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Summary: The love story of Zecriah, a cat-human boy and Seth and how the reach happiness after some misfortunes. Status: Complete Warning: Rape My first time posting one of my stories online.. Please enjoy. "Aww!! So cute!!" "They're so soft!!" "I'm so jealous!!" The regular routine carried on day after day. I would walk to school and as soon as I stepped onto the grounds, I was swarmed. Girls pushed and shoved, trying to get a feel of the natural black cat ears coming out of my head. My tail would always be wrapped around my waist by then. If I didn't get it early, it would get stomped on. One girl stepped forward and reached up for my ears. My eyes widened for a second before closing lazily. I let out a purr-like sound. "Awww!!!" the girls erupted in coos, shocking me. I jerked away from the girl and ran away. I was the only one with ears and a tail. It was fun sometimes, but it also got to be incredibly annoying. Like how all the guys made fun of me and the girls always wanted to pet me. "I'm a normal kid; just leave me alone..." I mumbled, gripping the straps of my bookbag tightly. Sighing, I walked into the gym where all students were supposed to go in the morning. I sat in the bleachers and waited for the bell to ring patiently. My teacher walked in and smiled at the few people in the room. The sound of lockers closing and students talking came in the room. My ears twitched at the loud sounds and my tail stayed straight. Mrs.Marly smiled apologetically at me and shut the door softly. I smiled in appreciation and relaxed. A few minutes later, everyone was in their seat. "Okay so we'll start with vocab words." Mrs.Marly said, passing out papers. "You all need to pair up; working alone will not be accepted." a silent sigh slipped out of my mouth. "Let's work together, Zecriah." I turned and looked at the object of my undying love. Seth Richardson. His beautiful blonde hair framed his face perfectly. Bright blue eyes looked at me with trust and happiness. Everytime I saw him, I was instantly hypnotized. "Zecriah?" I blinked, then smiled after remembering what he said. "Y-Yeah, sure!! You wanna come up here?" I asked, gesturing to the desk next to me. He smiled and nodded back, getting up and sitting next to me. "Okay, so, let's start from the bottom and go up." I nodded and adjusted my paper, getting a pencil with my tail out of reflex. "God, he's such a show off..." I heard a boy mumble behind me. "Yeah, and we have PE today. All the girls are going to be all over him again. 'Oh Zecriah, you're so awesome!!! Take me now!!!'" the other boy impersonated a high-pitched voice. I stared at my paper and slowly put my pencil down. Seth looked at me before frowning and looking at the two behind us. "Hey. Shut up. Just because you look like a monkey doesn't mean you have to take it out on Zecriah." the boys stayed silent. That's the thing I loved about Seth. He cared about me and the others always listened to him. He sighed and turned back. "The last one is bludgeon." I nodded and wrote it down. The day passed normally and it was soon time for PE. That also passed normally with all the guys being pissed and the girls cooing over me. I was in the showers with the others. Many of the guys had left already and there were exactly five people left. Seth had left a long time ago and I was just finishing. I turned off my shower and reached for my towel. My hand met the wall, but no towel. I looked around, frowning. "Looking for this?" my eyes widened at the voice and I subconsiously held myself, ears flat and tail around my waist. I turned to the voice and saw a group of three boys. The leader was a guy named Jeremiah Watson. He was one of the very few that ignored everything Seth said. The other two were twins named Greg and Craig Nelson. They always sneered and Greg always copied the ends of Craig's sentences. I looked at Jeremiah. "Yes. Please give it to me." I asked softly, holding out my hand. He smiled and dangled it just out of reach. I lunged forward to get it and he quickly caught me around my waist. "Nice one boss!" Craig said with a smirk. "Yeah! Nice one!" Greg parrotted. Craig turned to Greg. "Will you stop copying me?" Greg smiled. "Yeah, stop copyi- Oh." he realized what his twin meant when he started glaring. I looked up at my captor. "Jeremiah, please, I don't... Have..." I trailed off at the unexpected-not normal-smile that showed up on Jeremiah's face. He scratched my ears just the way I loved it and I practically melted right then. "Shh... You don't need money today, buddy." I lazily nodded to show I was listening. "We're gonna have some fun..." he whispered into my ear. Just as I was about to ask what he meant, a hand wrapped around my manhood. I jumped and let out a yelp. His arm tightened around my waist as I started to struggle. A washcloth was shoved into my mouth. "Craig, Greg, hold him still." he said. The twins took me and threw me on the floor, holding down one of my arms each. Jeremiah got in between my legs. He held out his hand and Craig reached up to where he usually took his shower, pulling down a bottle. Jeremiah took it and uncapped it, putting some of the liquidy stuff into his palm. He rubbed it on his hard cock and that's when I realized it was lube. My eyes widened and I struggled harder, trying to kick him. He held my legs up and smiled at me. "Feel free to call for Seth's help you god damn whore." with that, he shoved into me and searing pain shot through my body. "Mnng!!" I groaned through the rag, clenching my fists and trying to escape still. "Sit... Still!" he thrusted into me hard and I screamed, tears now falling down my cheeks. He pulled back out and slammed in again and again. About three minutes in, I gave up and went limp, crying silently. I felt like I was falling apart. My heart was hurting and my thoughts were plagued with pleads for Seth to come and save me. Jeremiah pulled out of me and I opened my eyes, looking at him blearily. "Wanna see something?" I stayed still and he put a hand in front of my entrance before pushing two fingers in. I closed my eyes again, not wanting to see anything. His fingers left. "C'mon, open your eyes." he coaxed. "Come on, little kitty..." his voice got soft and a hand petted my hair reassuringly, slightly rubbing my ears gently. I reluctantly opened my eyes. He smiled softly. "There's a good boy... Now look." he held his fingers up with blood dripping off them. "You're so tender down there that you tore..." I whimpered and shut my eyes again, turning away. My body was actually tearing. It hurt like hell. "Aww, does it hurt, Zeccy?" I hesitantly nodded. All three of them chuckled. "What would make it better, huh?" I opened my eyes and looked at him again. "Tell me what you want." "Mlet mme glo..." I said through the cloth. Jeremiah smirked. "I'm sorry, I didn't quite catch that..." "Mlet mme mglo!! Pwez!!" I jumped towards him, fresh tears coming to my eyes and renewed fight in my blood. The twins' hold tightened and I winced, relaxing again. Their hold only got stronger. "Mmm... U... Urts...." I said, weakly trying to pull away. "Guys, you're hurting him. Let up a little." Jeremiah said. "Sorry, boss." "Yeah, sorry." the twins loosened their hold and Jeremiah pet my hair again. "Better?" I nodded. "Good boy... Can I finish?" I looked at him with fear. "I'll do it by hand?" reluctantly, I nodded again. He smiled and rubbed my ears. "Good, good, boy..." I looked away as he jerked himself off and flinched as his seed landed on my stomach. He reached into my mouth and pulled out the washcloth. "Craig, Greg, let go." the holds dissappeared and I instantly curled into myself, crying loudly. "Go home, guys." "But boss-" "Go." I heard them leave and flinched as a soft and gentle hand rubbed my back and went up to scratch my ears. "Shh... You're safe..." I felt him lean over me and a gentle kiss was placed on my cheek. "... You smell really good..." I didn't want to hear these things from him... He scared me with his mood swings... "You use that expensive strawberry stuff, right? I love it... And... I love... You..." I let out an especially loud sob and curled away. "Please, Zecriah, look at me and give me a response..." I sat up as best I could and looked at him. "You want a response? How dare you. That's my response. How dare you rape me then say you love me." I said softly, curling into myself while trying to keep a steady glare with him. He frowned. "I'm sorry, Zecriah, I just didn't know how to tell you." I looked away. "Look, I really feel dirty and broken right now; I don't want to talk to you..." Jeremiah looked at me then suddenly put his hand on my throat, pushing me against the wall. "You will do as I say until I am sick of it, got it?!" he said through clenched teeth. When I didn't answer, his hold tightened, making me grab his hand in protest. "Answer me!!" "Yes, yes, please just let go!!" I begged, more tears coming to my eyes again. He pulled me up and shoved me back against the wall. "And don't you dare tell anyone or you'll hear from me." he left. I looked at the clock. I was way late, but I needed to shower again... "Zecriah? Is that you?" a man's voice called as I walked into my house. "Yeah." I called back, slipping my shoes off by the door and walking into the living room. A man sat at a desk at a laptop while another sat at a coffee table with papers. "What took you so long?" asked the man at the desk. "I was getting some help with homework, Trevor." these men were my care takers. I always assumed they were brothers since they have the same last name and even look a little bit alike. They worked at the lab where I was created. Yes, created. You didn't think a boy with cat ears and tail could just be born, did you? "Okay." "You could've just asked me." protested the other man. "You're here to take care of me, not help me with homework, Tyler." I said, sitting next to him. He sighed. "I guess not, but since you're the closest I'll ever get to a son, I want to help you in anyway I can." I nodded and fell silent. "By the way, that Seth kid called. He was asking about some plans for tonight." I sighed and leaned back. "Here or his place?" "Here, of course." "Right." I stood. "I'll call him from my room. I don't want to be bothered tonight, please." I started to walk away when Tyler called me back. "Hey, wait, how was your day?" I turned to him. "... I was raped." I whispered before turning and running up to my room. "Zecriah, please, it's been three hours, you have to tell us if you were hurt!!" Tyler pleaded. "Quit acting like a baby or we could get traded for some other scientists!!" Trevor called. "I already told you guys that I was torn!! Now leave me alone!!" I screamed at my locked door before hiding my face in my knees again. "Then let us nurse you!" Tyler pled again. "I just want to be alone! I feel nasty and slutty and I never want to see anyone ever again!" I cried. My phone rang, making me jump. I sniffled and picked it up. "H-Hello?" "Zecriah? What's wrong?" Seth's voice asked. I started to panic. "Oh hey Seth!! Nothing's wrong, nothing at all. Nope." I said quickly. "... You're lying... What happened? You're never like this... Did something happen after I left school?" he pressed. "No, Seth, really, I'm fine..." I said with a sigh. "No you're not..." "Seth, just-" "Tell me the-" "Seriously, I'm fi-" "Zecriah-" "Stop interrupting me!" I shouted. "Shut up and let me talk!" there was silence on the other end. "... I'm sorry..." I mumbled. "No, I was the one who kept interrupting you. Please, go ahead." he said calmly. "... I don't want to tell you what happened, so you will know me as 'I'm fine'." he sighed. "Why not, Zecriah?" I was silent for a second. "... I just... can't... Will you come over though? I really need someone to comfort me..." "Of course. I'll be right over." "Thank you..." "Don't mention it." "There's a lot of blood but only a minor tear took place..." Tyler mumbled from the bottom of the hospital bed. "The arms are slightly bruised as is the neck." Trevor added, writing on a clipboard after running a finger over the bruises on my arms and neck. Embarassing as it was to be buck naked with him, Seth stood at my head, petting my ears just like I liked it. "His ankles were held tighter then the others. Seems like medium level bruises." Tyler observed, standing straight. "Maybe its skin is just weaker there?" Trevor asked, looking at him. "It's possible. I'll bring up the body map to double check." Tyler walked to a desk and took off his medical gloves before typing on it. A picture of a body on a blue graphed background showed up. Many colors were spread across the surface and Tyler examined the ankles. "This says that the skin is actually a tad bit stronger." "By how much?" Trevor asked, going up behind him. "I don't know; we'll need to do another scan since he's grown. Maybe it is actually weaker." Trevor nodded and the walked back to me. "Okay, Seth, you need to step back." Seth nodded and pressed his forehead to mine first before backing away. Tyler pulled a machine over me. "Remember, you need to stay still." I nodded and settled myself, closing my eyes. A buzz was heard as one of them flipped a switch. Light shined through my eyelids for a few seconds before it moved down the rest of my body. "Okay, all done." I opened my eyes again and Seth was back by my ears, rubbing them again. My caretakers went back to the computer where the new body map was. They were quiet. "... That's not good." Trevor said. "No. No it's not." Tyler added. "What?" I asked, sitting up. "I was wrong. You were majorly torn." Tyler walked back to me, his face devoid of all emotion and I knew he was trying not to cry. "Just lay back, sleep, and we'll take care of it." Trevor brought over another machine and started hooking it up and turning it on. "I'll be fine, right?" I asked calmly. "Sleep." Tyler said again, his voice wavering slightly. "But I'll be fine, right?!" I asked more forcefully. He looked at me. "If you weren't going to be okay, I wouldn't be doing it. Now shut up and sleep." he commanded harshly. I looked down and nodded, laying back. Seth rubbed my ears one last time before backing away again. Trevor put a mask over me and I soon fell to the devices of sleeping gas. When I woke up, I was in my room, tucked into my bed. I sat up and saw Seth asleep on the small couch I had. Sighing, I stood, not sore at all, and walked out of my room, down the hall. Trevor's voice sounded in my cat ears as I approached the lab. "This is why I didn't want you to volunteer for this experiment. You get too emotionally attached to things." "Trevor, don't start this..." Tyler's voice sighed. "Blood is normal." he added in his working tone. I walked to the door and watched, hidden, as he moved around and Trevor worked on the computer. "... Seriously, you even named it." Tyler stopped moving. "He." "It." Tyler turned to him, fury all over his face. "Why can't you ever let me be happy?!" he shouted. Trevor sighed. "When you get happy, you get hopeful, then an experiment fails and I'm stuck picking up your broken pieces." "Zecriah's different!" Tyler said, anger replaced by something that resembled begging. "Number 52 and no it's not!" Trevor said, raising his voice slightly as he stood. "It will fail and when it does, you're going to be broken and torn apart all over again." Tyler let out a frustrated noise as his watery eyes overflowed slightly. "God, I hate you!" he shouted. The lab fell silent. "... Trevor, I didn't mean it..." Tyler mumbled after awhile. Trevor stared at him for a bit before walking to him. My eyes widened and I stumbled backwards as I saw them kiss. It was more then a family kiss, too. It was like a kiss that I dreamed of Seth giving me. I hurried away and back to my room, shutting the door softly. I looked at a still sleeping Seth. I seriously needed a hug already. "My caretakers are incestuous..." I mumbled. As I made my way back to my bed, the memories of what had happened in the showers came back. I stopped halfway there and sat on the floor, suddenly not wanting to deal with anything. I felt extremely tired and bored. Laying down, I reached up lazily and yanked the comforter off my bed, curling into it. I went off into a dreamless sleep. "Zeccy... Zeccy, you'll get a cold sleeping like that..." I opened my eyes slowly and saw Seth shaking me lightly. "What time is it?" I mumbled sleepily, sitting up. "Like one thirty in the morning." nodding, I gave him my hand and he helped me up. He helped me sit on my bed and covered me again. "Goodnight, Zecriah." "Night, Seth..." I turned on my side and closed my eyes. Right before I lost consciousness, I felt a pair of lips touch my head. "I love you..." When I woke up again, my room was bright with natural sunlight. I got up, again, and walked into the living room. Tyler looked up from some papers and smiled, standing. He set his papers down and walked to me, brushing my hair back with a gentle hand. "How's my prescious boy?" he asked softly. I looked up at him and the memory of his kiss with Trevor came back. Blushing, I looked away. "I'm fine..." I mumbled. He sighed. "Right... C'mon. Let's get you something to eat." his hand slid down my cheek so his arm could rest around my shoulders as we walked towards the kitchen. Seth and Trevor were already there, helping each other out with cooking. Trevor turned at the sound of us walking in and smiled softly at Tyler, who smiled back. I used to think it was because they were just feeling friendly. Now I know it's because they got a little too friendly last night. Seth smiled at me and came to give me a small hug. I hugged him back and laid my forehead on his shoulder, sighing. "You okay?" he asked softly. "I'm just tired..." I mumbled, closing my eyes. He nodded and rubbed my back gently. "Come on, sit down." Seth pulled back and led me to the table , sitting me down. Trevor and Tyler also sat with coffee and waffles. A plate was placed in front of me and I couldn't help but smile at the strawberries on top of a large waffle. Seth sat next to me and smiled warmly. "Just thought you'd like it." I nodded. "I do. Thank you." he nodded and went to his own food. "They're so cute..." I heard Tyler say very softly to Trevor. Trevor gave a small nod. Sighing, I started eating. "Oh, hey, we need blood." I looked up at Trevor. "Why?" Tyler sighed. "To test you." Seth frowned. "You think it's possible Zecriah got an STD?" he shrugged. "It is a possibility, considering we know nothing. We don't even know who it was." my crush looked at me. "Who was it?" I looked at my waffle and sighed. "... No one. Let's drop it, yeah?" I took a bite. "And no, it shouldn't be possible." Seth shifted next to me and scratched the table slightly as he cleared his throat. "So he didn't... Finish... Inside you?" I nearly choked and coughed heavily. "N-No! He did not!" I exclaimed. He nodded and looked away. Trevor smiled slightly and Tyler let out a small huff of laughter. "It's not funny! It's embarassing!" they nodded quickly to please me and the room fell into a quiet covorsation as we ate. The rest of the weekend had passed with a few tests and outings with Seth. Sometimes I wondered why we didn't just hook up already. We were practically already a couple. He even looked at me like... My thoughts trailed off as I realized the conclusion I came to. I glanced at Seth's seat next to me just in time to see his own eyes flash away. So he was watching me, huh? I put my chin in my hand, blocking the view of my mouth so I could smile smugly. The bell rang and I stood with Seth. "Hey, Zecriah, you have any plans fo-" "Hi, Zeccy." an arm wrapped around my waist and I tensed slightly at the familiar voice. "H-Hi, Jeremiah..." I mumbled, staring at the floor perfectly still. Seth glared at him. "We were talking." Jeremiah smirked. "Well you aren't anymore. C'mon, Zeccy." he started walking and Seth looked at me. "You aren't seriously-" Jeremiah looked back at me and his eyes flashed. "I said come on, Zecriah." I flinched and looked at Seth while walking away. "I-I'll see you later Seth..." "But Zecriah..." I glanced back at him helplessly before Jeremiah grabbed me roughly and pulled me away. I was slammed against a wall, making me cry out. Jeremiah had taken me to his personal hide-out in a practically deserted part of town. "What does he have that I don't?!" Jeremiah snarled, gripping the collar of my neck. All I could do was stare at him fearfully. He pulled me away and slammed me back against