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My first love die long time ago... But, time to time I just miss him and want to see him so much that I can't control my tear... But, I can't give up this life of mine... I don't think he want me to give up my life and follow him... I believe he want me to live life he couldn't have... So even it is hard for me to live this life some time... I try to keep up... so I want to see him later with smile... and say... "I keep the live you give me!" But, still I really miss him!

The sky seems so beautiful, the water in the pond is sparkling, I gently touched the flower beds, feeling alive.. For the first time ever, the days just keep brighter and brighter because of you... You make my life so colorful, You make my life so lively, You make my life so wonderful, You make my life so special... Even though I just met you, I want to know everything about you, Oh, do tell me... Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, because I would never dream something like this, something that would make my life so happy... Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, because I don't want to not be able to see you ever again.. Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, that I have fallen for you... Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, that I think you have fallen for me too..

Today is Takumi-kun special... ^^;;; Art from Takumi-kun art book and other... Mix with manga to movie... ^^ 5th Movie special... ^^ Enjoy! ^^

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Chapter 2 Bored Kenta I was mad. Not just upset but fucking mad as hell but there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. Well I could but it was going to cause a huge problem. “I am not fucking spying on Hasu!” I glared up at Sora who sighed and rubbed his forehead. Yeah I was getting a headache too. “If he finds out you guys-” “Kenta! Shut up for a minute and listen!” I took a step back startled as Sora yelled at me. He lowered his voice but the look in his eyes kept me pinned where I was. “I'm not asking you to spy, I'm asking you to keep an eye on him and make sure he's alright. Isao said there have been some weird comments on the forum and on his blog lately but he won't talk about it.” I scratched my head thinking for a minute. “Umm . . . what'sa blog?” Sora shook his head, his shoulders slumping. “Ryuu . . . this isn't going to work.” “Ken-chan,” I turned to face Ryuu ready to tell him off for using the nickname but the look on his face stopped me. He was really worried. “What we need is for you to just keep an eye on him when we can't. You've got more free time than we do.” I groaned. “Guys . . . I get it that you are worried, but Isao and Hayate got each of you your own bodyguards, why do I have to do this?” Sora and Ryuu exchanged looks. Ryuu came over and wrapped an arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. “Don't pout, please. His bodyguard can't enter the school grounds. You can.” “Eh? No I can't!” “Kenta, calm down.” Ryuu held me in place. The urge to bolt for the bedroom was squashed as he gripped me. “We've already spoken with the director and the principal and gotten you special access. You'll be going with him to school just until we find out what is going on.” I wiggled out of his grip and turned to face the two of them. “You did all this without even asking what I thought about it. So fuck you, I'm not going to some fancy ass school to get made fun of and- ow!” Sora was giving me that look I really hated. I rubbed the back of my head and looked up at Ryuu who didn't look very happy. “Kenta, we need you to do this-Hasu needs you to do this. What if he's got a stalker? He must be completely freaked out after what happened last month. I wouldn't ask you to do this if it wasn't so important.” Dammit why did he have to make total sense? Hasu was my friend too but going so far as to follow him to school seemed a bit much. I was worried about the kid too, but he had all of us looking out for him. I hadn't had anyone looking out for me at his age. “Ryuu this isn't going to work.” “Actually it wasn't my idea. Isao set it up.” “Fuck!” That was it, that man seriously had it out for me. “Why did he do that?” Sora chuckled, “Ah well, he said something about not allowing you back to work until you'd learned your kanji.” “Fuck him! I've gotten along just fine without . . .” My voice trailed off as I realized Ryuu was giving me that look. The look that said I'd just made a fucking idiot of myself once again. “Dammit . . . you really are going to make me do this aren't you?” “You really have to ask?” *** I was so fucking bored it felt like I’d died and gone to hell. The drone of the teacher’s voice sounded more like a fly buzzing against a window. I’d laid my head down a long time ago. It was starting to cloud up outside and was probably going to be raining by the time school let out. Fucking hell . . . this couldn’t be real. There was no way I was actually sitting in a fucking classroom. “Arakaki-kun, would you like to solve the problem on the board?” Sighing I raised my head. “No and fuck off.” There was a collective gasp and I realized what I’d just said. “I-I mean . . . uhh-“ “Arakaki Kenta we do not speak to our teachers like that!” That was Oda, the class president or whatever. He was glaring at me like he’d like to shove his pen through my eyeball. I glared at him till he looked away, his cheeks turning red. As if some little kid like him could intimidate me. Hah! Got it right that time. I turned back to see the teacher walking down the aisle toward me. Ah fuck, what now? “Arakaki-kun.” He looked down at me, just like every adult had ever looked down at me. “I do not tolerate that kind of talk or behavior in my class. You can either solve the problem and take a zero grade for the day or go see the director.” And people wondered why I thought school was such a fucking waste of time. “What problem? I don’t see a fucking thing on the board.” He set his jaw and I flinched as he pointed for the door. “Out. Now.” I made sure to slam it on my way out, hearing a couple of yelps from the girls. God, what a bunch of- . . . my eyes widened as I realized Ryuu was standing in the hallway looking very, very put out. He just shook his head and crooked a finger at me. Oh fuck. He was silent as we walked toward the main office. We stopped at the door and I fidgeted for a moment trying to figure out what to say. “Listen, Ryuu . . .” “Don't say it Kenta, okay. Just don't. I guess I should have trusted Isao when he said you'd do your best to get out of this by acting out.” He glanced sidelong at me, the gray eyes disapproving. “I really thought you had Hasu's best interests at heart Kenta.” Ouch, that hurt. “Ryuu I do, its just . . . I dropped out of school when I was fourteen, this is just a lot to deal with right now . . . okay. I-I promise I'll try to do better, but I don't get any of this high school stuff.” Turning to me Ryuu put his hands on my shoulders and leaned down slightly so we were eye to eye. “Kenta, don't play dumb. I know exactly how smart you are. You can do this. I know you can. Prove Isao a liar and show him that you can stick with this. Please.” Numb I nodded slowly. “Okay, but can I not have math class?” Ryuu chuckled and kissed my forehead. “Sorry my dearest, but that's part of the standard curriculum. Akira could tutor you, he's really good at math.” “Fine. Whatever. But, I'm only doing this until we figure out what's up with Hasu.” “Sure thing. I already miss having you at the house and we haven't even started getting unpacked!” I snorted. “Its all your shit anyway, you can unpack it.” “Hey now I tried to get you to pick out stuff but all you'd do was just gripe about how there was too much shit to pick from.” “Fuck off.” He giggled and kissed me lightly. “Maybe later. Oh and don't forget your doctor's appointment is tomorrow” “I remember. You probably shouldn't do that where people can see you . . .” I could feel my cheeks heating up as I met the startled look of a teacher behind Ryuu. He straightened up and followed my look. He grinned and waved. “Good morning!” Her face suddenly went bright red and clutching her papers to her chest she darted into the office, all but running into the door in her haste. Ryuu and I both laughed and I leaned up to kiss him again. “I better go. I'm more than ready for this day to be over so I can get back home.” “Awww so cute! You do miss me!” “Shut up and go home, dork.” I couldn't keep the smile off my face. Fuck me but I'm hopeless when it comes to the weirdo. The rest of the day dragged by. By the time I got home I was sick with a pounding headache and the nearly overwhelming urge to break things. Ryuu greeted me at the door, but his smile disappeared almost instantly. “You are in pain! Go sit now.” He barely gave me a chance to get my shoes off before he was pulling me over to the couch. The sudden movement made my head swim and I stumbled against him. “Kenta! Are you alright? What's wrong?” “Justa fucking headache.” I sank down on the couch and laid my head over on the cool pillow. My eyes felt like they were going to explode out of my head with the pounding in my skull. I opened them a few minutes later as a hand was placed on my forehead. “Here, some water and an aspirin.” “Thanks.” “Was today really that bad?” Ryuu sounded worried as I took the pills. “You look beat.” “It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it's weird. The teacher would be writing stuff on the board but I couldn't see anything. I finally just gave up after a while when my headache got too bad.” Ryuu was frowning, his eyes unfocused as he seemed to be thinking. “I think we need to talk to your doctor about this tomorrow when we go. You shouldn't be getting headaches like this.” “Yeah, okay. Do I have to go back tomorrow?” “Yes I'm sorry.”

