Kill me--- Kiss me

[rainbowman]

I wasn't really listening. Though I thought to myself that I really have to work on the records, I still am being amused by his pretty face, and now, he's perfectly taking my interest in his attitude. Perfect indeed. He's not boring anymore, and I should say, this is where we announce 'let the games begin'. His serious face is now pasted on my head, I can not believe I saw his eyes like that, hehe I'll be keeping those eyes for myself. I smiled on my own thinking how much the pretty faced Tsu-kun have made me .. more hungry. Hah, or is this an effect from drinking last night? I'm always drunk.. Or maybe, I am really interested in him.

 

At this very moment I'm holding the records in my hands, I took the telephone near the head nurse' desk and called the parents of those unsigned students in the lab. While I'm at it I'm still thinking about what he said, because it did not sink in to my brain at all. "ahh yes, Mrs. Nakauchi, you're daughter needs to be checked up next week for an update, we need it for the upcoming events." yes, I am doing my job. To be honest I dont really know what I'm doing. I'm a lazy fudge, why am I working like this?

 

Suddenly, the head nurse went to check the infirmary and saw me being busy on the phone, she was surprised as to see that I am being 'busy'. "Ahh, Neji is doing a great job eh" she said.

 

"What do you want me to do?" I looked at her with my eyebrows up and continued my work.

 

Damn it. It's still in my head. 'extra services' heh the way he said it arouses me so much. Fine. I'll be working my ass off and make my charms go higher *evil grin* and I'll definitely not stop unless you're mine, Saito.

[gin]

Does he have weird hobbies? Coz' when I scolded him, he smiled. I just couldn't figure how crazy that person was. Let's leave him be since he's not my primary problem at all.

 

"Saito, have you taken your lunch?" Yuuma approached at me handing me a yakisoba bread. She tilted her head just to see what's bothering me. "Sankyuu Yuuma but I just don't feel like eating at all..." I said to her giving it back. Urk* I felt like vomiting. "Excuse me for a while---" I rushed to the nearest restroom and vomit. I never expected that this'll turn awful, really awful. The pill didn't even help at all. I feel the urge to rest. I peeked at the hallway just to see no one's in there. I walked fast and slammed the door of the chairman's office. That's the place I can only rest--peacefully.

 

It seemed dusty since it's been so long that I visited this place. I leaned on the couch and exhaled deeply. This headache turned out to be serious but there's no way in hell I'm going back to the infirmary. "Takeda-san, could you please pick me in school now-- " I called the driver. I felt cold and hot at the same time. I loosened my garments out of confusion. I grabbed the cellphone again and called the family doctor.

[rainbowman]

I'm still on the phone, this is fucking tiring. The head nurse is now happy, really really happy to see me working this hard. "What's gone into you, Neji?" teasing me in a way, and I hate it, there are patients in the room but I continued my talk on the phone, I will finish this and show that pretty face what I can do as a smart ass.

 

I am not just any smart bad ass you can see, I'm actually qualified in hospitals already, my only purpose in this school is to get my diploma, that is the reason why I play around people and do my thing as a man. I'm really bored with my life, stupid parents leaving me behind because they know I can do things myself. Really stupid.

 

Still in the middle of everything, a sudden call came up, I answered my cell and my uncle has called wanting me to help him about some health problems. i asked the head nurse if I can leave and told her about my uncle's request, she didn't believe me at first until I let my uncle speak with her, and now she did. "really now, you believe me" and yea she did.

 

So I took my leave early in school, it's quite my 'save' for today, though I was planning on going to class but, oh well, they needed me, atleast I'm not cutting for a silly reason. I went to my uncle's home and talked to him, he is sick..

 

"yo.." I greeted him and took a bless. "what's the prob? Uncle?"

"I need you to go treat someone." he said "I can't go I'm sick" he continued.

"eh? Where should I meet him? And what is his problem?" I asked so I know some info

"you just go there and ask, I can't go for today, I'm getting too old now, son" he frowned and said "I'm retiring soon"

 

He calls me 'son' yes, because he never had a wife and so never got any kids. We're not really blood related so but I call him 'uncle' since he's my inspiration with my nursing skills.

 

He gave me the address and so I went there, with my uncle's doctor kit and nurse packs I will survive. Surprisingly, the house was huge, I was like "damn this house, who the hell lives here?" and I rang the door bell. Waiting for someone to open it.