the wall. "Answer me!!" I sniffled, tears coming to my eyes. "Ple-Please st-stop, Jer-Jeremiah... Y-You're scar-scaring m-me..." he clenched his jaw and threw me down, instantly on top of me. "Scaring you, huh?! Then let's try and calm you down a bit!" Jeremiah yanked my pants down and I let out a small sound of protest, trying to kick away. "Now, now, Zeccy... I don't want to have to hurt you..." he said threateningly, sneering as he tore my shirt off. Ignoring him, I tried clawing his arm. He growled and reached up, yanking on one of my ears. I let out a yowl and fell limp with pain. Smirking, he took off his own pants. "There's a good boy." he shoved into me and I barely jolted in pain. He pressed his lips to my neck and moaned against it, thrusting fast and hard. "Nn, yeah, you fucking whore..." I closed my eyes and turned my head away, trying not to hear him. "Tell me you're a whore..." I stayed silent and he ran a hand up my body to hold my neck. I opened my eyes and whimpered slightly. "I-I'm a whore..." I whispered. He chuckled against my skin, thrusting harder. I clenched my jaw and looked away. He grabbed my tail, but I tried to keep ignoring him. Jeremiah rubbed it gently, in turn making my muscles relax in reflex. I closed my eyes again as he let out a particularly loud moan and thrusted faster. Jeremiah leaned over me. "Tell me how much you love my cock..." he breathed in my ear. I sniffled and let out a soft sob. "I-I l-l-love y-your co-cock..." I sobbed. Suddenly, he stopped and I looked up to see him shudder as I was filled with a mysterious feeling. I instantly knew what it was and tears overflowed. He pulled out of me and looked at me. "Did you like that, baby?" he mumbled, leaning over my face. I sobbed again before nodding. "C-Can I-I g-g-go h-home n-now...?" I sniffled. He nodded. I stood and put my clothes back on. Jeremiah shoved me against the wall one last time and pressed his lips to mine, forcing his tongue into my mouth. My eyes widened and I growled before biting down on his tongue. He jumped away and glared at me. "What did you just do?" he said softly. "I bit your fucking tongue." I growled. My head was slammed to the side as a fist went into my jaw and then quickly to my stomach. I fell to the floor and he pulled me up by my hair, slamming the back of my head against the wall. I grunted and glared at him steadily. "Get out of here, you fucking slutty bitch." he threw me towards the door and I left as quickly as possible. "Zecriah John Fredricks!" Tyler's yelling voice met my ears harshly. He stormed into the entryway with Trevor behind him. Tyler glared at me and crossed his arms. "Can I help you?" I asked plainly. He clenched his jaw. "You do not talk to me like that. I was worried sick!" I rolled my eyes and shoved passed him. "I'm so sorry, almighty scientist." I said, sarcasm practically dripping off my words. All I wanted to do was sleep. A hand closed around my wrist and I snarled, snapping it away. I turned to Tyler. "Don't fucking touch me!!!" I shouted. My head snapped to the side. The room went deathly still as my cheek burned. "Oh my god, Zecriah, I-" Tyler tried reaching out to me and I stepped back quickly. "No. No, I don't care. I don't. One more fucking person beating me. What the fuck do I care?!" I shouted the last sentence before turning and running to my room, slamming the door. Unfortunately, I hadn't been thinking about my tail and got it caught in the door. I screamed. "Fuck! Dammit all!" I opened the door and pulled my tail in. Before I could shut it, a sneaker propped it open. I looked up to see Trevor glaring. Letting go of the door, I stepped back. He walked in and shut the door. "You're a piece of work, you know that?" he said softly. "Tyler has worked his ass off for sixteen years to help you live and that's how you fucking repay him?" I glared back at him. "What do you care?! You never liked me anyway! I'm just an experiment to you!" he nodded. "Yeah, you are. But Tyler loves you. You're basically his son." I scoffed. "Why can't he just adopt? That's what gay couples do, right? Oh, but I guess it'd look weird to the social worker since you're brothers!" Trevor frowned. "What the hell are you talking about?" "I saw you kiss Tyler in the lab!" he rolled his eyes. "So what? That's what MARRIED couples do!" I frowned. "Married?" he sighed. "Yes, married. Tyler and I are married." I stayed silent. "When you're ready to apologize, we'll be downstairs." he left. I walked to my bed and layed down. Just as I was about to fall asleep, my phone rang. Sighing, I turned and answered it. "Hello?" "Zecriah?" I sighed at Seth's voice. "Yeah?" he was quiet for a second. "It was Jeremiah, wasn't it?" I remembered what Jeremiah had said the first time. "No." "But-" I sighed for a third time. "Look, Seth, I'm tired. I need sleep." I could practically feel his frown. "Oh... Okay... Well, call me when you're ready to talk." "Mhm." "Okay... Goodnight." "Night." I dropped my phone into the holder again and turned away, falling asleep. I walked around to the back of the school as the late bell rang. I didn't want to go to class, so I decided to skip. A few kids looked up as I walked over. There was a girl and two guys dressed all in black and wearing black make-up. The girl smirked. "Hey, guys, look. It's Mr.Popular." she took a drag off a cigarette while the guys laughed shortly. I looked at the girl. "... Can I get one of those?" she looked at the cigarette then me. "You gonna crush it and tell me how bad it is?" I shook my head. "I just need something to calm down." she nodded and pulled out a black Hello Kitty tin, opening the top and holding it out to me. I took one of the many cigarettes and she took out a black Hello Kitty lighter, lighting it for me. I nodded and placed it between my lips, taking a drag. I winced slightly, but didn't hack up a lung like I'd expected. The girl smirked. "You ever done this before?" I shook my head. "Well, pretty good for a beginner then. I'm Samantha." she pointed to the taller of the guys. "That's Tobias and the other is Demetri." they nodded to me. "Sup Zecriah?" Tobias asked. I smiled softly. "You know me?" "Who doesn't? Are those real?" Samantha asked, looking at my ears. I made them twitch. "That answer your question?" she smiled and nodded. "It's cool if you hang with us, but only for a little while." I nodded and leaned against the wall, taking another drag. I looked at the cigarette then to Samantha. "Who fixes you up?" she looked at me and scoffed. "We do it ourselves. All we need is pockets." I smirked. "So you stole them?" they nodded. "Yeah." Demetri mumbled. "That's so cool..." I said softly before inhaling it again. That's how I spent my day at school. "Zecriah! There you are! Trevor and Tyler are soooo mad!" Seth jogged to me after school got out. Samantha had left with Demetri awhile ago, so Tobias and I had decided to talk. Seth stopped and stared. "Wait, are you smoking?!" he asked, seeing the freshly lit cigarette in my hand. It was only my second since the first time this morning. I nodded. "This does resemble a cigarette..." I mumbled. He clenched his jaw and stepped up to me, pulling the cigarette away and stomping it out. "Hey! I was-" "Come on; I'm taking you home." he grabbed my wrist and fear shot through me. I tore away from him and backed up. "Don't touch me!" he frowned. "I'm sorry?" I shook my head and looked away. "Just go home." "But Zecri-" "Hey, if the dude wants you to go, go." Tobias said, stepping forward. Seth frowned deeper. "I don't think you have any right to tell me what to do." Tobias clenched his jaw. "You wanna bet, pretty boy?!" my face fell and I backed up. Seth's eye twitched. "Pretty boy...? Oh, you're just begging to get hurt, aren't you?!" Tobias smirked and they both stepped closer. "I dare you to try it." Seth pulled his arm back and I shouted, stepping between them quickly. He didn't stop his hand in time and pain shot through my head as I fell onto the ground. I rested my head in my hands and clenched my fists, gripping my hair tightly along with my ears. "Oh god, Zecriah!" my crush got on his knees in front of me as I started sobbing. He pulled me to his chest and pet my hair. "Shh... I'm sorry... I shouldn't have even started punching..." I released my head and grabbed onto his shirt. A serious sounding song played. "Hey, dude, are you gonna be alright?" I heard Tobias ask. I nodded. "Okay... I need to go meet Sam and Dem. Sorry. Here." he leaned down and rubbed my ears. I also felt him slip a pack of cigarettes into the hem of my pants. I looked at him and he gave a barely noticeable wink before turning and running off. I leaned against Seth and sniffled. "Seth... I... I don't want it anymore..." I whispered. He rested his head on mine. "What are you talking about?" he whispered back. "Life. I don't want to live anymore." he jerked my head up so I was looking at him. "Take it back." "Why? It's how I feel..." his eyes started glistening with sadness, fear, and love. "Please don't say that..." he whispered. I frowned. "Why?" "Because I... I... I... Well, I mean, I... Dammit." Seth pressed his lips to mine. I was stunned. This is what I had always wanted, but still, I couldn't respond. He pulled back and stared at me before sadness and embarassment showed in his eyes. "I-I'm sorry..." he let me go. I snapped out of it then and gripped his shirt tightly. "Don't... Don't let go..." I whispered. I pressed my lips to his and closed my eyes. It was his turn to be stunned. But he quickly overcame it and hurriedly kissed me back. The kiss deepened as did our hold with each other. He pulled back and went after my neck. I gasped and tossed my head to the side. "S-Seth!" he stopped and pulled away fully, standing. I looked up at him confusedly. "Wh-Why'd you stop?" I asked. Seth bent down and pulled me up. "I need to get you home." he muttered, starting to walk away. I hurried after him and grabbed his hand. He looked at me. I smiled very softly. "I love you too." he blushed and started walking, lacing our fingers together. "I... I'm home!" I called hesitantly. As expected, Tyler and Trevor were instantly there. Seth had left me at my porch. The scientists looked at me disapprovingly. I looked at the ground. "... Tyler?" I asked softly. "What?" he snapped. I flinched slightly and looked away. "I'm really really sorry... I shouldn't have said such a vulgar word and I promise not to do it again..." Tyler was quiet for a second, then arms were around me. "It's okay, Zecriah... I shouldn't have slapped you... It wasn't right..." I hugged him back. My memories of my rapes came back and I started sobbing. "Tyler... Tyler, he did it more than once..." I cried. Tyler pushed me back. "What?! Zecriah, who was it?!" he shouted. I shook my head. "Tell me!!" "Number 52, tell us now." Trevor demanded. "It was Jeremiah Watson, okay?!" I shouted. "H-He did it in the showers then h-he t-took me t-to h-his secret place and d-did it there and h-he h-hit me s-so many t-times!!! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." I cried, falling against Tyler and sobbing into his chest. "So so so sorry..." Tyler pet my hair gently, rubbing my ears to calm me, while having a silent coversation with Trevor. "Zecriah, baby, it's not your fault..." Tyler whispered finally, nuzzling my hair. I gripped his shirt and nodded. "I-It is t-too! I-If I didn't l-lead people on wi-with my c-cuteness, th-this wouldn't have happened!" I shouted the last part into his chest, gripping his shirt as tight as possible. Tyler rubbed my ears gently and pushed me back with one hand, forcing me to look at him. "Zecriah. You are my precious angel. There is nothing in this world that you could possibly do to make it your fault that you got raped. Do you understand me?" he had started tearing up now, and as his voice wavered, the tears fell down his cheeks slowly. I let out a loud sob and wrapped my arms around him tightly instead. He hugged me back and we cried together. "Zecriah, I love you... You mean so much to me and you make me so proud..." I sniffled, knowing that in a subtle way, he had called me his son. "I-I love you too, Tyler... You're like the best dad anyone could ask for..." I felt Tyler overflow with happiness. I knew me calling him my dad would make him happy. I didn't just do it for that, though. Tyler and sometimes Trevor really did feel like my parents. They had raised me and Tyler had taught me many different things. They really were great parents. I don't understand why they didn't just adopt. "Oh my god... Oh my god, Trevor. Trevor, come here." I was eavesdropping outside of the lab again. Tyler sounded slightly hopeful and happy. I heard Trevor walk to him and there was silence. "... Okay, don't get your hopes up. This isn't for sure." Trevor said, though I could feel slight happiness and pride come off of him. "It's the most recent work we've done on him." Tyler said. "Well, it was done a week ago. We should go get another sample if you want to be sure." "Oh, can we? Please?" Trevor sighed. "Alright, go get Number 52, I'll set it up." "Yay!" I heard them share a small kiss before Tyler raced to the door. I stood and opened it. He let out a small frightened sound. "Gosh, Zecriah, you scared me!! How long have you been here?" "The whole time." I walked passed him and to the test table, jumping up on it. Trevor brought the machine over and pressed a few buttons. He moved it over me and started it. I stayed still and let it do all it's tests, then Tyler stepped up. "I need to take some blood, baby, okay?" I nodded and he smiled, brushing my hair back and kissing my forehead. "Such a good boy..." he walked over to another table and picked up a syringe, bringing it back over. I closed my eyes tightly and looked away, whining slightly as he stuck the needle into my arm. I hated needles. Before I was allowed to grow like a real person, I was forced to take many shots and blood tests a day. It was torture. "Okay, I'm done." he took the syringe over to a machine and put the blood in a tube, placing it back in the machine. The machine spun it, separating the plasma, white blood cells, and red blood cells. Trevor read it when it was done and entered it into the computer. Tyler walked to him and watched as he entered all the new results. He smiled and tears came to his eyes as the computer read the test and started blinking a message. "Oh, Trevor... We did it..." he looked back at me and hurried to me, hugging me tightly. He scratched my ears and cried happily into my neck. I looked at Trevor confusedly. "The components that you're made of are stabilized. It means you're officially a true person made from science." my eyes widened. "Does... Does that mean I won't fall apart at a random time now??" he nodded. "Precisely." I smiled and hugged Tyler back. "Oh my god, this is... Wonderful!" Tyler pulled back and smiled at me. "This also means we can take you in as our official son." I smiled softer and hugged him again. "I'm so happy..." I pulled away. "I have to go tell Seth!" I jumped up and ran out, out the front door and to Seth's house. I knocked on Seth's door and stood excitedly, ears straight and tail moving crazily. Everything froze, though, when Jeremiah answered the door. He was shirtless and his hair was messed up with his jeans undone. He smiled at me. "Well, well, well... Look who came back..." "... Why... Why are you here?" he took a drink out of a bottle he was holding and leaned in the door. "Mm, my mom went out with his dad. Seth's out somewhere. Didn't he tell you our parents were married?" I shook my head and he smirked. "Guess your boyfriend's not so perfect after all..." he gave me a hungry look. "I could treat you better." "W-We just started dating... You have to give him a chance..." I mumbled, watching him warily. "I prefer to take my own chances." he grabbed my wrist and yanked me in, shutting the door and locking it. I stared at him in fear as he held me, pinned, against the door. "Try and scream... No one will hear..." with that, Jeremiah shoved his lips onto mine and dragged me back. I could taste a strange drink on his tongue. "Should I fuck you in his bed? Leave you for him to find? He'd think you were trying to seduce him and he'd fuck you anyway." I growled and tried biting him, snagging his chin. "Shut up, you sick bastard." I grumbled, giving him my most menacing glare as my ears laid flat and my tail stayed still. He backhanded me and I yelped, tears forming in my eyes. "Listen, you little bitch, you follow my rules and this'll go smoothly." he snapped lowly. I looked down and nodded. "Great... First of all, you will not complain. You will say things that I tell you to say. And you will do things that I tell you to do. Got that?" I nodded and again and he shoved me forward. "Good boy." we walked into a room with two beds in it and shoved me onto the one I recognized as Seth's. "W-Wait, no!" he slapped me again and tore my shirt open. "Sto... Stop! This isn't right!" I screamed, trying to fight him off. Jeremiah growled and shoved a hand on my mouth. "Shut up, you worthless whore." I clawed at the bed and tried to shove myself away while he pulled my pants below my butt. I screamed and fought harder. "No, no, no!! Stop!!" he shoved his hand farther on my mouth and I felt something press against my entrance. "NO!!!" I tried to shout. He shoved in and I froze, choking. I fell limply, pain coursing through me as I bit my lip to keep in my sobs. Jeremiah smiled down at me. "I know you really like it... Let me hear you." he pulled his hand away and I stopped biting my lip, following his orders and releasing my sobs. He smiled and moved his hands to the joints behind my knees as he moved harder and faster. I cried and sobbed louder, clenching the sheets. "What the hell are you doing?!" my assaulter stopped and looked over his shoulder, letting out a low laugh. "Well hello, Seth... Doesn't your new boy-toy look delicious like this?" he said before pulling out and holding my legs open. I laid tiredly and gazed at Seth. My tail twitched and my ears turned back. I didn't want him to see me like this, being raped by another man, let alone his step-brother. He looked at me, then Jeremiah. "You sick-" "Why don't you try it? He likes being treated rough. Don't you, Zeccy?" Jeremiah ran a hand along my leg then stuck two fingers in my entrance. I arched and tensed, closing my eyes. Two tears slipped from my eyes. "Stop! Can't you see he's crying?!" Seth moved forward and I felt Jeremiah be yanked away, his fingers jerking out of me. I cried out and arched again. Seth sat on his bed and pulled me into his arms. I gripped his shirt and cried softly. He looked at his step-brother. "You really are sick. I'll be telling father about this." the other boy laughed. "Good, maybe it'll get me out of here. Here, by the way, your toy seemed to like this." I heard a clink and he left, shutting the door. Seth was quiet for a second. "Zecriah, are you drunk?" he asked. I frowned and pulled back, looking at him. "What's drunk mean?" he frowned also. "... It's when you drink too much beer." "What's beer?" he gave me a completely confused look. "... Zecriah, are you kidding?" I shook my head. "I have no idea what you're talking about." "... But you smoke." I nodded. "... Yeah?" "... And you don't know what drinking is?" "Of course I do. Humans can't survive without drinking." he shook his head and pushed me off him. "Get dressed. I'm taking you home." "... Home... Oh, that reminds me!" I fixed my pants and hugged him tightly, kissing him softly. "I'm stabilized! I'm the first person made from science that's succeeded." Seth looked at me quizzically, then smiled. "Wait, you mean...?" I nodded. "We can be together for as long as WE want..." he smiled softer and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Oh, Zecriah..." we kissed gently and he pulled back. "Come on, let's go to your house." we walked out holding hands. Trevor was actually smiling as Tyler went around, serving food and chatting happily. "Well, we just want to say..." Tyler sat next to his husband and placed a hand on one of his, smiling softer. "We're really happy for you two... Welcome to the family, Seth." he and Trevor shared small smiles, then Trevor looked at Seth. "Seth, I'll be honest... I'm the protective father type. If you hurt Zecriah, I'll hurt you." Seth laughed nervously. "Don't worry, sir, I don't ever plan on hurting Zecriah." we looked at each other and smiled softly also. We ate calmly and chatted normally. ~The End~

