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I look at you calmly as you tell the truth Listening to the conversation between him and you When did his shadow appeared between us Like a fool I’m watching you two grew close this fast (Did I think too much) The distance between you and me seem to grew (You don’t seems to care) Don’t care if you’ll be misunderstood Whenever I see you looking at him The pain keeps coming, my heart keeps tearing You have never once (towards me) done it It became a habit that I foolishly allows it You are not the one for me Cos’ you held my hands but think of him This is not how my love could be I’ll let you find the happiness that you deem So just go cos’ you are one I no longer wish to see There isn’t enough love, you said as I let go without feeling sad Why does parting time brings cruelty And your eye cannot see when my heart bleeds Now you turn and want me back Life without me was just a mess I said thank you but sorry too I can’t accept and be a fool I no longer expect for a beautiful ending I no longer believe you’re the one I’m waiting So please don’t say you can’t lose me Because it’s you whom have taken the hopes from me When you say you missed him I know my love you no longer needs It’s now too late as I already left Regrets are no longer necessary Let you go, and let me live freely I don’t believe when you deny feelings for him I don’t want to listen ‘bout your feelings for me Shutting my ears as I don’t wish to hear My heart slowly dies as it’s bleeding with tears To the one I once loved, Goodbye =========================== Thanks for reading!!

Takano-Ritsu Yukina-Kisa

You can never be too old! Even an 80 year old may still like yaoi, and share the love with others. ^^ So don't stop fangirling!

Takano and Ritsu

Manga title(s): Acid Flower; アシッド・フラワー~完全版~; 迷幻之花 Original run: 2004 Description: Because of a painful past memory, Kanan can't believe in love again. Yet after meeting with the priest, Jake, he begins to experience the joy he longs for. Even the strong possessiveness of Jake's, that is beyond normal, to Kanan is also a wonderful feeling...!? Cat-boys are roommates at a boarding school. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: AMASAKI Yoshimi Drawn by: AMASAKI Yoshimi Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: BangAQUA; Peccatore Sanctuary Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Drama, Smut, Supernatural, Yaoi Categories: Vampires; Megane; Rape; Master-Slave Main Characters: Hatori Kanan, Langley Jake Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Concrete Garden Read Acid Flower Online Acid Flower Download Acid Flower Manga: Volume 1 (Chapters 1-5 + Extra) Volume 2 (Chapters 6-9 + Extra) Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: The Love of Siam Director: Chookiat Sakveerakul Year of Release: 2007 Country: Thailand Genre: Teen Romance Summary: Two young boys are best friends living quiet family lives in Bangkok. Their lives are disrupted when one boy's older sister goes missing on a jungle trip. The shattered family moves away, separating the boys. Years later, now in their late teens, the boys meet again. One of them is now the leader of an aspiring boy band whose managing assistant bears a striking resemblance to the lost sister. The boys must deal with their family and social lives and their feelings for each other. Source by loth Watch The Love of Siam Online: The Love of Siam Download The Love of Siam BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I wanted to share with you some pics and videos with my favorite real gay couple: YuXi and Oyo ♥ They are Chinese, open gay and together Oyo (the uke) YuXi (the seme) And together! Aren't they just cute? I'll come back with more pics, videos and information about them

Takano Masamune

oxtail soup & wingko babat as dessert ^^

TRAILER: Genre: Comedy Romance Cast: Chuntawith Thanasewee, Nuengthida Sophon, Chantavit Dhanasevi Plot Summary : Just like thousands of Thai couples, during the 9 days holiday of Songkran festival, a guy and a girl choose to visit Korea for their own specific reasons. They did not start the trip to go together, but end up returning back home together.

I am old too, but I am never going to stop reading or watching Yaoi.

Ahahaha Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi Takano Ritsu Takano and ritsu ;P

Yukina Kou Not the best but nice one

Title: Chikakute Tooi [Near and Far] Mangaka: NARAZAKI Neneko Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters) Summary: Yuu, Kouichirou, Natsume and Shino were classmates. Kouichirou took really good care of Yuu since young. Yuu was afraid that Kouichirou would leave him behind if his grades dropped so he worked really hard and got a fever. When Yuu kicked up a fuss in the infirmary, Kouichirou kissed him. What did that kiss mean? Natsume and Shino had been sex buddies for quite some time. Although they had feelings for each other, they never confessed to each other. Shino finally broke down and confessed. Would Natsume accept him? Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Chikakute Tooi Online Chikakute Tooi

