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Ritsu looked at him watching a he lifted himself,  "no you felt really good laying on me." Looking at him he could tell he was having some sort of inner battle. "Yeah I slept really good actually." He always slept better when he was with Shiro. He wasn't sure what was bothering him but he guessed it had something to do with his last mate. He knew a little about what happened but not too much. 

Smiling softly he reached up and gently pinched his nipple, "I don't mind that you slept in me. It was really nice." Leaning up he kissed his cheek. "Come on,  let's get up I can make you some breakfast and we can finish setting up the house." Grinning up at him his pink hair a little floofy, blanket around his waist and little love marks and bruises from his fingers. They showed up really well on his pale skin. 

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Taking a deep breath as he looked at the other, he decided to fuck the past and just enjoy the present. If this was what he was becoming and was starting to do new things that he never would had thought he would do, then so be it. 

"That sounds like a plan" he said turning to his side, staying on the edge of the bed looking at Ritsu's body covered with the blanket and a few bite marks on his body. Something inside him twitched as he felt proud of that. It was like marking him as his if he wasn't yet ready to claim him, as he wasn't sure about anything anymore and he was scared. 

He gathered his clothes that he last night had got out of the closet with the intention of getting dressed and the used condom. He changed into the shirt and pants and walked to throw the condom at the trash in the bathroom. 

"I'll go make us some coffee" he said spanking Ritsu's ass on his way out of the room, preparing for a good coffee energizer. 

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Ritsu moved towards the edge running his fingers through his hair trying to tame his fluff. Then got up to go get a change of clothes but was smacked on the ass. Giggling he watched him go. The omega wasn't as scared about what the future held for them. Oddly enough he felt calmer being surrounded by his alpha.

Yawning he went to freshen up then changed into one of Shiro's shirts. Coming down wearing boxer/briefs and that large shirt he started pulling stuff out for cooking. He was already a little familiar with his kitchen after cooking there before. Pulling out things for eggs, pancakes and bacon he got to work. Leaning over the counter those little cheeks peaked out under the underwear and shirt. 

"How do you like your eggs?" looking back over his shoulder at him and smiled softly. Those sweet green eyes looked over at his lover. They could call each other boyfriends now and that made his heart flutter in the best of ways. 

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The sight of the other was really sexy. Seeing him with his shirt on and nothing else made him feel really happy and content. Smiling at him he moved the coffee cup near him on the counter while he took his cut and sat at the table watching him cook for him. He really could get used to this. To see him each morning like this in the kitchen and spend the nights like the one before. He really enjoyed it. 

The others question woke him up from his thoughts. Shaking his head gently he brushed his hand through his hair sipping from his coffee. "I'm not picky at food. So hurry up cause i'm starving" he said reaching his hand for his phone on the other end of the counter checking from messages or calls from the others. There was nothing which could only mean that they were getting better and soon he could get them back home. 

"After we eat i think we can install your stuff in my room. That way you can have your privacy when the others are back. They don't come in my room without my permission" he said taking another sip as he was looking at all the cables and tech stuff. 

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It seemed like the pack was getting some rest and probably tests at the hospital keeping them busy. They were well guarded in the hospital after that incident at the moment. Ritsu worked on making breakfast. Putting the pancakes in the pan he finished mixing up the eggs putting them in another pan while the bacon was already sizzling in it's own spot.

Looking over at Shiro he was a little surprised by this, "I don't want to intrude. I can go into a spare room ya know. You don't have to feel obligated to put me right in your room." He had no idea if Shiro was really ready for him to be in his personal space. He also didn't know how long this would last him staying there. Or if this would become a steady thing. Was he going to live her from now on? This sounded like it.

Flipping the pancakes he bit his lip. He hadn't even claimed him yet. Not that he was pushing for it himself he just assumed he wouldn't by now. Although at the same time he wasn't sure if he was ready for it himself. Coming over to the table with their plate he set them down perfectly cooked scrambles eggs, bacon and pancakes. He figured they deserved something nice and hearty after their rough day yesterday. 

