(Private RP) Another World <<syaoran-puu & Kotorichan>>

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries let out a shaky breath, trying to hold back his tears. "thank you..." He repeated.

He rested his cheek against the man's chest, closing his eyes and relaxing. "I wish you could stay overnight..." He murmured. "I know you can't..." He sighed softly. "If you don't mind staying until I fall asleep that would be nice..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn smiled, nuzzling him carefully. “You definitely don’t need to thank me, Ceries.”

 

He nodded, kissing his cheek. “The most I can offer is staying until the early hours. The fact Nivair is..... well they know.... means my original concern isn’t there, but I don’t want the others to notice anything out of place. I’ll need to wash well to remove the scent of sex.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I understand... I just wish we didn't have to hide..." Ceries murmured. He knew there wasn't any way they could openly be in a relationship... Even if it was acceptable for him to take a lover outside of his marriage, it couldn't be Vaughn.

"Would you like to take a bath together..?" He asked softly, looking up at the man. "Then you wont have to worry about anyone noticing something when they bring up my dinner..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn nodded, “me too.” Maybe Nivair would have some ideas about that? Did he dare talk to the other about it?

 

“Yeah?” He smiled. “I’d love to.” He realised he hadn’t mentioned something, “I asked them to bring us two plates. Two to the other Prince and one for Brenton. I hoped it would go unnoticed... that maybe we could eat together?” He offered carefully, praying Ceries wouldn’t be mad.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"Ah... That sounds perfect." Ceries perked up at the idea. He loved having little moments together where they could relax and aft as equals. "Thank you..." He blushed softly and nuzzled the man for a moment before pulling away and sitting up.

"Let's go take a bath then..." He smiled at Vaughn. "Even if you can't stay through the night, we can still spend the evening together..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn nodded. No Brenton. Just them today.

 

Following him out of the bed he smiled and walked to the bathroom. “Sounds perfect.”

 

Vaughn automatically set about starting the bath. He found his mind wandering Fluffy and Ceries, their differences, how the my acted and spoke. Two different beings in one body.

 

He added some scents to help block out the sex and then swirled them around. “Warm or hot?”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries's legs were a bit shaky as he made his way to the bathroom, his cheeks flushing as he felt Vaughn's cum dribbling down his legs.

"I think just warm, if you don't mind..." Ceries murmured, sitting down on the edge of the tub as he waited.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn looked over, spotting the slow walk. Had he been too rough?

 

“Sure thing.” He reared the water, turning it off before sliding in and parting his legs to make room for the other man. “Come here. Let me take care of you.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries blushed deeply before climbing into the water, snuggling up to the man's chest. "Thank you..." He murmured, half closing his eyes.

He hesitated for a moment. "It still feels a bit strange to be naked around you..." He admitted. "I've been embarrassed of my body for so many years..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“Embarrassed by it?” That surprised him, “but why? You’re so beautiful.” He said honestly.

 

As a shifter he didn’t have much mind to nudity, it was necessary for shifting without getting wrapped or stuck in clothing.

 

“You don’t need to be embarrassed around me. Hopefully in time you’ll figure that out.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"When we were younger I was always jealous of you... You got so muscular and handsome and I just stayed skinny..." Ceries squirmed. "I didn't want to let you see me because I thought you'd laugh..."

"I still feel embarrassed when you see me..." He pulled his knees up to his chest. "I know you won't make fun of me but I still wish I was actually handsome..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn smiled at that. Ceries liked his body then, “were just built differently. I’ve always envied your ability to fly. I can run but I can do that. You’re amazing in my eyes.” He said simply.

 

Wrapping his arms around him he rested his head on his shoulder. “Ceries? You’re beyond handsome. You’re gorgeous and perfect. The envy of everyone. You’re so delicate and pretty. And the way you blush or your ear feathers twitch? Oh it’s gorgeous!”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries blushed deeply and leaned back into the man's chest. "I know... Father had to explain to me once that our kind can't become muscular the way you are..."

His face grew even more red at the compliments, his feathers fluffing up. "V-Vaughn..." He whimpered, hiding his face against his knees. "I'm not..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“Did you ask him specifically about me? Or just a general why can’t I have muscles?” He wondered curiously.

 

Vaughn couldn’t help but chuckled, nuzzling him tenderly. “Oh shh! You might not believe it about yourself but that doesn’t mean it’s not true to others. To me.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I asked about you specifically..." Ceries murmured. "I think I asked what I had to do to look like you and he said that I couldn't..."

 

He glanced up at the man, his face still red. "You're just saying that to be nice..." He hesitated for a moment before nuzzling into the man. "Thank you though..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“When was this?” He smirked. He remembered a time the king had been a little strange around him but it hadn’t lasted long.

 

He shook his head, leaning down to kiss him. “Not just saying it. I mean it.” He winked.

 

Grabbing the cloth he started to wash them both.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I think I was about 13..." Ceries said. "After that I really tried to avoid being undressed around anyone..."

He blushed and leaned up into the kiss. He let out a soft whimper at the feeling of Vaughn's hands on his body, hoping he wouldn't react to the touches.

He paused for a moment as a thought crossed his mind. "Do you think father would be disappointed in me..?" He asked quietly. "For wanting to be with you even though it could cause problems..?"

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“A pity. You are beautiful Ceries.” He would say it every day until he believed him!

 

Thirteen? The king had gone a little funny towards him then. Was this why?

 

His smile softened. “He would be proud of you no matter what.” He meant it. “I think he’d be disappointed I didn’t protect you better though.” Vaughn couldn’t change that now. Brenton was in too deep.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries blinked back tears, he missed his father so much... "Thank you..." He murmured. "I just... I really want to be the kind of person he would be proud of..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“You are, Ceries.” He smiled softly. Tenderly Vaughn wiped away the tears.

 

“He loved you. He loves you. He only ever wanted you to be happy, Ceries.” He smiled shyly. That was what he wanted too.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries nuzzled into his hand, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. "T-thank you Vaughn..."

He wished that he had any hope that he would actually be happy... Brenton had ruined that hope. He turned slightly so he was sitting sideways on Vaughn's lap and rested his head against the man's chest. "I love you Vaughn..." He said softly.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“I know you do.” He nuzzled him, kissing him, holding him. “I love you too. We’ll figure this out together. We’ll find a way forward.”

 

Vaughn didn’t think it was completely hopeless! “You should talk to your friend tomorrow. Go for a walk? It might help you recenter a little?”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"Thank you..." Ceries breathed, relaxing into the man's chest. "I don't know what I would do if you weren't here..."

"That would be nice... I'll have to be careful not to let myself fall behind on work though..." He sighed. "It feels like there's always so much to do..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“There’s nothing really to do. Not really. You’ve done so much already. Just enjoy your friend. He’ll be gone before you know it....” he offered carefully. “Though this means he’ll be present for your coronation now...” he winked.

 

“You need a balance. Your father knew that. There’s always going to be more to do. But sometimes? You have to stop and care for yourself a little too.” He started to wash Ceries more intimate places. Moving a finger carefully inside to clean out his cum.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I know... It's just hard... I don't want to relax too much incase I miss something... People could suffer if I don't work hard enough..." Ceries blushed deeply as Vaughn's hands moved lower on his body.

"V-Vaughn..." He moaned softly, his face bright red. He turned his head to hide his face in Vaughn's chest, afraid that his body would react to being touched.