This is a picture of a sock made in Korea. Really made my day. Just want to share with you! ^.^ Pika-DoH! :hamtaro-005 (22):

you can download the game and the English patch here: Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia 1. after downloading it you should have these files: 2. select the 1st disc: Silver Chaos - Fanbox - EternalFantasia.part1, extract it. It will automatically extract the 2nd disc as well. 3. create a folder on D: or C: , where you want to install the game. Leave this folder for now, we'll need it later. My folder is called 'Silver' 4. open Daemon Tools and click on the places marked in the image below in that order. 5. click on Run BOOT.exe 6. click on the button marked with black 7. click on the marked button and browse for the folder you have created at point 3 8. it might ask you if you want to create the folder VividColor if it does click Yes 9. allow the installation 10. the initial menu should appear again just close it 11. go again in the folder where you have the zipped files (exactly like at point 1) and double click the patch (SCEF Patchb74) 12. extract it in the installation folder (the folder created at point 3, in my case, Silver) 13. go to the installation folder (for me, Silver) and double click the patch (SCEFPatch) 14. allow the patching process 15. click Ok 16. done! the game should work if you will get a MainSystem.exe error after starting to play the game, go in the installation folder and remove the file Open.avi

Thank you! I am glad you like them... I just feel tire this morning so I didn't do much... --;;;

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

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Actually this is not a gay story, but there's a deep and strong relationship between 2 guys ^0^. Title: Bungee Jumping of Their Own Released : 2000 Running time : 99 min Sub : English soft sub Format : avi (HQ) SUMMARY : In the summer of 1983, Tae-hee and In-woo meet and fall in love at first sight. Just as their relationship is blossoming, Tae-hee is tragically killed. Seventeen years later, In-woo has become a high school teacher and married another woman. Meeting his new pupils, In-woo is startled to feel an overwhelming attraction to one of them, Hyun-bin, a 17 year-old boy whose mannerisms begin to increasingly resemble those of Tae-hee’s. In-woo struggles with the concept of falling in love with his student, and they both get bullied by other students at the school for being homosexual. Watch Bungee Jumping of Their Own Online: Bungee Jumping of Their Own Download Bungee Jumping of Their Own Movie: Part 1 Part 2 English subbed For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

just answer the questions you want :leaf13: 1-How is your internet connection? (good or slow, does the connection get cut often, and how do you react) 2-how do you refuse a friend invitation? 3-how do you fight with a member of your family? 4-do you have a trust problem? 5-what do you do when someone important to you call when you are going to sleep or sick or Busydo you answer or not? 6-did you hope for something but got disappointed 7-what do you do when your pet wanna play with you but your busy with something 8-how do you calm yourself when you are worry yeah ,i know it's WH questions :msn_red_fox 14 i just wanna see the different answers :cuteonion7:

I just hope you like it... --;;; This image is from ani kimi ni todoke's ending... I feel this and you poem will go well together... I did want to use different color for the poem... but my brain is little out right now... so... I hope you like what I did... ^^

i like the mood of the song. i feel like i'm reading young love at its brightest. that feeling of excitement and girlish curiosity. for a moment you got me imagining a little princess imagining her prince after meeting him for the very first time. the poem has a lot of hope and it's a very happy poem.

well hama nee-chan...seriously after reading yours and yojichan's poem.. i feel so touched on how 1st love means to both of u... i honestly says i dun even hve 1st love eventhough im 16 now...but i could feel how precious 1st love is to people... i totally adore ur love towards ur 1st love...u became stronger becoz u love him so much which makes me feel proud of u... well maybe later i will feel it but not now i guess... i dun even hve time for myself...hehe

thanks again, hama-san! i totally appreciate what you've done. i really liked it. i hope your sister's family have a safe trip back to Korea. i hope you meet your first love again. awww~ there...there...*hugs* this too shall pass. oh thanks so much, cherry! i'm so happy you liked it. awww~~ I feel so lucky to be friends with you too. *hugs tight* you're an amazing writer and you're incredibly sweet and thoughtful.

I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work.

Looooooovvvvveeeeee!!!!!!!!! *spazzes* This is so cute and funny and Si is so adorable and aggghhh! I can't say how much i love it Thank you Destiny.Fate and Goki !!!