Summary: Cody and Drake sacrifice their lives for love's sake. Status: Complete This is inspired the scene under the bridge in Darren Shan's Cirque Du Freak series. If you've read it, you'll understand. Please enjoy. "I can't!" I shook my head back and forth quickly, my brown hair moving along with my head. Tears filled in my eyes as I looked down at the boy I loved so much. His dark red eyes were pleading with me, begging me to... To stab him. Free him from the monster he was becoming. "You have to! Please, Cody! If you don't, terrible things will happen!" I started shaking as a few sobs and tears slipped passed my guard. "No... D-Drake, I c-can't!" he grabbed my face by my cheeks and looked into my eyes. "Why?" "Because I-I l-love y-you!" I cried, shutting my eyes tightly. I felt something soft and warm against my lips. Opening my eyes again, I gasped. Drake's tongue took advantage of the opening and slipped his tongue into my mouth, trying to get mine to play with him. I looked at his face. It seemed to be in pure heaven. I started kissing back and closed my eyes slowly. We parted, me keeping my eyes shut. "I love you too, Cody. That's why I have to do this." I opened my eyes just in time to see him drive the blade into his heart. I cried out and gripped the hand that held the knife. "D-Drake! Why?!" "B-Because... I... Love y-you..." he whispered breathily. He fell onto his back and his breath became staggering. "Drake!" I fell onto my knees next to him and held his upper body in my arms. "Stay with me! We can get help, Drake! We could-" "No, Cody... If I... Stay... You'd die..." "I'd rather die then be without you anyway!" I yelled at him. His eyes were getting hazy. I only had a few minutes. He caressed my cheek. "Take it..." he held his other hand out to me. I opened my hand below it and he dropped a ring into it. "What a... Way to... Propose, right?" he smiled and gave a breathy laugh. I looked at his now closed eyes. "You were going to...?" "Yeah..." I grabbed the blade off the ground and pressed my lips to Drake's as I cut a deep line on my wrists. "Now we'll be together." I said. He opened his eyes slightly. "I love..." and he was gone. I smiled as tears fell down my cheeks and I brushed some hair out of his face. I kissed his cheek. "I love you too." I closed his eyes and sat back, waiting for enough blood to leave my body. ~The End~

