(Private RP) Another World <<syaoran-puu & Kotorichan>>

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries shook his head. "You don't have to stop training... I don't worry about it as much during the day..." He snuggled closer. "It's really just at night when I get scared... I sometimes wake up thinking I heard something and I get scared that someone is outside my window..." He frowned deeply. "I'll be alright... I don't want to trouble you."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“And you’ve never told me?” He frowned. “If you don’t feel safe I need to know. Okay?” Vaughn hated that he’d let the Prince down in any way!

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries flattened his feathers and looked away. "I'm sorry... I felt silly for being so scared over nothing and I didn't want to bother you." He looked up at the man, clearly worried. "Are you angry with me?"

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“Never. I am mad at myself for letting you down and not realising I was.” Vaughn admits. He stood and moved the now empty plates before returning and pulling him onto his lap. “I just want you safe, secure and happy.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries's eyes widened at the man's words, it hurt more to know that Vaughn was blaming himself. He snuggled into his chest, burying his face in his shoulder. "It's not your fault... I should have told you right away..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn held the man. “What’s done is done. I will ensure not to be lacking again.” He promised, kissing his hair a moment.

 

I have to be better for him.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries closed his eyes and let out a soft sigh. "I promise to tell you if I'm worrying about anything else..." He murmured. "I know it's silly but I don't like to add to your stress... I guess I'm letting my feelings interfere with my duties..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“You’re trying to protect me too. I get it. It’s a nice thought.... but...” I need you to tell me. I need you to be honest. “Don’t hide it from me. Okay?” Vaughn hummed softly.

 

“I’ll let you in on a little secret,” he smirked. “Even your dad relied on others. No matter how strong or weak you think you are, you need others. The people love you. You have support. Let me help you too. It doesn’t mean you’re weak for accepting help. No one can do it alone.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I won't... I'm sorry..." Ceries nuzzled his neck.

He blushed softly and looked up at the man. "I... I know he had to rely on others... I just feel like I have to rely on everyone too much..." He frowned and looked away. "And it feels like I don't deserve anyone's love..." He admitted. "I haven't earned it."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“You do warm it. Every day you go to work. Every day you make a decision for them.” Like marrying Brenton.... “you are just as worthy Ceries.”

 

Vaughn didn’t like the negative talk! He wanted Ceries to have faith in himself!

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries blushed softly and nuzzled his neck, closing his eyes again. "Thank you..." He relaxed into his touch. "I'm exhausted... But I don't want to sleep." He sighed. "Because I know you won't be here when I wake up..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn nuzzled him at that and looked to door. “Maybe if you lock it? Maybe I can sneak out after waking you up?” Why was he agreeing to this? He was going to get them both in trouble! Well, not so much Ceries for the same reasons....

[Guest Kotorichan]

If someone catches you then maybe we can say that I wanted you by my side after exhausting my magic..." Ceries thought outloud. He knew it was a risk... He should really just let Vaughn leave... But he didn't want to be left alone.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“If I’m caught. Maybe I just don’t say anything?” Vaughn didn’t want to belittle the Prince! He’d rather say that Vaughn slept on the floor because he was scared of Brenton’s little tantrum than blame it on Ceries!

 

“I’ll stay.” He decided. Vaughn knew that the danger of being caught increased each time but he couldn’t help himself!

 

He stroked the others wing a moment. “I love having you in my arms.” Vaughn admitted before adding, “you’re so warm.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"If you don't say anything then couldn't that cause you problems?" Ceries asked softly. "I was the one who asked you stay... I don't want to cause you any problems..."

He blushed at the man's touch and nuzzled close. "I love it when you hold me..." He murmured. "I feel so safe and loved."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“Let me worry about it. If I need to say something I’ll say I insisted so I could keep you safe.... and that I slept on the floor as a cat. No one has to know differently.” Vaughn shrugged. Hopefully they could time it so no one knew he was even in here!

 

“Good. Then I’m doing my job right.” He grinned, nuzzling him. “You are safe with me. I would never intentionally abandon or hurt you.”

 

He nuzzled the Prince a moment, “anything else you need before we sleep? Any... eh.... objections if I take some clothes off to get comfortable? I don’t have to get naked...”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"Okay... If you're sure..." Ceries sighed, he wished he could protect the man but he knew that wasn't his place.

"I know." He nuzzled closer to the man. "Thank you..."

His cheeks flushed softly at the man's question. "Ah... Of course... He snuggled closer. "Whatever makes you comfortable. Make sure to lock the door though, just in case..."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn smiled and got up. He locked the door before stripping off. Folding his clothing and leaving them on the chair.

 

He was naked, but not after more than sleep. Climbing into bed, he touched Ceries cheek. “Are you comfortable?”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries blushed deeply and couldn't help but look away as the man undressed. He could feel a hint of excitement bubbling in his chest. If he wasn't so exhausted then he knew he would want to be touched again.

He nuzzled into Vaughn's touch, his face bright red. "I'm okay..." He murmured.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaughn chuckled, “you’re all red? Are you really okay?” He laughed. Kissing each cheek and pulling him into his arms.

 

This felt comfortable and right.

Ceries belonged in his arms.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries fluffed his wings up at the man's words. "I'm alright... I just need a moment."

He smiled shyly and snuggled into his chest, relaxing at the man's touch. "Mm... So warm..." He cooed.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“Sorry.” He smirked. “I won’t mention it.” Vaughn winked. I’ll just enjoy it.

 

He stroked the man’s wings and closed his eyes. “I love you.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries blushed and wrapped his arms around the man. "I love you too..." He leaned up and pressed a light kiss to the man's lips. "Goodnight Vaughn..."

He closed his eyes and fully relaxed against the man's chest, almost immediately falling asleep.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Vaugh wasn’t far behind him. It felt warm and contenting and comfortable to be with Ceries so easily and naturally like this.

 

He was woken the next day by the sound of the door, a rough knock, a try of the handle and a grunt. “Fluffy. Let me in!” A tired Brenton spoke to the door frame.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Ceries awoke with a start at the sound of Brenton's voice. He immediately felt himself slipping at the sound of the order. For a moment he tried to fight it until he remembered what Vaughn had said. He looked at the man with a pained expression. "Should I... Let go?" He asked softly, needing some reassurance.