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"You don't intrude. For the time being you're welcome in this house and since we are lovers is only normal for you to stay in my room" he said shrugging as he sipped from his cup. He decided to leave the past behind and enjoy the present he had. This whole thing was a gift as he never thought he would meet someone and fall for him. Yes he didn't claimed him yet, but it wasn't just up to him. It was also about Ritsu. They were both not ready to what the bond would bring. They were both afraid of that, so they had decided to take it baby steps. First they decided on their relationship status which was lovers. They tried living together which till now it has been great. Ritsu managed to win the other members of the pack way before everything was set between them. So he was perfect. But now with everything happening, he couldn't think about the claiming thing. Plus, that should be something special, not something done just like that. 

"I texted Simon and he said they are feeling better. Sota and Leah are also doing okay so they will be probably letting them all out today but with extra care on Simon and Sota" he said smiling at the other when he placed the plate down, starting to eat. Humming and moaning after the first bites he kept eating without talking. The food was amazing as always and he could get used to this morning routine. 

He soon finished eating and placed the dishes in the sink, leaving them there. Turning he ruffled Ritsu's hair as he walked to the equipment. "Finish eating while i take this up, then you can come and set it up while i take a shower to get ready to head to the hospital" he winked at him bending and taking one monitor and some cables walking them up the stairs and into his room, on his desk.  

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Ristu smiled his little heart fluttering at his words. That made him very happy to hear. Smiling softly he ate his breakfast, "I'm sure they'll be happy to get home. I'll make some soups and maybe some bread so meals are easier for them for a while." He watched him with a little blush from the wink as he went up stairs. Of course he was smitten with him he couldn't deny it. 

Finishing up breakfast he cleaned up in the kitchen a little before grabbing some more electronics to head up stairs. Seeing the set up on the desk he smiled widely and started to hook everything up, "thank you!" He beamed and climbed under the desk to start plugging everything in, that booty shaking in the air while he bent over to plug it all in. It was probably best for them to not shower together that morning since they would get into trouble seeing each other naked. They were still in the honeymoon phase and with his heat coming it was just going to get worse. Checking his watch he saw he had five to seven more days before the fun started. Great. He'd have to make sure everyone was covered in the meantime. Maybe that was part of his nesting here too. 

Getting back up he hooked everything up on top just tinkering away, he was typing away when Shiro would return to the room, "I'll make sure to let you know when I'm live. So you don't walk in naked." Turning around in the chair he grinned at him. "I'm not sharing that with my community." 

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Running his hand through his fluffy pink hair he walked to the bathroom to shower. He had left the door half open to let him hear the water running in case he wanted to do something on the computer with his fallowers. As he got in the shower and started rubbing his body with the soap, he heard the other saying that he wasn't going to go live as he didn't want to let others see him walking in naked. That made him laugh in the shower. The next part made him smile proudly. He wasn't going to share him with others, not even on camera. That made his heart skip a few beats. How could Ritsu be so perfect for him in all aspects. Guess the waiting did payed off. 

Once the shower was done, he wrapped a towel around his waste and another one on his head to dry it out as he walked out of the bathroom and into the room. 

"Bathroom is free" he said rubbing the towel in his hair as he looked for some clothes to put on. He didn't felt any shame whatsoever. It wasn't like they hadn't seen eachothers naked bodies till now. All felt so normal and comfortable that he didn't had to feel embarrassed walking half naked in the room. 

"If you want to come with me then you should shower" he said looking over his shoulder throwing the towel to his face, laughing. "Stop dreaming and get moving" he added still laughing taking out a shirt and a pair of jeans along with some boxers for him to change into. 

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Ritsu was staring at him. Blatantly. It was hard to control himself right now and just looking at him sent a yummy shiver through him. The towel caught him off guard grabbing it after it whacked him in the face. Turning rather red he got up, "right!" Jogging over the the bathroom he started it up then smirked. Pulling off his underwear and shirt he bawled them up throwing them at Shiro before jumping in the shower. 

