We Love You, Sensei! ((Closed Group RP))

[theblackdog]

Hazel hues opened and looked over to Yoshida. He sat up slowly and turned to him slightly. He looked completely different now, Ryo noted this immediately. He wondered if he had hurt him but the way he kept his eyes hidden and his cheeks flushed, maybe he was just embarrassed. He was surprised when Yoshida had asked him why he stopped, not expecting that kind of a response in the least. He thought the answer was obvious but his sensei didn't understand him that way. "I'm not going to force you." He replied, his tone much softer. He hadn't realized he made Yoshida uncomfortable and when he did, he felt bad. "I like you, Yoshida-san." He admitted, looking down at the ground. "I'm not going to do anything you don't want to do."

 

He shifted more closely to him, tilting his head down so he could see pass the shadows concealing the others eyes. His hand slid onto the man's thigh then moved up to his chin, lifting it gently. Every move he did, he did with a sense of tenderness, never forceful only guiding hands. He turned his body and pressed against the side of Yoshida's body, guiding his chin towards his. His lips pressed against the others, sucking in very lightly. He liked how moist and soft the others felt against his, more so he enjoyed the flavor how it kept him yearning for more.

[Yujiko]

The man's nerves sent waves of pleasure through his body as the young gently placed a hand on his thigh. Was he really ready for this? Was he really so broken as to let go to the urges of his body? Maybe... But, his mind was clouded. He hated himself, well, sort of. But, for now, this felt good, wrong, delicious, and most of all tender. Tenderness was something he hasn't felt in ages. Yoshida trembled at the other's guiding hand. The hand that brushed across him softly making shivers thrust down his spine. He allowed the hand to guide his chin, and his hand gripped the younger's shirt anticipating the kiss. When the other pressed his lips to his own he melted. He was now slave to his emotions. He kissed back softly following the other's lead. Now, this was all he wanted. The grip he had on the other's shirt strengthened along with the pleasure. His tongue shying through his lips as his breath hitched.

[theblackdog]

Ryo's body pressed further in, screaming out to him for more. He had forgotten how good the human touch could be, how warm another body felt against his. He pulled very lightly on Yoshida's chin, encouraging him to open his lips. The very shy tongue against his lips was very inviting and he greeted it with his own, flitting it gently. He couldn't keep his emotions quiet anymore as a pleasurable moan escaped from his throat. He didn't think about what he was doing his body knew what it wanted. He hadn't thought either about who, just that it was Yoshida, not the fact he was his teacher and he'd probably see him in class the next day. He could feel the heat between the two of them growing the closer their bodies came together.

 

The hand by his face glided down around his neck then fell to his chest, groping the cloth that separated him from bare skin. As he fell deeper into the kiss he moved his knees and slid one leg between Yoshida's, pressing it against his groin area. He let go of the man's shirt and moved it down, snaking it up inside the shirt. The older mans body felt hot, his skin so soft to the touch, Ryo shuttered in excitement as he explored his chest and sides his hands finally falling on his waist.

[Yujiko]

"Ahh..." The elder moaned into the kiss, his body filling to the brim with pleasure. His cheeks were tinted and his expression that of lust. His body quivered at the other's touch, his tongue dancing across the other's slowly, softly. The gripped the sensei had on his student's shirt tighten with the coursing pleasure. "Ngh..." As the hand slipped down his body, his free hand gripped the arm of the uniform the aggressor was wearing. The hand that gripped the student's clothing slid up and around Himura's neck, pulling him closer.

 

As the hand slid up his shirt, Yoshida shivered. The hand was cold- then suddenly, there was pressure between his legs," Ahhh-ah... Nhah.." His tongue was jerk away to allow the moans to escape. Yoshida returned his lips to the younger's quickly, deepening the kiss quickly and aggressively. He pulled away for a moment, almost panting," We..." Swallowing he breathed deeper," -We should go to the bed..." The elder advised a waiting for the other to agree or disagree.

[theblackdog]

As Yoshida pulled him deeper he couldn't help but fall into it, the sensation of the moment overwhelming his body. He was growing increasingly excited unable to control the urges his was developing. Even the moans and little noises that escaped from Yoshida pleased him. He felt a hand on his neck as he was pulled in closer, their kiss becoming more passionate as they fell prey to the need for more. He tried his best to remain calm and collected but it was hard to not lose himself. He wasn't so desperate for Yoshida's body as the student had or the way this married man sounded but he did lust for more, as much as he was allowed to get. He hadn't even thought about how little they knew each other, it was just an attraction that evolved in so little time and here it was, playing itself out.

