousama Game Read Royal Fiance Online: Royal Fiance Download Royal Fiance Manga: Royal Fiance Thanks to Rio Hanamachi For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I11uQkrRKXY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByIKsPNU0-I&NR=1 (im adopted by two fathers I'm not homosexual LOL I'm bisexual ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jydx568sSvU&feature=related OMG Lmao ( you can go to subway or burger king LOOOOOOL)

Riku (25) 180cm singer character own by aoi

Kenta I stared at Ryuu. “What?” He raised his eyebrows at me his voice hard. “You heard me.” He turned to walk back down the stairs and I rushed to stop him, grabbing his arm. “Ryuu, why-“ I rocked back a step, the side of my face on fire. Ryuu jerked away from me, his glare hurting almost as bad as my face. He’d just fucking slapped me. I blinked several times as his face blurred. I’d been punched, kicked, beaten with a baseball bat, tazered, cut, and stabbed, so why did this pain hurt so much worse? No beating I’d ever endured had prepared me for this kind of agony. It wasn’t that the slap didn’t hurt. It fucking did. What hurt worse was the fact that he’d actually fucking hit me. He’d never once, ever been mad enough at me to hit me. Knowing he was that upset with me was fucking painful in way I wasn’t ready for. “Don’t touch me. You think I’d forgive you so easily for pulling this kind of shit Arakaki?” “Ryuu please! Don’t be mad at Kenta.” “Shut up Hasu. This has nothing to do with you.” I wanted to say something, anything, but no words came. They couldn’t get passed the horrible pain that was making breathing next to impossible. Ryuu was still talking but I couldn’t really tell what he was saying over the pounding in my ears. I didn’t understand. Why would he fire me? Why was he so upset? I’d said I was sorry. I’d tried so hard to keep them all safe. I know I hadn’t been able to protect them like I should have, but fuck . . . “ . . . Are you even listening to me?” I looked up, Ryuu’s grey eyes harder than granite. He crossed his arms over his chest. “I asked you a question.” “Oh . . .” He sighed. “Never mind. I don’t care anymore. Nakamara will send you your last paycheck.” Was this really fucking happening? “Wait, Ryuu-I don’t understand . . .” “Of course you don’t.” I flinched at Ryuu’s biting tone, the ache in my chest getting sharper, threatening to break through the thin wall I was just barely keeping up. “You are such an idiot. I don’t know why you thought trying to do all this yourself was a good idea. Why do you have to be so fucking bull headed and stubborn? If you’d just admitted you needed help-fuck it. I’m done with you. I’m done with wondering when or if you’ll come home. I’m not going to be cheated on by some fucking illiterate thug who can’t even do the one fucking job he’s got. Give me your phone.” I was shaking, but I couldn’t stop it. Why was he doing this to me in front of everyone? It was humiliating. I’d never thought he could be so cruel. Pulling my phone out of my pocket I held it out not looking up. He snatched it out of my hand. He messed with it for a minute then handed it back. “Alright guys, let’s go. We’ve got better things to do.” Numb I stared down at my phone. He’d deleted his numbers, both his cell and his house number. This was it. He was breaking up with me. “R-Ryuu . . .” I gulped not sure what to do when my voice cracked. “I’m done talking to you Arakaki.” “Please Ryuu-“ I couldn’t talk anymore. My throat wouldn’t let the words out. “Shit Ryuu! This is too much!” Sora’s voice washed over me, but I was too drained to do anything but stand there. It was like I was back in the apartment the day I lost Ayame, I was losing everything all over again. I’d tried so hard but it was useless. I was useless. I’d failed Ryuu, failed Hasu, failed Ayame. I was nothing but a fucking failure. “Fuck Ryuu . . . do you have to be so mean.” I slowly realized I was alone standing on the sidewalk in front of the police station. My whole body shaking and I felt like puking. I glanced up as a shadow fell over me. Sora’s smile was pained as he looked at me. “Kenta . . . Kenta come on. I’ll talk to Ryuu, please stop crying.” “-m n-not crying.” “Sure, okay.” Taking my arm, Sora led me to a small café and had me sit down at a table in the very back. Everything felt completely unreal. I looked over at Sora, finally feeling the wetness on my face. Wiping it away I tried to get a handle on myself. “He broke up with me.” “Yeah he did.” “Why?” Sora shook his head and reaching over brushed some hair back from my face. “He’s just really upset and hurt right now Kenta. He still thinks you were cheating on him, all the stuff with Naoki aside.” “No! Not fucking ever.” “You don’t have to yell at me Kenta, I know. Hasu told me what happened. How you tried to help him. Now just try to calm down and breathe. Things will be okay I promise.” I nodded feeling light headed, yet also too heavy to move. I had to fix this. I couldn’t leave it like this, with Ryuu thinking I’d cheated on him. I loved him. I loved him and I didn’t ever want to be without him. I covered my face with my hands as another round of sobs overtook me. I’d lost so much in my life and I wasn’t about to lose Ryuu. I’d kill someone first. I hadn’t cried once since the day I’d found my sister dead. It seemed I was making up for lost time cause I cried till I puked then I cried some more. Sora was there through it all talking to me, trying to calm me down and getting me water when I needed it. I was really glad he’d taken me somewhere half way private so I wasn’t making a total ass of myself. I finally ended up sitting curled up in the chair clutching the water bottle Sora had given me. I was so fucking furious with myself it wasn’t even funny. “I gotta fix it Sora.” “Kenta . . . honestly I’ve never seen Ryuu this upset. He’s hurt and angry and feels betrayed. He’s not going to listen to reason until he calms down.” I nodded, my head feeling like someone had stuffed it full of spiked lead balls. My stomach hurt and just thinking of Ryuu made the pressure in my chest swell until it threatened to choke me. I gasped softly as I was suddenly being hugged by the big redhead. “Kenta . . . I am so sorry things turned out this way. I can’t stand to see you this upset.” Sora’s voice was soft. “I’m sorry Ryuu was so hateful about everything. You are the best thing that has ever happened to him and he knows it. Once he calms down and listens to Hasu, he’ll apologize. I know he will.” “I need to go talk to him. I have to tell him what really happened.” Sora let me go and sat back. He took a breath and slowly blew it out. “If you think so Kenta. Don’t expect him to listen at first though.” “I know.” *** I rode the bus over to Ryuu’s apartment. The setting sun was reflected in the windows of the different apartments as I got off the bus. I wondered if I should even bother going up. Ryuu's apartment felt more like home now than anywhere I'd ever lived and the thought of never going back there sent a sick hollow feeling through me. I headed inside trying to think of ways I could make things up to Ryuu. It was not going to be easy. Everyone distrusted me now and I knew that was going to take a long time to fix. I was staring at the floor as I got into the elevator and didn't look up as someone joined me. A soft snicker make me look up and I nearly gasped in shock, my hand instantly going to the knife on my belt. Rame never gave me a chance to pull it. Grabbing me around the neck he slammed me into the back wall of the elevator. "I was looking for you." I tried to fight him, but it was like I had no strength left. I found himself marched out of the elevator and to the door of Ryuu's apartment. "Open it." Rame’s breath was hot on my ear and I jerked my head to the side. "You have to let go of me." I managed from between clenched teeth. The grip on my wrists lessened and I winced as I was able to bring my arms down from where they had been twisted up behind my back. I was already trying to formulate a plan. If only I still had my knife but it was on the floor of the elevator. My fingers trembled slightly as I unlocked the door. Rame didn't give me a chance to open it, grabbing my arm and shoving the door open himself. I stumbled into the apartment, trying to right myself. I shifted getting into a fighting stance only to have Rame laugh at me. "You really think you can fight me in your condition? Pathetic. What does that idiot singer see in you anyway?" I blocked the punch to my face and deflected the one aimed at my ribs, but I was already worn down and exhausted. Rame wasn’t. I yelped as the next punch sent me sprawling, cracking my head on the tile. I struggled to get my eyes to focus as Rame leaned down over me. "You've got a lot of payback coming your way, bitch." Rame’s chuckle made the hair on the back of my neck stand up and I flailed trying to get loose. "Struggle all you want Kenta. It turns me on."

