(Private RP) Master Bound <<syaoran-puu and Kotorichan>>

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I'll tighten it a bit, tell me if it hurts too much though." Veryn undid Sebastian's pants and gently tightened the ribbon just a bit.

He smiled and leaned into the kiss as he fixed the man's pants.

He paused for a moment, clearly a bit worried about what Sebastian might want to tell him. "If it's something about my father then it might upset me..." He admitted. "But I won't be upset with you, no matter what."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Sebastian whimpered at the touch but didn’t fight it. Done he started to redo his trousers.

 

It didn’t take a mind reader to sense how uncertain Veryn was.... Maybe I shouldn’t say it? and yet, he realised, It’s too late.

 

He looked up at him. “There was a time.... I had imagined things might be similar to this with your father.” He covered Veryn’s mouth so he would let him finish. Let me finish. He pleaded. “There was a time I wished your father would just kill me or die already so I’d be free....” he shrugged. “But.... I’m glad I survived and got to meet you.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Veryn frowned deeply at the mention of his father, but didn't interupt him. He hesitated for a moment before gently kissing the man's hand. He pulled Sebastian into a tight hug, nuzzling his neck. For a few moments he just stayed silent, finally he moved the man's hand from his mouth.

"I'm sorry... It makes me so angry to think that my own father hurt you so badly... I want to spend the rest of my life helping you heal from those wounds..." He nuzzled his neck. "I love you Sebastian. I'm so glad you survived too... I want to make sure you never feel like that again."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Sebastian relaxed a little at the tight hug. Not just rejecting me then? Good to know. He nuzzled him. Humming gently.

 

He blushed with each new word Veryn spoke.

 

He swallowed. Eyes wet with tears. Sebastian rarely cried. It had proved pointless. “Sometimes I fear you’re a dream or this is a trap.” He buried his face into the man. “Especially.... especially since.... I....” I think I love you too. “and that’s scarier than anything else you could do.” He blushed. Waiting.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Veryn held him close, lightly rubbing his back. "If I were to ever become the kind of man who would purposefully hurt you like that... I want you to smother me to death in my sleep." His voice was soft but serious, even surprising himself.

He smiled at the confession and gave him a light squeeze. "You have no idea how happy that makes me..." He lifted Sebastian's chin and caught his lips in a gentle kiss.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Sebastian blinked and looked up at him only to frown. “I could never hurt you....” he knew it was true all the way to his bones.

 

He kissed him. Losing himself to the moment and to this man.

 

Against his lips he spoke. “I’m glad you’re happy.”

 

He chuckled. “It seems my plan to trap and entice you with my body has backfired.” Seb joked.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"Even if I became as bad as my father?" Veryn frowned slightly at the idea. He didn't want to become someone who would hurt Sebastian... No matter what.

"I'm glad that you're happy too... At least happier than you were." He chuckled softly.

"Oh? I think it worked perfectly." He kissed his forehead. "I don't think I would have stayed if you hadn't been so convincing."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Sebastian knew the truth, I never raised a hand against your father in over a hundred and fifty years of torment. So I wouldn’t hurt you either. Seb knew it would hurt more this time. Eat at him more. Maybe even finally destroy him.

 

He chuckled. “You make it sound so dire.” Sebastian touched his cheek.

 

He laughed again, “yay for me. I convinced a lord to keep his fortune.” Seb winked.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"You wouldn't do it even if I ordered you to?" Veryn gently raised Sebastian's chin to look at him. "I would rather die than become the kind of person who would do that sort of thing to you... You said a couple times that you're worried about this life corrupting me. If it does then I want you to be free."

He smiled at his next words. "You convinced an anxious nerd to abandon everything familiar and start life anew in a totally different country surrounded by strangers. I think that's pretty impressive."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“I’m not sure I physically can. Just like I can’t physically talk about some things.” He admits. Sebastian wasn’t a killer either.

 

“You keep telling me it won’t. One of us will be right. Only time will tell which.” I’ve started rooting for you.

 

Sebastian laughed. “Not much anxious about you in certain departments. Are all nerds as kinky it’s you or have I hit the jackpot?” He smiled.

 

He closed his eyes a moment. Just listening to nature and Veryn’s breathing.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"I see..." Veryn kissed him lightly. "I'll just have to be extra careful... If I feel like I'm slipping then I'll empty my bank account and run away with you."

He blushed softly. "I do get a bit carried away in the heat of the moment sometimes..." He hugged Sebastian close. "I think you just got lucky... Or unlucky, depending how how much you enjoy the things I bought you."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Sebastian blinked at that. “You’d really consider doing that?” It... surprised him!

