Are You Mine? (mik3la x Akiravadel)

[akiravadel]

Bax followed him blinded by anything in his way. Throwing things out of his way it was a good thing everyone fled. This happened sometimes with alpha's. Some couldn't handle the madness that came with it. The high energy and struggled with substance abuse and then you ended up with alpha's like him. Growling loudly he crashed after him half turned mad with greed. He wanted more and he would have it. 

The huge wolf form did pause him for a moment before he lunged. Being nearly 6ft himself he was almost as tall but not as big. Throwing a ball of dirt at him he lunged at him to strike at him trying to take him down. Half turned and crazed he bolted at him and clawed at him. Biting at him and growling loudly he took trees out along the way.

Ritsu felt the hair on the back of his neck stand up and looked out the window. What was that? An odd feeling washed over him feeling like something was wrong but he couldn't put his finger on it. 

[mik3la]

I'm sorry Bax ngh...but you're leaving me no option but to fight back, he thought as his eyes glowed and in an instance the table had been turned, now with Shiro in control of the fight. He was punching scratching, throwing him from ttree to tree and then more scratches and punches, so that in the end he would bit him by the shoulder, ripping his flesh leaving him to bleed out. 

It was the moment that Shiro's rational woke up and realized what he did as he turned back, changed into his human form, his body all covered in his blood from his wounds but also Bax. 

"No ... no..no..no ... i didn't want to go this far" he widened his eyes at the image of his friend bleeding to death. He ran hardly and dropped himself on the ground near his friend trying to stop the bleeding. 

"No ... Bax...I... I didn't want to kill you .... Why didn't you stop ... why didn't you listen to me ... fucking damn it" he started to curse as his hands were covered in his friends blood trying to stop the bleeding and save him. But it was too late for Bax. The wound was to deep and wasn't able to heal. 

"Bax ...pal ... please open your eyes mate" he said feeling tears falling from his eyes. 

[akiravadel]

Bax struck at him again and again but was quickly loosing until the fatal bite. Gasping he half turned back and slumped to the ground holding his shoulder, "Ack! Argh!" He trembled on the ground. Coughing blood he was quickly bleeding out on the ground. Hazy eyes started to loose focus but looked at him, "Sh....iro....?" He exhaled sinking again the ground and Shiro. 

All caused by a jealous woman and a desperate alpha. There were more and more reports lately of alpha's loosing control and turning against their pack lately. Times were getting hard and group packs were getting tighter or falling apart just like this. As his life bled from him the claims he mad would also fade but hurt those he was attached to. 

[mik3la]

"N-No ... don't talk ...I-I need you to get you to a doctor" he said looking around hopping that there were still some left from the party that could help him out. "HELP!" he shouted but no one came. "SOMEONE!" but then again there came no answer. 

"Hang in there pal ... not gonna let you die " he said trying to get him up but as he was beaten up and wounded it was hard. "Fuck!! Damn it!" he cursed again as he was not able to stand up with his friend and to help him. 

"Bax ...damn it man ... why didn't you listen to me ... why ...why ...." he couldn't stop crying. 

[akiravadel]

Everyone at the part had ran from the scene not wanting to get mixed up in their brawl. His friend laid there but falling out of his pocket was a bottle of alpha drugs used to inhibit and give a high but was incredibly dangerous. They were alone there in the trees and destruction.

Ring... ring

Shiro's phone was going off. It was Ritsu calling him. Something in him told him to call him. He just felt the need to talk to him that something was wrong and he needed to check in and make sure he was okay, "pick up pick up..." He worried maybe something was wrong with how he was feeling. 

[mik3la]

As Bax's body was still in his arms he heard something dropping on the floor. Frowning at the sight of it he reached for it, lifting it up. It was a drug bottle specially amde for alphas to increase their powers but they were also very deadly if they were missused. In which in this case drive one made and lose control. "Fuck ...fuck ...fuck...." he cursed holding his head in his hand realizing what just happened. Someone had turned Bax against him by using those kind of drugs. Someone had use Bax's weakness to go against him. And he knew very damn well who that was. Annabelle, he thought growling. 

When his phone rang he didn't payed attention at first as he was still upset and in a misserable place. When the caller insisted he got his phone out and saw who the caller was and tears had started to fall again. He hold the phone in his hand not sure if he was supposed to answer to it or not but after around 5 minutes he picked up. 

"hei pipsqueak" he said trying to keep his trembling voice in control not wanting the other to know what was happening. He couldn't tell him. Or should he? But looking at Bax's dead body he started to feel guilty again and started sighing. 