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Summary: She always dreamed to be like her father, a good chef and famous and to have her own bakery shop so when she read the announcement for the contest she couldn't wait and joined it hopefully she would win and work the job she always wanted to, and there she met him, arrogant and harsh man but is she able to work with him? Would she hate him? Status: Completed ------------------- Everyday in the morning at the same time she always enjoyed the sun lights reflecting on her window and feeling that warmth all over her room like it was warming her heart as well and that soft breeze fondling the trees leaves and making it dance in agile motions but in her house you can not just smell the air, there was another wonderful smell that was always around the house.. The smell of her baking. She was an averge girl in everything, her length, weight and even beauty, she was in her twinties but she always loved to bake since she was young she failed alot but time by time she managed to get better and she chose to be a proffessional at baking when she is older and so she did. She learnt how to bake from her father because he used to work in a bakery and she used to taste the best sweets from his hands, she even called him the man with golden hands not because they were gold but because even though they were just human hands they were able to make the most amazing things and draw a smile on peoples face and that worthed gold because nobody can buy a smile, he was her teacher and her family. Her mother died when she was 3 years old so she was not able to remember her face from her own memories but when she needed her she used to look at her mother's picture and talk to her feeling that she was near and taking good care of her. Her father used to tell her that she had her mother's eyes and her small hands and the amazing look in her eyes when she tasted something delicious. She didnt know why she was remembering all of that but maybe it was because of her meeting to work in the most famous bakery in her twon and that she wanted something to use as a motive to do her best. She was nervous and scared but also confident, she was scared because she heard that the boss was very harsh and blunt and he did not accept people to work in his bakery so easily and he was the youngest chef in the town. His father was a chef as well and he was rich so he started so young and he disliked that his father was kind with the people he used to work with that was why he wanted to be more serious and he used to show no kindness specially at work or that what she used to hear about him. Jane stood in front of her mirror clsoing the last button of her blue blouse that was a good match with her blue eyes and her black hair, she chose a colorful skirt had some blue in it to match her blouse, she let out deep sigh having last look at herself in the mirror before heading out to the bakery having great hopes and wishing not to fail. She left before the time by an hour because she had no car and the bakery was far away an hour by the bus. She stood in the bus station for 5 minutes before the bus arrived, she was good with the buses reaching times because she used to have the bus everyday to her work. She got on the bus whiel the thoughts were all over her mind, memories, hopes and fear. After 45 minutes the bus arrived to her destination, she got off it and stood in front of the gates gazing at them and not feeling or hearing anything except her heart beats... They were so loud and her hands were trembling but she took deep breath and tried to collect herself because she needed to be confident and strong that day to make it. Slowly she stretched her right hand to push the doors and walking inside like she was opening the doors of new life Jane's heart beats increased when she saw all of those people making the same taste.. A wedding cake. She thought what would she be in that number, she would be nothing. A decent calm voice interuptted her thoughts asking her why she was here so she looked up and told him that she was there for the test, he was a tall man with light brown eyes and brown hair and he seemed to be in the end of his twinties and she thought from the tone of his voice that he would be kind and decent but she was surprised when he talked to her "You better hurry and start your test now, i won't make an exception for anybody, you see those people? They are all here so early to start. Take that last table over there beside the window and i will check on you in few minutes" she waited until he finished and nodded heading to the place he told her to go to but thoughts appeared in her mind again while starting her test "Could it be him? He seems kind but the way he talks.. The look in his eyes.. I should focus on my cake" she shoke her head and started to put ingredients together concentrating and not paying attention to anybody else. She always had her heart and her nose as her timer, she always had that sense when her baking is done, she took the cake out of the oven and put it on the table making the chocolate and whipped cream till the cake cool down but a slight tremble overrun her body and her hands when she heard his voice again, she didn't why that tremble knew its way to her body but maybe she was scared or worried from what he was going to say, she was the fastest one there but it didn't prevent him from inhibting her will. He got closer and dipped his finger in the chocolate sauce she was making and a slight smirk appeared on his lips "Don't you think it is very sugary? Haven't you ever maken chocolate sauce before? I hope you are not having so much confidence to win" Her sauce wasn't tasting bad but it was his way to force people to do his best and he thought he would see tears on her face and that would have amused him but he was surprised when she didn't get affected by his words "Why you think i won't be able to make it? Because you are good? It doesn't mean that there are not good people out there, maybe you are the one who should stop having so much confidence in him" she didn't why she said that even though deep inside she knew that she wanted that job, she wanted to be taught by him but she also knew that she had nothing to lose yet because she didn't work there yet, it was only a test. He smiled and put his hands in his pockets leaving her finish her cake without saying another word but he liked how confident she was. The time was up and she wasnt late by any seconds, there on that table next to the window there was that chocolate cake with some whipped cream on the top and the sides and there near to the door there was him tasting everyones cakes and with every step he got closer, her heart beats got faster and louder till he was there in front of her cake cutting a slice of it and when he was having a bite of it she closed her eyes hoping that he would like it and accept her there. After tasting it a decent smile knew its place to his lips and without giving her a single sign of success, he left. She washed her hands and and took off the white coat she was wearing having one last look on the place before leaving. After few days she received a letter from the boss of the bakery shop telling her that she was accepted. She was not able to describe her feelings at the moment because they were so much to be described in few words but all she could say that she was happy because her dream was coming true.. The first day at the work was the hardest maybe because she saw the side of the personality that people have always talked about.. The harsh personality. She used to wonder why he was so harsh.. Why he was so calm all the time and why he was always alone but she decided to stop wondering because it didn't concern her and she disliked that he was in her mind most of the time even though he was not nice to her at all. He used to yell and he never liked anything she made, he was seeking for perfection and it was not easy to achieve. Even thought she decided not to look for answers, she found herself looking for answers in his eyes but he never gave her the chance to find them because he always avoided eyes contact but deep inside her she always felt that he had a kind heart behind that harsh features of his face or as it seemed. Everytime she looked at him she wished if she was close enough to wipe his worries away, if she could hold him close and touch the depth of his heart but she also kept wondering she she was caring that much but all she knew that she used to see his face every morning.. everyday even if he was going to yell even if he was going to inhibt her, she did not care all she cared about was seeing him and feeling him that close. He was a dream for her to get close and to know him more, it was like catching the stares in the sky and she was content by watching him everyday from distance and with everyday was passing her feeling were growing deeper for him, she didn't know why she loved him maybe the mysterious aura that he had around him or the sadness in his eyes or maybe the kindness he held in his heart but never showed to anybody, she stopped seeking for an excuse for her love. She always believed it is not love if you found reasons for it. After few weeks she was supposed to be the one who closes the shop at night so she had to be the last one to leave but she wasn't the only one that left there, there was the oldest baker that worked in that shop since the owner opened it and when it was not famous at all ... He was the best friend of the owner and the one who rose his son Jordan so he knew the secrets of the family because he was with them even before Jordan was born. It was very quiet when she grabbed her bag putting it on her shoulder and heading to the door of the bakery to lock it but slow steps stopped her nervously because she thought she was the only one there, she turned around carefully having slight fear in her heart but soon she took deep breath when she saw the old baker in front of her "Oh Mr Seth you scared me, i thought you have left already" he smiled at her tenderly "Did i scare you, miss Jane? Im sorry i am just used to leave the last even thought MR Jordan told me so manytimes to not stay but i'm always stubborn about it" he let out deep sigh then looked over at her "want me to drive you home? Its pretty late here", Jane smiled at him "I don't want to be a bother but if you insist i don't mind". It was dark but the lights on the sides of streets were lighting the road enough to see and to feel quiet safe specially having Mr Seth driving her home "Mr Seth.. May i ask you a question?" Mr Seth nodded without looking at her paying his attention to the road "Of course miss Jane", she hesitated a little before asking her question but sooner she collected her courage and asked him "Do you know why Mr Jordan never talks to anybody? Why he is always quiet? Why he seems sad even when he smiles?" Mr Seth was very surprised she asked that and at first he didn't know if he should answer her or not, he let out deep sigh and had a serious look on his eyes for few seconds before answering her "Well, as you can see Jordan's father is a very kind man and a very forgiving one, he loved his wife so much even though she was arrogant and stubborn and only cared about money but he was at the begin of his life and he didn't want any help from his family but she couldn't be patient and left him to be with some rich man and that broke his heart but after few months she came back to him crying and asking for forgiveness, i told him not to believe her but he didn't listen because love was blinding him then his wife got pregnant and they stayed happy for one year till the big burn of the bakery happened and Jordan's father had to start over again then with that her complains appeared again and how much that she couldn't take the responsibility of her child so when Jordan was 2 years she just left and never came back. Sometimes i balme him for forgiving her and making Jordan suffer and knowing no meaning of having a mother, since he knew that his mother abandoned him he doesn't trust anybody you can say he doesn't trust women , he think they are all just like his mother and he thinks that forgiving people is just a weakness point so he doesnt want to have it but deep inside he has such a kind heart but only me and his father see that side of him" By the last word he said they reached to Jane's home, she turned to thank him "Thank you for bringing me home and thank you foranswering my question" He nodded slightly "It was my pleasure miss Jane but please keep the secret" she smiled "Dont worry about it" Then she closed the car's door getting inside her house. Laying on her bed gazing at the ceiling letting her thoughts follow one by another like waves motion, it didn't matter how many times she tried to close her eyes to sleep she just failed, she shifted on her side to try once more but no use he was there.. In front of her eyes.. All over her mind and in the depth of her heart that it was so hard to erase his image like it was curved in her brain. She felt she was closer to him after knowing the secret of his sadness, it made her love him more not for pity but for the truth of him and her sharing the same thing of having no mother but his story was sadder at least her mother left her against her will not by her choice like Jordan's mother which made her feel his pain and understand his reasons for being harsh. After few hours the sun rose and she didn't know for how many hours did she sleep or even if she didn't have any sleep at all but she was excited because she was going to see him, she hadn't see him for few days and she was missing him so badly so she wore a decent dress but it wasn't so colorful and wasn't so dark and headed to the bakery having so much hope to see him and talk to him. She arrived at the time like always and went to do her work but while she was busy baking the orders she had to do, he entered the kitchen and it felt like a soft breeze was touching the walls of her heart and she didn't even notice she was holding hot tray in her hand till it started to burn the skin of her fingers slowly so she dropped it on the nearest table to her picking some ice from the freezer to cool her fingers but sooner she felt the heat in her body and in her heart not in her fingers when his breathes were touching her forehead softly and his hand caressing her fingers to see what happened to them and for the first time she hear a new tone in his voice... Tone of kindness. Jordan had a very serious caring look in his eyes "Miss Jane, you should pay attention to what you are doing, indeed i want hard workers but it doesn't mean to be careless and hurt yourself" he said that grabbing the ice from her hand softly to move it all around her fingers and she was just trembling and her heart was beating fast because he was that close but also she didn't want to waste a chance to get even closer "Mr Jordan..." she said that in low tone thinking if it was okay to tell him or not but his voice made her not able to know what was okay and what was not "Yes, miss Jane?" He said in decent calm tone, she hesitated a little before telling him what she knew "I know the secret of your harsh personality and the sadness in your eyes" Her words surprised him and it made him wonder how did she knew about it, he closed his fist on the bag of ice "I won't ask you how did you know because i guess a lot of people know about me already but i would ask why did you care to know? Why wondering about me" he asked with curious tone in his voice, Jane pulled her hand away gently "Caring..." anybody was able to sense the love that he voice held except him, her answer made him disturbed "Caring you say?! What is that? Is it a kind of a joke?!!! You don't c even know me to care about me, do i seem that pathetic or something? Or did i give you any sign that i would care about you or anybody here? Why can't you mind our own business?!!" he pushed her against the wall yelling at her that made slight fear sneak into her heart and looked at him in surprise before looking down but away then said in low tone close to whisper "I love you..." she couldn't look into his eyes while saying that but she felt the grip of his hands were getting weaker till he let go of her looking at her with so much curiosity and wonders in his eyes "Love me? Why?..." she rose her up alittle to look into his eyes "I have asked myself the same question so many times. Why you? But i never found an answer.. I just loved you from the first day i met you.. The way you talk.. The way you smile and the sadness in your eyes like they are a deep ocean even your scent.. It is like my favourite cake..The way you walk.. Just the way you are.. How can i find a reason for my love? Maybe you would follow logic when it comes to love but i don't.. Love knows no logic, you are my only logic" he was very confused of how much she was sure of her love towards him, how she didn't hesitate for one moment that maybe it wasn't love..He sighed "Im sorry miss Jane, i'm not the right person to fall in love with.. I can not give my heart to any woman so you are wasting your time and your precious feelings" He said that ready to leave the kitchen but her voice stopped him when he was at the door of it "I don't love you expecting you to love me back.. I have not told you about my feelings in an anticipation of your love, you just asked why i cared and i just answered your question.. I'm not wanting any returns to my love but oneday... Maybe oneday you will know how to open your heart again" He closed his eyes for few seconds and without even looking at her or even saying a word he just left... Jane leaned against the wall while siting on the floor thinking about what just happened and she couldn't believe that she admitted her love to him but she made a promise to herself that she would teach him how to trust her.. How to open his heart to her and just let go.. She didn't mind how long she would wait to gain his trust or even to gain his love, she decided that she would always be by his side anytime he needed her without even asking for help.. She would help by just being there in front of his eyes.. And close enough to take good care of him even if she would remain a normal girl in the bakery shop. For almost 6 months Jane kept ging to work not missing a day to go there, she wanted to see him everyday even if they weren't going to talk again but watching him was the only cure for her yearning. She coulnt count how many times she wished to hug him and to feel his breathes on her skin or even to feel the warmth of his lips on hers but for her they were just dreams and she wished if they could be true but how while he was refusing to open his heart, how when he avoided any single connection between himself and anybody. Deep inisde she hoped to be an exception but it was in her mind, why would he trsut a person he didn't know, why would he love, alot of questions she kept asking herslef but she always knew the answer.. He can not trust anybody... Jane was always perfect at baking and since she fell for him her ability became even better and she was able to bake everything even the things she couldnt do perfectly but oneday while she was baking some pies for specail order Alice (23 years old women was wroking with her at the same bakery and she was the one who was supposed to help her that day) told her that Jordan will tarvel for few months to some country but she didnt know where exactly, Jane's heart started to beat up fast when she heard that and she frooze in her place without giving any reaction for what the other said and that made the other call her name for few times "Jane.. Jane...Jane!" Jane shoke her head and looked at the other "H-hm?" then she got back to her work and said in serious tone "Lets finish our work. I want to go back home early" Alice nodded and got back to work as well but even though Jane looked slike there was nothing affecting her, there was a alot going on in her mind and she felt like her chest was going to burn from longing and sadness and she thought that he couldn't let him go.. She wanted him to stay.. She was content by just watching him but now she wouldn't be able to watch him it was like her soul was grabbing out of her body. Even though he never said a word and he never showed any caring after that day she confessed her love to him, her love was knowing its place into his heart although he never game himself a chance to think of it or even to ask himself why he used to miss her or why he used to keep watching her and knowing her news. Maybe he didn't know her that much but he noticed how caring and nice she was, he noticed it everytime she kept her eyes on him , he noticed the look she has in her eyes but he never talked to her again, he didn't know why but maybe he was scared to hurt her by his words.. His harsh words.. Yet he wanted to know her more and to talk to her, he wanted to see the color in her eyes, he wanted to see the words in them. On the other side Jane was still working but her friend had to go home for emergancy so she told her to leave it to her, Jane looked at the watch that was up on the wall in front of her and it was 4 PM and she thought that she should finish fast because she promised her father to spend the rest of the day with him so she started to concentrate more on what she was doing, it was 5 Pm when the hard work was done and all the rest was the easy part and she thought that there was nobody around so she started to sing in decent voice not so loud and not so slow but she heard steps coming closer so he hid behind the door having small pan in her hand and once she noticed the shadow of the person, she hit him on the head slightly, she picked her phone to call someone to help her but low moans stopped her so she turned around to have a look at the person and it was... him. Jane leaned agaisnt table staring at him feeling the heat in her cheeks and wondering what she should do, she got closer to him and tried to help him to stand up, finally his legs managed to carry him but he was slightly dizzy so he leaned against the nearest table to him "Who did you think?! nobody would peek in while someone is inside" Jane looked away but having her sight down "I'm sorry, i thought nobody was here so i got panicked and i never thought it would be you" He looked at the table "So are you done? Or you have to stay for more time now? you know that your shift ended one hour ago" he said without looking at her but for her she wanted to look at him how long it would take, she wanted to fill her eyes with his existence and her nose with his smell and her chest with his breathes so she rose her head up to steal few looks at his face "I'm almost done. I will be going soon" without even she notice it a slight blush appeared on her cheeks while looking at him but she was okay because she thought he wiouldn't look at her but sooner the slight blush became deeper when his eyes contacted her eyes and her heart beats became louder and faster, she forgot herself in his eyes.. she forgot the time.. she just sank into them.. For him it was weird and different he never saw such a look in someone's eyes... he never saw such love.. but he didn't want to give up into her.. He galanced away to let himself fell for her eyes "Anyway hurry and leave soon" he turned to leave the kitchen and she stood there watching him leaving for few seconds before following him and clutching his shirt from behind and she stepped closer to him that he can feel the warmth of her breathes on his back "Don't go...." She said that in low tone but close to begging, his eyes widened and frooze in his place from surprise, he never thought she would do that "go where?" he said wondering, Jane kept looking down still clutching his shirt "Don't travel.. " he was very surpised why would she care if he travled or not and he didn't know how to responde "J-Jane..." he said her name in wondering tone, she let go of his shirt but still having her eyes down "I know you dont know me.. I know i dont know you that well either but.. i do love you.. watching you was very enough but what should i do when you leave for months? I heard you might need an assistant.." she turned to face him and looked up at him into the eyes "Take me with you..." He looked at her wondering how should he answer her.. He let out deep sigh before holding her arms tightly and shaking her lightly "What do you want from me?! I was okay before you appear in my life!! I didn't care about anybody! I didn't regret a word i have said ! I didn't regret at action! But look at me now! I can't be in peace because of you! I can not think! I don..." he squeezed her arms while pulling her close to kiss her lips passionately without finishing what he was saying, he let his feeling speak for him for once. Her eyes widened at first but sooner she closed them slowly getting closer to him and laying her hands on his chest pressing her body against his and letting herself sinking into his passion, he pulled back after few seconds looking at her and wondering why he did that.. she looked up at him panting softly and trembling because for her it wasn't just a kiss.. It felt like his breathes and hers became one.... She wished if that moment would never end.

