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oh... i can't see it... but i'm sure you look really good!! ^^ now i'll post one of myself. it is quite rare for me to take pictures of myself... so i use the ones taken in group and cut my friends!! poor things... xD here is one for my otouto see!! ^^ i hope you still want me to be your sister after seeing such creature... ahahah xD and by the way... i hate the smile because it is false... but i always look like that when i have to force a smile... in the end i'm just not good at taking pictures! being model... no!! one day i'll take a kickass photo and i'll post it here! how many did actually ran away after seeing the spoiler? ahaha xD

passing by quickly just to send a kiss to all of you and tell that i miss you all!! =**

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Thanx to those who can see them. I'll repost them. Soz to those who cant see them.

To SOPA and PIPA suporters... Like....Really!!

Titles: Papa, I Love You, パパ★アイラブユー' 爸爸，I love you Original run: 2008 Description:The businessman Mayama Kaoru's life changes drastically when his two nephews show up on his doorstep. Keigo (16) and Akio (5) were abandoned by their father and driven out of their apartment. Despite the fact Kaoru has had no contact with their family, he’s too kind-hearted to say no and takes them in. Soon the three of them start leading a warm, happy family life. However, Keigo suddenly kisses him one day. Was it a sign of family affection or something more? Author: MISHIMA Kazuhiko Group(s) Scanlating:Biblo Eros Status: Complete Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance, Shounen Ai Related: Baby I Love You (Sequel) Read Papa I Love You Online Papa, I Love You Download Papa I Love You Manga: Papa I Love You For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

i think, you should, dewie chan let them see you're C U T E N E S S -excited- i really like the one you first used as prof pic in fb

@chiakaiyuki thanks for the video!! so sad... RIP i'll miss you!!

so true... let people be happy!!!

In memory... [video=youtube;o0Wvn-9BXVc]

I've changed abit since my very early post. so here!

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Altenative titles : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai, The World's Greatest Love, World's Greatest First Love Type : Manga Author(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Artist(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Status in Home Country : Ongoing (5 Volumes) Scanslation Status : Ongoing Other Title(s) : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai Genre(s) : Yaoi Summary : Onodera Ritsu has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Assigned to the shoujo manga division, he crosses path with the person he'd least expected to meet. Takano Masamune is the editor-in-chief of the division Ritsu's been assigned to, and the two seem get off on the wrong foot right from the very start when Takano unexpectedly kisses him. However, there is more to than what meets the eye: Takano is actually Saga, Ritsu's senpai and high school love-- whom Ritsu had thought to have played him for a fool by taking his affections for granted when he confessed and summarily dumped him. Read Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Online: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Manga: Vol 1 Vol 2 Vol 3 Vol 4 Vol 5 Vol 6 Vol 7 Vol 8 Yokozawa Takafumi no Baii 3 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Happy Yarou Wedding Manga ALT. names: ハッピーヤローウエディング, 快樂家伙的婚禮, 동성 해피 웨딩, Homosexual Happy Wedding Written by: Fujisaki Kou Drawn by: Fujisaki Kou Original run: 2001 Description: This story is about an university student and professor, who is a single parent. Features the introduction of Chiharu and Kazuki. The series goes like this: 1. Happy Yarou Wedding 2. Utsukushiki Kemonotachi 3. Virgin Love 4. Toriko ni Natta Kemono 5. Junai no Seinen 6. Kemono wa Ai de, Iyasareru 7. Playboy Amour 8. Oboreru Kemono no Koibito 9. Men's Love Manga-type: Manga Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Countless Time Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Age Gap, School Life Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Mizu Numuru, Usotsuki wa Shinshi no Hajimari, Hitorijime Theory, Aikotoba wa Hallelujah, Gravity Eyes Related Series: Utsukushiki Kemonotachi (Sequel) Read Happy Yarou Wedding Online Happy Yarou Wedding Download Happy Yarou Wedding Manga: LINK For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I saw many people have problems installing the game and the English patch so I made a video tutorial. I downloaded the game here: Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch (only the torrent file) http://www.youtube.com/embed/V7E_nTiEKjE?

Original name: Doubt Manga ALT. names: ダウト Original run: 2008 Description: Five people gather in the mountains to conduct a survey. There, Misaki meets Yanagida, who looks like his missing lover Kousaka. But with no memories of the past, can Yanagida really be the one Misaki used to love!? A notice of personal change cuts the team down to four, and a suspiscion arises that there may be a spy in their midst! Plagued by doubts, who do these men truly love? And who is the real spy? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Nishimura Shuuko Drawn by: Nishimura Shuuko Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Mature, Psychological, Yaoi Categories: Drama; Love Triangle; Main Characters: Misaki, Yanagi Recommendations: Junjou to Furachi, Yume Miru Seiza Download Doubt Manga Doubt MF (Mirror thanks to lsd) Read Doubt Online Doubt For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Wintertime Love Manga alternative titles: Tsumetai Taiyou; Cold Sun; Wintertime Love Author: Sakamoto Miki Status: Completed (1 volume) Year: 2007 Summary: Tomo Fuji is a university student who has fallen for the school's playboy, Takanari, who goes out with woman after woman without caring for their feelings. Knowing this, Tomo confesses his love and the two spend a few days at his place, but where will this go? Will Takanari dump him like he does everyone else, or, will there be something more...? Read Wintertime Love Online Sakamoto Miki Download Tsumetai Taiyou New Download Link Mirror Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Hello everyone! I'm new here and as you know, you know me as Oscedet~! Yoroshiku~! I stumbled by accident on this site. And I was really curious what it had inside so~ I decided to sign up and be a member! Really, it's pretty! And there is already so many things already up and about! ^^ I'm really excited to meet new people (And make friends of course~ X3) ~ who have the same interest~ but I'm not saying that those who haven't the same interest aren't interesting! >_ Anywa~ay... hope I'm welcome aaaaaaand yeah, if someone has a question... ASK ME AWAY! Oh, yeah! I am a... YAOI FANGIRL! 8D Yesssssshhh! That's right Muahahahaa- *cough* ... Ehem... well, my first yaoi anime that I first EVER watched was Junjou Romantic aaaand my first introduction onto this wonderful world of Yaoilicious was of a Naruto Yaoi Doujinshi/Oneshot... ^///^ I was first veeery emberassed but then it passed.... and i must hide this from my parents... >_>; Also.... well, yeah, since then I can't stop! ^^ (searching yaoi pics, doujinshis, etc etc...) But I love the ol'Anime, Mangas, Video Games and blah blah blah! The alround Otaku... you know... That's all Leute~! Ja ne~ see you around- who ever is reading this~ |3