It was true he did need to shower because he smelled like their sex last night and sweetness. Best wo wash up with Shiro's body wash so they still assumed he belong to him. Cleaning up quickly he came back out wrapped in a towel to change into his clothes quickly. Something easy to move in and just in case they had to do some running around afterwards too. He was sure they would need medications and they might need to stop at the store on the way. It was hard to say right now, everything was up in the air, "Ready!" He smiled over at Shiro after pulling on his tight cargo pants, v neck t-shirt and a zip up hoodie. 

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We was already dressed when the other came out to get dressed. Waiting for him, once he was dressed he kissed him quick and slapped his ass. "Let's go" he said smiling walking out of the room and downstairs to take his jacket and keys. "Don't forget to set the equipment while we're out" he said as he walked out to the car waiting for the other. 

Once eveything was set they drove to the hospital checking on the others. Sota was with leah in the room and Simon with Taki. They went first to Sota and Leah checking them out. The hospital knew who they were so they had no problems in letting them through. They also informed Shiro that no one has entered in the rooms all this time. 

"How are you guys feeling?" he asked entering the room, stopping at the foot of the bed. 

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After setting the alarm Ritsu followed him out to the car to head to the hospital. He wondered how everyone was going to feel and also wanted to keep an eye on Shiro knowing this was stressful on him too.

Leah looked up from her seat next to the bed. She yawned and shrugged her shoulders,  "it's hard to sleep here. The chemical smell and doctors and nurses checking in every hour. I just want to go home." Her hands was gently holding Sota's.

Ritsu smiled softly, if that was their biggest problem right now then that was a good thing. That meant they she was feeling better and just needed rest at this point. 

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Sota was still asleep, more peaceful than before as they had give him some medications to calm down the pain till he was fully healed. 

"I'll see what i can do and take you all home today so don't worry" he said smiling turning to Ritsu. "I'll go check the others and then come back here. You stay here" he said smiling tapping his shoulder as he walked out of the room and entered the next one where Simon and Taki was. Simon was awake and so was Taki. 

"How are you feeling?" he asked stepping closer to the bed. 

"Like i wanna run the hell out of here. I hate hospitals" said Simon wrinkling his nose. 

"You and me both" he said laughing. "I'll check with the nurse and see if i can take you guys home. From what i see, most of your injuries are healed, leaving just a few scratches still in the process" he said looking at Simons body and back at Taki. 

"Anywhere would be better than here. The smell here is killing us" he said laughing. He really felt much better than before. The meds and their bodies have worked great and healed most of the wounds. 

"We've set everything home to make it safer so its all good" said Shiro smiling assuring him. 

"I'm sure you did" said Simon laughing at the idea of his alpha going all protective mode. 

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Leah smiled glad they might be heading home today. She worked on gently waking up Sota to let him know what was going on.  Smiling softly she gently kissed his cheek and rubbed his arm. After the day they had she was trying to be gentle with him. 

Ritsu sat on one of the chairs waiting for them to wake up and to see if they could take them home. They would need to get their medications and maybe he'd head out to grab everything so Shiro could stay home with them. That way they'd be safe.

Taki was looking much better that morning and less roughed up. He wanted to shower though and be in clean clothes at home, "I can't wait to be home." He didn't like hospitals. He stood up to start collecting their things.

One of their doctor's walked into the room and saw Shiro, "I heard you were here. Excellent. If you were all wanting to go home today I'd suggest bed rest for another few days and no heavy lifting. Don't want those sutures to open back up." He looked over their chart.

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When the doctor got in Shiro took a deep breath and nodded as he agreed with him. 

"Everything is set for them to rest and nothing else. Also, thank you doctor for everything. I'll need all the information you have about medication and what they need. I'll ask my ... I'll send my boyfriend to get the papers and everything else while I help them pack and get ready to leave" he said walking out of that room and going to the other where Rtisu was smiling seeing that Sota was slowly waking up. 

"Please tell me we're getting out of here. These beds are like hell" said Sota groaning as he got up looking at them. 

