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Original name: 落下恋文 Manga ALT. names: Falling Love Letters Original run: 2010 Description: Isa is sick and tired of confronting his tenant, Hasegawa-san who is an author, to pick up after himself and pay his rent. With the second last of his tenant leaving, Isa’s suddenly stuck with a dilemma on whether or not to continue renting the place out or sell it. But, a visit to a local bookstore maybe change his perspective and bring more excitement to his mundane daily life… Manga-type: OneShot Written by: Minazuki Akira Drawn by: Minazuki Akira Published by: France Shoin Group(s) Scanlating: Echochi Scans Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, Romance, Slice of Life Categories: Megane, Drama Main Characters: Isa x Hasegawa Adaptations available: x Recommendations: Milkman; Sugar Code Download Falling Love Letters Manga: Falling Love Letters by Minazuki Akira For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

Here it's a list of shotacon manga... A Ai no Aura Ai no Houritsu Aishichattano Anbalance Lover Awakening Puberty B Baby Pink Boku no Goshujinsama Bucchouzura ni Koi wo Shite C Complex Crazy For Daddy D Dear. Gentle Papa E Elle to Takara Etowa F Furimuku Dake de Anata Tsumi na Otoko G Gensou Shounen Koimonogatari H Himitsu no Kemonotachi J Jack in the Box K Kanmitsu Danshi Kimagure Love Cupid Kitsune no Tama Yobai Koibito Shigan Kuroshitsuji dj - Sono Shitsuji, Yokujou L Love Price!? M Magical Travel Boy Mimi to Shippo to Mahoutsukai Minami no Kuni no Oujisama N Naruto dj - Buttai no Kairaku Naruto dj - Cobalt Naruto dj - Tsuki no Ko O Oujisama no Kiss P Puchi D Kemono S Saigo no Sangatsu Samishii Yoru no Himitsu T Tenshi no Heart Rhythm Tonari no Shibafu Toukyou Yaban no Chizu Tsuki ni Ookami W Wana Wana Kiss

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Random tittles are random. Hey, people... It's interesting to be here. Really. I never though I'd register into a yaoi forum (not that I wouldn't have like yaoi before, I just apriciate manly men a bit more than most of the "yaoi men"). So yes, I'm rather picky about what I read and highly prefer fanfiction (usually based on western fandoms, because they are often more IC). But yes, I really do like yaoi as well. Aside from M/M I like to read sci-fi and fantasy books as well as more realistic fiction about generally anything (but not those romantic slightly-dirty novels written for middle aged women, no), draw, write (and I'm always taking reguest for either of those because I'm the most non-creative person on earth, though finishing what ever I decide to do might take over a year...) and watch movies and tv-shows (from DVD). I live in a small country in Northen Europe and I seriously love this place and my mother tongue (which, obviously, is not English!). Now, my brains aren't working that well at the moment so... This will do for now! n___n'''

I am really picky when it comes to shota, both concerning the art and the story in itself. It's not one of my fetishes so I don't read it often but occasionally it doesn't hurt. Saigo No Sangatsu, by Tsukumo Gou One of the rare shota titles I really enjoyed reading, so much that I read it again from time to time. Don't expect cutesy art and big eyed boys who look like girls with an extra here, Tsukumo's (gorgeous)art and plot line takes a more realistic approach than most mangakas and that's what makes it stand out, at least for me. Totally recommended. (: Imadoki No Shishunki, by Monchi Kaori Porn with plot, and good plot, at that. There's yummy rape, too. And I like Kaori. Furimuku Dake De Anata Tsumi Na Otoko, by Kotobuki Tarako This one... I'm not going to lie, I have a feeling the only reason I like this one is because I love Kotobuki like mad and I probably (most likely) wouldn't waste a second on it if it weren't for that. Koibito Wa Suiito Rabi by Miroku Kotoko Cute and surprisingly forceful ukes, yay. (-_-) At first glance it's not my thing at all but I took a liking to the art...

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Here I am again! xP Lol, I can't draw Guys, so they all look like Girls, I think... ^^' *Mizu really has to learn how to draw boys...* Anyway, hope you like! ♥ Mizu~

Two days ago (or something like that..) I was watching a mini BL Drama uû I was pretty disappointed after it endet.. there were no 'real actions ö.ö' So I screamed "MOAH! IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME!" and then I realized in a quieter voice "oh... I might be a pervert.... :|" But that thought didn't last too long... 'cause I read your replies. xD

Somehow picture doesn't show... So I post it with the Baba-kun picture... ^^ I was thought about posting this last night... but, I just don't have time... And today... I just feel little sick... I did thought about doing tomorrow... but... I might have to pass this post... --;;; Half of there is I just can't tell what they are saying... T T I am sorry!!!!!!! I want to do it... but... it's just to hard... --;;;

