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TITLE: Bara no Ki ni Bara no Hanasaku DEVELOPER: Cyc Rose PUBLISHED: 2/21/2003 FILE TYPE: ECM OS: Windows 95/98/2000/XP This game takes place in the early Showa period in a school where all the students live in dormitories. Trying out a different host. Download Bara no Ki ni Bara no Hanasaku 1fichier.com Disc 1 379MB Disc 2 313MB Fandisk 506MB For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Congratulations Yujiko !!! ^,^ :hamtaro-005 (23):

I agree with all yours *o* but i'll add one i loved too (plus it has already been quote in the firsts pages) . *i wanted to post the whole kiss but didn't find it* Of course there are so much epic kisser in other BL, it wasn't easy to choose.

Summary: The love story of Zecriah, a cat-human boy and Seth and how the reach happiness after some misfortunes. Status: Complete Warning: Rape My first time posting one of my stories online.. Please enjoy. "Aww!! So cute!!" "They're so soft!!" "I'm so jealous!!" The regular routine carried on day after day. I would walk to school and as soon as I stepped onto the grounds, I was swarmed. Girls pushed and shoved, trying to get a feel of the natural black cat ears coming out of my head. My tail would always be wrapped around my waist by then. If I didn't get it early, it would get stomped on. One girl stepped forward and reached up for my ears. My eyes widened for a second before closing lazily. I let out a purr-like sound. "Awww!!!" the girls erupted in coos, shocking me. I jerked away from the girl and ran away. I was the only one with ears and a tail. It was fun sometimes, but it also got to be incredibly annoying. Like how all the guys made fun of me and the girls always wanted to pet me. "I'm a normal kid; just leave me alone..." I mumbled, gripping the straps of my bookbag tightly. Sighing, I walked into the gym where all students were supposed to go in the morning. I sat in the bleachers and waited for the bell to ring patiently. My teacher walked in and smiled at the few people in the room. The sound of lockers closing and students talking came in the room. My ears twitched at the loud sounds and my tail stayed straight. Mrs.Marly smiled apologetically at me and shut the door softly. I smiled in appreciation and relaxed. A few minutes later, everyone was in their seat. "Okay so we'll start with vocab words." Mrs.Marly said, passing out papers. "You all need to pair up; working alone will not be accepted." a silent sigh slipped out of my mouth. "Let's work together, Zecriah." I turned and looked at the object of my undying love. Seth Richardson. His beautiful blonde hair framed his face perfectly. Bright blue eyes looked at me with trust and happiness. Everytime I saw him, I was instantly hypnotized. "Zecriah?" I blinked, then smiled after remembering what he said. "Y-Yeah, sure!! You wanna come up here?" I asked, gesturing to the desk next to me. He smiled and nodded back, getting up and sitting next to me. "Okay, so, let's start from the bottom and go up." I nodded and adjusted my paper, getting a pencil with my tail out of reflex. "God, he's such a show off..." I heard a boy mumble behind me. "Yeah, and we have PE today. All the girls are going to be all over him again. 'Oh Zecriah, you're so awesome!!! Take me now!!!'" the other boy impersonated a high-pitched voice. I stared at my paper and slowly put my pencil down. Seth looked at me before frowning and looking at the two behind us. "Hey. Shut up. Just because you look like a monkey doesn't mean you have to take it out on Zecriah." the boys stayed silent. That's the thing I loved about Seth. He cared about me and the others always listened to him. He sighed and turned back. "The last one is bludgeon." I nodded and wrote it down. The day passed normally and it was soon time for PE. That also passed normally with all the guys being pissed and the girls cooing over me. I was in the showers with the others. Many of the guys had left already and there were exactly five people left. Seth had left a long time ago and I was just finishing. I turned off my shower and reached for my towel. My hand met the wall, but no towel. I looked around, frowning. "Looking for this?" my eyes widened at the voice and I subconsiously held myself, ears flat and tail around my waist. I turned to the voice and saw a group of three boys. The leader was a guy named Jeremiah Watson. He was one of the very few that ignored everything Seth said. The other two were twins named Greg and Craig Nelson. They always sneered and Greg always copied the ends of Craig's sentences. I looked at Jeremiah. "Yes. Please give it to me." I asked softly, holding out my hand. He smiled and dangled it just out of reach. I lunged forward to get it and he quickly caught me around my waist. "Nice one boss!" Craig said with a smirk. "Yeah! Nice one!" Greg parrotted. Craig turned to Greg. "Will you stop copying me?" Greg smiled. "Yeah, stop copyi- Oh." he realized what his twin meant when he started glaring. I looked up at my captor. "Jeremiah, please, I don't... Have..." I trailed off at the unexpected-not normal-smile that showed up on Jeremiah's face. He scratched my ears just the way I loved it and I practically melted right then. "Shh... You don't need money today, buddy." I lazily nodded to show I was listening. "We're gonna have some fun..." he whispered into my ear. Just as I was about to ask what he meant, a hand wrapped around my manhood. I jumped and let out a yelp. His arm tightened around my waist as I started to struggle. A washcloth was shoved into my mouth. "Craig, Greg, hold him still." he said. The twins took me and threw me on the floor, holding down one of my arms each. Jeremiah got in between my legs. He held out his hand and Craig reached up to where he usually took his shower, pulling down a bottle. Jeremiah took it and uncapped it, putting some of the liquidy stuff into his palm. He rubbed it on his hard cock and that's when I realized it was lube. My eyes widened and I struggled harder, trying to kick him. He held my legs up and smiled at me. "Feel free to call for Seth's help you god damn whore." with that, he shoved into me and searing pain shot through my body. "Mnng!!" I groaned through the rag, clenching my fists and trying to escape still. "Sit... Still!" he thrusted into me hard and I screamed, tears now falling down my cheeks. He pulled back out and slammed in again and again. About three minutes in, I gave up and went limp, crying silently. I felt like I was falling apart. My heart was hurting and my thoughts were plagued with pleads for Seth to come and save me. Jeremiah pulled out of me and I opened my eyes, looking at him blearily. "Wanna see something?" I stayed still and he put a hand in front of my entrance before pushing two fingers in. I closed my eyes again, not wanting to see anything. His fingers left. "C'mon, open your eyes." he coaxed. "Come on, little kitty..." his voice got soft and a hand petted my hair reassuringly, slightly rubbing my ears gently. I reluctantly opened my eyes. He smiled softly. "There's a good boy... Now look." he held his fingers up with blood dripping off them. "You're so tender down there that you tore..." I whimpered and shut my eyes again, turning away. My body was actually tearing. It hurt like hell. "Aww, does it hurt, Zeccy?" I hesitantly nodded. All three of them chuckled. "What would make it better, huh?" I opened my eyes and looked at him again. "Tell me what you want." "Mlet mme glo..." I said through the cloth. Jeremiah smirked. "I'm sorry, I didn't quite catch that..." "Mlet mme mglo!! Pwez!!" I jumped towards him, fresh tears coming to my eyes and renewed fight in my blood. The twins' hold tightened and I winced, relaxing again. Their hold only got stronger. "Mmm... U... Urts...." I said, weakly trying to pull away. "Guys, you're hurting him. Let up a little." Jeremiah said. "Sorry, boss." "Yeah, sorry." the twins loosened their hold and Jeremiah pet my hair again. "Better?" I nodded. "Good boy... Can I finish?" I looked at him with fear. "I'll do it by hand?" reluctantly, I nodded again. He smiled and rubbed my ears. "Good, good, boy..." I looked away as he jerked himself off and flinched as his seed landed on my stomach. He reached into my mouth and pulled out the washcloth. "Craig, Greg, let go." the holds dissappeared and I instantly curled into myself, crying loudly. "Go home, guys." "But boss-" "Go." I heard them leave and flinched as a soft and gentle hand rubbed my back and went up to scratch my ears. "Shh... You're safe..." I felt him lean over me and a gentle kiss was placed on my cheek. "... You smell really good..." I didn't want to hear these things from him... He scared me with his mood swings... "You use that expensive strawberry stuff, right? I love it... And... I love... You..." I let out an especially loud sob and curled away. "Please, Zecriah, look at me and give me a response..." I sat up as best I could and looked at him. "You want a response? How dare you. That's my response. How dare you rape me then say you love me." I said softly, curling into myself while trying to keep a steady glare with him. He frowned. "I'm sorry, Zecriah, I just didn't know how to tell you." I looked away. "Look, I really feel dirty and broken right now; I don't want to talk to you..." Jeremiah looked at me then suddenly put his hand on my throat, pushing me against the wall. "You will do as I say until I am sick of it, got it?!" he said through clenched teeth. When I didn't answer, his hold tightened, making me grab his hand in protest. "Answer me!!" "Yes, yes, please just let go!!" I begged, more tears coming to my eyes again. He pulled me up and shoved me back against the wall. "And don't you dare tell anyone or you'll hear from me." he left. I looked at the clock. I was way late, but I needed to shower again... "Zecriah? Is that you?" a man's voice called as I walked into my house. "Yeah." I called back, slipping my shoes off by the door and walking into the living room. A man sat at a desk at a laptop while another sat at a coffee table with papers. "What took you so long?" asked the man at the desk. "I was getting some help with homework, Trevor." these men were my care takers. I always assumed they were brothers since they have the same last name and even look a little bit alike. They worked at the lab where I was created. Yes, created. You didn't think a boy with cat ears and tail could just be born, did