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This time... just simple... cute and Shugku Nakamura's Junjou Romantica... Cute one is from K-books artbook Plaire... Shugku Nakamura's Junjou Romantica... I did the Misaki and Usami before... so other couples for this time... Enjoy!! ^^

I stood there, gaping. I told myself I wasn’t in any way gay but that slender pale body, with no imperfections, was making me question it over and over again. The boy faced me then, his expression unreadable. “I heard you were coming. I’ve been waiting.”, he said, his voice soft as a smile appeared on his thin lips. I couldn’t find any power in myself to even speak up. “So you are…?”, he asked, his voice barely more than a whisper. “I’m… June… June Harrington”, I managed to say. “June… Nice to meet you June, I am Laurel Ivanovo. You may call me just Laurel, if you want to”, he said, an evident innuendo on the last part. “Laurel…”, I murmured, his name sounding so foreign on my lips. He smiled again. It was such a warm smile. I found myself wanting to bury my whole being in him. Thoroughly shaking these thoughts away, I picked the robe on the bed and pulled it onto him. Laurel looked at me expectantly, as if searching for something, waiting for something. I could clearly see he was anxious. A nice shade of red colored his face. I took a step back, trying to keep my posture. “Young master Laurel, it is a pleasure to meet you. Where am I going to stay?”, I asked, trying my hardest to breathe normally. His smile vanished and his face became pale again. Yet his eyes still bore the same warmness. “You will be staying in the attic, just above my chambers.”, he said, pointing to the door on the far right corner. I nodded and picked my heavy bags, ready to get away from the boy. “I’ll help you.”, he offered. I didn’t complain but after walking only a few steps, Laurel dropped the bag he was trying to carry and fell on his knees. At that moment, the old lady entered the chambers. “Young master! Young master shouldn’t force himself too much! Young master could die!”, the woman cried, her arms flailing around frantically. As he got up, Laurel looked at her with disgust and shoved her aside. “It is none of your concern! Now get out. GET OUT!”, he roared. When the woman was finally gone, Laurel fell to his knees again. I quickly went to his side, trying my best not to rouse his fury onto me. “She seemed such a nice lady… why did you make her go away like that? She was only trying to help you.”, I asked, not quite knowing when had I started to talk. “She is nothing but a hindrance. And she knows very well that she must not get anywhere near my chambers. But forget that for now.”, he said, smiling at me again. There were so many things I wanted to ask him then but couldn’t find a way to do so. “I am sure you have many questions, but those will have to wait for another time. As you can see I cannot help you right now with your bags so if you’ll forgive me I’ll go to sleep now, tomorrow a new day will dawn.”, he answered my unvoiced thoughts. “Oh, and June”, he said, “Happy Birthday.” I slowly nodded and picked my bags, moving at a speedy pace. The place where I was staying looked like it had been recently cleaned. Some missing spots of dust remained here and there. All in all, it was a nice room. All the recent events were spinning in my head, making me dizzy and confused. There was something suspicious about the whole situation, something I couldn’t quite understand yet. When I managed to get things decently settled for the day, I fell onto my bed. A deep dreamless slumber claimed me not very long after.

Summary: June has led an unhappy life but it will change with the come of his birthday along with a mysterious white haired boy. Status: In Progress Author's note: (Title translation: Heart of Ice) Something I had on my mind for quite some time now. I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I'm enjoying to write it!

We were finally arriving. Someone shook me softly, bringing me back to my senses as the car was parked. Mister Reignard, the old policeman, helped me get my heavy bags and walked me up to a big ancient looking mansion. It was quite an unusual place to live in. The mansion looked positively like a sort of castle, in the middle of the woods, far from a nearby city or village. It had this medieval feeling about it and it made me inhale sharply. “Here we are, kid. This will be your new home.”, he announced the obvious. I suppose it was meant to be some kind of comfort but it only added to my worries. What was that place? What kind of family would live in such an isolated area? I could feel familiar chills. The front door, its wood old and worn out, slowly opened, the creepiest sound you can imagine coming from the poorly oiled ironmongery. From behind the door came a tall figure of an old woman. I could feel the smell of honey clinging on her invading my nostrils. It was, to say the least, nauseating. “Hello, Miss Crawley.”, he greeted. “Hello there. The masters are away so I’ll be taking the boy now. Young master will be pleased to meet young mister...”, the elderly woman started, looking at me with curious eyes. “Mister Harrington.” I looked at her, trying to search for any clues in her that would tell me of the household awaiting me. She was very old, her skin and silver hair the evident proof. She seemed to be dressing nothing more than rags. Yet her blue eyes made me feel calm, strangely calm. “Well this is it, kid. Take good care of yourself and behave.”, mister Reignard said, pushing me forward. “Let’s go now, young mister Harrington. Young master will be expecting your arrival.” I was led into the immense household. The inside, I must admit, was simply marvelous. The walls were richly adorned with jewelry and gold; here and there curtains could be seen, made of the finest of tissues; portraits without end covered the otherwise empty spots on the walls. There were so many candles. I wondered why electricity wasn’t used. I went up a huge stairway. On every turn a new set of corridors and doors came into view. It was at the very top of the chairs that I saw an open door. “Young master will be waiting in there. Off you go, lad.”, the old lady said, pointing at the room ahead. She left me there, staring at the opened door. Slowly, step by step, I entered the mysterious chamber. I was greeted then by the strangest of sights. In front of me was a boy, perhaps younger than me, I couldn't quite tell, completely naked in the candlelight, his hair as white as if made of the purest snow. He was sitting on a majestic bed, his back to me.

I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock, with cold perspirations and the same bad feeling. It took me a while before I made myself stand from the bed. After what seemed like an eternity, I picked my phone where it lay and confirmed what I already dreaded: it was my birthday. There was only one thing to look forward to on this particular date. My aunt would come and that alone made the day bearable. Near Aunt Leila, my mother behaved as if she were completely sane. This made my life a whole lot easier, even if for the remaining of a day. I heard the doorbell and felt my heart race. Quickly, I dressed myself and dashed down the stairs, just to find my mother in handcuffs, completely delusional, by the side of a very old looking policeman. It was a wonder how he managed to have enough strength to tame the madwoman. It suddenly kicked in. “What are you doing?”, I asked anxiously. “I’m taking your momma here to jail for physical abuse of a child. This ain’t a place for you. It’s plain wrong what she’s been doing to you, kid. Your auntie, Leila was her name? Yes, she filed a complaint against this missy here, with quite some big evidence. So you see, you’re finally going to be rid of the little devil.”, he explained, his Scottish accent quite pronounced. “I see…” Two other policemen took my delusional mother away. I should have felt sad, I told myself I should, but deep inside I was quite happy about it. I felt a hand on my shoulder then. “I know it may be hard for you, kid, but she’s going to a place where she’ll be treated for what she is, with special attention.”, he tried to comfort me, but his words just made me feel disgusted. “But sir, where am I going to live now? Who’s going to take care of me?”, I asked, feeling a bit lost. “Well, your auntie didn’t sign for your guardianship, I guess she has her own handful to take care of. You’ve been assigned to another family, kid. We’ll take you there as soon as you’ve packed your stuff.” I nodded, taking in as many details as possible before turning to leave. “Oh and do be quick about it. We ain’t got all day, kid!” I didn’t talk back. I couldn’t, I wouldn’t. It was just too much. It was just fantastic too.