 

He was so into what he was doing, when Yoshida had pulled away he felt a sudden emptiness almost enough to pout a little. But when he heard what the other said he was taken aback for a moment, cheeks flushed with red. His body was calling out to him but his mind was telling him otherwise. It was no time to be shy now, every ache in his body yearned for Yoshida, sensei or not he wanted him and every sensation he gave him. He nodded slowly and rose to his feet grabbing the man by the hand. He couldn't talk or even hardly walk, his excitement evident. He waited for the other to lead him, seeing how he wasn't familiar with the layout.

[Yujiko]

The pause to decide made his body ache. All the pleasure turning into pressure in his trousers. Those emerald eyes hazily gleaming in the dim light of the room. His breathe was weak and quick. When the younger nodded a relief wash over him. The feeling of having take care of himself after going this far was lifted. The younger grabbed his hand and pulled him to his feet. He noticed the other was almost to excited to stand- he had to get to the bedroom quick of the both of them were going to explode. As fast as he could, ignoring how awkward, he led the other to the room- the bed a king sized with a gel foam mattress.

 

Yoshida blushed heavy and he guided the other over to the bed. The elder sat on the edge of the bed, beckoning the other to bend down and kiss him. A hand lifted and guided the younger's lips to his- this deepening quickly. "Ahh..." Moaned the sensei as he fell back onto the bed pulling the younger on top of him. "Ngh... Ahh... Ngh..."

[theblackdog]

Ryo kept his eyes down, watching the floor as he was being led into the other room. As Yoshida sat down and guided him to a kiss he immediately fell into it, crawling on top of him. His body shivered with anticipation as he rose and fell onto Yoshida gently, pressing up against him. He drew warmth from the others form, his hands sliding down to unbutton his shirt. He stopped for a moment to remove his own, slipping it quickly over his head and tossing it to the side. His chest pressed down onto Yoshida's bare skin and the sensation he found was very pleasing. The heat between them was rising and he was beginning to get very hot, more clothes needed to go, he thought.

 

His hand trailed down Yoshida's torso and gripped the top of his pants, pulling gently at them. As he started to unbutton them his lips cascaded down the man's neck to his chest, sucking softly on his skin. A tongue flicked around his nipples and trailed down to his stomach and lower torso area.

[Yujiko]

"Ahhh..." Yoshida blushed at the closeness and pressure. A single hand sliding into the other's hair gently. The other free hand gripping the trousers of the younger. His lips followed the other's as the pulled away to undo and remove their shirts. Yoshida'a hands aid the other in removing his shirt, but quickly returned to their previous positions on Himura's body. The hand resting on the younger's trouser hem migrated to his bear back, nails digging ever so lightly into the other's skin. "Ahh-Ngh..." He moaned as those lips kissed and nipped down his body, taking time over his pink sensitives. "A-a-ahh!" Moaned the elder loudly. His digits gripping the hair of the younger tighter, and digging deeper into the bare skin of his back.

 

"Hi-himura..." Echoed softly a light moan across the empty room.

[theblackdog]

His breath quickened, a mild shiver creeping across his body. Something lustful possessed him, a vivacious energy overcoming him. He felt welcomed to divulge on Yoshida's form, his self preservation no longer hindering him. His kisses continued further down the man's torso, making sure to not neglect a single spot around his hips. Hands fumbled with a belt, unlatching it and flipping either end to the side. He popped the button free and pulled the zipper down, gently tugging on the loosened pants urging Yoshida to remove them.

 

His skin crawled with the man's touch sending pleasurable sensations as fingers grasped firmly onto him. He couldn't recall the last intimate encounter he had, his body felt deprived, craving for more. It cried out for a release, something he wasn't about to deny either of them. A hand slipped down into the pants, impatient to their removal. It felt so warm, even moist as the excitement was trying to seep out. His tongue traveled down a hip bone and just below his pelvic area, teasing the skin.