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Name: Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru; その恋にはワケがある; Sono Koi niwa Wake ga Aru Author: Akiba Touko Year: 2009 Status: Ongoing (5 Chapters) Genre: Comedy, School Life, Yaoi Plot: Aoi, a first year student in all-boys high school, is a violent but beautiful boy. Viewing his good looks as a burden, he ruthlessly rejects every guy that approaches him. Until one day, Aoi notices Azuma, who’s been “observing” him quietly from the sidelines. To his surprise, Azuma’s attitude actually makes him feel safe, and he slowly fell in love?! Read Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru Online: Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru Download: LINK For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

how did you do thaaaaaaaat?!?!? tell me your secret!! hahaha. and..... mayybbeeee.... share the video...... hahahahahha! kidding! (well, not really. ;] )

Oh, this is totally why you're my triplet Being a sadist is pretty perverted, I have to agree... (and I love that you filmed them~)

kekekek Then I'm happy too. xD But I don't know if it's too good to feel nice even though you're a pervert xD However deep inside, I'm one of you too x__x (unfortunately xD)

i was in the middle of reading a yaoi manga and i was just getting so into it i told myself outloud "wow im a such a pervert" i get really happy when i know the action is about to happen and when im really bored i take the characters from manga that ive already read like viewfinder and create fanfics in my head (extra smexy scenes of course) when im reading smexy scenes i really want to hear how the "ahh" and "nnh" actually sound with a real voice im a pervert but the people in this site are my allies so no worries

Okane ga Nai / No money OVAs Title: No Money / Okane ga Nai Genre: yaoi Year Published: 2007 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: 4 Duration: 25 min / ep Plot: Yukiya Ayase is a university student. His cousin Tetsuo Ishii betrays and sells him in an auction to settle his heavy debts. Ayase is bought by Somuku Kanou for 120 million yen. Kanou does this because he remembers Ayase from four years ago, when Ayase, a stranger, helped him. Now Kanou wants to keep Ayase close to himself, and uses the debt of 120 million yen to force Ayase to live with him. As Ayase is still a student and does not have a job, he is forced to sell his body to Kanou for 500,000 yen each time they have sex. FORMAT: RMVB Watch Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online (HD Quality): Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online Download Okane ga Nai OVAs: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 OVA 4 Mirror link: OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko; Manga Associated Names: The Lies a Liar Likes to Tell; 嘘つきなキミの虜 Genre: Yaoi Author: MINASE Masara Year: 2008 Plot: When his sempai breaks a leg, Serizawa agrees to sub for him at the design firm. He doesn't expect to see Ikuta, a face from his past. Though Ikuta seems as gentle and kind as ever, he doesn't remember Serizawa. But outside of work Ikuta's personality is strikingly different. Is it really the same person, or did Serizawa never know the real Ikuta? Read Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko Online: Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko Download (Uploading.com links): Volume 1 Volume 2 Mirror link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga ALT. names: AVみたいにかきまぜて Please Mix Me Like AV Original run: 2010 Description: - Manga-type: Manga Written by: KAYUMA Mimu Drawn by: KAYUMA Mimu Published by: Junet Group(s) Scanlating: - Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Smut, Yaoi Categories: Comedy Main Characters: - Adaptations available: - Recommendations: - Download link: ] •°Update°• Download AV Mitai ni Kakimazete Manga For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Somehow not many people know about there is community(groups) in here... So it is time for to P.R. that community... I start two... One is Mao-kun & Dai-chan... http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=21 As said it about Mao-kun and Dai-chan... two person I am most into right now... I just post some picture of them... I will try to put some info about their upcoming... Also, some more pictures... I just hope more people to come and share with me... ^^ The other is Tenimyu... http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=20 It start with love of Dai-chan and Mao-kun... but, I just love 4th Seigaku members... Then also the other team members and other Saigaku members too... I also post some pictures I captures from tenimyu... I wish more poeple come and share their love of tenimyu with me... So other community come and do so P.R... Let the people know about your group... ^^ I also join in with the Takumi-kun series ☆... http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=15

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I like Strawberry Panic! *.* BTW, I also drew a Shoujo-Ai pic: Hope ya like it! :*

oh god, I'm very .. very sorry to read this too late :hamtaro-005 (15): but I do not regret becauseI was read it~ and I .. I .. .. I'm not sure what to say after reading it .. I can not think clearly at this time, yaa..yojiiii...... you should be responsible to restore me to the real world I fell in love with every word, every verse, every sentence that you pour in your story .. I've fallen too deep apparently yoo ~ someone help me! and once again you made me as if everything that exists in your story seem real in front of me..all who were there.. ah~ I think I'm crazyy now~:1onion52: I think this is too perfect, no more than that ah, I dunno .. I think I was still lost in your story my brain, my mind, or maybe my spirit still left in the story. ah, seems my words were already messed up, it's because your story, Yojii.. *bite the pillow* I do not know how many times I cried reading this excited since damn, I should give you a kiss and a hug because this...onion6:banhbao8:foxy1 once again..THIS TOO PERPECT..GOOD JOB YOJICHANN~

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Ohhh! Thank you so much. I love this manga. I love all Yamane Ayano's manga.