Ever since I was small, I’d cry when she tried to hug me, when she looked at me. Her eyes always frightened me. Everything in her transpired an aura of madness, insanity, but her eyes... her eyes were the madness, the living madness. They looked frantically, everywhere, never really focusing, so wide and intense, trembling. I started panicking then, and put my arms in front of me to prepare for the impact. As usual, my mother stopped dead in her tracks, looking at the wall with a sad-like look in her face. This was before it changed into rage. “You are a shame to the family! You don’t even hug your own mother, who suffered to bring you to this world, you ungrateful brat! If only my beloved son was here... he had pride in his great mother! Or my beautiful daughter... she would do anything to please her sweet mother! You are nothing but an ungrateful, despicable and unworthy child!”, she bellowed, clenching her only functional fist. I’d heard this countless times. I ignored her ranting and went up the stairs, straight to my room, quickening my pace as her voice rose higher and higher. After locking my door, I sat near the windowsill, gazing at the sky as the sun set in the horizon. Such events were like a routine, they happened on a daily basis. “Great, sweet... mother”, I sneered, knowing far too well she was neither. “June, my baby boy? Mama is sorry, mama didn’t want to hurt you, baby. Do you forgive mama? Will you come out and give mama a hug now?”, I heard her begging on the other side of the door. Aunt Leila had told me never to go near her. I discovered through the worst way what would happen if I did. The scar on my left arm was proof enough. After a while, I could hear her hitting the door, trying to get through. “Come out, you stupid boy! Come out right this instance! Come out or I’ll rip you apart!” They were true enough threats, but she couldn’t reach me. After long moments, I finally heard her move away, going down the stairway, probably to destroy a few more belongings. I let out a deep sigh, trying to relax myself. As if having a demented mother wasn’t sufficient, now the nightmares robbed me of what little time I had to relax. I looked at my cellphone. I had five messages waiting for me there. One was from Pam, another from my aunt, the rest of them being messages warning that Pam had tried to call me. Since I had no patience to answer any, I laid the phone back on the desk and went to sleep. A much needed sleep.

For as long as I could remember, she’d always been like that. Even though my aunt said this started after the deaths of my siblings, I was not able to remember the sweet lady described in her stories. My aunt used to visit regularly, putting me “up to date”, as she used to say, with all of my family history. She said I had a brother and a sister, whose names were Peter and Marybelle. The story starts with the birth of my mother to a poor family. She was hardworking and a woman of big success in her career, contrary to her other five siblings, with the exception of my aunt perhaps. My mother made her life as a hairdresser, which led her to work in France, where she fared way better than anyone had anticipated. Soon after, she met my father, a man that barely had anything to eat. She had seen him on the street just in front of her apartment building. Like a beggar, he’d walk up to people and ask for money. My mother took pity in him and got him shelter. What first had been pity grew into attraction as my father proved himself a man capable of hard work. He’d help her in the salon, cleaning it every day. He’d earn from what she earned, he’d share her house and her meals. It wasn’t long until a child came from their attachment. Marybelle, my mother named the child, a girl with honey curls and pretty big brown eyes, that ended up dying with a knife across her stomach. With such a beautiful child and a charming partner, my father got himself quite the popularity. It got him a job in Rome, so he convinced my mother to move there. It was there that a new child came to existence. Peter was he named, after the Saint Peter’s Basilica. Anyone would say this couple had all they could wish for: two beautiful children, success in their careers and a life of luxuries. Peter grew to be a soldier. He had the same honey-coloured hair as his sister and bright green eyes. Seeing that they had enough money to get themselves a place to grow old together, they moved to a quiet place near Armagh, in Ireland. Everything went downhill from there, so to speak. First, I was born and, for lack of creativity, they named me June, more of a girl’s name than anything else, because I was born precisely in that month; the first of June, to be accurate. Now, it should have been a big day, the birth of a new child, but things had gone quite on the bad side and in the end my mother could not use her right arm anymore. Following that was the death of my brother in the war. Next was my sister’s suicide. And to mount it all up, my father left for a Chinese girl, who used to run the shop down the street, taking all the money with him, never to be seen again. By the end of these tragic events, my mother was left with almost nothing - no job, no money and a two-year-old baby. Quick enough, she succumbed to the growing madness inside of her. She’d rage about, destroying most of the house, like a wounded beast. She’d never touch the nursery where I slept, was what my aunt told me. She came to visit quite often, to keep her sister at a minimum of sanity. Aunt Leila was as close to a mother as I ever had. Nowadays, her visits were reduced to events, like Christmas, since she had married. I pushed these thoughts then, to the back of my mind as I gathered courage to enter the house. She was my mother after all. Would she be sad if I died, if I left? Would she mourn the loss? “June! My baby!”, I heard her cry, running to embrace me, her eyes reflecting the madness in her.

Chapter I - Incipiens (New beginning) I could feel a chill running down my spine... there was so much blood… I remember hearing someone calling my name through the pool of red… but I was already falling, falling to darkness beyond imagination… yet, somewhere, there was a light, a soothing, comforting light… however, when I reached for it, I ended up with my arm outstretched towards the ceiling, clearly feeling my body comfortably lying in bed. It was just a dream… Trying to get rid of the bad feeling I had since I woke up, I tried to concentrate on class, even though the Professor’s voice was sounding more like mumbling to my ears than anything else. I looked discreetly outside the window, trying to ease my mind a bit. If only I could figure out what it had all been about… “Jun! If you continue staring anywhere but at the board, Professor Hillster will arrange you a trip to the Office!”, I could hear the whisper from the desk next to mine, which stole me away from my musings. “Thank you, Pam. What would I do without you.” I promptly answered, knowing all too well she was expecting it. “You wouldn’t last long, I’d wager. Geez, you’ve been spacing out quite often these past few days, what’s gotten into you?”,she asked, her expression not too friendly. What could I tell her? As ridiculous as it was, the dream that had been repeating itself every once in a while didn’t have much to say about it. It was always so blurry, a vivid shade of red in the entire blur, where I could clearly discern the presence of blood. Was it mine? How should I know! “It’s nothing, I’m just feeling tired”, I lied, trying to avoid an answer that would rouse more questions. “I don’t buy that. You know perfectly well that lying has never been your forte, so please, put your efforts into something more useful. Like telling me truth.”, she snorted. Suddenly, the bell rang and I could hear everyone rushing outside. Classes were over for the day. “Thank god for small favours…”, I muttered under my breath, while making my way with as much haste as I could possibly manage. When I reached the front door of the house, I could hear cursing and ranting on the other side. “Mother...”, I whispered softly.