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Original name: Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Manga ALT. names: どうしようもないけれど / 无所适从的情衷 / 無所適從的情衷 / Doushiyoumo Nai Karedo Original run: 2007 Description: Hardworking, good-looking, and heir to daddy's company, Shimano thinks his life's just about perfect. Except that he's working from the bottom up in the company, and he can't seem to get along with Kurokawa, his manager. Competent but flippant, Kurokawa always seems to pay extra attention to Shimano, whether it's teasing him to make him work harder or covering up for his mistakes, which of course drives Shimano crazy. So he has Kurokawa firmly blacklisted until he realizes that Kurokawa's private life isn't a bundle of roses and begins to sympathize...and how are you supposed to hate someone you sympathize with, anyway? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Natsume Isaku Drawn by: Natsume Isaku Published by: Dear+ (Shinshokan) Group(s) Scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama; Heir Categories: Co-workers; Comedy; Drama Main Characters: Kurokawa, Shimano Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Doushitemo Furetakunai, Koi wo Shimashou, Hisho no Koi Related Series: Tight Rope (Side Story) Read Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Online Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Download Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Manga DOWNLOAD v01c0104 DOWNLOAD v02c05 vol 2 ch 6 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

say whatever your favorite words or words that you frequently said here examples of conan's favorite words : "There is always only one truth!" yoyo1 or like Ryoma echizen's "Mada mada dane"(you still have a long way to go) :9yoyo30: for me is 'kimoi'(japanese slang for creepy, disgusting or strange) I said it everytime I don't like see disgust thing..*I just like to say it even if there is nothing happened* :5yoyo32:

Shounen Maid Kuro-kun OVA Alternative Titles Japanese: 少年メイドクーロ君 ~天使の歌~ Synonyms: Shounen Maid Kuuro-kun, Kuro-chan no Yuuutsu, Kuro-chan's Depression Type: OVA Episodes: 1 Status: Finished Airing Aired: Sep 23, 2010 Producers: Natural High, Zyc Genres: Drama, Yaoi, Shota Duration: 35 min. per episode Rating: Rx - Hentai Synopsis Kuro-kun is made to take over the debts of his father and forced to pay them off by being sold into servitude as a boy maid. Download Shounen Maid Kuro-kun OVA: Sendspace Mirror link: 4Shared Watch Shounen Maid Kuro-kun: Tenshi no Uta Online (HD Quality):Shounen Maid Kuro-kun: Tenshi no Uta Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Koko kara Dousuru? Author: MIIKE Romuko Associated Names: What Will We Do From Here? What Will You Do From Here? Plot: The main story (of which, this first chapter is sort of the prologue to) is about a couple, who are rivals in the world of high school Go (As in the Japanese board game). Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Read Koko kara Dousuru? Online Koko kara Dousuru? Download Koko kara Dousuru? Manga Mediafire - Complete For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

UPDATED: YaoiOtaku Rewards is a 'game' in which all the users who complete their collection of Star cards (1 card from each level from 1 to 14 + a mascot) win prizes. Stars Collection - 1 set of cards from the Stars Collection (15 cards: 14 levels + mascot) Note: Just 1 card from each level is enough This is an example of winning cards: Those who complete the requirements will receive a permanent VIP rank including: - rank badge: - access to VIP section with rare content (available only to VIP members) - bigger avatar size: 160x210 (100kb) - bigger profile picture size: 600x600 (100kb) - bigger sig size: 600x350 (150kb) - bigger inbox storage: 900 messages - can see detailed information on user activity - custom user title Here you can buy the cards. Check this thread to see how you can earn the points: How to Earn Points NOTE: All users who get the required cards will win, not only the first user who completes the task NOTE: The contest doesn't have an expiration date