Hello and nice to meet you, Yuuki. Be sure to have a lot of fun together with us from now on. (:

Well....what made me think that im a perv?! Uhm let's see... First time i read yaoi manga i was like OH MI GOD :Red_fox: this is so freaking HOT... :Red_fox7::Red_fox7: I kind of got addicted to it... when i get bored i go to manga sites choose yaoi genre and read them all from A to Z onion0 Then i save up the names of the manga i liked most so i dont forget them and latelly i noticed that what makes me really a perv it's the fact that the ones i kept are the most explicit, smexy hot ones :3onion15: And finally im a perv cause im here right :cuteonion45: Lol

Nice to meet you Yuuki! Don't worry about your late introduction, better late than never :leaf4:

Hi Yuuki! Welcome to YaoiOtaku! Hope you'll have a great time with us in this yaoi paradise :hamtaro-005 (12):

@Rei The pics are so cool! I really like them! :leaf15:

Getting to their apartment unit was proving to be quite a strain for both of them as Misu would pull Shingyouji for a kiss and him kissing back in like manner. They kissed hard in the elevator. As soon as Misu unlocked the door to their unit, he pulled Shingyouji's hand and pushed him inside their apartment. They kicked off their shoes and slippers. Shirts flung to to the wall. Pants dropping on the floor and kicked aside. Neither of them releasing from their kissing frenzy. They bumped into one of Misu's books on the floor and he kicked them to the side. Misu laid Shingyouji on their bed. He straddled him. He could see the lust and love burning in Shingyouji's eyes. Oh god, I could have really taken him senseless right there out in the street. All of Shingyouji was his. Only his. He was never going to find another love like this. He knew no one could ever affect him so deeply the way Shingyouji did. No one can ever make him desire a person this badly the way he did. Misu lowered his head to possess those lips again and Shingyouji's legs wrapped around his waist, urging him to go further. Giving him more access to every crevice of his body. Their fingers intertwined. Misu's strong grip on his thigh. So aroused. So deep. So close. The heat was driving them over the edge repeatedly. Shingyouji was gasping at every breath. Every thrust Misu made was sending his body into a convulsion of crazy passion and desperation. He clung to his arms. He was in tears. Pain, happiness, satisfaction, complete surrender, you name it...he was feeling everything all at once. Until finally they reached the pinnacle of their heated intimacy. The release was so great it overpowered their senses. Misu collapsed heavily on Shingouji's chest. His breath ragged and hot. Shingyouji smiled weakly and kissed the curve of Misu's neck. “I love you...Arata-san...” Shingyouji gasped. Misu rolled over to Shingyouji's side and pulled the younger man over his chest. His palms gently raking on Shingyouji's messy hair. Misu's eyes softened at the words of love uttered. He smiled and possessed those soft swollen lips again. “I'm so happy you're mine.” Misu murmured to Shingyouji's lips.

