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@ Hama : I agree with others !! You're pretty and this dress is gorgeous... And by seeing what you do here for members, ( avatar, signature and more) .. You're pretty not only by appearance but inside of you, you're so kind... I'm sure, there will people who will be agree with me for that... Be more confident in yourself !!

I don't know I should post or not... I keep thought about it and I am posting... Don't get sick by see this picture... --;;; I bought this few years ago... I just don't have place to wear to... --;;; That's still in my closet... wanting to be out... But, just don't have occastion... ^^;;; I think I am out of myself... posting this... --;;; I am sick any way... I might regret and remove the picture... --;;;

not my best photo but I just want some attention lol here's a link http://i51.tinypic.com/346qlxe.jpg

waa everyone look great!! it tempts me to reveal myself too XD here you go

For Belita... Today I do some Ayano Yamane special... 2 background... Black and White... from artbook AYA... Mix of artbook AYA and OVA cover and from OVA of Ikoku Irokoi Romantan... 1 I don't know what to call... any wah pictures are from artbook AYA... 4 season... ^^ It's little long for used as background... --;;; 2 avatar... from Ikoku Irokoi Romantan OAV... ^^;;; Enjoy!! ^^

You guys are so sweet *hugs*

Manga Title: Bannin Author: Kunieda Saika Genre: Drama Mature Psychological Romance Tragedy Yaoi Groups Scanlating: Aarinfantasy, Bushido Angel Adventures, Countless Time, PresenceDear Plot: A compilation of short stories: • Bannin (The Guardian) Kazuhiko Saibara finds himself dead in the woods surrounding his family's summer villa. As the family servant digs his grave, Saihara's feeble-minded younger brother gazes absently upon the scene, and Saihara himself begins to recount the events that led to his demise. • Show Me Heaven A smile of a skinny angel opens up a closed-minded man's heart. • Sora no Uragawa (The Other Side of the Sky) Yousuke, Tamotsu and Satoshi are high school buddies until tragedy breaks them apart. Ten years later the death of one of them brings the remaining two friends back together and past wounds are torn open. • Meguriai Cosmo (A Chance Encounter in the Cosmos) Klaus is the hideous commander of a starship with a hideous crew. One day, his crew capture a gorgeous young man, who reminds the captain of someone from long, long ago. Repulsed by his appearance, the prisoner does his best to make things difficult for Klaus, but Klaus's warm and kind heart does him in... Read Bannin Online Bannin Download Bannin Manga http://www.4shared.com/file/ltaGS8Bk/Show_Me_Heaven_-_Saika_Kunieda.html Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: From Yesterday Manga ALT. names: フロムイエスタデイ / 柔怀似水水连心 Author/ Artist: Takaku Shouko Original run: 2000 Description: 1-3, 9) Say You Love Me Akane Ryuuichi loves professor Hasumi Akira's artwork, that's why he became his assistant. But he also loves Professor Hasumi. 4) That's a Blue and Transparent Surprise Hikari's body produces electricity, so he can't touch anything metal. His childhood friend, Ten, is always taking care of him. 5, 8) Welcome to the Clinic Room Asashi Keiichi is a middle school doctor. Ichikawa Yuu is his cute and innocent student who has designs on his sensei. Chapter 8 takes place 10 years later when Ichikawa is all grown up. 6) Home Touri's lover Seiji has been living with him for two years, but sometimes he just takes off for a month at a time. 7) Listen to the Sound of Rain One rainy day, bookstore owner Yamamoto Fuku shares his umbrella with beautiful high school student Toya Kairi. Manga-type: Manga Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Slice of Life, Yaoi Categories: School Life; Doctors; Teacher - Student; Main Characters: Akane Ryuuichi, Hasumi Akira, Asashi Keiichi, Ichikawa Yuu Recommendations: Soshite Koi ni Naru, Hizamazu Ai ni Kogareru Read From Yesterday Online From Yesterday Download From Yesterday Manga From Yesterday For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