Title: Carnivorous Animal's Table Manners Manga ALT. names Nikushokujuu no Table Manner Original run 2007 Description Quirky romantic tales of Mizusawa twin brothers and their loves. 1-2) Kiss, Syrup Mizusawa Ryou's story. 3) Carnivorous Animal's Table Manners Andou is intrigued by Mizusawa Satoshi, a seemingly elegant yet cold senpai, but he's someone to avoid. Yet somehow he finds himself in a restaurant with Mizusawa at his side. He soon discovers Mizusawa stopped eating meat a long time ago... why? Manga-type: Manga series Written by: KUSAMA Sakae Drawn by: KUSAMA Sakae Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Lacy, PresenceDear Status in Country of Origin: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genre: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Megane, Co-workers, Brother Complex Main Characters: Mizusawa Ryou, Mizusawa Satoshi Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Honey / Chocolate, Iya yo Yamete yo, Koiyami Archive Read Carnivorous Animal's Table Manners Online Carnivorous Animal's Table Manners Download Carnivorous Animal's Table Manners Manga Complete Volume Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ai no Kusabi 2012 間の楔 Remake Official site: http://ainokusabi.jp/ Type: OVA Duration: 30 min/ep Genre: Drama, Romance, Sci-Fi, Yaoi Plot: The story is set in the future on the planet named Amoi which is controlled by a supercomputer named Jupiter. Among the mostly male human population, the light-haired elite class is allowed to temporarily keep the dark-haired "mongrels" as pets. One elite member, Iason, encounters a mongrel named Riki in the slums and decides to take him in. However, Iason keeps Riki longer than it is socially approved, and rumors abound about their possible relationship. Watch Ai no Kusabi 2012 Online (HD Quality): Ai no Kusabi 2012 Online Download Ai no Kusabi 2012: Links updated, thanks to AmemiyaKyoko Format: mkv Preview Mediafire Promo Mediafire Format: avi OVA1 Mediafire OVA2 Mediafire OVA3 Mediafire OVA4 Mediafire Password: kyoko Alternative Links: Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA1.avi 176.8 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!AkoFERxb!RFLWab...N2ovE03XPMlB4Y Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA2.avi 164.6 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!UkQW1TxA!zYNIAX...6mtUeItW067a4w Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA3.avi 172.6 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!B9g2wBCL!LPiY7S...VcGt-HAIPNqudU Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA4.avi 168.5 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!8xRCjCzK!DOXT7n...R14gcJL9las25o For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I Shall Never Return OVA Alternative title: Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai (Japanese) Our Road of No Return Нам нет пути назад (Russian) ぼくはこのまま帰らない (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance Themes: yaoi Alternative title: Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai (Japanese) Our Road of No Return Нам нет пути назад (Russian) ぼくはこのまま帰らない (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance Themes: yaoi Ending Theme: "innocence" by Harukichi Yamamoto Type: OVA Format: AVI File Size: 197 Plot Summary: It is about Ken Amafuji who longs to tell his best friend Ritsurou Yoshinari, how he really feels. In the way of that admission is Ritsurou's girlfriend, Moeko. After dropping out of high school, Ken gets Ritsurou to live with him. The angst begins when Ken sleeps with Moeko to get to Ritsurou. Watch I Shall Never Return (Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai) Online (HD Quality): I Shall Never Return (Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai) Online Download I Shall Never Return OVA: Avi MP4 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

TITLE: Gakuen Prince 学園Prince ~学園征服宣言~ DEVELOPER: Boy's Software PUBLISHED: 7/30/2004 FILE TYPE: ECM SIZE: 545MB OS: Windows 98SE/Me/2000Pro/XP Download Gakuen Prince BL Game: Here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Doubt Manga ALT. names: ダウト Original run: 2008 Description: Five people gather in the mountains to conduct a survey. There, Misaki meets Yanagida, who looks like his missing lover Kousaka. But with no memories of the past, can Yanagida really be the one Misaki used to love!? A notice of personal change cuts the team down to four, and a suspiscion arises that there may be a spy in their midst! Plagued by doubts, who do these men truly love? And who is the real spy? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Nishimura Shuuko Drawn by: Nishimura Shuuko Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Mature, Psychological, Yaoi Categories: Drama; Love Triangle; Main Characters: Misaki, Yanagi Recommendations: Junjou to Furachi, Yume Miru Seiza Download Doubt Manga Doubt MF (Mirror thanks to lsd) Read Doubt Online Doubt For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title Shiawase no Category Description Top reporter Tsuchiya writes a story that drives his friend to suicide, leaving his friend's son an orphan. The boy vanishes and Tsuchiya spends two years searching for him; while his own status as a reporter falls. When he finds the boy Fukuzawa he takes him in, without revealing his connection to the father, and tries to teach the lonely boy to rely on him. And perhaps to teach his own heart to rely on another as well... Associated Names 幸福のカテゴリー 幸福(しあわせ)のカテゴリー The Category of Happiness Genre Drama Psychological Yaoi Author(s) NISHIMURA Shuuko Year 2002 Original Publisher Core Magazine Read Shiawase no Category Manga Online: Shiawase no Category Download Shiawase no Category Manga: 1 Volume (Complete) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Wagamama na Jewel Plot: 1) Tenshinchigi (Gods of Heaven and Earth) The gods of earth, water, fire, wind and thunder gather together every day for their assignments. In between causing storms and rain showers love develops. 2) Fragile but Strong Mayden, the king from Dumayden and Alexander, the king from Alectoria, are best friends. One day Mayden proposes a marriage between his eldest son and Alexander's only daughter but, unknown to most, the king's daughter is actually a rebellious teenaged boy! What happens when Prince Mayville turns up for the marriage interview and meets beautiful but headstrong Alec instead of the rumoured Black Rose Princess Sandra? 3) Stray Cat Rock Simple first aid to a wounded stranger is intepretted as something more. 4) A Wanderer's Love A host who enjoys preying on women finds himself unexpectedly falling for a male florist's beautiful bouquets 5) Love Monster Returning home drunk from a group date Hayato finds a strange vagabond on his doorstep who turns out to be Uncle Tooru Groups Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Author:SAWAUCHI Sachiyo Genre: Comedy Fantasy Gender Bender Yaoi Related Series: Tenshinchigi (Side Story) Year: 2008 Read Wagamama na Jewel online: Wagamama na Jewel Download Wagamama na Jewel Manga For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

The Sapporo Snow Festival, one of Japan's largest winter events, attracts a growing number of visitors from everywhere. More than 2 millions visitors has held this year's festival which ende last February 11th 2013. People come to Sapporo to see a large number of splendid snow statues and ice sculptures which line Odori Park, the grounds at Community Dome Tsudome, and the main street in Susukino.The main site is the Odori Site in Sapporo's centrally located 1.5 kilometer long Odori Park. The festival's famous large snow sculptures, some measuring more than 25 meters wide and 15 meters high, are exhibited there. The first Yuki Matsuri began in 1950, a group of 6 highschoolers built six snow statues in Odori Park. In 1955, the Japan Self-Defense Forces from the nearby Makomanai base joined in and built the first massive snow sculptures.Several snow festivals existed in Sapporo prior to the Sapporo Snow Festival, however, all of these were suspended during World War II Animated projection performed on the Toyohira's building snow sculpture

K.Will (real name: Kim Hyung-Soo) is a South Korean ballad singer, vocal coach, dancer, songwriter, composer, and actor. birthday: December 30, 1981 labels: Starship Entertainment (2008-present), Big Hit Entertainment (2006-2007) [/img] this is one of his latest songs, this mv is a must-watch [video=youtube;-lMteRK9LHw]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lMteRK9LHw here's a picture of K.Will (second from the left) with the cast of his Please Don't MV (l-r: Seo In Guk, Kim Dasom, Ahn Jae Hyun) [/img] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/K.Will

The shiny, new, improved version of Teacher, Teacher. Features the same characters, and follows the same story, only it makes more sense this time! Kuro sat at his desk, with his feet on the table. The school bell would ring in 5... 4... 3... 2... The students jumped out of their seats, hurrying to their homes. Kuro sighed, he could finally go home and get some much needed shut-eye.

Kyahh! The MangaReado forum looks amazing *A* going to join now~ Thankyou very much for your hard work @Key-Sama

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I see One Kiss

Aw I don't understand much of it, either.' I'm no expert at listening part. Subtitles, sure I'd understand. But with this video, I don't know how to do it. He says that because it's White Day, he is going to give out a personal photo with autograph but I think only for members of beamie because I tried to sign up there isn't anything for me to do since I don't live in Japan and carry Japanese phone carrier to subscribe. For example, in USA, there's sprint, AT+T, T-Mobile, Verizon, etc. They have something else. It sucks ]: beamie isn't an international-friendly site. It didn't explain clearly... obviously because I do not know how beamie account works. He doesn't seem to like valentine's day but is all nice about it. It always has been different for him. Valentine's Day - girls give presents. White Day - boys give back presents but triple the worth.... I think that's ridiculous!! >___>;; But.. uh.. Well there's other model videos like this as well to show much thanks and gratitude for fans.

what if I say collecting expensive knife? I hope someday I'll get collecting Sturmgewehr 44/STG 44.

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Kuro observed the copy of Othello. "A lot of the kids aren't getting the Shakespearean dialogue," he said, pulling a packet out of his desk drawer and handing it to Nuka. "This has the translations and definitions to modern English language... This should help." He smiled.

"Yes?" Kuro asked, looking up at Nuka over the book he was reading.

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I am currently reading: Otokogokoro Honto Yajuu Ameiro Paradox Super Lovers Himegoto Asobi ( i want chapter 10! XD) Koisuru Boukun (I'm waiting for continuing) Kohitsuji Project and of course Sex pistols!

