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nya nya! XD . . . . . I SUPAH love this picture, cause everytime i look at it, it really made me LAUGH XD . . why??? . . because, it seems to me like: a. "Hey, how does this digi cam function???" -curious- ( SUPAH pout), -accidentally, push the button- (click), "woah!" b. -preparing for a pose- - WHISTLING, while holding the cam- -accidentally, push the button- (click) "nyah!" XD . . . and this one, is the NORMAL me, (xD) this isn't edited, i like this because of the smokey effect produce by the cam itself . . . and ofc, there's nothing can't be good if i'm with my supah friends (8 months ago, before our graduation) (my hair is still short here)

Alternative Titles: Junjou; Pure Heart; 純情; Partners Country: Japan Subtitles: English Released: 04 Sep, 2010 Duration: 78 minutes Director: Satoshi Kaneda Cast: Tochihara Rakuto (Tozaki Keisuke) Takahashi Yuuta (Kurata Shousei) Summary: Tozaki, a writer coincidentally meets the former classmate whom he had his first crush on, Kurata. After an evening of drinking together, Tozaki admits that he used to be attracted to Kurata. Watch Junjou Pure Heart Online: Junjou [Pure Heart] Download Junjou Pure Heart: Sendspace DepositFiles ~English translation by YaoiOtaku~ Translator: Saga Raw: Midori Timing & encoding: Key For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Life's getting too hard. Time to be a cat.

