Fragile (Kittypanda & Xianghua)

[kittypanda]

Shane wanted to push him away and he tried to but, he couldn't help to bury his face in the tall man's chest and cry out his pain. "H-He made a video of us..." He mumbled into his teachers chest, he didn't care if anybody saw this scene but he just needed somebody who would protect him and keep him safe from harms way. He then started to shake even more in his teachers arms.

[Xianghua]

Romeo's eyes widened. He was enraged. No, he was beyond enraged. He wanted to rip Jason's fucking head off for hurting and exploiting Shane like that. He wanted to gut him for taking Shane's virginity, that was reserved for him, at least, in Romeo's mind it was. "I promise I won't let anything else happen to you..." he said softly.

[kittypanda]

Shane shook his head against his clothed covered chest, there was no way in hell he could protect him from anybody now, "You shouldn't say things you don't mean..." That was when he pulled away from his teacher and turn his head to the side. "Your with Ms. Sun so... You really shouldn't get my hopes up!" He then grabbed his shoulder bag and put it on before running out of the room and pass the drama teacher herself. He knew what he said were lies! Who honestly would want somebody tainted and broken?

[Xianghua]

Romeo blinked, then ran after Shane, quickly catching up to the other, grabbing his arm. "Don't talk like that," he said. "You have absolutely no idea." He was looking down, his hair covering his face. Emily stood in the hallway, watching, confused.

[kittypanda]

Shane winched when he felt him grab his arm, "Let go of me! I'm dirty! Tainted! Broken!" He shouted at his teacher as he tried to get his arm away from his grip. "What have I got no idea about?" That caused him to stop his shouting and him trying to claw at the older males hand. He then sighed and frowned deeply, his tears never stopped falling, "Please let go of my arm..." His voice was softer this time and so was the look on his face.

[Xianghua]

"Jason's the dirty one, not you!" Romeo yelled back, pulling Shane closer, hugging him again, one arm wrapped around his back, and the other hand tangled in Shane's hair. "And I mean it when I say I'll protect you. If you think I can just walk away from this like it's nothing, you've got another thing coming. And I have no idea what Ms. Sun has to do with this, Shane, but you are sadly mistaken if you think I don't care. I do care. I care more than anything," Romeo said softly. He wanted to tell Shane that he loved him, that he has loved him since he walked into his classroom, but he just couldn't.

[kittypanda]

Shane stood still as he was pulled towards Mr. Sinatra, he also stayed quiet and let him talk. His arms were by his sides not moving at all. H-H-He cares.... About... Me? He thought in a shocked kind of way, but he shook it away and frowned even more at the mention of Ms. Sun. "I... I saw you with her... And how you two looked at each other...." He closed his eyes and shook slightly. "I saw how she looked at you.... She likes you.... A lot... And.... You two looked good together...." He sighed softly. He knew he sounded like a fool just then but.... It was and has been on his mind since last week.

[Xianghua]

Romeo almost wanted to laugh, and so did Emily, who was still watching. "Believe me, my relationship with Ms. Sun is strictly platonic, she's like my fag hag," he said. "Besides... I love someone else."

[kittypanda]

Well that put an arrow through his heart, he loved somebody else... He thought in a very sad kind of way, "O-O-Oh.... I-I see... I hope you and this person are happy together then..." His voice sounded even more broken. Why was the whole world against him! Why! He pulled away from the older man once again, "I... I... I have to go..." He said before turning around with his back turned towards the teacher. "I'll see you tomorrow Mr. Sinatra..." He mumbled softly before walking away from him once again. All he wanted to do was get away from him before his heart shatters even more.

[Xianghua]

Romeo grabbed Shane's arm again, pulling him into a wet and passionate kiss.

[kittypanda]

Shane's eyes widened when he felt his teacher kiss him passionately, and it made him happy but at the same time terrified. So he slapped him hard across the face, he pulled away from him yet again. His lime green eyes were wide and held two emotions in them one of them happiness and two fear. So far the fear won... His face may have been red from embarrassment but he had fresh tears fall from his eyes. Shane walked backwards and then ran out of the school this time, he didn't even look back. Him kissing him was way too soon for him! After all he has been through.... He wasn't ready yet...

[Xianghua]

Romeo just stood there, he knew it was wrong, after what Shane just went through, but he needed to show him how much he loved him. Emily walked over to him. "If I could use the name Romeo sarcastically right now, I totally would," she chuckled, as they walked out of the building and into the car. Romeo drove Emily home.

 

Romeo didn't attend school for the rest of the week.

[kittypanda]

Either did Shane, he stayed home, he didn't want to chance anything so his mother called the school and told them that he would be in school by next Tuesday. Her son never left his room aside from eating, going to the bathroom and going outside for some fresh air.

 

Like how he was right now, he didn't tell her what happened but he was looking slightly sick and running a fever as well. Today was Monday, his mother made sure that he kept up with his school work while he was at home resting.

 

"Shane sweetie I'm going to the shop now!" She said as she stuck her head outside of the patio, he was laying down on the bench swing reading a book. "Okay mom have fun..." He said never lifting his head up from the book, it was a book with Edger Allan Poe poems and short stories in them.

 

She sighed softly before shutting the french doors. After a few minutes she was gone and the house was locked up. Shane lived in an upper class part of town, his grandparents bought his mom and him this very large but beautiful house. He sighed and continued to read his book. He wondered if the writing teacher was in today? Probably not...