@Belita, I realy love this superman of yours XD 86

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Takasaki Shota looks so vulnerable in the image. Impossible to not want to hug him tight. But, wow, filming the rape imediately like that! Well, the good thing is that it helps to relieve the tension. Imagine how the actors would keep thinking about how the bed scene would be till the last day if they left it for last. I know i'd get stressed thinking about it if i were one of them. The two years working together at Tenimyu probably helped them to deal with the tension. ^_^

But faces are important too right?! rabbit16 :cuteonion25::cuteonion25:

@ DeepBlueSea_03 Not really sure dear O_o I went google and serched "HOT GUYS PLEASE" and there he was XD oh but...well since i'm at it let's check some yummy ABS!!! :Red_fox:

haha! well, hold on then XD

here are mf links for 5 of the rest eps, im still working on more ep 11 ep 12 ep 13 ep 14 ep 15.001 | ep 15.002 -note- use File-SJ v2.9 to join those 2 parts into the completed ep 15, its over 200mb so i'd to split it to do uploading on mediafire. ^_^

I made mines depending on my feeling & I absolutely love Zero Kiryuu ♥ I like to change my siggy at least once a week or so depending on my time =/

You tempting me to watch this series as soon as I can hama-san, even I just read this manga once but I believe something. If the director of this series is same with the director of Ai No Kotodama, so I really sure if this series will be very very awesome... Just look from the thriller make me feel really exciting.... Cause I want to now how Yusuke played as Kei, for me Kei is really mysterious man. Instead of expressing his love for Yuki either way good but instead he raped Yuuki just because he's misunderstood... Wow, that's really a cute cover for a script even I don't like pink but it's really cute. I'm wondering something, it's must be funny to see a male actor read a script with a pink cover like that..^ ^;;;; Ahh, I can't wait 8months hama-san....:hamtaro-005 (21):

@Belita Wow, I never seen that videos before, you make me can't wait to watch next chapter!!! But I have to wait 6days again....* sigh hard * By the way, I never thought before if Neliel is a female cause when she's in the child form she looks like a cutest boy, she always clinging Ichigo everytime. The funniest in this epi is when I look Neliel's friends, Dondonchakka & Pesche. They're really funny, even they know if Renji & Uryu are fighting with Syazel but they don't try help / doing something useful. They even make the problem more chaotic by making clones of their enemies so much more, it's make Renji & Uryuu more stress with their act.... (watching they're act make my stomach cramp cause I lots of laughing). Although their behavior is ridiculous but they are loyal friends for Neliel, because even though they were not with Neliel, but they could feel that Neliel was very frightened that time. I can't stand to see Inoue's face too when she saw Neliel clinging into Ichigo after she's beat Noittra... She felt ashamed of herself to see Neliel's behaviour like that!!!:leaf5:

love it soooooo much, thank you for sharing It is really a good movie and I have been a fan of it for years. Love Mao and Datsuke so much

POrtuguese: Tantas línguas diferentes!! Adoro o facto de haver pessoas de todo o mundo aqui no YO! ^^ English: "So many different languages!! I love the fact that we have people from all over the world here in YO! ^^" i would try to explain how it is pronounced but... it is hard!! sorry!!! :msn_red_fox 14

what the hell ? they will destroy every thing!! fuckers those goverment people >.

Jun (Bassist, Golden Bomber)

“I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.” I've known this for ages XD Seriously, if schools thought you how to love others, the world would be slightly better place, I think.

OMG... look at this...-goes running to look for some food to her fridge- can I keep him???

yum - yaoi is yummy (;

X.........no not this letter i hate u X ehm, sorry x...... x-man dj manga!!! there is something like that right ?

And ppl still keep asking me why I like Ireland so much......I wonder why.....