First attempts and experiments at coloring. It's a trial. Seriously frustrating... And so much fun! (*_*) For Aoi. foxy3

Sometimes I let people think I'm a boy cause it amuses me. Plus I think they believe a girl can't write good gay romance. Romance is romance, ne? Just the parts are different. lol

G & C i love strawberry shortcake:msn_red_fox 2

i wanna complain about my english teacher. She gives me detention for existing. I wish i could give her a 59 years detention once. Also i want to complain about laptops that crashes down all the time . And i want to complain about good books that's made into bad movies.

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So, which is your favorite BL drama of all time? It must be an Asian drama, not something like Brokeback Mountain My favorite is Takumi-kun. I like all the 3 parts that I've seen so far and just loved them all, especially the 2nd and the 3rd :leaf3:

Title: Three Wolves Mountain [狼人與守墓者] Mangaka: NAONO Bohra Genre: Yaoi, Comedy, Drama, Fantasy Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Extra) Scanlators: Nakama / Shi-ran Summary: A tale of two brothers who travel far and wide end up lodging with a cafe owner. We learn of the strange things that go 'bump' in the night in a cemetery as well as the love that binds individuals together. Read Three Wolves Mountain Online: Three Wolves Mountain Download Three Wolves Mountain: Three Wolves Mountain Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/f5r8y3namfmjfhl/Three_Wolves_Mountain.zip More manga series by Naono Bohra Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yokubou Sensibility Manga ALT. names: 感性的欲望 挑動你的慾望 欲望センシビリティー Desire Sensibility Original run: 2006 Description: What could possibly happen between two - working at a call center answering phones all day? Kosugi is a part-time worker and his boss, Ogata, is anything but nice. He is always unapproachable, mean and strict. Scolding Kosugi all the time even though he's always trying his hardest. Meanwhile, his coworker, Kaminuma has his eye on Kosugi, and somehow that seems to bother Ogata. Kaminuma plays his game too well, and he seems to be abusing his authority too much. Would this be considered a sexual harassment at the work place and does Ogata actually care about Kosugi? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Narazaki Souta Drawn by: Narazaki Souta Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Andante-Peach, TerribleTrio Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Romance, Yaoi Categories: Comedy, Co-workers, Main Characters: Kosugi, Ogata, Kaminuma Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Joushi tono Hitoban, A Place in the Sun Read Yokubou Sensibility Online: Yokubou Sensibility Download link: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu, それなりに真剣なんです, I'm Serious in My Own Way, Sorenari ni Shinken nan desu Genre: Comedy, Drama, Slice of Life, Yaoi Author: ASOU Kai Released: 2008 Status: Completed (2 Volumes) Summary: Oosawa had known Yoshioka for a long time... As his customer, Yoshioka came in and out of the shop with different boyfriends all the time. He thought he knew fully well what kind of man Yoshioka was. But when tragedy hit Chizu, his one and only daughter... and his capability as a single father was questioned... Yoshioka came out of nowhere and offered help. Slowly but sure, Oosawa learned that the man he despised was very different than what he appeared to be! Read Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Online: Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Download Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Manga: New Download Link Mirror (English) Mirror (Italian) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yome ni Konai ka Manga ALT. names: 嫁に来ないか 嫁に来ないか~呉服屋の嫁~ 嫁に来ないか~漁師の嫁 爱妻万岁 Will you become my wife? Yome ni Konai ka - Gofukuya no Yome Yome ni Konai ka - Ryoushi no Yome Yome ni Konaika Original run: 2006 Description: Keigo is single and one day mentions that it would be nice to have a wife to greet him when he returned home. That day he comes home to be greeted by a smiling man welcoming him home, and the man says that he will be Keigo's wife! In the series: V.2 - Gofukuya no Yome V.3 - Ryoushi no Yome Manga-type: Manga Mangaka: Araya Miki Group(s) Scanlating: Obsession Status: Complete Genres: Comedy, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Heir, Co-Workers, Cross-dressing Main Characters: Keigo Adaptation based on available: N/A Related Series: Moero! Ii Otoko (Sequel) Recommendations: Hanamuko-san, The Man Who Doesn't Take Off His Clothes (Novel) Read Yome ni Konai ka Online: Yome ni Konai ka Download: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/l6ec2nzv9acep4u/Yome_ni_Konai_ka_Vol-1.zip Volume 2: http://www.mediafire.com/file/s242kmnb55zb178/Yome_ni_Konai_ka_Vol-2.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Hakui no Shihaisha Manga ALT. names: 白衣の支配者, 白衣的支配者, Dictator in a White Coat, The White Coat Dictator Original run: 2007 Description: 1) The Invisible Key Moriyasu sells medical equipment, but has a problem with hospitals. The handsome doctor, Nobuaki, likes to tease Moriyasu when he sees him, because the good doctor suspects that Moriyasu's problem might not be so bad... 2) The Invisible Chain 3) Spoilt and Selfish 4) Tracing Fingertips 5) Sweet Markings 6) Sweet Bonds 7) Don't Just Torture Me Gently 8) Unwavering Control Manga-type: Manga Written by: KABUTOMARU Chouko Drawn by: KABUTOMARU Chouko Published by: Ookura Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Liquid Passion Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Smut, Yaoi Categories: BDSM, Doctors Main Characters: Moriyasu, Nobuaki Recommendations: Motto Midara ni Shitsukemashou, Doctor's Rule, Boku wa Subete o Shitteiru Read Hakui no Shihaisha Online Hakui no Shihaisha Download Hakui no Shihaisha Manga Hakui no Shihaisha Manga (new link thanks to sarah3161) Another Download Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Manga ALT. names: その指のたどる傷, The Wounds Those Fingers Touch Original run: 2003 Description: The volume consists of 4 stories: Chapters 1-3 - The Wounds Those Fingers Touch: A fateful encounter between two ice skaters with drastically opposed styles and personalities leads to unexpected consequences. Alex Tsutsumi can’t seem to forget Yura Haruomi’s so graceful performance on the ring. Chapter 4 - Solitude Chapter 5 - Koi ni Naru Hi Chapter 6 - Enchainement: Kariya has always known that his position as a servant will keep him from being with young master Louis. But Louis isn't about to let it stop him... Manga-type: Collection of One shots Written by: Tsurugi Kai Group(s) Scanlating: Essence of Purity Read Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Online Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Download Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Manga: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/i27pid6j2jlj236/Sono_Yubi_no_Tadoru_Kizu.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Betrayal Knows My Name Anime Title: Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru, Betrayal Knows My Name, 裏切りは僕の名前を知っている Genre: Adventure, Fantasy, Drama, Shoujo, Shounen Ai Author: Odagiri Hotaru Subs: CrunchySubs Format: avi Size: 140 - 180 Mb/ep Summary: Sakurai Yuki is an orphaned high-school student who lives in an institute for the handicapped. Yuki, who possesses a special ability which sometimes allows him to read the thoughts of those he touches, is searching for a meaning to his existence. One day, a familiar young man, Zesu, appears before him. Zesu informs Yuki that he must leave on Walpurgis Night. From that moment onwards, Yuki finds himself in the midst of numerous mysterious incidents, dragged into a millenium-long war involving the demons known as Duras. Watch Betrayal Knows My Name Anime Online: Betrayal Knows My Name Download Betrayal Knows My Name Anime: Uraboku - 01 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 02 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 03 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 04 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 05 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 06 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 07 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 08 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 09 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 10 (avi) 4Shared Uraboku - 11 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 12 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 13 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 14 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 15 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 16 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 17 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 18 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 19 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 20 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 21 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 22 (mkv) Mediafire Uraboku - 23 (mkv) Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ever done something that you want to confess about? Something you regret or something thats weighing on your conscious? Confess it here lol My confession: I made out with a guy and a girl at the same night once Lol and i liked it , i feel bad. Also i got so drunk once and i felt so sick i vomited into my neighbors mailbox LOOL ^^ What the fuck did you do? Confess