Okane ga Nai / No money OVAs Title: No Money / Okane ga Nai Genre: yaoi Year Published: 2007 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: 4 Duration: 25 min / ep Plot: Yukiya Ayase is a university student. His cousin Tetsuo Ishii betrays and sells him in an auction to settle his heavy debts. Ayase is bought by Somuku Kanou for 120 million yen. Kanou does this because he remembers Ayase from four years ago, when Ayase, a stranger, helped him. Now Kanou wants to keep Ayase close to himself, and uses the debt of 120 million yen to force Ayase to live with him. As Ayase is still a student and does not have a job, he is forced to sell his body to Kanou for 500,000 yen each time they have sex. FORMAT: RMVB Watch Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online (HD Quality): Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online Download Okane ga Nai OVAs: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 OVA 4 Mirror link: OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime Season 1 The first season of Sekai Ichii Hatsukoi Anime with engsub by Horrible Subs and Crunchyroll *thanks them a lot* Alt. Titles: 世界一初恋; Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi; Sekaiichi Hatsukoi ~Onodera Ritsu no Baai~ Genre: Comedy, Romance, Shounen Ai, Yaoi Plot: Ritsu Onodera, a young editor has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Although he has no experience or interest in it, he is assigned to the shoujo manga department. Even more, he has an awful impression of his editor in chief, Masamune Takano. However, soon he realizes that Masamune Takano is actually Saga, his senpai and high school love... Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online Download Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime: Season 1: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 Season 2: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 OVA's: OVA.01 OVA.02 Season 1 Mirror: Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 OVA 1 OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO StaffWatch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online

Original name: Sensei, Anone! Manga ALT. names: 先生、あのね!; Sensei, Ano ne! Original run: 2010 Description: N/A Manga-type: Manga Written by: Natsumizu Ritsu Drawn by: Natsumizu Ritsu Published by: Kadokawa Group(s) Scanlating: N/A Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Shounen Ai Categories: Megane Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Amai Kimi ga Suki Download Sensei, Anone!: Sensei, Anone! (Mediafire) Mirror Link: Sensei, Anone! (Sendspace) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Room Share Manga ALT. names:ルームシェア 分租男子天堂 同居密友 Original run: 2008 Description:After his parents passed away, Aizawa Kyouichirou, a middle third year high schooler, rented out the 6LDK apartment in the form of room sharing as suggested by his guardian, Yagi Akira. The occupants were Rio Forest - a foreign college student, Mutou Keigo – a National Literature college student, Kawakami Shinji – a top host and Tachibana Jinpei – a workaholic. After they started to live with each other, they learned how to love and care for each other. Manga-type: Manga Written by: YOZAKURA Sakyou Drawn by: YOZAKURA Sakyou Published by:Nihon Bungeisha Group(s) Scanlating:Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres:Comedy, Romance, Slice of Life Yaoi Categories: Comedy, School Life, Rape Main Characters: Aizawa Kyouichirou Yagi Akira Mutou Keigo Kawakami Shinji Tachibana Jinpei Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations:To Aru Joshidaisei no Nichijou ni Miru The Three Times 17-Sai Kibun wa Joujou! Mad Cinderella Read Room Share online: Room Share Download link: EDIT: Link removed due to scanlator's request.