you? "Okay." "You could've just asked me." protested the other man. "You're here to take care of me, not help me with homework, Tyler." I said, sitting next to him. He sighed. "I guess not, but since you're the closest I'll ever get to a son, I want to help you in anyway I can." I nodded and fell silent. "By the way, that Seth kid called. He was asking about some plans for tonight." I sighed and leaned back. "Here or his place?" "Here, of course." "Right." I stood. "I'll call him from my room. I don't want to be bothered tonight, please." I started to walk away when Tyler called me back. "Hey, wait, how was your day?" I turned to him. "... I was raped." I whispered before turning and running up to my room. "Zecriah, please, it's been three hours, you have to tell us if you were hurt!!" Tyler pleaded. "Quit acting like a baby or we could get traded for some other scientists!!" Trevor called. "I already told you guys that I was torn!! Now leave me alone!!" I screamed at my locked door before hiding my face in my knees again. "Then let us nurse you!" Tyler pled again. "I just want to be alone! I feel nasty and slutty and I never want to see anyone ever again!" I cried. My phone rang, making me jump. I sniffled and picked it up. "H-Hello?" "Zecriah? What's wrong?" Seth's voice asked. I started to panic. "Oh hey Seth!! Nothing's wrong, nothing at all. Nope." I said quickly. "... You're lying... What happened? You're never like this... Did something happen after I left school?" he pressed. "No, Seth, really, I'm fine..." I said with a sigh. "No you're not..." "Seth, just-" "Tell me the-" "Seriously, I'm fi-" "Zecriah-" "Stop interrupting me!" I shouted. "Shut up and let me talk!" there was silence on the other end. "... I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "No, I was the one who kept interrupting you. Please, go ahead." he said calmly. "... I don't want to tell you what happened, so you will know me as 'I'm fine'." he sighed. "Why not, Zecriah?" I was silent for a second. "... I just... can't... Will you come over though? I really need someone to comfort me..." "Of course. I'll be right over." "Thank you..." "Don't mention it." "There's a lot of blood but only a minor tear took place..." Tyler mumbled from the bottom of the hospital bed. "The arms are slightly bruised as is the neck." Trevor added, writing on a clipboard after running a finger over the bruises on my arms and neck. Embarassing as it was to be buck naked with him, Seth stood at my head, petting my ears just like I liked it. "His ankles were held tighter then the others. Seems like medium level bruises." Tyler observed, standing straight. "Maybe its skin is just weaker there?" Trevor asked, looking at him. "It's possible. I'll bring up the body map to double check." Tyler walked to a desk and took off his medical gloves before typing on it. A picture of a body on a blue graphed background showed up. Many colors were spread across the surface and Tyler examined the ankles. "This says that the skin is actually a tad bit stronger." "By how much?" Trevor asked, going up behind him. "I don't know; we'll need to do another scan since he's grown. Maybe it is actually weaker." Trevor nodded and the walked back to me. "Okay, Seth, you need to step back." Seth nodded and pressed his forehead to mine first before backing away. Tyler pulled a machine over me. "Remember, you need to stay still." I nodded and settled myself, closing my eyes. A buzz was heard as one of them flipped a switch. Light shined through my eyelids for a few seconds before it moved down the rest of my body. "Okay, all done." I opened my eyes again and Seth was back by my ears, rubbing them again. My caretakers went back to the computer where the new body map was. They were quiet. "... That's not good." Trevor said. "No. No it's not." Tyler added. "What?" I asked, sitting up. "I was wrong. You were majorly torn." Tyler walked back to me, his face devoid of all emotion and I knew he was trying not to cry. "Just lay back, sleep, and we'll take care of it." Trevor brought over another machine and started hooking it up and turning it on. "I'll be fine, right?" I asked calmly. "Sleep." Tyler said again, his voice wavering slightly. "But I'll be fine, right?!" I asked more forcefully. He looked at me. "If you weren't going to be okay, I wouldn't be doing it. Now shut up and sleep." he commanded harshly. I looked down and nodded, laying back. Seth rubbed my ears one last time before backing away again. Trevor put a mask over me and I soon fell to the devices of sleeping gas. When I woke up, I was in my room, tucked into my bed. I sat up and saw Seth asleep on the small couch I had. Sighing, I stood, not sore at all, and walked out of my room, down the hall. Trevor's voice sounded in my cat ears as I approached the lab. "This is why I didn't want you to volunteer for this experiment. You get too emotionally attached to things." "Trevor, don't start this..." Tyler's voice sighed. "Blood is normal." he added in his working tone. I walked to the door and watched, hidden, as he moved around and Trevor worked on the computer. "... Seriously, you even named it." Tyler stopped moving. "He." "It." Tyler turned to him, fury all over his face. "Why can't you ever let me be happy?!" he shouted. Trevor sighed. "When you get happy, you get hopeful, then an experiment fails and I'm stuck picking up your broken pieces." "Zecriah's different!" Tyler said, anger replaced by something that resembled begging. "Number 52 and no it's not!" Trevor said, raising his voice slightly as he stood. "It will fail and when it does, you're going to be broken and torn apart all over again." Tyler let out a frustrated noise as his watery eyes overflowed slightly. "God, I hate you!" he shouted. The lab fell silent. "... Trevor, I didn't mean it..." Tyler mumbled after awhile. Trevor stared at him for a bit before walking to him. My eyes widened and I stumbled backwards as I saw them kiss. It was more then a family kiss, too. It was like a kiss that I dreamed of Seth giving me. I hurried away and back to my room, shutting the door softly. I looked at a still sleeping Seth. I seriously needed a hug already. "My caretakers are incestuous..." I mumbled. As I made my way back to my bed, the memories of what had happened in the showers came back. I stopped halfway there and sat on the floor, suddenly not wanting to deal with anything. I felt extremely tired and bored. Laying down, I reached up lazily and yanked the comforter off my bed, curling into it. I went off into a dreamless sleep. "Zeccy... Zeccy, you'll get a cold sleeping like that..." I opened my eyes slowly and saw Seth shaking me lightly. "What time is it?" I mumbled sleepily, sitting up. "Like one thirty in the morning." nodding, I gave him my hand and he helped me up. He helped me sit on my bed and covered me again. "Goodnight, Zecriah." "Night, Seth..." I turned on my side and closed my eyes. Right before I lost consciousness, I felt a pair of lips touch my head. "I love you..." When I woke up again, my room was bright with natural sunlight. I got up, again, and walked into the living room. Tyler looked up from some papers and smiled, standing. He set his papers down and walked to me, brushing my hair back with a gentle hand. "How's my prescious boy?" he asked softly. I looked up at him and the memory of his kiss with Trevor came back. Blushing, I looked away. "I'm fine..." I mumbled. He sighed. "Right... C'mon. Let's get you something to eat." his hand slid down my cheek so his arm could rest around my shoulders as we walked towards the kitchen. Seth and Trevor were already there, helping each other out with cooking. Trevor turned at the sound of us walking in and smiled softly at Tyler, who smiled back. I used to think it was because they were just feeling friendly. Now I know it's because they got a little too friendly last night. Seth smiled at me and came to give me a small hug. I hugged him back and laid my forehead on his shoulder, sighing. "You okay?" he asked softly. "I'm just tired..." I mumbled, closing my eyes. He nodded and rubbed my back gently. "Come on, sit down." Seth pulled back and led me to the table , sitting me down. Trevor and Tyler also sat with coffee and waffles. A plate was placed in front of me and I couldn't help but smile at the strawberries on top of a large waffle. Seth sat next to me and smiled warmly. "Just thought you'd like it." I nodded. "I do. Thank you." he nodded and went to his own food. "They're so cute..." I heard Tyler say very softly to Trevor. Trevor gave a small nod. Sighing, I started eating. "Oh, hey, we need blood." I looked up at Trevor. "Why?" Tyler sighed. "To test you." Seth frowned. "You think it's possible Zecriah got an STD?" he shrugged. "It is a possibility, considering we know nothing. We don't even know who it was." my crush looked at me. "Who was it?" I looked at my waffle and sighed. "... No one. Let's drop it, yeah?" I took a bite. "And no, it shouldn't be possible." Seth shifted next to me and scratched the table slightly as he cleared his throat. "So he didn't... Finish... Inside you?" I nearly choked and coughed heavily. "N-No! He did not!" I exclaimed. He nodded and looked away. Trevor smiled slightly and Tyler let out a small huff of laughter. "It's not funny! It's embarassing!" they nodded quickly to please me and the room fell into a quiet covorsation as we ate. The rest of the weekend had passed with a few tests and outings with Seth. Sometimes I wondered why we didn't just hook up already. We were practically already a couple. He even looked at me like... My thoughts trailed off as I realized the conclusion I came to. I glanced at Seth's seat next to me just in time to see his own eyes flash away. So he was watching me, huh? I put my chin in my hand, blocking the view of my mouth so I could smile smugly. The bell rang and I stood with Seth. "Hey, Zecriah, you have any plans fo-" "Hi, Zeccy." an arm wrapped around my waist and I tensed slightly at the familiar voice. "H-Hi, Jeremiah..." I mumbled, staring at the floor perfectly still. Seth glared at him. "We were talking." Jeremiah smirked. "Well you aren't anymore. C'mon, Zeccy." he started walking and Seth looked at me. "You aren't seriously-" Jeremiah looked back at me and his eyes flashed. "I said come on, Zecriah." I flinched and looked at Seth while walking away. "I-I'll see you later Seth..." "But Zecriah..." I glanced back at him helplessly