Bound and Broken ((Gin x AkiraVadel)) ((18+))

[gin]

As he heard nothing from the blond, he slowly turned his head towards him. The other male turned his head away from him. "That's right, you should hate me..." He softly mumbled to himself and started to hoist himself up. Arata preferred Daichi to hate him to the core rather than loving him. It's hard for him to perform his revenge if the other party kept on having bright feelings for him.

 

He slowly opened the door trying hard not to disturb Daichi's slumber.

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"Arata?" Daichi's quiet voice called out to him. He wanted an answer from him even if it wasn't the right one. "What did I do to deserve this?"

 

He was no saint but he didn't think he did anything to deserve this pain. This much of an emotional and physical rollercoaster. All he wanted was to finish school and be a doctor. He only had a couple years left.

[gin]

He turned his head looking at Daichi who was desperate for his answers.

 

"Nothing, nothing much----" he said plainly and closed the door. There's no way in hell that he could spill out the beans to Daichi. He's almost there, reaching his desired plan. The plan to break Daichi, just a little bit more and it'll be over. He really wanted to end this badly, break Daichi and disappear from his life.

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Daichi watched him go and felt his chest ping in pain. Damn him... damn all his craziness. The blond tucked the covers over his head and sighed under them. Maybe this would be the last time? Shifting he groaned in pain, everything hurt after that whole incident. It was rather pleasant at first, he even thought he might enjoy their encounters now, but after the ending of it he was done.

 

Sighing heavily he let himself sleep now, his dizziness and high fever won this round. Briefly he wondered if anyone would notice he was missing from school. Maybe his friend, if he could even call him that. A person he talked to at school. Why would anyone befriend him. He needed to get out of here... Hopefully his internship would start soon at the doctor office he wanted to work at. That would move him across town.

[gin]

It would've been better if all those farce were over, but Arata didn't felt the sudden goodbyes at all. He thirsted for revenge now that he knew who Daichi was. Just seeing him made his heart race and at the same time shiver. He's an epitome of twisted desires, simple logic isn't applicable for him. Arata's a man full of change, an unstable being driven most probably by despair. He wanted to drag someone together with him----together with the same hell that he'd experienced.

 

He left Daichi's house covered with sweat all over his body. He decide not to let his feelings rule his mind, no, not anymore. First thing's first---Break Daichi and it'll be all over...

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Daichi of course missed a couple days of classes and his friend contacted him. Bringing him their classwork he saw how sick how friend was and brought him food. That night he decided to sleep over top keep an eye on him.

 

Daichi was sitting on the couch wrapped in a blanket, "thanks Carter. You've been a great help." The blond smiled to his friend.

 

Carter blushed a bit, "s-sure no problem..." He watched as Daichi eventually feel asleep on the couch. After getting most of his project done he glanced over seeing he was asleep. Glancing around he then leaned towards him to kiss him.

[gin]

Arata for these past days was trying to bury himself to work. All night long he worked for his usual customers and went to bars to rest and try to get drunk. He didn't know what came through his right mind that he suddenly popped out on the street where Daichi's house was rooted to. Travelling in a zigzag manner, he focused his gaze to one of the windows in the blonde's house.

 

He dropped the can of beer he was bringing with him seeing someone, other than him, planting a kiss to Daichi. He stood steadily and stared at him while gently caressing Daichi's head. The dark haired male never knew that there was this someone who's doing that to Daichi. His stares turned into glare---he despised it. Daichi should be his, only his to toy with. That was out of the option, he kicked the can as he continued to watch the both of them behind the shadows. Waiting for the man to leave, he waited clenching his fists.

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Daichi was still asleep even though the kiss happened. He sighed and turned his body around a little on the couch. Thanks to his friends help he was feeling a bit better and less stressed about falling behind in his classes.

 

Carter on the other hand pulled back from kissing him and felt his heart leap in his throat but was thankful the blond didn't wake up. Slowly standing he smiled down at Daichi, "I'll be back. I'll get you some drinks from the store. I'm sure you're sick of drinking water." With a gentle caress to the blond's cheek he grabbed his things and started out the door.

 

Glancing back at the sleeping blond he smiled softly and wondered if his broken friend would allow him to get closer. He knew he suffered some trauma since touching him took some time for him to be able to do. Stepping outside he started for the local store up the street.