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Summary: The continuation of Kenta's and Ryuu's love stories as well as their friends adventures and misfortunes. Status: Complete Chapter 1 Games Kenta “No, I don't want that there.” I ran a hand through my hair trying my fucking best not to smack the shit out of the man. Why couldn't they follow the simplest directions? I'd decided that moving was not worth the hassle. No fucking way it was worth days of moving things around and unpacking. It didn't help that my wonderful, if somewhat spoiled, boyfriend had went out and bought all new furniture. I'd gotten along for years with nothing but a futon and some boxes of clothes. “Put it along the wall there.” I pointed to the spot and watched the men wrestle the dresser into place. It was nice looking, I had to admit that. I'd never in my life owned anything remotely this nice. Except my motorcycle. I took a moment to glance around what was going to be our bedroom. I felt my mouth lift in a smirk as I looked at the giant four poster bed. Gonna have some fun on that. Well, when the idiot doc said I could. Fuck it to hell. There was a loud thud and a string of cuss words from down the hall. Shaking my head I went to see what had happened. “You broke it!” “I so sorry, I didn't see it.” That was coming from what was going to be the band's practice room. Peering inside I saw the drummer Hasu, fists clenched at his sides as he faced one of the movers. I lunged forward just in time to grab Hasu before he attacked the poor guy. “Let go Kenta!” He flailed against me and I suddenly realized that I wasn't as strong as I'd been. So I let him go and grabbed his hair instead to keep him in place. He yelped, but the pain seemed to drain away some of his anger. I shook him slightly as he tried to turn and look at me. “What tha fuck are you doin', Hasu?” I growled and let him go. He rubbed his head and shrugged, not looking at me. “He stepped on my drum.” He gestured behind him and I glanced at the now ruined drum and the very sorry looking mover. “Ain't like he did it on purpose Hasu.” “I-I know . . . I'm sorry. I just . . .” he shook his head and I saw tears on his cheeks. “Fuck Hasu . . . don't do this. We'll get you another drum. Why don't you go find Sora, it's about lunch time and I'll get us some food, okay?” I took him gently by the arm and lead him out of the room. Hasu and I had been friends before everything, but now we were even closer. He'd been kidnapped, beaten and threatened with rape. I had to give the kid a break for being upset that his drums were fucked. “I know you are still dealing with stuff, but you can't take out your anger on other people, Hasu.” “Now you sound like Sora.” He pouted, but didn't pull away. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, but . . .” “It's alright, you don't gotta explain.” I squeezed his arm lightly before letting go. I understood all too well exactly what he meant. “Maybe later this week you and I could spar a bit.” He glanced at me the dark eyes wide. “Y-you sure? Did the doctor clear you for that kind of stuff already.” I shook my head. “Nah, but we'll take it easy.” He nodded slowly before stopping and giving me a quick hug. I could tell he was careful not to hug me as tight as he used to. It made me kinda sad. Then again it had only been three weeks since my old cellmate had tried to kill me. Had it really been three weeks already? Sometimes, it felt like yesterday. Those were never good times. After settling things with the foreman about the cost of the drum I looked around wondering what to tackle next as I stood in the living room. I realized I was rubbing my wrist and looked down. The rope burns were gone as were the bruises. I still had stitches in sensitive spots, but the doctor said I was healing good. It could have been worse. I shuddered, then jumped slightly as strong warm arms wrapped around my middle and I was pulled back against a lean solid body. “You alright? You were doing it again.” Ryuu's voice breathed into my ear. I nodded, leaning back into him. “I'm fine. Hasu's upset.” “Yeah I heard the yelling, that's why I came upstairs.” Soft lips brushed my ear and he kissed my neck. “Ryuu.” “I know, I know but who cares if there are people here. I've missed you.” “It's been less than an hour Ito.” “So . . .” I sighed, unable to help the smile as I turned to face him. “You are such a fucking weirdo.” He tapped my nose as he grinned down at me and I felt a chill run through me. It still amazed me that he'd not only asked me back but to move in with him. “Ah, but I am your weirdo, Ken-chan.” “Don't call me chan.” I tried to glare at him but then he leaned down and kissed me. Not a quick peck but a slow gentle yet very seductive kiss. By the time we parted I was breathing hard and trying to figure out how to keep anyone from seeing my boner. “Fu-fuck Ryuu . . .” “Mmm yes please. Maybe once everything is put away we can make that new bed really ours.” He pulled me into a hug and I felt him laugh. “Shall we go in the bathroom and take care of your problem?” That was when I noticed the men staring at us. “Fuck off or I ain't gonna fucking pay your lazy asses!” Ryuu just chuckled and kissed my forehead which got him a glare. “You are so adorable when you get all bossy.” “You know how I feel about people wa-mmff-” I shoved him back, breaking the kiss. “Stop it already, we got stuff to do.” He laughed and gave me a peck on the cheek before heading into the kitchen. I shook my head and watched him look through boxes for a moment. I almost had to laugh at myself. It was hard to believe that after everything that had happened the past month things could be so normal. Normal was fucking good after what we'd been through. I turned hearing someone clear their throat behind me. The man looked like he'd just drank a gallon of soy sauce. I would too if I'd had to agree not to charge for my work because one of my guys fucked up. “We are finished putting the furniture and boxes in their rooms. Did you need anything else?” I shook my head. “Nah, I think we got it.” He stood there for a second like he was expecting something more then finally shrugged and went to gather up his crew. I headed into the bedroom to make sure they'd put everything where we wanted it. This room looked nothing like the other apartment, something Ryuu and I had both agreed on. After all the shit that had went down at his penthouse, not even his parents wanted to keep the place. Last I knew the landlord was gutting it to make a ballroom or something like that. Whatever, I didn't give a shit. It had been a nice place, but I liked this better already. Ryuu and I had spent a long time figuring out what we wanted. I'd never realized that there were so many types of furniture to choose from. More than once I'd told Ryuu just to pick something, but he'd said no, that this was for both of us and he wanted my input. The idiot really knew how to make me feel wanted. Deciding I had no idea what to do with all the boxes in the bedroom I headed back to the kitchen. “Oi! Get the fuck out.” I grinned at Ryuu as I pulled him away from the box he'd been rummaging through. “You ain't got a clue what any of that stuff is, so just leave it.” “Hey now! I've been learning you know! I had Hasu teaching me how to do stuff while you were in the hospital.” I laughed and got a grin in return. “Right and that's why the hotel offered us free room service as long as you promised not to ever try to cook in the room again.” “There was a kitchenette you know, you make it sound like I lit a fire in the room or something.” “Pretty much.” I smirked at him, then yelped and jumped back as he grabbed for me.