[Yujiko]

The elder's hand move from the other's bare back- cover his mouth. He tried to muffle those embarrassing moans as they escaped his lips. "Nghmmph..." However, the sounds still seeped from his mouth. Yoshida's body quivered in pleasure as he other left no part of his chest untouched. "Nghh-ahh..." Once the other unbuckled his belt and pupped the button on his trousers, unzipping them- the anticipation got the best of him. As the other tugged on his remainder of clothing, Yoshida sat up and frantically tried to pull them off. For a moment it seemed near impossible- but, he managed to take off the article of clothing. Kicking the trousers to the floor, the blushing man pulled the younger up, trying to remove his as well. His digits fumbled with the belt, almost too jittery to undo them. Quickly, the belt was undone, his lips crashed against the student's, his tongue sliding through. "Ahh.. Ngh..." The man's digits popped the button to Himura's pants, unzipping them quickly. He tugged on the hem of the trousers just before falling back onto the bed, pulling the other back on top of him.

 

His tongue slipped back into the younger's mouth, he body pressing up against the other's," Ahh..."

[theblackdog]

He stepped out of the unfastened pants and kicked them loosely aside. He was lost in the feeling of the others tongue inside his mouth, the taste was intoxicating. He felt gone to the world in the arms of this man and as the moment of heat escalated, he could feel it growing inside of him, the need for release. Their naked bodies conforming to each other, their hearts beating in rhythm as they both breathed hard with exhausted pleasure, it was more than he could take. He pulled free from Yoshida's lips and slid down his body, trailing kisses across his skin. His hand caressed down his waist and to his inner thigh, gripping Yoshida's penis. He took his time sliding his mouth down the man's pelvic area until he reached it, guiding the tip into his mouth. His tongue did the rest, licking up the side of the shaft and flicking across the sensitive head as if to tease the older male.

 

Slowly his mouth encumbered more, applying a light suction as he moved his head forward and back. He could feel the pleasure pulsate in his mouth and this caused himself to throb. He had always been one to please but when it came to this, he was sure not to miss to a beat. His other hand caressed Yoshida's stomach while his other remained gripped. The moans from the other man assured him he was doing his job, which pleased him to no end.

[Yujiko]

Yoshida's moan simmered down as he quickly grew accustom to the feeling of the other's skin against his. Focusing on the act now more than his emotions- with were pouring out of him at this point. He pouted as the younger pulled his lips away until those lips traveled back down his body," A--h..." The moan was hesitant. In the end he caved, moaning, just as the other was kissing down near his waist- anticipation was dangling over him. Those digits were still curled in Himura's hair, only to grow tighter as the his member was teased by the student's sly tongue. "A---Hhh!" Yoshida moan sensuously aloud. "Gehh-Aah-ngh.. N-Ahh!" Exclaimed those lewd lips. His head shot to the side, turning back quickly. His grabbed the other's hand that was caressing his abdomen, pulling the digits into his mouth, his tongue swirling between them , sucking at them.

 

It was a truly lewd gesture. Muffled moan vibrated from the back of his throat as his sucked on the younger's digit. It had been ages sense he was this much intoxicated by another person- Ages...

[theblackdog]

He pulled more into his mouth, indulging himself. He could feel it rising out of him, rumbling quietly in his throat before it escaped as a pleasurable moan. A few minutes later his lips broke away. His chest rose and fell quickly as he tried to catch his breath having excited himself a little too much. He didn't pause too long. Crawling back up on top of the other man he pressed his body down and found Yoshida's lips melting into a passionate kiss. His hand crawled into Yoshida's, entangling his fingers with the others. Gripping firmly he pressed down against the man's body, pressure building inside him. He had to fight the urge to utterly ravish the man to just take what he wanted. "Yoshida..." Words broke from his mouth as he nibbled gently on an earlobe.

 

He pulled on an arm and rolled onto his back, guiding Yoshida on top of him. Wrapping a hand around the others neck he drew him close and kissed him deeply. He felt it again, the uncontrollable audible sound of bliss escaping from him. "Ahmm.." It seemed contagious as Yoshida seemed to be very sensitive which he didn't mind in the least. He thoroughly enjoyed every noise that came out of the other male, it was a very big turn on for him. His eyes opened slowly, finally catching a glimpse of Yoshida's form. His expression was strained with pleasure, he could hardly talk but maybe to call out his name.

