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Title: Yannacchaukurai Aishiteru Manga ALT. names: やんなっちゃうくらい愛してる I Can't Stop Loving You! Pure Love (french) Yannacchau Kurai Aishiteru Original run: 2003 Description: Kyouji is a Buddhist exorcist, and although he can't see ghosts, his best friend and lover, Yu, can! Maybe they'd go all the way if Yu's incredible supernatural strength could be held in check. How can a steamy, sexy relationship survive such obstacles? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Takakura Row Drawn by: Takakura Row Group(s) Scanlating: Hochuuami Status: Complete Genres: Action, School Life, Sci-fi, Supernatural, Yaoi Categories: Demons Main Characters: Kyouji, Yu Adaptation based on available: N/A Read Yannacchaukurai Aishiteru Online: Yannacchaukurai Aishiteru Download link: (MediaFire): Volume 1 Volume 2 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Tokyo Aristocrat Company: Fusyro Mini Rating: 18+ Year: 2005 Platform: PC Size: approx. 50MB Download Tokyo Aristocrat Yaoi Game: Link Mirror Link How to download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ok, guys, just drool over it... The art is called Holyland (by ecchi-mia)

"10 days of Pure" Last day! ② Everyone sorry for the waitting Top 3 of Takumi-kun Series "Pure" you "Favorite Scenes" 3rd Best "Cafe Scene" The interactions between Misu and Shingyouji and also the reaction of Takumi, Gii and Akaike, and Gii’s respond to Sagara-senpai. All the scene here was generally popular. 2nd Best "The dressing room scene" The look of love and dreamy between Misu and Shingyouji. This was also a very popular! Now the 1st "Scenes of Misu smiling at the Shingyouji’s sleeping face in the student council room" This was the far best chosen by people! This scene wasn’t in the script and also even among the cast and crew this scene was quite popular too! I will like to give you a bonus for today, Takumi-kun Series "Pure" the last scene. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yjcFQG_zkQ HAPPY END • • • Now, today we had a sneak preview of Takumi-kun Series "That, sunny blue sky" at Nagoya. Did you seen it, How was it? Tomorrow is the last day of July, we will give you Special edition of "10 days of Pure" Now I am done with last day... But, still there is this special edition... As alway... --;;; I don't know when I will do that... I just hardly finish this... --;;; I just hope I didn't do any mistake... -- Any way enjoy and see you later! ^^

Alternative Titles: A Touch of Fever; Hatachi No Binetsu; 二十才の微熱; The Slight Fever of a Twenty Year Old Director: Ryosuke Hashiguchi Country: Japan Year: 1993 Running Time: 114 minutes Plot Summary: Yoshihiko and Masashi play Tatsuru and Shinichiro, respectively, both young male hustlers in Japan. The older one, Tatsuru, disconnects himself from his emotions in order to perform his job. The younger Shinichiro, meanwhile, grows uncomfortable with the work once he has fallen in love with Tatsuru. After Shinichiro gets thrown out of his parents' house, he stays at Tatsuru's apartment, and their once casual relationship awkwardly develops into something else. Download A Touch of Fever Movie: Download Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title : Hatsu-koi, First Love Year: 2007 Country : Japan Language : Japanese Subtitle(s) : English Genre : Drama | Romance | Crime | Gay Themed Plot/Synopsis: Tadashi has fallen in love with his classmate, Kota, and doesn't dare to tell anyone. This destroys all hope he ever had of getting together with Kota. Thoroughly depressed, Tadashi meets a gay couple on the train. Hiroki and Shinji are fascinating... In Hatsu-Koi, director Imaizumi Koichi tells a story about coming of age, coming out and a gay marriage that is sprinkled with both love and comedy, at the centre of which is a teenager who doesn't yet know what he wants. Watch Hatsu-koi BL Movie Online: Hatsu-koi BL Movie Download Hatsu-koi BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Join the files with HJSplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Ze Manga ALT. names: 是-ZE- 是—ze— 梦是永恒 神幻之家 Original run: 2004 Description: In the weird house of Wakeari, Raizou has fallen in love. His object of desire is Kon. Even though Kon is an antisocial pretty boy, he does not laugh at Raizou. As the intense love scene of the tenants continues day after day, Raizou begins to like Kon more and more. At the same time, Kon is doing a secret "job" for clients that come to the house... The Love Destiny that you can't escape from by Yuki Shimizu commences now! Manga-type: Manga Written by: Shimizu Yuki Drawn by: Shimizu Yuki Published by: Shinshokan Group(s) Scanlating:GokuMew2, Peccatore Sanctuary, Petapepy, cpr34, lil kuma Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Comedy, Drama, Fantasy, Mature, Smut, Supernatural, Tragedy, Yaoi Categories: Age-gap; Megane; Demons; Love Triangle Main Characters: Raizou, Kon Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Rules, Ze - Fan Book Read Ze Manga Online: Ze Download Ze Manga (MediaFire): Volume 1 Volume 2 Volume 3 Volume 4 Volume 5 Extra (2012) Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Mob for Jack Manga ALT. names: N/A Original run: 2009 Description: Jack looks like an innocent boy on the outside, but his body actually yearns for a man. What happens when he joins the military and someone there finds out about his secret? Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Zaria Drawn by: Zaria Status: Completed Genres: Adult, Drama, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Rape, BDSM, Tragedy Main Characters: Jack Recommendations: Seifukusha Download Mob For Jack Manga Chapter 1 Chapter 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Gloomy salad days Country: Taiwan Plot: Gloomy salad days is one drama based on the anime Hell girls. It includes many short stories about the loves which are banned in the school like: love between teacher and student, boy n boy, girl n girl...... Here I only post 2 episodes which talks about BL...! Download Gloomy Salad Days Movie -Mediafire- Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 Episode 13 Episode 14 Episode 15 Episode 16 Episode 17 Episode 18 Episode 19 Final episode Enjoy^^ Nice weekend to all of you guys...! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Hi, here's chap 10. It's a little well...nothing much but just in case i put it like this... Hope you enjoy... Spell… Chapter 10 ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys liked it... Thank you, always, for the suport... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3:

"10 days of Pure" Day 9 Hello Day 9 of "10 day of Pure"! Around this time you expected and hope for this person to come and he did came this time too... Everyone, it’s director Yokoi here, it's been a while. I would like to talk a little bit about "Pure". The Fourth series "Pure" focus on Misu and Shingyouji unlike the Takumi-kun series has been made so far. So to me this becomes strong element work of another story of Takumi-kun series. So I tried to maintain the element of series at same time I tried some new stuff in the movie. For example, music in the "Pure", we got quite a few new songs been written for this movie. There is reason for new music to add it in. If we consist used only existing song might made strong feeling absence of Takumi and Gii. So we ask Endo, Koji-san for new themes music for Takabayashi and Yoshizawa, and themes music for Misu and Shingyouji. However, continue with the series by theme song (when I got data from Endo-san it was name "Takumi-theme"), and Insert song (music play during the Misu & shingyouji looked at each othe two years ago after the entrance exam. We simply mane this "takumi-04"), this two songs work aware to connected to each story. Also we use music slightly different from previous, we play each song longer then previous movie. The location of British Hills was centered factors of movie, so the two major pieces to go along will give you feel of unity of British Hills and same time when music progresses that will give you this is different work from before. "PURE" and "the distance between him and the moon," I want to make a milestone on the music as connection between two works to link each other, but also show that the each scene is independent in same time. This is first time I attempt to proceed with difference in three couples, so I focus on the visual aspect of the difference on them. There are only few scenes of Takumi and Gii because of the scheduling, but still I try to show the relationship between this two by keep frames of this two together as possible. Also the Misu and Shingyouji are the main in this movie, so we try show this two feeling closely as possible by arrange cut in detail on the movements and facial expressions. (This was close feeling of main shoot of Takumi and Gii in the "Beauty") Aspect of Yoshizawa and Takabayashi’s straggle of express of feeling to each other, I thought it will be best we select a same location and the repeating the same situation in the same way. Particularly this couple doesn’t say much, so that is why we chose to putting the music and repeating aspect in it (this doesn’t express much in the movie, but I think in the Bonus, "the distance between him and the moon," had better representation of it. I personally love it.) The changing the way of viewing of each couple did make each couple look more impressive. This "Pure" was made in different approach from before, I like it very much. Yokoi "10 days of Pure" Tomorrow we will announce "your favorite scene!" Sorry for late post... -- I still have to do last day... It will be in two part... I will finish by tonight(my time) and post soon as I can... I still not feel well... but, I try my best... so enjoy!