"Yes. Taki and Simon are getting ready and i'm here to help you two to pack. Ritsu, please go and take care with the papers for medication and everything else. The doctor is waiting outside waiting for you" he said smiling happy that he was there with him to help him. He was really lucky to have him in his life. He was finally accepting this fate and there was a bit hope for him to accept him as his mate. A really big one. 

Shiro moved and took a bag, putting their belongings inside while Sota was slowly getting out of bed, to eager to leave that damn hospital. 

 

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The doctor looked to Shiro and nodded, "take care of your pack. Don't forget about yourself. They need you in good health too." He left to go to the nurses station to finish their discharge papers with their medication and everything they would need. 

Ritsu smiled up at Shiro when he came back in, "yeah I'll grab it all." He leaned up on his toe kissing his cheek then stepped outside.

Leah grinned from ear to ear when she was standing there, "I can smell you all over him and... he's all over you. I forgot omega's can scent back. It's cute." She winked at Shiro glad to see him so happy. She helped Sota get out of bed, holding his arm and helping him stand.

Ritsu looked over the papers the doctor handed him, he'd have to go back out and grab everything. It sounded like it would be another hour before they were ready to be picked up. That was good. It would give them time to get home and start on food for them. 

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Shiro smiled at the gentle smile the other gave him and the sweet kiss on his cheek before he left the room. When Leah spoke he was like woken up from his thoughts and blushed looking at her. 

Sota didn't comment about the scene but Leah was right. The guy was just what his friend needed and what they all needed. Maybe luck was on their side after all and they would be finally completed. He couldn't say that they weren't completed before with Shiro's previous mate, but that was a beta. It was sweet and all but they never managed to calm Shiro the way Ritsu was able to. Or even to stand up to him. Beta's never stand up to Alphas. Seeing Ristu argue with Shiro before and then how he managed to calm him and take care of him and them all, it was just the missing piece. Sota got up and managed to change clothes with the help of Leah. 

"I'll go check the others. meet me in the main lobby at the entrance. You should see Ritsu at the counter dealing with the paper" he said smiling softly after Leah's comment, starting to accept that they had their scents mixed up now since they had been together so many times. 

 

Simon just finished getting dressed and was ready to get out of that place, when the door opened and Shiro walked in. 

"Good. You guys are ready too" he said pointing with his head for them to fallow him. 

Once they all reach the lobby, Shiro went to Ritsu, checking to see if he needed any help with anything. 

"Need any help?" he asked placing his hand on his shoulder, rubbing it gently with his finger. stepping closer to him. 

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Leah smiled to her alpha then continued to help Sota get dressed. It was good to have that missing puzzle piece in their group. She felt like maybe things could calm down even though they were attacked the other day. 

Helping Sota out she saw Ritsu and helped Sota over to a seat. She didn't want him to get more hurt. 

Taki helped Simon out of the room,  happy to be headed home soon. Poor things had been through enough. 

Ritsu smiled up at Shiro and held up a paper,  "this is yours to sign. We just have to drop it off on the way out. Let's get these guys home and fed. Then their medications should be ready." His smile was so warm and sweet as he looked up at Shiro.

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Leah smiled to her alpha then continued to help Sota get dressed. It was good to have that missing puzzle piece in their group. She felt like maybe things could calm down even though they were attacked the other day. It was good for their alpha to have some backup especially after he'd been running around after them trying to make sure they were safe.

Helping Sota out she saw Ritsu and helped Sota over to a seat. She didn't want him to get more hurt. She had everything packed in a hospital bag and honestly just wanted a shower in her own home.

Taki helped Simon out of the room,  happy to be headed home soon. Poor things had been through enough. The amount of people they had to talk and see was exhausting for him. The little beta was trying to be strong for his boyfriend. 

Ritsu smiled up at Shiro and held up a paper,  "this is yours to sign. We just have to drop it off on the way out. Let's get these guys home and fed. Then their medications should be ready." His smile was so warm and sweet as he looked up at Shiro. Ritsu had a couple folders in his hands that had their discharge papers, he also had a bag that had some of their belongings. Like dead phones that needed charging and shirts. 