Original name: Hell & Heaven Manga ALT. names: 地狱与天堂, Hell and Heaven, HELL&HEAVEN Written by: FUWA Shinri Drawn by: FUWA Shinri Original run: 2009 Description: A novice mortician who takes care of death, and a surgeon who saves lives. They’re in very different positions, but the distance between them is closing… Manga-type: Manga Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Shounen Ai Categories: Co-workers, Doctors Recommendations: Doctor's Rule, Heavenly City, Binetsu no Karute Read Hell & Heaven Online Hell & Heaven Download Hell & Heaven Manga Chapter 01 Chapter 02 Chapter 03 Chapter 04 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: A to Z Manga ALT. names: エー トゥ ゼット; A TO Z，赤焰之链 Original run: 2003 Description: Undercover investigator Matsuzawa Tomoya has a blood-stained past and hidden abilities. His new suspect, Kiryuu Yuuka, looks exactly like the man who has been on Tomoya's mind for the past 15 years. Written by: HASHIBA Maki Drawn by: HASHIBA Maki Published by: Tousuisha Group(s) Scanlating: Peccatore Sanctuary Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Up to Volume 02 Genres: Drama, Mystery, Psychological, Supernatural Categories: Angst; Shounen Ai (Softcore) Main Characters: Matsuzawa Tomoya, Kiryuu Yuuka Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Yubisaki no Koi; Otoko no Ashitaka Read A to Z Online A to Z Download A to Z Manga: Vol 1 (Eng) Vol 2 (Eng) Vol 3 (Chn Raw) Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Asobi ja Nai no Manga Alternative Names: 这不是场游戏 遊びじゃないの Asobi ja Naino Asobi janai no Author/ Artist: Sakuraga Mei Original run: 2007 Description: (1-2) Kagami and Fukamachi are two friends who both secretly love each other, but the other doesn't know it. Then one day, Kagami tells Fukamachi that he's interested in his sister Lisa, upon which Fukamachi then reluctantly decides to take Kagami home to see Lisa. Now Kagami is faced with showing Fukamachi how he feels before he's forced to go out with a girl he doesn't love... (3) Kyouya, a socially awkward college student has trouble smiling and gets bullied at school. What happens when he stumbles into Akira (a high school student) when he's out drinking? (4) Kyouya (not from chapter 3) is in love with Shirou, his business partner, but Shirou already has a lover?! Manga-type: Manga Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Temptation Scans Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Genres: Romance, Yaoi Categories: School Life, Comedy, Megane, Jealous Lover, Loveat First Sight Main Characters: Kagami and Fukamachi Read Asobi ja Nai Online: Asobi ja Nai no Download Asobi ja nai no Manga Sendpsace Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga ALT. names: Akanai Tobira あかないとびら 打不开的门扉 The Door to the Closed Mind Original run: 2007 Description: A book of oneshots (some are two chapters). 1-2) The Door to the Closed Mind Back in college Usui ignored Masuoka, the cute kouhai who had the not-so-secret crush on him, but now he's hired him as his assistant. Dealing with the shy Masouka isn't too hard, however the pheromones he emits have the perverts crawling out of the woodwork! Is Usui immune, or just biding his time? 3) The Ugly Duckling and the Prince In high school reserved Tayama paled in comparison to princely Tachibana, even the girl Tayama liked did nothing but talk about him. Now that they're in the same college Tachibana has latched onto Tayama as his new best friend. Fighting off the Prince's fan girls is proving to be troublesome, but more worrying are Tayama's own feelings... 4) The Prince's Sweetheart Tachibana and Tayama's story picks up viewed from Tachibana's rather unique perspective. 5) It's Lonely When You're Cold Muraoka Takeo has been admiring the beautiful but reserved store clerk for months, but when Takeo finally gets up the nerve to talk to him he finds himself being kissed! When the object of his admiration proves to be more different than Takeo could ever imagine, is there any hope? Story 5 has some crossover with a minor character from Boku no Shiru Anata no Hanashi. Manga-type: Manga Written by: SUZUKI Tsuta Drawn by: SUZUKI Tsuta Published by: Take Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance Slice of Life Yaoi Categories: Age Gap Unrequited Love Comedy Co-Workers Main Characters: Usui, Masuoka Adaptations available: - Recommendations: Ijiwaru na Kuchibiru Download Akanai Tobira Manga 4Shared Mediafire MEGA Read Akanai Tobira Online Akanai Tobira For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: BF Company: Ritz File Size: 79 MB Format: .rar (extracts to .iso) Download Links: Download BF Yaoi Game(Link thanks to Emeryl) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga ALT. names: After I Get Drunk On You; Kimi de Oboreta Ato wa; After Indulging with You; Drunken Love; Kimide Oboreta Atoha; Maid-kun no Gohoushi na Hibi; Pet Grooming Original run: 2005 Description: 1) Kimide Oboreta Ato wa Quiet student attends drinking parties to see flirty student he has a crush on. But after drinking too much he ends up back at flirty students place and wanders into the shower with him... 2) After I Get Drunk on You, Next Deep Drink The couple from the first story return, Quiet student is feeling insecure about his experience and whether or not he's pleasing his partner. Is it time to drink again? 3) The Other Side of the Glass Iori is the adopted son of a powerful family. He is sexually harassed by his adopted brother Yoshiyuki and must present a cold face to the world. Will Ariga be able to see past it? 4) After School in the Atrium Star student Hayase invites poor Koharu to his house so he can sketch him. In the nude. Probably totally innocent. 5) Maid-kun no Gohoushi na Hibi Young butler is trying to serve junior master to the best of his abilities, but the young master only wants to sexually harass him! 6) Pet Grooming Cat-boys are roommates at a boarding school. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: MINAMI Haruka Drawn by: MINAMI Haruka Published by: Biblos (2005); Libre Shuppan (2008) Group(s) Scanlating: Countless Time; Dangerous Pleasure; Shattered innocence Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, School life, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Doubutsu-gata; Master-Slave Main Characters: Ariga x Yoshiyuki Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: It Is That You Taught; Smoker Read After I Get Drunk on You Online After I Get Drunk on You Download After I Get Drunk on You Manga: 4S Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Dokusenyoku Manga ALT. names: 独占欲 (日向せいりょう) Monopolistic Desire Author: Hyuuga Seiryou Original run: 2008 Description: The story of the new high school teacher, Ichikura, and the younger brother of his ex-lover, Oda. Although an excellent student and member of the student council, Oda threatens Ichikura with the relationship between him and his elder brother. Is this the beginning of debauchery in the name of learning? Manga-type: Manga Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Blissful Sin Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: School Life, Yaoi Categories: Teacher-Student; Age-gap Main Characters: Ichikura, Oda Recommendations: Dorei Kyoushi!!, Sensei, Kiss Shite Ii desu ka?, Hitomi no Giwaku Read Dokusenyoku Manga Dokusenyoku Download Dokusenyoku Manga Dokusenyoku For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Zettai Fukuju Meirei, Absolute Obedience, 絶対服従命令 Platform: PC Denre: Yaoi, Dating simulation Rating: 18+ Gameplay: Player input is limited to the ability to choose one of two paths. However, these choices do not give the player the ability to truly affect the storyline, only the endings. The primary goal is to fulfill the client's requests and complete the mission.But despite the simple gameplay Absolute Obedience offers a variety of very complex character designs for the main characters as well as their "targets". Each of the 12 stories have up to 4 different endings, leaving the player with the choice of 42 different endings and 2 additional endings. In order to obtain a good ending, the player must select the correct choices in a specific order. Some Requests lose some of their options at some point and become listed as "expired". This may be related to the order the specific Requests are fulfilled in and/or rankings received in each Request as it is completed. Therefore, it is rather difficult to get every ending and every scene without help. Also, each mission is given a grade: A, B, C, or D, D being the worst. When the game has been successfully completed with an A grade in each requests, the game unlocks two additional secret missions for both Kia and Louise, in which more of both their pasts is revealed. GAME IS LICENSED For those who get an error message asking to insert a CD: go to the setup text file, and delete the lines that say DISCNO=1 and DISCNO=2. Then the setup won't look for the CDs For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Waauw that's so amazing good job XD

Sorry Bel cant speak while my mouth is full lool ;Pp

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I'm old...old....old.... XD Fan!! Fan!!!Fan!!! Who cares about age, if you love it, then you'll love it no matter what age you have