The three of them walked out together of the bar. Misu felt rather uneasy watching Kentaro easily put his arm around Shingyoujii's shoulder and talking so close to his ear. He could not do that with Shingyouji in public. The younger man still walked behind him most of the time. The same way he used to back in their days in Shidou. They have made an understanding that they were to keep their relationship as discreet as possible in the public eye. But watching Kentaro leaning closely to Shingyouji and turning on all the charms in full force like that was not the kind of thing he liked to see. He was seething. It only made it worse with Shingyouji still looking happy and smiling back at him as well. “I don't live very far from here. If you liked we could continue at my place. What do you think, Shingyouji-kun?” Kentaro leaned closer to his ear. “Eh...etto...” Shingyouji found himself unable to answer. He stole a quick glance at Misu's daggered look. Oh crap. Now what? If looks could kill, I'd be dead by now. Why the hell does he looks so mad? “He's not going.” Misu suddenly replied to the surprise of both Kentaro and Shingyouji. He couldn't take it anymore. Kentaro can be rather persistent and convincing. He hated the fact that Shingyouji hesitated to give a straight answer. Was the little idiot actually considering about spending the rest of the evening at Kentaro's place? Like hell, I'm gonna let that happen! “Ah...wait here, Shingyouji-kun. I'm gonna have a little chat with my catty friend here.” Kentaro smiled apologetically and quickly grabbed Misu away from hearing distance of Shingyouji. “What the hell are you trying to do here, man? He's not going? What are you? His freaking guardian? I'm trying to set a mood here and you're gonna ruin it for me? I thought you're with me on this? He could be the one for me, haven't you even thought of that?” Kentaro's voice was hushed but very annoyed. No one has ever embarassed him like this. Not anyone and certainly he did not expect it coming from Misu either. But Misu was not listening. All he could hear was buzzing in his ears. He had been trying to muster all his self-control not to beat up Kentaro this very second and drag Shingyouji back to their apartment. Doing that would risk everything he's worked to keep their relationship as private as possible. “I am only going to repeat this once. Shingyouji is not going.” Misu's tone was firm. His eyes were sharp and menacing which pierced Kentaro. And he took one look at Shingyouji's worried face and back to Misu's death glare and then it suddenly dawned to him. The daggered look Misu sported at the bar. His cold silence. The short replies. Misu disappearing from their table from time to time. Misu barely talking and not finishing his food. He did try to ignore all that because of Shingyouji's smiling presence. Oh shit. Kentaro slowly released his grip on Misu and walked up to Shingyouji. “Is Misu your boyfriend?” He scanned Shingyouji's downcast face. That fear in his eyes as he took a quick glance at Misu's face and then looks away. He knew. Kentaro was now torn between taking Shingyouji in his arms right away. To hell with what Misu thinks. This was all Misu's idea after all. ALL OF IT. Yet at the same time, he also knew by doing that would only make him look like a bastard towards Shingyouji. He was surprised how much he cared enough not to hurt him like that. Fuck. An uncomfortable silence remained for the three of them. The streets were quiet. Thankfully, there was no one around to witness this awkward situation they got themselves in. None of them moved from where they stood. Each one in deep thought. Misu was still fuming. Kentaro was pissed. Shingyouji looked scared. Kentaro sighed deeply and squeezed Shingyouji's shoulder. Fuck it. He didn't care what Misu has to say. To hell with him! And he took Shingyouji in his arms and held him close. “It's not your fault. I really like you.” He whispered harshly into his ears until he felt a strong pull from behind at his collar and a fist quickly landing onto his face. He tasted the blood in his lips. Misu's eyes read bloody murder. His fist tightly clenched to his side ready to land another punch at any second. A visibly shocked Shingyouji looking at an angry Misu and Kentaro kneeling on the ground. Kentaro slowly stood up and wiped the dripping blood from his lips. Shingyouji tried to help him up but he gently waved his hand away. He eyed Misu fiercely. “Your lies have finally caught up with you. Bastard.” And then Kentaro walked away from them.