Marginal Prince Anime Title: Marginal Prince / Gekkeijyu no Oujitachi Genres: shounen-ai, romance, slice of life, bishounen, male harem, school Episodes: 13 Year: 2006 Format: Avi Size: 120 - 180 Mb/Ep Summary: Yuuta has just left his beloved sister behind to attend St Alfonso Academy: a secretive facility located on a small island in the Atlantic Ocean. There, cut off from the outside world, Yuuta cohabitates with five lovely "Marginal Princes": student representative Joshua Grant, movie star Alfred "Red" Visconti, otaku Sylvain Clark, bespectacled Haruya Kobayashi, and Henri-Hughes de Saint Germaine. Through classes, investigations, and musical numbers galore, Yuuta will experience the life of a student alongside his handsome friends. Watch Marginal Prince Anime Online: Marginal Prince Anime Download Marginal Prince Anime: Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 Episode 13 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Many users asked it, so here it's a guide on how to set/ change your avatar: 1. Look in the top right corner of the forum (near the Log Out button) and you'll see a Settings button. Click on that. 2. That will take you to your Control Panel. Scroll down a bit and in the right side of the screen you'll see this list Click on Edit Avatar, as marked in the image. 3. Once here, you can either choose to use a - custom avatar (if you want to set as avatar an image from your computer). Make sure your image is not bigger than 150x150 px. - pre-defined generic avatar (you can choose from one of the available avatars) 4. Click on Save Changes For a guide on how to set a signature, please check this thread.

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Genre: Yaoi Year Published: 2011 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: ?1? Duration: 21 min / ep Plot: This Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi OVA is bundled with limited editions of the 5th volume from Shungiku Nakamura' boys-love manga series. The story follows the tension between a newly recruited manga editor and his tyrannical editor-in-chief - who happen to share a common past. Nakamura also inserted some characters from Junjo Romantica (one of her previous yaoi manga) into Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi. (based on ANN synopsis) FORMAT: AVI Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA: Ova 1 (Eng Subs) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Artist: Kemonomimi Format: zip Size: 25 Mb, 10 Mb Download (Mediafire): Silver Chaos CG Silver Chaos 2 - Artificial Mermaid CG For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I had a nightmare last night so it gave me the idea for this thread Most people don't know this about me, but I actually have a very dark mind (yes, I know it's hard to believe lol). So, as a result I end up having a lot of nightmares. Even though they are really scary and graphic, I always wake up thinking that it was kind of cool lol. But anyways, I was just wondering what's the scariest dream that you can remember? I will always remember this one because it was so very terrifying at the time. I'll warn you ahead of time that this very graphic and intense and most of you might think I'm extremely weird but I don't care lol. I had it about 5 or 6 years ago and can still remember it to this day. I apologize for it being a little long lol

Synopsis The story takes place in Seoul, 2011. Lee Yoon Sung is a talented MIT-graduate who’s working on the international communications team at the Blue House. He encounters dangerous situations while solving a variety of cases, both big and small, for people who need his help, and eventually becomes a “city hunter.” cast Lee Min Ho as Lee Yoon Sung Park Min Young as Kim Na Na Lee Joon Hyuk as Kim Young Jo Hwang Sun Hee as Jin Soo Hee Goo Ha Ra as Choi Da Hye City Hunter Trailer ... [video=youtube;j5Dk-0W3tTk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5Dk-0W3tTk&feature=related For Lee Min Ho Fan ..Enjoy The Drama :leaf12:

You're very welcome. Enjoy! I hope more will post their recommendations here 'cause I wanna check them out too.