. .i don't believe in horoscopes, but i'm quite a believer of astrology when it comes to my zodiac sign, birth month and year, i'd read a lot of astrological details about my sign from different references, it turns out ALL the same, and what is great was, it truly DEFINES me (haha) . .btw, here's mine Strength - Compassionate - Adaptable - Accepting - Devoted - Imaginative Weakness - Oversensitive - Indecisive - Self-pitying - Lazy - Escapist November 28, 2011 An unexpected favor makes life much easier for you today — so make sure that you’ve got the wits to thank your benefactor! It’s a good time to acquire a new friend in a high place.

thats true :hamtaro-005 (6):

super fun :hamtaro-005 (23): i am definitely going to play it with my family

You are the green signal. Simple, emotional, down to earth, helpful and classy. It doesn't really fit me ^_^

XD

Hahahaha :Pp I slept with a porn star because I'm sexy like that.

LOL! what the hell!!

"spiritual nature" __>;;

Part Fourteen ready to go Enjoy ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It was a pain in the ass, literally, to move around in that state. Shouji was getting fed up, of staying in bed looking at a cold empty room, with no one to talk to except for Dr. Hisaki and the nurses that would come to him to give him treatment and food… Emptiness and embarrassing situations was his day to day life now… He was still trying to deal with too many things even if he was in a hospital bed ridden. He could see and hear the wounded Yakuza going in and out and that always left him restless… “Was that beast ok?!” He wouldn’t admit it, but every time someone came running, he always thought he could be Kay. Not one time did that bastard came since the day he woke up, and Shouji was having the slight idea the guy may have changed his mind about the housekeeper shit, and just left him there… Another thing pushing Shouji’s patience limits was when the time to take a shit came… He was supposed not to push, or make any kind of strength otherwise he would blow the stitches up. He would have to stay laid down like a good boy, the nurse would come with an enema and shove it on his ass and a few seconds later well everything comes down on it’s own, thru a plastic tube he still had inside him… He always thought that was nasty, painful not to mention fucking embarrassing. For him, it was the most stupid thing ever… He was beaten almost to death by his so-called father, but never needed for someone to help him take a dump, or clean his ass afterwards… Shouji was on the verge of loosing his mind, once and for all and just start running away every time Dr. Hisaki came to have a look at his stitches… “It’s looking good… You’ll probably go home sooner than expected, it’s healing quite well…” “Well, I’m sure fuckin’ happy for leavin’ this creepy place filled with a bunch of yakuza covered in scars and bullet holes… You run a freaking horror house not a clinic…” “Well it’s one opinion, however I do not treat Yakuza exclusively… I also support the community here by charging less for the consultations to normal people who can’t afford going to normal hospitals… I believe it’s worth the trouble don’t you think?!” “Well, since ya putt it that way, seems cool and shit, but doc it’s still yakuza y’are treating won’t ya get in trouble?” “Aren’t you one of them as well? Kai seemed to be pretty stern about you being a new member of the family, isn’t that so?” “Member of the family?! Ar’ya shitting me… Who would do this kind of shit to a family member doc…?” “Let’s just say, the guy crossed the line for a minute there and is regretting what he did, won’t you give him a chance to make it up to you?” “I already did doc, I’m bendin’ more than my own ability to do so… He made me a proposition and I accepted. But that bastard hasn’t come around for weeks now, so I guess he just forgot about it, right?!” “I don’t think so… Look he must be busy, so give him some time, ok…” “Doc do you know that beast well?!” “Beast…?! Well, now that’s a great way to describe him, because he sure is one, ahaha. But yes, I know him since he was a kid, but even today he manages to surprise me in a lot of things.” “Say doc… Why the hell do ya think he did this to me…?” “Well… I don’t know… My best guess is, you pissed him off somehow and he kind of lost it, but it’s really hard to tell, what’s going on in Kai’s head, kid…” “That I already could figure out… I mean, the guy starts chasin' me, then tells me to leave my job and come to his house cause he wants to do the nasty with me… Then he… well… he almost gets what he wants but I pass out half way… and…Shit!! This so fuckin' embarrassin'… I mean, he totally lost it when I couldn’t do it with him, then he does this to me… What th’a fuck am I suppose to think huh, doc…?” “Well I don’t really think, not having his way with you would piss him off that bad… Could make him have the worst mood ever since he couldn’t get any…Pffft…” “Not funny doc…” “Sorry, I’m sorry, but you see, dear Master Kai isn’t used to run after anything in this world… He owns and haves anything he wishes for, so yeah, I’m sorry but finding out he chased after someone in this life and ended up sucking his big toe it’s plenty for me to find it amusing, to say the least…Ahahhah… Oh boy… But either way I do not think he did what he did only because of it… You sure you didn’t say or do anything else besides… you know…pass out during sex…pfffff” “Shit doc I ain’t telling anythin’ anymore, it’s not funny…” “Oh dear… I’m going to be laughing about this for years to come… But I’ll forget it for now… Did you do anything else that day?” “Besides getting lost in that fucking huge house, walkin’ around covered in a freaking blanket and get made fun off by the kimono guy, then yelled by….” “Wait wait wait… What “kimono guy”?” “I dunno doc, some other freakin’ scary, but kind of beautiful, person livin’ in th’a mansion… when I was lost the guy told me how to get to the main door… If it wasn’t for him I would still be lost in that fucking huge place… Probably eaten by the dogs and shit cause I would be lost for good there…” “Shouji, listen to me, and listen very carefully. Do not go near that guy… You heard me?! Do not get close to him, or talk to him or even think about him, do you understand me… Just forget you ever saw him…” “What th’a fuck doc, what’s goin’ on, you’re freakin’ scarin’ me… What’s wrong with that guy, I mean he lives in that place, so he mustn’t be much danger right?!” “Wrong… Shouji, never again go near that guy, he’s not to be trusted… “ “Then why’s the beast allowing him to stay there?” “Kai’s only intention it’s to make sure he keeps an eye on his greatest enemy… His half-brother… That guy… that guy killed his own father, he shot his own father because the last boss decided to make Kai his successor and not him…” “Is he the oldest son? Isn’t Kai an old man already?” “Sayuri is 2 years older that Kai, and the jealousy he has for him is deathly… He tried many times to hurt, I may even say kill Kai before… Kai hates him, and loves him at the same time… They’re brothers, but have different mothers. They used to be like finger and nail when they were young….” “Then why is the beast allowin’ him t’a live… Isn’t he a cold murder bastard…” “Sayuri pretends he suffers from schizophrenia, today he might be ok…tomorrow he might kill you with his own bare hands, but he can’t be blamed because he’s sick. But that’s one big excuse I don’t believe he’s ill, he’s just trying to get away with that… Only Kai believed me when I told him that, all the others believed some other doctor who went to check on Sayuri, and he was never punished. In order to keep an eye on him, Kai placed Sayuri in the other part of the complex, filled with guards, so he doesn’t attempt anything anymore. After his father’s death, Kai became even worse than he already was… Now I can understand everything… He freaked out when he found out you were talking to the one person he can’t handle…” “I was…. How the hell was I suppose to know all this doc… He never tells me anythin’… he just treats me like a…toy… He doesn’t tell me anything important and ‘sides I know the guy for like two weeks and most of that time I was trapped here… I’m garbage to that bastard…” “I don’t think you are Shouji. He wouldn’t have snapped like that if you were… Just, hear him out more, and try really giving him a chance… He’s a beast?! Yeah, a very cold and deathly one but, no one has ever tried to awaken his heart… Maybe you’re the one who can… Who knows.” “The hell doc, were you listenin’ to me at all… he doesn’t give a shit about trash like me… Again he won’t show his face here today… Like tellin’ me I’m not important…” “I disagree… but, it’s your life, so your view of things should be your own… I’ll just ask you, don’t rush things… and… give him a chance, ok?” “Easy fo’ya to say…” “Yeah, easy… But I also have to under look a lot of things he does and says, but I know he’s worth it… At least for now, ahahha… Sleep a bit, you better rest, don’t stress your body too much.” “Yeah, well I ain’t stressing cause I ain’t getting’ off this bed… But… Doc?! Thanks’ ya know… For tellin’ me all that shit… It’s important for me cause I get to understand a lot off stuff, and even, who knows… get inside a bit of that huge mule head that bastard has… Even after all this shit… I can’t hate him… He was like, th’a first person who ever gave a shit about me, after mom died… I even forgot the feelin’ ya know…the feelin’ someone cares fo’me… So thanks…” “Anytime, now time to sleep…” “Ok… Dr. Hisaki left Shouji’s room and immediately reached for his cell phone. “What’s up doc…?” “GET YOUR ROYAL ASS IN THE CLINIC RIGHT THIS SECOND!” ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hope you guys liked it A big big kiss and hug, and thank you for reading :****