As soon as i looked at him, to face him, to order him to let me go, i saw a side of Shu i never, ever seen before. It was shocking... The usually, charming, all composed, even sexy business man, was looking more like a rag, an old, used, tearing one... It was sad to look at. “Please Hana, i can’t live without you...i’m so alone...i haven’t been with anyone, i didn’t even have sex with anyone, since you left, i’m all by myself, i miss you so much...please, come home, i swear i’ll change everything you think is wrong about me...i’ll try harder, i won’t fool around. But please, return to me...please give me another chance.” My already, slowly healing, heart broke to another thousand pieces all over again. I felt my legs, loose all their strength, but i hang on to a bright smile and a warm embrace, which suddenly became all my reasoning... All the inner strength i had to pull myself together when we broke up, all the seconds telling to myself it was all for the best for us to break up, to just let him be, he was once again taking everything away, but i wasn’t going to let him do it..Not this time. “I’m sorry Shu...I’m so very sorry you’re like this now...But i no longer wish to have anything to deal with you. The night i walked out of that house, all the feelings i had for you died.(pain)” “It can’t be Hana...(tremble)we were together for two whole years, you couldn’t have forgotten me already...It’s impossible, right?.” “Impossible you say(sigh)...Well, not impossible Shu, sorry but this is the reality... I won’t come back to you...I gave you my everything once(pain), and you treated me like i was trash(pain)...at first i won’t deny that, there was a time when i really felt you loved me, and i (pain)appreciate you for that...But we are different Shu, i started to realize that a long time ago, but i was...so afraid to be all alone that i hung myself to that small, little thing you gave me...But today(pain) i know it’s not enough for me...” “Hana...I’ll give you everything, I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING...” “No you won’t...and no you didn’t...you gave me what you thought was enough to make me all happy and quiet, but i always secretly wished for more...” “What do you want from me...? Then tell me i’ll do it, i’ll try, i swear to you to make up for everything i did wrong so far...so please, just think about it...We were happy once, i can make you happy, much happier that before, all over again...” “I don’t think so Shu...” “Why not?!...Unless you already found someone?” I felt my throat dry but i had to give him an answer. It wasn’t hard to say....a simple “yes” would do but, for this little word to come out of my mouth, i was finding it really hard to do so. Was it out of pity or was i afraid of getting Mina involved? I mean Mina knew Shu, and even if Shu didn’t remember Mina, there’ll surely be a problem later...a big one... But i hold on to my little braveness and said... “Yes Shu...i do.” “Is that so...” The man before me looked broken, beyond repair... But even if i felt so much sorry for him, i couldn’t let him have the best of me... I had to be strong, i had to protect what i promised Mina...and i would do so. “Sorry Shu, i love him... I won’t leave him for no one...you know i don’t fall in love easily, and that i don’t give in to anyone unless i really want to...But he is special, and he makes me feel so special too...” “I see...” “I have to go back to the office now...Now is really goodbye Shu. Please, don’t look for me anymore, i’m happy, you should try to find your happiness as well...” “You’re my happiness Hana...” I felt something so heavy being lift off my shoulders... And i was finally able to stand on my own two feet...with all my strength restored. “You found that out too late...I’m sorry..i really should go.” I left him there, in the freezing cold, just like he left me so many times when i waited for him to come back home...to come back to me...but, i gave a hard breath in and went inside the building. He stood there, alone. I didn’t look back anymore... Truth is i felt like i closed a chapter in my life. And i was relieved i did so. And tonight i would face Mina with a different confidence in me... I couldn’t believe it myself, i said it, and out loud too... I loved him...He was mine, and i was his... ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys like it it's a litte shorterhan usual cause, i separeted what i wrote in two parts, cause chap 10 it's almost ready and i'll be posting it soon as well... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3::leaf3:

Here it is chap 9... Hope you guys like it Spell... Chapter 9 When i woke up, i felt something really heavy on top of me. I tried to move but it was hard to get away from those strong arms, the more i tried to get loose the more they gripped tight. “Mina, i need to get up, please let me go...” “(muffed) No...it’s still early Hana-san, stay here a little while longer...(tight hug)” Oh my...so cute... “I have to Mina-san...” He started to move away... “Ok but i’ll get up as well, i’ll cook you breakfast...” He blinked an eye tom me and I felt warm just from his kindness... It was good to know he was there for me, it felt right... I was blushing like an idiot all over again.... “But Hana-san...don’t you want to give me a good morning kiss...?” I blushed even harder right on the spot, what was with that kind of question this early in the morning... “Mina-san!... Please i have to get ready...uh...don’t ask such things like this...” “Ok...” The sad, dejected look he had was unbearable, i just felt like hugging him again, kiss him a lot and never let go...even so i left the room, i was running a little late. I really needed a shower... I got to the bathroom and kept thinking about what was said on the day before. It seemed surreal. The words, the actions...They really happened... And i promised to be with him... Was i being too little cautious about this, or over cautious....Did i loved him or was this just an incredible attraction? I was getting confused so i decided to drop the thought. “We’ll see how this goes... i will take my conclusions later.” I got dressed so i could got to work, and when i got to the living room , he had already set the table, breakfast served, a huge smile on his face, like he didn’t saw me for like a year, all waiting for me...I loved that. “Hana-san i have to work today, my part-time at the bar is today so...i’ll be a little late but, can i come to meet you when i finish?” Another blush... “Don’t you have a house to go to?” “Well i do, but i rather stay with Hana-san....if you don’t mind...” Well i didn’t mind! Between spending the nights alone, laying in a bed all alone i much rather have him with me these cold nights. Not because of the cold, but because the warmth he brought to me was unlike anything else, unlike anyone... But i just couldn’t tell him that. “Well i don’t mind...so you can...just make sure you don’t wake me up (blush)...” He got closer and whispered... “I don’t know if i can do that.... (soft kiss)” “Mina-san...(hard blush)” “But i’ll try...it’s going to be really hard but i’ll try not to wake you... (smile)” I tried to change the subject. “Do you really have to work at that place...? I mean, i’m not judging or anything but don’t you belong to a very big, important family...? What are you doing working in a place like that...?” There was this drastic change in his expression... “It’s complicated Hana-san...” I felt insecure for the first time... “But you can talk to me right, i mean you can see me as a friend as well, if you need someone to talk to, you can confide in me, you know that, right?” “(soft kiss) Hana-san is so good to me... (smile)” I felt getting warm again...the closeness, and the way he spoke to me where like weapons against my desire, and i always lost to them... “Mina-san please...i really should be going...” I got out of the table, so i could take a safe distance...Another word, another touch and i would be lost... “Ok...work hard Hana-san...” “Thank you, you too... I’ll see you later then...” And i was out the door. As i was walking, i felt happy, the kind of feeling you have, when everything’s right, when happiness was just there for me to grab it. But a darkness came to obscure almost all the light... He didn’t explain, what happened with his family. The why was he working in that bar, when he belonged to a much brighter, amazing place... The thought occupied my entire mind, throughout the day, and didn’t let go. The reason behind it was because i was feeling that happiness from the morning fade... My heart was feeling small, and the pain, coming like waves as soon as i remembered his words, became worse. “What did he meant with...”it’s complicated”...I wish he could tell me, i don’t want him to feel bad, or to think i’m unreliable... I’m here for him.” Was it really so complicated, that he just didn’t want me to know, or was i a bother to be told about these things? “Man, i got to give my head a five minute break...” I went to grab a few things from the cafeteria and, all by myself went to eat at the garden below. It was freezing, but the cold air, helped to clear my mind. “I will talk to him later about it, i’ll wait for him to arrive, and trap him. I will make him say everything because i don’t want to feel like this... I hate it.” I finished my food and was about to get in the office building when, a person standing only a few steps from me looked terribly familiar. “Can i talk to you Hana?” Shu? Again? What did he want now, wasn’t what he told me two days ago enough...? “Please, i’m trying so hard to get away from everything related to you, so...why do you have to come here, again....?” “Please Hana(tremble)...Come back to me.” They destroyed my world in that moment...Those words. How could he? What did he want with saying that? What was he after? My destruction...? “Goodbye Shu. Don’t ever speak to me again, don’t ever look for me again...Forget about me. I’ll do the same thing about you.” I turned away, but he grabbed me.