Ahahaha that was hilarious xDD well done dear, we will be cheering for your flawless victory lmao Lol dude i don't think paper going to enough, we might need start putting tampons up our nose xDDDD

I was talking to a friend about men from Argentina..and..well..there's a a great reason to show you girls..... well several..... ;P

i would definitly not mind to work with them... not at all!!! xD but i also wouldn't mind beeing the manager of... well... for example these guys... or then these ones... now that i think of it... being a manager... i acept the challenge!! eheeheh xD :cuteonion9:

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The sun was about to set. A sombre mood seemed to have enveloped the entire Shidou Academy since the student Suzuki Takeshi succumbed to his long-time battle with his rare bone disease. The funeral was held at his residence. Shidou High Academy officials announced a special day for some of the school staff as well as its students show their respects. The entire science club organized to purchase a large bouquet of Magnolias since it was a favorite of Takeshi. His best buddies also attended the entire funeral ceremony. Gii acted in behalf of the family as an older brother since Takeshi was an only child and had very few relatives who could take the role. He made sure that the funeral arrangements were made to the point. His family also gave the largest funeral gift contribution having been made aware of the large expenses that has incurred from his friend's hospitalization bills. Gii wanted to put the grieving parents at any kind of ease after losing their only son. He could only imagine the pain they are going through having to live with a son whose days on this Earth have already been numbered from the time he was a young child when the tragic diagnosis was made. It was a blessing that Akaike Shozo had also been doing his part to help him. As friends, together they tried to put up a strong stance amidst the outpour of emotions that was heavily felt around them. Takumi who was also one of the attendees did not stay too long during the wake. Funerals always made him uncomfortable. The death of his brother would make disturbing flashbacks in his mind. But during a private gathering of Shidou students that was held in the school in honor of Takeshi two days after the funeral, he volunteered to play the violin for everyone. A piece he knew too well was the science club president's favorite. Thoughts leading back to that fated phone call made to Takeshi's mother were painfully returning to Morita's mind. It was supposed to be just another routine early morning call to greet Suzuki a cheery ohayo before he started another day in Shidou. He loved listening to his lover's voice on the phone even if it was just for a few minutes. And then they would talk a little bit more in the evening after supper time. They were both looking forward to the weekend that they would meet again. This was not meant to be. Before that day could come, Morita had frantically abandoned all manner of school decorum and rushed to the hospital that very minute. All he had was his wallet and the two pieces of film in his pocket, a special gift from his beloved. The promise he made to him about not attending the funeral actually also extended to not making an appearance on his deathbed. It was Suzuki's way of shielding him from ever seeing him in that manner. He only wanted to leave a strong memory of him being alive in his mind. The only way Morita could convey his loving presence for the last time was through the films and flashing the rainbow-colored hues in Suzuki's room. Not even the cloudy skies would deter the freshman's determination to send his message and when it finally did, an overwhelming sense of relief and sadness came over him. Despite such noble intentions, his compulsive act violated Shidou High Academy's strict school guidelines regarding runaway students. His deep embarrassment and regret upon his mother's sudden appearance and having to make such a trip all the way from Australia to Shidou. Unexpectedly, it was his mother's comfort and understanding that still kept his sanity intact despite hanging on a thin thread. The loss of his first love was killing him slowly and deeply. To his mother, there was nothing to forgive her son for. She understood the connection between them as Morita shared stories of Takeshi during their conversations on the phone. And just like her son, she did not care having to lose time away from her work and come so far for the sake of love and this was her love for her only son, Morita Toru. The only living remembrance she holds precious from her late husband. Morita Toru was given an in-school suspension that was to last for two weeks. An expulsion was initially considered but weighing the reasons for his disappearance and strong testimonies taken from concerned students of high academic standing namely Gii, Akaike and Takabayashi, the two-week suspension was put into effect. He was granted a few days with his mother who requested to spend some time with him before she headed back to Australia. Their already close relationship has grown closer from the recent loss. They both bade goodbye at the airport with tears and smiles in their faces. Mother and son have always been affectionate with each other. The parting was bittersweet but Morita had been assured a plane ticket bound for Australia where he can spend his summer vacation soon. He was looking forward to it very much with the sincere hope he could rid of the heartache he is experiencing. His suspension status did not make him an outcast in school. In fact the science club members expressed their sympathy and have started to befriend him. They even invited him to become a member after he serves his sentence. He was still not sure whether to accept their offer or not. Everything was still too much to handle to make a decision. He felt the slight chilly air as he watched the sun slowly setting in the horizon. His eyes slightly puffy from the previous night he spent in tears. Sleep have become elusive to him. He wound up sitting in bed praying for sleep to come to him before daylight. Sometimes he had dreams of Suzuki when sleep managed to reach him. He pursed his lips and breathed the air around him. He closed his eyes and slowly opened them again. His mind imagining that the windows high above the building facing his direction would reflect the rainbow-colored hues telling him that Suzuki-san was busy working with a science project. But there would be no more light coming through those glass