[gin]

As he saw the young man on his way out of Daichi's house, Arata immediately let himself in. He slowly twisted the knobs and entered the hallway slowly. Not even a creak was heard upon his movements. The dark-haired male opened the door slowly looking at Daichi. It was just slightly open, barely made half of his face seen. Arata looked like a serial killer waiting to devour his prey. Silently, he just stared at Daichi between the gaps of the wooden door and the concrete wall. The chilly air made its entrance to the scene.

 

Arata stayed still with unwavering wide-open eyes, like it would almost shout of fear at any moment. No words left from his mouth, he just stared and stood with deep enmity, no unnecessary movements at all...

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Daichi soon felt the cool air and shifted on the couch. He pulled the blanket tighter around himself trying to stay warm. In his slumber he started to stir a little and mumbled softly for a moment. His friend had to be close by since he said he was staying over. Slowly his tired brain put together words, "Carter... can you shut the window... it's chilly..."

 

He sighed softly as he shifted on the couch, "please Carter..." The blonds voice was small then and tired from sleeping the amount he had the past couple of days. His body was mostly recovered by now but still a bit sore. Even in this state he thought he was safe since his friend was supposed to be there.

 

Carter on the other hand was still on his way to the store whistling and walking as he went. Happy to have some time with the boy he was falling for.

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He casually walked to the windows since Daichi was still half-dreaming. He shut it tightly as what he ordered and walked to the couch.

 

"Felt better now?" Arata slowly leaned on the couch, whispering to Daichi's ears. His eyes reflected hatred while his mouth formed a rather calm voice. He was suppressing what kind of anger he had. Deep jealousy was running to him yet he couldn't even notice it himself. Whoever this Carter persona Daichi spoke of, whatever means, he wanted to erase its existence.

 

"So his name was Carter..." he pressed his face to the frightened Daichi, still the expressions remained fixed. "...I never knew you're the unfaithful type, my dear Daichi." he added while leaning closer to the blonde.

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Daichi felt the movement in the room and relaxing not noticing the different voice at first. But feeling the weight shift on the couch caused him to stir a little more. Inhaling deeply he rubbed his eyes and blinked a couple of times. Then they flew open as the familiar smell surrounded him and that deep voice he learned to fear broke through his tired mind.

 

"Arata!" his hands shot up and pushed against his chest. The blond felt his heart leap into his throat and his mind start to race. He could see the odd expression on the others face and that made his stomach flip as a wave of sick ran through him.

 

"G-Get out of here now... what did you do to Carter?" his voice was shaking but also had a sort of strength to it. Perhaps he was getting more used to these encounters. The blond wasn't sure if that was good but he liked to think he was getting stronger instead of breaking... but he wasn't sure.

[gin]

"Daichi, you should know of all people that I won't harm anyone except you..." the last word was whispered to the blonde's ear. He placed a grin to his face while closing the gap between them. Arata snapped, he was angered by what he saw. Daichi shouldn't let some other man kiss him nor even caress him. Just the thought of that Carter guy placing his malicious hands all-over Daichi made Arata grit his teeth. Daichi was his toy, only his possession!

 

"But I could give Mr. Carter some exceptions if you want," he suggested, tracing his index finger to the couch's covering. Instead of his usual routine of immediately jumping off to the sex scene. Arata sat comfortably beside Daichi, crossing his legs while he firmly placed his hands above his knee. "Let's wait for Carter then," he then gave an uncanny smile to Daichi.

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Daichi watched the other wondering if he was just going to get what he want then leave. Maybe Carter left to the store... He really hoped he wouldn't come back soon. Once the raven backed up the blond was able to finally take a breath and try to calm his pounding heart. Why did he always think he could ruin his life!

 

Wait...

 

His eyes widened at the thought of Arata waiting for Carter to return. Would he rape him in front of his friend? What would Carter do? They were friend but he would most likely leave him to after seeing him like that. He had to get Arata out before he returned because he couldn't let the same thing happen to him.

 

"Wait for Carter? No you have to leave before he gets back," at that moment he was really afraid. What if people knew the truth?! He had to hide Arata from his life, hide this part that haunted him day and night. "If you came here to rape me fine get it over with but don't show Carter this..." He was shaking more than he realized. This would be the straw that breaks the camels back, this would ruin him.

[gin]

"I'll be damned, you know me so well," he clapped his hands a few times out of delight. Though it was on Arata's mind, he was a little shocked that Daichi had already known his plan. The dark haired male rubbed his chin, it won't be fun since the cat's out of the bag. He leaned on the couch and tap the glass table. "You should be offering drinks to your 'guests' I think?" He smiled to Daichi who in the other hand begrudged his existence as of the moment.