I made my way to Ryokan, I was making Mina wait for me, but the one who couldn’t wait to be in his arms was me… That person gave me a share of his world one day, but now i had one all to myself… Every foundation of the ground I step is created by his love and by himself… Without him and he brought me, only a gigantic void would be left… I found him at the entrance, waiting for me… The usual smile on his face, the warmth emanating from his every pore… All I need in this world was only a few steps away, waiting for me to reach it… I didn’t spoke, he didn’t either and we hugged… I wasn’t really afraid of being seen, that was really not important at all… How I wished I could stay like this forever… We went inside the Ryokan… The most beautiful place, surrounded by all the black and white background, it was just so peaceful… But at that same time, sadness invaded me, and I cried some more… He just held me, in some sort of way to comfort me… He felt so good… His smell, the feeling of my face close to his chest, hearing his heartbeat… “It’s ok… It’s over now, right?!” He knew… So I was right, the counter girl must have called the Ryokan, and that’s why he was waiting for me outside… “A few more minutes and I would’ve gone after y’a.” “It’s over… There’s nothing else to worry anymore, he’s gone… This time for good.” “I believe you…” That was all he said… He took me to one large room, and there I could find my bags, a huge yukata, that would probably be too big for me, and the already laid futons for us to sleep in … “Want to go take a bath…?!” “Hum…yes but…” “I already went Hana-san, I’ll wait f’o ya here and then will go eat…” “Ok…” I entered the bathroom, feeling like something was wrong… We wasn’t coming with me, he already had a bath?!… It was weird, he usually glued himself to me every time I was taking clothes off… Why was there a difference now…? I became restless… Was he angry…? Did I in some way hurt him…? I couldn’t even appreciate the bath properly… I scrubbed every part thoroughly but the fastest I could… I left the bathroom still dripping, hair all messed up, dressing the yukata while walking… I had to make sure everything’s ok, that he wasn’t sad… That I didn’t hurt him… My heart ached real bad, and as soon as I reached our door I slammed it open and got down on my knees… “I’m sorry… Forgive me…Please don’t be mad, don’t be sad or whatever you are…or I can’t take it…” Silence. I lifted my head and together with Mina, this beautiful young lady was serving us our dinner… I changed colours drastically… Only me to make a scene like this… Really?! How more pathetic could I be… I wished I could have run away, but she was leaving, dinner served, and Mina looking at me with a little hidden grin… “I’m so sorry about this now…(pure scarlet blush)” “Please don’t worry sir… I hope everything is to your liking…” “Eh yes, yes it is thank you, and sorry, really sorry…(embarrassed)” She didn’t answer but she smiled while closing the door… I felt horrible… I was a laughing stock now… I looked at Mina, and he still looked as amused as before… So I decided to ignore him… I was starving, and I was going to concentrate on the food since I already went through enough for one day… I only wished I’d reached my daily amount of stupidity already… I took a sneak peak at what was Mina doing… He was still at the very same position he was when I entered the room after showering… Looking intensely at me, like he was anticipating something, or rather waiting for me to do something… “What is it?” No answer… I glanced again…What was he trying to do with that kind of behaviour…? I must say he looked so sexy I that piece of cloth, it was getting hard to ignore…(blush). “What were you trying to say back then Hana-san…?! And why are you sitting so far away from me…?” “I’m the one who should be asking(head down)…You took your bath first…You didn’t wait for me…” “You wanted me to wait for you Hana-san…?!” What was this…this elegant yet so soft way he was speaking…? Honey to my ears, I thought… Was he already seducing me, even from afar…? Only with his look, his poise, his air that breathed sensuality everywhere you looked…? I have to stop or i won’t be able just to sit here... I thought... The space between us was growing smaller… It’s unbelievable, neither of us moved but I still felt him right there… He stood up and my heartbeat speed up drastically... I was feeling kind of over conscious with all this. Him with very little clothes on...me in such situation, it was impossible not to feel embarrassed by a moment such as that, even with all kinds of awkward situations we might have been thru together so far... He became my ideal person, did i became his...?! I wanted to steal him away from the world, giving him no chance of getting away from me... Was i managing to pull it off? Was i succeeding my plan to have him all to myself...? He came so close to me giving no room for my mind to think... “Are you angry... that i spoke to him?” “Should i be?!” “What’s this, are you being sarcastic...? I’m scared, i’m so sacred that i hurt you in some way... that you’re feeling sad by anything i might have done... I can bear to imagine it... You leaving me (tears)...” “Leaving you?! Sad?! Hurt?! I’m not any of those you mentioned...” “So why... why is it that i feel you distant...” He hold me again... squeezing me tight, such as i don’t forget how his embrace would feel like... “Never... Never will i be distant towards you... I’m actually so happy, so relieved, that you sent him away for good, that you can be mine with no strings attached, all of my dreams, all the times i pleaded for you to be only my own came true... Why would i be sad, hurt or even distant... i’m rejoicing...” “Really...” “You need me to prove it to you... (Smile).” “Yes... i do, right now i want everything you can give...” I didn’t finish that sentence... He smashed his lips against mine, and i was able to feel it... the truth beneath his words... And that was all i could ask for... “Today we’ll eat, drink, and sleep together right next to each other and tomorrow... I have a surprise for you....” ___________________________________________________________________________ Ok that's it for this chap, it will only have one or two more... Hope you liked it... Thank you for reading... Big Kiss

Two background... 3 avatar... This was in the BEXBOY's magazine... I put together... Gakuen Heaven... Also from magazine... not the same one... ^^;;; Kazuma Kodaka... Avatar... Akira Norikazu... Takatsuki Noboru... Kobato Mebaru... Enjoy!!!

Othe few more image you can use as avatar... Death Note... I don't know who is mangaka on this... --;;; Jadou... ^^ Okane ga Nai... No money... It's original work or fan art... but, cute... ^^