This is image from Adumi Tohru's Fairy Hearts 2... I thought is perfact for this poem... I am doing two at a time... So it will take some time to finish all your poem to be done... And I might not do few... if it's to violence or 18+ one I try not to do... It was little to hard for me do do that... --;;; I hope you like what I did here too... ^^;;

Chapter 02 Wednesday, December 9 [Online] [sora: The guy was getting strange these days…] [Daichi: Oh… really?] [sora: Yeah! Instead of sitting beside me, he just stood by my side.] [Daichi: …] [sora: The train isn’t full! But he doesn’t sits anywhere! He’s really a weirdo! >_ [Daichi: Then why are you paying so much attention on him if you think he’s a weirdo?] [sora: But being weird is precisely why I’d pay so much attention to him!] [Daichi: …] [sora: Hey.. What’s wrong, you’re weird too!] [Daichi: Oh… am i?] [sora: Yes you are! You’re giving me perfunctory replies. What happened? ~_~] [Daichi: Nothing…] [sora:…] [Daichi: You did not take the initiative to talk to him first, did you?] [sora: What???] [Daichi: Did you forget what I said the other day, to befriend with him?] [sora: Oh! That~! I was glad that I didn’t ask him that day! Do you know how scary his face was?] [Daichi: How?] [sora: He practically had that “Beware-Of-Guard-Dogs” aura around him!] [Daichi: !!! 0.0 And you gave up just because of this?? 0_0] [sora: Isn’t that enough? Who knows if I would get a bashing out of it! And if that happens, I wouldn’t be here talking to you, I would be in the hospital! >. [Daichi: So you’re planning to back-off now? You’re so uncool!] [sora: .V. What’s this! So you want me to put my life at stake just to talk to him?] [Daichi: What are you talking about? Is he a Murderer or something?! If that’s the case, then I think you should be more careful of your surroundings so as to not be the next victim.] [sora: Shut Up! And stop cursing me! Why do you start cursing me out of nowhere! Still trying to deny that you’re upset… You obviously HAS something going on! What happened? >_ [Daichi: Nothing much, I’m just tired from work, maybe that’s why I’m acting weird! -0-] [sora: I see! I think you should rest early then!] [Daichi: Yeah… Goodnight…] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] Thursday, December 10 Dear Diary, he finally sat down today, but his face wasn’t any better. I can’t help but feel more at ease. At ease? I’m not too sure as well. But…How could I feel so at ease that I actually fell asleep?! I even rested my head on his shoulder?! What more! I was drooling?!?! I felt so ashamed!!! But he didn’t have much reaction… I guess I better move on to another cabin from tomorrow onwards! That was so embarrassing!!! Friday, December 11 Dear Diary, I wanted to go to the other cabins today. Unpredictably, I met him as early as on the platform! He didn’t seem to mind what has happened yesterday. And since I’ve been spotted, I don’t think there’s a need to avoid him… do I? If he really mind what happened yesterday, he could go ahead to have his seat somewhere else… However, he still sat right by my side. Oh god!!! What’s happening to me!?!? I’m actually… I’m actually… I’m actually glad that he is not avoiding me! I think I’m ill, seriously ill… Maybe I should ask [Daichi] what wrong with me tomorrow! Saturday, December 12 [Online] [sora: I think I’m sick.] [Daichi: 0_0 sick?! Have you visit a doctor yet? Is there any where that’s having pain or discomfort? .V. Tsk, you should be visiting a doctor if you’re not feeling well! Why are you coming online instead?!] [sora: Oh please~~~! Let me finish my sentence would you? It’s not THAT kind of illness that any doctors could cure. It’s not exactly very serious… just that there is this person who keeps floating in my mind. And when I see that person, I feel embarrassed. Could it be… because I drool?] [Daichi: ?_? You what? Drool? What are you talking about?] [sora: Oh. . . Well, on Thursday. . . He finally sat down, and maybe I was too tired, so unconsciously, i fell asleep on his shoulder. And then I drool! I’m so glad that he didn’t avoid me because of this. . . ] [Daichi: … You seem to mind him a lot!] [sora: -_-# Wh…What! I’m… I’m just…I’m just embarrassed that I drool on him!!!] [Daichi: You didn’t apologize even when you dirtied other people’s shirt?! Don’t you have any manners?!] [sora: Apologize? Do you think I haven’t disgrace myself enough yet?] [Daichi: So you prefer to have him hate you?] [sora: You… You are horrible! >. [Daichi: Whatever it is, if you don’t want people to hate you, apologize. Okay!] [sora: Yeah, right! ] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] To be Continued...