 

The both of them turned their heads to the door. Carter was back, holding with him some plastic bags. Arata grinned at Daichi and stood, "so you have another guest?" he pretentiously asked. The dark-haired male was starting to get amused by the scene while still looking at Daichi's sour face.

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"Whose this?" Carter looked between the two and wondered who this man was. This man who had a rather odd presence about him. Also seeing Daichi very uncomfortable bothered him.

 

Daichi grit his teeth as he stared at him unsure of what to do at this moment. He was trapped again! Looking between the two men he tried to calm his pounding heart. The blond slowly stood and grabbed his blanket wrapping it around his shoulders, "don't worry Carter he's leaving shortly." The blond walked back into the kitchen and grabbed some sodas for all of them and set them on the coffee table.

 

He glared at the coffee table a little remembering the event a couple days before. The blond sat on the other side of the couch and glanced over at Arata, "drink it quickly and please go." He mumbled it hoping Carter wouldn't hear him.

 

Carter set the food and drinks on the counter before walking back over to Daichi and pulled the soda from his hand then replaced it with the gatoraid, "you need this more." The brunette haired man sat down at the chair next to the couch next to Daichi. "So you're a friend?"

[gin]

"Don't make me angry Daichi," he whispered as he glanced at Carter. He giggled seeing Daichi's mishaps and worry. How the blond was so nervous while trying to predict what Arata was trying to do next.

If fucking him in front of that Carter would make the other guy leave yet it's still a bad idea. Just the thought of him calling the police was somewhat troublesome. BUT, he is Arata Saiyounji, he's not the type to cower up to the fear of the police. In fact, it isnt' a crime if no one knows. --No one knows, huh? the thought made Arata chuckle. Arata sipped his coffee leisurely, he didn't even showed a sign of his departure.

 

 

The way Carter addressed Daichi casually and comfortably made Arata unease. He really hated the guy. He wanted to just impale him and bury him somewhere, kill him so no one would dare to interfere. "Exactly, I'm Saiyounji Arata, it's a pleasure meeting you. I presume you're his college friend, right ? " He offered his hand for a handshake and gave the best fake smile he could pull.

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Saiyounji Arata huh? Daichi made a mental note to look up his name later and see if he found any information him. He glanced between his rapist and his friend wondering what he should do. He felt the tension rising in the room and it made him shift in his seat. The blond trembled a little and hugged his blanket closer to his body.

 

Carter smiled softly and leaned forward shaking his hand with a firm grip, "yes I'm a good friend of his." He leaned back in his chair and looked at Arata. "So your a friend of Daichi's?"

 

The question, the question that Daichi feared he would answer correctly. The blond's eyes shot to Arata as he glared hard at him threatening him with them of he told him the truth.

[gin]

((Neh Akira, I'll be having delayed replies since the new sem's starting. OTL Warii ))

 

As the blonde glared towards his direction, he immediately had the notion to move his shoulders slightly. If he wanted to, he could simply say that he's Daichi's sex friend, more or less--his rapist. "hmmm if you could say, we're more than friends---," he stated with a serious face. Arata tried to contain his laughter seeing Daichi's eyes widened. He was just simply stating the fact. The dark-haired male placed the mug down and leaned at the couch comfortably, still eyeing at Carter.

 

He could see Carter's eyes widened and then lost its light. He really was expecting something out of Daichi. --love, huh... Arata thought as he stared at Carter looking at Daichi passionately.

 

 

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((Good luck ^-^ I hope it goes well for you))

 

Daichi glared at him as he spoke, "what he means to saw is we're getting to know each other as friends." The blond looked between his friend and Arata wanting them both to leave now. He shifted on the bed and looked between them.

 

"I'm feeling much better now so I'm okay to be by myself now," Daichi looked at them then looked down feeling trapped.

 

Carter looked over at Daichi and noticed he was uncomfortable. The brunette man stood there looking between them, "well I wanted to make sure you were okay first." He looked over at Arata wondering what their relationship really was.

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He immediately eyed Daichi who's trying to reason his way out. The blond even turned his head from the both of them. He's somewhat drained. Arata stood up and grabbed Carter's shoulders, ushering him immediately outside the door. Carter looked very unwilling to leave yet the force of Arata's grip was strong. The both of them went outside for good.

 

He pretentiously smiled and bid farewell to Carter who seemed dragging his feet, not wanting to go home. He really wanted to beat the guy into pulp but useless fights would just coz' more exhaustion and trouble. Arata still didn't leave though, he was still standing at the door mat while looking at the half-opened door in front of him.