Well here goes nothing Story status : Well Hana found out Shu was betraying him, and still at the bar he's so drunk he needs the help of Mina, a dancer at that same bar... But now Hana is better, and has to face everything that has happend to him... So what will he do? Hope you enjoy. Spell – Chapter 2 While I was standing behind the stage, I watched all his performance… There weren’t words good enough to describe it. How could something so beautiful be made by a person, I wondered… “I have a boyfriend right now…Do I really want to do this? Am I this kind of person? Yes, he is unbelievable, so much that I don’t trust my eyes right now but…did I really mean it? No…. I didn’t, and since I became a bit sober I should apologize for my behavior and go home… I would work things out with Shu.” Or better settle them once and for all. I won’t let this continue, this miserable life, this empty feeling hovering on me every second of every day… Enough was enough and things would end between us tonight. I finally stoop up, and went to find the ”dancing man” (jeez i didn’t even know his name, how embarrassing)… I went to met him, and he was talking to someone. I got a little closer, I was so ashamed with myself that my face felt like was it was being cooked inside out… “Ok…relax, say hello, say sorry for everything and thank you….and then go home. Ok this is a good plan, sigh…” When I almost got by his side I recognized the person he was talking to. Shu was standing there holding the other guy’s hand, talking to the dancer, he seemed to be praising him. Then the other guy also shook the dancer hand and they left after only a few seconds. I stood there watching the all scene, like a movie…unable to do or say anything. It was nerve racking…”Just calm down…one thing at the time.” I took 2 steps forward and he looked back at me with that same dazzling smile of his. “I there…Feeling better now? Do ya need a cab or I could walk ya home if you’re still not ok?!” I thought about it again…Having the possibility of having him seemed almost too good(or not, maybe he wasn’t gay right…I just assumed that due to his work place…I could be wrong). “Stop it, just stop it” I thought to myself, I got have a hold on my feelings and this is not the best way… “Thank you so much for today, you really helped me out…”I smiled shyly…I didn’t want him to see my face, I was probably horrible from all that crying so I kept my head down. “I’m so sorry for causing a commotion here, I was just feeling a little down and I kind of drank too much…so I’m really sorry for that. Hum, you don’t need to bother about me now, I’m fine so I’m heading home while I’m feeling better…” I turned around so I could leave, but he grabbed one of my hands. “So you would just leave without even telling me you’re name cutie?” “Ahah, cutie yeah right...”-I managed to say-“but thanks anyway…” I extended my other hand. “I’m Hana.” Just when I thought he was going to shake mine he pulled my entire arm to himself, holding my waist he took my lips without giving me a chance to back away… “I’m Mina. Nice to meet ya Hana” He licked the top of my mouth once again and gave that killer smile, his voice was soft velvet in my ears, all of my neck hair stood up… The balance I was so strongly trying to keep broke and I almost hit the floor. Knees shaking, head spinning… Was all of this for real?! I broke his embrace and gave some distance between us… There was no way I wouldn’t give in if he so much touched the tip of my finger… It was such an arousing feeling, that all parts of my body were pleading for. “What the hell you think you’re doing mister?” “Well that was my thank you gift…” He joked. “I don’t think I ever gave you permission for such, and I already thanked you for everything, so there was really no need for you to do that…” “I just felt like it…You’re so cute” he teased. “I’m…wha…well goodbye.” That one got me that’s for sure… I turned around the fastest I could, but my feet were still deceiving me. Trying to keep my balance on alcohol and such an excited state was no good to keep my body moving accordingly to the way I wanted it. I rushed thru the door… I was able to feel the cold air outside, and my head became clearer. I heard footsteps behind me. “Hey ya sure you don’t need me to walk ya home… I really don’t mind ya know.” “I’m positive. Good night.” I went my way… I don’t know why but I still glanced behind for a long time, until I could no longer see him. Gosh I hoped he didn’t saw me looking at him like an idiot. Soon, as I was walking the important issue came to my mind. After all that has happened tonight I still have to go home, and have a life changing moment. Tonight was final. Tonight I would let him go. The thought of regret started building inside of me, but I couldn’t realize if I was regretting the situation I was about to face, or the fact that I didn’t do it earlier. Do I really love him? At that point I wasn’t so sure anymore. The sense of freedom became a scary feeling, I didn’t want to spend my life alone… Alone… That thought brought me back to old memories. To the time we swore to never let go of each others hands. To the time we picked our house, to the time I bought him a hideous sweater that he hated but told me he loved it because I gave it to him… “Oh god… I’m breaking breaking inside.” Every step I took towards that door brought me a memory, and every memory brought me even more pain… “What did I do wrong…? Where did I fail you…? I only took time loving you and you go and do something like this to me….You promised (sob)…Ya prom (sob)….” “I HATE YOU…I HATE YOU FROM MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY…” My knees gave away and I fell on the snow covered floor crying… I stood there for what it looked like an eternity. My body was frozen from standing for too long on top of the snow. At least all the things I remembered we’re good, and that gave me strength to lift my head and walk the rest of the way… I was now standing in my front door, hand on the knob… Too scared to open it. But I had to. I took a deep breath and I walked in.

Title: Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~; オメルタ Omerta ～沈黙の掟～ Release Date: 22 April 2011 Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~ オメルタ～沈黙の掟～ is the latest Boys Love game by Karin Entertainment. Plot: Omerta is defined as a code of silence practiced by the Mafia; a refusal to give evidence to the police about criminal activities. Set in future Japan. Film-noir theme. Modern Tokyo is now a dystopian immigrant city ruled by crime syndicates. Stirring passions between hot-blooded men entangled in hatred, love, betrayal and loyalty. They classified it under: Love and Revenge Hard BL Game (PILP) System Requirements: OS： Windows2000/XP/Vista/7 CPU： PentiumIII 600Mhz minimum （PentiumIII 1Ghz recommended） RAM： 256MB min （512MB recommended） HDD： 3．0GB min （4.5GB recommended） DirectX： DirectX 9.0 Download Links:Part 1 contains a .rar file with the patch on it. Join with HJSplit or 7zip Download Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 After installing, copy paste the alsignup patch to the game install directory and just click the .exe icon. Note: Extract the files with winrar. Mount the iso with DaemonTools and install the game. Extract the patch (alsignup_100723b.exe) in the folder with the omerta.exe. Then double click on alsignup_100723b.exe *For a picture guide on how to install it, check this post (by ayachan94) *For Omerta's walkthrough (made by sarah3161) click here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

TitleFarewell My Concubine Director: Kaige Chen Writers: Pik Wah Li (novel), Pik Wah Li (screenplay), and 2 more credits » Stars:Leslie Cheung, Fengyi Zhang and Li Gong Year: 1993 Length: 171 mins Storyline: "Farewell, My Concubine" is a movie with two parallel, intertwined stories. It is the story of two performers in the Beijing Opera, stage brothers, and the woman who comes between them. At the same time, it attempts to do no less than squeeze the entire political history of China in the twentieth century into a three-hour time-frame. [Its plot is rather long and complex, you can see it specifically here] Extra information: Bawang Bie Ji is a very very well-known movie, the one of the central works of the Fifth Generation movement that brought Chinese film directors to world attention. It gained many awards and nominations for the best movie of all times. Farewell My Concubine remains to date the only Chinese-language film to win the Cannes Palme d'Or. About the main character Leslie Chung: Leslie Cheung Kwok-Wing (12 September 1956 – 1 April 2003) was a film actor and musician from Hong Kong. Cheung was bisexual and once said in an interview in Time magazine: "It's more appropriate to say I'm bisexual. I've had girlfriends. When I was 22 or so, I asked my girlfriend Teresa Mo (his colleague in ATV of the time) to marry me. He also had another publicized love with another man named "Tong". In 1997 concert, he used to openly reaveal that Tong was his "most beloved" after his mother. Luckily, the Hong Kong media eventually accepted the two men's relationship and the tabloid gave Tong the nickname Tong Tong (in the style of Gor Gor). Leslie Chung Cheung committed suicide on 1 April 2003 at 6:41 pm (HKT). He leapt from the 24th floor of the Mandarin Oriental hotel, located in the Central district of Hong Kong Island. He left a suicide note saying that he had been suffering from depression. He was 46 years old. Despite numerous tabloid rumors, he denied his homosexual/bi-sexual orientation for the first half of his career, until his stance relaxed considerably after emigrating to Vancouver. In the early 1990s he became one of the few Hong Kong actors who dared to play gay characters onscreen. Download Farewell My Concubine Movie: MEDIAFIRE (torrent) Download from Minus (if you get any problem with the download link or running the movie, contact me! ) Enjoy!! This is also the most favourtie movie of mine....!!! hope you like it For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Splendid Float; Yan guang si she ge wu tuan Country: Taiwan Language : Mandarin with English sub Synopsis : Roy 'Rose' is a Taoist priest by day and a drag queen performer by night. He meets and falls for Ah Yang 'Sunny'. But when Sunny disappears without saying good bye, Roy begins to suspect that something terrible has happened. Download Splendid Float Movie Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE 1: Chinese is the default subs, you will have to choose English subtitles at your video player. NOTE 2: Make sure to extract all the files into the same folder.Unzip only the first part. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Purism Author/artist: Zaria Genre: Hard Yaoi Warning: Handjob, Rimming Groups scanlating: Pandy Status: Complete Year: 2008 Download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: 安非他命, Amphetamine Release year: 2010 Country: Hong Kong Running time: 97 minutes Plot: Kafka is straight while Daniel happens to be gay. The young men fall in love, believing that their love can bridge anything, despite their difference in sexuality and Kafka's drug-taking. Daniel does not regret his love for Kafka, who tries to love him back against his nature. But a flashback memory from Kafka's past makes it difficult for their relationship to work. It turns out that their addiction to love proves more fatal than the drugs they use to explore the boundaries of their friendship. Watch Amphetamine BL Movie Online: Amphetamine Download Amphetamine BL Movie: Amphetamine For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Dokusenyoku Manga ALT. names: 独占欲 (日向せいりょう) Monopolistic Desire Author: Hyuuga Seiryou Original run: 2008 Description: The story of the new high school teacher, Ichikura, and the younger brother of his ex-lover, Oda. Although an excellent student and member of the student council, Oda threatens Ichikura with the relationship between him and his elder brother. Is this the beginning of debauchery in the name of learning? Manga-type: Manga Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Blissful Sin Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: School Life, Yaoi Categories: Teacher-Student; Age-gap Main Characters: Ichikura, Oda Recommendations: Dorei Kyoushi!!, Sensei, Kiss Shite Ii desu ka?, Hitomi no Giwaku Read Dokusenyoku Manga Dokusenyoku Download Dokusenyoku Manga Dokusenyoku For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Furueru Yoru no Himitsugoto Manga ALT. names: ふるえる夜のひみつごと / 惊悸夜的秘密情事 / Secrecy of the Shivering Night Written by: Ogura Muku Drawn by: Ogura Muku Original run: 2008 Description: 1) Secrecy of the shivering night From Attractive Fascinante: After getting into high school, Furuya became roommate with the cute Himi. Himi keeps to himself and sleeps real early. A petite boy with a loud voice, Himi is terrified of darkness because of a tremor he suffered when he was a kid. On the other hand, Furuya is afraid of bright lights and gets real nervous when he’s feeling uneasy. How would they help each other to overcome the fears? 2) Only waiting for you 3) La-la. Bye bye 4) The innocence of a young bird 5) After that... Extra from "Secrecy of the shivering night" 6) Afterword 7) Extra Manga-type: Manga Published by: Taiyou Tosho Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, School Life, Slice of Life, Yaoi Categories: All-Boys School; School Life; Drama; Teacher - Student; Unrequited Love Main Characters: Furuya, Himi Recommendations: Hibi Koikoi Read Furueru Yoru no Himitsugoto Online Furueru Yoru no Himitsugoto Download link removed by scanlator's request