“You look tense.” Misu was stifling his laughter as he looked at Kentaro who kept his eyes at the Shiki Bar entrance and his hands nervously tapping on their table. “I'm not tense. I'm just excited. Alright, fine! I'm tense! You won't believe how cute this guy is. He said he'll be here in ten minutes. Something just came up at work.” Kentaro grinned. He was obviously distracted and could not focus. He had never been this tense before over meeting someone. He's usually calm and collected but not this time. “Try to relax, will you?” Misu looked at him amused at his friend's behavior. “Ah! There he is!” Kentaro stood up and it took all his self-control not to literally fly towards the entrance of the bar out of sheer excitement. “Where?” When Misu turned towards to where Kentaro was staring at, he suddenly felt his blood run cold. Shingyouji? What the hell is he doing here? Misu began to fidget. What the hell is going on here? How come he didn't tell me that he's been meeting with Kentaro this whole time? Does he even know why they were going to spend the evening in a bar like this? Shit. Shit. Shit. Misu was trying to calm down as much as he could. He was about to explode. So much for keeping our private life private. Shit. “Ah Yoshi-san!” Shingyouji waved. He was now walking towards their table. He didn't notice Misu right away until Kentaro meets him halfway and puts his arm around his shoulder as they approach their table. The look of genuine surprise was all over Shingyouji as soon as he saw Misu. “Arata-san! What are you doing here?” “You two know each other?” Kentaro pointed at Shingyouji while looking at Misu for confirmation. Misu's jaw was clenched in irritation. He looked sideways and nodded his head. Shingyouji still looked surprised. Kentaro laughed. “This is great! This way I don't have to go through the trouble of introducing you both. Have a seat right here beside me, Shingyouji-kun.” Kentaro was oblivious to the rising agitation of his friend. He hailed for the waiter who arrived and handed them a menu. “What would you like to order, Shingyouji-kun?” Kentaro leaned closer towards Shingyouji's seat and placed his arm around it while pointing at one of the food choices. Misu squeezed his eyes shut. Trying his might to keep himself from exploding and grabbing Kentaro by the neck and throttle him senseless. He knew that move. Kentaro was not known to waste any time with someone he fancied. Close body contact was his forte. It came in stages until he would have the person all over him. He's seen it happen so many times before when they would hang out with friends. It was not unusual that they would enter an establishment together as a group only to watch Kentaro leave with some beautiful stranger he just met that time. He knew from personal experience since Kentaro had pursued him from the first time they met. And now he was about to do the same thing to Shingyouji. But what irritated him the most is that his lover didn't seem to mind anything at all. “Hey Misu...have you decided what to order already?” Kentaro looked at his friend who had the menu book now covering his agitated face. “No. I'm not really hungry. I think I'll just have a glass of ice cold water.” He replied icily. “Oh come on, man! Don't be such a spoilsport. Forgive my friend here, Shingyouji-kun. This guy can be so shy sometimes. It's been a pretty hectic time for us. Back to back exams and demos. It's great to just finally be able to relax like this.” Shingyouji nodded in agreement and smiled at Kentaro but he could see that shyness was nowhere to be seen in Misu's face. He swallowed. Misu looked very pissed but was trying to keep a cool countenance. He was avoiding to make any eye contact which confused him even more. Why does he look so angry? What did I do wrong? What is going on here? But he could not confront Misu like that especially with a very jolly Kentaro with them. What was wrong with hanging out with friends anyway? A few minutes later, their drinks arrived. Kentaro and Shingyouji were deeply engaged in conversation. Misu was fuming. He felt his blood rise up a notch at every smile Shingyouji flashed in Kentaro's direction who now looked like he was being bathed by rays of morning sunlight from those smiles. He looked happy. A little too happy than usual. He had earlier considered walking out of the bar but his possessive nature would not allow him to leave the pair behind amongst themselves. He knew exactly what Kentaro was up to and there was no way in hell was he going to allow that to happen to Shingyouji. And why the fuck is Shingyouji keeps on smiling at him like that? Fifteen minutes later, their food arrives. While Shingyouji and Kentaro were eating, Misu was busily poking at his food like he had a personal vendetta with the buttered brocolli on his plate. He barely said a word to the two of them unless he was asked. And even when he did have to say something, he kept it short. Kentaro did not seem the least bit worried since his concentration was primarily fixated on Shingyouji. Shingyouji seemed to be at his social element. He admitted to himself that his sociable nature was one of the things that endeared his lover to him. But it was also a source of irritation for him because Shingyouji had this tendency to trust people too easily just because they happen to be his friends not caring whether those so-called friends had a personal agenda. He was a lot more relaxed now with Kentaro having been introduced as his friend. Kentaro rested his chin over his knuckles as he listened to Shingyouji talk. He couldn't help but feel impressed with how engaging and witty he actually was. He really is such a friendly guy and funny too. He didn't seem to run out of jokes which sent him on a laughing trip. He can imagine himself listening to him anywhere. That smile would be the death of him. He couldn't help comparing Shingyouji as akin to a cute rabbit in his mind. It tickled him even more when Shingyouji told him that he did dress up as a rabbit in a birthday event for his boss' kid's birthday. Now that I would love to see it for myself, Kentaro thought. Maybe I can set up a little party and ask him to show up in that costume for my pleasure. The evening came to a close without any incident despite Misu's ever growing anxiety. He actually was surprised he managed to keep it all in without resorting to dragging Shingyouji out of the bar and punching Kentaro in the gut. That would have been a complete disaster. But he was intent on getting his answers later when they got back to their apartment.