Jag håller med Paul, yaoi och det här forumet är bäst :3 Translation: I agree with Paul, yaoi and this forum is the best Guide to pronounciation: http://www2.hhs.se/isa/swedish/chap9.htm#pronunciation

Loool brohne you are bad )))) Yeah! I am the one who have many secrets, but I will confess one here: "I have interest in both gals and guys :)" this is my biggest secret!

Mitt huvud gör ont "My head hurts" Pronounciation: (this is totally impossible lol, ö is a quite hard sound to explain in english) in phonetics it's [mit: hụ:vud jʊ:r on:t] lol

LOL..it's cute Goki ....

there's a few for me and this is one of it i was dreamin about goin in to a public toilet in a shoppin mall, i went in the toilet cubicle, sat down and i saw someone sittin down huggin his/her knees beside me... i hope it can disappear soon but it just stay there, and i don dare to move for a long time, i just stared at the door and try to control myself not to look at the 'thing' and i try not to go to public toilet for a long time -_-"

I know exactly how you feel... in everything you said lol. I have had a teacher that absolutely hated me and liked to give me detention for no reason. I don't even talk in class or anything. And my laptop crashes all the time T_T especially when it overheats... And the books into a movie thing I agree with as well. Too many good books a destroyed by cheesy actors and bad scripts

thx sooooo much....^^ have u watched the link....OMFG....itz the kiss scene of misu n shingyouji in the movie.... soooo HOT...dammit i wish i could watch the whole movie...ToT

erm...amazon jp.com already emailed me.They sent me Pure DVD yesterday..so I will give you the RAW ASAP..when it's delivered to me :leaf12:

ATTENTION TO ALL TAKUMI KUN FANS!!!! xSayaPinkyx from hollyhock subs said they can sub the movie BUT THEY NEED THE RAW FILES OF THE MOVIE.... So, if ANYONE knows how to find it or even owns it.... PLEASE INFORM THEM IN YOUTUBE OR FB....because we need them to sub it for us.... Kyaaa...if not, it'll take a longer wait for all of us...and I'm sure all of us are dying to watch it.... and I found a great cut from the movie too..as an encouragement Kiss scene of misu x shingyouji from the movie.. I'm posting it from my phone so if you can't open it, you could just search for it on YT http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3gmMzfq3lY

Title: Sumanai!! Masumi-kun [i'm Sorry, Masumi-kun!] Mangaka: ITSUKI Kaname Genre: Yaoi, Drama, Romance Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Prologue + Apology) Scanlator: Dangerous Pleasure Summary: Shiraishi Shoutarou, a novelist, just learnt that his young and honest editor-in-charge, Osanai Masumi, would marry his precious daughter. But his daughter went missing right before the wedding! So now, Shoutarou is living under the same roof with the man who was supposed to be his son-in-law... Read Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Online: Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Download Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Manga: Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/ak4juf44ib3e72w/Sumanai%21%21_Masumi-kun.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

i feel sorry for your frustration... but the video is really ... im sorry for the player too

Thank You Kaoru some more old ones . Two poems but they go together . Where were you ? Where were you when I was all alone , When they stomped all over my name , As I lay shaken in my shame , All I can remember is the pain , Where were you , When I fell to pieces , Crying out for help , Where are you , The darkness is reaching out for me , Whispering my name , I'll never be the same , You promised you would never leave me , I watch helplessly as my mind slips away , Never before have I felt so alone , Where were you , When my world fell apart , When I lost my heart , My hands grip the rails of this old bridge , Where are you as I look into the crashing waves , Trying to find a answer , To why I excist , I try hard to remember what you said , But there's too many voices in my head , Where are you , My dear friend as I raise my hands, And sail through the sky , Embracing the waves below , Where were you when my world fell apart ? ======================== I was there . Where were you , When I fell to pieces , I never left your side , I too fell to shame but I took it into stride , I held you when you cried for hours on end , Even when you said I wasn't a real friend , Why cant you see me , As your mind sprials out of control , I scream your name but you can no longer hear me , Didn't you think my world would fall apart , When you lost your heart , I beg you to stay even now you cry out my name , I fall to pieces as I watch you helplessly sail through the sky , A moment to late and you throw away your fate , I wanted to tell you don't need a reason to exist , Just embrace the good things in life , That we can make it through all this strife , Where are you as I watch them carry your body away , As I lay flowers on your grave , Where are you as your Mother screams out , As I lock my feelings inside , I can't help but think you could be by my side , I was there when your world fell apart , But where were you when you broke my heart ? _________________________________________ Wind The wind stole all the words I meant to say , As I laid the roses on your grave , There was so much I wanted to say, But I stood there speechless, As I looked on helpless, I'll always remember the day we met, And the day we last spoke , If I could turn back time , I would, to see you one more time , The rain stole all of my tears , As I laid beside your grave , I believe you knew what I wanted to say, But I lay there speechless, I never felt so helpless, I'll always remember you , The pain wont stop because I can't forget you, The wind stole all the words I meant to say, As I laid the roses on your grave , But I swear I heard you whisper in my ear "Everything will be ok " . ______________________________________________ Without You. My tears are calling you, Without you I don't know what to do , I wish I had another chance to tell you how much I love you, Stolen from this world , There's only so much pain I can hold , You fell from life's fold, I want to see you face , And behold your grace , It just not the same without you here in this place, My tears are calling you , Without you life doesn't feel like its supposed to, The only thing I can do is never forget you, Stolen from this world, I wonder how many more stories will be left untold, Of the boy who touched everyone he could behold, You will never know what its like to become old , I wan't to see your face, And be in your grace, But no matter how many tears I cry , Or the pain that fills me up inside , I know from the bottom of my heart that you are in a better place. _________________________________________ Its Your Birthday Its your birthday, And I long to smile , But all my tears fill up like the Nile , I promised myself this year I would be strong , But its just another sad song , And everytime it seems to go wrong, But.... Its you birthday, So I'll ice the cake, With all my love that I can take, I'll add another candle , To the life you should have had , And try my best not to be sad , Its your birthday , So I'll try to smile , Beacuse that was always your style , So I need to be strong, You are where you belong, Even if it sometimes feels like it is wrong , But.... Its you birthday, So I'll ice the cake, With all my love that I can take, I'll add another candle , To the life you should have had , And try my best not to be sad , Because your memory still lives inside my head, And I'll always treasure what you said , Its your birthday, So I will smile , Even if my tears fill the Nile, I will be strong , So it will be a happy song , Doing anything else would just be wrong, Happy Birthday. Michael Yves Corpuz July 3 1988 - April 27 2007 Where were you and I was there is based on emotions I have dealt with in the past both sides . The poems are just stories a way to think things out . Wind,Without You and It's your birthday I wrote dealing with the loss of my friend . The first two made in 2007 the last in 2009 .