The Sacrament by HIM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6poQILVWbQ

Your heartbeat Echoing in my ears I'm lying in your arms again. Your breath It's staggering again You can't seem to catch it. Your arms. You wrap them tightly around me I feel safe in your warm embrace Your kisses They begin to cover my skin You want to go further then last time. Your hands I can feel them moving around You want to touch everywhere you can. Your mouth You use it to your advantage I can feel it where you know it will make me cry Your tongue You draw pictures on me Making me a masterpiece on your eyes. Your whole being You fill me to the point of ecstasy I scream your name as I reach my peak. Your heart You have given it to me I hold you close and never let you go.

Title: Yokubou Sensibility Manga ALT. names: 感性的欲望 挑動你的慾望 欲望センシビリティー Desire Sensibility Original run: 2006 Description: What could possibly happen between two - working at a call center answering phones all day? Kosugi is a part-time worker and his boss, Ogata, is anything but nice. He is always unapproachable, mean and strict. Scolding Kosugi all the time even though he's always trying his hardest. Meanwhile, his coworker, Kaminuma has his eye on Kosugi, and somehow that seems to bother Ogata. Kaminuma plays his game too well, and he seems to be abusing his authority too much. Would this be considered a sexual harassment at the work place and does Ogata actually care about Kosugi? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Narazaki Souta Drawn by: Narazaki Souta Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Andante-Peach, TerribleTrio Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Romance, Yaoi Categories: Comedy, Co-workers, Main Characters: Kosugi, Ogata, Kaminuma Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Joushi tono Hitoban, A Place in the Sun Read Yokubou Sensibility Online: Yokubou Sensibility Download link: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Happy Play Manga ALT. names: ハッピープレイ Original run: 2004 Description: Collection of oneshots. 9 in total. Some light S&M, bondage and toy action. Manga-type: Manga Author: SUGAI Aya Group(s) Scanlating: Fushichou, Liquid Passion, Memory For You Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Genres: Drama, School Life, BDSM, Master-Slave, Student-Teacher Relationship Main Characters: Fujihisa, Narumi Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Goshujinsama to Wanko, Aigan Shounen, Motto Midara ni Shitsukemashou, Koisuru Omocha Read Happy Play Online Happy Play Download Happy Play Manga: English http://www.4shared.com/file/vtGB9RQ-/Happy_play_-_Sugai_Aya_Liquid_.html Mirror Link Sendspace For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: The continuation of Kenta's and Ryuu's love stories as well as their friends adventures and misfortunes. Status: Complete Chapter 1 Games Kenta “No, I don't want that there.” I ran a hand through my hair trying my fucking best not to smack the shit out of the man. Why couldn't they follow the simplest directions? I'd decided that moving was not worth the hassle. No fucking way it was worth days of moving things around and unpacking. It didn't help that my wonderful, if somewhat spoiled, boyfriend had went out and bought all new furniture. I'd gotten along for years with nothing but a futon and some boxes of clothes. “Put it along the wall there.” I pointed to the spot and watched the men wrestle the dresser into place. It was nice looking, I had to admit that. I'd never in my life owned anything remotely this nice. Except my motorcycle. I took a moment to glance around what was going to be our bedroom. I felt my mouth lift in a smirk as I looked at the giant four poster bed. Gonna have some fun on that. Well, when the idiot doc said I could. Fuck it to hell. There was a loud thud and a string of cuss words from down the hall. Shaking my head I went to see what had happened. “You broke it!” “I so sorry, I didn't see it.” That was coming from what was going to be the band's practice room. Peering inside I saw the drummer Hasu, fists clenched at his sides as he faced one of the movers. I lunged forward just in time to grab Hasu before he attacked the poor guy. “Let go Kenta!” He flailed against me and I suddenly realized that I wasn't as strong as I'd been. So I let him go and grabbed his hair instead to keep him in place. He yelped, but the pain seemed to drain away some of his anger. I shook him slightly as he tried to turn and look at me. “What tha fuck are you doin', Hasu?” I growled and let him go. He rubbed his head and shrugged, not looking at me. “He stepped on my drum.” He gestured behind him and I glanced at the now ruined drum and the very sorry looking mover. “Ain't like he did it on purpose Hasu.” “I-I know . . . I'm sorry. I just . . .” he shook his head and I saw tears on his cheeks. “Fuck Hasu . . . don't do this. We'll get you another drum. Why don't you go find Sora, it's about lunch time and I'll get us some food, okay?” I took him gently by the arm and lead him out of the room. Hasu and I had been friends before everything, but now we were even closer. He'd been kidnapped, beaten and threatened with rape. I had to give the kid a break for being upset that his drums were fucked. “I know you are still dealing with stuff, but you can't take out your anger on other people, Hasu.” “Now you sound like Sora.” He pouted, but didn't pull away. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, but . . .” “It's alright, you don't gotta explain.” I squeezed his arm lightly before letting go. I understood all too well exactly what he meant. “Maybe later this week you and I could spar a bit.” He glanced at me the dark eyes wide. “Y-you sure? Did the doctor clear you for that kind of stuff already.” I shook my head. “Nah, but we'll take it easy.” He nodded slowly before stopping and giving me a quick hug. I could tell he was careful not to hug me as tight as he used to. It made me kinda sad. Then again it had only been three weeks since my old cellmate had tried to kill me. Had it really been three weeks already? Sometimes, it felt like yesterday. Those were never good times. After settling things with the foreman about the cost of the drum I looked around wondering what to tackle next as I stood in the living room. I realized I was rubbing my wrist and looked down. The rope burns were gone as were the bruises. I still had stitches in sensitive spots, but the doctor said I was healing good. It could have been worse. I shuddered, then jumped slightly as strong warm arms wrapped around my middle and I was pulled back against a lean solid body. “You alright? You were doing it again.” Ryuu's voice breathed into my ear. I nodded, leaning back into him. “I'm fine. Hasu's upset.” “Yeah I heard the yelling, that's why I came upstairs.” Soft lips brushed my ear and he kissed my neck. “Ryuu.” “I know, I know but who cares if there are people here. I've missed you.” “It's been less than an hour Ito.” “So . . .” I sighed, unable to help the smile as I turned to face him. “You are such a fucking weirdo.” He tapped my nose as he grinned down at me and I felt a chill run through me. It still amazed me that he'd not only asked me back but to move in with him. “Ah, but I am your weirdo, Ken-chan.” “Don't call me chan.” I tried to glare at him but then he leaned down and kissed me. Not a quick peck but a slow gentle yet very seductive kiss. By the time we parted I was breathing hard and trying to figure out how to keep anyone from seeing my boner. “Fu-fuck Ryuu . . .” “Mmm yes please. Maybe once everything is put away we can make that new bed really ours.” He pulled me into a hug and I felt him laugh. “Shall we go in the bathroom and take care of your problem?” That was when I noticed the men staring at us. “Fuck off or I ain't gonna fucking pay your lazy asses!” Ryuu just chuckled and kissed my forehead which got him a glare. “You are so adorable when you get all bossy.” “You know how I feel about people wa-mmff-” I shoved him back, breaking the kiss. “Stop it already, we got stuff to do.” He laughed and gave me a peck on the cheek before heading into the kitchen. I shook my head and watched him look through boxes for a moment. I almost had to laugh at myself. It was hard to believe that after everything that had happened the past month things could be so normal. Normal was fucking good after what we'd been through. I turned hearing someone clear their throat behind me. The man looked like he'd just drank a gallon of soy sauce. I would too if I'd had to agree not to charge for my work because one of my guys fucked up. “We are finished putting the furniture and boxes in their rooms. Did you need anything else?” I shook my head. “Nah, I think we got it.” He stood there for a second like he was expecting something more then finally shrugged and went to gather up his crew. I headed into the bedroom to make sure they'd put everything where we wanted it. This room looked nothing like the other apartment, something Ryuu and I had both agreed on. After all the shit that had went down at his penthouse, not even his parents wanted to keep the place. Last I knew the landlord was gutting it to make a ballroom or something like that. Whatever, I didn't give a shit. It had been a nice place, but I liked this better already. Ryuu and I had spent a long time figuring out what we wanted. I'd never realized that there were so many types of furniture to choose from. More than once I'd told Ryuu just to pick something, but he'd said no, that this was for both of us and he wanted my input. The idiot really knew how to make me feel wanted. Deciding I had no idea what to do with all the boxes in the bedroom I headed back to the kitchen. “Oi! Get the fuck out.” I grinned at Ryuu as I pulled him away from the box he'd been rummaging through. “You ain't got a clue what any of that stuff is, so just leave it.” “Hey now! I've been learning you know! I had Hasu teaching me how to do stuff while you were in the hospital.” I laughed and got a grin in return. “Right and that's why the hotel offered us free room service as long as you promised not to ever try to cook in the room again.” “There was a kitchenette you know, you make it sound like I lit a fire in the room or something.” “Pretty much.” I smirked at him, then yelped and jumped back as he grabbed for me.