Chapter 06 Naoki rested a bit in the Kendo House before he follows Shiroyama and Midori back home. When they reach the store, they saw that Masamune coming out from the store, preparing to go out. After glancing at everyone, Masamune’s glance stops on Shiroyama."You. Why are you here?" Seeing that Masamune seems to be unhappy with Shiroyama going out, Midori rush to explain. "Shiroyama-kun went to pick Naoki up with me." Turning towards Naoki and seeing all the new bruises that he’s gotten himself with, Masamune cannot help but sigh in his heart: To learn, he really needs to go through the hard way. Naoki looked at Masamune bewilderedly, wondering why is he looking at him this way. "Young master, are you going out? Just give me a minute and I’ll get my clothes change and follow you." "No need." Although Masamune is speaking to Naoki, he was looking at Shiroyama as he speaks. "Shiroyama-kun has done everything that he needs to before going out with me. He has gotten the firewood, cleared up the snow accumulated in the backyard, and finished his food tasting too…" Understand that Masamune was not satisfied with just the reason why Shiroyama’s out, Midori explained hastily to defend him. At last, Masamune said nothing but left. "Sigh… Young master must be going ‘there’ again..." As Masamune left, Naoki said. "Where?" Shiroyama asked curiously. "Naoki! Stop bugging into it." Midori warn Naoki. And Naoki started to murmur words that couldn’t be heard by anyone. === === === === === === One fine morning when Shiroyama saw Masamune preparing to go out, he asked: "Young master, are you going out?" Masamune ignored him, and went ahead. "Sigh... Early in the morning, is Young master going ‘there’ again?" Naoki appeared beside Shiroyama and spoke, after he sees the scene. "'There'... Where do you mean exactly?" "Just two streets down the road, that’s where the Sake House is. Over there, there are all kinds of people. It’s kind of complicated there... And also..." Shiroyama wasn’t exactly paying attention to what Naoki was saying after that. He… Does he always visit such places? === === === === === === Noon. "Shiroyama-kun, is there anything that you need to get? I’m going out to get some things." Midori asked Shiroyama before she left. "Oh! What do you need to get? I’m rather free now so I could help you go get it." "Uh... Why not... Let’s go together?" Midori asked with some hesitation. "Sure." As they walk towards the market, Midori tried to sneak a peep into a drinking house when they pass by it. "What’s wrong?" "Oh it’s nothing, just trying to see if Young master is here." "Oh..." So this is the place… "Bang! BANG!!" Loud noises came out from the drinking house as they walk pass it. "You! I have been watching you for quite some time!" The moment they stepped in, this was what they heard from one of the thugs. Many others have surrounded Masamune. One of them was even grabbing on to Masamune’s collar, dragging him out of the chair. "WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO?!" Shiroyama asked Midori to stay out of this and remain outside the store, while he barged into crowd that was surrounding Masamune, pushing away everyone who gets in his way, and of course, freeing Masamune from the thug’s grab. These people came well prepared. Just look at the people in the store, more than half of them are their guys. "You... Damn it! It’s you again! Humph! Now let’s see how many you can hold down today! Get him!" Chaos starts to arise. Everyone came running in all directions towards Shiroyama and Masamune. Shiroyama wasn’t able to release his Wakizashi as he tries to protect Masamune, and also because they are in the public. All he could do was to fight off the large crowd by his fist. There is no way to stop them. Seeing that Shiroyama has his concern, the thugs went rampant. Glass, jug, even chairs and tables are utilized as weapon. At this instant, a chair was tossed into the air, going towards the direction of the blind singer who had been standing behind Masamune all this time. Without even hestitating, Masamune stood in front of the girl and accepted the blow. When the chair smashed on to the head of his, he felt dizzy, and then he fell. "Young Master!" When Shiroyama saw Masamune dropped to the ground in front of him, he was enraged. All the previous concerns he has were gone. He has nothing but one aim, and that is to end everything as quick as possible, and take Masamune away from here. He turn to face the group of menacing thugs, and released his Wakisashi…… === === === === === === A brown figure was kneeling within the white snow. "Young master, Shiroyama-kun has been kneeling for almost 2 hours, wouldn’t you let him come in?" Midori is all worried about Shiroyama. "I did not tell him to do it. That was his decision." Masamune seems indifferent and continued drinking his tea. If he loves to kneel, he can kneel all he want. "Young master, although Shiroyama-nii looks strong, but in such a cold weather, he might not be able to withstand it too!" Naoki couldn’t bear it anymore. What exactly has Shiroyama-nii done to deserve such punishment from Young master?! "... What is wrong with the two of you? Have you seen or heard me asking him to do it?" Masamune finally cannot stand this pair of sibling. He got up and walked back into the main house. Naoki and Midori look silently as their Young master leaves. "Nee-san, Young master did not said such things to Shiroyama-nii, did he?" "Hmmm..." It is true but…. Why he is he doing this? === === === === === === Evening. Shiroyama is lying in his room, with Naoki and Midori sitting beside him. "Shiroyama-nii, what happened between you and Young master? You two are strange these days. One is always not at home, and the other is always kneeling in the snow. What’s wrong?! Look at you! Do you know that it makes my sister’s heart ache when you passed out kneeling?" "Naoki!! What nonsense are you talking about! Shiroyama-kun needs to rest and we shall not bother him any further. Shiroyama-kun, we’ll take our leave first, call me when you need something, ne?" Midori stood up and is about to leave the room after she keeps the bowl for Shiroyama’s medicine. "Haha... Nee-san you’re blushing!" "Idiot! Stop talking rubbish!" "Yes Yes Yes ~~~ Have a good rest, Shiroyama-nii." Hmmmm… Should I inform Tatsuya-nii? They are good friends so I should tell him right... Alright! I’ll look for him tomorrow morning! "What’s the matter with you? How can you smile happily when Shiroyama-kun has fallen ill?" "E…Eh?? Me? Laughing? H…How is that possible? You are thinking too much. Just hurry up and get back to the house to sleep!" Was I that obvious?? === === === === === === "Young master, you came." Even with his eyes closed, Shiroyama was still able to sense the presence of Masamune. "…" Masamune sat down beside Shiroyama’s bed and spoke nothing. The both remained silence, until Shiroyama speaks first. "Young master... I'm sorry, I…" "Enough, you do not need to say anything." Masamune spoke as he got up to leave. "Young master!" "..." Masamune stopped in front of the door as he heard Shiroyama’s called. "Master ... Who is she?" "... Just rest." As soon as he finishes his words, Masamune open the door and left. To be Continue...

