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What a big list this will be... let's see: I was called a weirdo in school cause i looked (really)like a boy and my school friends once told me i was a freak of nature... not nice, it bugged me for years. I was called a weirdo in school(few years later)cause my hair was a different colour every week, or when i did my nose and belly piercing, not to mention the 12 ear earings I was called a weirdo when i went to college, i dropped it cause at that time i was mostly interested in my dance crew I was called a weirdo by my husband when i said marriage was a pain(cause i didn't want to get married at first) I was called a weirdo cause i read Yaoi by a lot of people...(i just don't give a damn) And well, i like being a weirdo rabbit9

i once been called like that because i said i dont like to watch football(soccer) :hamtaro-005 (5): and because i dont like to eat Spices shaped like hair (like some pizza spices) well,i cant eat it because it's shaped like hair i’ve been called a weirdo too so i was wondering for what have you been called like that ????:hamtaro-005 (6):

VII Back to college I tried to get back to normal. I put Paul’s existence at the back of my mind and tried to act as if nothing had happened. Back to classes I faced my other problem, Thomas. He was waiting for me at the door of my class. I felt how my body got tense, a light sweat drop fell down my spine, I wasn’t prepared yet, but I was determined to change my life, the way I was, l wanted to leave worries behind and enjoy my school life . I took a deep breath and went to him. - Hi, cutie, where have you been? He said - At home, something came up and I had to go. What do you want? - I missed you; he was whispering at my ear, I can’t wait to meet you at your lovely, secret corner. I couldn’t explain what I felt, I wasn’t scared, I was angry, I was desperate to get rid of my feelings for Paul, I thought that maybe he would erase the frustration I was feeling since I met him at home. I was so angry with him. Who was he to yell at me like that? What made him think he had the right to reproach me what I did or not? Why the hell did I told him about Thomas? I was stupid, stupid, stupid of me! I’ve lost him forever. - Patrick?? Patrick? - What? I’ll see you after lunch. I left him standing there, speechless, eyes wide open. I couldn’t concentrate, I couldn’t eat, I was thinking only in what was going to happen later. I started to convince myself that Thomas would make me feel better, so I prepared myself for him. - You’re already here! Good boy! Where you that anxious to meet me? Where your body expecting my touch? - I don’t need to talk, I told him, getting closer to him, touching his hair without looking in his eyes. I just need you to hold me, to make me forget. - Forget him? I can do that and even more. I can make you depend on me, only want me, only think on me. Is that what you want? - No, I just want you to hold me every time I ask you and nothing else. I couldn’t believe what I was saying, what was happening to me? When did become this type of person? My heart ached so much, I felt it empty, my body numb, my hands cold. - That’s ok with me, but in exchange, you’ll have sex only with me, you have to forget him and… - Don’t talk anymore; I said putting one of my fingers in his lips, I could feel his warm breath interrupted by the tip of his tongue licking my second phalanx; I already prepared myself for it. I want to forget him; I want to forget his face. I said trying not to cry. He started to caress my hair, went down to my face, he got even closer, I could feel his breath warming me up. His fingers running up and down my neck and left shoulder. I shivered. He suddenly took my hand and softly said to me: - You know that one of the most sensitive and erotic places in our body are the finger tips? He took my fingers and one by one started to lick them slowly, staring at me with a half, mischievous smile. I started to feel a fire on my body. I felt his tongue going round the tip of my forefinger. Suddenly he started to thrust my finger into his mouth. I trembled at the sensation of my wet finger into his mouth. - Can you feel it, Patrick? Does it feel good? It’s a new sensation. I couldn’t answer, just nodded. I just let him made me what he wanted. I started to feel turned on when he put his other hand in my lower part and stated caressing it. I did the same. He jolted in surprise, giggled and told me to lie down. I lay down`, breathing hardly in anticipation, without opposing him, just with the flow. He started to unbutton my shirt, , kissed my collar bone, then licking the line of it with the tip of his tongue, went down leaving a track from my neck to my chest, licked my left nipple taking his time, making sure that I was enjoying it while pinching the right one. I grasped the grass round me. It felt so damn good. He went down running his tongue through my stomach, following the lines of my abs. - You’re a hottie, ummm, you have a very nice body, cutie, very nice. I grabbed his hair, looked at him and directed him to my lower part. I just didn’t want to lose my time with his flatteries. I was so turned on, I felt the urge to do it.”Just shut up and do what you have to do” I thought. I closed my eyes, chocked back my tears and said: - Just enter me, I said, hardly breathing, just hurry up, please. - No, I’ll hurt you, you need to be prepared - Just do it, I don’t mind you hurting me, I just want to feel it. I don’t want to feel this shit inside my head. Please, make me forget So he did. He entered me. It was very painful but I I wanted to feel that pain. Gradually he started to move slowly while kissing me. I put my arms round his back raising my back. I felt him deeper inside me, he also was breathing with difficulty, but we were both in ecstasy, my nails in his back. - Patrick, I can’t refrain myself, I’m going to start to move more quickly. You’ve to tell me if it hurts, but if you do what I say, you’ll have the greatest time, I hold myself tighter to his neck, I’d follow all his instructions, the only thing I wished was to get rid of my thoughts. - OK, I said panting, do it (pant, pant) do it now! - What is it, Patrick? Have you been wanting me this much? He laugh - In your dr… (I felt a strong thrust) dreams. I couldn’t believe I became such a cold person; anger and pain were making me be someone else. He suddenly raised one of my legs up to his shoulder and the other round his waist. Oh my goodness! How was so much pleasure possible? He increased the rhythm, making sure to follow the rhythm of my breath. I was hardly breathing, turned my face to avoid his eyes staring me. He grabbed my face and said: - Look at me, cutie, I want to see your face, look at me, don’t think in anything or anyone. Just look at me. I looked at him, those intense green eyes looking at me full of desire. They were so captivating that I felt trapped in them. The pleasure increased as he put my two legs round his waist and started to slowly stroke my cock. I was ready to cum... - Not yet, dear, he whispered to me, I want to cum with you and I’m not ready yet. So he kept thrusting, I was going insane, I was losing the sense of reality, I was like in heaven and left my mind run free, I felt Paul’s hands caressing me, I felt Paul’s voice calling my name, I felt Paul’s warmth in my mouth while kissing me. His soft tanned skin, his strong arms round my waist, his tongue searching my tongue… - Paul, I whispered I suddenly felt a strong thrust which provoked a lot of pain - Damn bastard! Were you thinking on him while fucking with me??!!!!