@ Jenova : I had my hard time with this one... So.. Thanks for the hint... Thanks for the informations, I already downloaded the 6 volumes... Now it's finding the time to reading them... Yours : "Tsukumo Tantei Jimusho e Youkoso" by Isaka Juugorou..

I am just glad you like it... When I read your poem I think this ani and manga should be perfact for each other... There was other image I thougnt about using it... but as the title go little wondering look might better so I use this... I made it to used as computer background... ^^

My favorite Japanese singer is Ayumi Hamasaki..She sing really good and her songs are amazing. *_* For Korean singer I would say BoA,because she is just amazing,ne? ^.^

I absolutely agree with Yojichan and Ueda_Angel (other 2 very talented poem writers here)! Your poem is beautiful, enjoyable to read and gives a a positive note! :hamtaro-005 (8):

hama-san, after what you've told me, i can really sense the strong heartbreak of this poem. and i'm just only knowing right now that you had your first love at such a young age...much younger than june-chan. that's pretty intense. i can see that had things been different perhaps it would have been easier to move on but the fact that he died can be devastating for someone so young. was he older than you or the same age? were you friends? what did he die from? i'm sorry i am asking too much questions. i understand if you don't feel like answering any of it since it might bring up those painful feelings again. i'm really sorry. *hugs* i hope you do find another love in your life. not as a replacement but someone totally worthy of you.

@ Michiyo12 Ok, here it is: Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia

cold and sarcastic huh...

in 4shared(eng) ch1 http://www.4shared.com/file/fWdhGOle/Yoneda_Kou_-_Yorube_Naki_Mono_.html ch2 http://www.4shared.com/file/s-shsSRa/Yoneda_Kou_-_Yorube_Naki_Mono_.html ch3 http://www.4shared.com/file/Hrna26PP/Yoneda_Kou_-_Yorube_Naki_Mono_.html

you people in europe are so luck to get the chance to watch so many cool concerts!!!

im feeling excited becoz after a long time FINALLY i have a time to go out with my friends... plus im happy becoz my mommy gonna cook my fav food for dinner....^^

:::hamtaro-005 (6):I am a perv because I like to dream of nude men doing it and becase I am a man I like to look at ather mens butts. I love yaoi and love think about how I would like some of the love, just like my manga or anime.leaf15

I guess better then yesterday... ^^;;; I was really sad last night... cry for little and slept for little... and woke up at before 7 again... --;; Well little sleepy I guess... Today is other day... I will try to be happy as I can be... I don't know I can... I still have last night sad feeling on me... --;;;

I just woke up... So, I have the eyes in the same hole who try to focus for answering ... loll My mood..... I think .. I'm happy and the WEek end is near.. really really near...