“You look happy.” Misu looked at Kentaro as he sipped his espresso.. They were having a cup of coffee in their favorite cafe at the university grounds. He had been noticing his friend's seemingly odd behavior for the past few weeks. Though he still was very much himself but lately he had been declining offers of going out for dates on the weekends. He was legendary for never declining invitations whether it was an all-night karaoke, blind dates, bar hopping and the occasional one-night stands. “So do you.” Kentaro smirked and took another sip of his Tiramisu coffee blend. “What do you mean by that?” Misu frowned a bit. “Oh you're practically glowing. Had fun last night?” Kentaro winked at him. “Shut up. None of your business.” Misu resumed typing his notes on his laptop. Well, of course he did have some fun last night with Shingyouji but that was no one else's business other than his own and Shingyouji. “Alright..alright if you say so.” Kentaro LOVED to tease Misu. Anything to get those cheeks to blush would make his day. It was really obvious enough to him that Misu had someone special in his life. He just wished that he'd open up about it. With Misu it was hard to tell whether it was a man or a woman. He's been very open minded whenever he'd talk about his past relationships with both men and women as Kentaro prided himself for being bisexual. Yet Misu would never divulge a single iota of who he was involved with. It felt rather unfair but he respected that privacy. He had hoped that by teasing him would make him slip but so far that attempt has always proven in vain. But that did not stop him from teasing his friend. “Anyway...I met someone. I dunno, man. There was something about him that was just...I dunno how to describe it. He looks so incredibly cute. There's something about him that makes you wanna wrestle him to the floor or just hug him and keep him all to yourself.” Kentaro was gazing thoughtfully at the glass window. “Him? It's a guy this time, huh. Well...good for you. Maybe you found the right person to reign in that playboy life of yours.” Misu continued typing. He did sense a seriousness in Kentaro's voice. He was usually goofy in conversations especially when talking about past and present conquests but not this time. He sounded determined and hopeful. “Yeah, it's a guy. But I don't wanna scare him off or anything by just taking him out on a date all of a sudden. I can make it look casual though. We could hang out. I just...I dunno....I want to see him again. There was something about his smile that just got me. No one has ever smiled like that to me before, you know. I mean...sure he was just doing his job that time...but damn....that smile. I can't get it out of my head.” “Well, for all you know he doesn't have a problem with dating a guy. Get to know him more. The sooner you get together, the sooner you can get your answers. Who knows...things will work out from there.” “You know that's what I love about you, Misu. You are not fazed by any of this. I feel like I can really talk to you about anything. Yeah, you're right. I'm gonna take your advice. I intend to see him again later on my way home. Hmmm...maybe I'll take him to dinner tonight. What do you think?” “Good luck with that.” Misu shrugged and still continued typing his notes. Once Kentaro was on to somebody, there was no stopping him. He was a pro at what he did. He could get anyone's number at a first meeting and he's done it so many times. His success rate go all the way back in middle school and in the university, he had built a stable reputation for himself in the dating world. He glanced to catch Kentaro smiling as dialed his cell phone and excused himself to make his phone call. ---------------------- “Moshi..moshi..?” Shingyouji was having his lunch break. “Hey...it's me.” Kentaro couldn't help but smile at the sound of Shingyouji's voice. He was visualizing that smile in his head again. “Ah, Yoshi-san. Nice of you to call. Is there anything I can help you with?” “Oh no..no...not this time. I called 'cause I was wondering perhaps you would like to hang out with me tonight. I dunno...maybe have a few drinks and some dinner. My treat, of course.” “Eh? I'm surprised, Yoshi-san. I dunno what to say. Just the two of us?” Shingyouji sounded unsure than surprised which made Kentaro chuckle. “Just say yes. I just wanted to hang out with you since you're such a nice guy, that's all. We can meet at the Shiki Bar not far from where you work. I'll see you at 7:30, okay?” “Yeah...I know Shiki Bar. Uhm...sure we can meet there instead.” “Awesome. Alright, I can ask a friend of mine to join us if that's okay with you. It'll be fun.” Kentaro tapped the table to get Misu's attention. Misu looked at him and nodded in agreement. “Alright, that's better. Ja ne!” Shingyouji felt more at ease this time. It was better hanging out with more people than just one person. “Ja ne!” Kentaro pressed the End Call button. “I'm psyched, man. Thanks for coming with me. I owe you one.” Kentaro could not hide the excitement in his voice. “Sure. No problem. I'm also curious who this guy is anyway. You've been super secret squirrel with his identity for weeks.” Misu chuckled. “Hah! You think you're the only one who can keep secrets, hmmmm? I'm sure you're gonna approve of this one. I think he's amazing. I just know it. I'll be able to close this deal tonight. I'm sure of it.” Kentaro was congratulating himself already. His friendly approach towards Shingyouji was paying off. He's finally going to spend time with him that is not within the confines of Sakura Grocery. He made sure to do all his shopping needs at the store at least twice a week. Whether it was a two-week supply of grocery or simply a few snack items. He didn't keep a specific schedule when he dropped by. He tried to appear as casual as possible. He only made sure that in every visit he made, Shingyouji was on duty and he would always strike up a conversation with him. “Yeah..we'll see..” Misu smiled at Kentaro's determined look. An hour later, he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. He checked to see it was from Shingyouji messaging him that he won't be home for dinner and was going to meet with a couple of friends after work. Misu responded it was fine since he was going out for some drinks with a friend as well.