Love Impact Guide /Walkthrough 1-Talk to Hisoka. -"But my home is beautiful too", "Do you want to come and see?", "I only want to be with you". 2- Watch tv alone (you'll see a program about how to cheat playing poker 3-Talk to Hisoka. -"Would you let me read with you?", "I want to know you better". 4-Look at the poker game in the table 5-Talk to Hisoka and ask him to play with you. Then tell him you want his jacket. If you have watched the tv program, Tsuzuki will cheat and win. 6-Go to the kitchen and bake a pie. The recipe is in one of Hisoka kun's books (you must search the book until you find it). But in the recipe you'll read "Two spoons of sugar if you like it sweet". Remember that Hisoka doesn't like very sweet things, so only one spoon will be ok. If you did it perfect, he'll tell you it's good. Thank him for helping you. 7-Talk to Hisoka. -"Then I'll come and live with you", "You definitely have good points", 8-Go to the bed, try it, but don't sleep 9-Talk to Hisoka. -"I dreamt about you", "I'm confused about my feelings about you", "maybe you are like a brother" 10-Go and sit to the easy chair in the bedroom. You'll find Hisoka's diary there. Read it several times until Hisoka notices about it. Then try to make it up with him. 11-Play the magical rubii -rabbits game and get the ending (I know it’s hard, you must be patient). Tip: press Enter for bunnies. Also it doesn't matter which bunny, after about 10 times, you get it. 12-Talk to Hisoka. There are some ways to do it well, one of them is: -"What kind of games do you like?", "Not even falling in love?" 13-Go outside with Hisoka. Walk to the very top-left of the screen, and continue walking to the top of the screen. -"Aren't you cold?", "Because we look like a couple?" 14-In the house again, it's night already. Save your game (in the radio) and then turn on the tv and watch it with Hisoka kun. -hold his hand, hold him, caress his hair. 15- "............", "tell him my feelings", "I love you hisoka", touch and kiss him, -----> ero ending.

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Ahahaha many times, mostly for just being myself lol. Well, for me biting people, for my nerdiness... I don't know, all the crazy things combined I guess :3

Yes, I was called like that ones by one of my friends because I didn't want to go with him to a horror movie @Sarah I want to see a pizza with the Spices shaped like hair .. I'm curious how it looks like @Belita You're a cool weirdo, you know? @BasePairWobble That really looks weird, i bet

My mum called me like that a few minutes ago cause i'm lying on my bed with a skull in my hand learning foramina. i admit that's not particularly ordinary. oh, and i don't like watching soccer as well. but thats accepted in my family =)

@goki is it Baby Bich! by Inomoto Rikako @Belita Is it Little Butterfly by Takanaga Hinako? Next:

it's okay if i share another picture? =] i like the way this one turned out! my phone camera sucks, so i had to edit a little bit the light and the colors. anyway....