before Jeremiah grabbed me roughly and pulled me away. I was slammed against a wall, making me cry out. Jeremiah had taken me to his personal hide-out in a practically deserted part of town. "What does he have that I don't?!" Jeremiah snarled, gripping the collar of my neck. All I could do was stare at him fearfully. He pulled me away and slammed me back against the wall. "Answer me!!" I sniffled, tears coming to my eyes. "Ple-Please st-stop, Jer-Jeremiah... Y-You're scar-scaring m-me..." he clenched his jaw and threw me down, instantly on top of me. "Scaring you, huh?! Then let's try and calm you down a bit!" Jeremiah yanked my pants down and I let out a small sound of protest, trying to kick away. "Now, now, Zeccy... I don't want to have to hurt you..." he said threateningly, sneering as he tore my shirt off. Ignoring him, I tried clawing his arm. He growled and reached up, yanking on one of my ears. I let out a yowl and fell limp with pain. Smirking, he took off his own pants. "There's a good boy." he shoved into me and I barely jolted in pain. He pressed his lips to my neck and moaned against it, thrusting fast and hard. "Nn, yeah, you fucking whore..." I closed my eyes and turned my head away, trying not to hear him. "Tell me you're a whore..." I stayed silent and he ran a hand up my body to hold my neck. I opened my eyes and whimpered slightly. "I-I'm a whore..." I whispered. He chuckled against my skin, thrusting harder. I clenched my jaw and looked away. He grabbed my tail, but I tried to keep ignoring him. Jeremiah rubbed it gently, in turn making my muscles relax in reflex. I closed my eyes again as he let out a particularly loud moan and thrusted faster. Jeremiah leaned over me. "Tell me how much you love my cock..." he breathed in my ear. I sniffled and let out a soft sob. "I-I l-l-love y-your co-cock..." I sobbed. Suddenly, he stopped and I looked up to see him shudder as I was filled with a mysterious feeling. I instantly knew what it was and tears overflowed. He pulled out of me and looked at me. "Did you like that, baby?" he mumbled, leaning over my face. I sobbed again before nodding. "C-Can I-I g-g-go h-home n-now...?" I sniffled. He nodded. I stood and put my clothes back on. Jeremiah shoved me against the wall one last time and pressed his lips to mine, forcing his tongue into my mouth. My eyes widened and I growled before biting down on his tongue. He jumped away and glared at me. "What did you just do?" he said softly. "I bit your fucking tongue." I growled. My head was slammed to the side as a fist went into my jaw and then quickly to my stomach. I fell to the floor and he pulled me up by my hair, slamming the back of my head against the wall. I grunted and glared at him steadily. "Get out of here, you fucking slutty bitch." he threw me towards the door and I left as quickly as possible. "Zecriah John Fredricks!" Tyler's yelling voice met my ears harshly. He stormed into the entryway with Trevor behind him. Tyler glared at me and crossed his arms. "Can I help you?" I asked plainly. He clenched his jaw. "You do not talk to me like that. I was worried sick!" I rolled my eyes and shoved passed him. "I'm so sorry, almighty scientist." I said, sarcasm practically dripping off my words. All I wanted to do was sleep. A hand closed around my wrist and I snarled, snapping it away. I turned to Tyler. "Don't fucking touch me!!!" I shouted. My head snapped to the side. The room went deathly still as my cheek burned. "Oh my god, Zecriah, I-" Tyler tried reaching out to me and I stepped back quickly. "No. No, I don't care. I don't. One more fucking person beating me. What the fuck do I care?!" I shouted the last sentence before turning and running to my room, slamming the door. Unfortunately, I hadn't been thinking about my tail and got it caught in the door. I screamed. "Fuck! Dammit all!" I opened the door and pulled my tail in. Before I could shut it, a sneaker propped it open. I looked up to see Trevor glaring. Letting go of the door, I stepped back. He walked in and shut the door. "You're a piece of work, you know that?" he said softly. "Tyler has worked his ass off for sixteen years to help you live and that's how you fucking repay him?" I glared back at him. "What do you care?! You never liked me anyway! I'm just an experiment to you!" he nodded. "Yeah, you are. But Tyler loves you. You're basically his son." I scoffed. "Why can't he just adopt? That's what gay couples do, right? Oh, but I guess it'd look weird to the social worker since you're brothers!" Trevor frowned. "What the hell are you talking about?" "I saw you kiss Tyler in the lab!" he rolled his eyes. "So what? That's what MARRIED couples do!" I frowned. "Married?" he sighed. "Yes, married. Tyler and I are married." I stayed silent. "When you're ready to apologize, we'll be downstairs." he left. I walked to my bed and layed down. Just as I was about to fall asleep, my phone rang. Sighing, I turned and answered it. "Hello?" "Zecriah?" I sighed at Seth's voice. "Yeah?" he was quiet for a second. "It was Jeremiah, wasn't it?" I remembered what Jeremiah had said the first time. "No." "But-" I sighed for a third time. "Look, Seth, I'm tired. I need sleep." I could practically feel his frown. "Oh... Okay... Well, call me when you're ready to talk." "Mhm." "Okay... Goodnight." "Night." I dropped my phone into the holder again and turned away, falling asleep. I walked around to the back of the school as the late bell rang. I didn't want to go to class, so I decided to skip. A few kids looked up as I walked over. There was a girl and two guys dressed all in black and wearing black make-up. The girl smirked. "Hey, guys, look. It's Mr.Popular." she took a drag off a cigarette while the guys laughed shortly. I looked at the girl. "... Can I get one of those?" she looked at the cigarette then me. "You gonna crush it and tell me how bad it is?" I shook my head. "I just need something to calm down." she nodded and pulled out a black Hello Kitty tin, opening the top and holding it out to me. I took one of the many cigarettes and she took out a black Hello Kitty lighter, lighting it for me. I nodded and placed it between my lips, taking a drag. I winced slightly, but didn't hack up a lung like I'd expected. The girl smirked. "You ever done this before?" I shook my head. "Well, pretty good for a beginner then. I'm Samantha." she pointed to the taller of the guys. "That's Tobias and the other is Demetri." they nodded to me. "Sup Zecriah?" Tobias asked. I smiled softly. "You know me?" "Who doesn't? Are those real?" Samantha asked, looking at my ears. I made them twitch. "That answer your question?" she smiled and nodded. "It's cool if you hang with us, but only for a little while." I nodded and leaned against the wall, taking another drag. I looked at the cigarette then to Samantha. "Who fixes you up?" she looked at me and scoffed. "We do it ourselves. All we need is pockets." I smirked. "So you stole them?" they nodded. "Yeah." Demetri mumbled. "That's so cool..." I said softly before inhaling it again. That's how I spent my day at school. "Zecriah! There you are! Trevor and Tyler are soooo mad!" Seth jogged to me after school got out. Samantha had left with Demetri awhile ago, so Tobias and I had decided to talk. Seth stopped and stared. "Wait, are you smoking?!" he asked, seeing the freshly lit cigarette in my hand. It was only my second since the first time this morning. I nodded. "This does resemble a cigarette..." I mumbled. He clenched his jaw and stepped up to me, pulling the cigarette away and stomping it out. "Hey! I was-" "Come on; I'm taking you home." he grabbed my wrist and fear shot through me. I tore away from him and backed up. "Don't touch me!" he frowned. "I'm sorry?" I shook my head and looked away. "Just go home." "But Zecri-" "Hey, if the dude wants you to go, go." Tobias said, stepping forward. Seth frowned deeper. "I don't think you have any right to tell me what to do." Tobias clenched his jaw. "You wanna bet, pretty boy?!" my face fell and I backed up. Seth's eye twitched. "Pretty boy...? Oh, you're just begging to get hurt, aren't you?!" Tobias smirked and they both stepped closer. "I dare you to try it." Seth pulled his arm back and I shouted, stepping between them quickly. He didn't stop his hand in time and pain shot through my head as I fell onto the ground. I rested my head in my hands and clenched my fists, gripping my hair tightly along with my ears. "Oh god, Zecriah!" my crush got on his knees in front of me as I started sobbing. He pulled me to his chest and pet my hair. "Shh... I'm sorry... I shouldn't have even started punching..." I released my head and grabbed onto his shirt. A serious sounding song played. "Hey, dude, are you gonna be alright?" I heard Tobias ask. I nodded. "Okay... I need to go meet Sam and Dem. Sorry. Here." he leaned down and rubbed my ears. I also felt him slip a pack of cigarettes into the hem of my pants. I looked at him and he gave a barely noticeable wink before turning and running off. I leaned against Seth and sniffled. "Seth... I... I don't want it anymore..." I whispered. He rested his head on mine. "What are you talking about?" he whispered back. "Life. I don't want to live anymore." he jerked my head up so I was looking at him. "Take it back." "Why? It's how I feel..." his eyes started glistening with sadness, fear, and love. "Please don't say that..." he whispered. I frowned. "Why?" "Because I... I... I... Well, I mean, I... Dammit." Seth pressed his lips to mine. I was stunned. This is what I had always wanted, but still, I couldn't respond. He pulled back and stared at me before sadness and embarassment showed in his eyes. "I-I'm sorry..." he let me go. I snapped out of it then and gripped his shirt tightly. "Don't... Don't let go..." I whispered. I pressed my lips to his and closed my eyes. It was his turn to be stunned. But he quickly overcame it and hurriedly kissed me back. The kiss deepened as did our hold with each other. He pulled back and went after my neck. I gasped and tossed my head to the side. "S-Seth!" he stopped and pulled away fully, standing. I looked up at him confusedly. "Wh-Why'd you stop?" I asked. Seth bent down and pulled me up. "I need to get you home." he muttered, starting to walk away. I hurried after him and grabbed his hand. He looked at me. I smiled very softly. "I love you too." he blushed and started walking, lacing our fingers together. "I... I'm home!" I called hesitantly. As expected, Tyler and Trevor were instantly there. Seth had left me at my porch. The scientists looked at me disapprovingly. I looked at the ground. "... Tyler?" I asked softly. "What?" he snapped. I flinched slightly and looked away. "I'm really really sorry... I shouldn't have said such a vulgar word and I promise not to do it again..." Tyler was quiet for a second, then arms were around me. "It's okay, Zecriah... I shouldn't have slapped you... It wasn't right..." I hugged him back. My memories of my rapes came back and I started sobbing. "Tyler... Tyler, he did it more than once..." I cried. Tyler pushed me back. "What?! Zecriah, who was it?!" he shouted. I shook my head. "Tell me!!" "Number 52, tell us now." Trevor demanded. "It was Jeremiah Watson, okay?!" I shouted. "H-He did it in the showers then h-he t-took me t-to h-his secret place and d-did it there and h-he h-hit me s-so many t-times!!! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." I cried, falling against Tyler and sobbing into his chest. "So so so sorry..." Tyler pet my hair gently, rubbing my ears to calm me, while having a silent coversation with Trevor. "Zecriah, baby, it's not your fault..." Tyler whispered finally, nuzzling my hair. I gripped his shirt and nodded. "I-It is t-too! I-If I didn't l-lead people on wi-with my c-cuteness, th-this wouldn't have happened!" I shouted the last part into his chest, gripping his shirt as tight as possible. Tyler rubbed my ears gently and pushed me back with one hand, forcing me to look at him. "Zecriah. You are my precious angel. There is nothing in this world that you could possibly do to make it your fault that you got raped. Do you understand me?" he had started tearing up now, and as his voice wavered, the tears fell down his cheeks slowly. I let out a loud sob and wrapped my arms around him tightly instead. He hugged me back and we cried together. "Zecriah, I love you... You mean so much to me and you make me so proud..." I sniffled, knowing that in a subtle way, he had called me his son. "I-I love you too, Tyler... You're like the best dad anyone could ask for..." I felt Tyler overflow with happiness. I knew me calling him my dad would make him happy. I didn't just do it for that, though. Tyler and sometimes Trevor really did feel like my parents. They had raised me and Tyler had taught me many different things. They really were great parents. I don't understand why they didn't just adopt. "Oh my god... Oh my god, Trevor. Trevor, come here." I was eavesdropping outside of the lab again. Tyler sounded slightly hopeful and happy. I heard Trevor walk to him and there was silence. "... Okay, don't get your hopes up. This isn't for sure." Trevor said, though I could feel slight happiness and pride come off of him. "It's the most recent work we've done on him." Tyler said. "Well, it was done a week ago. We should go get another sample if you want to be sure." "Oh, can we? Please?" Trevor sighed. "Alright, go get Number 52, I'll set it up." "Yay!" I heard them share a small kiss before Tyler raced to the door. I stood and opened it. He let out a small frightened sound. "Gosh, Zecriah, you scared me!! How long have you been here?" "The whole time." I walked passed him and to the test table, jumping up on it. Trevor brought the machine over and pressed a few buttons. He moved it over me and started it. I stayed still and let it do all it's tests, then Tyler stepped up. "I need to take some blood, baby, okay?" I nodded and he smiled, brushing my hair back and kissing my forehead. "Such a good boy..." he walked over to another table and picked up a syringe, bringing it back over. I closed my eyes tightly and looked away, whining slightly as he stuck the needle into my arm. I hated needles. Before I was allowed to grow like a real person, I was forced to take many shots and blood tests a day. It was torture. "Okay, I'm done." he took the syringe over to a machine and put the blood in a tube, placing it back in the machine. The machine spun it, separating the plasma, white blood cells, and red blood cells. Trevor read it when it was done and entered it into the computer. Tyler walked to him and watched as he entered all the new results. He smiled and tears came to his eyes as the computer read the test and started blinking a message. "Oh, Trevor... We did it..." he looked back at me and hurried to me, hugging me tightly. He scratched my ears and cried happily into my neck. I looked at Trevor confusedly. "The components that you're made of are stabilized. It means you're officially a true person made from science." my eyes widened. "Does... Does that mean I won't fall apart at a random time now??" he nodded. "Precisely." I smiled and hugged Tyler back. "Oh my god, this is... Wonderful!" Tyler pulled back and smiled at me. "This also means we can take you in as our official son." I smiled softer and hugged him again. "I'm so happy..." I pulled away. "I have to go tell Seth!" I jumped up and ran out, out the front door and to Seth's house. I knocked on Seth's door and stood excitedly, ears straight and tail moving crazily. Everything froze, though, when Jeremiah answered the door. He was shirtless and his hair was messed up with his jeans undone. He smiled at me. "Well, well, well... Look who came back..." "... Why... Why are you here?" he took a drink out of a bottle he was holding and leaned in the door. "Mm, my mom went out with his dad. Seth's out somewhere. Didn't he tell you our parents were married?" I shook my head and he smirked. "Guess your boyfriend's not so perfect after all..." he gave me a hungry look. "I could treat you better." "W-We just started dating... You have to give him a chance..." I mumbled, watching him warily. "I prefer to take my own chances." he grabbed my wrist and yanked me in, shutting the door and locking it. I stared at him in fear as he held me, pinned, against the door. "Try and scream... No one will hear..." with that, Jeremiah shoved his lips onto mine and dragged me back. I could taste a strange drink on his tongue. "Should I fuck you in his bed? Leave you for him to find? He'd think you were trying to seduce him and he'd fuck you anyway." I growled and tried biting him, snagging his chin. "Shut up, you sick bastard." I grumbled, giving him my most menacing glare as my ears laid flat and my tail stayed still. He backhanded me and I yelped, tears forming in my eyes. "Listen, you little bitch, you follow my rules and this'll go smoothly." he snapped lowly. I looked down and nodded. "Great... First of all, you will not complain. You will say things that I tell you to say. And you will do things that I tell you to do. Got that?" I nodded and again and he shoved me forward. "Good boy." we walked into a room with two beds in it and shoved me onto the one I recognized as Seth's. "W-Wait, no!" he slapped me again and tore my shirt open. "Sto... Stop! This isn't right!" I screamed, trying to fight him off. Jeremiah growled and shoved a hand on my mouth. "Shut up, you worthless whore." I clawed at the bed and tried to shove myself away while he pulled my pants below my butt. I screamed and fought harder. "No, no, no!! Stop!!" he shoved his hand farther on my mouth and I felt something press against my entrance. "NO!!!" I tried to shout. He shoved in and I froze, choking. I fell limply, pain coursing through me as I bit my lip to keep in my sobs. Jeremiah smiled down at me. "I know you really like it... Let me hear you." he pulled his hand away and I stopped biting my lip, following his orders and releasing my sobs. He smiled and moved his hands to the joints behind my knees as he moved harder and faster. I cried and sobbed louder, clenching the sheets. "What the hell are you doing?!" my assaulter stopped and looked over his shoulder, letting out a low laugh. "Well hello, Seth... Doesn't your new boy-toy look delicious like this?" he said before pulling out and holding my legs open. I laid tiredly and gazed at Seth. My tail twitched and my ears turned back. I didn't want him to see me like this, being raped by another man, let alone his step-brother. He looked at me, then Jeremiah. "You sick-" "Why don't you try it? He likes being treated rough. Don't you, Zeccy?" Jeremiah ran a hand along my leg then stuck two fingers in my entrance. I arched and tensed, closing my eyes. Two tears slipped from my eyes. "Stop! Can't you see he's crying?!" Seth moved forward and I felt Jeremiah be yanked away, his fingers jerking out of me. I cried out and arched again. Seth sat on his bed and pulled me into his arms. I gripped his shirt and cried softly. He looked at his step-brother. "You really are sick. I'll be telling father about this." the other boy laughed. "Good, maybe it'll get me out of here. Here, by the way, your toy seemed to like this." I heard a clink and he left, shutting the door. Seth was quiet for a second. "Zecriah, are you drunk?" he asked. I frowned and pulled back, looking at him. "What's drunk mean?" he frowned also. "... It's when you drink too much beer." "What's beer?" he gave me a completely confused look. "... Zecriah, are you kidding?" I shook my head. "I have no idea what you're talking about." "... But you smoke." I nodded. "... Yeah?" "... And you don't know what drinking is?" "Of course I do. Humans can't survive without drinking." he shook his head and pushed me off him. "Get dressed. I'm taking you home." "... Home... Oh, that reminds me!" I fixed my pants and hugged him tightly, kissing him softly. "I'm stabilized! I'm the first person made from science that's succeeded." Seth looked at me quizzically, then smiled. "Wait, you mean...?" I nodded. "We can be together for as long as WE want..." he smiled softer and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Oh, Zecriah..." we kissed gently and he pulled back. "Come on, let's go to your house." we walked out holding hands. Trevor was actually smiling as Tyler went around, serving food and chatting happily. "Well, we just want to say..." Tyler sat next to his husband and placed a hand on one of his, smiling softer. "We're really happy for you two... Welcome to the family, Seth." he and Trevor shared small smiles, then Trevor looked at Seth. "Seth, I'll be honest... I'm the protective father type. If you hurt Zecriah, I'll hurt you." Seth laughed nervously. "Don't worry, sir, I don't ever plan on hurting Zecriah." we looked at each other and smiled softly also. We ate calmly and chatted normally. ~The End~