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Ryuu Sora and I sat on the couch in the living room watching the news. Akira and Reiko had left to go look for Hasu while we had decided to stay at my apartment in case he showed up. Sora kept picking up his phone and looking at it. I didn’t say anything. What could I say? Hasu was important and special to all of us but especially to Sora. Sora sat up on the couch as he heard the front door open. Familiar blond streaked black hair appeared around the door. "Oh my god! Hasu! We've been so worried!" Sora was already on his feet and heading for the door when he stopped. I took one look at Hasu's face and knew things were horribly wrong. I'd never once seen Hasu look that terrified. "S-Sora . . ." Sora could have been a statue as the door opened wider. I clapped a hand over my mouth to stifle the sudden urge to scream. "Hello Miyaki, it's been a while." Naoki. Naoki was standing in the hall behind Hasu. Sora stumbled back as Naoki lashed out with what looked like a metal rod. It caught him on the side of the head sending him to the floor. I jumped up. My shout mingling with Hasu’s "Sora-" Hasu's yell ended in a yelp and anger surged through me as the younger boy was knocked to the floor. No one, especially not some fucking psycho like Naoki, touched Hasu. I started forward but Sora was already on his feet again. Blood was trickling down the side of his face, but his eyes were dark and murderous. "Stay where you are Sora, or your drummer will be lucky to be able to hold chopsticks." Naoki's foot pressed down on the back of Hasu's neck, holding him down. "Now, I'm going to let you up. Remember what I told you. You do what I say or I'll make good on that promise." I watched Hasu slowly get up as Naoki moved back. He moved like he was hurting, his normally cat-footed grace gone. He didn't look up as Naoki shoved him in the direction of the living room. What had Naoki done to him to make him too terrified to even fight back? There was no time to think about it. There was a crackle of electricity and a thud. I gasped seeing Sora on the ground Naoki with the baton raised over his head. “Sora!” I don’t know what possessed me, but the next thing I knew I had a hold of Naoki’s arm and was trying to keep him from hitting Sora again. “Let me go you dumb fuck.” He shook me off and I suddenly found myself grabbed and forced to the ground. “So this is the famous Ito Ryuunosuke.” A low ominous voice drawled above me. “Don’t hurt him! Please don’t hurt him!” Hasu was sobbing. “R-Ryuu I’m so-sorry . . . Kenta-“ “Shut up boy!” The man above me snapped. Hasu didn’t say anything else but I could still hear him crying softly. “You got the other one Naoki?” “Yeah he’s out.” My arms were yanked behind my back and I was hauled up. I felt like the floor had dropped out away from me and I was on a continuous free fall into hell. I had a glimpse of Sora sprawled on the floor and gasped in shock. There was so much blood. Why was there so much blood? “Sora! You fucker! What did you do to-“ I yelped as he backhanded me. This felt so familiar and tremors of fear ran through me. My brain was doing crazy tumbles and leaps trying to comprehend everything that was going on. It was all happening so fast, I felt dizzy and pathetically useless. “You forget already how to talk to me, Ryuu?” Naoki snarled. “You should be happy I didn’t hurt him worse.” He shoved me down into a chair one of them had pulled out from the dining room table. “Rame, you got that rope?” Rame? This giant of a man was Rame? He was easily Sora’s height, but didn’t have Sora’s lean graceful figure. He was too bulky. This was the man even Kenta feared. Oh god . . . Kenta. I glanced over at Hasu trying not to yelp as I was roughly tied to the chair. Hasu had started to say something about Kenta. Hasu was huddled in the arm chair that Sora usually sat in, his arms wrapped around his knees, his face almost invisible behind his hair. He looked so tiny. “Tie up the other ones too. We might get some money for them too.” Money? That’s what this was about? Of course it was. Naoki was one of the greediest people I’d ever met, he loved to possess things. The next couple of hours seemed to literally crawl. Naoki and Rame went through every room and I could hear them going through my things. Sora came to about the time they came back and started going through the kitchen looking for something to eat. I glanced down hearing the soft groan. Slightly glazed green eyes peered up at me through blood matted hair. I shook my head hoping he’d get the hint to stay down. I saw his eyes widen in understanding and he settled back down with a small hiss of pain. Hasu had long since passed out in the living room where they’d left him. The poor kid looked terrible and I had to keep myself from thinking about the things they might have done to him. I knew what Naoki was like. How cruel he could be and how much he liked to inflict pain. Just thinking of Hasu being at his mercy was enough to start silent tears running down my cheeks again. The only thing I was thankful for was that Akira and Reiko weren’t there. I jolted, Naoki’s voice catching me off guard. “What the fuck is taking so long? Why haven’t they called back?” “Be patient, they’ve gotta get the money together don’t they?” There was a grunt. “I don’t like being here.” “Don’t worry. No one is going to come up. That kid took care of that.” “Yeah and you said no one knew about the bar either but then he showed up and almost ruined everything.” “Are you questioning me?” Whatever Naoki had been going to answer was interrupted by the phone ringing. Rame’s grin said everything. “Took you long enough. You have it? . . . Good.” I listened to him give them instructions on what to do with the money. My poor mother was probably having a complete melt down. Didn’t they understand that my parents paid money to prevent this very kind of thing? Jiro and his gang were probably already in the area and getting ready to solve this. Naoki and Rame were dead. Quite literally. Jiro would show no mercy. I knew him well enough for that. I looked over at Naoki where he lounged in the kitchen eating my food. “You guys are dead. You realize that. My parents won’t pay you.” He snorted at me. “They already are. Rame’s talking to them now.” “He might be, but my bodyguard is Yakuza and they have sworn to protect me and my family.” He laughed. “Who do you think gave us the access codes to get in here? Rame knows Kenta, they go way back. He was in on this whole little caper the whole time. You really are stupid, you can’t even tell when someone is cheating on you.” Not even being beat by Naoki hurt as bad as that statement. Kenta had been cheating on me? Why? With who? I couldn’t believe him. Yet . . . it made sense. The way Kenta had been pulling away, spending less and less time with me. I let my head drop not even realizing I was crying until tear drops appeared on my lap. “Why would anyone want to stay with a dumb fuck like you, all the needy whining and clinginess. It’s enough to drive any sane person away.” A sob startled me, but then I couldn’t hold them back. It was exactly what Kenta had said to me that morning. I was too needy. “Fuck, this is exactly what I was talking about.” “Shut him up Naoki.” Rame snarled. Grabbing my hair Naoki jerked my head back. The look in his eyes sent a lance of fear through me. “I’ll take care of him, don’t worry.” Keeping a tight grip on my hair he reached around me and I felt the ropes loosen. Then he was pulling me to my feet. “Wait . . . what are you doing?” Hasu was on his feet, staring at me. Naoki didn’t reply and started to drag me toward the hallway. We both stumbled as something slammed into me. “Leave Ryuu alone!” Hasu was clinging to me, bodily trying to keep Naoki from taking me with him. “Get off you little shit! Rame, come get him.” Hasu started yelling and I felt the thud vibrate through us both as he was hit. “Let go Hasu, let go.” Something shattered and I heard Naoki grunt, the grip in my hair leaving. Hasu and I both collapsed to the floor. I grabbed him realizing he was unconscious. I looked up, shocked and relieved to see Sora up, a broken wine bottle in his hand. Naoki was slumped against the wall, blood, wine and glass shards all over him. Rame didn’t look a whole lot better as he got to his feet. “You are dead you-“ The door to the apartment slammed open, yakuza pouring in. I caught a glimpse of Jiro followed by Daisuike and several others, then things seemed to go gray, noises fading.