In case anyone is interested, here is the making of Amphetamine with English subs Mediafire link

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: 安非他命, Amphetamine Release year: 2010 Country: Hong Kong Running time: 97 minutes Plot: Kafka is straight while Daniel happens to be gay. The young men fall in love, believing that their love can bridge anything, despite their difference in sexuality and Kafka's drug-taking. Daniel does not regret his love for Kafka, who tries to love him back against his nature. But a flashback memory from Kafka's past makes it difficult for their relationship to work. It turns out that their addiction to love proves more fatal than the drugs they use to explore the boundaries of their friendship. Watch Amphetamine BL Movie Online: Amphetamine Download Amphetamine BL Movie: Amphetamine For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

yes at my first year at high school i was too quite and i was called a weirdo too it was an awful year you right , about what you think of your self :hamtaro-005 (6):

oh nowadays you can find anything in the market last week i saw i cake and on top of it there was a woman (bride) holding an axe and near her was a head (her groom) this cake is for women who celebrate their divorce (it's very common)

i was called a boy too because i cut my hair so short and used to wear cool jackets in my last year at middle school I was called a weirdo by some girls because i said i don't wanna get married i really dont care to be called a weirdo :hamtaro-005 (8):

Yep, I have been called that many times. I'm usually that quiet person in school that does her work and doesn't talk to anyone. And I guess that makes me a weirdo lol. It doesn't really bother me though. I could care less what people think about me. Besides, I don't think of myself as a weirdo and that's what matters XD But it is what it is I suppose

@ Matti Arigatou, but you're the sweetest weirdo ever

yeah, i know it ... Home sick baby by Achi Harufumi XD~~ Echochi scans, i downloaded some onshots from there several days ago ) .... but not this one :"))

Bela's is Abarenbou Kareshi by Junko. --

I wish

both of u are right, belita answer the first pic, and matti answer the second one

Ok Matti a small clue... (i suck at clues but here goes) It's a one shot and has a lot of butterflies but its not from Takanaga Hinako, and the authors name has a very similar name sounding like "Puma"...but it's has another initial letter... Hope it helps...

I think it's Aniki sensei from Benny's

sorry,i just cant adjust the size so i changin another pic form the same manga artist [ATTACH]5933[/ATTACH] hope this well be better

I also got a nice "F*** you" song =D warning: very catchy

Yes, it is too small to see

F**** You

haha i didn't imagine you like this ^^ honto kawaii ne ~~ ^^

I just did one for today... I still have so much to do... --;;; But, it already night... I don't have time to do tomorrow... Any way... this is from Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru... Picture might look little odd... I try to do my best... --;;; Enjoy! ^^

i keep trying to imagine all the faces from everyone around here. it kind of bothers me that we can't see each others faces, to be honest. i'm a eye in the eye person. and, sice we can't exactly look into the eyes of each others, i keep trying to picture everyone's faces.

First Base: Usually just kissing and making out Second Base: Can really be anything from kissing to foreplay Third Base: Actually having intercourse or sex

Fri(END), Boyfri(END), Girlfri(END) >>Everything has an "END" except Fam(ILY) --> It Has "I LOVE YOU"

Sure, after a while when you are friends and you decide to go further, you would go to the 1st base, something like this , then after some time, you go to the 2nd one (touching the upper part of the body) . And then, when you are ready, you'd go to the 3rd base, which is either oral or full intercourse, I don't think I have to use images for that one though

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Pleasure; 初回版 Company: Baron Rating: NC-17 - Hard Yaoi (minor rape; BDSM; a foursome scene) Language: Japanese Format: Rar Size: 789MB Download Pleasure BL Game: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Okujou Fuukei by Fujiyama Hyouta (yeeeeeeeeess, i did it xDD) here it goes :

I've been called a weirdo for being bi once... but the dude got a punch in the mouth for it... Also for my pervyness haha

@ Phong Kitty Oh, I've read this ages ago. I remember I liked it very much so I should go take a look at it again. Touching story. (: It's called Kyrie, by Mayuzumi Syuka. --

yeah, I admit, I'm a pervert! And I'm very proud to say, yaoi got me turn on more than a normal boy x girl sex scene! oh, and I love my yaoi collections to be explicit. The more it is explicit, the more better it is. And those HOT scenes, they keep replaying inside my head! Sometimes, I also took the plot into consideration but only if the story is SWEET!!!! :3onion15:

Em ơi, chìa khóa xe anh để đâu rồi!? - Em ơi, phone anh để đâu mất rồi!? Ngày ấy, mỗi lần anh để mất đồ là em lủi thủi đi tìm...và lúc nào cũng chọc anh có tính lơ đễnh Hôm nay, giữa dòng đời vội vã... Em ơi! Anh để em đâu mất rồi... ...và anh bật khóc English: Hey you! Where did I leave my car key? … Hey you! Where did I leave my cellphone? That day, everytime I lost my things, you went to find it and you always said that I was absent-mined Today, in this hasty life … Hey you! Where did I leave you … … and I cry --------------- p.s: there are some word that's not exact :"(

Thank you so much Amander123. From Yaoiloverfangurl19

Mediafire downloads added @YaoiLoverfangurl19 I posted a walkthrough here @Ryven Does the first game work fine? If so, then it shouldn't be a problem with the RTP. Try deleting the game off your computer and extract it again on your desktop. It could have been an extracting issue.

I agree with the ppl who posted above me! The story is really addictive! :hamtaro-005 (8): *waiting for the next chapter*

He sings with G, yup. In the new songs they've made as YELLOW FRIED CHICKENZ he sings alot, well not as much as G but almost half of the songs. And in the old songs he's more of a back-up. He looks like this:

VI It felt a bit weird to be back home. I was happy to see my family but a bit anxious to see Paul. I went to his house, he was at the backyard playing with his ball. It was the only thing I hated about him, his passion for football, I could remember every occasion he “dumped” me because of a football match he played or wanted to watch. He left the ball at the very first sight of me, ran to me and embraced me. - Patrick! Patrick thanks God you’re here! I needed you so much! My heart jumped out o my chest. I’ve waited so long for this. I tried to keep my head cool, those words didn’t mean love and Thomas was stuck on my head, his scent still pervaded in me. . I’m very sorry, Paul, very sorry for your grandpa. I know how much your mom and you loved him. Paul’s dad died when Paul was five and his grandpa had always taken care of him. His mom was alone in England. She met Paul’s father in Okinawa where she taught Nanban-yaki technique to make ceramic pots. They fell in love and she left everything and came to live to England. Paul’s grandfather taught her English and she taught him ceramics. She was beloved by her father-in-law. Paul had few Japanese features. Although his hair was jet black and he had almond-shaped eyes, they were turquoise blue, which made him outstand from the rest of us and made me feel common. Our friends use to said that we were the ying–yang because he was dark haired with blue eyes and I was extremely blond with hazel eyes, because he was tempered and I was calm and also because I wanted to go to University and he wanted to be a sport trainer. I always thought that the fact that he was straight and I was gay made us both sides of a coin. He always wanted to be a strong boy, he didn’t cry when his father died, he didn’t do it when he was bullied first year of high school, and this time too, I knew he wanted to cry, to give his sorrow a way but he didn’t do it if I was staring at him so he laid his head on my shoulder and started to sob. What a nice feeling was this, be close enough to him to feel his warm breath on my neck, his hips next to my hips, his hand touching my leg. Without realizing, I felt aroused. - What’s wrong Patrick? He asked me - Nothing, I said, clearing my throat. I felt uncomfortable, because I had to repress my desire for him. I wanted to grab him, push him on the floor, kiss him and tell him that I always would love him not matter what. - Don’t lie to me, I know something has happen to you, I can read it on your face, you’ve got dark circles on your eyes and you avoid my eyes. What’s wrong? - Noothing, I repeated, I came here to comfort you, not the other way round. Besides, nothing important happened to me. I met someone I finally didn’t like. - You finally met a hot chick, Pat? Who’s she? Is she hot? A brunette? - No, it’s not a girl, it’s an upperclassman, his name is Thomas and he wants to be a History teacher. - Just like you, Pat, and what happened? - Nothing, I lied. I tried to get some distance between Paul and me because I felt a little tremble just remembering the sex we had. I felt hot again and I wanted to leave before Paul realized it. But he had already noticed and grabbing my shoulder he asked me: - Has something happened between you two? Has he hurt you? Is he bullying you? - Umm, I can’t tell you Paul, it isn’t really important. It’s over and I came to know about you and your mom. - Pat, he said with a soft voice I couldn’t resist, don’t lie to me, I know you, tell me what happened or I’ll break your arm. He called me Pat when he wanted something for me, when we had serious conversations. He grabbed my arm and turned to my back, I screamed a bit in pain, he was so close I could hear his heart beat, his pulse. I felt my heart jumping o n my chest. I knew that If I didn’t do anything I’ll tell him and I didn’t want him to know I was gay or that I had sex with a man for the first time. I didn’t want to tell him that I had felt the maximum pleasure with a man who wasn’t him even though I always knew that Paul would never had those kinds of feelings for me. - It’s really nothing Paulie, let me be, you’re hurting me and I don’t want to fight. Just release my arm. - Did that man touch you?? - What??? What are you talking about? A man? I was panicking; I had to get out there at that very moment. - You thought that I was stupid. You think that after so many years of friendship I wouldn’t know you don’t like girls. I didn’t know what to do, he knew! What would happen if he also knew that I loved him? Would he stop being my friend? Would he feel disgusted? - So? What is it you want to know, Paul? If I’m gay (my knees were going to melt , my arms were shaking and my voice trembled) - Are you? Have you been lying to me all this time? - What? I didn’t have to tell you, that’s way too personal and is not as if you asked and I lied. Besides is none of your business - So, you are gay! he was like crazy, you had sex with that man??? Did you enjoy it, bastard? - So what??!!! I cried, what If I did it, what If I’m gay!! It’s none of your business, Paul. I never said a word about all the girls you hooked with, I never got upset because you were changing girlfriend or just had sex with someone you just knew. I never, never…. - Never what Pat??? Never complained about my sex life? So what? You didn’t care, but I do, did YOU or didn’t YOU have sex with that man???!! I’m not asking you again, Pat, tell me the truth right now!!! - YES, YES!!! I did and it was my first time and he gave me pleasure, and I liked it but I regretted it because it wasn’t y…. I stopped talking when I saw Paul’s face and the painful look in his eyes, some tears started to fall down, I couldn’t stand his sad face so I ran away. I kept myself at home the following day telling my mom I felt sick. I knew I was a coward but I couldn’t face Paul now he knew everything. Next day, I went back to college without saying him goodbye.