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Title: Fujimi Block No. 2 Symphony Orchestra Series: Cold Front Conductor Genre: Drama, Slice of Life, BL Director: Satoshi Kaneda Cast: Shouta Takasaki, Yuusuke Arai, Akihiro Hayashi, Sayuri Iwata, Ryouma Baba Release year: 2012 Length: 83 min Size: 703 MB Language: Japanese Subtitles: English Synopsis: In the town of Fujimi, the concert master Yuuki Morimura meets a genius musical conductor, Kei Tounoin. But Kei's rigorous demands create an unsettling atmosphere for Yuuki and the rest of the orchestra members. Yuuki quits, prompting Kei to take drastic measures. As painful feelings surface, will love ever find them in the future? Download Fujimi Orchestra Live Action: Mediafire: Fujimi Block No. 2 Symphony Orchestra Part 1 Fujimi Block No. 2 Symphony Orchestra Part 2 Fujimi Block No. 2 Symphony Orchestra Part 3 Fujimi Block No. 2 Symphony Orchestra Part 4 Note: Download all parts in the same folder and then join with HJSplit. Play the complete file with VLC Player. Watch Fujimi Orchestra Live Action Online: Fujimi Orchestra Special thanks to all people who put effort and time and made this translation possible (alphabetic order XD): Cass (Translator) j3dmed (Raw) Rainieric (Translator) Saga (Editing and Timing) SloanAkira (Raw) Thank you guys once again! (: --------- EDIT: Those who take the drama and upload it on sites like Youtube, like this user here, should at least have the decency to credit the one who bought the raw and the persons who worked so many hours to translate the movie, all for free. --For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime Season 1 The first season of Sekai Ichii Hatsukoi Anime with engsub by Horrible Subs and Crunchyroll *thanks them a lot* Alt. Titles: 世界一初恋; Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi; Sekaiichi Hatsukoi ~Onodera Ritsu no Baai~ Genre: Comedy, Romance, Shounen Ai, Yaoi Plot: Ritsu Onodera, a young editor has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Although he has no experience or interest in it, he is assigned to the shoujo manga department. Even more, he has an awful impression of his editor in chief, Masamune Takano. However, soon he realizes that Masamune Takano is actually Saga, his senpai and high school love... Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online Download Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime: Season 1: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 Season 2: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 OVA's: OVA.01 OVA.02 Season 1 Mirror: Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 OVA 1 OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO StaffWatch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online

