Can't Get IT Up

[XiuLin]

Jun only put on his boxers and threw his clothes back on the floor. He eagerly jumped back on the bed and cuddled up to Izzy. He wrapped his arms around his chest and nuzzled his nose against the other's neck. "Goodnight." He closed his eyes as he felt the other's heart beat underneath his arm. He also felt the other's chest rise and fall against his arm.

[Yujiko]

Izanagi blushed in curiosity of the other. All that he heard was true at this point, models were weird bipolar people. Never before had Izanagi seen anyone so excited to lay beside him. His stomach fluttered and his heart felt as if it skipped a beat. But, he push the thoughts away. It was warm, and nice to be embraced once again by someone. Jun's embrace seemed so much warmer than the others that had held him though... Izanagi closed his eyes as he slowly began to fall asleep.

[XiuLin]

Jun too soon drifted off to dreamland and did not wake up until he heard the other's bedside alarm go off. He unwrapped himself from around Izzy and got out of bed. He was half asleep as he headed down stairs and to the kitchen to make them coffee.

[Yujiko]

The younger stretch and smiled at the sun that was beaming into the room just before glancing at that alarm. "Oh my god! My test!" Izanagi stumbled out of bed frantically trying to put clothes on. He grabbed his bag and ran down stairs to sen jun making coffee. "Sorry Jun I have to go! I have a test! See you later!" Izanagi spoke while running up to Jun. The younger quickly pecked the model's lips and ran out the door. Once out the door he froze. "Did I just...?"

 

The younger shook it off as he rain for the train.

[XiuLin]

Jun lazily made his over sweetened coffee then went to his room. He blasted his Korean pop music through his ihome as he sat on his made bed. He sipped his coffee as he opened up his computer that was resting on the bed. He began going through emails, talking to co - workers through instant *********s, and browsing the web.

[Yujiko]

Izanagi got to class just in time. The sensei handed the test out, there was no time to study. Izanagi look at the test and mental freaked out. Yesterday he was so ready for this test! What's wring with him?! Izanagi stared at the paper drawing to a blank.

 

Class was over, Izanagi's head was dropped as he handed his test assuring himself he had failed it. He wobbled out of the classroom wearily. Look at his watch he dropped his head," ugh... I have to work today." Izanagi pulled his phone out. "Should I tell Jun...?" Izanagi shook his head. "No- I'm me and he doesn't have anything to with it..." Izanagi slid his phone back into his pocket as he began for his work.

[XiuLin]

While Jun was on his email, he got the perfume company he applied to work in their commercial, a responce came. They wanted him there proply at one pm. He jumped in his shower and cleaned himself quickly. He dressed in his best casual wear. The company texted him, asking for his suit size. He told them in a reply. He took the train to downtown then a taxi to the photo shoot. Once he got there, they ushered him into a dressing room. They stripped him and ordered him to put on a jet black suit, plain white shirt and red tie. He then was ushered to the set. He saw a beauitful Japanese woman enter. She was wearing a crimson gown as she made her way over to him. They began taking photos of them looking like a couple. She kissed him in a few of the photos. Then came props. They brought out a white love seat sofa. They still were going for the couple image. The girl had changed into a black strapless gown. They sat on the sofa. He had the girl holding hands and leaning on

 

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Leaning on his shoulder. They had him spray the perfume on her as fake snow fell from above. The perfume was named snow flake. They would be releasing it in a low budget fashion magizine in winter. They called everyone off stage and he headed back to the dressing room. He changed his clothes and took another taxi straight home. Once he got there he dialed Izzy's phone number on his cell. He caught him when he was on break. "Hey Izzy. How's work? When will you be home?" He asked into his cellular phone.

[Yujiko]

"Geh! Why are calling me?! And how did you know I was at work?! N-nevermind. Work's fine I guess. I have to close today so probably about Nine. So... Um... How was work for... You?" Izanagi was definitely not use to this. He felt awkward about the call and the questions he was being asked. "Hey! Izanagi! Your breaks over!" Yelled a random male voice. "Eh- okay Ikuro-San! Be there in a minute! Hey, sorry jun, tell me later I've gotta go." Izanagi hung up the phone before jun could reply.