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Sorry, I think the chapter became very long and very bad. It was a bit hard bec some personal memories are mixed. Anyway, you’ll see that there are some links to youtube vids, they are the songs I’ve been listening to while trying to write this. As always, critics are well received. By the way, I’ll be out for a couple of weeks, I’ll be working, working, working & studying, studying, studying, leaf4 I’m gonna miss you all. See you back on sept the 9th. Kisses and hugs for all of you. :banhbao43: "I was only able to cry. I cried for being so selfish, egoist; I was having sex with a handsome man, clever, who liked me and thinking and desiring another man who may despise me for being so despicable. I could have found a little happiness with him, I should have tried harder, forgetting Paul and keeping on living without him. I was a stupid brat who didn’t know anything, a stubborn idiot in love with a man who would never love me. Thomas had left a while ago and I was still lying there, buried in tears and shame. I wasn’t able to move. I couldn’t forget Thomas’ face, tears of anger running down, holding the hand he slapped me with, all his hair messed. His hair has grown longer since I met him and shinny blond streaks have appeared during this time , making him even more handsome. Put ting his tight jeans on while staring at me, his eyes blood shot of anger, hate. I’ve damaged his pride as a man and as a lover. - You can’t be like this, Patrick, those one-sided feelings will kill you. You’ll start to fell sadder gradually, you’ll leave all the people who likes you behind and will become a loner. He won’t love you, he won’t see you as a lover, as a companion. But I…. ( he hesitated and kept silent for a moment) I can. He patted my sticky hair wet from sweating, trying to wipe my tears, his breath had reached a normal rhythm, as he had calmed himself and I started crying and babblering: - I know, I know but I can’t, I can’t, I can’t. I’ve tried ! I can’t stop loving him. I’ve loved him for five years. He has been the only thing in my life that I’ve treasured enough to sacrifice other important things. - Don’t do this to you, Patrick. Give yourself a chance and when you change your mind look for me. ( ) He kissed me on the cheek and left me there, half naked, alone, feeling miserable. I waited till down to come back to my room. During the following weeks, I didn’t see Thomas at University. I went to his classroom but his friends didn’t know anything about him. I asked also his teachers and they told me he had asked for several days off to work on a research. I understood he didn’t want to heard anything about me. I had to apologize, I knew that but I was afraid of facing him. How would he react? How would he feel? How would I feel? I had to do it before Christmas break. Paul’s birthday came and I text him wishing him a happy day. He texted me back “ That’s all? No phone call, no chatting, what’s with you?” “Nothing, busy” “Not coming home? Let’s party” “No, busy” “C’mon, I miss you” “No, don’t be cruel!” “What?” “What?” He texted again but I didn’t answer, instead I turned off my phone and went to bed. ( ) Next day I had 13 missing calls from Paul, but I ignored them. I’ll face him when I were at home. My head was full of Thomas right now. I was leaving in two days . I went to the admission office and asked for his address. I had written him a Christmas card and bought him Christine Guth’s Art of Edo Japan, we’ve seen in a bookshop. When I arrived to the address I had been given, I hesitated. It was a big house, a mansion to me. The front yard was full of trees and bushes decorated with tiny white lights and a big garland wishing everybody a Happy Christmas. I knocked the door, it seemed as if anyone was at home. Suddenly a handsome young boy opened the door. - Hello? He said with big open eyes - Ummm. Hi, I’m looking for Thomas Cowan- Stuart - My bro? He’s not at home. He went to France to visit granny for Christmas. He’s coming next week. - Well, could you give him this for me, please? I’m Patrick ( blushing) - What? Are you Patrick? My bro talked about you a lot. Come in and have a tea with me. Doris made brownies… - Umm, I don’t know, I think it’s not right. Your brother and I aren’t in good terms, right now. - Oh, don’t worry, I know that’s why I’m inviting you. I’m Peter, he said with a big dazzling smile, as dazzling as Thomas' I felt curious, I wanted to know what Thomas had been telling to his brother. We had a nice chat. He was very kind and polite. He told me that Thomas didn’t speak too much about his friends at University but that I was well-known at home. His parent were wishing to know me. I couldn’t avoid blushing - Don’t worry, we know Thomas like guys. He’s a very sensible and hard- worker man. My parents understand his likings and feelings. Do you love my bro? - My parents understand his likings and feelings. Do you love my bro? - You’re a bit straight-forward for me, I said, the blood on my face boiling. I wish I could say yes, but I already have someone I love and your brother doesn’t love me. - Are you sure? I shivered. What was he talking about. We only had sex, no feelings related. He knew my feelings for Paul. It was just sex, just sext. I started to repeat it to myself. I was feeling unconfortable and wanted to go. - It’s getting late and I’m going home tomorrow. It has been very nice to meet you. Please, be sure to give Thomas my present. - Ok. I’ll tell him. Merry Christmas - Merry Christmas I left his home, feeling oddly happy . I arrived at my room and found a letter and a parcel. The letter was from Paul and the package from Thomas. Thomas’ package were some souvenirs from Nimes where his grandma lived: a small scale building called La Maison Carrée, a photo book with landscapes and touristic sites and a postcard saying: “ Happy Christmas, dear Patrick. I hope all your wishes come true. I bought all this rubbish thinking that you’d like it. Just throw them away! Be happy. Tom” I couldn’t avoid smiling and feeling happy because he had sent me a Christmas present. I put it aside and faced Paul’s letter. It was weird because he never wrote a letter to anyone. I wrote them to his girlfriends for him. “ Hey idiot! How are you doing? It’s not this a bit of a nice starting? I’m so mad with you! What’s with you? You miss my birthday, don’t call me back. Are you enjoying that much with that sissy? Ok, Ok, sorry. I miss my friend, I miss you Pat. Come back home soon. Let’s go drinking and talk about us. We need to talk. Call me when you’re at home. Yours…. Paul” I smiled bitterly. His letter was killing me. What was the meaning of his words? I was so afraid to face him… "