Heading out he helped everyone into the car before looking at Shiro wondering if he was okay to drive, "I can drive if you want?" 

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"this is yours to sign. We just have to drop it off on the way out. Let's get these guys home and fed. Then their medications should be ready."

Shiro nodded smiling, thankful that the other managed to finish all the paperwork. "Yeah .. let's get out of here" he said sighing feeling a little exhausted. All this running back and forth and the hospital drained him of his energy. Walking out of the hospital with everyone, they helped them get in the car without forcing themselves to much. 

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"I can drive if you want?" 

"I know you can" he said smiling touching his cheek gently. "But this keeps me focus so i'll be fine" he added winking at him, not wanting to make him worry to much for him. He was fine. He had to be. He was the alpha and the others depended on him. He pointed with his head the truck for him to get in, and then drove back home. 

The drive didn't last much as he knew how much everyone wanted to be back home, but was also carefully driving. Parking the car in front of the house, he helped the others and then got their bags inside the house. 

"Welcome back home guys" he said leaving the bags on the floor leaning on the wall, looking at them smiling, as he was happy that they were back home safe. "Anything you need right now? just tell me" he said gently feeling tired but he tried his best to not show it. They were his pack members that just got home from hospital where they were put by someone because of him. This was the least he could do. 

"Anything at all guys, i mean it" he fold his hands over his chest. 

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Leaning into his touch a little he looked up at his alpha with a soft smile. They may not be marked but that didn't stop him from feeling that way. Getting into the truck he checked his phone on where the medications were to pick up later and decided on what meals to make everyone. He found a loaded veggie soup in chicken broth. So tons of healthy vegetables with protein and beans. It was perfect. Also maybe some bread, but he was pretty sure he saw bread in the cabinet.

When they reached home and everyone started to head in Leah looked over at Ritsu wanting to ask for food but he was already on his way to the kitchen. She smiled softly, "I think Ritsu's cooking so I'll go shower. Sota? Can you behave enough for a shower?" Her nose wrinkled up as she looked at him. To her he smelled of hospital and chemicals.

Taki nodded his head, "shower sounds good... comfy clothes." 

Ritsu headed back into the kitchen. He was tired but these things needed to be done and soup was the easiest one to make. Pulling out the veggies he started to clean and dice everything to put into the pot. Pouring in the tomatoes and chicken broth he stirred it up and left it to simmer. Easy healthy meal for healing beta's. Alphas seemed to need higher protein so if it were for Shiro he would've added chicken but betas were more balanced. Omega's seemed to need more veggies than either. It also depended on the person. 

Looking to Shiro he smiled softy, "okay this will take about an hour to cook. Why don't you stay with them and I'll go grab their medications really quick." He knew getting Shiro away from them for a while wasn't happening. 

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As everyone else was settling back in the house Simon looked at his alpha and friend and shaked his head. "We're good pal. Glad to be back home" he said looking at Taki smiling and around the house. He could see some changes around the windows and doors but he didn't comment on them. 

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 "I think Ritsu's cooking so I'll go shower. Sota? Can you behave enough for a shower?"

"You know me too well baby but ... in my state right now, i wouldn't move a muscle" he said fallowing her up the stairs and into their room to take a shower. Even if he was in the mood, he wouldn't be able to do much. Guess no sex for them for some time now. 

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"shower sounds good... comfy clothes." 

"Then let' go aswell take a shower and change clothes and then we come back down to settle the table" said Simon wrapping his arm around Taki's arm smiling, feeling so lucky to have him by his side. 

"Take your time. You don't have to worry about nothing. You need rest, so don't force yourselves too much. Come down when you're done" he added turning and walking near Ritsu wanting to help him with preparing the food. 

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"okay this will take about an hour to cook. Why don't you stay with them and I'll go grab their medications really quick."

"I'll help. Let them take their time now that they're back home" he showed a soft smile taking out bowls and setting the table, preparing it for when the food was ready. 