 

--

is it okay, i used the doctor's side

[gin]

 

(silly you, tis' fine.)

 

 

"Master, we're here" As Takeda said while closing the door. "Ah. Thank you." And what's taking the doctor so long? I looked so desperate. "You should go to your room and rest," He suggested. I changed into a japanese clothing, really, I hated to wear western clothes, it's restricting. I didn't heed for Takeda's advice. Instead, I went to the kitchen and planned to make some porridge.

 

*Cough. I've made one and ate it in the kitchen. It tastes awful so I decided to stop and go to my bedroom. Leaning on every wall that I passed, I noticed that it's really taking too long just to arrive at my room. Was it that far? I never noticed it before. Shit! I felt like cursing my own house for being overly huge. My legs gave in and I decided to pause for a break in the hallway. Now I'm getting dizzy, getting sick is really no joke.

 

I heard the doorbell rang but I couldn't even lift a finger--I feel numb. The doctor had probably arrive and thank God for that. Will he find me before I turned into a corpse? --I'm really thinking of shitty stuff. Maybe I should sleep here in the hallway, it really didn't matter. After all, it's my house. Takeda and Yuuma, where on earth are you two? I continued coughing until my consciousness was fading away...

[rainbowman]

"are you the Doctor?" a man asked, is he a servant? hmmm

"ah, no, I am a replacement for Dr. Shimizu." I showed him my uncle's ID with a note saying I am a replacement with both our signatures on it. Really strict indeed. "He is sick today, he made me come" and the man welcomed me.

 

As I walk in, the man said "Take care of Master, he might be in his room now" he pointed somewhere and left. I saw him drive a car 'ahh must be his driver.. and/or his servant too' I'm thinking too much I should stop.

 

I walked and passed through the kitchen, someone must've cooked something here. Where did the man point again? I feel like a burglar right now. But wait, why isn't there anyone around? If the guy's rich there should be maids or servants and such. I felt like I'm in my own house as well.

 

I walked further and heard something. Panting. "huh?" I walked faster because I think it's the sick guy, but when I come nearer my eyes gotten big, "it's" he's.. "it's pretty face!" I pointed at Tsu-kun with a shock and ran towards him(yes tsu-kun still). "Are you alright?!" I can hear his deep breath and his burning with fever. I carried him with all my stuff and asked "where is your room?" He pointed somewhere and I bet he did not recognize me. I went to the room and put him to his bed, took his temperature and hurriedly treated his sick self.

 

Now, while his forehead is covered with a towel, as well as his back, I waited for him to wake, I can't treat a man without knowing what's going on. I stare at him.. 'Such a pretty face when sleeping, he looks like an angel rather than the boring Tsu-kun at school..' I pinched his cheeks a little and said "pretty face, wake up".

[gin]

Such big hands and warm existence, I bet it's Takeda coz' I doubt Yuuma could carry me like this. I can't see him clearly--he looks so static in my eyes. All I could utter albeit having this delirious state was a broken thank you.

 

I regained my full consciousness upon arriving at my room. I had no plans of taking the cold towel above my head until I heard a familiar voice. Well the pinching brought me back to reality, but he's Higashi. What is he doing in my residence?! Or is this another lucid hallucinations of mine. This fever really loathes me to the extent of letting me see the person whom I hated to see. Despite the turn of events, I rubbed my eyes just to see if it's real or not. I even touched his lap. Unfortunately, he's real. "W--what a--re- yo--u do--ing here?" I said weakly while staring at him. Damn! I don't want to look so vulnerable in front of this cheeky brat.

 

[rainbowman]

"don't say anything nor move a bit, you are suffering from a severe illness.. called.." I went near Tsu-kun and said "..lack of ---" and flicked his forehead. I teased him with a serious face, but I really have to pay attention to this.

 

I went back to my cool and told you to "open your mouth" because my objective is to let you drink water. "you seem dehydrated.." I helped you sit a little and waited for you to calm yourself, you look pretty much trembling for seeing me here "you scared of me, Tsu-kun?" meh I'm still teasing you, though I know I shouldn't, but damn I want to attack you now, you look so weak like a kitty in a rain *smirks* really.. How long should I suffer as well.

 

Going back to my senses I will start asking you questions now.. "What is your problem?" I know you know me already, so I didn't introduce myself to you. Though I forgot to say your family's Doctor is sick, maybe I should wait for you to ask me first.