[Yujiko]

Muffled moans lift those now lewd lips," Ahh-mph--ahh..." His body arched slightly, the hand in the younger's hair gripping the strands tighter. "Nngh!" And then- it happened, the younger moaned. The sound was like velvet to his ears, his eyes opening slightly. He though to speak, but before he could his heated member exposed to the cold air. He gasped faintly just before the other crawled back onto him. Bodies pressed firmly together- suddenly, their fingers were intertwined. Yoshida's eyes shot open, his stomach full of butterflies, and his heart racing- now for a different reason. Never before had someone intertwined their fingers with his during this kind of activity. Suddenly, he felt the tenderness and care the other was channeling through this action- he melted more- his action becoming less barbaric and more passionate. Then, without warning, the student pulled away. "Yoshida..." He name was spoken so softly and quietly into his ear as it was nibbled. The man was doomed now, and he knew it. "Ahh..." This moan was quiet, his free arm around the younger's neck.

 

Unexpectedly, Yoshida was flipped on top of the younger, and pulled down into his lips to kiss him again. The sensei complied, his arm still around the other's neck. "Ahmm..." Moaned the other into the kiss, in reply the sensei moan as well," Ahnn..." His body was trembling with want- soon this wasn't going to be enough- this was now more than lust. As the separate for a second to breath before attacking eachother's lips again, Yoshida moaned.

 

"Ryo-Ahh... R-Ryo..."

[theblackdog]

He gasped between their lips, trying to keep his breath as steady as he could. It seemed pointless now, trying to maintain himself. His urges were uncontainable, the pressure building up inside of him was too much to hold in. His hands traveled down Yoshida's sides, gripping his waist as he pulled his body closer. Hearing his name being called out sent shivers throughout his body, he didn't think someone could have such power over him. He pushed his hips up as he pulled the others towards him, the contact alone made him throb. He wanted the man so badly, every touch and every kiss felt so tantalizing.

 

A hand slid between the man's legs, stroking the very sensitive area. He urged the other to push further against him as he sat up a little, the other hand tangled in his hair. He moved his lips away and bit gently down on the man's lower lip, his tongue teasing the others. His hips pushed against Yoshida, he wanted to feel him, his body craved for the warmth and release the other promised him. Before he could suppress it, another moan managed to escape his throat. His eyes were low with passion, blurred with excitement and unable to focus on anything but Yoshida.

[Yujiko]

"Ahh!" Yoshida moaned sharply as hips were pressed so closely to the other's. The closeness made him tremble. When the younger slid a hand between his legs, lightly lapping over the sensitive opening. "Ahh!" He moan in submission to the action. As the younger sat up and separated form his lips. The other pulled apart, but Yoshida's lips and tongue followed the other's. His body complied as he was teased, pressing his hips against the student's. "Ngh... You're to be the death of me..." He said panting hazily.

 

Lower his head down near Himura's shoulder, his breath sounded shaky and hitched. "R-Ryo... I want you... Inside me..." He pulled back trembling, still over whelmed by pleasure. His lips passionately, but slowly, kiss the younger's. Breaths became moans, hip pressed to hip, the sensei quivering with pleasure.

[theblackdog]

His body quivered with anticipation, the weight of the others body on top of him hardly able to hinder him from pulling the male up. Hands cascaded down Yoshida's body and grasped hold onto his waist. Nothing to him felt as good as it did now. The barrage of kisses never ceased only growing more passionate and heated as he positioned himself beneath him. Delicately, he pressed against the opening, the sensation of which shot shivers through his entire being. Throughout this ordeal, he hadn't noticed how moist he had become, the excitement seeping out it. This aided him as he gradually pushed through becoming that much more sensitive as he was becoming encompassed.

 

He inhaled a sharp breath of air and his lips fell from Yoshida's as his head nuzzled between his neck and shoulder. He could feel the warmth gripping him which made him grasp hold of the male pulling him into an embrace. His hips moved slowly at first, pushing himself further inside. It was utter bliss being completely engulfed, he knew he wasn't too long for this world before he was going to explode. He thrust his hips harder this time, his pace picking up. "Oh god, you feel so good..." He managed to get out, sucking on the closest spot of naked skin he could find.