windows. No rainbow-colored hues. It remained dark and quiet as it had been since the funeral service. “Morita-kun?” The freshman was jolted out of his reverie from the sudden presence before him. One he had not expected at all. “Gii-senpai...” He was about to stand up but Gii quickly gestured for him to remain on the wooden bench. The sophomore took his seat beside him. Morita could see the fatigue in the man's eyes. His handsome features marred by his sullen mood. It was clear that Gii has been deeply affected losing one of his closest friends. “How are you holding up, Morita-kun?” Gii looked at him with concern. “I'm okay. I would like to express my deep gratitude to you for speaking on my behalf at the disciplinary meeting. This goes to Akaike-senpai and Takabayashi-senpai as well. Thank you so much.” He gave a slight bow. “Don't mention it. We understand why you did it. I actually commend you for it. You're very brave. You did not hold back and just took off like that despite the consequences. I wished I had done the same.” Gii sadly looked away. “Suzuki-san would mention about you during our conversations. He had nothing but great things to say. He said one of the best things that's happened to him in Shidou was being friends with you and Akaike-senpai.” Morita's attempt at trying to comfort his weary companion only seemed to make him sadder. Gii's nose flared and his jaw tightly clenched as he tried to keep his emotions in check. His voice coming off a bit shaky. “I miss him. He was such a cool guy. Takeshi was always his own person and a great friend. They don't make people like that anymore.” Gii sniffed yet there was now a slight tone of happiness in his voice. “Other than Shozo, I was the one he confided his illness. We would talk about lots of other things but he sure did a fine job keeping you to himself.” “Really?” Morita was clearly surprised with Gii's confession. “Yeah. Though I did suspect that he seemed to like you when we all met at the cafeteria back then. But I had no idea how serious he was about you until after the Halloween party. To me I thought it was going to be a good time to hang out and chat. But when I saw the way he looked at you that time, it became clear as day to me.” Now a smile showed in Gii's handsome face as he reflected thoughtfully. “I'll never meet anyone quite like him again.” Morita mused. “We can be grateful that we have been given the chance to have been part of his life as he was to ours.” Gii added. Morita only nodded in reply. He closed his eyes again as he savored the comfort of those words. Many years may come but he knows in his heart he will never ever love this way again. No one can ever come close to the man who has touched his heart in ways he had never known possible. He could say that his first love was most special and requited. The happiness of being loved by someone you love. Nothing came close to that feeling. The sense of completion it gave would remain in his mind and heart for as long as he lived. Gii watched the sweet expression on Morita's face and he smiled. His fingers reached deep into his pants pocket and took out a piece of a neatly folded paper. He handed it to Morita. “Takeshi's mom was hoping to see you at the funeral but since you didn't show up, she entrusted this to me to hand it to you.” Morita gazed at the folded paper. His fingers showed a slight tremor as he held onto it. “I'm so sorry I was not there at the funeral. Suzuki-san made me promise not to go. Even that day I ran away. He didn't want me to be around his deathbed either. I was so close to breaking my promise to him. I wanted to open the door to his room and just rush in. He insisted that the only memories I will have of him is being alive. It was killing me not to see him one last time but how could I deny him his last request?” Gii watched as fresh tears began to flow in Morita's eyes. He moved closer and wrapped his arm around his shoulder to give him a strong squeeze. The younger man covered his face with his hand. To Gii as he listened patiently to the sobbing Morita, he felt a sense of peace in his heart. The realization that even without his efforts, Takeshi and Morita would have found each other in this lifetime. Knowing how much they loved each other till the very end eased his pain. “There is no need for you to apologize. Thank you for loving him that much. For making him happy beyond words. You gave him something that no one could. I'm glad you came into his life. We all do. You take care, Morita-kun. I'll see you around.” Gii slowly eased his grip and stood up to leave the wooden bench. But just as he was about to walk away, Morita quickly stood up from behind him and called him out making him turn his face. “Thank you very much, Gii-senpai.” Morita bowed to him. Gii gave him a respectful nod in reply and then walked away. Now alone again only this time with the letter in his hand, Morita carefully unfolded the piece of paper. He could feel his heart racing. He breathed in deeply to try to calm down. He wanted to make sure he fully understood the contents of the letter instead of turning into a weepy mess all over again. His lips curved into a smile as his eyes gazed into the first words of the letter. My Morita, Fate can be so tricky Once you thought you'll never have it then it's there It came to me at a time I never imagined would come And look what I have become. For the first time I see but a lifetime I knew But never what I've conjured up to be Words have been spoken and shared but never close It's actually what's beyond words that mattered the most It's unbelievable to think that such events happened at such short notice Thinking you could've done more but that's just is Maybe it was meant to happen all at once But never cease to everyday leave you in a trance For now all we have are memories of those short but magical moments Those quiet endearing moments Having turned them into reality, I am now fulfilled and complete I am what I have become because of whom my heart has beat. Your Suzuki OWARI ================= Author notes: OH GOD! OH GOD! KYAAAAAAA!!! FINALLY IT'S DONE! This story was conceptualized long before I fangurled the MisuShin pair. It's gone through several major revisions, formatting, editing and have been put aside many times. I declare no claim to the original Takumi-kun characters except the ones that I have created like Morita's mom, roommate and the boys Gii "pimped" for Suzuki as well as the letter you see here. This is a poem originally titled April Love which I wrote years ago put here since it was apt for the story.