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((Hows school? Excited to be back? ^-^))

 

Daichi jumped a little when Arata stood and pulled Carter outside. The blond stood and was about to follow until he realized what was taking place. Did he just do something nice? Cocking his head a little he listened hoping Arata didn't take him outside to kick his ass. Hearing Carter's protests but then him walking away he realized what Arata did for him.

 

He could help but laugh under his breath a little and smiled, "really...? This is when you're nice to me... after making me think... in front of him you were..." He sighed and walked towards the door. It didn't sound like Arata left though so he decided to peek.

 

"You are still here," Daichi said to him as he slipped the door further open. "You are such a confusing person." The blond leaned against the door as he looked up at the raven. His blond hair was getting a little longer and hung down on his cheek bones and since he tilted his head it mostly covered one eye giving him a rather cute look.

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(School? nyahaha I'll just laugh it out. It's even eating my leisure time on saturday and sunday. Stress is starting to pile up and I have only a little time to be ol here in yo and reply to rp's. But yeah I guess I can manage somehow. So sorry for my delayed replies. m(_ _)m )

 

Arata slightly leaned his head to the door partition. "And now you're trying to look cute," he placed his right hand under Daichi's chin and took a closer view to his prey. He shrugged his shoulders brushing the words Daichi spoke earlier. From an ordinary person's point of view Arata Saiyounji might be one of those puzzling guys. Yet truth be told he's just trying to act the part so that Daichi couldn't even had the tiniest idea on what he's thinking. He prefers to observe than to be observed anyway.

 

The both of them was still stuck at the doorway. Strange enough, Daichi didn't even made his usual face of disgust and gave his ever-hurtful words. Was he just tired and thought of submitting himself fully to the other?

 

Arata just stared at him like he's trying to melt the man in front of him. "So docile, this isn't bad..." he softly traced his index fingers on Daichi's cheeks, observing the other's beauty. He leaned closer and gave the man a gentle peck on his lips. Arata tightened his grip to Daichi's chin while he withdrew himself from the kiss.

 

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((LoL, yeah school was rough when I was in it. T-T I'm so happy to be done with it but now I have life barreling down. It's alright I understand ^-^ I look forward to getting them though ^-^))

 

Cute? Daichi never thought of himself as cute, but maybe he could be he guessed. Girls sometimes called him cute, and his parents did when they were around. Looking up at the raven he didn't know what to say, there was kind of a moment happening. He didn't know what kind but it felt like it was getting intense.

 

His heart started to beat faster as Arata grew closer but it wasn't from fear this time. Possibly excitement. His eyes slipped closed as the other leaned in and pressed his lips to his. That was when a warm feeling spread inside him. This gentle side of Arata seemed to call out to him.

 

"You're gentle side isn't bad either," Daichi looked up at him. "You've shoved your way into my life, trying to hurt me as much as you possibly could without even thinking about talking to me. Things could be different... but you don't even know me and yet you keep showing up at my door." The blond looked over Arata's face with an expression that was a bit unreadable because of all the feeling he had at the moment. Sad, happy, concerned, he didn't know what to feel.

 

"Arata... a man who knows my body so well... but nothing about me and yet..." the warm hand on his chin felt kind of nice at the moment. "You're the only person whose really been apart of my life..."

[gin]

(Yeahp school;s such a pain in the ass but I guess adults had it tough. So I'm in a dilemma of choosing both of em'. Still, it's inevitable to become an adult and worry bout' money. TCH*)

 

"Don't know you, huh?--" he looked sideways and looked strange. The hazel green eyes of the blonde emitted such radiance of wonder that Arata couldn't able to look at. "..that's rather harsh, Daichi" he removed his hand away from Daichi's face. Arata sat at the wooden floor and grabbed a cigarette from his pocket. The flame from the lighter emitted his poker face out of the darkness. Arata don't know what to do anymore, he could even still remember the days when he was younger.

 

"It's your fault, disappear from my sight!!" as a woman pulled a young boy's hair harshly and dragged him at the kitchen.

 

"---" the boy blankly stared at the woman that was bringing a knife.

 

Back from reality, Arata chuckled and stroked his hair as he meekly bend his head between his knees. The ashes from his cigarette started falling on the ground yet he didn't dislodge from his staid position.

 

"They say ignorance is a bliss, hehehe" he chuckled and blew the smoke to the air.