 

Izanagi sighed as he came to his feet, which ached. We have only done it once and he's already acting like we're in a relationship of sorts... The chestnut haired man began to turn and walk out of the break room only for Ren- another co-worker- to be right in front of him. "GEH!" Izanagi yells in surprise," I didn't see you there Ren-san, Sorry. I have to get to my shift, excus-" The chestnut haired man tried to walk by. The taller man with black hair called Ren slammed Izanagi into a wall. "Owh!" Yelped the chestnut haired man," What're you doing Ren-san?!" Ren's eyes stayed cold," The mark on your neck... You got it last night... Who gave it to you...?" Jealousy rang in Ren's voice. Izanagi's face ignited in anger," Like it matters! Get off of me Ren-san!" Izanagi pushed the taller man's chest. Ren grabbed Izanagi's wrist slamming them against the wall as well. "No. I have put up with waiting for far to long for some one night stand to leave that kind of mark on the back of your neck..." Ren stated.

 

"Izanagi! Get out here now!" Yelled Ikuro-san.

 

"I'm coming!" Yelled Izanagi as Ren let him go. "Back off, Ren!" Izanagi demanded as he ran out to the coffee counter to clock back in.

 

It was about nine o'clock now, and the shop was closed and cleaned up. Izanagi was about to lock the door when-" Izanagi," Spoke a familiar voice. "Yeah-" Izanagi turned to the voice. Ren then forced him against the glass of the coffee shop. "Ren! Let go- Mfff!" The chestnut hair man protested until his words were cut off my Ren's lips. The forced kiss was rough and compassionate, longing and lustful. W-What is he doing! We're out in the open! And it's cold outside! But, we're out in the open people could- Izanagi blushed as his condition suddenly soared through the roof. Suddenly, his lips moved in reply with Ren's. Ren's hands dropped from Izanagi's wrists to his hip and cheek. Ren's lips trailed down Izanagi's neck as his hands ran up his chest, playing with his nipples. "Ahhh...Nmm... R--ren..." Whispered the dirty mouth of the chestnut haired man. Ren's motives were only influenced by this, he quickly escalated the situation. Soon they were on the ground, skin to skin, thrust after thrust, Izanagi's lustfully deluded expression only bringing about moans of pleasure. "Ahhh-aah-h-ah!!!" Yelled Izanagi as he came, and the other the same inside him. Ren panted, as he looked up at the chestnut haired man before him, a small smile, leaning in for a kiss. "What the fuck do you think you're doing...?" Said Izanagi bluntly. "I-I'm kissing you after making love...?" Ren said with a stern expression. "That was sex, not love." Declared Izanagi forcing the black haired man out and off of him so he could put his clothes on. Ren fell back as Izanagi stood, carelessly putting his clothes on as if nothing happened. "Izanagi... Y-you don't like me?" Ren inquired. "How could I ever like a man that forces himself of people? And not only, but people with medical conditions." Izanagi slipped his shirt and pants on, and then his jacket and shoes. "You Bastard!" Ren jumped to his feet swinging at Izanagi, managing to hit him in the cheek, Izanagi only turned his head back to Ren's. "I did it because I got signals from you! And then you moaned my name-!" Ren tried to defend. "I moaned your name because you made my Exhibitionism kick in by seducing me in the street." Izanagi growled as he finished putting his clothes on. "Goodbye, Ren." Was Izanagi's last words as he began to walk home, shivering.

 

Izanagi arrived at the apartment exhausted, he put his key in the door and unlocked it. Walking in side he locked the door and dropped his keys, he then leaned down to pick them up and a pain shot through his back causing his to fall forward slightly. Tears came to his eyes. I was raped... And I can't even do anything about it because my condition made it consensual... Tears weld up in Izanagi's eyes as he began to weep quietly.

