Fragile (Kittypanda & Xianghua)

[kittypanda]

Shane stopped shaking when he was forced to look at the woman's eyes but his tears didn't stop, he was in to much shock to say anything now. The same thing happened to Romeo? And by his own father.... What he just heard made him want to hug Romeo himself!

 

He wanted to be in his arms... "....." He then looked at her with a very deep frown. "I... I want to be alone for right now... I-I need to take this all in..." He then looked away from her, to anybody he looked like glass, ready about to brake.

 

"D-Do you think you could bring him over around one? I... I want to talk to you both some more..." He then looked back over at her and gave her a very weak and soft smile. "It would mean a lot to me..."

[Xianghua]

"Of course," Isabella said softly with a smile. She got an empty gum wrapper and a pen out of her purse, scribbling her cell phone number on it, and giving it to Shane. "Call me when you want us to come over," she said with a smile, leaving and walking back home.

[kittypanda]

Shane looked down at the number in his hands which were shaking slightly, he then looked back up and closed the door to his large three storied house. He locked it up once again and then headed up the stairs, he really needed to relax and breath, once he got to his large bedroom (that was on the second floor).

 

He walked over towards an oak door that was attached to his bedroom. He opened it up and walked inside of his jointed large bathroom, which had a roman bathtub and a walk in shower separated from one another. The tub looked like it could hold three people in it along with his shower. He decided that a bath would be better for him.

 

So that's what he did, he stripped out of his clothes and turned on his tub. He started to shift in an uneasy way. He knew he had marks and scars on his body from what had happened to him, he just felt uneasy being naked even though he is alone.

[Xianghua]

(Timeskip to around 1)

 

Romeo was in the shower, he had been standing there for 45 minutes. He was silent, but tears ran down his face, mixing with the water. He turned the water off, sighing, and hugging himself. All he could think about, was that Shane was raped, and he was somewhere else.

[kittypanda]

Shane was wearing a cute hooded black and white sleeveless jacket shirt that had black cat ears on the hood of it while his black jean pants were slightly form fitting. He was in his living room with some tea on the table along with a bowl of fruit, he then took out his cellphone out and called Isabella. He bit the inside of his cheek, he was feeling nervous about what was going to happen between him and his teacher along with his sister.

[Xianghua]

Isabella sat on the couch, while Romeo changed into black jeans and a black button up shirt, when her phone rang. "Pronto," she answered, in Italian, as a usual habit, when she remembered it would be Shane. "Oh! I mean, um, hi! Should we head over now?"

[kittypanda]

Shane laughed lightly at the woman when she spoke in Italian, "Hi it's me Shane... And yeah that would be great..." He said softly to the woman, he didn't want to tell her that his mother got a call from the school saying that he didn't show up today.

 

He got scolded big time but then she felt bad and thought he got sick again so she was going to let him stay home for the next few days.

 

She also told him that she had to go visit his grandmother which she just had knee surgery so she told him that she would be staying with her for a while, however his uncle was going to be coming down to keep an eye on him while she was gone.

 

He sighed, it wasn't like he hated his uncle or anything but... The man gave him the creeps...

[Xianghua]

About 45 minutes later, Isabella knocked on Shane's door. Romeo stood next to her, she wouldn't tell him who's house it was.

[kittypanda]

Shane jumped in the middle of him eating a strawberry along with him reading from his Edger Allan Poe book, he placed the book tag inside and got off of the couch. When he moved his head forwards slightly his hood came up on his head and stayed there making it look like he had cat ears.

 

He then walked out his living room and into the main hallway, once he got to the door he opened it up after looking through the peep hole. He unlocked the door and opened it wide. He was holding another strawberry in his hand. "I'm glad that you two can make it!" He said in a much more happier tone of voice before he moved off to the side to let the two of them inside.

[Xianghua]

Romeo blinked, he had no idea what was going on. Isabella grabbed her younger brother's arm, pulling him inside, smiling at Shane. She wondered if what she had told him about Romeo made him see Romeo differently.

[kittypanda]

When they got inside he closed the front door and turned around while scratching the back of his head with his free hand, "Umm.. This is the main hallway... and this way is the living room or family room..." He said moving to the right and showing them his very large living room which had a lot of expensive belongings in it.

 

On the far left was a huge fireplace and on the mantle was pictures of his family. One picture showed him being on two shoulders which belonged to his two older brother's, another picture was a family photo for Christmas where they all wore matching sweaters. And the last picture showed of one of his older brothers wearing an air force uniform.

 

He then sat down on the black leather wrap around couch and ate his strawberry. To anybody else it looked like he was a spoiled rich kid but sadly he was not. His father died of cancer leaving this house to Shane, his mother and two brothers.

 

However Shane's older brother Tyler was in the air force and the only time he gets to talk to him is through video chat while his other brother went to study abroad somewhere. He turned towards the two who were still standing, "Um... You can sit down if you want to..." He said in an awkward kind of way.

[Xianghua]

Isabella sat to the left of Shane. Romeo sat to the left of Isabella. "Bella... Perché siamo qui?" he asked quietly.