Title: Bitansan Renai [soda-Pop Love] Mangaka: HINODE Heim Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Extra) Scanlator: Nakama Summary: There's a guy that's been on my mind - Michinaga. One day he told me, "Taka, I have a crush on the teacher". But it hurts me to see his pained expression. Forget about that teacher. Forget about love that'll never bloom. Choose me instead... Taka and Michi, Michi and the teacher, the teacher and Taka's older brother... Where will all their one-sided feelings take them? Read Bitansan Renai Online Bitansan Renai Download Bitansan Renai Manga Volume 1 Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Boyfriend Pairing: Subaru/Yasu Mangaka: Asatsuki Plot: Short stories with the couple Link: Boyfriend (Uploading.com) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

A pair of high school students, Kei Kurono and Masaru Kato, are hit by a subway train, after saving the life of a homeless drunk who had fallen onto the tracks. Following their deaths, Kurono and Kato find themselves transported —alive and well— along with a number of people who have also just died, to the interior of a Tokyo condominium. They are unable to leave, as the outside door and all the windows can not be opened, and cell phones do not work. At one end of the room is a featureless black sphere known as "Gantz". The series regularly introduces new characters. Most of them are killed off almost as quickly as they appear, though after a time, a stable cast of veterans forms. After some time in the room, music is played, and the Gantz sphere opens up, revealing a bald naked man with a breathing mask and wires attached to his head, and three racks protruding from it, that offer various items for them to use. These include the custom fitting black suits Gantz makes for each of them, giving them great strength, speed, jumping ability, and some level of protection from harm, a controller which act as a radar and stealth unit, and three types of guns. When the Gantz sphere opens, green text appears on the surface of the sphere, informing those present that their lives have ended. The following words appear on the black sphere's surface: "Your lives have ended. What you do with your new lives is entirely up to me. That's the theory, anyway." (The ADV translations have it as "Your lives are over, you bastards. What you do with your new lives is for me to decide. So there you have it.") A picture and brief information is shown of some of the Gantz Targets, Gantz ordering them to go and kill them. All but one target shown thus far, have been aliens living on Earth, which take on a wide variety of forms(dinosaurs, robots, statues, etc.) After a period of time which varies between missions, everyone except Gantz are transported to the location of the mission. Those sent cannot return from the mission until all enemies have been killed, or the time limit has run out. If they survive a successful mission, each individual is awarded points for the aliens they have killed. They are then allowed to leave, and live their lives as they see fit until Gantz summons them back again for the next mission. When someone gets a hundred points, they are presented with the hundred point menu and given the option of being set free and forget about this, get an extremely powerful new weapon, or revive someone from the databanks who has died.

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

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I'm just wondering why there is a very long 3-4 hours session timeout? It makes it really hard to know if someone is on the forum sometimes when in actuality they are not online anymore (sometimes for hours). It also makes the forum bloated with guests, most from search engines so then number keep piling until the session expires. I know the default for forums is usually 15 mins, which is a good time frame. The only reason I can think of is that it will show very few members being online, but I think it's better that way, since I know who is actually online.

Regarding the problem with staying logged in, it's best if you use the 'remember me' function if its your personal computer. If you don't log out, the chances of the next person who uses the computer can be logged into your account is higher, since the session does not expire for a few hours. As for the status, from what I know there are only 3, online, invisible, and offline.

Gackt is weird personified xD Okey okey Gackt... You're the

鼠ドル looks like Mana-sama

Lyrics of my own song: Chorus: Lalala♩░ I Love Yaoi...nanananana! Yaoi is Awesome! nananana!♩.๑۩۞۩๑ ★彡 ...XD (repeat 2x) XD...awkward you say?...XD...aheheh.... Its says:Post favorite lyrics and such..It didn't specifically say that it has to be a song made by singers...XD

Well I am glad you like it... ^^ And for the question... not special photobook like Rainbow... But, they did had some kind of photobook... I just didn't find full on Just some pages from it... So I can't tell you they have or don't have one... --;;; There are still far more we don't know or miss... So I just try to keep up with the info... I am waitting for Dai-chan's blog post... Somehow it not on yet... T T Oh, from the Mao-kun blog post... They had earthquake... I hope every one is fine... --;;;

Other question... When Baba-kun was chose to play role of Misu at the Detail of Beauty... He read two original Takumi-kun series books... Can you guess which one?

It was from special question from 5th blog about July 18th... Mio Acaba who play Katakura-kun at Detail of Beauty was in the first Takumi-kun series movie... Do you know what role he play?

"10 day of Pure" Last day! ① Good evening everyone Today is the last day of "10 days of Pure!" We received your "favorite scenes" I would like to introduce some of your favorite scene. • Shingyouji running in the rain scene • Scene of Misu and Shingyoujin at cafeteria 2 years ago • Misu and Shingyouji’s oral initiate chocolate kiss in the student council room • Scene of Misu collapse after Music Festival (Shingyouji, Takumi, Gii and Akaike's reaction at that time) • Scene where Misu tell Shingyouji "Don’t get too close to Hayama, it irritates me..." • Scene of 2 years ago, the moment Misu and Shingyouji’s eyes met each other and looking each other • In early scene of Misu pat Shingyouji’s head(I don’t know it for cafeteria or after chocolate kiss --;; ) • Scene where Gii look at Takumi when Takumi ask Shingyouji for date in the Tanabata day. • Scene Gii said to Takumi, " If I meddle, and Misu ends up hating me even more, it’ll be all your fault! If that happened I take full responsibility for the blame on Takumi " Takumi hug Gii and Gii pat Takumi’s head • Last scene Takumi lay his head on Gii’s shoulder and looking up at the starry sky at Tanabata night • Scene Misu looking at Yoshizawa like as a frined. • Scene Shingyouji refuse Misu’s offer and leave (conflict between two) • Scene Takabayashi lie down on the Gii’s bed • Scene Takabayashi put his head on the Yoshizawa’s shoulders • Scene Yoshizawa and Takabayashi reconciliation in Room 400 • Scene Shingyouji try to act tough when Misu refused his invitation date on Tanabata day • Scene Shingyouji looking at the Misu writing in the student council room • Scene 2 years ago, when Shingyouji cry • Scene Misu put the chocolate wrap on Shingyouji’s shirt pocket • Scene 2 years ago, Misu said, "Crybaby boy-kun" to Shingyouji and that moment Shingyouji decide to become a man Misu will fall in love to • Scene Shingyouji called, “Arata-san!” and Misu looking at him with face expression of troublesome • Scene Yoshizawa come running front of Cross at the church • • Scenes where each Yoshizawa and Takabayashi talk to Gii • Scene Takumi and Shingyouji doing a Tanabata decorations • Scene Shingyouji witness the Misu having a phone call when come out from bath This time, we have so many wonderful scenes! ! And now final top three to come… Top 3 is right after this! ^^

I like it a lot! You should post more when you write

Im actually a night person.. it's just so quiet and peaceful at night lol.. but I wanna change that cause it's not helping me at all lol Do you have a motto in life? If so what is it?