“Takeshi, look what I found in the garden.” Suzuki's mother greeted her son as she opened the door. “Ma, I wish you'd stop sneaking and snatching plants from parks. You and Papa are really the same.” Suzuki playfully chastised his mother. He wanted to sound cheerful even though it was obvious enough they were both trying to sound upbeat despite the seriousness of his condition. “Oh come on...I'm sure you'll agree with this one.” She winked and gestured for Morita to enter the door of the suite. “Suzuki-san...” Morita smiled as he walked inside with the large bouquet of flowers in his arms. Suzuki's blinked in surprise. Not a word came out of his mouth. What was he supposed to say? A part of him was so happy to see him again and at the same time he felt embarrassed that Morita sees him in such a weakened state. “Hmmm...go take a seat over there, Morita-kun. Let me take care of these lovely flowers. I'll see if I can find a nice vase for this outside.” She took them from his arms and carefully laid the flowers by the table and left the room. “Hey...” Morita approached and pulled the chair closer to the bed. “Hey..” Came Suzuki's reply. A gentle smile on his face as feelings of comfort overcame him upon seeing Morita. Morita gazed at him. His eyes longing yet sweet. There was still puffiness in his eyes, a sure sign that he has been crying earlier. Yet there was twinkle in the tone of his voice. He too was feeling very comforted seeing Suzuki again. “I'm so glad to see you.” Suzuki smiled at the soft spoken Morita. Morita bit his lower lip. His eyes shyly moving from the bed to Suzuki's face. “I was actually kind of worried whether you wanted me to see you.” “Why would you think that?” Suzuki frowned, obviously confused at the statement. “Well, you never told me anything about your condition when we were together so I thought this was something you didn't want to share with me. Maybe you'd get mad that I just showed up here.” Morita looked at him. The pain in his tone may be subtle yet it reflected heavily in his eyes. There was a slight measure of hurt, sadness and quiet desperation. “But your mom told me everything I needed to know about your condition.” “Come closer, Morita.” Suzuki gestured weakly for him to approach the bed prompting the younger boy to stand from his chair and lean closer to Suzuki's side. “You think I wouldn't be this happy if I didn't want you to be here?” Morita shook his head slowly. “I guess not.” A shy smile forming in his lips. His fingers reaching for Suzuki. He feels Suzuki's fingers clasping his. He responded by gently rubbing his fingers. “I miss you.” “So do I.” Suzuki calmly replied. “That time we were together, all I wanted was to just see you and forget everything else. For the first time in a long time I have never been so happy in my life until the day I first saw you at the phone booth that evening. I told myself no way was I gonna remind myself how little time we have left. I wanted to see you smile. Not like this. Not the tears. I wanted so badly to smile too. It was never my intention to deceive you. And I'm sorry if you felt that way. But you do understand me, don't you?” Suzuki's voice was shaky yet firm. To Morita he was fighting a losing battle as he failed yet again to keep his tears at bay. He nodded his head while trying to rub his tears from his eyes. “Oh god, what am I going to do with you, Suzuki-san?” His chuckles were accompanied by a pained tone in his voice. Why? Why did it have to be this way? Why can't we just be together longer, much, much longer? Why now? Please don't leave me like this, Suzuki-san. Suzuki reaches out to hold his hand that was trying to rub off the tears from his face. Morita felt a bit startled with the gesture but he felt that hand slowly pulling his head lower. Lower. He could hear Suzuki whisper. “Kiss me.” It took only for a second when Morita' blinked in surprise at such a sweet yet daring request from Suzuki. As their lips touched, he felt a brand new sensation melding with the memory of their first kiss shared. This was more earnest. Even sweeter. He could feel Suzuki's tongue tip reaching his and he was already weak to deny him. So this is what a deep kiss feels like. His eyes were squeezed shut as if trying to store every bit of information in his mind. His heart beating wildly as he relished the kiss. It took him every ounce of self-control not to climb the bed and just straddle Suzuki. “It's not enough. Not enough...” Morita softly whined as their lips parted making Suzuki plant small kisses around his lips, amused listening to Morita's voice. The younger boy licked his lips. He was so overcome with emotions that the tears began to flow again. He nestled his head on the curve of Suzuki's shoulder and neck. He inhaled the scent of antiseptic aroma from the pillow. He squeezed his eyes shut to block off the reality of being in a hospital room and just focused on the sensations of the kiss they shared and the warm, breathing and very alive Suzuki patting his head. “Morita...I need you to promise me something.” “Anything..what is it?” Morita mumbled not bothering to raise his head from his current position so he could look at Suzuki properly. He feared what he might see in those eyes. “Promise me that you won't attend my funeral. I don't want my face on a large picture frame will be the last thing you will ever see of me. I want you to remember me just like this. Talking to you now. Kissing you. Holding you now while I still I can. These are mine to give while I'm still here. It's more meaningful this way. Can you promise me that, Morita?” Morita nodded and sniffed. “I promise.” He whispered. “I'm feeling rather envious of anybody who can see you everyday. I can't have you all to myself.” Suzuki chuckled. “Don't you dare say that!” Morita lifted his head. His brow furrowed. His voice shaky. His eyes wet from tears. “I'm all yours. I'm here. I don't wanna be anywhere else. I wanna see you everyday. I don't wanna go back...Suzuki-san...please.” Suzuki's tears ran down his cheeks continuously. The desperation and longing in Morita's voice rang in his ears. For the first time in his life, he felt being loved so differently and devotedly by someone other than his parents. He smiled at the thought he could die happy now knowing just that and being able to experience such love from a person. There was no doubt in his mind that Morita is definitely his one true love. He will never ever find another one like him in this lifetime. He had been very fortunate to have been given such a chance. He was not going to leave this world lonely as he imagined. “Morita...hey...it's gonna be fine. You don't have to come here everyday. This place is a long way from Shidou. I'm sure the school won't allow it either. You're gonna make a lot of people worry about you. I'm one of them. And with the way we are now, I'm sure you will try to stay late here with me. I'm alright now. You're here with me now.” “Well..would it be okay if I call you on the cell phone? My mom sent me one so she could call me easier than having to wait for my turn at the phone booth.” “Aha! So that's why I didn't see you there anymore.” Suzuki raised an eyebrow. “Eh? You mean...you looked for me there?” Morita's looked at him surprised. “Yeah..every night.” Suzuki poked him in the nose. A large smile now showed on Morita's face. Suzuki-san really looked for me. I wasn't the only one feeling the same way after all. We both fell for each other at first sight. Oh my god. Wow. “Hmmmm....I guess it's alright. I don't own one though. You could get my mom's number.” “Already did!” Morita grinned as he showed Suzuki the number saved on his phone book making Suzuki laugh. “You really love me, Suzuki-san.” “Of course, I do, silly.” Suzuki chuckled and ruffled his hair. Morita's eyes turned misty again and he rested his head beside Suzuki and reached for his hand and intertwined their fingers. “I love you, Suzuki Takeshi. I always will.” He uttered tenderly.