i :5yoyo34: to Kaoru Chan for telling us that your a male yoyo1 because most of boys yoyo7 are shy to admit to be yaoi fans leaf3

my mood just like weather i get sad when rain, happy when cloudy, angry when hot

wow sounds amazing!! and the best thing is that you don't have to compete... you can still win even if you're not the first one to get the cards... thank you so much for this opportunity!! i look forward to it ^^

1. good, i guess 2. "my mom callin for me, got to go" 3. fight in real fight (with my bro) we bleed sometime... 4. depend, if i don get to see the person/event, i don think i can trust 100% 5. if before i sleepin or sick, i will listenin. but i will reject if busy 6. always... they said bonus on the way, but we still don see it suck... 7. ha, i just continue and when i got back to her, she will get away from me and stare at me... so i need to stop or she will keep starin at me (spolied brat) 8. sleep... its fun, thanks

imu... i sad T.T i know how you felt ..

I like this new contest! Thank you! :leaf3:

Very well written. As a poetry writer myself I can tell you put a lot into this. Keep up the good work!

Ryuu I was so comfortable at the moment. Our new couch was beautiful and not white thank goodness. I’d had enough of white furniture. No this was a very nice pale blue with cream and gold and was even more comfortable than it looked. When I’d walked through the living room and seen Kenta lounging on the coach, the temptation to join him had been irresistible. He was currently nestled between my legs, his head on my chest while I played with his hair. We were both watching Sora and Hasu try to hook up the new entertainment system. It was amusing watching them especially since Hasu seemed to be in a much better mood and was tormenting Sora at every turn. Probably not intentionally though. “Okay, this line goes to the sub woofer.” “Got it. Okay, that’s the last one right? Can we play games now?” Sora chuckled and patted Hasu on the head his affection for the younger drummer practically glowing in his eyes. “Yeah sure, what were you wanting to play?” “I don’t know . . .” Hasu looked around the room at the stacks of yet to be unpacked boxes. “Where are the games?” I frowned. “I’m really not sure which box they are in Hasu.” Hasu frowned and headed for the closest box. Before I had time to say anything he’d opened it and was busy unpacking it. “Ah . . . Hasu, you don’t have to do that there are too many boxes to worry about tonight.” Sora shook his head at me eyes narrowed. Okay . . . “B-but I guess we could get started at least.” I went to sit up and there was a disgruntled noise from Kenta. I looked down to see him blinking sleepily at me. “Stay’ere.” And with that I ended up laying on the couch snuggling my boyfriend while my two best friends unpacked for us. Sora found the alcohol somewhere along the way and got us each a drink. By then Kenta was fast asleep one hand lightly clutching my shirt. “I found them!” Hasu crowed holding up several game cases. “Shhh! Kenta is asleep.” “Oh . . . sorry.” He grinned sheepishly at me. “So can we still play?” “I don’t know Hasu, it’s getting pretty late now, it’s after ten and you’ve got school tomorrow.” Hasu made a face. “It’s not that big a deal. I usually stay up late playing games at home anyway. It’s not like my graduating at the top of the class is going to matter anyway.” Sora and I looked at each other. He spoke up first. “Hasu, school is the most important thing right now. You are way too smart not to graduate at the top of your class. Hell, you’re even a grade ahead of other kids your age!” I nodded. “Sora and I both graduated at the top of our classes. There is no reason you can’t.” Hasu set the games back in the box and got to his feet. “I appreciate the concern guys, but it’s not something I’m that worried about.” “You should be. Ryuu and I have talked about helping you pay for university, you won’t get into a good one if your grades slip.” Hasu looked over at Sora, the dark eyes puzzled. “Why would you guys do that? It’s not your responsibility.” “Maybe not, but you can’t pay for it by yourself and I’m sure there is something you’ll want to study further.” I smiled at him, wishing there was some way to erase the worry now etched on the cute face. “Believe me, it would be for the best. It’s very difficult to get along in society now without a degree of some kind.” Hasu shook his head and I frowned recognizing the stubborn set to his jaw. “So. It’s my decision ultimately. Like I said I appreciate the input but it’s really none of your concern.” “Hasu, we just want what is best for you, we are your friends.” He shrugged and headed passed me toward the kitchen. “Thanks, but I’ll do what I want.” I sighed and looked at Sora. The deep green eyes looked pained. I shook my head looking down at Kenta. Hasu was still too young to understand that the decisions he made now would affect the rest of his life. Looking at the dark head pillowed against my chest I wondered if it would help to have Kenta talk some sense into Hasu. He knew firsthand how bad things could be if wrong choices were made. I’d have to ask him if he’d feel comfortable talking with Hasu about school and explaining to him why it was so important. Since everything that had happened the two of them had spent a lot of time together. Hasu looked after Kenta like a worried younger brother. Kenta put up with him a lot better than I’d thought he would at first. Though Kenta had mellowed out a lot in the past few weeks. Nearly dying might do that to a person. An unwelcome chill ran through me and I rubbed a hand over my eyes. “Hey, why don’t you go to bed. You look beat.” Sora’s gentle voice reached me, pulling me back from the memories. Opening my eyes I had to blink a couple of times. “Yeah that would be good . . . uh, do you mind?” I gestured to my sleeping boyfriend who was effectively pinning me to the couch. I didn’t want to wake Kenta, god knew he needed his sleep. He’d been doing entirely too much and I was worried that it was hindering his healing. Sora was already on his feet and it only took a little maneuvering for him to gather Kenta into his arms. It always made Kenta look so petite and vulnerable in my eyes. Something I was still getting used to after years of only seeing the tough yakuza façade he always projected. I wouldn’t go back for anything though I wished he hadn’t had to suffer so much this past month. He was taking everything so much better than I could have. Then again he was just a stronger person. He had to be with everything he’d dealt with growing up. Following Sora toward the bedroom I looking into the kitchen to see Hasu sitting on the counter with a jar of mayo resting on his lap a distant look in his eyes. Reaching out I grabbed Sora and motioned for him to be quiet, nodding my head in the direction of the youngest. His heavy sigh made me sad. Sora loved Hasu and I understood how much it hurt to see the one you loved looking so lost and alone. I knew Hasu had suffered a horrible trauma but something else seemed to be bothering him. Something that none of the rest of us knew about or realized. Once Sora laid Kenta on the bed I thanked him and crawled up in it myself. Our first night together in our brand new apartment and we weren’t even going to have celebratory sex. It would just have to wait I guess. There were more important things than sex. Less fun . . . but more important.