well i've only read manga's so far and hve no idea abt bl novals.... bt i personally think mangas are better bcoz of their visual representation... bt am sure novals are gd too .... since mangas are extracted 4rm novals itself.....

December 31st evening I woke up a few hours later, instantly realizing it was dark already... “So much for spending time together....” Mina still hadn’t return to our room, and if he did he left again... I was getting anxious, and even angry, that i knew something was wrong and he wasn’t telling me about it... “Hey, did ya wake up...?! Nice timing, dinner’s almost done, i went to check with the boss...” “Ok..” “We’ll be having dinner somewhere else here at the ryokan...do you mind?” “It’s not that i mind, but is cosy here, what not have dinner here... I don’t want to mingle with other guests...not today...” “It’s part of the surprise too Hana-san, beside only we’ll be there, so don’t worry...” He reached his hand to me, has to tell me, let’s go... I got up gave him my hand, as he guided me to somewhere else in the ryokan... My jaw drop as soon as i saw that room... It was just unbelievable... The ancient type of room was all surrounded by glass windows the size of walls, letting the white from the snow, and the night darkness outside visible like we were right in the middle of it... “A...Amazing...” “You like it?!” “I love it... So beautiful, i’ve never seen anything like this... And i surely wasn’t expecting something like this in a traditional ryokan... It sure is quite a sight...” “Then i’m glad i choose it...” “Yeah...it’s magnificent...” “Shall we sit down...Dinner’s about to be served...” “Oh sorry, of course... I was a bit overwhelmed...” Dinner got served, the food was delicious, the view was just outstanding, but the silence was still frightening... “We have been like this for all day long... I’ll ask you one more time, and i expect a sincere answer this time, i’m not in the mood to listen to more lies...” “I’m going to America next week...” That felt like something really big and heavy was suddenly dropped on top of me... “Excuse me?” “My father wanted to talk to me, a few weeks ago, i was rejecting the kind offer, since he said i was no longer is son, but then my brother came to meet me, begging for me to go talk to my father... Well the thing is, he’s willing to accept you, as long as i finish my studies first...” “But why America...” “Well that’s the place he said i needed to go...” “And you decided to go, without speaking to me...?!” “I wanted to tell ya the soon as possible, but things got out of hand with that other guy, and i seriously thought that if i told ya then...you were going to go back to him...” My blood was boiling, my body reacted and i slapped him... “You what?!... How ,many times did i tell you that i can’t live without you, and you decided to go to America, because your father asked you too...?! Why...Why is it that you’re so willing...? So you want to leave me...?” “I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE YA, I DON’T WANT TO GO ANYWHERE...” “Then why?!” “Because he is willing to let me stay by your side properly... I reached a point where i didn’t care anymore, i gave up on them, but they’re willing to accept me being with ya, and accept ya, i couldn’t ask for anything else in return... I was so happy, i could also be with my family and with ya at the same time, that i grabbed that chance.... Won’t ya wait for me(cry) will ya give up on me...?” The block i had in my throat, was so big it was hard to speak... The blow i just took was enough to let my body in so much pain i was having it hard moving, breathing or even thinking... But he still needed my answer... Was i going to wait for him... or was i letting him go...? What all the parts of my being are telling me? The answer was only one... I could not lie... not to him... not to myself. I managed to look up, and his tearful expression gave me the necessary strength... I got up, and i ran... “NO WAY IN HELL... YOU HEAR ME!! NO WAY IN HELL!! I’ll wait as long as it takes... I’ll hunt you down if i need to, i’ll chase you, until i find you, until i can have you by my side again... You’re mine!!” That was the only thing i could have answered him... no other choice, no other word... “Thank you... Thank you... Just wait, i promise i’ll come back real fast, ya won’t even notice me...” “(pained smile)Yeah, it’ll go by fast right... And are you coming home on holidays...? Special occasions...?” “I’ll try to come every time i can, i can’t be too long without seeing ya Hana-san...” We hugged each other and got silent for a bit... It still felt weird, and it still hurt so badly, i wasn’t able to hold my tears... “I’m going to miss you so much, i’m going to be waiting for you everyday...” “Me too Hana... Why won’t you come with me...? That way we’ll have our problem solved...(pained smile)” “Don’t joke...you know i can’t leave my job...” “Yeah... I know.... Just wishful thinking...” Right at that moment the most breathtaking fireworks were launched above us... We could perfectly see them as if we were throwing them ourselves... “Beautiful...” Four Years Later During the four years he was in the US, he never once acted like he was far away... He called me everyday... More than once a day even... He emailed me frequently telling me all that was going on around him... We met several times... I travelled to US a few times as well... Trying somehow to decrease the distance between us, it was unbearable to take... But somehow we managed to... He came home every chance he got, Christmas and New Year’s, my birthday, his family reunions, which i was present, as another family member... I was welcomed, and it was the best feeling anyone could ever wish for... The family support was important for him...and now i can clearly see why. Today he returns home for good... Today i’ll get to keep my promise to hold him, and never ever let him go... The love of my life appeared disguised between the crowd, but recognize him wasn't hard and i ran to him... “Mina.....” THE END _________________________________________________________________________ Well this is it.. no more from Mina san or Hana I loved writting it, altough i must admit, i kept going cause you guys kept reading... So this is for all of you... Once again tnak you so much for all your support, for all your friendship towards an inexperienced individual in this area... I'm happy i did it and i'm thrilled it was read by you guys... The most gratefull kiss to all of you... *Bows* Thank you for everything