I celebrate myself, and I sing myself, And every flower that grows in my garden, Will grow in yours as well. For every key leads to my heart. I hear the voice of my ancestors, Yet I drown out their deafening cries. My time had not yet come to an end, I feel I have still not been born. My blood, it flows through the veins of a dragon, A mystical creature whose home is a child’s mind. I walk down the road of life, The stones and branches block my endless journey. My destination is still a mystery, But the way is in my heart.

It starts with a look A touch of a hand A gentle gesture You look into my eyes I see no doubt that you want me I reach for your face Caressing you petal soft skin Your kisses begin I look into your mind I see no doubt that you love me You reach for my shirt The fabric is a barrier You want to see more of me I look into your heart I see no doubt that you need me. I stop your hand I hold you close I want to wait for the right time I look into your soul I see no doubt that you'll wait with me

@ hama Then go rest...just don't remove it... It's nice to know the person behind those beatiful collages... A big hug

I don't know about me being beautiful and elegant... may be just dress make it that way... --;;;; I don't know I will do this again... --;;;; I am kind of sick... so my mind is out for now... Other person in me what to do what ever he feel like it... Oh... he mean my other personality in me... --;;; I don't know what to say... My mind is out right now... So I don't know what will happen later... --;;; I don't know... I really don't have any mind working right now... My other personality just love to make me out of control... so... I am not thinking any think now... --;;; I really need my rest... --;;; I don't know I look good... I am just out of myself right now... So I will come back kill myself for what my other personality did... --;;;

Oh and...