[Yujiko]

"...Ah..." Softly he moaned as those hands moved over his body, leaving no part untouched. His waist was gripped and held as the other's hips lifted. "Ngh..." Yoshida swallowed hard, the anticipation, all that he'd been waiting for was about to be fulfilled. Then, he was entered. A silent gasp left his open mouth. The slow thrust were agonizingly divine. He was used- often- still healing from he recent encounter. The pain and sensuous pleasure mixed, his voice letting out a light moan, his neck stretching. The younger curled into his neck as he pressed more into the elder. "Annngh..." Digits drifted into Ryo's hair as they gripped the strains strongly. Those digits drifted as he was brought into a full embrace, moving to the younger's back, nails scratching. "Unghh----Ah....." That lewd voice moan from the thrusts and mix of feelings. Yoshida' moans began to sound in accordance to the student's thrust. "Ah... Ah... Ah... Ah.. Ah..-" Those moans were soft and quiet- faint and long. He was immersed in the pleasure- breath hitched, and body still shaking.

 

"Oh god, you feel so good..." Yoshida's lips were shaking, breathing heavily. The bit on his skin made him dig those nails deeper into the other's skin. "R-Ryo... Angh." Barely having the ability to form words, he managed to speak ," F-faster... R-Ryo..."

[theblackdog]

He felt the fingers dig into his skin, the pain associated was only pure bliss as he continued to thrust his hips. His embrace loosened as his body feel prey to Yoshida. Shifting himself he pulled the other down onto the bed on his stomach and positioned behind him. He leaned in and ran his fingers down the male's back before resting on his hips. The other beckoned him to go faster, which he complied thrusting his hips more rapidly. He kept his eyes down on the form beneath him breathing heavily as he pushed deeper inside.

 

He could feel it growing, the sensation shooting through his stomach down to his lower torso. A pressure was building and the faster and deeper he pumped a tremendous heat exploded. His hand had fell and moved between the others legs, grasping hold. He felt the release pulsate from his body, a great relief after such a build up. He collapsed on top of Yoshida and inhaled deeply until he caught his breath. His body was trembling in exhaustion as his sweaty form rolled over next to the other. He glanced to Yoshida and pulled him closer, bringing his lips gently to his own.

[Yujiko]

Face flushed to its extent, he was to lost in his emotions to notice younger's falling embrace. Soft spasms shot through his body, those thrusts hitting that pleasure spot over and over again. Lewd sounds coming from that assumed innocent mouth," Ah.. Ahnn... R-Ryo..." If Yoshida could describe this pure estacy it would be like a renaissance sonnet- so bitter sweet, passionate, and ultimately heartfelt. Those emotions of his showing fully- the sad, the happy, the pained- ever expression fused into this lusted face.

 

Suddenly, he was flipped onto his stomach, the younger now entering from behind, then- thrust. "AH!-" A loud sensuous moan echoed the soundless room, one that gave a detailed understanding of how the man was feeling. As the younger began to thrust faster and faster, the elder's hips move with it. Overhearing Ryo's breathing made his cringe in lust, it was turning him on more if it was even possible.

 

Those spasms starting to become stronger with ever thrust, Ryo's hand snaking down and gripping his length, he moaned. That frail body trembled as it was filled to the brim with this thing called pleasure. And there it happened, only moments after did both of those male relieve their built pleasureful pressure," Ryoooo! Annh.. Anhhh.." The elder came into the student's hand just before he was filled. He held Ryo 's body up until he fell over, in which case he fell over as well facing him.

 

Eye closed and heavy breathing, without warning he was pulled gently into the other's arms, lips contacting one another. Ah... This was pure bliss...

[theblackdog]

His body felt utterly relieved, a wave of comfort and exhaustion washing over him. Laying there in a heap of sheets and clothes, he could hardly remember the last time he felt so good. His hazel hues flashed open and regarded Yoshida with a longing gaze. His body shifted as he sat up and ran a hand through his ruffled hair, the bandana falling loosely from his head and into his hands. There were small lines of sweat throughout his body glistening in the dim lighting of the room. His chest rose and fell heavily until he was able to take small gentle breaths. He could feel his heart pounding in his chest, still caught up in ecstasy. His eyes fluttered to the other man's form, taking in every detail of his figure. A smile lined his lips, a subtle yet potent curl demonstrating his victory over the older man.

 

"Ah, Sensei. So taboo." His words fell gracefully from his lips as he leaned in, whispering softly into an ear. He felt completely sober at this point having worked out the poison in his body. A hand slid down to grasp hold of the others and laced his fingers around. Moving in he sucked on Yoshida's lower lip lightly before sliding his tongue over the swollen moist skin. His eyes felt heavy, too heavy he thought. This man was more than just dangerous and seductive, he seemed to drain everything out of a person. A smirk crept on his mouth as his eyes drifted down Yoshida's face and before he could fight it he himself was drifting off. Something began to wash over his body, soothing it to a quiet, peaceful slumber, his body still intertwined with the other male.