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Kenta “Wh-what? Ryuu you can’t . . . you can’t be serious.” Why the fucking hell would he want me after what I’d done? I’d promised myself years ago that if I was ever lucky enough to find someone I would never treat them the way I’d seen my family treated. Yet, Ryuu and I were only hours into . . . whatever this was and I’d already hurt him. “I am serious. Very serious.” His eyes were shimmering as he looked at me. How could anyone look that good after crying? His cheeks were flushed, his hair a mess, his eyes holding too much emotion in them. I was losing myself. Totally and completely. “Ryuu, I-“ He kissed me again and I was shocked at the need in it. I could taste his tears, the slight saltiness mixing with the almost sweet flavor of him. How could something so simple make me feel like I was falling? A lost breathless sensation, it reminded me of when I rode my motorcycle hard and fast, leaving me high and shivering. This was so much better. So fucking much better. Before I knew it I had reached out, one hand in his hair, the other on his hip. I could care less that my ribs were screaming at me. I didn’t want to let him go. He pulled back just enough so that we could breathe, our lips still touching. The feather light touch making my lips tingle even more. Holy hell he was a good kisser. I slid my hand through his hair, my eyes locked on his wishing desperately I knew what to do. “Is that really what you want? You want me . . .” “I’ve wanted you since the first moment I saw you.” His low husky voice sent a chill down my spine. I let out a slow breath, not sure what to say. I’d never dated anyone. I’d messed around with a few girls, but Ryuu was so-so different from any relationship I’d ever had. The thought of being able to call him my boyfriend, my lover, was something that caused a weird fluttering sensation in my stomach. I played with a stand of the silky hair, not quite able to meet his eyes. This was going to kill me. “Really? Cause I seem to remember being laid up in the hospital the first time I met you. Had to look like shit.” “It wasn’t your looks that made me want you Kenta, though you were incredibly hot in that hospital gown. But that’s not the point. You’d risked your life for Reiko. All I saw was someone who was brave and willing to do anything for their friends. I saw the person who was willing to help someone even if they got hurt in the process, someone who was trustworthy and kind.” I nearly snorted at that, but looking at him I could see he believed every word of it. It made me feel sick to know I was going to prove him wrong. “I just helped her cause I was scared she’d hurt herself otherwise.” He smiled at me. “See. You are exactly like I said.” I tugged on the piece of hair. “Shut it. Are you trying to embarrass me or something?” He giggled at that and reaching up took my hand out of his hair. Holding it he brought it to his lips and kissed each of my bruised knuckles, the soft touches sending tingles racing up my arm. Why was he like this with me? It was confusing as hell. He should be fucking pissed as hell at me and yelling at me, not treating me like I mattered. “Ryuu . . .” “I never get tired of hearing you say my name.” He leaned back up until our lips were almost touching his breath warm. “I just love listening to you talk.” I leaned back giving him a look that I hope let him know how fucking confused I was. “You really are weird. That doesn’t say a fucking lot about me though.” He busted out laughing and sat back patting my leg. “I guess not. Come on. We are taking you to a clinic. You can give me your answer later.” “Um, no you aren’t. All they are going to do is tell me to wrap up, take some meds and not move around a lot. Besides I already know my answer.” The look in his eyes nearly broke me right there. Fuck. “Ryuu I can’t.” Ryuu Even as much as I’d tried to prepare myself for it, it still hurt like hell. I’d asked on a whim, but it was too much too soon. I could tell. Taking a deep breath I swallowed, forcing down the searing pain in my chest. I smiled and got to my feet. “Can’t go to the clinic? Don’t be silly. I’ll pay for it.” “Ryuu, that isn’t what I meant.” I looked down into those deep unfathomable eyes and slowly nodded feeling the smile failing. “I understand. Got to keep work and . . . pleasure separate.” I nodded turning away before he could say anything. “You are still going to the clinic, don’t make me get Jiro.” “You wouldn’t.” “Don’t push me.” I glanced back at him and could see the hesitancy in his eyes. I wondered if it was about going to the clinic or something else. Opening the door I headed back down the hall. I felt heavy and listless, but did my best to put on a happy, cheerful face. At least he wasn’t mad at me. Yet. He’d probably be mad once we got to the clinic. “Jiro-” “I’m fucking coming!” I smiled at that even though it felt strained. I could see Sora out of the corner of my eye, watching me. “We are going to the clinic.” Slipping my shoes on, I didn’t look up. I would probably just go home after making sure Kenta was alright. I didn’t really want to be around anyone right now. My back was starting to hurt from getting tossed on the floor earlier and a soak in the tub sounded nice. Would have been even nicer if Kenta would join me, but I’d ruined that by being to needy. Ruined everything. *** “Ryuu, you are in the wrong key.” Akira’s voice snapped me out of the daze I’d been in. I looked down at the sheet music and realized he was right. “Oh, sorry. Um . . . care if we take a break?” “No, we haven’t had one in a while.” I sat on my stool staring at the music, the subtle sounds of everyone leaving the studio not even really registering. Two weeks. It had been two weeks already. It felt like years. I’d seen Kenta three times since that day at Akira’s apartment. Apparently he was busy with work. Hayate had come with me on a couple of press conferences and a signing giving some excuse for Kenta each time. It felt like he was avoiding me. I felt lost without his quiet somber presence around, his gruff no nonsense demeanor. Was I really that used to having him around? “Are you getting sick Ryuu?” Sora was standing over me. I hadn’t even noticed him. “Oh. No. I’m fine.” “You don’t look good. You’ve got dark circles under your eyes and you are a lot paler than usual.” “Gee thanks.” “I’m serious Ryuu, even your singing is off. We haven’t been able to lay a decent track in days. Maybe you should go to the doctor.” I shook my head. “No, I think I’m just tired. I’ve not been sleeping well.” “Nightmares again? You know you can always call me or even just come over.” “No, that’s not it. I just . . . I don’t know.” I shrugged. “Alright, just take care of yourself Ryuu. If you need anything you just call me. I think we need to stop for today anyway.” They all left not too long after that. I wandered around the empty apartment. There wasn’t anything I wanted to watch on TV and trying to compose right now would be useless. I finally ended up lying on my bed staring out at the slowly darkening sky.