Hahaha this 2nd part was so funny! When Sora was so embarrassed that he drool on that cool guy I just die laughing I can't wait for the next part

Don't worry about it and take your time, it's not like we are rushing you We were just trying to let you know we love the story so far and we can't wait for the next chapter

*__* Waaaa...i was really mad when it was ove DF I want more Still loving it... Thank you for writing it...definitely

@cherryyuri and Belita You look like 2 sisters!! So beautiful. :leaf15: @Goki I finally can see you! You are so beautiful! :leaf3: PS: I still have some comments to make to other pics posted here! I'll return with a second round. Hope I won't get everyone bored. :leaf4:

Netsujou Innocence by Duo Brand. (: It's a beautiful manga, like practically every other work by them. --

@ Shuyu : I have already found them.. ..... Thank you ! Hummm.... Description : Up and coming designer, Rio Nanase, has lived with the guilt of letting a friend fall off a balcony when he was young. Title: 2 words Mangaka : it's the combination from 2 two persons.

@GPelka Shiawase No Ashioto by Morii Akira? Its 1 volume Complete but not compl. scanlated here two links http://www.mangaupdates.com/series.html?id=21956 and http://web.archive.org/web/20080127104513/www.hochuuami.com/downloads.php

As I said in other one... I thought about using Takumi-kun's love scene... Then, I thought may be this might be better... ^^;;; I just hope you like it... And also the way I arragne your poem... Are you O.K. with that? --;;;

@ Shuyu : Thanks for the hint... Now, I'll have to search for this volume... I NEVER read this one... Is it completed or ongoing ?! .. :| "Dark Road" by Shimotsuki Kairi.