[gin]

He really treats me like a plaything. All I could do was glare at him. If looks could kill, really. Your days are numbered Higashi! Once I'm healed I'm gonna kick your ass. I wish Yuuma should arrive. "Now your asking me what's my problem?! Great!" I sarcastically said. I silently prayed that my strength would just go back, I badly want to punch the guy.

 

"You should leave." I said to him in a cold tone. Forget about the doctor, I'm going to rest. This is just making things worse.

[rainbowman]

Pfft. "If you're not gonna answer me properly, I might as well treat you like my other patients" poker face here. "just tell me the hell is wrong with you, I promise not to touch you, got it?" I'm freaking serious here! If only you knew how much I've been holding back to attack you in your condition! Damn this guy, I'm sweating.

 

"I'm not leaving, I promised my uncle to treat you, and I won't leave unless I do so" I'm putting all my stuffs in order, I wrote in my paper chart your attitude, 'might be one reason why you're ill' - in a sarcastic way I said that to myself.

[gin]

So he was the substitute for his uncle?! Now that makes sense. I stared at him. How am I supposed to know what's wrong with me!? You're the one who's expert in this field, not me! Like hell I'll say that. I rubbed my chin just to think of some sort of reasons as to why it ended up like this. I should answer him or else I might get molested at this instant.

 

"Let's see---I've been working late hours and can't sleep well. All food taste so awful. I feel like vomiting anytime. And there's this headache that splits my head into two. " I recalled everything. Damn I wanted to smoke. It will probably cure my stressed mind compared to talking with him. I reached the cabinet, a ruler apart, and grabbed a cigarette. Haven't I told you, I'm a chain smoker too, but let's forget about that.

[rainbowman]

My my, what a stubborn guy you are. I took your cig even before you lit it and started speaking "Vomitting, headaches, stress, problems eating" I made a conclusion "hmm, you pregnant?" I looked at you as if I wasn't joking. I can see you glare, to be honest I feel overwhelmed when you are angry at me, like a kid that's easily poured with madness.

 

Serious now, I said "you're having tremendous headaches, you're working too much" I took out a pill and filled a cup with water "over fatigue is a common sickness for those who are ill-tempered like you" saying things seriously, yes, seriously I want you to think about your attitude sometimes. Giving you the pill I said "drink this, and plenty of water, take plenty of rest and dont do much" I went to your cabinet and took the box of cigarette, and oh, it's not one, but many of them, I took them all "NO SMOKING" I said. "this is strictly said by your doctor now"

 

I penned the names of the medicines to be bought, and I said "i'll check up on you everyday" I dont really have to, but, I'm worried to you know, plus, if you'd be absent my day would probably suck. "don't disregard what I just said, rest, sleep, drink water, and eat healthy" I aim to go out "tell your servant to buy you those medicines I will be back tomorrow". Oh I came back and kissed your forehead "see ya, Tsu-kun" in a cute tone.

 

Seriously, I should've just attacked you. I keep on saying that. Because the hell. THE HELL. Why did I hold back.

[gin]

"I doubt that this isn't lethal," I eyed at the pill badly, like it was some kind of a poison. I don't mean to create suspicions. Words coming from this guy, how should I say it, does not convince me at all. "Oi, give them back---" I grunted while reaching for my 'elixir of life'-- the cigarette of course. But I couldn't stand, oh well, I'll just buy another one.

 

Though we changed positions, most likely him doing the scolding while me on the other side receiving. But I gotta admit, he's right, I should take some rest. Yet, I wouldn't admit that ill-mannered part, I'm a good guy, right?

 

And here he goes kissing my forehead. Am I your child or shit!? I rubbed my forehead vehemently. This guy had some serious problem in his head, might as well check himself first. "Oh please, I'm afraid I'm troubling you. It's better that you won't be always checking my condition," I tried to look worried. --Don't step foot in here, ever again!! Disintegrate, you fool! I wish I could speak what's on my mind right now.

 

"Oh Takeda-san, would you please escort our 'kind' guest on his way home and arranged the bills afterwards." As Takeda appeared outside the sliding door. "And oh could you please come closer," I smiled at Takeda as he drew his head closer. "Buy me a pack of cigarettes afterwards---" I whispered to him, keeping that nosy brat away from prying.