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Just a small reminder: 'Hiro thoughts' 'Yui thoughts' 'Conversations' ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Hello, Hiro?” “Yeah, this is Hiro… Who’s this?!” “Hello…huh… this is Yamashita Yui from HT Enterprises… hum, I’m calling you…” “Wait wait wait…!! Yamashita-san is… Tatsuya-san… right?!” “Hum… yes…” “….” “Hello?!” “I’m here… I’m just surprised you actually called me…” “Yes… well, I actually had to, because… you see after long consideration on every part, we decided to choose you as the person who’ll be working as my assistant. And…” "...." "Hiro-san...?" “WHAT?! Are you saying I passed the interview?! Like… I sucked balls, and still you chose me?! Are you making fun of me or something? Or are you eventually giving me the job out of pity for the guy you just made fun of…” “Wait please, Hiro-san… wait! It’s not like that. Actually it was Hanada sachou who chose you for the place, he just told me to call you saying that if you accept the job, you should come tomorrow, so we can settle the last details, and so we can…” “Yamashita-san!” “Hum… yes.” “What are you saying, Yamashita-san?! I can’t believe you actually forgot what happened between us! How can you talk to me, in that calm manner when something so… out of this earth, happened between us just yesterday?” My body heated up the second he mention last night. It just wasn’t normal, the way that, everything we went thru just flashed before my eyes and all the feeling were so very fresh I could almost feel him there… right beside me, just whispering and caressing me the way he did just last night… “No… Hiro-san, please! I know well we had…well, I just wish we could be professionals and deal with it, as co-workers… “ He’s fucking playing with me!!! I can’t find any other logic explanation for this! He kicks me from behind saying “No more!”, then he just calls me, like nothing freakin’ happened and tells me he wants to work side by side with the guy he just had a one night stand?! God fucking dammit…. I don’t get him!! I don’t get him… But the honest truth is that the thought of being near him… “Besides Hiro-san… I believe it would be a very good opportunity for you, right…? Like, you might prepare for your life, and even marry or get together with your girlfriend if you wish to… since you’ll have the chance to do so…” “Just what the hell are you talking about?!” “Well… I’m talking hypothetically, if you wish so…” “Yamashita-san… just let go of that subject please… And do not ever mention it with me. I do not know you well enough to go talking and opinionating about “my personal life” the way you’re doing and I hate it…” I had to be harsh!!! I had to! He just doesn’t get it… How can he talk about girlfriends and marriage, when i told him I had no one! He probably thinks I’m some sort of scumbag like him… who lied and hid thing… The way HE did… Ahhhhh, shit! Well… all I know is, I won’t lose this chance! I just won’t… “I’m sorry, Hiro-san… I won’t ever mention it again… I’m very sorry…” “Very well… Yamashita-san?” “Yes…” “You may count on me tomorrow! I shall take this opportunity, like you said… It surely is a great chance for me and I’m in no condition to refuse it. So yes… If you allow me so… Please, take care of me from now on!” “Hum, yes. Of course. Then, Hiro-san… shall we schedule our meeting at 09:30 am tomorrow?! “I am totally free Yamashita-san so, yes! Of course I’ll be there. 09:30 am… Count on me.” “Yes… we’re agreed then. See you tomorrow, Hiro-san.” “See you tomorrow, Yamashita-san…” It’s troubling… but in some way, I’m happy he’ll be with me from now on. Well not actually together with me… but, just the fact that he’s close it’s good enough, I guess. Who knows if maybe… No, no, no… he won’t. The phone call just now… it showed so well that he hates me so much for having lied to him and deceived him. But… he might have done the same, right?! I mean… he was with… he was with a girl. Laughing, and feeling happy when together with her… It isn’t fair! No… it is fair! I deceived him… he deceived me back. I mean… I could actually ask him if… No, no, no… he told me never to talk about these things with him again… I don’t know how am I going to find out about this. And it’s troubling me… I need to get a grip! I mean, this is no joke, right?! The guy just offered me a job, in the company I always dreamed off. I just can’t let this opportunity pass. I need to grab it with both hands… grab it hard and… Shit… and then what the hell am I going to do about him? I mean… he’s so calm and collected! Even after all that, he’s still acting like nothing after… I really don’t know if I’m going to be able to just let it go… With him there, right beside me. I can’t even begin to think what am I going to do, if I have a chance to feel his skin again… Or smell him… his neck, near to his ears… It had such an amazingly, alluring smell that i… NOOOOOOOO! AHHH, god dammit… I’m hard now…. I’ll be totally screwed, the moment I get near him… if I do this again he’ll notice and I’ll be fired on the spot… Shit… I better jerk off a lot today… --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hey guys... yeah, it's a small chapter, let's says it's a preparation for their next meeting and real start of the story... I started it a few weeks ago but then i stopped and kind of forgot what i wanted to do with the chapter... >_ I promisse i'll finish the story... it might just take some time Hope you keep following Hiro and Yui's story... HUG***********

Kaoru sighed when the teacher acted like always. He seemed to dispite his students, they were worms to him it seemed. The new transferee seemingly already got on his 'bad list' that was currently really, really long. Well either way, Arita seemed not that talkactive and the teacher needed to introduce him. Half japanse, half russian. An intersting mix. Kaoru wondered why he suddenly transfered to this school though. Well, this school was special so maybe because of that. Their homeroom teacher sent the new student to sit down between him and Hayato. Kaoru noticed that Arita began mumbling after sitting down. He did not hear what he said however. From the way Aritas eyes looked at the ceiling and his posture, Kaoru guessed it wasn't a good thing. Well, he wouldn't pray into personal business. He wasn't that type of guy. While continuing looking out of the window to avoid the teachers eyes, he noticed a few humans running around. The sky was dark and it looked like it would rain soon. Another dark day. Today was club day so he needed to go to the boxing club after school to train. Hopefully the rain would wait till then. Why does he box? Lets just say that Kaoru wanted to train himself so he can fight. He needed it in the past and he didn't stop training till now. His past was plastered with dark and bad things. If you can't fight, you are dead. His parents died that way. They weren't strong enough and died, leaving Karou all alone. It was their own fault, the boy didn't feel sorrow for them. Maybe he was heartless but they were never there for him anyway. So why should he care now? It was hard living in hiding and without parents though, that he needed to say. When he noticed that a spark shot through the sky, he was ripped out of his deep thoughts. The sky started to grumble and a few sparks appeared here and there. Rain was comming soon. Such a drag, now he needed to run towards the gym in the rain. He didn't take a umbrella with him today. Such a lucky guy he is. His flat is a few ways away from here too. Now he would arrive there drenched. Hopefully he wouldn't get a cold.

((Yeah, i can say that Kaoru needed to repeat a few(many) years because of his laziness but that wouldn't make sense even then. But since this is a fanfiction, just let our imagination run wild and let us think that even 21 (or older) years old can be still in high school. Except @Saga doesn't want it.^^)) The classroom was slowly starting to fill itself, though still most of his so called 'classmates' were still not there. Either had had all overslept or they had caught a cold or something. Kaoru could remember reading in the newspaper today, that there seemed to be going a illness around. Kaoru didn't care if that was true or not, he only knew that class was going to start soon. Hayato and Kichirou were already there too((i just assumed that they are all in the same class)). He didn't talk that much with them, well he didn't talk with many people. It was just......they seemed to be standing out of the crowd, he didn't know why but he felt like that. Either way, the bell chimed and the door to the classroom was swung open by the teacher. The devil. Satan himself. They might have gotten the worst teacher that was in the whole school. He was just so....so.....well you know. Evil. Satan walked towards the teachers desk and let his documents fall onto the table with a loud thud. The teacher eyed everyone and a frown setteled on his lips when he saw that many students were missing. As soon as the teacher turned his head into Kaorus direction, said boy looked quickly out of the window to not look into those pain promising eyes. It wasn't helping either that the teacher seemed to hate him, he even showed it openly. Well of course, he seemed to not like his students much anyway and they seemed to not like him either. Pain was definitly hell and that teacher was the master of hell. Either way, the teacher mentioned for someone outside the door to come in. Do they get a transfer student? Now that was interesting.

Edwin found refuge in a tea shop that bore a name in some funny kanji he couldn't even read. His japanese was well enough to order a cup of hot, bitter brew (that now stood on the low table, cold for the better part of the past hour) and to take off his pair of ridiculously conspicuous black shades (that the waitress had been kind enough not to laugh about). His laptop was open in his lap and Eddy had been typing furiously since managing to hack into someone's home network and granting himself internet access. He'd been trying to get a hold of Ann back in the States, think up some batshit excuse about what exactly made him go all the way to Japan, then apologise repeatedly as she cried and cursed him for his illegal habits. And Edwin would let her; because boy could Ann make him feel guilty. He’d been refusing her advances for years and now he was not only gone from town (as the case began, two years ago), but gone from the country and the continent and it was just a lot to dump on your best friend. But Eddy was a selfish brat like that. He never once thought of taking her along. It went on for a while before Ann made him promise to keep in touch, as he always did. By then Eddy had drunk the cold tea and ordered another cup, watching the air outside clear of the morning fog and the sky darken with the upcoming clouds. Tokyo seemed a good place to get lost in. Eddy frowned, turned his attention to the laptop screen again and, just for the hell of it, dialled into Mutanet. He didn’t log in with his own password, of course, he never did since his account got busted. But Edwin had long since acquired full systems-operator privileges on Mutanet, though he had discreetly neglected to mention this fact to the sysop. The hackers’ board gleefully blinked with life.

((I understand that this is a spinoff of High school of the Dead and maybe I don't know much about Japan (that is the setting right?) but my character is twenty one. He's far too old for high school which sort of disappoints me since it seems everyone is starting there. Although a lot of them seem too old for high school too haha seeing as most graduate around eighteen. I'm hoping that meeting up later will make it more interesting though and not leave me stranded by myself forever. I'll just give him a little friend maybe that I'll kill off eventually :> I'm still so excited though.)) Yasuo: It didn't really matter how reliable your gut instincts were or how good you were at following them; no one besides those directly involved had any idea what was to come. For the blonde boy of twenty one it was just a normal day, a nice one too at that since the morning breeze wasn't too cold and the sun could be seen clearly peaking out from behind the tall buildings in the distance. The faintest traces of leftover fog could still be seen in the lowest parts of the city and even that usually signified a good day. At least in the aspect of weather anyway. He knew all to well that sometimes it didn't matter how perfect the temperature was or how blue the sky was; bad shit could still go down. He turned a corner, successfully managing to keep his footing on the damp concrete below him. It was something he did every morning and he had become rather good at it too. It wasn't just the running though that he was good at, that wasn't the point or what he has grown proud of. It was the maneuvering and the way he could see the flow of traffic and the inevitable turns he would have to make to get through it. The dipping in and out of crowds without having to really slow down at all. He saw all the turns he would have to make before he was faced with the decision to make them. He was an average student when he had been in school and even in college he had done pretty well for himself before he had abandoned that to move on to something new. However, he realized that it didn't really matter how good you were at recognizing patterns or estimating outcomes... if it had to do with living things and situations there was nothing like being in the middle of it to really put those skills to test. There was a flow to things always and it had only taken him a few years to become accustomed to them. Now, with ease he could get from one side of the city to the other, on foot, in only a day. Which is exactly why he had been chosen to do what he did each day. It didn't matter what was in the backpack currently that he had secured to his back nor did it matter what it would be used for. All that mattered was whether it got there in time and whether he could leave with his head intact.

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As many of you noticed, since we added the new Shop, it ate up the RAM, even if we bought additional RAM in the beginning of this month. I had to restart the server almost each day when the new Shop was running because it was killing the server due to overuse of RAM. Today we bought additional RAM again and we'll try to enable the new Shop again. Hope this will be enough and the resources will be enough for the Shop to run well, without killing the server. If not, we'll have to go back to the old shop because we really have no left resources to buy even more RAM. Thank again to all those who supported the forum! As much as I've tried, without your contributions this wouldn't have been possible, so thanks for the help, it's really appreciated. (:

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