Thank you everyone for reading it (= Chapter 8 - A fight for the beloved one. -So its true that tonight Masato will have a fight with Sano? -Yeah and can you guess why will they fight? -Of course...Everyone knows that.They'll be fighting for Narayama. -Ahahaha yeah.What shits may result the love,right? -Yeah,such a dangerous love. -If you ask me,its better to be said : Such a dangerous guy is Narayama Hitoshi. -Yeah,well said,bro. All the night,Sano couldn't sleep.He was only thinking what he did to Narayama.He had to say sorry,but seeing his lover with his brother. It was terrible.Sano tried to sleep many times,but he was always dreaming one thing: "Don't ever....COME NEAR ME!" "Don't ever..COME NEAR ME!" -AAA!-Ichiro screamed opening sharply his eyes.He was breathing heavy,his body covered with sweat - Another nightmare. Sano got up from the bed and went to drink something.He opened the refrigerator and took a bottle with cold water.He drank a little,still breathing heavy. -Damn!! - he yelled,hitting the refrigerator. In the same time Narayama also couldn't sleep.As Masato promised,he came to his place to see how was he.But no matter that his friend was the only one left,who would listen to him and would help him Nara couldn't stop thinking about Sano and Eiji.He went in from of the big mirror in his room,seeing himself in it. -What is everyone finding in me? I'm not someone that special..-he mumbled,touching his face lightly.It was so pale,because of the stress these days. Nara sighed,seeing the hickeys in his body.He squeezed his shirt,starting to cry again. -Sano....-he mumbled. It was already 2 a.m,but Masato was still out. -So did you prepare everything?-he asked the guy who was with him. -Yeah.Everything is here.Wanna take a look?-the guy smirked. -Sure.-Masato smirked as well. The guy opened one big box and there were few knives,bats and chains.Masato took one of the knives rolling it around his fingers,smiling. -This one is mine.-he said,placing back the knife. -Okay.Now I'm going.We'll see later,right boss?-the other guy chuckled. -Haha,don't call me boss,idiot.-Masato grinned. On the next day,everything was like usual.Masato and Narayama came at school together and Sano was missing.Eiji wasn't there as well. -Ne,wanna come and play games with me after school?-Nara asked Masato. -Ah,I'm sorry Nara-kun,but I'm busy today.The next time,I promise that we'll play.-Masato smiled,patting Hitoshi's shoulder. -You're always saying that,but you don't come..-Nara mumbled. -Ahaha you're looking just like a child now.-Masato joked. -Hey!I'm already 17 years old...-Nara frowned lightly. -Hahaha I was joking of course.-Masato grinned,petting his friend's head. The school finished so fast.Narayama came back at home,first clearing the house and then cooking something for dinner,because before to see it was already night. -Ah,what should I do now..?-he mumbled,placing the things which he cooked on the table.Just before to sit and eat,someone rang on the door.When Hitoshi opened the door,there was Sano. -What are you doing here?-Nara mumbled,ready to close the door. -I just wanted to see how are you...?-Sano tried to smile,but he couldn't.He knew it was wrong to come in Hitoshi's house,but he needed to see him. -So now you're worried?You had to be worry yesterday,now its to late.-Nara said,trying to close the door,but Ichiro placed his hand on it,grabbing Nara's hand,pressing him close to his body. -I'm begging you...just...try to forgive me.-he mumbled. -To forgive you? Ahahaha don't make me laugh,idiot.And let go of me!-Hitoshi yelled,pushing back Sano. -Don't come near me in the next few weeks!If you do it,I'll kill you..-after these words,he closed the door in front of Sano's face. -Nara!-Sano creamed,but it was too late.He heard his phone,calling and said that it was a message. "I'm waiting for you." was the massage. Sano squeezed the phone and ran to the place where was the meet. -Are you sure that he'll come?-the guy from the last night asked Masato. -Of course.After all it will be fight for our beloved one.-Masato chuckled,hearing steps from outside.The meet was in an old factory near the river.There always had a fight like this and many of the people could die here,but no one knew about that. -So you came.-Masato grinned,pointing at Sano. -How could I miss such a fight,with my best "friend."-Sano joked. -Ahaha you're in mood,eh?Don't worry I'll shut your mouth up soon.-Masato smiled,taking out his knife. - With this thing in my hand...-he smirked. -you're dead. -after these word Masato licked the knife. Everyone jumped on Sano.One with a knife in hand,other with a bat,third with a chain.Sano was hitting the others,taking one chain from the one who was already laying on the floor - all in blood. But no matter how hard Sano tried,there were more and more people jumping on him.Finally he fell on the ground and everyone started to kick him.Masato stood next to Ichiro,lifting his head. -Yey,yey...look how poor you look now.-he grinned,hitting Sano in the face.Masato lifted him and pressing him against the closest wall, placing his knife on Sano's chest. -Do you feel pain?-Masato smirked,cutting lightly Ichiro's chest.The young male just squinted from the pain,but didn't say anything. -Oh?Come on..Let me hear your voice.-Masato chucked,moving the knife down the Sano's leg ready to cut it,but someone grabbed his hand,placing a knife on his neck. -Try to hurt him more and I'll cut your neck.-a male voice hissed.