 

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Jun was coming out of his room with his doctor. He had a check up at home. He walked down the stairs and saw Izzy on the floor. "Izzy!? Are you okay?!" Jun rushed to the other's side and picked him up brideal style in his arms. "What happened?!" He asked as his eyes noticed the fresh hockey on Izzy's neck. The bite mark did not match the one he left behind the night before. "Where you with someone else? Who was it?! I'll knock his teeth right out of his head!" Jun walked over to the couch and set Izzy down gently. "You should keep a close eye on him better, Jun - kun." Said his doctor behind him. "Shut up!" Hr grinded his back teeth. "What hurts?" He asked Izzy as he knelt on the floor besides the couch and his room mate.

[Yujiko]

"Why do you even care..." Izanagi managed to say behind his tears. "Get off me!" He pushed the other away forcefully as he limped to his room. Slamming his door, the younger slid down it, tears now flowing from his eyes. Izanagi crawled to his nightstand and opened the bottom drawer. Out of the drawer he pulled out a pill bottle, hardly full of Anti-Depressants. Shaking, Izanagi opened the bottle, pouring three pills - this was the amount prescribed actually- into his hand. He tossed the pills back into his mouth and leaned against the bed, digging his head into the sheets. The hicks and moans from his crying still audible, "Why would anyone give a fuck about someone like me...?"

[XiuLin]

Jun stood dumbfounded in the living room. The doctor gave him a resurring pat on the back. "Well I am leaving. Your hands are pretty full right now. Try a kind gesture. Make him something to eat and a strong drink asap." The doctor exited the townhouse. Jun went straight to the kitchen and began making a sandwich with all the fixings. He hand poured Izzy's favorite snack chips in the middle of the plate then grabbed a beer from the fridge. He headed upstairs and walked into Izzy's room. 'I made you dinner." He set the plate on Izzy's nightstand. "I am your room mate. Of course I am worried about your safety. I am quite ticked off ysou let another man touch you. I though we were excu

 

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Were excusive." He kept his distance. After he spoke his mind he headed for the door. "You know where to find me. If you need me." He said as he lingered by the door.

[Yujiko]

"I can't drink beer... I took medicine... But... Thanks anyways..." He younger said softly. His mood began to lighten until the other's next comment made him jump to his feet. "You think I wanted this to happen?! I think i wanted someone to take advantage of me?!" Tears streamed down Izanagi's face as he dropped to the floor. "I-... I feel so lonely... So lost in the background... And- and I hate myself! My condition! It-it makes me miserable... I hate sex. I hate being touched like that! I hate the pleasure... I hate the pain! I hate- I-I hate... My past..." Izanagi stood wearily, and limped to Jun. He fell into the older's chest. "Jun... I-I was practically raped... But... My condition... It-it-" Izanagi cried hard again. "Please... Don't leave me... Jun..." Izanagi gripped the elder's shirt tightly. "Please..."

[XiuLin]

Jun caringly wrapped his arms around the other. "It will be okay Izzy. You can never be lonely with me here. I am here for you. We live in the presant not the past. The past in behind you. You have survived it. Haven't you? You can handle anything and if you can't..I will be your rock. Or your beloved one that you can open up too. But if you want to be exclusive with me, you have to allow me to touch and make love to you." He sighed. "Sometimes its okay to drink with Meds. My mother used to do it all the time with wine and sleeping pills. What are the side effects to your Meds? Do they make you dowsie? If they do, I will hold you until you go to sleep. I won't leave the bed until I see your beauitful eyes looking at me. But please at least eat half the sandwich. You have to fuel your body." He gently picked up Izzy and set him on the bed. Jun sat besides him. "I added fresh avadado to it. Anything for you." He said with a heart felt tone. He picked up half the cut in half sandwich and began Eatting it. He also popped open the beer and took a couple drinks.

[Yujiko]

Izanagi nodded in agreement, taking the other slice of the sandwich, taking a bite into it. "Are you like this with all the people you sleep with...?" Izanagi asked plainly as he stared at the floor, eating the sandwich. The younger's tear were subsided, his eyes red and body still cold. Even though his mind was hazy and heart torn, he still felt at peace with the world. Jun's words were kind- cheesy mostly- and true. The past was the past. But... Izanagi's life seemed to repeat moments from the past, and not by his doing. But, rather by chance. The younger finished the sandwich and took a swig of the beer to wash down the sandwich.