 

He laughed, kissing his blush. “Something tells me I’ll love them. Like I have everything else.” Seb winked. “Like I do you.”

 

He chewed his lip. “Should be fun to find out....”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"Of course." Veryn smiled. "Why not?"

"Good, although if there's anything you don't love I want you to tell me." He squeezed Sebastian's waist. "I'm looking forward to it."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

“I’m just..... surprised. Not everyone would give all this up so easily.” But Veryn doesn’t seem like everyone else. Seb realised this day ago.

 

He smiled and nodded. “I will take you. One way or another.... and I will use the word too. If it’s too much.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"Like I said, I'd withdraw a bunch of cash before we left, so I wouldn't be too badly off." Veryn teased.

being rich is nice, but I don't want to hurt you. No matter what. he kissed the man lightly. even if I have to give up everything...

[Guest syaoran-puu]

One sentence rang in his mind. Or rather, one word. I wouldn’t be to badly off. Not we. I. Sebastian just smiled. The other probably realised Seb’s thoughts though. How could he not when he seemed to hear everything?

 

Sebastian nodded, responding to those words in his head. I belong to you. You may do as you wish. But for once? His chest ached a little.

 

Stupid! Seb had never had money of his own anyway. What difference would it make now? Veryn had taken his wallet off him. So where exactly did that leave Sebastian? It wasn’t like he could escape and he had no where to go.

 

Veryn was his only hope. Only option.

 

He kissed the man back. “Where you go. I go.”

[Guest Kotorichan]

Veryn frowned at the man's sadness. "Sebastian... I was just joking..."

He lightly kissed his forehead. "Being with you is what's important. Even if we had nothing, I would be happy if we were together."

"You don't belong to me... If you wanted to leave me then I wouldn't stop you." He hugged him close.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Joking? Sebastian hadn’t picked up on the joke. Maybe he’d have to take more care with that.

 

He nodded. Trying to think. But one thing was true.... “I do belong to you. I can never leave you.” He tried to say more but that damn block stopped him. I wonder if I can think it? He frowned, he’d never tried this before.... breaking the rules.... There are only three ways we part. You die. I die. Or you drain me of most of my blood and abandon me. If I survive I’m free. If I don’t. I die. I can not leave you. I am bound to you. Just as my bond compelled me to seek you out... if you left or were stolen I would be compelled to keep looking. Forever if it took that. I bound myself to your family. There’s no undoing that now. You might not like to think of me as property by that why most do. He watched him. Trying to gauge his reaction. There was a time I thought to risk asking for freedom.

 

“I’m sorry....” Sebastian frowned.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Veryn listened to his thoughts with a deep frown. "I see..." He hugged Sebastian tightly.

For a few moments he stayed quiet, deep in thought. "If you ever decide that you're unhappy with me then please tell me anyway. I'll figure something out even if it's just living together like roommates so you could live your own life."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Sebastian let him hug him tightly.... he even liked it.

 

After a moment he pecked then guys nose. “Okay. But enough thinking of that.” I just ruined the fact I said I.... you know. He shrugged. “I’ll try to tell you. I never could say it before though either.” Something had always stopped him. Fate maybe? Without the father there would be no son.....

 

He stroked the guys cheek gently. “Don’t worry about me. I’ve been doing this longer than you’ve been alive.” He winked. Trying to lighten the mood.

[Guest Kotorichan]

"You didn't ruin it." Veryn smiled. "I'm still unbelievably happy that you feel the same way."

He kissed his forehead. "Besides, you still haven't said it outloud... You can save that for a special moment."

"How could I not worry about wanting to take care of such a cutie?" He chuckled and kissed him lightly. "I just want to spend all my time pampering you."

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Say it out loud? Sebastian knee he couldn’t do that.... yet. Maybe one day.

 

He rolled his eyes and laughed. “You’re too soppy, Master.” But those words made him happy.

 

“Come. I’m sure dinner is ready by now.” Changing the subject? Maybe a little. Being pampered was still.... new.

[Guest Kotorichan]

Veryn kissed him lightly. "Alright..." He hummed. "Let's go see what they made us." He rose to his feet and offered Sebastian his hand to get up.

[Guest syaoran-puu]

Made you. He smirked. But I am hungry.

 

Sebastian took the offered hand as he stood up, brushing himself off as he smiled shyly.

 

“Do you miss anything? From your old life?”

[Guest Kotorichan]

"We're sharing it. So it's for us." Veryn kissed his hand. "I don't like hearing you talk as if you don't matter. You're precious to me and I won't let anyone talk badly about you, not even you." He said firmly.