Here's chap 16... There's not much left for it to end... Here's the start of the end On our way to the Ryokan, I remembered Mina that I had to go real fast to the company I was supposed to have a meeting that afternoon, at least to give them an excuse about my disappearing, it was unprofessional on my part, to say the least… We departed for a while, Mina went straight to the Ryokan, and I went to the offices, it was only a small walk from one place to the other… “Mina I won’t be long, please make sure you prepare everything at the inn, I’ll join you in a bit…ok?” “Roger(smile)” That made me smile back… I was anxious, I couldn’t wait to have a relaxed, pleasant time with him, with no more setbacks, just me and him… As soon as I reached the main door at the office I was surprised by a very well known face, so well known it brought me back my sadness i was longing to forget… I just didn’t want to believe I was actually seeing it… “Just what the hell are you doing here…” “I was waiting for you… I called your office… They told me you’re coming here today, for a meeting…” “And just what are you pretending…?” “I’m taking you back Hana.” “Taking me back…?! Are you absolutely out of your mind…? I’m starting to get fed up of your stalking and abusive attitude… I believe I was completely understood the last time we spoke. It’s over! There’s nothing else to talk…Please go your way and let me be, once and for all…” Something wasn’t right… Shu’s eyes were pitch black, like an bottomless pit of twisted sad feelings… It was scaring me… I went straight to the counter where two ladies were staring both me and Shu with frightened eyes… “Ah, good evening, I’m Myaki Hana, I was supposed to meet Mr. Atsuki today, however I had a few problems with the car I came, and i got stuck in the snow until now. Could you please inform him, that I’ll contact him tomorrow to arrange a new meeting?” “Eh, certainly we shall pass him your message…” “Thank you very much!” “Please sir, excuse me for asking this but, do you know that person?” Her eyes turned to Shu’s figure, which was still looking straight at me. I felt my body freeze, just by the way he was looking at me… I turned to the girls again... “Hum…Yes, I do. Did he do something wrong?!” “Well… he didn’t sir but… he’s been here since really early today, and every time we ask him if he needs help he would just glare at us and said he was waiting for someone… Could it be you, the person he was expecting?” “I believe I am (sigh)… However he shouldn’t have come here to trouble you(polite smile), I am so sorry about all this, we will leave immediately, so don’t worry, he won’t bother you anymore.” “Sir, please forgive my boldness, but I’m not concerned about us, I’m concerned about you… I don’t think is a good idea to leave with him…” They have felt it as well… The dark aura around him, it was somewhat terrifying but I had to take him out of there.. And I knew Shu. He wouldn’t do anything. He was just pissed, and mad that things didn’t go his way and was venting his frustrations in everything and everyone surrounding him… “Please do not worry I’ll solve this… Good night!” “Are you sure, sir… I can call security…” “Please don’t, it won’t be necessary. I’ll be leaving with him then…(polite smile)” I left the two girls at the counter and made my way to meet Shu. I had to at least send him away or we would be in trouble… When I look back I saw one of the girls picking up the phone… Couldn’t manage to figure out was if she was answering it or calling someone… Either way I had to go and fast, if one of my colleagues saw me, it would be disastrous… “Let’s go…We’ll talk outside.” “We will leave…now… I want to stay with you for New Year’s like we used to do…” “Shu… Do you really not understand everything I told you so far?! I’m with Mina here… We are staying at the Ironi Ryokan… We’ll be together, and we will be celebrating New Year together… We had our share Shu, but we’re not together anymore… Please do understand this. I don’t really know what to tell you anymore…” “No… You’re mine… I’ll take you home now, and you’ll be with me… Do you understand me!! It’s you who don’t understand, I’ll take you back, and you’ll stay with me…” Briefly I sensed the smell of alcohol… He had been drinking, and he wasn’t himself… Even if he hurt me deeply, even if he made me completely trust him, only to betray me so many times, to leave me alone, when he endlessly promised me he wouldn’t, I couldn’t bring myself, at that time, to hate him… I sincerely pitied him, all his image right then made me feel so sad for him… All that I was once afraid, he was going thru them right now… Would I shed tears for his desperation, for his misfortune…?! My heart went small and ached… It could be me… I could be the one to suffer, to despair… But I had Mina… He saved me…I was blessed… Truly blessed… Not only I wasn’t alone, I was also loved… I understood Shu better than anyone… But why now?! It was late…No salvation was in hand for him… My eyes couldn’t control themselves… Painfully, pitifully… I mirrored Shu’s image in myself and couldn’t help but feel for him… “(cry) I’m sorry…I’m so sorry… (cry)But I’m happy now…Please don’t deny me all the happiness I’m having now…Because (cry) I’ve never been so happy… so truly happy… (cry)” I covered my eyes with my hands… I cleaned the pilling tears and looked back at Shu… Shu’s eyes somehow returned to their usual warmth, when we looked straight into each other eyes… I felt relieve… I felt it was my duty to take him out of that slump he was in… I was also at fault. I flaunted my happiness, and how great I was, right at his face, feeling no regret or sorry for him… I wanted it, I at first wanted him to know because I really wished for him to feel bad for all he did to me. But enough was enough… And it was time, to for him to leave for good… “You weren’t happy with me Hana…? Were you always hurting…?” And my heart squeezed again... “Not always Shu… (small smile) not always…” “Because we had good times too right, we did… I know we did…” “Yes… We did Shu. I won’t deny that, I loved you so very much, but… (Cry)” “I know… I know… (Sigh) I love you Hana…I’ m so sorry (cry) I love you so much… It’s killing me to let you leave… I know it's all my fault but...” “I left already Shu… You’re just not letting go of my ghost… And you have to… You won’t be happy like this…” “(Smile) Always so kind…” He looked at me, tenderly… I haven’t seen that look in so long… I was happy, that he loved me, truly I was, somewhere deep in my heart, the never healing scar he left me, was aching less now… “Can I hold you one last time Hana…?! My farewell?” “Shu…” “Please…Never to bother you again… One last time…” I took a step closer to him... and he reached me. That embrace was special… All our feelings for each other, just for a split second became a vivid image in my mind, all the good... all the bad… This was truly our farewell, our goodbye… I knew then, Shu would go back to his usual confident self, but he would never forget me, as I shall never forget about him… All there was between us…was now only a memory, which I would hold dear, all the good moments, the tenderness, the sweetness… All of it... “Thank you Hana… For everything i'm sorry (pained smile)” I didn’t manage to give him an answer… My throat was completely dry… It was impossible even to swallow… While looking at Shu’s back, I saw myself portrayed… I once looked like that, I once felt rejected and hurt like that… But I’m alive now… So will he be…soon...

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@ Rei @ Aoi Finally the Shu part in Hana's life ends, truth is...(i was starting not to know what to do with him ) I'll end it soon because, i was afraid of repeating myself or the story itself, i wanted to keep all the situations fresh, and yes i'm running out of ideas too When i read the story from top to bottom, i realized i was losing the main point of this story, the why i wrote it... i'm an hopeless romantic, and even though i realize life's not always so sweet and *pink* i wanted to maintain a certain reality mixed with the «happy ever after» factor to it(even tough all this is just pure fiction) ... So i decided to end it... Since i never done anything even close to this before i feel happy that i did, for a talentless person like me, it's been quite a ride If i'll write anything else, i really don't know Probably not, but let's see what my head has reserved for me, she's always surprising myself Most of all let me thank you for reading, for all your opinions on it, and of course all your suport.. A big kiss :*