I kept my head down and sighed… Then, the song on the radio changed… and one of my favourite songs began to play… I look up in amazement, I wasn’t expecting it, it felt like a small comfort… Looking straight ahead I saw a shadow moving… it was running… My heartbeat speed up… I didn’t thought it was an animal or some other person… I knew it was him… and I couldn’t even see it clearly… I dropped the blanket and started running myself… I didn’t care about anything else… It was him… And he was coming back to me… He was so near now… I could see his perfect features already… He smiled, and the white landscape palled in comparison… I smiled back…like a greeting… still running… And then, what looked like a perfect shoujo manga moment became a comedy one… I wasn’t used to running in the snow, and I completely fell rolling down like a complete idiot… I felt my face burn even though I was buried in snow… “Oh my god I’m such a mess…such a disaster…” I could ear his footsteps getting nearer and nearer… I was so embarrassed I could die, I wasn’t even able to stand up, so just stood there, laying on the snow covered floor, too shy to even move… I started to ear him calling my name… “Hana-san…..!!!! Hana-san, are you ok, Hana-san…” I felt even more like a fool… I worried him… But I couldn’t face him… When he reached me he kneeled down and rolled me over facing my face to his… “Are you alright Hana-san…” “Yeah…” Still looking the other way, the embarrassment didn’t allowed me to face him… “Thank god… You scared me for a bit…(smile)” “I’m sorry…” “What’s this…? You don’t need to say sorry Hana-san you just fell and you could have hurt yourself…” “I’m fine…I’m just embarrassed, because I really suck running in the snow…” “Ahahah, everyone does Hana-san…” “Well but you didn’t fall… I did…” “(smile)Are you sure you’re really ok…?!” “Yeah I am… Help me get up, my butt is freezing…” “Sure thing…(small laugh)” He gave me his hand and I stood up, but as soon as our eyes met, we couldn’t control ourselves… I hold on to him the hardest I could and kissed him painfully… I was killing all my solitude for those 3 hours, and also punishing him for leaving me there alone… He stared at me, looking like he really liked that... “What…?! You left me here all alone for 3 hours…Thinking of what might have happened to you… You’re cruel…” He hold me even tighter… “I’m sorry… But I really had too… Forgive me…” He truly looked sorry, so I let him of the hook… “So did you find any help at all…?! Or was just a waste of time?” “Well…sort off…” “Sort off what?! Finding help or loss of time…?” “Finding help… Well, I was able to meet this nice ojisan and he told me he would go to town to call for someone to pick us and the car up…” “I’m sensing a “but” there…” “Well, yeah…cause he can only go later…which means we will have to wait for a few more hours here…” “Well…nothing we can do about it…let’s go back to the car, it’s freezing cold here…” I reached for his hand, and the cold ice temperature gave me a shock… He was freezing, his nose was all red, and he was shaking even though he was running not long ago… “Mina… you’re freezing…” “Yeah…(smile) a little…(shivering)” “Let’s go to the car…I’ll put the blanket on top of you…You’ll warm up faster…” “Ok…But don’t worry Hana-san…I’m…fine…Just a bit…cold(forced smile)…” I became really worried, and as soon as I reached the car I took his boots off, his pants and hi socks… They were drenched... He really was running around in those pilled snow woods… “Baka…” “I’m sorry Hana-san…” “What are you saying…You’re the one freezing to death here…” It wasn’t working… He was shaking so much, I didn’t know what else to do… I started taking of my clothes as well… Body temperature was always the best to warm someone in this kind of situation, right… The most funny thought was floating in my head… I once read a manga with a very similar situation… “What you doing Hana-san…???” “I’m taking of my clothes and laying down next to you so you can warm up faster, can’t i?!” “Well y’a can…but it’s gonna be hard on me having y’a here like this…(looking the other way)” It was nothing much… I just took off my coat and sweater and was only bared chest… But somehow his words turned me on completely… I started blushing like an idiot again, but I still laid down beside him, holding him close so my body could warm him up… In the state I was, it wouldn’t be hard… Even though he was freezing cold I could still feel myself burning up by our closeness… “Better…?” “Yeah…” I felt his voice shaking, and couldn’t figure out if it was the cold or….something else… I got closer, and grabbed his chin… “Really…?!” “Yeah…much better…” When he looked at me, I could feel it… That penetrating gaze on me… Those were shivers of desire…not cold… “Well…we could…do something more…if you want too…too warm up faster i mean” “What are y’a saying Hana-san, we’re in the middle of a road, what if someone show’s up…?” “Well I can tell you for sure it won’t, because I’ve been here for three hours and a half and so far only birdies show up…” “(smile) Don’t need to get mad Hana-san…” “Well…I’m here…asking this sort of thing…and you…(blush)” He got closer, and kissed the nape of my neck… “I’m sorry… I didn’t know you wanted me so badly right now…(sicker)” “N… it’s not tha……” “No use hiding it from me… I know y’a so well when pleasure is related…(kiss)” “Maybe it really isn’t a very good idea…” “Now that you left me like this…you have to take responsibility …(touch)” “Wait Mina…” “I won’t wait… At least let me touch all of y’a…kiss y’a…feel y’a…” “Mina…" And our private little moment in that piece of junk of a car started… It was so exciting… The sun was still shining, although the colour of the snow was now turning into a slight radiant orange taint… His body was still so cold but against my burning skin felt like the best contrast possibly imaginable… Seconds later I was the one shaking, his touch always managed to sweep me of my right mind… Wet kisses, licks that felt to take away all of my sanity, were just a few examples of how this man managed drive me crazy each time we were together like this… The car was really cramped but I still managed to climb up to his legs, so I could see him working me up… I liked the view…very, very much… He swept his hand thru my back, while kissing my chest and licking each one of my nipples…thoroughly, making each bite turn into an indescribable pleasure… “Mina…” I grabbed him and slightly passed my tongue all over his ears… I licked his earlobes, and he deliciously moaned to my big pleasure… I was getting used to it… Used to arouse him, to drive him insane, the same way he did to me… It felt like retribution was arousing me more than I could ever think… “(whisper)Take them off…” I stretched my back to the front of my car, as to tell him…do the honours… He liked that… He reached my waist, and started to unloose my pants… Just the slight touch of his hands undoing the buttons, were enough for me to moan… He snickered as to tell me he was watching me…earring me…like telepathically advancing what I was wishing for… Another moment of tender pleasure, another sweet memory... Impossible to forget... We somehow fell asleep inside that cramped car, and were awake by the sound of a truck getting near... It was night already... The darkeness was overwhelming, you couldn’t see any light, only the night stars and the most beautiful moon... The truck was getting nearer and the strong lights made us blind for a few moments... We started to get dressed quikly, so that who ever was coming wouldn’t see us all naked.... Two guys...naked...in a car... That would be quite a sight... As soon as the truck stopped we got out of the car to greet whoever was coming to us... “Ah, ojisan...you finally came...” “I’m very sorry Shirou-san, i could only come now, good evening i’m Yokuno Sarada, i live near town...i’ll take you to Ironi Ryokan...” “We are very much apreciated for you help Yokuno-san, im Myaki Hana, nice to meet you...” “Nice too meet you too... Are you ready to go then...?” “Yeah, sure... We’re ready... It’s starting to get even colder...” “Let’s go then...” And there we went, after a day in the country white snow, we made our ways to our New Year’s celebration at the Ryokan... _____________________________________________________________________________ Well that's it for now... I'm very sorry if the chap it's not up to you guys expectations... I kind of lost the track to what i wanted to write... Next chap... Hana and Mina at the Ryokan... Lot'sa big kisses... :*