[rainbowman]

I pulled myself back and put my hands up holding the cigarette boxes. Hahahaha I can't stop laughing inside my head, he's so so.. Mehehe "no cig for you, pretty face" I said as I opened the door.

 

I know exactly what you're plotting. As me and this Takeda-servant came with me outside, I warned him "follow my instructions please, do not buy your master some cigarettes, or he'll be lying down his bed much longer". Takeda then nodded to me, though I doubt the fact that he did not buy any cig for his master. Well, whatever that guy says, I have made a promise, and partially it's part of my pleasures as well *evil laugh*

 

As I stayed out his house, I really am thinking what to do, should I report back to my uncle, or stay here, ormaybe go to the bar. Hmm right, I'll peek in the bar for a little while then go back here. Go.. back. Damn it. Why am I worried with this pretty face.. 'pretty face' the moment I thought of the name, sudden flash backs of his weak self, damn it, I will definitely come back tomorrow.

 

I'm at the bar now, they all seem happy, blank face pasted on me, I was about to go out again when Rufus stopped me "yoooo, you not gettin in?" he asked. I shook my head and said "I'm tired, I'm goin home" and left him there. I can see, he's curious what's up. Even if he ask I dont really know what to answer.

 

I'll just check on Tsu-kun's pretty face tomorrow, and if he acts like a child again I will defenitely not stop myself from attacking my prey.

[gin]

As I heard his final message outside the door. --no cig for you, pretty face. "Fuck off!" I couldn't help but curse him. Now I could feel that Takeda's slowly betraying me. Damn! I'm the one who pays your check so you should be following my orders, not his!

 

"Occhan, gomen!!" Yuuma rushed into my room without further delay. Hugging me tightly, one of these days, I might be killed by her. "Ca--n't br--breat--he-" I pleaded, tapping her back. She apologized and removed her hand away from me. "It's past nine and where in the world have you been, young lady?" I raised my right brow. *cough *cough *cough. "I'm so sorry occhan. You're so sick yet ---I.. I accompanied my new friends at the karaoke shop and we hadn't noticed that it's late." She said trying to hold her tears while covering my lower body with a blanket.

 

"Kay--kay don't act so guilty, I believe in you. But next time, ask your mom's permission or mine's." I worriedly patted her head. This child in front of me is so precious to my sister and same goes for me. If something's going to happen to her, then i'll----

 

She tried to nurse me back to health but my fever didn't really subsided, just a few degrees deduction. "You should sleep. Nee-chan will scold me if you'll be sick too. Now go to your room." She wanted to stay but in the end, I persuaded her. I tried to close my eyes. "God, Buddha, Allah---Zeus? Please help me sleep." I have tons of work to do tomorrow, sick or not, i'll have to resume it.

[rainbowman]

*Next Day at the infirmary*

 

I'm a busy ass today, really, because yesterday my work was interrupted by pretty face's sick personali- heh not really, he's just sick. Still at the phone calling some student's parents my phone rang.

 

"Hello?" I answered

"dude, y'alright?" Rufus

"yea, am busy, talk to ya later" then I hang up

 

The head nurse couldnt believe it herself, but I'm really looking forward to finishing everything today. So that I don't have to worry about anything later and just go to Tsu-kun's house.

 

There was a letter in the records, saying I have to report to the Chairman as well, not really 'me' though, but the head nurse gave me the job. So I went to his office, knocked plenty of times but noone seem to be inside. I tried to open the door but it's locked. 'hmm, he must not be here' I assume.

 

Later on, I went into class and studied the hell subject. It was pretty easy since I'm smart *winks* haha but really.. It really was easy. Some people noticed the 'sudden change' about me, I didn't though, all I'm thinking about is finishing the day and going to Tsu-kun's house. How is he anyway? Is he resting? I bet not. He's pretty much stubborn himself. But I still wonder.

 

As I walk in the corridors thinking about pretty face, I bumped into someone.

 

"aw~ s-sorry!" a girl, freshman? Her face seems new to me. Dropping some of the books she's holding.

"ah! Sorry, are you okay?" I asked while helping her pick the books up.