Have you ever had the feeling that there are words behind your lips that are longing to be said? The feeling that those few, simple words, when uttered, would determine your fate? You feel scared that when these silent voices escape your tongue, you may not like what fate has in store for you. You feel afraid that when they remain unsaid, you will have to do with what you have, live a lie, and die with a secret. Is that what you want?... to live a lie and die with a secret?... I know... It's hard, isn't it? It has already happened to me as you may have already foretold. An instant in my life when i couldn't stop the unheard whispers playing under my tongue to speak out: I revealed them slowly to a friend... "i love you"... A sudden cold, chilling sensation enveloped me. Confused, i felt, in the awkward moment of silence that seemed to have lasted forever when it only did for a few seconds. I couldn't breathe properly. My heartbeat was getting louder and louder until it was all i can hear. It felt as if i was going to die. This is when i know that the words i spilled that night was not right. NO! It was not a lie! I really do love him. Yet, it was wrong because i know... FELT... that he does not accept my love. It was hard for him... but it was even harder for me, to have finally said the words i longed to say and realize that they have only gone to waste. it hurts more than you can imagine. It tore the soul out of me. *sigh*... Days turned into weeks and weeks to months... Still, no word from him. Time was slowly turning me into as fragile article. I was already about to break when the God-given day came... we have finally talked to each other. Up to now we still do. We're friends again, actually. The sad part? We NEVER talk about the words i chose to reveal to him. I guess we'll never will. No one can really tell what happens next after the words are finally told. Unless you let them out, the world will remain a blur with a shadow of an UNSURE YOU living in it. Although it still stings... i can say that i did not regret what I've told him that night.

I love the way you wrote this ivanced. it's so poetic and i know it's supposed to be something painful but the way you wrote made it seductive. i like that. you could say i'm kind of a junkie for this type of style of writing. i sense the passion. very nice. very sexy. i do have a lot of words that have been unuttered for fear of so many zillion reasons. some i wished i had said and some i am relieved i had kept it all to myself. i've had instances that after i have said the words, the magic of its secrecy simply faded away like smoke and i am left standing there like a total idiot. the romance i had in my mind meant nothing after i opened my mouth. i should have kept it for myself and live in my beautiful fantasy instead. there are things that still hold its magic when only shared to a handful of people i completely trust. their confidence alone is enough to calm me down. i don't need the entire world to know how i feel. that alone should suffice.

You getting your loved ones anything special this year? And what do you want for Christmas? The only thing I wish for is to have a great time with my family, and that everyone likes the presents I give them. I blew most my money on a wacom tablet so I could draw in photoshop. So this year, my loved ones are getting pictures and posters that I've made. I'm giving my cousins posters. I'm new to digital art, so I would love your opinion. This is for my 17 year old cousin. He likes skating and anime. So this is what I've come up with for him. Do you think this would make a cool poster?

Hrmmm i thought i was the only one who visited girls club LOOL was funny ! and TY brid for a warm welcome in there

@BRIDGET Lol Kaoru's visit in the Girls Club was already noticed?

I'm preparing for today's dinner....

:7yoyo10: :banhbao8: :leaf15: :Red_fox7: :Red_fox:

eight now i am deating Turkish Mandarin

*Knock.. knock...* gentlemen... I've been informed that a certain young gentlemen has visisted us... tcs tcs.. Mr Kaoru-Chan.... we hope next time you could leave your visit card.. just to know we have to be ready to receive you properly next time. Have a good afternoon.. gentlemen..... *leaves*

When I closed the bookstore an hour ago...... It feels so good when your damn work is done well...

Waking up at 12.00 when you were ment to meet your best friend at 10.00

My personal favorite here (and my new wallpaper) XD :