I'll start to show you how this works... haha. General questions Shounen ai or Yaoi Anime or Manga Drama or Comedy Supernatural or Historical Sweet or Dark The Uke Feminine or Manly Younger or Older Popular or Loner Innocent or Slutty The Seme Feminine or Manly Younger or Older Popular or Loner Sweet or Violent The Sex Romantic or Non-con Sweet orRough Private or Public BDSM or "Regular" Classmates or Incest Teacher/student or Childhood friends

Hi there! So since i went on a vacation, i'm giving our characters one as well... It's a small spin off from our story, but i thought it was funny so here it is ________________________________________________________________________ Ok, I knew this was going to happen...! How the hell did it turn out like this...? My desperation was getting bigger and bigger by the second, and I could only think I was in the middle of nowhere, inside this old, falling apart car, and Mina nowhere to be seen… “This no good…no good, I swear, I’m going to kill him...” This is how it all started… December 29 After the incident with Shu, things were a bit fired up, and I was really a bit upset from Mina, overprotective shield like attitude... He would walk me to work, he would pick me up at work, I wasn’t even allowed to go to the damn grocery store because he would always make up the most idiotic stuff... That this would happen or that might happen, and mainly because most of his persuasions techniques consisted on, having his way with me in bed, leaving me in no condition to even get out of bed, so much for walking down the street.... I was growing a bit tired, I was having sex 4/5 times a day, and he was making me come 2/3 times each time we did it… I was soared all over.... I felt a little like a tree and he an animal, somehow marking his territory, leaving red blots all over my body.... In one of those times I was trying to convince him to let me go out of the house alone, he was pulling the seduction trick on me again... There’s no way in this world that I could resist him or the things he did to me, and no way that there’s anything like too much sex, but truth was it was a tiny bit too much for my ass to take.... “Mina, i can’t...please...stop that, just let me...AH, no stop it…” “Why’s that Hana-san, you don’t like what I do to you…like this…” “That’s not the point,please…ah, ah just…ah” “What is it Hana-san...(smirk)” I didn’t have to see it to realize that, somehow, it gave him tremendous pleasure to tease me like this.... But I had to stop it, I wasn’t going to be fooled again.... I pushed him away, and I kind of gave him the evil look. “Stop it right now Mina! Or I swear, there’s no hanky panky for a year…” “No, Hana-san, It’s new years soon…We have to be together, and have a new years love making.” He really sounded like a kid then, such an innocent feeling that I thought I already lost but he made me remember it all over again... “(laugh) Oh yeah, want some new year’s sex?! Then behave yourself!” I couldn’t stop laughing, it was so funny the face he was making, thru the deepest beauty, there was this crystal clear pureness, so lovely... “No Hana-san, I was even thinking of taking you somewhere nice to spend New Year’s…” “Somewhere nice, what do you mean by that?” “Well I saved up a little money, and I bought us a stay over at a Ryokan.” “You what, what’s with you spending your money like that?! You could have told me, I could have helped...” It was like giving a kid a present on Christmas day… Every expression on his face lit up, his dazzling smile showing and sparkling itself only to me.... . Just like my dream, the one I always see him smile.... A never fading happiness… “Really, Hana-san would’ve agreed to it?” “What a silly question, why wouldn’t i?” “Well Hana-san it’s a bit weird these days, always running away from me....” “Of course not, you’re just leaving me no room to have a little breather (hard hard blush)it’s not like I hate it or dislike it…it’s just a bit too much.” “You mean it Hana-san, you really, really don’t mind being together with me…(caress)” “(Even harder blush) Of course not…(low voice)I would glue myself to you if I could…” When I looked up, the kid like expression he had before, disappeared leaving the man in front of me looking even more breathtaking than ever… He slightly touched my lips with his finger, and whispered in the tiniest voice… “I love you…so much…” I couldn’t hold it inside, the explosion of feelings, desires and all the things happening at the same time inside my body turned my colour to the deepest crimson… I was too small, I was a very small package to contain all the love, he was giving me… It was overflowing already… I bend over a little, and kissed him, very lightly as well and told him… “I love you too…so, so very much, it’s crushing my heart…” He hold me tightly, and said… “Let’s got to bed…but let’s just sleep today, let’s sleep like we always do, right next to each other…” “(Smile)Ok, thank you…” “Anytime.” He got closer and whispered… “I’ll have my way with you on New Year’s celebration…thoroughly (smirk)” I just limited myself to swallow it dry, because of that comment I was speechless, and nervous, and maybe a little over excited for what he prepared for us… I couldn’t wait, really…