Hi hi, Here it is chap 8 hope you enjoy... Arigatou to all of you who keep reading...From the bottom of my heart your support is the best... ________________________________________________________________________ Spell… Chapter 8 Truth was…I forgot. Never, for more than 2 years did I thought about the kid that messed me up badly in that afternoon. Never once, did he crossed my mind. I scratched his existence, from that day on i behaved like he never existed. I wanted to be with the person I was in love then, I wanted only him, take care of only him, to stay with him forever. Well I could say now that, I won’t, I won’t be loved like I wished, I won’t be together like I dreamed so many times we would be. I couldn’t stop the overflowing feelings inside… And the flood of tears started once more. He was standing still, looking at me, studying every one of my expressions. “Did you remember Hana-san…?” “Hum, Hum…(nod)” “Do you hate me now?!” “I…I’m confused…but I don’t hate you, I don’t think I do…” “I’m relieved(sigh)…I thought Hana san would once more dislike me…” Such a pained expression… “Once more?! I never disliked you…I just...Got all messed up that time at the Sakura meeting, I had never, ever, seen a smile like yours…a 16 year old brat messing my pace so easily(smile). I was angry at myself for feeling that way Mina-san, besides, you kept my secret right, I have only gratitude.” I caressed Mina’s face, it was so hot under my hand, like a fever, but also so comfortable… I felt he could protect me even from the worst blizzards. His eyes were shining. He got closer to me and took both of my hands on his. “I thought only about you all this time…(kiss on my hands)” His voice was low, mellow, soft…I felt like I was being confessed to in the sweetest way. My heartbeat started to speed up, and my temperature kept on rising… Mostly because he was so close to me, but also, all the things from the night before, where starting to show all over my body now. How could this be? Not even a touch yet, and all this desire built already… “Is it fate, Mina-san?!” “No…it’s love.(whisper)” He caressed my face, looking straight into my eyes never letting go, he kissed me, lightly…softly, like I was precious…valuable… “I’ve been waiting for you for too long already(hold me)….I just want to have you…Possess you. Won’t you let me stay by your side Hana…Won’t you let me love you?(whispered)Since I first saw you blushing hard by that Sakura tree(smile), I thought you we’re the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in my life. I have to have you, I thought then, but I was a kid, I kept waiting the years passed, but never once were out of my mind. You were my goal. There was nothing else I wished to have.” “You say that so easily… It’s not easy Mina-san…” “You’re talking about that guy?! He never loved you… He was always fooling around, having sex with other people, while you were left alone…” “How did you know that I was alone?” “I remembered who he was, I made friends with him at the bar I work part-time, and little at a time, he kept spitting out, that he already had someone, but it was turning boring… That he loved ya…But that you and sex, were two different matters… What the hell is that Hana…?! That’s no way of treating ya… And then I saw you that time…” There’s no way to describe the way he gaze at me then…He was desperately trying to explain something from within himself, his thoughts, his feelings… I felt a little happy, I was the source of this concern. Seemed like he was waiting for a very long time to take that away from his heart, like it was hurting him deeply. “And the way ya looked, you were breaking apart in front of my eyes and couldn’t even hold ya… I wanted to kill him for making you feel like that, to make him disappear from your heart so you could see only me…Is that asking for too much…?! Am I being greedy…Please don’t pity me, and say all ya have to say, all you think of me…cause I know I acted a little like a stalker and…” I kissed him lightly in the lips… The honesty reflected in his eyes was so obvious, like the earth being round. He didn’t have a doubt in his heart, and he was pursuing is own vision of happiness and love… I was fearful… Would it be ok giving him hope, I wanted to, but I looked back and remembered the two years of a relationship, that started beautifully and ended horribly. I don’t want that anymore. I don’t want to suffer anymore… “Won’t you give me a chance Hana-san? Won’t you let me love you, stay with you…” “I don’t know Mina-san, I’m…I…don’t know…” “Then let me show you how I want you just once more…Let me hold again, if still you don’t made up your mind…I’ll leave. I promise.” He got closer, and I could feel his desperation, could I deny that, could I deny the pleasure I know he could give me… It was hard to push him away, caressing me like that. All I could mumble were sounds of pleasure each and every time he touched a single place, a strand of hair, the whispers, so soft in my ear… I grabbed his neck and told him… “Don’t hurt me…please(tear)don’t leave me, that’s my small request if you wish to make me happy…love me more and more, never stop thinking of me… If you won’t stand then say it now, we won’t go further in this, and we will forget. If you don’t I will want you all for myself, I’ll become an egoistic person about everything about you(cry)…Will you stand that… Live only for me , love only me, do this…only to me…Could you do it?” I made him enter me, I wasn’t being able to stop wanting him anymore… Like a drug… The more you have…the more you want… The kisses weren’t enough, we wanted each other more, we caressed more, touched more… Going to a point when you wish to know each sensitive spot, what makes him gasp, breath heavily, heartbeat speed up… Could a relationship based on desire be possible? He loved me, yes… If I loved him…not yet…not just yet, but I could give him a chance, why not…. If he’s serious about it…We could try. I would keep a distance, a safe one, and for now I would go with the flow… “You’re mine(hold tight)… Never in this life will I give you to someone else… So you can bet that I’ll be here for ya, anytime, anywhere ya want me too…I became yours, the first time you looked at me, with that shyness of yours…I ain’t going nowhere, and you’re the one who needs to think if you can do it…” “I’ll try…(caress)for now I’ll be yours…Take good care of me, please…” “I will…(kiss/caress)I will…” No more words were spoken, they weren’t needed… The deep cold snow outside was a visible contrast, with the temperature inside the house… Hot, sweated windows, from our deep heavy breathing, seemed to be crying from the dropping accumulated perspiration… Making love to him, was by itself such experience, to top it off, so damn beautiful… He called me beautiful…he was the one blinding me from the world making me see only him… only his light… “You’re so perfect(breath), so beautiful(caress), (gasp)so perfect(breath)” “I love you(breath)…” The perfect contact with our bodies gave me the sense of two bells, being played at the same time, giving the most sweet melody ever made… We satisfied ourselves in each others touch, kiss, embrace… “Merry Christmas.” “Merry Christmas, Mina(kiss)…” We stared at the window watching the snow fall… Falling asleep in each other arms… The morning may bring whatever may bring. ________________________________________________________________________ Again thank you all for the support... A very big KISS f'o ya :leaf3:

Here's chap 7. Hope you guys enjoy Kiss* Spell… Chapter 7 I remembered everything… The images were popping in my head like a slide show… The warm weather, the sweet smelling breeze that caressed my face and my hair… It was like I was feeling it right then. It was May, two years ago. Me and Shu were together only for a few weeks then, we were so much in love, and I was the happiest person alive. There was nothing in this world that could make me feel bad or sad, nothing could disturb that happiness…nothing could come between us. Shu was invited by one of his friends to a Sakura sighting reunion, people would just show up to eat, drink and watch Sakura trees in bloom. An enormous mansion, the greenery that went till my eyes couldn’t reach, the pink and the green mixture was unbelievable, it was hard to believe such thing existed. I was happy he brought me along. It was just perfect for a walk in the sun. The person, who was holding this gigantic party was introduced to us. The first thing I noticed was this formal appearance and attitude, I was taken aback, I wasn’t expecting this kind of grandness, in a party where we were only watching trees… This old looking person was wearing a kimono, and you could see the different air around him, like royalty. “Shu this is kind of…” “Yeah I know, they’re one of the biggest families in the word of kabuki, ever heard of it?” “I know what kabuki is, but I really don’t like it that much… is...(whisper)well, kind of boring…” “Ahahah, well it is, but it is considered to be one of the greatest forms of art in Japan, and they are the biggest name in this business…” “Well, what’s so good about a bunch of old man dancing dressed as women…? I really don’t get it…” “Well you’ll see what I’m talking about later… My friend told me their youngest son is considered to be the best and the most beautiful person in the kabuki industry. There isn’t a single idol company that doesn’t want to get him…” “Young…How young like 40?(laugh)” “Ahahah, Hana I know the person we just made acquaintance was old but his sons are not old at all. One is 25 and the younger is only 16.” “Oh…ok then. Let’s check out their talent shall we, but watch out, I’ll be jealous if you keep staring at them too much(smile).” “(Whisper)I won’t, but you’ll have to repay me when we’re back home…” He caressed my face, and started playing with my hair. “Shu…don’t, there’s to many people. We can be seen…” “We won’t…after all the main source of attention are these beautiful Sakura trees… There’s nobody watching us.” “Is quite a sight isn’t it, I’m overwhelmed…” “You shouldn’t be…You can beat these Sakura in their most beautiful bloom any day…There’s nothing more beautiful than you in this world Hana…” We hid behind one of the trees and kissed I really don’t know if someone saw us, and right then I didn’t care… It was bliss. “Now let’s go, we’ll finish this at home.(smile)” I was still breathing heavily and blushing so much I was afraid to step out of our hide out. As soon as I turned away, I saw a shadow hiding between two trees not very far from us… “Shu, I think somebody just saw us…” “Never mind that, whatever happens we’ll just say you weren’t feeling ok and just went to rest behind a tree, I was just helping you.” “And what if they saw us kiss, that’s troublesome…” “We’ll just deny it…don’t worry, nothing will happen.” “Ok…if you say so.” It was then…Right then…That I first saw him. Something moved behind the trees and showed himself to us… This kid, was standing right between two Sakura trees staring at us. He had a very white make up on his face, and some sort of scarf in his head , it was hard to see who was he… But the way he looked at me, made me feel nervous even then. Black penetrating gaze that could leave you breathless. He was staring only at me, and I started to blush too much. Did he just saw us, well it was just a kid, I don’t think he would even understand what happened. I stole another glance and he was still looking at me, I felt like I was being kept in that place, my feet were turning so heavy I was hard to move them. I stared back at him, blushing so much…Why couldn’t I avoid my eyes from looking at him…what was happening? And suddenly he smiled. All the colours around me went pale, the Sakura turned grey, the greenery turned black and white. The sky that only a few moments ago was bright blue was pitch black. It scared me. I turned away. It took all my strength to do so, I could no longer look at him… He bothered me, he shook my peace, and all inside of me was burning… I was a second away to ask Shu to leave, I didn’t want to stay there anymore, i felt cold, I was disturbed… That wasn’t natural, how could someone gaze make me feel like this… I tried to remember the face of the culprit, but I could only see was the white plaster, the black in his eyes and that smile, that powerful weapon he was bearing that wreaked my chest. “Shu…I don’t think I feel so good, I think I better go, besides if there’s any trouble, it would be better if you’re alone, right?” “What, wait Hana, I thought we were going to watch the show now…it’s almost starting…We’ll leave after the break, ok so just hang on for a little while longer…please?!” “Ok, only because it’s for you, I’m not going to enjoy a bit of this…” “Hum(smile)thank you, besides it would be disrespectful for the people who invited us right? Let’s go.” We sat far in the back so that when the break starts we would leave. Even so, as soon as the music started, once I looked at the stage, I felt my chest hurt again. He was wearing a wig now, dressed in a long white kimono, he was as surprising as before, only the attitude changed. The other person standing beside him, had the same air as him, but in a most adult posture, it was lovely to see the two interact. It was stunning, I thought kabuki was boring but truly that was such a performance…it was one of the most emotional things I’ve seen in my life. “So let’s go?!” “Ah, yeah sure…” “We have to go greet them, you don’t mind do you, I would like to thank them for their hospitality…” “Sure, I don’t mind.” We went to find Shu’s friend first and thank him for the invitation. Then we followed him so we could greet the family. They were reunited, all four of them sitting on a tatami, like they were meditating. Grandfather, father and the two sons. I felt like we were disturbing, it seemed peaceful there… He immediately looked at me, and I took a step back. Shu went and started to greet each and everyone of them, while I stood there trying not to look at the young boy staring at me. I could catch that their family name was Shirou but couldn’t understand any of their first names… They all stood up and bowed at us, we bowed at them and when I stood up he was staring again, with this bright smile in his face. I couldn’t say if he was that gorgeous or not with that thick make up but you could say that he had something about him, but the smile…That smile was the reason, my chest felt pain right now. That smile put a spell on me. You couldn’t look away, you couldn’t run away, you were his prisoner, you couldn’t be released unless he wanted to, unless he allowed to. He was called and the smile got undone, I turned away the fastest I could. I wanted to leave, I wanted to go home, I wanted to hold Shu, I wanted to kiss Shu. I wanted to take this feeling out of me, rip it out of my chest, to feel free from this pain… I didn’t want it, I didn’t need it. I wanted to let go. As soon as Shu got to my side, I took his hand and rushed him to the car. “Drive…” “Hana what’s wrong…” “Drive please…” He didn’t ask anything anymore, he just started the car and drove off. Halfway I was still felling disturbed, I wanted to feel free from that smile. “Shu stop the car, here…” “What the hell Hana, you ask me to drive, you ask me to stop, what’s going on…” As soon as he stopped the car, I jumped on him I kissed, I hold him with all the strength I had, I started to strip him down, I took away his shirt and listened to his heartbeat, it was a calming sound… But it wasn’t enough. I kissed him all the way to his pants, and I opened them. I took him in my mouth, and tasted him till I felt him come. “Hana…(breath)…please…wait...” “Don’t say anything, please…Just enter me…now.” “But it’ll hurt, Hana, I have to prepare you first…” “NO!!…like this now…Shu please do it…take me, hold me, do it to me like you always do…(whisper)love me…please.” He took me in his arms, holding me close. He started kissing me, caressing my chest, he sat me in his legs, and when he entered me…I felt his love, he didn’t want to hurt me, he was gentle, but I wanted him to ravish me up, to mess me up, to take me to a point of no return… He must have been confused at that time, but still he didn’t question me. After that crazy scene of mine he still, kissed me… I hold on to him… “Aishiteru…Shu” “Wakata…(smile)” I will forget…I will…for you, starting now…I would forget. _____________________________________________________ Hope you guys liked it... BIG kiss fo' you :leaf3:

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Hi there guys... Here it is chap 6 hope you guys like it... A small request... Play this song in the background while you read(of course that if you don't like it you can turn it off ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFgA2k_41v0&feature=related Story so far: Well, Hana-san and Mina san did it... Now how do you think the day after is going to be? And why does Mina-san feel so at "home"with Hana-san? Spell… Chapter 6 I woke up in my bed, butt naked and exhausted… Did I passed out, or fell asleep, I really don’t know. Everything from yesterday was blurry, foggy and impossible for me to take any kind of conclusions. Only one thing was on my mind…I was alone again. “He really did me hard(blush)… One night stand hã… What was I expecting?! Good morning kisses…?” A cold shill went down my spine and I decided to put some clothes on… I got out of bed in a very awkward position, crunching like an old man, hand on my back, because it hurt really bad. I dressed the first thing at hand, which turned out to be my shirt from yesterday… It still smelled like him… Sweet wild flowers, kind of scent. I smelled it once more so that I wouldn’t forget, and while I was having that awkward kind of moment, I heard noises coming from the other side of the door… I opened it very slowly and peeked. He was standing by the stove making something, like a busy bee… “So he’s still here…(strong blush)” I didn’t admitted then but I was happy as hell he was. I opened the door and went out of the room. “Good morning…” I couldn’t even look him in the eye as always…I was still blushing hard. He turned around. “Hey…” The lavished, out of the bed look he had was better than anything I had seen so far. He looked breathtaking. He could easily amaze me with simple kind of things like this…I liked that. I went to meet him, ask what was he doing that smelled so good. He was standing very serious, still looking at me. “What is it…?!” “Are you tempting me Hana-san…?!” He slightly crooked his head to one side while his eyes looked like where eating me from head to toe. I blushed hard again, I wasn’t doing such thing, what the hell… until I looked down. I wasn’t wearing any pants or underwear, only the shirt and still completely open… “Cause that’s quite a sight…” He laughed. “Oh shit, I’m going to get dressed…” “Please don’t be concerned for me, I’m great, please do not put anything else, that is just perfect…(small laugh)” “Perv…I’ll be right back…” I came back to the room… “What the hell was I thinking going out there looking like this…?!” I’m really loosing my mind, and he’s the one to blame. I searched for a pair of trunks, sports pants and a sweater. I didn’t give it a second thought… “I don’t care if I look good or not…” I thought. I went to meet him, he was preparing the table, the sweet smell of coffee, and seemed like cinnamon was filling the room. I couldn’t remember the last time I felt like this, a hearth warming, sweet, cosy kind of feeling. It was comfortable… I remembered Shu, and the past year we spent together. It was nothing like this. I used to wake up alone as well, while he was already sitting in the couch reading his newspapers, breakfast already taken, mine waiting at the table turning cold, we didn’t talk we didn’t even look at each other. The words we shared were only out of courtesy, there was always this choking kind of feeling… It wasn’t comfortable, it wasn’t nice, but I was still there day after day, still waiting for a change, which never came… Only because I loved him. I sat at the table, looking at him. “Hana-san do you like pancakes?” “Hum, yeah…What, you made pancakes?” “Tadada, of course… What could I give the beautiful Hana-san after last night? The best breakfast ever….(small laugh)” “You shouldn’t trouble yourself with me…anything is fine…” “No way…” He got closer, I thought he was going to kiss me, but he just whispered… “If it’s for you, only the best is allowed...” He gave me a small kiss in the cheek, and I felt my face turn bright red. “Ahahah, i’m afraid to even ask why’s that… I’m not special, I’m not important…I’m just me…” “Is that what you really think of yourself? You should care for yourself more…..Or I could do it for you. I would care, and I would tell you how important you are every day, if you want me to…” “What are you saying, you don’t even know me, there’s no way that kind of feelings could grow in one night…we don’t have that kind of relationship, and I don’t want one right now…” “Really? That’s a pity…I really thought that you were over that guy…” “What guy? What are talking about?!” “Let’s just say that I know Hana-san better than Hana-san thinks…(smile)” That smile looked bitter, not his usual radiance or shine, there was sadness in it. That made me feel nervous… I didn’t like his smile like that, what was behind those words…?! How could he know me… Does he remember…? “Why you say that Mina-san…I never met you before…so i…” “Never mind that…let’s eat or it will get cold…” He also sat, and i started eating… It was delicious, he made a mixture of cinnamon with the pancake fillings, it really was amazing. “Mina-san you really can cook, it’s delicious…” “I’m happy Hana-san liked it…” And he stood there watching me, taking small sips from his coffee cup, never speaking just watching me eat… “What is it Mina-san…? Do I have something in my face?” “No, eat. I’m just observing you. Can’t i?” “Why should you, I’m sure there’s loads of important stuff for you to do right?” “Actually, no! And you Hana-san, aren’t you going to work today?” Such a sad look…What was he hiding?! “No I won’t. I work in international affairs. My company does business with lot’s of international companies, and most of those are European…They celebrate Christmas there as well, and nothing runs so, we have the day off…” “Do you want to spend this day with me Hana-san?” There’s that sad look again… When he said that it didn’t look like a request it was almost like he was pleading me… It bothered me… Why was he so sad, why did he so desperately wanted my company? “Ok, but Mina-san… Can we just be…more like friends than…” “I understand Hana-san…I got it the first time you said it, you want nothing from me but sex, right?!” “What wait, that’s not what I meant…” “It’s ok Hana-san, whenever you want it I’ll give to you…” He started to touch me and of course, I started to feel it too but… “Mina-san!” My tone raised some decibels so I could make myself clear. I kept my voice calm, and spoke to him in a very formal way…. “Yesterday, I am sorry, I still don’t know how that happened, I got myself involved with you because you really do attract me, but that’s it. The sex was out of this world?! Yes it was, never did I experience anything like that, but let’s just stick to this night, because it won’t happen again…” I couldn’t do it again… I was so very afraid, I could see myself going thru the same path, and I lost it… I knew that now all looked ok, but later I would be the one suffering, I would be the one crying… He looked pained, and that hurt my heart so badly I wished to take back everything I just said… But I couldn’t… “So that’s what Hana-san thinks? Did he hurt you so bad, you’re afraid off loving again, Hana-san?” “What the hell do you know about me Mina-san, just spit it already…You remember me from the bar right…That’s it right?! You saw my miserable state that night and now you’re pitting me…isn’t it?! Well I don’t need pity. I’m just starting to get on my own two feet again, and I don’t want no one disturbing my pace. Not you, not Shu, not anyone…” My voice trembled a little in the end… Did he figure out I’m lying thru my teeth? Will he realize that I’m terrified of being alone, and take advantage of it?! He did none. “Hana-san. I’m sorry. I’m being a pain right… Well you have a point when you say I remember you. How could I forget?! I liked you right then, but not from the bar… But your crying face, your pained smile, when you saw your boyfriend with someone else…” I turned pale. He knew everything, he was lying too… What does this mean…? “…I wanted to comfort you right then but you didn’t let me… so I backed out, I didn’t wanted to push you. I waited for another chance. And now that I have it, you still don’t want me…I’m getting tired of waiting Hana-san…” “What?” “You think the first time I met you was at the bar right?! Well, you’re wrong! The first time I met you was 2 years ago during a Kabuki festival, my parents organized…You where there, together with him. You spoke to me, and as soon as I saw you I fell in love with you.” “What are you talking about…Mina-san I never met you before the bar…I’m sure of it, I would remember…” “ You wouldn’t Hana-san…I look different from before…and with the make up there’s no way you could…" Suddenly an image of a garden filled with Sakura in full bloom, a white face staring at me, came to my mind…