Kenta “No more questions please.” I moved the reporter back, not bothering to be gentle about it. They were supposed to have left him alone after the press conference but everyone wanted to know about Akira. “It’s alright Kenta.” Ryuu’s soft voice was suddenly in my ear. “I’ve got this.” I nodded slowly and stepped back slightly so he could get around me. I kept within arms reach glaring at any of the leeches that got to close. I recognized a few of the regulars, they did me too. I got a few glares back but most were too interested in what Ryuu was saying. “Akira is doing just fine and is resting after filming our new PV. His health has improved and we expect to be able to do another tour in a few months along with the release of the PV.” Ryuu ignored any questions that asked what exactly was wrong with Akira. The official stance was fatigue, but the rumors were flying like they always did. Ryuu handled it all very well and after answering a couple more questions stepped back, my signal that he was done. Waving off the reporters, I led Ryuu back down the hall to the side stairs. I always had at least three routes we could take. His phone was already going off, the sound echoing in the stairwell. “Hey Tatsuya! Yeah. You got it set up? Awesome! I’ll see you then.” Ryuu hummed as I heard the phone snap shut. If Tatsuya was coming over that probably meant I was going to be free for the evening, for some reason that thought didn’t sit too well. I’d actually been looking forward to spending my one night off with him. As if I wasn’t around him enough as it was. Maybe I’m just a glutton for punishment. “Oh, you have to stay for dinner tonight Kenta. Haru and Tatsuya are coming over.” “Huh?” I looked back at him, nearly missing a step. “Tatsuya and I have been planning it for a while now, but with everything it kind of got pushed back.” “Okay . . . well I don’t see why I can’t.” I opened the door for him glancing around to make sure no one was waiting outside. “Cool.” He grinned at me as he slipped by, his fingers running through my hair. “You should let me do your hair.” “Like hell.” “Oh come on, Haru let’s Tatsuya dress him up.” Okay . . . that was not something I needed to know about Haru and since when was Haru hanging out with Tatsuya? Seeing the hopeful, almost pleading looking on Ryuu’s face I sighed. “Fine you can do my hair but that is it! Don’t even ask to do anything else.” “Oh! Thank you Kenta! I’ve been dying to do your hair. I know just how I’m going to do it too.” I don’t know what disturbed me more, the fact that I’d agreed or that Ryuu already had a style in mind. “Well fuck.” Ryuu Tatsuya and Haru stayed for quite a while. Cleaning up the empty beer cans from the living room I smiled seeing Kenta sprawled on the couch. It was kind of unusual to see him so relaxed. He looked entirely too good at the moment and I wondered how he did it. I had to work hours to look that sexy and he did it without even trying. His eyes were half closed but I could tell he was watching me as I walked around the living room. It gave me a rush, my heart suddenly pounding harder, my skin tingling. “Did you have fun?” His voice was a bit slurred by too many beers. “Yeah, did you?” “Yeah, though it’s weird seeing Haru like that.” “He’s happy. How is that weird?” It had been entirely too cute to see Haru and Tatsuya together. It was kind of odd to think that the normally acerbic and sometimes violent Haru was so considerate and gentle with the petite escort. Though the relationship obviously was working for the two of them which made me happy. Tatsuya and I had planned tonight, hoping that Kenta would get the hint. Though it didn’t seem to be working. Maybe I would have to do something to help it along. “No, that’s not what I meant.” Kenta pushed himself up on the couch. “He’s fun at work. He’s always joking with someone, it was just . . . different. He treats Tatsuya like he’s made of glass or something.” I giggled, unable to help it. “No not really. He’s just tender and sweet and affectionate. Tatsuya eats it up.” Kenta laughed. “Haru? Sweet?” “Yes.” I walked over standing in front of him looking down at him. The man was impossibly good looking and it took all my self control not to pounce him right then and there. “Is that so hard to believe?” “Umm . . . yes.” “Really? You know there are a lot of people who would say the same of you. They only see the brusque, harsh bodyguard.” He blinked at me the smile fading just a bit. “I’m not harsh.” “I know you aren’t.” I knelt down, grabbing a beer can that had somehow ended up under the couch. Setting it on the coffee table I let my gaze travel up. His dark eyes met mine and I realized I was dying to know what he was thinking. The way he was looking at me was making my whole body run hot. I shifted forward so that I was between his knees, my eyes still locked on his. “Believe me, I know you aren’t really like that. You are kind, and considerate, compassionate, honest, forgiving, patient, and stunning.” Long lashes lowered almost hiding the dark eyes. He was smiling at me. “You are so full of shit, Ryuu.” I leaned forward, placing my hands on either side of his hips. “Am I? I don’t think so.”