[Yujiko]

Limp, he laid there, nonchalant about the other's actions and movements. He was resting, recovering. Strange how with that other man he could last hours- but, here with this man before him, he lasted minutes. Mental and physical exhausting collecting in his lids. Those hazed eyes watched the younger half-lidded. 'Was he wearing that bandanna the whole time...? I can believe I didn't notice," thought the sensei to himself. Before long, Ryo leaned down, whispering ever so quietly into the elder's ear. "Ah, Sensei. So taboo..."

"It's all your fault..." He played the blame as small grin rose on his heated cheeks. Leaning down, the student seemed as though to kiss the sensei, but Yoshida was wrong for assuming this. "Ah...," moaned the elder through his teeth as Ryo sucked delicately on his lower lip. A single hand reached for the other's cheek as Ryo licked the now irritated lip. Before Yoshida's hand made contact, it was grabbed, fingers intertwine. Never before was such passion and tenderness been shown to him after such a event- he melted.

 

His green gems glittered as they settled on the sleepy young body before him, he smiled before pulling away. "Forgive me, I have to go clean up your mess... You delinquent..." He laughed to himself as he made his way to the shower. He stopped, turning back," He needs a shower too... I'll wake him when I'm done..." The man continued to the bedroom's bathroom.

[theblackdog]

After a moment of rest his eyes shot open, feeling suddenly alone and empty. Was it all a dream? His mind raced before the world focused itself around him. He was in a room, alone, laying a pile of clothes. He looked down his body and widened his eyes as soon as he realized he was naked. "Wha-What's going on?" His voice was small as in disbelief. His head was beginning to ache, a tremendous throbbing pain pounding the inside of his skull. He hunched over, grasping at his head in attempt to squeeze it out but to no avail. He rose to his feet suddenly and grabbed what articles of clothing looked familiar to him, what he knew was his. Pulling his shirt and pants on he reached down and slipped his bandana into his hands limply, his body was feeling rather weak and exhausted. He did his best to ignore, tying the cloth around his head letting his bangs fall over it.

 

The lighting in the room was soothing, dim and noninvasive. His eyes were particular sensitive, squinting as he looked out through the rest of the building which he recognized as an apartment room. His attention turned to the sound of running water, which seemed to appear out of no where or perhaps he just didn't have all his senses working properly. His hazel eyes shot to a nearby door, a light lined on the floor beneath it. There was someone there but the thought of waiting to see worried him, he ventured to think it was fear that kept him from sticking around. Roaming through doors it didn't take him long to find the exit.

 

He found himself on the outside of a large apartment complex, in a part of a town he'd never been before. His heart started to pound in his chest, the anxiety building in his body. For a moment he was rather fretful, frozen with the thought he'd never make it home again and would be lost and die somewhere alone. But he needed to calm himself, be logical and not come to the worse possible conclusion. A thought occurred and he dug into his pockets briefly before pulling out some money. Where ever home was, perhaps this was enough to get him there. He hailed a cab and quickly climbed inside, spouting off the address before falling silent and watching that part of town disappear behind him.

 

The ride back was nauseating, his stomach was churning and his head was pounding. He just couldn't recall what had happened, what lead him there. The last thing he remembered was being in class working on some assignment. For now he put his thoughts to rest, the cab was arriving to his home. His eyes beamed then flashed back to his normal hidden demeanor. He pratically threw the wad of money at the driver while he climbed out, bowing to the man "Keep the change." He breathed out, taking quick steps towards his home. As soon as he was inside he felt relief wash over him, the burden of what had happened slowly slipping from his mind. The house was dark as usual with the few short laughs from his mother as she flipped through a magazine.

 

He literally threw himself into the shower, not even undressing himself. He let the cold water soak into his skin, chilling him to the bone as if trying to awake something in him but nothing ever came to him. He sat there for almost thirty minutes before he climbed out and dressed himself into a dry outfit then melting into his bed. Then he was gone to the world.