[akiravadel]

Worry started to grip him. He'd run out of school and went who knows where. Did he find out about Annabelle? Was he upset? Were they connected? It took way too long to get him to answer the phone but when he did his relief quickly turned to worry again. There was a pause when he spoke then he took a deep breath, "what's wrong?" It wasn't just hearing his voice he could sense something was wrong. 

Ritsu held onto the phone trembling a little. He was glad he answered and wasn't like angry with him. He didn't know why he would be angry but his hair was standing up on the back of his neck, "where are you? Do you need me to come get you?" He felt compelled to go get him and help him but he wasn't sure why. 

[mik3la]

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"what's wrong?"

He couldn't answer as he couldn't talk because he was biting his lip trying to hold back his tears. Who had ever seen an alpha crying like a stupid kid. But he was fucking 19 and he just killed his best friend because of the status in the pack and of a woman to which he had no interest. 

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"where are you? Do you need me to come get you?" 

"I killed him" he said gasping for air as he couldn't hold it back anymore, starting crying in the phone. "I-I killed my best friend" he sobbed trying to breath. "We had a fight and ...and ... he challanged me ....and i tried to stop him and reason with him but he ... he wouldn't listen and now .... n-now i've killed him ....oh fuck" he run his hand through his hair.

"help me ..." he whispered not knowing what else he could do. He gave the other the adress to come for him. He didn't know who else he could turn to. Who he could trust or call for help. It was like a sign when the other called. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu's eyebrows rose when he said he'd killed him. What the hell happened?! Hearing him crying on the phone and what happened he know understood what was wrong, "o-okay..." Staying on the phone with him he threw on his jacket and grabbed his bag running to his car. It was right now he was glad he had a little jeep. Staying on the phone with him as he started up the car he tried to stay calm.

"Alright it'll be okay Shiro... I'm so sorry that happened... it sounded like you had no choice," Ritsu didn't know what to do. He started to rush to where his phone told him to go. "Why were you so far out there?" It was crazy to think in a couple hours this happened to him. He wanted to keep him on the phone the whole time just in case something else happened. Plus he was trying to calm him down as much as he could. 

[mik3la]

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"Alright it'll be okay Shiro... I'm so sorry that happened... it sounded like you had no choice,"

"there should be always a choice ..death is not a choice damn it" he sobbed the words leaning his head to the tree behind him not able to move more. He started coughing as he was injured too and he shouldn't force himself like that. 

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"Why were you so far out there?"

"I needed answers ... about the party ... I'd never mark her .. never ... not in million of years .... and Bax was the only one who knew as i remembered his voice" , there was a moment of silence then he continued. "They tricked me ... and Bax ... h-he was turned against me filled with anger and jealosy and I .... i tried ... but he wouldn't listen because he was always stubborn" he threw the phone away, trying to calm down the cry but it was too much. He was alone. He was getting dizzy with each passing moment and with the last sobs he fainted. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu listened to him but then sighed heavily, "deep breath Shiro... are you injured?" He sounded hurt. Of course in shock but it sounded like he was wounded too. What the hell was this alpha into that caused all these problems? "Shiro? SHIRO?!" Hanging up his phone he raced over there almost too fast speeding around a couple corners. Why was he so worried about him? They barely knew each other.

Pulling up to the place the moment he stepped out of the car he could smell blood, "fucking...." The place looked deserted. There wasn't a person there and even tire tracks of cars speeding away. It took a while for him to find him but once he did he went back for the jeep and rushed it over thankful he had one now with having to go off road. Pulling up near them he knelt down seeing the horrible fate of Bax then Shiro. 

"Shiro?" tucking neck to him he tried to shift under his head. "Hey wake up Shiro. Are you alive?" He gently tapped his face trying to wake him but also looking him over for injuries. 

[mik3la]

He felt light headed and almost like he too was going to die. He heard his name being called in the distance but from all the wounds that he had on him it was hard to move. 

As his head was lifted and hearing the others voice again he managed to half open his eyes, smiling as he saw him. 

"Ri-tsu" he groan in pain his name as he closed his eyes again, fainting and falling into the darkness. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu looked down at him hopeful with tears in his eyes, "Shiro?" Then he was out again. "Fuck. They just left you guys here? Shit..." A crazed alpha and left another alpha to deal with this without helping him. What horrible people! Grunting he tugged him back towards his jeep, he was glad there wasn't a big size difference between them but enough that he had a bit of weight difference. Panting he lugged him into the car nearly pulling out his back in the process. Pulling off his jacket he wrapped it around his chest and tied it tight to put pressure on the wounds. There wasn't anything he could do about his friend. 