“You know what's happening, right?” Suzuki rested his temple on his knuckles. His eyes wandering sideways towards the window. The soft glow of the late afternoon sun shining on his face. Morita gazed at Takeshi's reflection on the glass window and nodded. There was never a doubt in his mind what was happening between them. A strong sense of warmth came over him. Yes, I know what's happening between us. All it took was one look at that precise moment they did not expect. He may have been tongue-tied whenever Suzuki appeared in his midst giving him the shiver of excitement in his heart. But now being here in this room with him, he did not feel the trepidation any longer. It all felt right. It's like it just all made sense. Everything just came into place. “People call it chemistry. Some call it gravity. There are some who say it's magnetic.” Suzuki turned his eyes towards Morita. Each statement punctuated with him coming closer towards him. “And some say it's a mystery.” Morita smiled as he felt Suzuki behind him now. He turned around to face him. Suzuki's fingers touch his cheek. His thumb carefully moving from his chin and outlining his lower lip. “I have never met anyone quite like you.” Suzuki's voice was gentle. “And I don't think I ever will again.” He smiled sadly. “Neither will I.” Morita replied. “I wish there was a way I can freeze this moment.” Suzuki's face was a few inches away from Morita now. “You're talking like you're saying goodbye.” Morita murmured. Their noses touching now. “Morita...I want you to remember me like this. I need you to keep this memory for us.” “Suzuki-san...” But before Morita could utter another word, he feels Suzuki's lips against his silencing whatever doubts, questions or confusion he might have had a few moments ago. Their eyes now closed as they both melted into a soft kiss gently teasing each other's taste. Morita intertwines his fingers with Suzuki's as they rake though his hair. Pulling his head closer as the kiss began to slowly deepen, neither of them wanting to let go. Time seemed to have passed between them. Suzuki reluctantly ended the kiss and smiled as he watched Morita's eyes still closed and slowly open realizing the kiss has already ended. “Is this your first kiss?” Suzuki licked his lips. His eyes watching Morita's reaction. “Yes.” Morita nodded as he tries to hide his cheeks beginning to redden. “I'm glad.” Suzuki smiled warmly as his gently lifted Morita's chin. “Me too.” Morita nodded and moved closer to lean his head on Suzuki's shoulder. “It's getting late.” The sun was setting as Suzuki observed from the glass window where they stood. “I want to see you again.” Morita closed his eyes as he inhaled Suzuki's faint cologne on his shoulder. His arms around Suzuki's waist getting a little tighter. Suzuki was grateful that Morita didn't get to see the deep regret etched in his eyes. What a cruel joke this is. For the first time in his life, he felt this good about someone only to leave him forever. His good arm held Morita closer to him as if to convey how much he felt for him. He felt Morita's arms encircle tightly around his waist. He could smell the fresh fragrance of the shampoo on his hair. He closed his eyes as he stored every bit of memory of Morita so close to him like this. “I would like that very much.” It was all Suzuki could say so Morita could not feel how much his heart was breaking. ----------------------------------------- It seemed like a million thoughts clouded Morita's mind as he walked towards the hospital where Suzuki was admitted. He remembered the terrible shock he had when the teacher announced that the president of the science club Suzuki Takeshi had to quit school because of a serious medical condition. He could barely pay any attention in class as his mind was filled with memories of Suzuki. Was he saying goodbye this whole time? Morita shook his head as if to fight off such morbid thoughts. Right now he felt very lucky to have been chosen to represent the freshman year to visit Suzuki. He clutched the bouquet of flowers close to his chest and smelled its fresh fragrance. Suzuki-san will love these for sure. He felt his heart leap as he entered the premises of the building. His excitement was growing as he walked along the hallway and spotting Suzuki's room. Yet as his hand touched the doorknob, he found himself unable to open it. What prompted him to hesitate to find out what lay before him inside this room? But didn't Suzuki-san say that he would like it very much if they saw each other again? He remembered those words clearly as they held each other that time in the science club room. He couldn't have been wrong. But his hand would not turn the doorknob to open. A sudden fear came over him. Would Suzuki-san want to see me? What would he say? He retrieved his hand and held onto the flowers in his arm. He took one last look at the door before him then turned and walked away across the hall. He asked the front desk where the men's room was located. He washed his face. His nose flared and sucked in his breath sharply as he tried to fight off the impending tears that were threatening to flow. He gazed at his reflection on the mirror and quickly slapped his cheeks. No. I won't cry. I won't. I didn't come this far not to see you. I still want to see you. I have to see you, Suzuki-san. He grabbed the flowers and left the men's room. He needed time to collect his thoughts but the solitude and stillness of the hospital lobby only made him more depressed. He needed to go out and breathe some air. One of the hospital staff directed him to a mini Zen garden at the top floor. Now surrounded by the kind of peace he sought, he felt his mind at ease. He walked towards the balcony and looking down from where he stood he spotted two boys dressed in the same blue jackets walking away from the building. He could not tell who they were exactly but he was not surprised that Suzuki-san had visitors from Shidou. Just as he was about to take a seat, he noticed a woman sitting on a bench at the corner staring at the mini man-made pond. Her eyes were undeniably sad. She looked like she had been crying for days. A sudden urge to comfort her overwhelmed Morita. He also missed his mother in Australia. He wished she was nearby and perhaps he could feel a little better. “Anou...I'm sorry to bother you but I could not help but notice how sad you look. If you prefer to be alone, I can leave.” Morita approached the woman. A faint smile curved in the woman's lips upon hearing Morita's gentle voice. What a sweet boy this is. “Those are lovely flowers.” The woman replied and gestured for him to take a seat beside her on the wooden bench. Morita smiled and nodded, relieved that the woman did not get annoyed by his presence. “Yes they are. I hope my friend will like it when he sees them. I'm just a little scared to see him right now.” “So you came all the way up here to gather some courage. Is that it?” The woman smiled again. “I guess so. But I don't want my visit to be waste since I'm representing my class.” “What school are you attending?” The woman leaned her head on her hand. “Shidou High Academy. I'm a freshman student.” “Oh, how lovely. I have a son who goes to school there too.” “Really? May I know his name? I might have met him too.” The woman shook her head sadly and smiled. “He's a sophomore. He had to quit school. His condition is now complicated and that's why he's here.” Morita's eyes rounded. He could not believe that the woman he was talking to was Suzuki's mother. There was only one sophomore in Shidou that quit school that he was aware of. He felt his heart beating faster. Here he was trying to weigh the odds of whether he should show up at Suzuki's room or not only to find himself talking with his mother of all people. Only one name appeared in his mind. “Suzuki Takeshi.” Morita uttered his name to the woman's surprise. “How did you...? Yes, he's my son. Are you by any chance Morita Toru? My son mentioned he has a friend who's a freshman in Shidou by that name.” Morita hung his head low. The tears he had been trying to keep at bay were now flowing as he wiped them away with his hand. He did not want Suzuki's mother to see his face. “I'm so glad you came, Morita-kun. My son has told me so much about you.” Despite her tear-swollen eyes, Suzuki's mother smiled happily and gently patted him on the back.