@ Bel... please... leave a warning or sth dear,... I just dropped my glass and I look like I peed myself.... gosh... I dont like vodka.. but his vodka.. hahahaha @My lord... please... Im an innocent maid....so dont go wetting your lips if you dont want me to.... *bites her lips* I have a toast: FOR YOU ALL NOW BEING HONEST FOR ALL THE ONES THAT ARE HERE MAKING ME LAUGH AND THE ONES THAT ( SILLY THEM? WENT TO BED EARLY)

i m on my diet, so i only had this for my lunch but still i couldn't resisted this durian snow ice :banhbao54: so there goes my diet :leaf16:

for my sadistic friends .. ;D i really like this one ,,,, so cool ;D

Original name: Daikirai na Aitsu! Manga ALT. names: 大嫌いなアイツ! Daikirai na Aitsu The One I Hate! Original run: 2009 Description: Chihiro Kouzuki is a stage actor and works part-time as a housekeeper to earn more money. His uncle called him about taking on a housekeeping job for Aoki, an elite businessman who lives in an expensive condo. Chihiro accepts, not realising how demanding Aoki can be about how he wants his condo tidied up. He is so demanding that Chihiro is starting to lose his patience with him.. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Masara Minase Drawn by: Masara Minase Published by: Kadokawa Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Status: Dangerous Pleasure Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Romance, Yaoi Categories: Co-workers; Love-Hate Relationship; Main Characters: Chihiro Kouzuki, Aoki Recommendations: REAL, Kimi ga Nozomeba Ano Hoshi Saemo Read Daikirai na Aitsu Online Daikirai na Aitsu Download Daikirai na Aitsu Manga Chapter 01 Chapter 02 Chapter 03 Chapter 04 Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Cannot Kiss for 24 Hours Associated Names: 24時間KISSできない; 24 Jikan Kiss Dekinai Author: Hana Umezawa Release Year: 2007 Status: Completed 1 vol Categories: Older Uke Younger Seme, Student-Teacher Relationship, Age Gap, Megane Plot Summary: A math teacher has an intense relationship with the problem student, Kikusui Kiyoya. Even though they were a couple in love, one day, Sensei suddenly wants to break up... •°Update°•: Read Cannot Kiss for 24 Hours Online Cannot Kiss for 24 Hours Download Cannot Kiss for 24 Hours Manga Cannot Kiss for 24 Hours Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Fallintrash Author: Watanabe Asia Plot: Hana, Hei and Kuro spend some private time with each other. "Original" doujinshi by the circle Anettai Ajia Kikou. Groups Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Genre: Doujinshi; Smut; Yaoi Download Fallintrash Manga: LINK For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Zoro/Sanji

Title: I Am Not What You Want Country : Hongkong Released : 2001 Running time : 49 min Sub : English, Chinese Format : avi (medium quality) SUMMARY : This movie is about a gay university student Ricky (Chet Lam) and Mark (Nicky Hung). Ricky comes out to his family and friends, but his "fag hag" Olivia (Carol Chan) doesn't seem to be convinced. Being rejected by his parents because of his homosexuality, Ricky moves in with his friend Mark. Mark in his heart is gay too, but he has not yet come out to anyone, including his girlfriend Mabel (Joyee Lam). The movie focuses on the proccess of Mark's trying to face his sexual orientation. DOWNLOAD I Am Not What You Want Movie : LINK . .. ... I''m sorry coz this video's quality isn't really good. I've browsed it but it's difficult to get a better quality. this is an old drama, but I think it has nice story and a sweet song too For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Name: 藤崎こう [Fujisaki Kou] Birthday: May 17 Gender: F || Works || Happy Yarou Wedding Utsukushiki Kemonotachi Virgin Love Toriko ni Natta...Kemono Junai no Seinen Kemono wa Ai de, Iyasareru Playboy Amour Romance no Kaori Oboreru Kemono no Koibito Men's Love Aikata Aishi no Sweet Voice Sexy Cool Voice Dakenai Jikan Junai ni Torawarete King & Prince King & Prince + Kaiser Newaza Ippon Konna Hazu Ja Nakatta no ni

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Title: Temperature (One Piece DJ) Paring: AcexLuffy; LuffyxAce Circle/author: Omame/ Makoto Imada Language: Japanese Download https://www.4shared.com/file/X-2Btv8r/JAP_Hard_Yaoi_One_Piece_Temper.html For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

So, it would have been better to ask this before I transfered my credits, but whats the diifferance between having stuff in the bank and not? Cos you loose credits when you withdraw/deposit, am I right in thinking you get 2.15% intrest every week? (It says 7 day period).

@Bridget Hahaha Bridget, you were well informed @Matti Of course they notice such a great presence

ah thanks Key! ...I would be a terrible accountant XD

Hum.......gonna be racking my brain here!!! Great chap as usual dears, no need for me to even say it right... Keep it up, keep it up XD

i see... :hamtaro-005 (6): i'll try it.. arigatou! :leaf12:

Getting woken up way too early when having the chance to sleep in. Finding out that you've been woken up just to be told that your roomate is going to the store. Discovering that you're awake, unable to fall back asleep, out of cigarettes AND coffee.

