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Okay so I am up late and all my best ideas happen when I am awake late at night. I hope you enjoy this short yaoi fiction. I'm kinda nervous to see what people say or think about it. I'm not sure about this so if I make any mistakes as far as posting please let me know. Goodnight and I hope you enjoy this late night creation! :cuteonion53: The same mindless chatter, same mindless people and boring conversations about everything and nothing. Tck, I'm so tired of this shit. How much more? Everyone always talking about lifeless, dull and meaningless things. No context, no depth, nothing but empty laughter at the same boring jokes. If it isn't that, then it's always drama. Someone got hurt so let's fawn over them and treat them like gold when really they are shit! It's always him! His problems! His stress! HIS MIND NUMBING DRAMA! The way he acts during times of this so called "crisis", he acts as though he is the only one in the world who has ever felt pain. Tck! You know nothing of pain! You know nothing of hell! Everyone always wonders why I become so angry when he has something traumatic happen. As if I am the selfish one! Selfish? Really?! I would love to show him the immeasurable pain I have felt so he would know what hell really is. I complain about this group of people and their mindless chatter constantly. Why don't I ever leave? Because being alone with my thoughts is a dangerous game that I am unwilling to play. When I am not with this motley crew of boring individuals, I am always on the prowl for someone to sate my sexual appetites and take my aggressions out on. One day I will be his aggressor, showing him the pain and hell he thinks he has lived through and when he is begging me for more I will leave him with his own devices, I'm no ones puppet and I will not obey on command. He however will be my puppet on a string. Someone I can string along until they are used up and discarded. I'm always breaking my toys when I get angry, he will be no different. Of course I will document all of this and when his precious group clings to him like a baby in a cradle, consoling him from his drama, I will show them what he really is. It's always fun to ruin people's perspective of someone they think they know so well. Then maybe I can cut all ties to these mindless people and find some new entertainment that is less anxiety riddled. Although, sticking around to see how fast his house of cards falls to the ground does sound quite intriguing. Maybe by then he will beg me to lie to them about what I have shown them.......nah, that won't happen because I don't bend to whims of whiny ass bitches. It would be fun to watch him grovel though. "Hey! Earth to Yuuki?" I was snapped from my thoughts of grandeur by the sound of one the groups puppy dogs. "Get your damn hand out of my face Jin!" I shout as I push his hand away. Shaking his hand as if I hurt him deeply, he winced from the sting of my slap. "Ouch! What's with you?" He replied to my protest. "Nothing." I say as I take a pocky from the box in my hand. "Kyo is having issues again." He said as I bite down on the pocky. "So, not my problem. It's always something with that guy. If it isn't something about stress, he's going on about his brother Byou." I said as my words were muffled by the pocky I was eating. "Ease up Yuuki, he's been through a lot." Jin replied as he propped his leg up on the picnic table. "Give me a break..." I mumble as I stand up from my chair and walk toward the restroom sign in the crowded mall. "Oi! Where are you going? We're suppose to go see a movie!" Jin shouts as I kept walking. "Don't worry about me, why don't you console the crybaby?" I said as I came close to the door of the restroom. Walking in I am greeted by two other guys who are leaving the restroom. They kept looking back at the stall at the end as I walked past them. I could hear someone but the stall was unlocked. I pushed the stall open to see Kyo sitting on the edge of the toilet with his head in his hands. "What's the problem?" I said nonchalantly as if I don't give a shit, which I don't. "I had to get away from the group, I'm tired of everyone pawing on me when I have a problem." He said as he sat up to look at me. I let out a chuckle as I leaned on the stall door. "What's so funny?" He asked in a serious tone. "Funny, looks to me like you enjoy it, attention whore." There goes my brain to mouth filter again. "What did you say?" He said firmly as he stood up. "You heard me." I said with a stern look. Without a word, Kyo grabbed my collar and turned me toward the stall, shoving my back into the wall of it. "You think I like the attention? Like I want to be told every second of every goddamn day that everything will be fucking fine?" He shouted as I glare at him. The stall door closes on its own as silence over takes the restroom. "You seem to enjoy it. Awww, poor Kyo, what will he do? His brother is an asshole who treats him like shit for even existing!" I said in a mocking tone as Kyo glared daggers at me. "Fuck you Yuuki!" He said as tears fell free. I chuckled as he kept a grip on my collar. "Go ahead, hit me if it makes you feel better. You'll just be doing the same thing that he does, only I don't cry like a bitch!" I shout as he punched me in the jaw. "You don't get it!" He cried as he shook my collar. "What is there to understand Kyo? Tell me all about your problems because I am dying to know!" I said in a sarcastic tone. He punched me once more for good measure as he let go of my collar, buried his face in my shirt and ran his hands down my chest as they fall to his sides. "My brother raped me!" He shouted as he look up at me. Hearing his words I reach to touch his face. "Don't fucking touch me!" He shout as he pushed my hand away. I lean up from the wall of the stall and push him back to the other wall. "Say it again!" I said as I stood in front of him. I reached for his shirt and unbuttoned each button. "I said don't fucking touch me." His tone softer as he pushed my hands away. Grabbing for his shirt again, I unbutton the rest of the buttons revealing his chest. "Get your hands off me!" He shouts as he tried to walk away. I quickly push him back, put my weight on his body, and lean into his ear. "Don't fucking tell me what to do........attention whore." I whisper in a forceful tone as I pull his shirt off of his shoulders. Kyo didn't move as I began kissing his neck. "W-What are you doing Yuuki?" He asked as I ran my hand down his chest and unbuckled his pants. "Just shut up!" I said as I licked his lips asking for entry. His lips parted as I fully devoured his tongue with mine. Finally removing his belt, I reach into his boxers and feel his length in my hand. A small moan escapes his mouth as I break the kiss. I want him to make sounds. Maybe someone will hear it and they will see what a whore he really is. "Please don't Y-Yuuki, don't do this." He said faintly as I continue to stroke his fully erect cock. "Telling me not to do something is a bad move Kyo." I said as I bring my hand to the tip of his member and squeeze. He let out a loud moan as I released and stroke once more. "If you tell me not to do something, I'm just going to do it anyway." I said as I devoured his tongue with mine once more. Keeping my pace and stroking his member as I bring my hand to the tip again and squeeze. He releases the kiss as he moans loudly into my neck. I released the tension and stopped stroking his member "I think I'm....please don't stop Y-Yuuki!" He begged as squeezed his tip once more. I smiled inwardly as I knew now at I could leave him like this. Exposed for all to see, being the attention whore he was. I leaning into his ear as I stroke one last time and squeezed the tip of his cock. He moaned as I let out a laugh. "On second thought, I think I will leave you here to finish what I started." I whispered in his ear as I release his erect member. The look on his face was priceless as I walk over to the sink to wash my hands. Still not saying a word, I push the air drying system to dry my hands as Kyo stands in the stall with his exposed erection. "I told you that you were an attention whore." I said as the air dryer finally turned off. I turned toward the door with a sense of accomplishment. 'Revenge is sweet'