Ryuu The apartment was cold and dark. And empty, very empty. I tried not to think about how things had gone at the studio. Kenta probably thought I was a complete idiot. Everyone else did too. Not that I blamed them. I’d acted just like a spoiled rich brat not getting his way. Throwing a stupid tantrum was not going to help Akira at all. It was just my own self pity and insecurity. Without bothering to turn on any lights I headed straight for my room. Stripping, not even bothering to put my clothes in the hamper, I slid under the covers. I was too tired, physically and emotionally to bother with a shower. Filming was tiring anyway and I’d worn myself out being all emotional and stupid. Clutching at the pillow I buried my face against it. No matter what anyone said it was my fault Akira had quit eating. It had been my insistence that everyone look good for the filming that had started it. I was sure of it. I knew how sensitive he could be when it came to his appearance. Some friend I was. Sighing, I forced myself not to think about it. The filming was over. Akira had already gained a couple of pounds back since leaving the hospital two weeks ago. Reiko would take good care of him. Better than I ever did or could. I woke sometime later. The green glow from the clock on the nightstand barely illuminated the side of the bed. It was just after three in the morning. I sat up looking around wondering what had woke me. I was too tired to bother getting up and snuggled back down into the covers. I’d no sooner closed my eyes than I felt the bed move. Terror surged through me, freezing me in place. “You little slut.” I gasped, hearing the familiar voice, one I’d hoped to never in my life to hear again. I scrambled back, grasping for the sheets. “You thought you could get rid of me didn’t you?” I slammed into the head board and glanced around frantic for a way to get away. The light seemed wrong and I couldn’t breathe. It was suddenly hard to move. “D-don’t touch me!” “Oh, I’m going to do a lot more than touch you.” His voice was like liquid terror pouring over me, seeping into me until all that existed was those dark eyes and grasping hands. I tried to get away, to get out of the bed, but he grabbed my arm yanking me back down. That incredible strength that I had once relied on was now turned against me. The first hit stunned me and I was roughly flipped over and pinned to the bed. “No!” I gasped as my back hit the floor. I blinked a few times staring up at the ceiling. The room was bright with sunlight. Taking a few deep breaths I laid my head back closing my eyes. It was just a nightmare, but it had felt so real. I could still feel those fingers grabbing for me, feel the fist hitting me. I shuddered and slowly sat up feeling sick. Grasping for the bed I pulled myself up. I was shaking, barely able to keep a grip on the sheets. How could a stupid dream scare me that bad? Running a trembling hand through my hair, I forced myself not to think about it, about him. Staggering to my feet I made it into the bathroom, grabbing my phone on the way. Kenta “Who the fuck . . .” I groaned feeling around for my phone. I blinked a few times trying to focus on the display. “Six in the fucking morning. You better have a damn good reason Ryuu . . . Hey whats-“ “Kenta?” I sat up, any tiredness forgotten at the breathless panicked voice. I’d never heard him sound like that before and it sent a chill through me. “Can you come over please?” “Yeah sure. It’ll take me about thirty minutes to get there.” “O-okay, just let yourself in.” “Alright, I’m on my way.” I got there in twenty minutes. The doorman nodded as he let me into the lobby. Taking the elevator to the sixth floor I got out my key. I was nervous for some reason. Ryuu had sounded so upset and . . . scared. That was the only thing I could think. He’d sounded terrified on the phone. Opening the door I let myself in, making sure to take my shoes off. The apartment was almost eerily silent. “Ryuu?” I checked each room as I walked down the hall. He wasn’t in the office or the studio that left the bedroom. Opening the door, I blinked a few times at how bright the room was with the sunlight streaming in. The bed was a mess, the sheets mostly on the floor, but no Ryuu. Where the hell was he? “Kenta?” The soft, almost hesitant voice startled me. Turning I spotted him standing in the bathroom wrapped in a sheet. He’d been crying, that much was obvious from the blood shot eyes. I started toward him, stopping as he looked down, his whole posture changing as he almost seemed to crumple in on himself. “I’m sorry for calling you so early . . . I . . . just had a bad dream is all.” Must have been one hell of a bad dream, I thought to myself, to get him this upset. “Well, it’s over now. I’m here so I might as well make you some breakfast. Why don’t you come in the kitchen with me and you can tell me about this dream.” He nodded slowly still not looking at me. When he made no move to follow me I walked toward him. I reached for his arm thinking it would comfort him; instead he flinched, cowering almost as if he expected me to hit him. I narrowed my eyes. One fucking hell of a nightmare apparently. Slowly I grasped his wrist and pulled him toward me, not meeting any resistance. “Ryuu . . . why don’t you-“ I grunted in surprise as he suddenly grabbed me, his arms wrapped tight around my chest as he buried his face against my neck. He was entirely too warm and I suddenly realized . . . completely naked. Fuck. That shouldn’t matter. Ryuu was upset. Ignoring the feel of the slender, toned frame pressed up against me I patted his head. “Hey, it’s alright. It was just a dream.” “Yeah . . . just a dream.” I shivered feeling his lips move against my neck. What the fuck was wrong with me? “I’m sorry for calling you so early . . .” “Well . . . it’s not really in my job description so I guess I’ll have to charge you extra.” That got a soft laugh and he stepped back. I found myself staring into blue grey eyes and before I’d even thought about it, I reached up to brush the blonde hair out of his face. “You really need to cut your hair.” That got my hand smacked and an offended look. “I can’t cut it! The fans love my hair!” That set off a whole outburst about people not understanding fashion or what it meant to be a visual band. At least I’d got his mind off the dream and whatever else was upsetting him. I chuckled shaking my head as I left him in the bedroom so he could get dressed. Breakfast was going to be simple. I was too fucking tired to make a big fancy breakfast. Going to bed at two in the morning only to get woke up four hours later was not that fun. I set his plate on the table and sat down to wait on him. When he finally came out I was shocked at how different he looked. He looked every bit the rock star he was, though the timid smile kind of shattered the image. He’d spiked his hair and braided some of the longer strands. Dark eyeliner made the light colored eyes stand out even more. He was wearing his black leather pants that the girls always raved about. I’d had to stop more than one grabby fan from trying to touch him when he wore them. The white button up shirt had yet to be buttoned, showing off the flat stomach and toned chest. I’d give Ito one thing, he was good at looking good. I pointed to the plate. “Made yer breakfast.” “Oh, thanks. You didn’t have to do that.” I shrugged and stood up. “Well, for once there was food in the fridge. You goin’ out today.” “Yeah, I’ve got to meet with one of the producers. I actually forgot to tell you, but . . . I kind of need you to go with me. There is going to be a small press conference later too.” “Nakamara already told me.” In fact I had Ryuu’s schedule for the next month. Ryuu wasn’t exactly forgetful, he just got busy. “Today just started a little early is all.” Ryuu’s eyes flicked up for a second as he sat down. “Yeah, sorry about that. Haven’t had one of those nightmares in months.” I didn’t say anything. If he wanted to talk he would. Going to the fridge I found his juice and got him a can out. He was picking at his food as I set the can down next to his plate. “Am I that bad a cook?” “Oh. No! No, it’s just . . . I’m sorry for making you get up so early. I know you worked last night too.” “Do me a favor and quit fucking apologizing and eat. Next time I’ll just tell you to fuck off.” I smiled at him to show I was kidding and he grinned back at me. “Yeah right. You like the money too much.” “Fuck yeah.”

That depends on which proximity I am closer to. If my sister calls me, I'll tell her to call the cops right away and I do the same. And tell her to escape right away. Hang up the phone NOW! As for my partner, the fact that I'm informed he's been in an accident, he's already most likely being treated in the hospital. He's already in the hands of medical professionals. Both cases, objectively speaking, is not about who I go to first because both do not need my immediate presence and both of them need quick decisions. It's not like I can fly anyway.

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