@Saga of course, it would be much funnier with girls around

Hi Viko! Welcome to YaoiOtaku! Hope you'll have a great time here! :hamtaro-005 (9):

Hello! Welcome to this friendly yaoi community!

@cloudykateechizen... you are cute one Nice pics

@cloudykateechizen you look so cute love it :3

Hai WELCOME TO THE FORUM

Welcome Viko! And no, it's not too long at all! I love Junjou Romantica! ^-^ That was one of the first yaoi animes that I watched. I also love how romantic and lovable yaoi is, it just makes you feel so good! hehe. I hope you enjoy your time here!

There are parts of Bleach that just make me want to ball my eyes out. When Ichigo is all helpless and loses his powers and stuff.

Part Fifteen “Mom...is that you...?” “Shouji.... What happened to you my child?!” “What do ya mean, why you askin’?” “Shouji, why aren’t you happy sweetie?” “Happy?!Shit mom... ya know i’ll never be happy since... since you...” “Shouji... Life itself it’s already something to be happy about, you know? I wish i could be alive to be there for you but i can’t, but you have to try harder, you’re letting yourself drown in sorrow, and that won’t lead you to good places.... Don’t you think so my child?” “Mom... i can’t... I’ve been thru so much since you’ve been gone... i can’t be happy anymore... Why d’ya have to leave me all alone with that guy... He beats me up and steals my money, i worked my ass off so bad to get... Why d’ya have t’a leave me behind... i rather y’a take me with ya mom... I donn ‘wanna be left alone again... Let me go with y’a now ok...?” “You can’t sweetie... You can’t come where i am... You’ll have to wait to meet me again... You still have so much to do, you’re still so young...” “I can’t mom.... i can’t.... Even that bastard, i thought he liked me... Even if just a little... But he hurt me mom, he hurt me so fucking bad i got stuck in a hospital cause of him... I don’t know what to do about that guy... I don’t know if i like him or if i hate him... I mean, he was the first person after you who had been nice to me, but he did that... what am i suppose to think?” “Shouji, why don’t you give him a chance...” “Mom... just let me go with ya...please... It’s so peaceful here, ne... No more worries, no more...” “You can’t sweetie... You can’t come here... But i’ll always be waiting for you, until your time comes... I’ll be right here...” “MOM!!! Wait... NO!!! MOM!!!” “Who the hell is your mom?!” Shouji woke up from his sleep, still shaken by the intensity of his dream to find the “bastard” sitting across the room looking at him with confused eyes... “So... how are you feeling?” “........Fine...” “Fine...Fine... that’s not an answer... Do you need me to call the nurse or something?” “No... I said i’m fine... What’ya doin’ here anyway?!” “What the hell!!! I came to see you and you start with that fucking temper already...” “Why?” “What do you mean, why?” “Why did ya came here to see me? Aren’t ya busy...? There’s always a bunch of people goin’ in and out of this place, looks like a fucking war just broke out while i’m stuck on this damn bed... So why’re ya here?” “Well... yeah... some shit turned sour the other day and we had to take care of it, but it’s solved now... “ “Speaking like a yakuza no doubt...” “Ahhaha well i am one...” “Yeah... i guess...” “Hum... look, i had a little chat with Mimori-chan and it’s all good ok...?” “All good?! What’s all good...?” “You know our agreement, that you go back and you do the shit to help Mimori-chan, and it’s fine... I told her you would help her out around the house, she just doesn’t want you to get on her way... Other than that it’s fine... She also said it would be nice if you finish high school, like doing the proficient test or... something like that, so you can become a proper adult and shit... ” “In think i’ll be pushin’ my luck goin’ there... She just doesn’t like me. And what’s that shit about school anyway? I’m not good in studies....” “Well for starters that old hag doesn’t like anyone... She won’t give you a hard time, we already agreed... You just have to do what she asks of you... As for the school stuff... I do think is a good idea... For you to get a good job, you know...” “And what if i wanna stick around’ya...?” That was a killer phrase... Kai didn’t know what to answer, and Shouji didn’t know what the fuck did he meant by it... For a minute there the room fell silent, and only then, thinking about what the yakuza had told him, Shouji managed to sense something was different than before.... “Now that i think about it, what the fuck happen’ to ya, you talkin’ all weird and shit?” “I’m not talking weird, just shut the fuck up... Well... the old hag made me ok... It’s one of her stupid