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I kept my head down and sighed… Then, the song on the radio changed… and one of my favourite songs began to play… I look up in amazement, I wasn’t expecting it, it felt like a small comfort… Looking straight ahead I saw a shadow moving… it was running… My heartbeat speed up… I didn’t thought it was an animal or some other person… I knew it was him… and I couldn’t even see it clearly… I dropped the blanket and started running myself… I didn’t care about anything else… It was him… And he was coming back to me… He was so near now… I could see his perfect features already… He smiled, and the white landscape palled in comparison… I smiled back…like a greeting… still running… And then, what looked like a perfect shoujo manga moment became a comedy one… I wasn’t used to running in the snow, and I completely fell rolling down like a complete idiot… I felt my face burn even though I was buried in snow… “Oh my god I’m such a mess…such a disaster…” I could ear his footsteps getting nearer and nearer… I was so embarrassed I could die, I wasn’t even able to stand up, so just stood there, laying on the snow covered floor, too shy to even move… I started to ear him calling my name… “Hana-san…..!!!! Hana-san, are you ok, Hana-san…” I felt even more like a fool… I worried him… But I couldn’t face him… When he reached me he kneeled down and rolled me over facing my face to his… “Are you alright Hana-san…” “Yeah…” Still looking the other way, the embarrassment didn’t allowed me to face him… “Thank god… You scared me for a bit…(smile)” “I’m sorry…” “What’s this…? You don’t need to say sorry Hana-san you just fell and you could have hurt yourself…” “I’m fine…I’m just embarrassed, because I really suck running in the snow…” “Ahahah, everyone does Hana-san…” “Well but you didn’t fall… I did…” “(smile)Are you sure you’re really ok…?!” “Yeah I am… Help me get up, my butt is freezing…” “Sure thing…(small laugh)” He gave me his hand and I stood up, but as soon as our eyes met, we couldn’t control ourselves… I hold on to him the hardest I could and kissed him painfully… I was killing all my solitude for those 3 hours, and also punishing him for leaving me there alone… He stared at me, looking like he really liked that... “What…?! You left me here all alone for 3 hours…Thinking of what might have happened to you… You’re cruel…” He hold me even tighter… “I’m sorry… But I really had too… Forgive me…” He truly looked sorry, so I let him of the hook… “So did you find any help at all…?! Or was just a waste of time?” “Well…sort off…” “Sort off what?! Finding help or loss of time…?” “Finding help… Well, I was able to meet this nice ojisan and he told me he would go to town to call for someone to pick us and the car up…” “I’m sensing a “but” there…” “Well, yeah…cause he can only go later…which means we will have to wait for a few more hours here…” “Well…nothing we can do about it…let’s go back to the car, it’s freezing cold here…” I reached for his hand, and the cold ice temperature gave me a shock… He was freezing, his nose was all red, and he was shaking even though he was running not long ago… “Mina… you’re freezing…” “Yeah…(smile) a little…(shivering)” “Let’s go to the car…I’ll put the blanket on top of you…You’ll warm up faster…” “Ok…But don’t worry Hana-san…I’m…fine…Just a bit…cold(forced smile)…” I became really worried, and as soon as I reached the car I took his boots off, his pants and hi socks… They were drenched... He really was running around in those pilled snow woods… “Baka…” “I’m sorry Hana-san…” “What are you saying…You’re the one freezing to death here…” It wasn’t working… He was shaking so much, I didn’t know what else to do… I started taking of my clothes as well… Body temperature was always the best to warm someone in this kind of situation, right… The most funny thought was floating in my head… I once read a manga with a very similar situation… “What you doing Hana-san…???” “I’m taking of my clothes and laying down next to you so you can warm up faster, can’t i?!” “Well y’a can…but it’s gonna be hard on me having y’a here like this…(looking the other way)” It was nothing much… I just took off my coat and sweater and was only bared chest… But somehow his words turned me on completely… I started blushing like an idiot again, but I still laid down beside him, holding him close so my body could warm him up… In the state I was, it wouldn’t be hard… Even though he was freezing cold I could still feel myself burning up by our closeness… “Better…?” “Yeah…” I felt his voice shaking, and couldn’t figure out if it was the cold or….something else… I got closer, and grabbed his chin… “Really…?!” “Yeah…much better…” When he looked at me, I could feel it… That penetrating gaze on me… Those were shivers of desire…not cold… “Well…we could…do something more…if you want too…too warm up faster i mean” “What are y’a saying Hana-san, we’re in the middle of a road, what if someone show’s up…?” “Well I can tell you for sure it won’t, because I’ve been here for three hours and a half and so far only birdies show up…” “(smile) Don’t need to get mad Hana-san…” “Well…I’m here…asking this sort of thing…and you…(blush)” He got closer, and kissed the nape of my neck… “I’m sorry… I didn’t know you wanted me so badly right now…(sicker)” “N… it’s not tha……” “No use hiding it from me… I know y’a so well when pleasure is related…(kiss)” “Maybe it really isn’t a very good idea…” “Now that you left me like this…you have to take responsibility …(touch)” “Wait Mina…” “I won’t wait… At least let me touch all of y’a…kiss y’a…feel y’a…” “Mina…" And our private little moment in that piece of junk of a car started… It was so exciting… The sun was still shining, although the colour of the snow was now turning into a slight radiant orange taint… His body was still so cold but against my burning skin felt like the best contrast possibly imaginable… Seconds later I was the one shaking, his touch always managed to sweep me of my right mind… Wet kisses, licks that felt to take away all of my sanity, were just a few examples of how this man managed drive me crazy each time we were together like this… The car was really cramped but I still managed to climb up to his legs, so I could see him working me up… I liked the view…very, very much… He swept his hand thru my back, while kissing my chest and licking each one of my nipples…thoroughly, making each bite turn into an indescribable pleasure… “Mina…” I grabbed him and slightly passed my tongue all over his ears… I licked his earlobes, and he deliciously moaned to my big pleasure… I was getting used to it… Used to arouse him, to drive him insane, the same way he did to me… It felt like retribution was arousing me more than I could ever think… “(whisper)Take them off…” I stretched my back to the front of my car, as to tell him…do the honours… He liked that… He reached my waist, and started to unloose my pants… Just the slight touch of his hands undoing the buttons, were enough for me to moan… He snickered as to tell me he was watching me…earring me…like telepathically advancing what I was wishing for… Another moment of tender pleasure, another sweet memory... Impossible to forget... We somehow fell asleep inside that cramped car, and were awake by the sound of a truck getting near... It was night already... The darkeness was overwhelming, you couldn’t see any light, only the night stars and the most beautiful moon... The truck was getting nearer and the strong lights made us blind for a few moments... We started to get dressed quikly, so that who ever was coming wouldn’t see us all naked.... Two guys...naked...in a car... That would be quite a sight... As soon as the truck stopped we got out of the car to greet whoever was coming to us... “Ah, ojisan...you finally came...” “I’m very sorry Shirou-san, i could only come now, good evening i’m Yokuno Sarada, i live near town...i’ll take you to Ironi Ryokan...” “We are very much apreciated for you help Yokuno-san, im Myaki Hana, nice to meet you...” “Nice too meet you too... Are you ready to go then...?” “Yeah, sure... We’re ready... It’s starting to get even colder...” “Let’s go then...” And there we went, after a day in the country white snow, we made our ways to our New Year’s celebration at the Ryokan... _____________________________________________________________________________ Well that's it for now... I'm very sorry if the chap it's not up to you guys expectations... I kind of lost the track to what i wanted to write... Next chap... Hana and Mina at the Ryokan... Lot'sa big kisses... :*

I am so sorry about the lateness.... No good ideas and toomuch work that made me loose all the good stuff inside my head...well all went wrong... In hope you like it... Here it is... chapter 15 December 30 (afternoon) I was getting desperate… I was already waiting for him for 3 hours, and no sign of Mina… I was freezing… Thank god he thought about bringing a blanket and food or I would have died already… “Damn bastard…leaving me here… He could just have taken me with him… What if something happened to him?! It’s so cold out there…” I was starting to think the idea of coming after him extremely appetizing… I looked at the back seat, and started looking for something to chew, to forget about the thought of storming after him… “I could miss him, and get lost myself… It isn’t a very good idea…” Searching thru the packed bags, full of food and drinks, I picked up a box of Mikado chocolate sticks and a coke… That would at least distract me a bit… “Does this piece of junk have a radio at least?!” I tried to turn it on…. Something else to take my a head of things a bit… As soon as I turned it, this extremely annoying sound came out from it… “Not even a radio, hein…” Even so, I was in a predisposition to be stubborn, and kept changing the stations till I could find something else rather than noise… My efforts were paid off when this sweet, soft sound started playing, filling my ears… I felt proud and cocky, with a tiny bit of self-satisfaction… “See, I knew you could do it…” I took a bite of the cookie I was holding… And almost like a small revelation, I realized what I’ve been missing until then… The sound coming out of that old radio… the view in front of me…. All breathtaking, to be absolutely perfect all that was missing was this one fellow that left me behind, and been gone for 3 hours already… I was really becoming irritated… I was already scared and missing him too much all at the same time… I got out of the car to clear my head… I left the door open so I could ear the sound of the music but took the blanket with me… I inhaled hard, like I had been breathless for a very long time… The cold air almost froze my lungs but worked very well to wake me up… Staring at the completely white landscape, the song playing on background, I started to play a small game with myself… “If I wish very hard he’ll show up, right?!” I closed my eyes… And thought to myself… “When I open my eyes he’ll be here… he’ll be here with me…” As soon as I opened them all that was in front of me was still the never ending white landscape… “(small laugh) I’m an idiot…”