Spell… Chapter 4 I went to take a shower, when I took off my shirt my chest was still pounding so hard you could see my chest going up and down like something was about to burst. I needed to cool down so I turned the shower took a reaally long one, and waited for my breathing and heartbeat to go back to normal… As soon as could breathe normally I started thinking… He was really different from that time. Today the long silky hair was gone, and instead a short cut but still shining silky black appeared. He was still looking dazzling. The perfect shape of his nose, black eyes( I think they were black, the other time I didn’t catch that right and today I couldn’t even face him properly) and those lips, that felt like were imprinted on mine when he kissed me. I pressed my fingers to my lips and they were pounding, like somehow they were expecting something… They were so hot, they were expecting his kiss again… Shit… seeing him now was not good at all… I could just do something crazy. December 24rd Morning came, and I was terrified that our paths could come across, we lived at the same building. I mean I acted like a crazy person yesterday. Now he must probably hate me and having a point there. Who told me to act like that right?! If he didn’t knew who I was there was no need to panic. But as soon as his image came to my mind my body reacted differently. I went to work, without giving it further thought, I had to go to work now and, do my job properly, and that’s what I should be concerned right now. Work day went by, and the hard part was going to begin now. Walking my way back home, i heard someone call my name. That voice, well i was wishing not to listen to it for a longer time, before I really had to so I could be prepared. I wasn’t. Shu was waiting for me by a small garden near my office. “Hana, wait. I need to talk to you.” He certainly choose a good day to disturb me, Christmas Eve and my ex-boyfriend shows up to destroy my peace. “What is it Shu. I have to go home, I have a lot of work to so…” “Please, it’s just a few minutes…” What did he want with me…and today off all days, it was already difficult without seeing him why did he have to show up? “Ok, let’s go to the cafe near the trains.” And there we went. That brought back memories from when we used to meet each other near that same garden so we could go home together… What was he up to, what did he want? We broke up, for weeks he didn’t even tried to contact me… What was it now?! “I came so I could ask you when will you go pick up your stuff that’s left in the house. I’ll be needing the space.” “Oh so you already found somebody to replace me…I see.” “It’s not of your damn business, I just need to know when so I could make arrangements to…” I didn’t even left him finish. “Throw or give them away, sell them, get rid of them. They’re trash, just like me right? Get rid of them like you did with me. Replace them or whatever…I really, really don’t care. See ya.” “Hey wait Hana…” I was already out the door. I managed somehow not to cry in public again, and when I was almost at home a hand grabbed my shoulder. “Hi there again. Are ya going to ignore me today as well?” HOLLY SHIT!! “Hi there…hum…about yesterday I’m so really sorry. I really wasn’t feeling very well so I kind of…” “Yeah well, I don’t know if I’m gonna forgive ya!” “I understand, I’m so sorry…” “I’ll think about during dinner…” “Wha…Excuse me?!” “Well make me dinner and I’ll think about forgiving you…” Oh… There it was that smile…. I felt my knees turning to jelly, my face turned fire and I wasn’t feeling well… Having dinner with him?! What was this about? Was he joking with me? “So what’s your answer? You make me dinner and I forgive you, how’s going to be?” “It’s Christmas Eve…Don’t you have plans…with somebody?” “I’m trying to make plans with ya, if you don’t mind, i0’m kind of hoping you don’t have plans yourself…ahahah.” What the hell, what about me, I might have plans right?! I might have someone waiting for me… Of course I hadn’t but that was not the point. “So what do ya say? My forgiveness for a dinner tonight?! Sounds like a great deal right?!” There goes that smile again…it makes go off track. My head was a complete black and all I was able to answer was… “OK…” “Yay, free dinner goodie… I’m starting to forgive ya already hum… I still don’t know your name. I’m Shirou Mina, but everybody just call me Mina-san, yours?!” “Hum I’m Myaki Hana…” “Hana…Hana…I heard that name before somewhere…” Oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit….. “Well…hum I …don’t think I’ve made your acquaintance yet, perhaps another “Hana” maybe…” Hope that worked. “Yeah who knows…I meet people all the time…eheheh” Fiiiuuu…sigh “You seem like a very merry person Mina-san, always laughing and all…” “Thank you…ahahah I’ll take that as a compliment, right?!” “Sort of…” “What?!” “Ah, nothing, nothing. Hum Mina-san there’s just a small, little, insignificant problem, you see I can’t…hum quite cook…” “Ahahhah, ok so let’s do this let’s grab some groceries, that you’ll be paying for and I’ll make dinner. What do ya think?” “Hum ok, if you don’t mind having the trouble, I mean I was supposed to “cook for your forgiveness” right?!” “Ah, Hana-san you made a joke…So cute ahahah” I blushed even harder this time. Cute a 28 year old man, cute now that’s absurd… “Ok so what do you wanna have for dinner Hana-san? I’m a great cook so I’ll cook anything you ask?” Another blush, I was starting to feel numb cause all my blood was rushing to my face… This was turning ridiculous, I should get a hold of myself some more… “Hum anything’s fine with me Mina-san, you choose ok, you’re the one I’m supposed to be offering right?” “Is that so Hana-san…?” He got a lot closer to me and I could feel his warmth. “You shouldn’t say that so many often cause I’ll take advantage of you Hana-san…” That was almost a whispering, and I felt all of my blood boil, it was something I never felt before in my life, the way he was looking at me right now, shouldn’t be legal. “Ok then let’s go Hana-san, before it gets to dark…”