[XiuLin]

"You are quite an attractive man. No wonder I fell for you. Your not aveage at all. You may seem like it but your not. Others will see that too so I am not surprised others like you. But you belong to me! I would love to have a fellow co worker like you. When ever I am around you, my heart skips and I feel butterflies." He confessed as they ate together. "You got a wonderful body too. I swear you are even more handsome than me. All I am blessed with is the baby face and average package." He took the beer and drank it. He finished his half sandwich quickly and in only a few bites. "Will you be my boyfriend?" He asked as he did not notice the feel of mushy green stuff at the corner of his lips.

[Yujiko]

"As flattering as this all is, the only you've spoken about is my body. What is it about me that you like?" Ask the younger. He got the fact that his body was rather well kept for a college student, but he still didn't want to believe that he was as handsome as the other led him on to be. Izanagi sighed and looked at Jun, a smile came to his face as he snickered. "You have avocado on you..." He wiped it away. "I won't say yes or no to being your boyfriend until you answer my question... Why do you really like me...?"

[XiuLin]

"Your quite sensitive. You bring out the caring side of me. The rest I can find out as we date. Its all a matter of you opening up to me. I used to not care about any one but me since moving out on my own." He set the plate back on the nightstand. He laid out on one of Izzy's bed sides and arched his back. He tilted his head to both sides after sitting up and cracked his neck then laid back down. "I am a skinny twig too. I bet I can fit in junior sized clothes if I wanted too." He laughed softly. "Would you like to see me in woman's panties? I bet I fit in those too." He said as he laid there.

[Yujiko]

Izanagi smiled as he heard what little the other knew about who he was. That was more than any other before him. Jun's comments about himself were harsh, but that was to be expected from a top model. Izanagi could disagree with all the things that Jun said about himself, but he didn't object the older's opinions. Then Jun made a playful comment about women's underwear. "No. Never do that." Demanded Izanagi angrily. "I hate anything that reminds me of women..." Izanagi said looking at the reclined Jun.

[XiuLin]

"After your done Eatting, come cuddle up to me. Okay?" Jun yawned and closed his eyes. He struggled to stay awake in case the other wanted to talk more. In a whisper, Jun broke the silence. "I want to take you on a proper date. Think about what you wanna do."

[Yujiko]

Izanagi blushed at Jun's suggestion. "A-a d-date...?" He had never been on a real date with a man before. The younger laid beside the older's body, snuggling up close to him. The warmth made the younger smile. Izanagi's cold feeling quickly faded. "I'd suggest... Food... A nice restaurant maybe..." Said the other lightly. Izanagi's cheeks were tinted dark pink.

[XiuLin]

"I will take you to a model party if any come up in the next month. My co - workers usually hold amazing holiday parties. Or I can always organize a mixer." He told the other as they laid on the bed. "What's your answer to being my boyfriend? What's your clothes size?" He asked.

[Yujiko]

"I don't see a reason as to why I shouldn't date you so... I guess I will..." Said Izanagi shyly. He was being bombarded with questions. "Shouldn't we wait till we get farther in to our relationship to met friends and co-workers...?' Izanagi asked softly and shyly. The younger man tried to avoid the last question, but how could he really avoid it...? "Medium shirt... 28 in pants.."

[XiuLin]

Jun let out a light sigh. "I guess your right. This is really the first time I have lived with anyone else but family. I don't have many friends. You just so happen to me my first. I have lost track of all of my high school friends. A middling career means your always on call when a job is needed. I am not even a famious model. All my projects are low budget too." He sighed heavily and ran his fingers through his hair.

[Yujiko]

"Could be worse. You could be me..." Izanagi chuckled to himself. Quickly that faded, he had to revert his mind to something else. He had to think of something else quickly before he went head first into depression mode. "Anyways, Do you like being a model...?" The younger ask casually. If Jun didn't like his job he wasn't gonna go any where, it was common work analysis. Izanagi watched the older's face, wait for an explanation.