Akaike rubbed his temple and sighed. He understood Gii's predicament more than anyone. They have not been friends for nothing after all. But there were those days that he wanted to whack his friend's head so hard just to make him realize what he's doing. Thank God, I'm not involved with anyone yet so I don't get myself in this kind of mess. “Damn it. Takumi thinks I am interested in Morita-kun.” Gii's voice was heavy with annoyance. “Then why won't you just tell him the truth so he won't get confused like this? I know you mean well but your methods are sometimes...I dunno...desperately smart.” “Desperately smart? What the hell's that supposed to mean?” Gii looked at him irritatedly. “I was just being nice. I would call you an idiot but I know that's not what you wanna hear right now. Look, I'm not gonna meddle your affairs with Hayama. But he does have a right to know what your plans are regarding Takeshi and Morita-kun.” “I just don't want to burden him with these things. I know how sensitive he can be. Besides, I thought it would be nice if he could be friends with Morita-kun too. But with the way things turned out, looks like that's not happening.” Gii leaned backwards on the leather couch. “Well, I'm more worried about Takeshi. I've consulted my parents about it but even they are fearful about the prognosis. All I can do is do whatever I can to help him. Being his roommate was actually a good thing. I can't believe he'll be leaving us so soon.” The normally unflappable Akaike looked away. Gii could see the unsteadiness in his eyes. The worry forming on his forehead. The way he was grinding his teeth, a habit he did whenever he was very anxious about something. The two friends shared an uneasy silence between them. They have tried everything they could and hoping within hope that through their efforts some form of miracle will overturn Takeshi's fate. But right now all they could do was pray and support each other at this trying time. Make the party Gii planned to be the best experience for their friend and Morita. Time was running out. Everything else can wait. Even Takumi. ---------------------------------- Gii chose to keep his mouth shut after Takumi's outburst. There was no point in arguing about it really since there was no basis to what his boyfriend was suspecting him of. He sighed as he watched his lover pull up the covers over his head. Yeah, he was definitely sulking again. It was not like Gii was hiding the truth from him, more like he just did not want to burden him with the painful reality of Suzuki's condition at least not yet anyway. He realized how much the blissful ignorance Takumi had was the one thing that still somehow put his mind at ease. The longer Takumi did not know then he would not see his lover looking so tragic in his eyes. He was very aware how sensitive he could be and especially right now. But it was enough only he and Shozo knew about Suzuki. It was what he had wanted it to be. He was also fully aware that Takumi still had not invited Morita to the party as he had requested him to do. He could not risk any more delays. From the moment he saw Takeshi using only one hand to do things, he knew there wasn't much time left to waste. Time was of the essence. If you want something done, it is best to do it yourself. And with that thought, Gii stood up from his bed and quietly left the room. ======================================= Morita was yawning and about to get ready to bed after he carefully bookmarked his new favorite book, Fractale. He hears a knock on the door and wondered who could it be. It was strange to have a visitor at this time so he suspected it would be a classmate reminding him of some assignment he needed to do for the weekend. But what greeted him as he opened the door nearly took his breath away. For there standing was a smiling Saki Giichi. He looked so different without his uniform coat on. He wondered what god had this time brought the great Saki Giichi of all people in Shidou High to knock on his door at this time of night. Morita swallowed, his eyes wide and he thought he must have looked like a complete doofus at this very moment. “Morita-kun?” Gii smiled. His eyes seemed to sparkle, Morita thought. Why did things seem to be much cooler whenever Gii-senpai was around? “Hai.” He nodded. He felt his cheeks beginning to burn. Being this close to Gii-senpai, he could observe how gorgeous the man actually is. Saki Giichi is definitely Shidou High's superstar idol. Now I see why my classmates are fussing about him so much. The closest he ever got to him was whenever he happened to pass by the corridors or the hallway and the occasional visit to the cafeteria. He was rarely alone. He was always surrounded by people. And so all he could do was bow his head courteously at his presence and Gii would walk past him nonchalantly like he always did. “I'm inviting you to my private Halloween party happening tomorrow. You don't have to come in costume or anything. Just come as you are. Don't bother with gifts either. Everything's all set. I'll see you at the mini theater at around 11:00AM. You got that?” “Hai.” Morita nodded happily. “Oyasumi, Morita-kun.” “Good night, Gii-senpai.” He bowed and closed the door. Oh crap! What just happened? That was a true blue authentic party invitation and not just ANY kind of party..a PRIVATE party at that, hosted by Gii-senpai. The Saki Giichi himself! Shimatta! I forgot to thank him! Morita Toru, you IDIOT! After reality has finally sunk in for Morita but by the time he opened the door again, Gii had already gone. He quietly closed the door and slid on the floor. Oh my god...will Suzuki-san be there too? With that thought, Morita covered his face. He had never been to a private party before, much less a Halloween one. The only parties he ever attended where those from family. New Year and birthdays. This is going to be a big deal for sure. One he will never ever forget. I hope he comes to this party. No way he would miss something like this, right?