[Xianghua]

Romeo didn't show up for several more weeks. Emily was in a very melancholy mood the entire time. On Tuesday, in the morning, when Shane went back to school, Emily stopped him in the hallway, pulling him to the side. "I need to talk to you," she said. "Romeo-- I mean, Mr. Sinatra, is mentally unstable, Shane, he's been in and out of psychiatric hospitals his entire life, and he was finally okay for almost a year, and now, he's back. He overdosed on Vicodin, and he's back. I heard enough to understand what happened to you, Shane, and I'm truly very sorry, but he just wants to keep you safe. He talks about you all the time... About how perfect your essays are, about how you're the only person in his class that knows anything..." Emily smiled sadly.

[kittypanda]

As he listened to what his drama teacher was saying he started to feel rather guilty for what he did to his writing teacher but it was just to damn soon for him! Shane rubbed his arm in a guilty kind of way, he didn't know about any of this until now...

 

"Yeah well was there anybody to keep me safe when it did happen? No! No matter how much I screamed and begged no body came...." He then sighed and shook his head. This was why he got sick, it was because of too much stress...

 

"So... Your telling me I should go and say I'm sorry for slapping you? Look Ms. Sun I don't know what to do okay! I'm sure if I paid him a visit he still wouldn't come back to school..." He huffed out and crossed his arms over his chest. What do these adults want from him?! He was 18 for goodness sake...

[Xianghua]

"Shane..." Emily rubbed her forehead. "Do you know where he was on the day it happened? He was at my house, crying on my lap, telling me how much he wished you were with him, and not the damn Jason, saying he knew something bad was bound to happen, he even considered going to every popular date spot in Portland and checking up on you two, but I told him not to. Don't you think he would've helped if he was there?"

[kittypanda]

Okay that made him feel even guiltier then he already was, Mr. Sinatra wanted to be with him? Shane frowned even more as he started to rub the shoulder strap. "I guess I do owe him an apology huh?" He sighed and shifted around in an uneasy kind of way before an idea popped into his head. "Ms. Sun... If you tell me where he lives then I could apologize for my behavior... And I know skipping school is bad and out of the question but... I feel like I really need to do this now..." He said in a soft tone kind of way.

[Xianghua]

Emily sighed, writing down an address on a piece of paper, and handing it to Shane.

[kittypanda]

Shane took it from her and smiled brightly at her, "Thank you so much! I will make up for it by trying out for the play!" He said before he started to run down the hallway and past some students who were looking at him with raised eyebrows.

 

When he got out of the school he hopped on his bike after he unchained it and rode off towards the address that was written on the piece of paper.

 

After a few minutes and blocks he finally found the apartment complex, he rode over towards a bike rack and chained up his bike before he checked the numbers on the side of the building.

 

So he's on the third floor... He thought as he climbed up three flights of stairs and looked at a lot of different number's he finally found it. He was about to knock on the door but decided to ring the bell by the door instead.

[Xianghua]

Two identical girls answered the door. "Yes?" they asked.

[kittypanda]

Shane jumped when the two girls answered, did Ms. Sun give me the wrong address? He thought with a cute blush crossing over his cheeks. "Uh... D-Does a um... Mr. Sinatra live here?" He asked in a shy kind of way causing him to mess with his shoulder strap.

[Xianghua]

"Romeo!" the girl in the pink lolita dress called. The girl is the black dress looked at Shane. "You must be Shane," she said with a glare. Both girls had long blonde hair and the same blue eyes as Romeo.

 

Romeo walked towards the front door, he had just woken up and was wearing nothing but college sweatpants. He was still half asleep, and didn't notice Shane. "What do you want," he groaned. There was a large, square cut over his bare stomach. The pink dressed girl opened the door wider, so he could see Shane. Romeo's expression softened. "Shane I'm so sorry..." he said, resisting the urge to embrace the other.

[kittypanda]

Shane was about to ask the girl in the black dress why she was glaring at him but when the door opened wider his eyes landed on his writing teacher. His lime green eyes noticed the square cut on his stomach and frowned deeply at the sight of it as he remembered what Ms. Sun had told him.

 

He shifted some more in his spot before he looked up at the very tall man, he had to tip back the visor of his white paper boy hat back so he could look at him with his big lime green eyes. "You shouldn't be the one to say you're sorry Mr. Sinatra... I am..." He took in a deep breath and frowned even more.

 

"I'm sorry.... For hitting you... I just didn't know how to have acted at the time... So... Can you forgive me?"

[Xianghua]

"There's nothing to forgive," Romeo said. "It was my fault. Understood?"

 

The girl in the black dress continued to glare at Shane. She said something, in Italian, to Romeo, who responded also in Italian.

 

"Romeo really needs to relax," the girl in the pink dress said.

 

"I'm fine, Angelina," Romeo said. He turned. His attention to Shane. "So... bye then."

[kittypanda]

Shane's lime green eyes widened slightly, no way was he going to leave without talking to Mr. Sinatra properly! He then shook his head, "I'm not leaving without talking to you properly! Please..." He said in a very determined tone of voice, his green eyes were never leaving from the older males.

 

"I-I-I..." His right hand came up to grip at his shirt where his heart was at while his left hand tightened it's hold on his shoulder strap. "I care for you too... So please don't push me away... Please... Give me a chance to speak..."