AUTHOR NOTES: As promised, here is a 3rd offering to my Pureness arc that is solely devoted to the romance of Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu. This new story is quite longer than the previous ones. I hope you will see me through the end of this romantic journey filled with love, drama and surprises along the way. I lovingly dedicate this to June-chan whose enthusiastic support and our hardcore love for the pairing has brought us closer to each other. To Yuu-chan (yunakel) who has dedicated me with a fanvid which no one has ever done for me in all my life just because I've inspired her with my works. I love you both very much. And to all the Takumi-kun fans of this forum and beyond. We are one! Thank you so much for all your wonderful thoughts and reading my works. You inspire me so much. Before we begin allow me to share these images to set the mood. This is how I visualized how they would look like in the timeline of this story. LIES AND TRUTH The story so far: Misu and Shingyouji have made a pact to keep their relationship as discreet as possible but when someone gets in the way of it, how much longer can they keep up with their secret? “Thank you for shopping with us!” Miyagi-san smiled as he watched Shingyouji waved at the customer. He liked the young man. He was courteous, honest, a diligent worker and quite friendly. Ever since he hired him, he had shown lots of promise. He had been seriously considering about hiring him full time and give him a raise but he had yet to know whether his employee was up for that or had other plans after college. Sakura Grocery is a family-owned business that goes way back from his great-grandfather. He had practically grown up observing different kinds of people that has walked in and out of the store. Even as a young boy, he had always been the perceptive kind and he could pretty much tell which of the customers were just passing through from those who were really shopping. This behavior had been always been nurtured and encouraged by his family. A tall and lean young man walked into the store and Miyagi-san immediately observed that he was going to shop but was also here for something else. Whatever that was, he had been trying to find out for the past several weeks. This tall fellow only came by once a week yet every time he showed up, something a bit unusual would happen to Shingyouji. He noticed how the young man would be a bit more friendly than necessary. He followed him around as he could. A little bit too helpful. A little bit more smiley than his usual friendly demeanor. A little bit too accommodating towards the tall man. Interestingly the tall man didn't seem to give Shingyouji much of any overt interest other than a passing glance and exchanged a few polite words about a few stock items on display. He didn't look annoyed at Shingyouji but rather simply tolerated him. Miyagi-san could tell that that the man was of a well-to-do family. He had a quiet confident air around him that was usually typical amongst people who came from old rich families. But this man also seemed the type who did not want to draw attention to himself. He did look like he appreciated the good things in life with the way he carried himself. He could have been shopping in one of the more expensive big supermakets in the city yet here he was shopping in a humble family-owned grocery store. “Would that be all, sir?” Miyagi-san smiled courteously at the man before him as he scanned the items from the shopping basket. A box of toothpaste, a toothbrush, a loaf of bread, a jar of cream cheese spread, a razor, a six-pack of beer, two bags of potato chips, a can of shaving cream and a car magazine. Bachelor no doubt, Miyagi-san thought. The man nodded and handed him the cash for his purchase and quietly left the store. And almost on cue, the happy smile was still written clearly over Shingyouji's face. Running a family-owned grocery store has always been different compared to company-owned establishments. Miyagi-san's family were known to be good employers and have always treated their employees with respect and made them feel like family. Such traits were valued very highly by both customers and employees and their loyalty and patronage had kept the business thriving for many years. He always liked Shingyouji and did make him feel like he was family. He had learned enough from him including the divorce his family have gone through and had even been introduced to his grandmother once. A sweet little old lady but a strong woman nonetheless. “Shingyouji-kun!” “Hai?” “Have you had lunch yet?” Shingyouji looked at his watch then looked back at him and shook his head. “Go have lunch then...Nobu-san, could you mind the register here for a while?” Nobu-san, one of their senior employees nodded and took over register while he and Shingyouji walked towards the pantry room. “Shingyouji-kun...?” “Miyagi-san...?” “I've been noticing something about you these past few weeks.” Miyagi-san was stirring at his cup of tea as he looked at him. “Eh?” Shingyouji looked at him and smiled just as he was about to take another bite off his teriyaki sandwich. “You've been rather a little too friendly with that tall fellow. I have never seen him before but he's been coming here every week for the past several weeks now.” Miyagi-san took a sip of his tea but his eyes still observing Shingyouji's face. Shingyouji was now torn between biting into the sandwich or putting it down and pretend he has a stomach ache. What the hell? Was I THAT obvious? Damn it. He was cursing himself inwardly. What to do? What to do? “Anou...didn't you say that here at Sakura Grocery we give our customers service with a smile? I was just trying to do my job.” Oh crap...oh crap...Shingyouji swallowed. He was trying to keep his smile but his eyes were visibly worried. “Oh so you're telling me now...how I should run my business? Is that what you're implying Shingyouji-kun?” Miyagi-san raised an eyebrow at him. “Ah?! No! Not at all. That's not what I was implying!” “Relax.” Miyagi-san smiled, amused at Shinggyouji's face. Shinggyouji reminded him of a deer caught in headlights. He looked very animated with him waving with his hand to his face like that. Shinggyouji looked at his half-eaten sandwich. A part of him felt a sense of relief but still a large part of him remained worried about the conversation they were having. What did Miyagi-san notice about him? Was he so obvious? It's not like he could help it whenever Misu visited the store. He couldn't help but feel very happy when he was there. He looked forward to every week when he would drop by. It was very special for him. It meant a lot. “I've seen how you look at that fellow. The way you behave whenever he showed up at this store. Of course, you're friendly to our customers but you seem to give this particular guy special attention.” “I'm not sure what you mean, Miyagi-san.” Kami-sama...I am so dead. “You like that guy, don't you?” Miyagi-san didn't pull any punches. He was known for being frank with people. “Eh?” Shingyouji looked at him shocked. His face growing pale. His heartbeat ringing loud in his ears. How was he going to explain this? Will he deny that he didn't like Misu. That would be a big lie. Of course, he liked him. Gods, he is in love with him! They live together for crying out loud! But of course he couldn't cry out loud with such a confession. Not to just anyone and certainly not to his own boss. He felt himself go weak. He thought he was being careful. He hated the fact that he can be so easy to read. What would happen to Misu if he found out? He would get mad at him for sure. He didn't want an argument with him. He hated quarrels. Miyagi-san could see the conflict in the young man's eyes. He was just staring at his half-eaten sandwich on the plate. He barely even touched his water bottle. He remained quiet like he was waiting for a verdict to arrive. Ah..so that's what it is then. “What do you think am I going to do with you?” “Fire me.” Shingyouji replied defeatedly, his eyes fixated on his plate. His mind was racing as to what to do next. He had to look for another job and where was he going to get another job that was as flexible as this one? Where he could balance his studies and work? He liked working at Sakura Grocery. He didn't have to juggle two to three part-time jobs. Miyagi-san paid his employees quite well enough already. He has made good friends with the people he worked with. Even the customers liked him. What would Arata-san have to say to all this? He had been warned to be careful about revealing their relationship so as not to invite unnecessary troubles between them and what happens? His own boss reads him like a book. Shingyouji wished the ground would just swallow him right now. Miyagi-san smiled and took another sip of his tea. The fact that Shingyouji's reply assuming the worst simply meant he wasn't denying that he did like the tall fellow who came by the store. “You kids these days are so jumpy. You panic way too easily. Why would I want to lose one of my best workers and risk hiring a moron? That's not good for business. Don't you agree?” Shingyouji only nodded in reply. He still wasn't sure where this conversation was going. It did feel like he could relax now but he still felt like he was not in the clear. Was he going to walk on egg shells from now on?