 

"Sta 'zitto!" Isabella yelled. "Non è possibile sedersi intorno broncio tutto il giorno, è necessario effettuare il tentativo di dire a Shane come ti senti. E intendo dirgli. Non che tutto, "Oh, io sono un uomo virile, mi limiterò a fare cose virili, perché questo è quello che faccio." "

 

"Questo è inutile..." Romeo mumbled. Isabella shot him a look.

 

"What did you want to talk to us about?" she asked Shane, smiling again.

[kittypanda]

Shane blinked in confusion he didn't know what they just said but decided to not push it... "Um... Well.. I..." He said looking down at the white carpet with a frown on his face. His confidence was now shot all the way down to hell now.

 

"Well..." He took in a deep breath before he lifted his head up and looked at the two but his gaze landed on Romeo.

 

"I want to say I'm sorry for the way I acted earlier... I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions... The way I did and... When I told you that I have feelings for you... I meant it... I-I'm in love with you Mr. Sinatra!" He said in a shy kind of way, his face was heating up when he had said those words.

 

"I have since I first saw you! Well... It was more of a crush... But... After a while I started to love you... However... You're my teacher and I'm you're student so... I thought it was inappropriate for me to tell you..." That was when Shane turned his face away from him as he closed his eyes tightly.

 

The reason why he asked Isabella to come with Romeo was because if he asked for him to come alone he wouldn't so that's why he asked his sister to come with him as well. For support...

[Xianghua]

Romeo sat in silence for a moment. "Isabella..." he said softly. "Vai a casa." Isabella stood, and nodded, walking out the door. Romeo scooted closer to Shane, gently taking the other's face in his hands, kissing him softly and gently. He knew how the other felt, but if he didn't get used to Romeo's touch, he never would. Romeo needed Shane to know that he was always safe with him.

[kittypanda]

Shane tensed up under his touch, he felt like he wanted to cry but he didn't want to, he had to be strong and hold back his tears. Which he did. He then slowly and shyly kissed him back. He raised his arms up which were shaking and wrapped them slowly around Romeo's neck.

 

A soft blush crossed over his cheeks, to him this is what a real kiss is suppose to feel like... Sweet, gentle, and soft. Not ruff, harsh, and sicking. His body was shaking slightly, he couldn't help it! It was like a reflex or something. He then pulled away from his lips for a few minutes.

 

He was trying to gather up his courage and once he got it he went back to kissing him.

[Xianghua]

Romeo wrapped his arms around Shane. "I promise I'll protect you," he said into the other's mouth. "I'll never let anything like this happen to you again. You just need to understand, there is no place safer, than here, in my arms." He kissed the other again, with more tongue, but still being gentle.

[kittypanda]

Shane's face heated up even more at his words and action's, the way he was moving his tongue against his was causing him to let out a small whimper. He really needed to forget what Jason did to him and focus on Romeo, with his sweet words, and amazing kissing skills. He then pulled him closer slightly but when he did he unknowingly fell backwards and landed on his back bringing the other male with him. If anybody walked in on them and saw that scene they would raise an eyebrow up, Romeo's body basically covered up Shane's entire body.

[Xianghua]

"Shane..." Romeo said softly, still kissing the other. "Can I touch you?"

[kittypanda]

Shane pulled away from Romeo's lips and looked up at him with half lidded eyes, he was unsure about letting him touch him but... He sighed softly and nodded his head slowly. "Y-You can..." His voice was low and soft.

[Xianghua]

romeo kissed Shane softly, unzipping the other's shirt. He put his hands firmly on Shane's sides and gently bit the skin of Shane's chest, sucking on it to leave a hickey. He wanted to make Shane's body forget how it had been treated, how rough and cruel jason was, and get used to Romeo's touch. "I promise, I'll never hurt yo," he said softly, planting kisses on Shane's chest.

[kittypanda]

Lime green eyes widened when Shane saw the older male unzip his shirt which caused him to squirm slightly underneath him but not by much since Romeo was holding his sides in a firm grip. A soft sound escaped from the light brown haired boy's lips as he felt the other male suck and bit his chest gently. He knew for sure that there was going to be a mark there for at least a few good weeks.

[Xianghua]

Romeo hugged Shane tight, resting his head on the other's bare chest. He wanted so badly to show his love to Shane, to make him understand that he was Romeo's world, and there was nothing he wouldn't do for him... But he didn't know what else to do. A few tears escaped Romeo's closed eyes, though he was silent, and puddled onto Shane's chest, rolling down his body.

[kittypanda]

A soft frown came up on Shane's face while his lime green eyes opened wide, he felt the tears hit his bare chest and that's what confused him. Why was Romeo crying? "Did... I do something wrong?" He asked in a soft tone of voice unsure why the other male was so sad. What made him start crying? Did he do something wrong? He was starting to get worried about what the older male was thinking.

[Xianghua]

"I... I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you..." Romeo sobbed onto the other's chest. "I could've stopped this... But I didn't... I stayed home... While he was hurting you... It was all my fault... I'm so sorry, Shane..."

[kittypanda]

"Please stop beating yourself up over this..." Shane's voice was soft and sweet, it held love and compassion in it. He lightly pushed the tall male up so that he could look at him. "Stop blaming yourself... I should be the one who should have trusted my gut... I thought something bad was going to happen but... I shrugged it off as nothing... So... It was my fault not your's..." He sighed softly and wrapped his arms around Romeo's neck in a shaky kind of way.