Ryuu I was so comfortable at the moment. Our new couch was beautiful and not white thank goodness. I’d had enough of white furniture. No this was a very nice pale blue with cream and gold and was even more comfortable than it looked. When I’d walked through the living room and seen Kenta lounging on the coach, the temptation to join him had been irresistible. He was currently nestled between my legs, his head on my chest while I played with his hair. We were both watching Sora and Hasu try to hook up the new entertainment system. It was amusing watching them especially since Hasu seemed to be in a much better mood and was tormenting Sora at every turn. Probably not intentionally though. “Okay, this line goes to the sub woofer.” “Got it. Okay, that’s the last one right? Can we play games now?” Sora chuckled and patted Hasu on the head his affection for the younger drummer practically glowing in his eyes. “Yeah sure, what were you wanting to play?” “I don’t know . . .” Hasu looked around the room at the stacks of yet to be unpacked boxes. “Where are the games?” I frowned. “I’m really not sure which box they are in Hasu.” Hasu frowned and headed for the closest box. Before I had time to say anything he’d opened it and was busy unpacking it. “Ah . . . Hasu, you don’t have to do that there are too many boxes to worry about tonight.” Sora shook his head at me eyes narrowed. Okay . . . “B-but I guess we could get started at least.” I went to sit up and there was a disgruntled noise from Kenta. I looked down to see him blinking sleepily at me. “Stay’ere.” And with that I ended up laying on the couch snuggling my boyfriend while my two best friends unpacked for us. Sora found the alcohol somewhere along the way and got us each a drink. By then Kenta was fast asleep one hand lightly clutching my shirt. “I found them!” Hasu crowed holding up several game cases. “Shhh! Kenta is asleep.” “Oh . . . sorry.” He grinned sheepishly at me. “So can we still play?” “I don’t know Hasu, it’s getting pretty late now, it’s after ten and you’ve got school tomorrow.” Hasu made a face. “It’s not that big a deal. I usually stay up late playing games at home anyway. It’s not like my graduating at the top of the class is going to matter anyway.” Sora and I looked at each other. He spoke up first. “Hasu, school is the most important thing right now. You are way too smart not to graduate at the top of your class. Hell, you’re even a grade ahead of other kids your age!” I nodded. “Sora and I both graduated at the top of our classes. There is no reason you can’t.” Hasu set the games back in the box and got to his feet. “I appreciate the concern guys, but it’s not something I’m that worried about.” “You should be. Ryuu and I have talked about helping you pay for university, you won’t get into a good one if your grades slip.” Hasu looked over at Sora, the dark eyes puzzled. “Why would you guys do that? It’s not your responsibility.” “Maybe not, but you can’t pay for it by yourself and I’m sure there is something you’ll want to study further.” I smiled at him, wishing there was some way to erase the worry now etched on the cute face. “Believe me, it would be for the best. It’s very difficult to get along in society now without a degree of some kind.” Hasu shook his head and I frowned recognizing the stubborn set to his jaw. “So. It’s my decision ultimately. Like I said I appreciate the input but it’s really none of your concern.” “Hasu, we just want what is best for you, we are your friends.” He shrugged and headed passed me toward the kitchen. “Thanks, but I’ll do what I want.” I sighed and looked at Sora. The deep green eyes looked pained. I shook my head looking down at Kenta. Hasu was still too young to understand that the decisions he made now would affect the rest of his life. Looking at the dark head pillowed against my chest I wondered if it would help to have Kenta talk some sense into Hasu. He knew firsthand how bad things could be if wrong choices were made. I’d have to ask him if he’d feel comfortable talking with Hasu about school and explaining to him why it was so important. Since everything that had happened the two of them had spent a lot of time together. Hasu looked after Kenta like a worried younger brother. Kenta put up with him a lot better than I’d thought he would at first. Though Kenta had mellowed out a lot in the past few weeks. Nearly dying might do that to a person. An unwelcome chill ran through me and I rubbed a hand over my eyes. “Hey, why don’t you go to bed. You look beat.” Sora’s gentle voice reached me, pulling me back from the memories. Opening my eyes I had to blink a couple of times. “Yeah that would be good . . . uh, do you mind?” I gestured to my sleeping boyfriend who was effectively pinning me to the couch. I didn’t want to wake Kenta, god knew he needed his sleep. He’d been doing entirely too much and I was worried that it was hindering his healing. Sora was already on his feet and it only took a little maneuvering for him to gather Kenta into his arms. It always made Kenta look so petite and vulnerable in my eyes. Something I was still getting used to after years of only seeing the tough yakuza façade he always projected. I wouldn’t go back for anything though I wished he hadn’t had to suffer so much this past month. He was taking everything so much better than I could have. Then again he was just a stronger person. He had to be with everything he’d dealt with growing up. Following Sora toward the bedroom I looking into the kitchen to see Hasu sitting on the counter with a jar of mayo resting on his lap a distant look in his eyes. Reaching out I grabbed Sora and motioned for him to be quiet, nodding my head in the direction of the youngest. His heavy sigh made me sad. Sora loved Hasu and I understood how much it hurt to see the one you loved looking so lost and alone. I knew Hasu had suffered a horrible trauma but something else seemed to be bothering him. Something that none of the rest of us knew about or realized. Once Sora laid Kenta on the bed I thanked him and crawled up in it myself. Our first night together in our brand new apartment and we weren’t even going to have celebratory sex. It would just have to wait I guess. There were more important things than sex. Less fun . . . but more important.

I lost my virginity just now.. LOOOL jk !!!

4 new background... 2 from Tenimyu DJ by Akra Houjou... Tazuka and Fuji... 1 Bleach DJ by Asou Mitsuaki... 1 artbook from Comic City... Enjoy!