VII Back to college I tried to get back to normal. I put Paul’s existence at the back of my mind and tried to act as if nothing had happened. Back to classes I faced my other problem, Thomas. He was waiting for me at the door of my class. I felt how my body got tense, a light sweat drop fell down my spine, I wasn’t prepared yet, but I was determined to change my life, the way I was, l wanted to leave worries behind and enjoy my school life . I took a deep breath and went to him. - Hi, cutie, where have you been? He said - At home, something came up and I had to go. What do you want? - I missed you; he was whispering at my ear, I can’t wait to meet you at your lovely, secret corner. I couldn’t explain what I felt, I wasn’t scared, I was angry, I was desperate to get rid of my feelings for Paul, I thought that maybe he would erase the frustration I was feeling since I met him at home. I was so angry with him. Who was he to yell at me like that? What made him think he had the right to reproach me what I did or not? Why the hell did I told him about Thomas? I was stupid, stupid, stupid of me! I’ve lost him forever. - Patrick?? Patrick? - What? I’ll see you after lunch. I left him standing there, speechless, eyes wide open. I couldn’t concentrate, I couldn’t eat, I was thinking only in what was going to happen later. I started to convince myself that Thomas would make me feel better, so I prepared myself for him. - You’re already here! Good boy! Where you that anxious to meet me? Where your body expecting my touch? - I don’t need to talk, I told him, getting closer to him, touching his hair without looking in his eyes. I just need you to hold me, to make me forget. - Forget him? I can do that and even more. I can make you depend on me, only want me, only think on me. Is that what you want? - No, I just want you to hold me every time I ask you and nothing else. I couldn’t believe what I was saying, what was happening to me? When did become this type of person? My heart ached so much, I felt it empty, my body numb, my hands cold. - That’s ok with me, but in exchange, you’ll have sex only with me, you have to forget him and… - Don’t talk anymore; I said putting one of my fingers in his lips, I could feel his warm breath interrupted by the tip of his tongue licking my second phalanx; I already prepared myself for it. I want to forget him; I want to forget his face. I said trying not to cry. He started to caress my hair, went down to my face, he got even closer, I could feel his breath warming me up. His fingers running up and down my neck and left shoulder. I shivered. He suddenly took my hand and softly said to me: - You know that one of the most sensitive and erotic places in our body are the finger tips? He took my fingers and one by one started to lick them slowly, staring at me with a half, mischievous smile. I started to feel a fire on my body. I felt his tongue going round the tip of my forefinger. Suddenly he started to thrust my finger into his mouth. I trembled at the sensation of my wet finger into his mouth. - Can you feel it, Patrick? Does it feel good? It’s a new sensation. I couldn’t answer, just nodded. I just let him made me what he wanted. I started to feel turned on when he put his other hand in my lower part and stated caressing it. I did the same. He jolted in surprise, giggled and told me to lie down. I lay down`, breathing hardly in anticipation, without opposing him, just with the flow. He started to unbutton my shirt, , kissed my collar bone, then licking the line of it with the tip of his tongue, went down leaving a track from my neck to my chest, licked my left nipple taking his time, making sure that I was enjoying it while pinching the right one. I grasped the grass round me. It felt so damn good. He went down running his tongue through my stomach, following the lines of my abs. - You’re a hottie, ummm, you have a very nice body, cutie, very nice. I grabbed his hair, looked at him and directed him to my lower part. I just didn’t want to lose my time with his flatteries. I was so turned on, I felt the urge to do it.”Just shut up and do what you have to do” I thought. I closed my eyes, chocked back my tears and said: - Just enter me, I said, hardly breathing, just hurry up, please. - No, I’ll hurt you, you need to be prepared - Just do it, I don’t mind you hurting me, I just want to feel it. I don’t want to feel this shit inside my head. Please, make me forget So he did. He entered me. It was very painful but I I wanted to feel that pain. Gradually he started to move slowly while kissing me. I put my arms round his back raising my back. I felt him deeper inside me, he also was breathing with difficulty, but we were both in ecstasy, my nails in his back. - Patrick, I can’t refrain myself, I’m going to start to move more quickly. You’ve to tell me if it hurts, but if you do what I say, you’ll have the greatest time, I hold myself tighter to his neck, I’d follow all his instructions, the only thing I wished was to get rid of my thoughts. - OK, I said panting, do it (pant, pant) do it now! - What is it, Patrick? Have you been wanting me this much? He laugh - In your dr… (I felt a strong thrust) dreams. I couldn’t believe I became such a cold person; anger and pain were making me be someone else. He suddenly raised one of my legs up to his shoulder and the other round his waist. Oh my goodness! How was so much pleasure possible? He increased the rhythm, making sure to follow the rhythm of my breath. I was hardly breathing, turned my face to avoid his eyes staring me. He grabbed my face and said: - Look at me, cutie, I want to see your face, look at me, don’t think in anything or anyone. Just look at me. I looked at him, those intense green eyes looking at me full of desire. They were so captivating that I felt trapped in them. The pleasure increased as he put my two legs round his waist and started to slowly stroke my cock. I was ready to cum... - Not yet, dear, he whispered to me, I want to cum with you and I’m not ready yet. So he kept thrusting, I was going insane, I was losing the sense of reality, I was like in heaven and left my mind run free, I felt Paul’s hands caressing me, I felt Paul’s voice calling my name, I felt Paul’s warmth in my mouth while kissing me. His soft tanned skin, his strong arms round my waist, his tongue searching my tongue… - Paul, I whispered I suddenly felt a strong thrust which provoked a lot of pain - Damn bastard! Were you thinking on him while fucking with me??!!!!