Title: Boulange no Koibito Summary: Asao Munenori gave up his dream to become a patisserie and returned to succeed his parents’ bakery. One day, one of his customers, the pretty Fujikawa Hijiri, fainted right in front of him. They probably already liked each other when they became friends. After a few days without seeing each other, the dense Fujikawa expressed his love honestly without realising it. After they became lovers, Asao was glad that his hesitation in giving up his dream turned out to be a fruitful one. Alternative Name- Amoureux de boulange, Bakery's Lover, Boulanger no Koibito Genre(s)-Yaoi , Author-TENZEN Momoko Status-Completed Categories-Megane •°Update°• Read Boulange no Koibito Online Boulange no Koibito Download Boulange no Koibito Manga Boulange no Koibito Enjoy!! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: 17 Guyz Manga ALT. names: セヴンティーン・ガイ / 17 Guyz - The Legend of Crash Generation Original run: 2000 Description: Haruhiko and Kenichi are 17 year old high school delinquents who are inseperable best friends. They've a reputation around Shibuya for being guys you don't want to mess with. Lately, Haruhiko has been fustrated, getting into more fights than usual, insulting women, and ditching Kenichi. Haruhiko can't admit his problem and Kenichi is at a loss for what to do, and soon things spiral out of control. Can their friendship survive? Or will it change forever? This manga is about a couple of 17 year old guys and is set in Tokyo’s Shibuya expensive neighborhood. They have been doing everything together ever since middle school, where they became best friends. But Haruhiko cannot stand female company anymore and begins to insult them at the place they are used to going. No need to tell that they take it pretty badly and tend to get a tiny bit furious. Kenichi tries to calm things down though. The fact is that Haruhiko has something bothering himself and he cannot let Kenichi knowing about that… Manga-type: Manga Written by: Nitta Youka Drawn by: Nitta Youka Published by: Reijin (Take Shobou) Group(s) Scanlating: MegKF Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Gigolo; School Life; Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Haruhiko and Kenichi Recommendations: Sunao ja nai Kedo, Abarenbou Kareshi Read 17 Guyz Online Read 17 Guyz Download 17 Guyz Manga Download Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Koi to wa Yobenai Associated Names: You Can't Call it Love, 恋とは呼べない, Koi towa Yobenai, Koi toha Yobenai Author: Eda Yuuri Artist: Machiya Hatoko Genre: Yaoi Release Year: 2010 Volume(s): 1 Volume (ongoing) Mediafire Koi to wa Yobenai Manga Ch 1 Ch 2-3 Ch 4-5 Ch 6 + Extras For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Pico×CoCo×Chico OVA Alternative title: Pico×CoCo×Chico - Series Pico 3 (Japanese) ぴこ×CoCo×ちこ (Japanese) ぴこ×CoCo×ちこ シリーズぴこ3 (Japanese) Genres: erotica, romance Themes: crossdressing, yaoi Objectionable content: Pornography Running time: 30 minutes Number of episodes: 1 Ending Theme: "僕を連れてって Boku wo Tsurete tte (Take Me)" by Pico Type: OVA Format: AVI File Size 248 MB Plot Summary: Pico and Chico meet a young boy named Coco, like the two prequels, the boys engage in erotic sexual experiments. Source: ANN Watch Pico×CoCo×Chico Online (HD Quality): Pico×CoCo×Chico Online Download PicoxCoCoxChico OVA: OVA1 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I decided to upload this anime because the link at ((Loveless : Dubbed and Dual Audio)) thread does not working anymore. This one is subbed version. Loveless Anime Synopsis Twelve-year old Aoyagi Ritsuka is left with his insane mother as his only family when his brother, Seimei, is killed suddenly. After moving to a new school, he meets Agatsuma Soubi, who claims to have known his brother. Ritsuka eventually discovers that Soubi and Seimei used to be a fighting pair, whereby Soubi was the "Fighter" and Seimei was the "Sacrifice". Now that Seimei is gone, Ritsuka has inherited Soubi, who will become his "Fighter". After learning that Seimei was killed by an organisation known as the "Seven Moons", Ritsuka decides to investigate into his brother's death, with the sometimes useless help of Soubi, along the way. (Source: ANN) Type: TV Episodes: 12 Status: Finished Airing Aired: Apr 7, 2005 to Jun 30, 2005 Producers: J.C. Staff, Bandai Visual, TV Asahi, Movic, Media BlastersL Genres: Action, Mystery, Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Shoujo, Shounen Ai, Supernatural Duration: 24 min. per episode Rating: PG-13 - Teens 13 or older Download Loveless Anime : Format AVI Mediafire Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 Password: kyoko PM/VM me if there's problem with the link. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Name: Permanent Residence/永久居留 Director: Scud/Danny Cheng Wan-Cheung Year: 2009 Summary Trailer This movie made my cry >. Watch Permanent Residence Online: Permanent Residence Download Permanent Residence BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Join the files with HJSplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