Thanks for your new chapter, Belita. Shu deserved that big punch, I love Mina more each time.. Have grat fun on your vacations. A big kiss to you too

V My blood started to boil. “Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God” I thought. He started to lick my nipples and it jolted my whole body. I tried to fight back again but I was amaze of how strong he was. - Just relax, Patrick, he whispered, it’s going to be fun, you’ll feel good, he said biting my lobe, you’ll love it and I want you to experience this with me and no one else. I couldn’t say anything; he opened my trousers and slipped his hand inside my trunks. A shiver ran through my body. I was really scared, despite all the pleasant sensations I was feeling. It was the first time someone was touching me; it was the first time a MAN was touching me. Regardless I have felt desire for Paul every time I saw him playing football with his t-shirt off or were watching a movie and he fall sleep on my shoulder; I ‘ve never felt what I was feeling right now. I felt like light electric currents running through my spine up to my head; I felt like all my sense were concentrated on one specific part of my body. Suddenly my body started to respond and my breath was unsteady. It was such a nice feeling I couldn’t resist it. Thomas kissed me gently first and then passionately, exploring my mouth, biting my lower lip and suddenly I notice I was kissing him back which aroused him even more. So he went down kissing my chest, my belly till reaching my hips, he spread my legs and concentrated on my most sensitive part at that moment. After a while, that for me was like an eternity, I cum, he looked at me, smiled and kissed me gently. - Now that I have you, I’ll never let you go, he whispered I laid face down, blushing and feeling so embarrassed that I couldn’t face him. What had he done to me? And In the open air at college??!! What’d happened if someone saw us? He kissed the back of my neck and said: - We’ll leave when you’re ready - Can you leave first, please… my voice sounded like I wanted to cry, in fact, that’s all I wanted to do, cry. - It’s ok, Pat, I know you feel embarrassed but get used to it, because I intend to do it every time I feel it. - Leave me alone, Thomas, never touch me again, never get close to me again. I need to be alone just now. Leave me alone!!!!! I cried, crying like a little boy…. .-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- I didn’t go to college for a couple of days, I couldn’t face my classmates and I definitely couldn’t meet Thomas. I didn’t know what he had done to me, but I felt hot everywhere he had touched me and every time I thought about it. During those days, I received a short letter from Paul. His grandpa has died. “Dear Patrick: I’m so sorry for all the things I told you last time we saw each other, I wish I could take them back. My grandpa died last week, you know how attached I was to him. I’m very sad Patrick. I missed and needed you. I wish you could be here with me”

Part II of chapter 19 of S-CONSCIOUS is up! http://nezumidoll.livejournal.com/10876.html

I HIGHLY recommend "Pay It Forward". That movie was sooo good and I cried a lot. If you like sad movies then this is a must I also recommend "The Pursuit of Happyness" Soooo sad. This one also made me cry a lot