Hi, here's chap 10. It's a little well...nothing much but just in case i put it like this... Hope you enjoy... Spell… Chapter 10 ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys liked it... Thank you, always, for the suport... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3:

December 23rd I completed the small arrangements I wanted around the house, I wanted to move in before Christmas, nothing was more depressing than spending Christmas night in a hotel. Not that I was really looking forward to it. I mean with whom would I be spending such a lovely period?! Alone?! Exactly. So I shouldn’t be expecting anything else but loneliness… I asked for a 3 day off from my job so I could prepare everything to move in. I went shopping bought cheap but great things to my new home, and they were delivering it today. I was a little excited. It was a new start, and I was just a little relieved I was getting a place of my own. Shu didn’t call, text or tried to contact me in any way. It seemed he forgot all about me. Not that I wasn’t expecting it but the feeling his despise was giving me was not pleasant at all. “I mean… we were together for two god damn years… How could I just simply forget?!…Right now I really wished I could.” It’s been three weeks since that terrible night, and the mixture of feelings I have from that time, still made me confused. The anger, the fear, the excitement… A really funny feeling came when I remembered the guy I saw dancing… “Mina-san…wasn’t it?!” Gosh he was really good looking. I giggled to the thought from the kiss he gave me. I sometimes could feel the warmth of his lips… I stopped for a second. “Oh c’mon I could that be…it was 3 weeks ago man. Anything that had happened should have disappeared already what the hell…talking about feeling his lips… Talking about crazy I tell you. Get a hold of yourself…” Truth was that I wouldn’t probably ever see him again, and the thought squeezed my chest a little. I wanted somebody to hold, to kiss…and well to do a lot of stuff too I mean when was the last time I DID it… I blushed terribly to the thought. “Oh god what am I thinking at this time of the day….” Somebody hit the bell and I went to answer it, still blushing like an idiot. The furniture was here, and I started putting everything in place, planning which place was best for each piece I’ve bought. “Fiiuu…shit now that was hard. Never thought I bought so many things.” After I finished placing the most important stuff I thought of preparing a little something for the neighbors, but I changed my mind. Well I wasn’t much of a cook. Ok, ok not a cook at all, I would probably blow up the kitchen frying a freaking egg. Shu used to do all the cooking. I loved to watch him cook he looked really sexy. Another stab on the chest. Shu wasn’t here anymore so I would need to learn how to do things myself. And that is what I need to concentrate for now… well I’ll just by something nice and cheap to the neighbors… I was getting broke so I couldn’t splurge. I found a small “patisserie” selling some delicious cookies with a very good price and I bought them. Problem solved. Now all I had to do was give them away so I could get over it. After I was done with wrapping the cookies, I went to give them. Door bell to door bell saying hello and please take care of me from now on, it wasn’t that hard. “Finally the last one. Well they’re really nice neighbors, they didn’t ask too many questions, they weren’t weird, so I guess I really hit jackpot coming here…” I pushed the last one, but no one answered. “It’s not that late yet… They probably aren’t home yet. I’ll wait for later, or maybe tomorrow…” I placed the only package left close to the entrance and started to clean up the rest of things I had to put away, storage and organize. It wasn’t much after that I heard the door bell, I ran to check who was it and when I opened the door I almost has a heart attack. Those” Mina-san lips”, I was so embarrassingly thinking about just a few hours ago were standing in front of me. I had such a shock I don’t remember anything after I opened the door. I woke up on my entrance floor(god knows for how long was I out) but nothing was in pain, didn’t I just passed out…If I fell I should hurt right?! “I there, you ok man?!” I was about to pass out again, that voice… shit…no way… there’s just no way this is happening to me. So many places in this world and HE had to be HERE…what the hell… I was lying on his knees(apparently he supported my fall) I stood up quickly, kept my head real down, like a bow so he couldn’t recognize me, he seemed not to have until now, and I was going to make sure he didn’t at all… “Oh I’m sorry, I felt hum…a bit dizzy…hum… cause I just moved here today…and all the moving well I’m a bit tired so…hum, if you excuse me…” “Oh’s that so?! Then welcome neighbor!” WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!! WHY IS HE MY NEIGHBOOR?! AND WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE HIM LOOKING LIKE CRAP?! “Oh, it’s that so…well hum…so nice to meet you I’ll be in your care from now on, good night….” I tried to close the door but no can do… “Hey is this the way you treat your neighbors? That’s not nice at all. Where’s my welcoming gift, ya have one right?!…I bet you went to my house but since no one’s there, you kept it to give later right, so where is it? I’ll receive it now. Is it food? I’m starved ahahah.” Was this guy for real, I just said I wasn’t feeling right, what the hell is wrong with him… I wanted to run away…How could he be so pushy. I picked up the wrap lying on the floor gave it him and closed the door without saying anything. Yeah ok, I was rude but how come I could face him like this, heart beating 1000 miles per second, face red like a tomato, there’s just no way I could, if he recognized me…fuck what was I going to do…? “Ya know(chewing) ya could have been a little nicer(chewing), I came all the way here to say hello to the new guy(chewing) and he bangs th’a door on m’a face… Oh BUT THE COOKIES R’ GREAT THANK YOU, MAYBE TOMORROW WE GET TO CHAT A LITTLE AND…” “SHUT UP…don’t yell, please be considerate about the other neighbors. Now go home. Please.” “Shit did I do something to piss’ya off? What the hell… Alright good night then… you crazy person…” “I’M NOT A CRAZY PERSON, GO AWAY!” “Don’t scream you’ll disturb the neighbors…ahahah” What the hell, this son of a…. now I’M the one disturbing…shit… I tried to calm down… It was normal right, if he didn’t knew who I was, it was normal to think I was crazy acting like that… I would apologize properly tomorrow…I just needed some time to cool down, because that was seriously unbelievable. Of all the places in this town, 10 million people, he had to live in the place i just moved… So long peaceful life...