 

The next morning seemed more promising than the night before, offering a quiet peace and warmth he had almost forgotten. He was early to rise, dressing himself in his school attire and making his way through the dreary house. "Mom, I'm going to school." He said in a low monotone voice, eying her sleeping form in the living. She stirred for a moment, looking up at him with half asleep sober eyes. "Ryo, have a good day at school honey... " Her voice sounded hoarse, groggy yet sincere. He couldn't help but smile, small yet it was there whether he could hold it back or not. It was a new day, he had to take advantage of that at least. Even the walk to school seemed relaxing, the sun's beams waking up his being. There were still thoughts haunting the depths of his mind but he tried his best to repress them, keep them back there for as long as he could hold out.

[Yujiko]

Water beaded on his skin, hand against the wall as if for support. Those words still echoing in his mind,"Ah, Sensei. So taboo..." His lids drooped, guilt weighing heavy on his back. A soft sigh blending with the rushing sound of the shower water. His stomach cringed at this feeling, guilt was it? Knowing he had done a thing so wrong and intrusive, but it wasn't he fault right? No... It really was... Bringing your student into your apartment, letting your guard down like that... Moaning their name again and again loudly... It was his fault, and in the pit of his stomach, along with the dirty feeling, he was happy. A single red tint still hued over his paled skin, fingers brushing across the marked skin and swollen lips. "I wouldn't mind selling my heart to you... I wouldn't mind trying again..." Spoke Yoshida faintly to himself.

 

Before long he was drying himself off, a towel around his waist and a towel on his head to dry his hair. "That felt really good..." That man thought to himself walking out of the bathroom. "I should wake-" Those green gems opened, suddenly being filled with despair. At first he thought maybe the other had went to another room, but his clothes were gone. Those happy hues dulling back to emotionless, that pit in his stomach falling deeper with self hatred. A small smile of defeat rose to the man's cheeks. "Of course you'd use me and leave... What else am I good for...?

 

The smile dropped as quickly as it rose, his body falling into the bed, curling into the covers laced with the younger's scent. "I wonder why he even did it...?" Tear building up in his eyes, he closed them, a tear falling. "Why do I bother...? I'm just a sex toy...?"

 

The next morning's sun arose without fail, but the sensei was already awake. He slept well, but, he just felt like he should get up early. His mind pondering on how he was to handle seeing the student, that guilt piling up again. "Dammit!", yelled Yoshida as he spilled coffee on himself. Ripping his shirt off he went for another. A heavy sigh falling softly off his dry lips. Sliding his glasses to the bridge of his nose, he huffed, and walked out the door. For once, he was going to be early. Not that it mattered, but it was a good change I guess. Gripping his arm as hid in himself, he walked down the hall. No greetings , no hellos, just silence. Walking into that room called a classroom he sat in his chair. "...Oh, boy..."

[theblackdog]

He fumbled with the mess in his pack back, sifting through notebooks and loose papers before he came upon his assignment he had worked on. There were several pages and he managed to pull them out, slightly wrinkled. He eyed them over, rereading his work before a satisfied smiled graced his lips. The day seem to go by quickly, he felt normal for the most part yet there was a slight throbbing in his head as he headed for his final class. As he stepped in he froze for a moment, feeling something horrid wash over him. What he felt was a combination of embarrassment and nervousness, his eyes laying on the teacher at his desk. He couldn't explain it, no amount of rationalizing it in his head could come to any conclusion to why he was suddenly feeling this way. A warm tinge touched his cheeks and he stepped lightly to the man laying the papers down.

 

He offered a smile and bowed respectfully, something was eating at him inside, something his expression just couldn't keep hidden. "I finished the work, Sensei." He managed to say, the words slipping out more comfortable than he thought. Having no recollection of events through the time he was in class yesterday to when he found himself in an unfamiliar setting. Something about the man at the desk however sparked an emotion inside him and he began to blush more heavily, lowering his head unable to look him in the eye. His eyes located a mark visible to him however he didn't understand how he knew to look there. He gulped and was about to turn away before he found himself unable to move.

 

"Sensei I-" He started, calling out that word held meaning to him but again he couldn't figure it out. Sighing he offered another smile and felt compelled to say more but only a small sheepish apology escaped his lips before he turned and made his way to his desk. He slumped into his chair and buried his face into his hands, the emotions rushing through him and he couldn't comprehend them. He knew he had blackouts before, especially as a teenager but since he hadn't any for almost a year or two now he thought he was cured of them. His eyes peered through his fingers at Yoshida, his mind was working something out but he was being kept in the dark.