"a-ah yes.. yes yes.. I'm okay, sorry I wasn't looking, I'm in a hurry" she said

"oh, those books seem to be heavy, let me help you" I carried the books for her

 

We walked going to her classroom, and everyone was looking at us murmuring.. Suddenly someone said "Yuu-chan! Get away from that guy!" a sophomore said, currently inspecting classrooms at the moment. She looked at me with curious eyes, and I just said "maybe you should stay away from me" I smiled while scratching my head like 'oh well..'

 

Ahhh... "yuu-chan" saying to myself, going back to the infirmary. I gave the head nurse back the report, telling her the chairman isn't around, he maybe sick or something. Speaking of sick, I am going to think about pretty face again, tsk, I wish my day is done.

[gin]

"But young master, the doctor told you to rest!!!" Takeda complained. "Zip it, Takeda. And he's not a doctor, he's a quack." Hah, I walked away from the room and grabbed my bag. I'm going to school and there's no one who can stop me. I could still hear Takeda's worried voice. "The rest was over, it's time for work. I'm fine and you need not to escort me." I planned on taking the Shinkansen so I could go to school immediately. I'm fine, and I assure it. See, it's really one night rest and everything's patched up. All that's left to do-- is that I don't overexert myself.

 

I arrived at school on time. I'll be skipping the whole day and inform my teacher regarding the absence. I didn't went to the chairman's office, instead, I headed at the shaded grassy area. Grabbing my cellphone, I scratched my head--this'll be busy. " I need the Sales turnover to be delivered by evening," I instructed on the man behind the line. "It's no good shacho** the shareholders wanted your presence." he said. I scratched my head, "k i'll go, send me the details." I then hung up.

 

Wondering why it's chairman earlier and then president now? To clear things up lets just say our parents left us the company that they worked hard to create: the company, a construction one, goes to my sister while the school goes to me. Unfortunately, my sister revoked all her rights for owning the company, for a sole reason of wanting to focus on her family. In the end, I handled the both of them. Clearly, it's driving me nuts. Though Nee-chan helps a little, this help is really not that sufficient. They say wealth makes your life easy but for me, it's a curse. I can't even have my own recreation! But I can't leave the both of them since they came from the blood and sweat of my parents, such a dilemma it is. So that explains the stuff as to why I can't rest just for a day. There're workers whose daily lives depends on me, one wrong move and they'll end up jobless.

 

"ah damn it---" I said to myself while leaning on the wall. Add one more problem, and I'll probably explode.

 

 

 

 

 

 

*bullet train , **president

[rainbowman]

Calling more parents I'm having a headache on my own. I took a pill and drank it, I can't let myself down this day, I was never this busy, really, it's affecting my current body system. But well, I'm used to headaches, if we're talking about hangovers, I remember throwing up inside the classroom, hahahaha memories..

 

I stared outside for 5 seconds.. 1.... 2.... 3.... 4.... 5.... Nothing's in my head now. Heh I needed that, spacing out I mean. I turned back to the phone, and then another patient, injured again from track racing, then another one. The head nurse poked my back saying "Neji, we ran out of pain killers in the cabinet, go to the main clinic and get some."

 

"meeeh, I'm busy with a sexy girl here" I smiled and the girl blushed..

"hah so you're back to normal eh?" the head nurse replied

"heh, the fu--" I said without continuing the last word and stood up after putting ointments to the girl's knee.

 

See, we do have 2 clinics in school. But the other one is like a stock room for medicines. It's the old infirmary and the one I'm staying is the primary one. When I walked out I saw a glimpsed of someone lying on the grass. The hell who is that? Is he okay? I walked nearer and .. what the..

 

"Hey you! Pretty face! What are you doing here?!" I was not supposed to be surprised by that, but well, I need to scold this stubborn patient of mine.

"I TOLD YOU TO REST DIDN'T I????" I asked as I stare mad at him.

 

Damn this guy just dont listen..

[gin]

"I'm resting you know, see?" I touched the grass freely. I was really looking retarded in front of him. It's like I'm a different character. And why on earth I'm not angry at him? Maybe I'm starting to get used of his annoying existence. "And what's with the loud voice? It's not like you're my mom for scolding me like that." Talk about ages apart! Imagine an eighteen years old boy scold a twenty-eight years old guy. I rolled at the side where I can't see his face. Recently, I talked a lot and I wonder why. Accidentally, a pack of cigarettes dropped from my side-pocket.