 

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Leah giggled softly glad to see he was getting back to himself even if he was a perv. She helped him up to their room to get him cleaned up with her. It was going to be a few days before they could have some fun again but thankfully he was healing pretty quick.

Taki smiled softly with a blush over his cheeks. He gently held onto his arm just glad he was okay and he was here with him. Gently tugging him up stairs he wanted to make sure he didn't hurt himself in the shower. Poor thing needed rest, they all did. Maybe he'd end up bringing food up to him so he didn't have to come down the stairs right away.

Ritsu smiled softly as Shiro helped him set the table, "it'll be a while still. They might want to eat in their rooms too." He walked over to Shiro and wrapped his arms around him from behind. Resting his cheek against his back he gently squeezed him close. "We got them home and safe. Everything is okay so you can take a deep breath and relax." He smiled softly rubbing his hand over his chest. Poor thing was on edge and he understood but he also didn't want him stressing himself into exhaustion. 

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As the others were in their rooms and Ritsu mentioning they would probably preferred to eat up there and not coming down again as it would be too much of effort for them all of a sudden, he thought it was a good idea to bring them the food up. 

"Bringing them the food up is a good idea" he said minding his business and then stopped what he was doing, stiffen up a little when the other hugged him and spoke to him in such a soft voice, calming his nerves instantly. His body relaxed in a second as the other spoke and rubbed his hand over his chest, making him feel better. He didn't noticed how stressed and tensed he was before the other hugged. Now his body was trying to melt away in the warm embrace, feeling comfy. 

He placed his hand over Ritsu's holding it over his chest, taking deep breaths, feeling much better. "thank you" he mumbled before turning and welcoming Ritsu into his embrace, holding him to his chest, resting his cheek on his forehead. Since he was taller than Ritsu but not too much. He was the perfect height.  

"thank you for being here with me and .... helping me ... thank you for being in my life" he whispered tightening his hug, keeping his eyes closed, feeling happy, calm, comfortable, finally at home. 

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Ritsu spent years trying to ignore his omega instincts but now fell into them so easily. It was so easy to sook and look after them. Maybe he just had to find his right pack. Feeling him relax in his arms made him let out a sigh of relief. 

Nuzzling against his chest and head he smiled softly, "of course..." Tilting his head back he kissed and nuzzled under his cheek. His arms were wrapped tightly around him returning the tight embrace. "it's silly... I've really fallen into your pack and... it feels good to be here... it feels good being in your arms." Running his hand over his back the at the moment pink haired guy sighed feeling content. 

Ritsu gave him another sweet kiss not wanting to go but they needed their medications, "I'll be back soon. Don't let the soup boil over. I'll just hit the store and be right back." He gave him a playful nip to his neck. After everything would settle down there he planned on talking to him about becoming his omega and letting him mark him. It meant he'd be his forever and that was a big deal to him.

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This really felt so much better than before. It was like this was meant to happen. They were really meant to be together. Maybe this wasn't a bad thing. He had finally found someone that could calm him down and be his strength at the same time. Someone who could make him feel relief that he was there, knowing that he could handle everything what maybe he couldn't. Someone who could finally become his true mate. Maybe the moment wasn't right, but he was going to talk to Ritsu about their relationship and that, he was thankful for him waiting beside him and still caring for the others even if he wasn't linked to them. Ritsu was trully a great person and he didn't want let him go, ever. Somewhere in his mind and soul he finally decided to mark him as his mate. 

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"it's silly... I've really fallen into your pack and... it feels good to be here... it feels good being in your arms." 

His thoughts were interrupted by his soft voice which made him giggle. "Ditto babe" he said leaning in the soft kiss the other gave him sighing as he watched him walk away from his arms to go after the medication for the others.

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 "I'll be back soon. Don't let the soup boil over. I'll just hit the store and be right back."

"Yeah ... yeah ... I'm not that useless in the kitchen" he said slapping Ritsu's as he was heading out the kitchen, turning his attention to the soup. 

It all felt so perfect that he was thinking he was dreaming. With a stupid smile on his face, he started setting the table further, as he was interrupted before. 

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