Titles: Takumi-kun Series, Takumi-kun, ６月の自尊心, Ano, Hareta Aozora, Hadashi no Waltz, Hanachiru Yoru ni Kimi wo Omoeba, Bibou no Detail, June Pride, Kisetsu Hazure no Kaidan, Jealousy (OOYA Kazumi) Artist: OHYA Kazumi Takumi-kun Anniversary Artbook Download: Mediafire 4Shared For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

In this thread you can post your favorite lyrics, the lyrics of the song you are listening...any kind of lyrics I always found these lyrics touching and meaningful for me...They really mean something to me Adam Lambert-Sleepwalker I saw a picture of you Hanging in an empty hallway I heard a voice that I knew And I couldn't walk away It took me back to the end Of everything I tasted all I tasted all the tears again Outside the rain's fallin' down There's not a drop that hits me Scream at the sky but no sound Is leavin' my lips It's like I can't even feel After the way you touched me I'm not asleep but I'm not awake After the way you loved me I can't turn this around I keep running into walls that I can't break down I said I just wander around With my eyes wide shut because of you I'm a sleepwalker walker walker I'm a sleepwalker walker walker Let me out of this dream Everywhere that I go I see another memory And all the places we used to know They're always there to haunt me I walk around and I feel so lost and lonely You're everything that I want But you don't want me I can't turn this around I keep running into walls that I can't break down I said I just wander around With my eyes wide shut because of you I'm a sleepwalker walker walker I'm a sleepwalker walker walker Let me out of this dream, dream Let me out of this dream I can't turn this around I keep running into walls that I can't break down I said I just wander around With my eyes wide shut because of you I'm a sleepwalker walker walker I'm a sleepwalker walker walker I'm a sleepwalker walker walker I'm a sleepwalker walker walker Let me out of this dream

Artist: Noboru Takatsuki File size: 128 Mb (part 1), 107 Mb (part 2) Download Links: Mediafire Part 1 Part 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Princess Princess Drama Plot: In all-boys school with a tradition of Princesses (boys chosen to attend school functions dressed up as girls to alleviate the tension between the students), Yutaka Mikoto, Shihoudani Yuujirou and Kouno Tooru are this year's chosen Princess team. Dissatisfied with the half-hearted efforts of the current Princesses, Hanazono Otoya creates his own team of Dark Princesses to rival for the students' attention. Based on the shoujo manga Princess Princess, by Mikiyo Tsuda. Here is the link to the drama : These are English Sub .avi files. ~160 MB each Download Princess Princess Movie Epi 1 Epi 2 Epi 3 Epi 4 Epi 5 Epi 6 Epi 7 Epi 8 Epi 9 Epi 10 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

We are Gorgeous Manga alternative Titles: 華麗なる俺達; Kareinaru Oretachi Year: 2003 Status: Completed Author: Araya Miki Genre: Comedy, Yaoi Summary: We are Gorgeous chapters 1-4 & 6: Although each chapter does have a different plot, they all contain the same basic set up. Melodramatic characters, a ballet that has to do with the theme of the chapter and a lot of humor. We are Gorgeous is about a ballet company called ABC. What's so special about this company? All of their dancers are male. The four chapters each have different story plot having to do with the dancers that are part of ABC. Hold me! My prince chapter 5: One fateful day the school leader Shiro helped out a student, named Azusa, who had twisted his ankle. Leaving before Azusa could get his name it took a long time before he could find him again. Ever since then Azusa has been stuck to Shiro like glue. Although they are going out they have not even kissed yet. Azusa desires to move their relationship forward, but is Shiro willing? Read We are Gorgeous online We are Gorgeous Download We are Gorgeous Manga New Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Many users asked it, so here it's a guide on how to set/ change your avatar: 1. Look in the top right corner of the forum (near the Log Out button) and you'll see a Settings button. Click on that. 2. That will take you to your Control Panel. Scroll down a bit and in the right side of the screen you'll see this list Click on Edit Avatar, as marked in the image. 3. Once here, you can either choose to use a - custom avatar (if you want to set as avatar an image from your computer). Make sure your image is not bigger than 150x150 px. - pre-defined generic avatar (you can choose from one of the available avatars) 4. Click on Save Changes For a guide on how to set a signature, please check this thread.

I found this Death Note yaoi cosplay that totally made me nosebleed *__* Enjoy guys! :7yoyo10::cuteonion41::6onion72:

Tomorrow I will move the forum to another dedicated server. The moving process might cause a downtime from 2 to 72 hours. As you saw, the theft of our images cause the forum to run very slow, so, I decided to move the forum to a bigger dedicated server. This change will hopefully completely solve the 500 Internal Server Error. I will post regular updates on our Twitter: @YaoiOtakuForum to keep you updated about the process. I'm doing my best to make the forum work better, thank you for understanding NOTE: All private messages, posts, visitor messages and threads created from 12pm today (the official forum time) until we will complete the transfer to the new server will be lost. So, please download any important private messages sent/received today.

BLOOD but I also like BDSM and incest. Tough Ukes and Hidden-Anguish Semes are very good too Oh, and sexual + emotional tourture.

Bridget, I just looove this chapter! The way you described the mansion and of course, Patrick's feelings and emotions, and of course, I love all the characters! It seems that for us Thomas is already taking a lead over Paul, as Bela said, you just gotta love him Can't wait for the next chapter!

You're welcome!! Did you got rest much as you need? I hope you did...

my brother alweas buys parrots and the last three parrots i shared really nice memories with them but they're all gone ~,~ the first one was able to call our names and after maybe 2 years ? or at least that haw it felt for me , he died ( cries cries ) then my brother brought an amazon for trying it to see if it can get along well with us he even followed me bx but my bro said no cuz she was scaring everyone and then she laughs at them xD she was a devil kinda like me =P although she gave me a lesson but as you can see i never learn ^o^" the third one died shortly after he came but he was young >o

@ hama71 I will go rest in a few minutes! Thanks again for your concern and continuous support! It was really appreciated!

Since it seems my earlier comment disappeared, I wanted to post again and tell everyone how much I appreciate your taking the time to read Savior. It's been so much fun to write and I am thrilled so many of you enjoyed reading it. I am still offering the full novel for download. Just pm me. ^___^

@ Ueda_Angel Thanks a lot! We really appreciate your feedback and all your patience. It was a long and difficult process, but we are glad our members understood and supported us! Thanks again to all YaoiOtaku members!

Title: Wishes Mangaka: FUJI Shinichi Year:1996 Groups Scanlating:Mizu Download Wishes Manga: http://www.mediafire.com/?1zzzgsbddgj For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

@ hama71 I also hope that it won't take that long, but I have to prevent you, because that is a possibility. I will try my best to work as fast as I can, but that is not only up to me. It also depends on the time in which the domain registrar will update the information and the time in which the new server will be up and ready to use. Again, I will post regular updates on how the process is going on our Twitter.

Belita > i also like that song ... Within Temptation's music is good XD~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afbLDis6ftU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYrQvOptrDA

make me wan to get the lastest season too >

Haha because else it'd go on forever xDD He's just PERFECT damn it! 21 days left to the concert in stockholm *__* Seeing him live... The hotness will be almost unbearable x) More pics? *sigh* fiiiine, I'll give you more pics... These ones are so cute, he looks like the secret sixth member of ARASHI... The boys in ARASHI are cute too, calling him "aniki" x) Gackt and Ohno, so cute~ Gackt gave him one of his rings as a birthday present and he got superhappy x) His smile