December 23rd I completed the small arrangements I wanted around the house, I wanted to move in before Christmas, nothing was more depressing than spending Christmas night in a hotel. Not that I was really looking forward to it. I mean with whom would I be spending such a lovely period?! Alone?! Exactly. So I shouldn’t be expecting anything else but loneliness… I asked for a 3 day off from my job so I could prepare everything to move in. I went shopping bought cheap but great things to my new home, and they were delivering it today. I was a little excited. It was a new start, and I was just a little relieved I was getting a place of my own. Shu didn’t call, text or tried to contact me in any way. It seemed he forgot all about me. Not that I wasn’t expecting it but the feeling his despise was giving me was not pleasant at all. “I mean… we were together for two god damn years… How could I just simply forget?!…Right now I really wished I could.” It’s been three weeks since that terrible night, and the mixture of feelings I have from that time, still made me confused. The anger, the fear, the excitement… A really funny feeling came when I remembered the guy I saw dancing… “Mina-san…wasn’t it?!” Gosh he was really good looking. I giggled to the thought from the kiss he gave me. I sometimes could feel the warmth of his lips… I stopped for a second. “Oh c’mon I could that be…it was 3 weeks ago man. Anything that had happened should have disappeared already what the hell…talking about feeling his lips… Talking about crazy I tell you. Get a hold of yourself…” Truth was that I wouldn’t probably ever see him again, and the thought squeezed my chest a little. I wanted somebody to hold, to kiss…and well to do a lot of stuff too I mean when was the last time I DID it… I blushed terribly to the thought. “Oh god what am I thinking at this time of the day….” Somebody hit the bell and I went to answer it, still blushing like an idiot. The furniture was here, and I started putting everything in place, planning which place was best for each piece I’ve bought. “Fiiuu…shit now that was hard. Never thought I bought so many things.” After I finished placing the most important stuff I thought of preparing a little something for the neighbors, but I changed my mind. Well I wasn’t much of a cook. Ok, ok not a cook at all, I would probably blow up the kitchen frying a freaking egg. Shu used to do all the cooking. I loved to watch him cook he looked really sexy. Another stab on the chest. Shu wasn’t here anymore so I would need to learn how to do things myself. And that is what I need to concentrate for now… well I’ll just by something nice and cheap to the neighbors… I was getting broke so I couldn’t splurge. I found a small “patisserie” selling some delicious cookies with a very good price and I bought them. Problem solved. Now all I had to do was give them away so I could get over it. After I was done with wrapping the cookies, I went to give them. Door bell to door bell saying hello and please take care of me from now on, it wasn’t that hard. “Finally the last one. Well they’re really nice neighbors, they didn’t ask too many questions, they weren’t weird, so I guess I really hit jackpot coming here…” I pushed the last one, but no one answered. “It’s not that late yet… They probably aren’t home yet. I’ll wait for later, or maybe tomorrow…” I placed the only package left close to the entrance and started to clean up the rest of things I had to put away, storage and organize. It wasn’t much after that I heard the door bell, I ran to check who was it and when I opened the door I almost has a heart attack. Those” Mina-san lips”, I was so embarrassingly thinking about just a few hours ago were standing in front of me. I had such a shock I don’t remember anything after I opened the door. I woke up on my entrance floor(god knows for how long was I out) but nothing was in pain, didn’t I just passed out…If I fell I should hurt right?! “I there, you ok man?!” I was about to pass out again, that voice… shit…no way… there’s just no way this is happening to me. So many places in this world and HE had to be HERE…what the hell… I was lying on his knees(apparently he supported my fall) I stood up quickly, kept my head real down, like a bow so he couldn’t recognize me, he seemed not to have until now, and I was going to make sure he didn’t at all… “Oh I’m sorry, I felt hum…a bit dizzy…hum… cause I just moved here today…and all the moving well I’m a bit tired so…hum, if you excuse me…” “Oh’s that so?! Then welcome neighbor!” WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!! WHY IS HE MY NEIGHBOOR?! AND WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE HIM LOOKING LIKE CRAP?! “Oh, it’s that so…well hum…so nice to meet you I’ll be in your care from now on, good night….” I tried to close the door but no can do… “Hey is this the way you treat your neighbors? That’s not nice at all. Where’s my welcoming gift, ya have one right?!…I bet you went to my house but since no one’s there, you kept it to give later right, so where is it? I’ll receive it now. Is it food? I’m starved ahahah.” Was this guy for real, I just said I wasn’t feeling right, what the hell is wrong with him… I wanted to run away…How could he be so pushy. I picked up the wrap lying on the floor gave it him and closed the door without saying anything. Yeah ok, I was rude but how come I could face him like this, heart beating 1000 miles per second, face red like a tomato, there’s just no way I could, if he recognized me…fuck what was I going to do…? “Ya know(chewing) ya could have been a little nicer(chewing), I came all the way here to say hello to the new guy(chewing) and he bangs th’a door on m’a face… Oh BUT THE COOKIES R’ GREAT THANK YOU, MAYBE TOMORROW WE GET TO CHAT A LITTLE AND…” “SHUT UP…don’t yell, please be considerate about the other neighbors. Now go home. Please.” “Shit did I do something to piss’ya off? What the hell… Alright good night then… you crazy person…” “I’M NOT A CRAZY PERSON, GO AWAY!” “Don’t scream you’ll disturb the neighbors…ahahah” What the hell, this son of a…. now I’M the one disturbing…shit… I tried to calm down… It was normal right, if he didn’t knew who I was, it was normal to think I was crazy acting like that… I would apologize properly tomorrow…I just needed some time to cool down, because that was seriously unbelievable. Of all the places in this town, 10 million people, he had to live in the place i just moved… So long peaceful life...

The lights were out. There was nobody there… “I’m such a fool… What was I expecting. He left the bar about the same time as me, and he was with that guy… He’s probably fooling around somewhere…” I walked to the room, undressed my wet cloths and went straight to shower… I turned the hot water, and it felt good against my cold body. I dressed my other suit, packed all my stuff in a small bag, I sat on the couch and I waited for him to arrive. I turned on the tv, and while i was there I felt cold again. “Shit is this really going to happen…?” As soon as I said it I heard the door open… He walked in and I could see his confused face looking straight at me. “What are you doing standing there?” “I’m waiting for you Shu… We have to talk…” “Talk? About what? And at this hour… Can’t it wait till tomorrow? I’m kind of exhausted right now…” “I know you’re exhausted…And it’s about that exhaustion of yours that I wanted to talk about…” “What the he…” “Where were you Shu? What were you doing until this late hour…?” “Where I was…? Working of course! I had a lot of problems today that I needed to take care of…why the hell are you asking me this now?” “A lot of problems at work uh? I see… Isn’t there anything that you want to tell me Shu?” “What the hell is going on Hana, why are you acting this way? You now I work late sometimes, you never complained, so now it’s no good…? I’m not gonna listen to this bullshit anymore, I’m going to bed…” That was all I could take. “I saw you Shu…” It was like dropping a bomb… My eyes acted all by themselves and I couldn’t stop crying again anymore. “How could you do something like this to me (sob)… You promised me we would always be together, (sob) even if we knew it was something so hard to achieve, we were trying, and the only thing I asked of you (sob)… Don’t hurt me (sob)…wasn’t it…WASN’T IT??” He stared at me blankly, I don’t know if he understood right then what was happening or if he was amazed with my words… “What are you talking about Hana? You saw me? You saw what… What are you saying…” “Stop it Shu…don’t act like there’s nothing behind all of this. You want every word than I’ll tell you straight to you’re face…I saw you with another man in a gay bar. Is it enough or do you still want me to give you the details of what I saw inside the bar?” At that time several possibilities crossed my mind… Was he going to ask for forgiveness, or was he happy I found out so he could dump me faster… The answer came faster than I wished. “Well ok you saw me with a guy I usually go out when I want sex, so what?” I turned pale, and colder than I already was… My heart squeezed so tight there was no room for nothing else but sorrow… “Well…Nothing apparently…Goodbye Shun…” I was already half way to the door when he grabbed my arm… “What the hell you think you’re doing, or where do you think you’re going?” “Away from you that’s where I’m going so let go of my arm Shu…” “I’m not letting go until you understand… Do you think it’s easy for me to be with you everyday, do everything with you and remain the same? It’s not! I tried to have only you but you have to understand that sex is something I need to have, and if I want to be with you forever I have to do this…” “What are you saying that I’m not enough for you, that you still need to have others on the side just in case I’m not in the mood to screw with you?? What the hell is wrong with you? I don’t want this, I don’t want this kind of relationship… I’m leaving.” I pulled out my arm and started walking away… I wasn’t going to listen to this, he was making a fool out of me… “What… You think you’re going to find someone who’ll be able to stick up to that… Yeah go ahead and find the perfect guy… There’s some news for ya honey HE DOESN’T EXIST YA HEAR ME… I bet you’ll come begging in two days…that’ll be enough. 2 days and you’ll be here at this door step, begging me to take you back.” As I walked away I still heard him scream something that I wasn’t able to understand anymore. I kept my back to him and kept walking… “Don’t worry Shun… I won’t come here anymore, even if it killed me… Goodbye.” Truly, I said that to myself more than I said to answer him… Well that's for today...hope you enjoy... :* Next time Hana is going to find Mina again...let's see how Hana reacts to sexy Mina Kisses*

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Title: Chikakute Tooi [Near and Far] Mangaka: NARAZAKI Neneko Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters) Summary: Yuu, Kouichirou, Natsume and Shino were classmates. Kouichirou took really good care of Yuu since young. Yuu was afraid that Kouichirou would leave him behind if his grades dropped so he worked really hard and got a fever. When Yuu kicked up a fuss in the infirmary, Kouichirou kissed him. What did that kiss mean? Natsume and Shino had been sex buddies for quite some time. Although they had feelings for each other, they never confessed to each other. Shino finally broke down and confessed. Would Natsume accept him? Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Chikakute Tooi Online Chikakute Tooi

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