We've promised an improved manga reader with more series, updated daily. We tried to implement these changes on YO's old manga reader, but, due to the size, there was a high possibility that YO would have loaded slower, so, we decided to work from the start on a different system. The new reader contains all manga genres, but with a big focus on Yaoi and Shounen Ai (over 1900 BL series). More titles will be added regularly. It is called MangaReado. It also has a forum, so you can join us there as well. Thanks to YO staff for all their help and to all the members for their patience and support. (:

hi ... meet me again xoxoxo I just wanna give YO some suggestion about it section ... how about YO give a special section to download GV? instead of just-like-thread (here) and maybe it gonna help others easier to find/DL GV ... hehehe how about that?rabbit16

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Oh Meh Gerd! OUO Thank you guys so much! This is so exciting >w Thank you alll ---------Edit---------- For my Set/Sig So- Idonno- Something with Ivan Braginski >w Size of signature: something like 500 x 150- or whatever you'd feel more comfortable with >w Text: "I loved, but have forgotten who, and so I wrapped my heart in snows that blew. " Theme/Stock if you have a picture: Anything with Ivan from APH is fine- it would be great if he was in a style similar to these though .w. Color theme and other observations: White, Red, and Dark Gray- Maybe something with a red border, white text, and dark gray background .w. Maybe some snow- idnono- be creative XD

@rainbowman Thanks a lot, My Cheese ^_^ March 2nd, 2013 I'm here..... My 15th day FF rabbit4