weird demands... I got to talk and behave right otherwise she’ll be pissed beyond my patience limits...” “Shit that’s just... Why go so far just for helpin’me out... What else do ya what from me?” “Like i said... This time i’ll do the right shit to help you, no more than that...” “I see...” “Yeah...” “Then do ya at least know when th’a fuck can i get the hell away from here? Am sick of this place... It’s making me worse...” “When Hisaki tells you too...” “Well for me he can pack his stuff and go home tomorrow...” Dr. Hisaki came in the room a bunch of papers under his arm... “Like i said... He may already go tomorrow if he wishes so, his recovery was really good... He’s not supposed to overwork himself since he still recovering but i think it’ll be just fine. I can see you decided to finally show up here... The kid was starting to think you had abandoned him.” “The hell, doc... I don’t care if he comes or not... I don’t give a shit...” At that moment Shouji realized his temperature raised a few degrees by the embarrassment the doctor made him go thru... Even if he really felt that way, that wasn’t something to say out loud, and expose his weaknesses like that... Whatever the hell it was Shouji felt for Kai, it wasn’t meant to be disclosed. Quite the contrary... It was supposed to be enclosed behind a thousand locks inside himself. A feeling not allowed to see the sun light. Ever... The second Shouji looked at Kai, just making sure nothing weird had passed thru, he found the yakuza looking at him with a sorrowful expression... Was it the remorse of having hurt him, or something not even related to him at all he couldn’t tell... However, Shouji’s trace of thoughts were broken by Dr. Hisaki sudden talk... “Ok so... Brat, you’re not supposed to go running out and about, nor can you do stressful activities at least for another week... Then to you sir, since you’re the grown up. Make sure he eats properly, he was quite malnourished when i first saw him, then, and this is my most important advice... Tell him about Sayuri... All there is to know. If you wish to keep him around you, he has the right to know, and most importantly, to be aware of all this situation, do you understand?” “Yeah... I know, and i will, don’t worry...” “Oh and by the way, i have to thank Mimori-chan for giving you a hard time about your manners... It’s surely a great improvement for the guy who’s supposed to be the major company leader to at least behave properly and not like the brat he still think he is.” “Shut up Hisaki... I’ve been thru enough of that shit with the old hag... I promised her to be on my best, if she helps the kid out... I’m going to do so...” “Oh... See Shouji, he looks all cool and collected, but he has a thing for you, and he’s all upset otherwise he wouldn’t even go thru this kind of trouble, ahahhaha....” “THE HELL HISAKI....JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!” Not just Kai getting all flustered but Shouji himself thought the doctor had been quite bold, really bold to pick on the yakuza like that... But Shouji could see, Kai trusted and liked the doctor quite a lot... “I can see the cursing continues but, oh well, it wouldn’t be you if you didn’t...” “Shut up, everybody curses and it’s my only way to vent my frustrations, cut me some slack...” “Well, then i’m leaving you two alone to talk about important things.... bye bye...” Dr. Hisaki left the room with a damn weird smile on his face, Shouji was beginning to think it wasn’t a good idea to be left alone with Kai, but he had shit to ask him, and everything had to be water clear before going to his house again. He wasn’t going to go thru the same shit again, and he was specially, most interested in what Kai was about to talk to him. The “kimono guy” was still mostly a mystery to Shouji, but whatever Kai intended to tell him, was letting him feel worried, that such a heavy subject was being brought on.... Kai’s pained expression was really showing how hard it was to talk about it. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That's all for now, hope you guys liked it Thanks for reading

oxtail soup & wingko babat as dessert ^^

@ hama-sama Ok since i'm going out, i took the pics of the hair... I'll compare it with the before and after like Junnie Ok so Before... And after... Eheheh, drastic

@Hama san...WOW!!! u r so good...i never cut my own hair except for the front part...ehehe...u r so like a pro... @Saga...Love ur eyeliner...and nice picture...^^ and also..i just deleting some files in my lappy and found my old photos...when i am still a long-haired girl... ehehehe so gonna post it here...^o^ BEFORE AFTER Big difference isnt it??..hehehehe

Me in Venice last year