Since I'm in a Vanilla-craze LOL... Vanilla - Gackt 君は誠実なmoralist　綺麗な指でボクをなぞる 僕は純粋なterrorist　キミの想うがままに 革命が起きる 恋に縛られたsupecialist　長い爪を立てられたボク 愛を確かめたいegoist　キミの奥までたどりつきたい 君の顔が遠ざかる ah　ボクがボクで無くなる前に 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ　もっと 深く 狂おしいくらいに慣れた唇が　溶け合うほどに ボクは… キミの… Vanilla 「…ナンテ気取りすぎ」　そんなcoolなキミはplastic 熱い眼差しにはecologist　その燃えるくちづけがもどかしい 歪んでいくキミの顔が ah　僕がボクでいられマスように 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ　もっと 速く 苦しいくらいに 濡れた唇が　言葉なんてもう 君と… 僕not… Burning love ah いくつ朝を迎えれば　ah 夜は終わるのだろうか ah 空に散りばめられた　ah 白い花にかこまれていく 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ 「I've seen a tail.」 悔しいくらいに　キミにハマってるのに A crew sees cring knees, I wanna need. Not betray!! 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ　もっと 君を 狂おしいくらいに慣れた腰つきが 　溶け合うほどに 君は… ボクの… 番人だ

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I'm about to watch Takumi-kun: Pure. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I'm sooooooooooooooper excited. The long wait is finally over. In a few minutes, downloading will be completed and I am gonna enjoy the English sub. *dances*

Yaoi is my happiness...I am happy right now 'cause I'm reading n'watching yaoi!...XD

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I think we are all perverts for signing on to a yaoi site in the first place :msn_red_fox 2 I'm definitely a pervert though. I have even gone so far as to bringing things up to my boyfriend about if he would ever kiss another guy lol. But unfortunately I didn't get the response I was hoping for :cuteonion53: lol But anyways, I hate when yaoi gets censored! I want to be able to see EVERYTHING :msn_red_fox 10 lol. Like I don't know if anyone has read the Gravitation DJ mangas but OMG :7yoyo10: That's what I like to see! EVERYTHING!

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