I turned around and ran smack into a very solid chest. I stepped back, rubbing my nose and looked up. “Oi, Sora, don't fucking sneak up on me like that!” He raised his eyebrows at me and shook his head. “You guys are supposed to be playing around. Ryuu, you are supposed to be taking care of him.” I could hear the pout in Ryuu's voice. “I wasn't going to let him get hurt.” I crossed my arms over my chest and gave Sora my most intimi-imit . . . my hardest glare. He grinned. “You know . . . when you try to look tough like that you end up looking rather seductive.” I blinked, my arms dropping to my sides. Ryuu was giggling behind me. “He does doesn't he!” Sora laughed and reaching down grabbed me and picked me up. “Let me down you fucking shit head!” “Nope, it's time for you to go rest. You've been on your feet all day and you are wore out.” “I am not!!! I'm just fine!” “Sure you are, you can't even get down can you?” “Damn you, you fucking bastard.” Why did the giant red head have to be right? It was just fucking awkward getting carried around like a cripple. Though now that he'd pointed it out, I was exhausted and starting to ache. “Just put me down, I can walk you know. Besides, this isn't very comfortable.” He grinned at me, the bright green eyes glittering. “Sure, go rest alright. Oh and where is Hasu? I can't seem to find him.” I tugged my shirt down as Sora set me back on my feet. I sank down on the couch letting out a sigh as overworked muscles were finally allowed to relax. A few months ago and Sora would never even have thought about doing something like that. Just showed how much things had changed, I guess. “He's upset. One of his drums got ruined.” “Oh shit.” Sora swore softly. “I better go find him. That set is his most prized possession.” “Yeah he almost attacked the guy when he stepped on it.” So here is the first part of Chapter 1. I hope you guys enjoy it.

Oh my! So beautiful! I like both the poem Ueda_Angel wrote and the way Hama choose the background for the poem!

I blame Amander for not keeping her promise with the shower

@ goki Yes goki dono... I apologize for my rudness, goki dono... *bows*

@Furuichi You looks so good! I like this pic too (like the one you posted before )

" ohhhh she looks so much like you!" your sister must be a liar then!! hahaha JK both of you are beautiful but you dont look a like!

Thank you! ^^ I see you alway has Feilong as your avatar so may be I should do some for background... I like that black and white so I did it that way... I am just glad I made you happy... ^^ I will try to find more Feilong picture and make few more background for you... ^^

Goki you look so beautiful! *_* (thanks FibiXu for posting her pic! )

I really think i dont know this one so its searching time xD

BIGBANG was my first love in KPOP. T.O.P. my ultimate bias, hence, the reason behind my username. You can never go wrong in Jrock listening to Gazette.

well great hugs are going out right now. i give everyone a great warm hugg, and ill slap rei and furu for kicking fibi.

Finally installed the game successfully. If not for your guidance, I would've remained lost esp. that I suck at these technical stuff. Thank you very much!!! ^-^

belita deaaarrrr!! i got here really qick and you've posted your picture! yay! luckly i got to see that! yaahh, hair sistas!! we really have similar hair styles! i loved to see your picture! you're very cute, dear!! =**

I just try something different... Black and White manga background! This is last word page of manga Yonaka ni Daidokora de by Senoo Aki... I did few change to make it look better... What do you think? and 4 avatars use by CLAMP 2008 Calender... Enjoy! ^^

Well I be call weirdo even by weirdo... --;;; And some people do tell me they want to experiment with me... --;;; The reason are so many... I just don't laugh when other laugh I don't feel like eating I just don't eat(for a day or more...) If I don't feel like talking I just stop talking(same thing with eating just don't said a word for a day or more) My stress relieve is making detail work... ^^;;; Just like to stay home don't like to go out much... Love to stay in the rain(because of my health I can't do that any more... but, when I was kid I walk back home when rain was flow out so hard...) --;;; Oh... I do talk to myself a lot... Just little different way of thinking and doing on something... But, that is what make us unique... So being weirdo wasn't bad thing... Just it's little bit different and some time hard to get along with other... --;;; That's all... ^^

Very sexy.. can I lick that? JK! ok I'll post mine.. I think this is my best shot... this was the last cosplay I did.. cosplaying Ikuto Tsukiyomi (7 seas Treasure outfit) from shugo chara and here I am

The fact-BEAST [video=youtube;ofoD-OuPbC8] On rainy days-BEAST