 

"Ah, what is it doing there? " I feigned innocence and placed it back inside my pocket. "So the weather's bit nice---" I yawned trying to change the subject. Higashi on the other hand was trying to hold his anger. See, it's what you call payback man, payback.

[rainbowman]

Is he trying to manipulate me this time? No way. He will never fool me with this. But he's acting kind of weird. He must be really ill. I chuckled a bit with the presence of my anger hidden inside of me. Honestly, why am I even mad, shouldn't I be taking advantage of this moment and punish him? Heh, I should really do, don't I?

 

"The hell, you actually think I'll believe you?" I said as he try to seduce me, is he? well, for me, he is. I continued on my talk "I'm your current doctor, Tsu-kun and if you're not gonna obey me, I will definitely not give you a candy." My head starts to hurt but I still continue talking "Do you even take your pills??" What the hell is wrong with me?? it even worsen when I saw the cigarette box fell out of his pocket.

 

And because of my tiring day, I took it and lay beside him, a little near him though "seriously" I took one cig and lit it, "Man.. Seriously." As I stay laid beside with with my serious face, I forgot about my task to go get some pills in the main clinic.

[gin]

Nice try, young man. So you chose not to get aggravated, huh. As I watch him lighting the cigarette, I stared at the school grounds. So peaceful, as I heard the birds chirping above the trees and the slow clattering of the students inside their respective rooms. Even if this' just a minute rest, as long as I'm in this place, I feel so refreshed. You think I would smoke together with you? I didn't but I just stared at the vast sky.

 

As I came to my senses, I stared at my wristwatch. It's almost afternoon and I saw Takeda approaching the both of us. I forgot about the meeting that'll commence at 1 o' clock. "I gotta go---and thanks for the cure" I murmured to myself. I can't believe I'm thanking this guy. You didn't know but I took the medicines you prescribed, I was a good man, really.

 

I followed Takeda and went inside the car. "Master, please don't work so much---" he said while escorting me inside the vehicle. "I'm afraid I couldn't do that." I smiled at him trying to wipe the worry out of his face.

[rainbowman]

'wow. He's not even stopping me from smoking. He really is sick hahaha' I laughed to my head thinking that I'm currently smoking beside the school rep, though he did smoke the other day. I'm too lazy to scold him more now, and I'm kind of liking this place, it's peaceful here isn't it, why didn't I think of this area before. I held the pack of cig beside me and enjoyed every hit I make.

 

Slowly opening and slowly closing my eyes, I feel like I'm lying on the cloud. Fresh air is the best. I heard Tsu-kun say something .. "What?" I didn't hear much though "where are you going?" he stood up and there I saw the Takeda-servant he had, I made a look at that Takeda as if I'm asking if Tsu-kun's taking his pills. and I'm glad to see that Takeda nodded saying 'yes he did' with a smile. Nice. He needed it anyway or esle he can't do anything.

 

But.. Wait! "wait! Tsu-kun!" I followed him fast and when I was about to say anything I heard Takeda saying things about work. He went in his car and suddenly, it puzzled me. 'where is he going? Doesnt he have classes today?' My curiousity increases while staring at the fading away car of his. 'should I follow him? or..' wait. I don't even have a car *bumps head on the wall* What the, how am I supposed to follow that.

 

Nevermind. I shook my head thinking, that I should just visit him later, because I have to check him up, oresle I'm dead, my uncle will kill me.

 

I came to the main clinic, yes, I remembered, got some pain killers, and I took some more for my own, and took some more pills for Tsu-ku- what? He has his prescriptions! Why am I taking all this? I put back some of the meds and went off to the infirmary. Damn it, I even am trying so hard to hide Tsu-kun's pack of cig in my pocket, if this is seen by the head nurse, I'm dead. I do smoke but I was never seen.

[gin]

"That kid's quite interesting." Takeda said while driving. Interesting? In what way? I stared at the mirror that reflected his gaze. "I don't know bout' that but he pose some problems." I said while putting my palm on the face. Ah he really is worth my worry, a womanizer, a slacker----name it, he has it.

 

I arrived at the main building and headed to the highest floor. We started early, and the secretary tried to talk about company stuff. "Next slide," I said to him, this is really boring. I even caught myself not listening to his report. --I just need the financial statements, can I just damn get out? My head hurts... I badly want to announce that in front of them but the atmosphere's serious. For four hours of talking and listening, at last, the meeting's adjourned. All that's left to do, signing the papers.