Suzuki was feeling the stress of using only his left hand while he worked on his tasks in the science club room. So many thoughts came to mind as he looked outside the window. He needed to make his current light refraction experiment work. He intended to make this his legacy to the Science club. He examined his right hand and tried to move his fingers, seeing that they did not respond and only hurt, he stopped. Gii had told him about what happened to his consultation with specialists in the States. He could not bear to watch the deep regret in Gii's eyes that time. He has never seen his friend so afraid and unsure for as long as he's known him. Gii felt like he had deeply failed his friend and himself. The prognosis was grim. He tried to forget how his parents sounded on the phone during his last conversation with them the other evening. He was going to delay the inevitable as long as he can. Gii and Shozo were very aware of the non-mobility of his hand. He had been advised by his doctor to report the slightest symptoms but he made his two friends swore not to tell anyone. He was determined to see this through. He still had one good hand. He could still do many things while he still can. He was not going to give up too easily. He looked at the references he had on his table and noticed he was missing a book he needed to complete his experiment. --------------------------------- Morita had again declined another club invitation from his classmate. Ever since he arrived Shidou, the students have been very enthusiastic to invite him to club activities. If there was a mystery book club or a library club invitation, he would have said yes in a heartbeat. But there were no such clubs in existence in Shidou much to his dismay. The library had been his source of peace and here with the wealth of mystery books it provided, he felt right with the world again. He found his book and settled on the long oak table and turned to a page that he bookmarked earlier. Time seemed to have passed and Morita was deeply immersed in his book when he felt a sudden presence that made him look up. And there stood Suzuki on a stool reaching for a book on the shelf. A smile came to Morita's face. Another chance of seeing him again, he thought happily. He thanked again whatever gods that made him decide to stay in the library at this very moment to catch a sight of the young man. He noticed that he was browsing the bookshelves with his left hand while the other hand remained in his pocket. He didn't know what was the deal with that but he thought it best not to pry too deeply. What made him mad with curiosity was what kind of book did Suzuki borrow from the library. He made a mental note to find out about it later. Truth be told Morita was actually anxious to talk to him. But for the life of him he was tongue-tied whenever the other boy appeared. To calm his anxiety, he did his own research to find out certain details about Suzuki Takeshi and it made him even more curious than ever. He wanted to know more. To him, he was like a mystery but he was not sure yet if he wanted to solve or continue being fascinated with. He found out he kept company with one of the most respected and most popular students of Shidou namely Saki Giichi, Akaike Shozo, Hayama Takumi and Takabayashi Izumi. What would it take to be part of such a tight group if only to get close to Suzuki? But he realized it was going to be hurdle since he was still a freshman and a transferee at that. It seemed Suzuki was taking his sweet time browsing at the book shelves. He already found the book he needed. He recalled that feeling of utter surprise finding Morita in the library as he entered. Perhaps saying a few words to him would be nice but seeing how immersed he was in his book, he doubted if the other boy even noticed his presence. It would have been rude of him to disturb his reading. Yet a sense of warmth enveloped him having seen Morita again. That was all the mattered for now. He really should be able to talk to him next time but he had a task waiting for him in the science club room that needed his attention. He reluctantly stepped down the stool and walked away to find the librarian. The book he held in his hand was Fractale. ------------------- Morita inhaled the crisp breezy air as he relaxed by the bench calmly watching the window across him. Suzuki was like clockwork and it didn't take much effort for Morita to find out the time he would be at the science club room. He chuckled at the thought of him being some kind of stalker but he knew he was far from it. He did sense there were some students who were quite helpful with him whenever he made some inquiries about the sophomore. When he found out Suzuki was the science club president, he could not quell the excitement in his heart. Now here he was several meters away enjoying the quiet surrounding while adjusting his vision as rays of colored light shone reflected across the windows. He gently ran his fingers over the red book on his lap. Fractale. Speaking of helpful students, Hayama-senpai had been one of them. If it wasn't for him, he would not have been able to find this book. Yet he felt rather curious at his senpai's seemingly odd behavior these past few days. There had been several times he had been approached by Hayama-senpai and at each time he looked like he was going to tell him something only to stop himself. He wondered if he had said something to offend him but their earlier exchange ended abruptly when he admitted he felt a bit envious that he got to be friends with such great people. But he did mean it. How he wished he could see Suzuki as casually as they could.

Title: Koigatari Raiseihen [War Time Love Story] Mangaka: KANZAKI Takashi Genre: Yaoi, Historical Length: 2 Volumes Scanlator: Eternal Dream Summary: When Senjou Taki was harshly raped by the neighbouring territory's feudal lord, Kazusa Toma, all he could only think of was his loyal servant, Somei Chikage. Volume 2 also includes RAW scans of the three side stories/extras. These stories have no relation with the main story and will not be scanlated. Download (MediaFire): Koigatari Raiseihen, Volume 1 Koigatari Raiseihen, Volume 2