I turned around and ran smack into a very solid chest. I stepped back, rubbing my nose and looked up. “Oi, Sora, don't fucking sneak up on me like that!” He raised his eyebrows at me and shook his head. “You guys are supposed to be playing around. Ryuu, you are supposed to be taking care of him.” I could hear the pout in Ryuu's voice. “I wasn't going to let him get hurt.” I crossed my arms over my chest and gave Sora my most intimi-imit . . . my hardest glare. He grinned. “You know . . . when you try to look tough like that you end up looking rather seductive.” I blinked, my arms dropping to my sides. Ryuu was giggling behind me. “He does doesn't he!” Sora laughed and reaching down grabbed me and picked me up. “Let me down you fucking shit head!” “Nope, it's time for you to go rest. You've been on your feet all day and you are wore out.” “I am not!!! I'm just fine!” “Sure you are, you can't even get down can you?” “Damn you, you fucking bastard.” Why did the giant red head have to be right? It was just fucking awkward getting carried around like a cripple. Though now that he'd pointed it out, I was exhausted and starting to ache. “Just put me down, I can walk you know. Besides, this isn't very comfortable.” He grinned at me, the bright green eyes glittering. “Sure, go rest alright. Oh and where is Hasu? I can't seem to find him.” I tugged my shirt down as Sora set me back on my feet. I sank down on the couch letting out a sigh as overworked muscles were finally allowed to relax. A few months ago and Sora would never even have thought about doing something like that. Just showed how much things had changed, I guess. “He's upset. One of his drums got ruined.” “Oh shit.” Sora swore softly. “I better go find him. That set is his most prized possession.” “Yeah he almost attacked the guy when he stepped on it.” So here is the first part of Chapter 1. I hope you guys enjoy it.

Shikata Akiko!! She has such an amazing voice! And, so many too!! :hamtaro-005 (6):