12:07 am

01-03-2013 20:42 present! and no late *yatta*

19:48 / 7:78 pm I am ill :/ I have a cold and I am lovesick, too -.- I hate my life

Hai! My Butter @1978 yes! Keep on fighting! xD Rainbowman 03-02-2013 01:54 *salutes!* Present but leaves to sleep now! xD

I don't like my job. Gosh, I really don't like it T______________________________T

its 1:13 pm just finished my lunch

I looked around and the place is empty. I looked back at you and asked "what is it? what's happening?" though I might know what exactly is happening, I remember back when I was a child, when wolves try to steal my soul, not just one but 4 of them, they are the same creatures who killed my family, as the last one attacks me I blacked out and not remember anything but my eyes hurting even afterwards, and after that, I wasnt killed, and I grew up and not get killed, I thought it was a curse for me, I was never hurt but all my closest ones get killed from time to time, it is the reason why I try to live alone, and so I thought it is a curse, a curse that will forever burden me, unless I die. I kept my eyes on you and see fear, looking at somewhere but I dont know what you see, I kept asking you what's going on but you're just shaking without saying anything. The wind blew stronger and I feel like it isn't safe here anymore. So I told you to go to your class and I'll be at the infirmary, meet me at my house after school, it is safe there. We can't meet at the infirmary anymore because of the rumor about us. As I walk to the hallway of the school I still am thinking about my past, as to why I was the only one left alive.

It's 4:38 am and I have classes from 10 am.. XD

My mood right now is very hot, flustered and horny

18:59 (6:59pm) ^^

I write story for my friend on birthday gift. But I want have a second hand pair. I don't know if I finish it! O_O

@1978 Very nice song, I like it I heard it before, but I didn't know you were talking about this one

2/28/13 11:25 pm present! ;D

ahh...(doesn't know what to say..) *turns on music* L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very, very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you adore and (MUSIC PAUSE! xD What does that spell?) *Children shouts LOVE!!* Correct! Music play ...xD Love is all that I can give to you Love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it Take my heart and please don't break it Love was made for me and you

OMG ^________^ !!

just wanna be honest:

I looked at you and asked "what are you thinking about" as if i could hear your thoughts but I'm still unsure about it. I stared into your eyes my eyes have darken for a little bit, like it automatically connected to your eyes inspecting your thoughts, but I shook my head and stopped for a bit telling myself 'no. I dont want to use that.' and so not looking at you I asked what your thoughts are.

Before: Xigbar After: Xaldin

I was shocked by what you did, because you did it infront of everyone. But my arms automatically wrapped around your waist and I kissed you back. Everybody are so surprised as well murmuring everywhere what is happening but I didnt care, like I always say, this kid is just too cute.. I am enjoying myself when a teacher came, suddenly pulling me by my uniform telling me how malicious I am with all my perverted acts. Your hands are about to slip mine while I was pulled farther, then I gripped your fingers and smiled at you, telling you "I'll see you again".. The day ended nicely for me, I just dont know what happened to you after that. I hope you're okay though I know everyone will tease you about it. Damn, I'm used to just playing around, why do I feel like I'm starting to be serious here.

U-know Yunho went to the brothel of blue heart for fun ​and dinner dinosaurs from Disneyland, thus surfeit, cracked Spongebob's compass and hired Rain to capture whales in Bali Island.

'What kind of Nurse am I? I know I'm just an assistant but, I make everyone not go to the infirmary because of my malicious actions.. Well, I can't help it, specially with cute kids like this one..' I looked at you thinking about that while you are saying your sorry, I didnt really hear you. I still didnt speak a word, not like I dont want to, more like I dont really know what to say, I'm too lazy to think about anything else tight now. I carried you back to your bed and said "I said 30 minutes, dont just suddenly stand, your ankle will swell" after time had passed I sent you back to your class, I carried you at my back while walking back to the classroom. Other students are looking at us while walking at the corridor, whispering in each other's ears. I grinned at them saying 'if you dont stop, you're next' and they all looked away and got scared. I feel your breath in my ears and it tickles me, I continued walking and feeling the thrill from your breathing but before we get to the classroom you whispered to me weakly 'put me down, I'll walk from here...' I stopped for a bit because I wanna carry more and then put you down. I asked you if you're gonna be okay but you just kept quiet and stared at me.

For anyone who is interested, I've reuploaded this, since the above link is dead. Links: -if you encounter any problem with the links, let me know-

I want world peace today and be cured of this disease sucks!

Love and romance is summed up for me by Elizabeth Barrett Brownings 43 sonnet How do I love thee.? "How do I love thee.?Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach,when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need,by sun and candle light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right I love thee purely,as they turn from Praise. I love thee with a passion put to use In my old griefs,and with my childhoods faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saint,-I love thee with the breath, Smiles,tears,of all my life-and if God choose, I shall but love the better after death.

love is not something where u just spit the words out of your mouth and just go out all for nothing. saying 'i love you' means 'i love you forever' not now, not after some days, months or years but forever. that is love. love is eternal that's why it does not fade whatever things may happen in the future, past or present. there are many wrong equations of love like, equating love to 'falling in love'. love is not 'falling in love', because if u say so it means to say that this day i fall for you but tomorrow i am not. The perception of 'falling in love' is wrong because it is equated to 'falling out of love', because you 'fall in' there is a 'fall out'. Therefore, it should be 'in live and stay in love and stand up for love'. Another wrong equation is that love is equated to sex. Love in a relationship doesn't necessarily require the person involved to engaged in sex act. Love here becomes more on physical sensation rather than on emotion, on rationality, on being rational. It would be like 'i love you so have sex with me'. though sex is also love but IT IS ONLY A MANIFESTATION OF LOVe, it is not fully exhausted. Love here does not fully develop if you based it on physical sensations, this are temporary, a trance! To have a loving relationship, the person involve should practice the 4 elements of love(refer to Erich Fromm book). A loving relationship needs patience, respect, knowledge, understanding etc. :leaf15::7yoyo10:foxy2:cuteonion41::banhbao8::banhbao45:

Kondo Koso Honki! by Toyama Mako GATTENDOU TENMATSUKI by FUJII Mitori 1. Happy Yarou Wedding 2. Utsukushiki Kemonotachi. {BEAUTIFUL BEAST} 3. Virgin Love 4. Toriko ni Natta Kemono {Crazy for You} 5. Junnai Tokkou Taichou, {Junai no Seinen} {The Young Person's Pure Love} 6. Kemono wa Ai de, Iyasareru {Smooth over his hurt feeling} 7. Playboy Amour 8. Oboreru Kemono no Koibito 9. Men's Love they all by Fujisaki Kou KOICHA NO OSAHOU (TEA FOR TWO) by SAKURAGI Yaya mmmm thats all in my mind now O_O