 

"I'll be going then," I said while rushing at the hallway. "But, president, won't you stop by at your office? You still have work to do." My secretary followed me. "Damn, I'm not feeling well. Ah! how about I continue it at home," I said to him while he was left with no choice but to approve. We boarded the car, he's going with me since he knows my schedule well. "President, you have a dinner with Mr. Ketayama at 7 o' clock, I think you should atten----" "Cancel it," I interrupted, I can't go to some places in this condition. The secretary just started calling the guy whom I am supposed to dine with.

 

We arrived home, with my secretary tailing me. Then down to my office room with him again, I can't blame him since there's really tons of work piling up. I've been walking more this day and I'm completely exhausted. I continued signing the papers there.

[rainbowman]

My busy day is done, 'yay?' no, not done, damn it. I'm quite tired for today, and I still have to visit Tsu-kun's place for a check up, is he even home right now? But he left hours ago, tsk this guy gives me bunch of headaches as a patient. I stood up and told the head nurse I'd take my leave, she then nodded and pointed her mouth towards the records 'iish, these again, the Chairman isn't here anyway' I took it and left without a word.

 

I pulled out the box of cigarette in my pocket and lit another one, this is like, my sixth smoke for today, I might finish the whole pack if this tiresome course continues. As I carried on walking, considering how stressful my day is, I thought of where I should head after checking in Tsu-kun's home, 'ahh I'll play with my angels tonight at the bar, maybe' I said to myself. But at this moment my target is to tame this hard-headed pretty face until all is well. That would be well for me too.

 

After some time of walking.. Why did I choose to walk? I wasn't thinking, was I? My feet has arrived infront of Tsu-kun's house, another 'yay' maybe? To be honest, I felt excited all of a sudden, just a little while back he seemed pretty cute, giving all those excuses like a kid, and letting me scold him for once. 'heh' I chuckled to myself I took out my chart again, I penned his attitude with a word 'cute' in it. yes, I said 'cute'. I then pressed the doorbell button with my face smiling with sarcasm. 'is he home?' asking myself again while waiting for someone to answer the door.

[gin]

Sign this, sign that. If I could just throw this papers to the trash can then I'll be having a good time resting. My secretary wanted my rest but his top priority was work. And why are they crowding in here? Takeda and him since earlier was eyeing at me? Are they that cautious about my condition? Many questions were given but little were answered.

 

"Thanks," As Takeda poured me some coffee while handing me the pill. "Cancel the giving of stocks to unauthorized persons---I'm not signing this," I handed some papers to the secretary as he nodded in agreement. The doorbell ranged, I ordered Takeda to see who it was. It was probably that cheeky brat doing his health visit.

 

"The sales increased by twenty-six percent. All is good for now, President. But you should really communicate with your clients more. We can't afford to give them excuses like the president's busy or sick. It'll be the downfall of your company if you let these things continue. And please stop fooling around in school--. " My secretary advised me while I stared at him sipping coffee. "Psh, I'll heed to your earlier advises but for the last one, I think I'll decline. " I said to him while lighting a cigarette. Oh, I was supposed to be prohibited using this but oh well. Secretary-kun just sighed and continued tapping his laptop in front of the office table. On the other hand, I was looking at the peaceful garden in front of my room.

[rainbowman]

The door opened "welcome" Takeda-servant said. I'm fond of calling him Takeda-'servent' heh. I stepped in and asked him few questions.

 

"is he drinking his pills?" I asked

"yes" he answered

"does he rest properly?" I'm more confident in Takeda's answer instead of Tsu-kun's, he will lie to me for sure.

"he did have his rest" he did huh.. but not properly I guess..

"is he still smoking?"

"..." pfft. Okay, no answer, means one thing, that's the rule he keeps on breaking.

 

I sighed... A big one.. "HAIIII" Takeda-servant made me sit on the sofa "please wait here" he will be calling his master now. I sat down at the sofa like a boss, heh, the house is big, I feel like it's mine. Strangely, it seems quiet, what's a big house for if you're living alone with a servant. Boring life indeed. Maybe that's why pretty face keeps on working. I'll just ask him later.

 

I kept my butt pasted on the sofa, as I space out from the bigness of Tsu-kun's house. I listed the facts from Takeda-servant's answers in my chart again, and now, I shall wait for my patient.