Well here goes nothing Story status : Well Hana found out Shu was betraying him, and still at the bar he's so drunk he needs the help of Mina, a dancer at that same bar... But now Hana is better, and has to face everything that has happend to him... So what will he do? Hope you enjoy. Spell – Chapter 2 While I was standing behind the stage, I watched all his performance… There weren’t words good enough to describe it. How could something so beautiful be made by a person, I wondered… “I have a boyfriend right now…Do I really want to do this? Am I this kind of person? Yes, he is unbelievable, so much that I don’t trust my eyes right now but…did I really mean it? No…. I didn’t, and since I became a bit sober I should apologize for my behavior and go home… I would work things out with Shu.” Or better settle them once and for all. I won’t let this continue, this miserable life, this empty feeling hovering on me every second of every day… Enough was enough and things would end between us tonight. I finally stoop up, and went to find the ”dancing man” (jeez i didn’t even know his name, how embarrassing)… I went to met him, and he was talking to someone. I got a little closer, I was so ashamed with myself that my face felt like was it was being cooked inside out… “Ok…relax, say hello, say sorry for everything and thank you….and then go home. Ok this is a good plan, sigh…” When I almost got by his side I recognized the person he was talking to. Shu was standing there holding the other guy’s hand, talking to the dancer, he seemed to be praising him. Then the other guy also shook the dancer hand and they left after only a few seconds. I stood there watching the all scene, like a movie…unable to do or say anything. It was nerve racking…”Just calm down…one thing at the time.” I took 2 steps forward and he looked back at me with that same dazzling smile of his. “I there…Feeling better now? Do ya need a cab or I could walk ya home if you’re still not ok?!” I thought about it again…Having the possibility of having him seemed almost too good(or not, maybe he wasn’t gay right…I just assumed that due to his work place…I could be wrong). “Stop it, just stop it” I thought to myself, I got have a hold on my feelings and this is not the best way… “Thank you so much for today, you really helped me out…”I smiled shyly…I didn’t want him to see my face, I was probably horrible from all that crying so I kept my head down. “I’m so sorry for causing a commotion here, I was just feeling a little down and I kind of drank too much…so I’m really sorry for that. Hum, you don’t need to bother about me now, I’m fine so I’m heading home while I’m feeling better…” I turned around so I could leave, but he grabbed one of my hands. “So you would just leave without even telling me you’re name cutie?” “Ahah, cutie yeah right...”-I managed to say-“but thanks anyway…” I extended my other hand. “I’m Hana.” Just when I thought he was going to shake mine he pulled my entire arm to himself, holding my waist he took my lips without giving me a chance to back away… “I’m Mina. Nice to meet ya Hana” He licked the top of my mouth once again and gave that killer smile, his voice was soft velvet in my ears, all of my neck hair stood up… The balance I was so strongly trying to keep broke and I almost hit the floor. Knees shaking, head spinning… Was all of this for real?! I broke his embrace and gave some distance between us… There was no way I wouldn’t give in if he so much touched the tip of my finger… It was such an arousing feeling, that all parts of my body were pleading for. “What the hell you think you’re doing mister?” “Well that was my thank you gift…” He joked. “I don’t think I ever gave you permission for such, and I already thanked you for everything, so there was really no need for you to do that…” “I just felt like it…You’re so cute” he teased. “I’m…wha…well goodbye.” That one got me that’s for sure… I turned around the fastest I could, but my feet were still deceiving me. Trying to keep my balance on alcohol and such an excited state was no good to keep my body moving accordingly to the way I wanted it. I rushed thru the door… I was able to feel the cold air outside, and my head became clearer. I heard footsteps behind me. “Hey ya sure you don’t need me to walk ya home… I really don’t mind ya know.” “I’m positive. Good night.” I went my way… I don’t know why but I still glanced behind for a long time, until I could no longer see him. Gosh I hoped he didn’t saw me looking at him like an idiot. Soon, as I was walking the important issue came to my mind. After all that has happened tonight I still have to go home, and have a life changing moment. Tonight was final. Tonight I would let him go. The thought of regret started building inside of me, but I couldn’t realize if I was regretting the situation I was about to face, or the fact that I didn’t do it earlier. Do I really love him? At that point I wasn’t so sure anymore. The sense of freedom became a scary feeling, I didn’t want to spend my life alone… Alone… That thought brought me back to old memories. To the time we swore to never let go of each others hands. To the time we picked our house, to the time I bought him a hideous sweater that he hated but told me he loved it because I gave it to him… “Oh god… I’m breaking breaking inside.” Every step I took towards that door brought me a memory, and every memory brought me even more pain… “What did I do wrong…? Where did I fail you…? I only took time loving you and you go and do something like this to me….You promised (sob)…Ya prom (sob)….” “I HATE YOU…I HATE YOU FROM MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY…” My knees gave away and I fell on the snow covered floor crying… I stood there for what it looked like an eternity. My body was frozen from standing for too long on top of the snow. At least all the things I remembered we’re good, and that gave me strength to lift my head and walk the rest of the way… I was now standing in my front door, hand on the knob… Too scared to open it. But I had to. I took a deep breath and I walked in.

No, it's not only you... many ppl have such problems with this game. There is an exact order in which you have to do the missions or else other missions will close. For example, if you play one of Kia's missions maybe one of Louise's will close. If you play them in this order you can play all the game: L4, K6, K2, K3, K5, L5, K1, L6, K4, L1, L3, L2 Kia's second mission, "The Selfish Prince's Holiday," won't be available until two other missions have been completed. I opened a thread Absolute Obedience Walkthrough, you can check it if you want.

Because the filesize exceeds 1Gb. Then here is a torrent link. GAME IS LICENSED