Grabbing Shiro's phone he checked around then got back into his car to rush back to his place. Lugging him in was another problem. Thankfully he was on the ground floor. After some shifting he slipped him onto his back and carried him down into his place before dropping him onto his bed. Stripping him down he peeled his clothes off then tended to the wounds on his chest and threw his cloth into the laundry. Coming back he wrapped his chest with gauze the cleaned up the wounds on his face giving his lip a little tape.

Finally done with that he slipped a pair of his own sweat pants on him then covered him up in the blankets. Panting by this point he rubbed his hand over his eyes to wipe away the tears. It was scary finding him like that. He never got involved in pack business, he was really a lone wolf so to find this and see him left alone to die too was a horrible thing. He wasn't sure why he felt so compelled to help him but here he was. He even started making chicken soup for him when he woke. 

[mik3la]

It was so strange that shortly he was starting to feel much better and in the end he managed to open his eyes like he was waking up from a dream. He tried to get up but his whole body was aching in pain and his head hurt really bad. Looking at himself he noticed the bandages all over his body and short he recall what had happened and gasp in shock. He thought all that had been a bad dream and that now that he was awake all it would be like before. But it wasn't. That nightmare was the cruel reality. 

Looking around he recognized the place. He was at Ritsu's place. Did he really found him, brought him here and tender his wounds? That was kind of him. 

He tried one more time to get up but groan in pain, remaining layed in  bed, taking deep breath to calm himself. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu stirred the soup and came back into the bedroom pulling his bloody shirt off to finally change only to notice him there awake,  "oh shit... hey.  I have some pain meds here for you. If you think you can sit up a little.  I can help you." 

Slipping his bloody pants off he came over to the bed so he didn't get blood everywhere. Reaching over for the water he held up a couple pills for him to take,  "here um... take these they'll help with the pain.  At least a little bit."

[mik3la]

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 "oh shit... hey.  I have some pain meds here for you. If you think you can sit up a little.  I can help you." 

He looked at the guy frowning as he remembered what had happened and all and he was thankful for his help. "T-Thanks" he said still groaning in pain as he managed to sit up with his help, leaning on the pillow behind him. 

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"here um... take these they'll help with the pain.  At least a little bit

He took the pills and tried to drink the water which was very refreshing but his body still felt like he was run over with a truck. It will take him some time to recover completly, but he had to because he had some business to atend with the other members of the pack and deal with this matter. He was sure that by now the others would have heard about what happened. 

"Thank you. I'll try to heal quickly and not burdan you with me too much" he said groaning. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu looked at him then chuckled, "you can't push your body to heal faster. Just relax. I made some soup that's almost done." He stood up and gently patted his unhurt shoulder. "I'm going to go shower so stay right here." He walked over into his hall bathroom to get cleaned up. He knew the other was in rough shape and he'd rather have him here healing up than dealing with his pack who in his mind were turning against him. Ritsu didn't have a pack which at his age was a little odd to have no one. He didn't even live with his sister he spoke of. 

Quickly cleaning up he slipped on a pair of clean sweat pants and a t-shirt before going back to the kitchen to check the soup. Nothing like driving hours to take care of an alpha he barely knew and taking care of him. Even better than his pack who left him there.

[mik3la]

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"you can't push your body to heal faster. Just relax. I made some soup that's almost done."

He wanted to protest as he was a stubborn fallow himself but the other continued. 

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 "I'm going to go shower so stay right here." 

cannot go anywhere even if i want to in this condition, he thought sighing as he felt hopeless in that bed doing nothing. As the other left he looked out the window and remembered the whole scene that had happened in the woods with his friend. Bax was now a living corps left in the woods. He had to talk with the others about this and they had to take care of bax body and to do a proper funeral. Even if he had challanged him and lost, he was still his friend. It wasn't him at that end point, he was drugged and manipulated. 

He could feel rage filling his body again as he let out a growl at the simple thought of who manipulated Bax and all hat sharade. everyone behind it will pay, he thought getting more angry than he should.

[akiravadel]

Ritsu was putting a bowl together when he heard the growl. Looking over to the bedroom he didn't fully know what was going on but in a way he felt it wasn't his place to make him talk. They weren't mates or anything, he kept having to remind himself. Grabbing the soup and a Gatorade he came back over to the bedroom setting the tray down on his night stand, "homemade chicken soup should fix ya right up."

Helping him sit a little straighter he set the tray on his lap which had the hearty soup, crackers and the drink, "if you need me to I'll feed you." He winked at him trying to help calm him down a little and tease him. The poor guy had been through enough and needed to heal. Just by looking at him it was easy to see the battle he went through and a betrayal was never easy neither was being hurt. He'd be here for him though and make sure he healed up enough to head back out. Maybe a part of him wanted his own pack but he was a little afraid of putting himself out there, not after everything that had happened. 

[mik3la]

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 "homemade chicken soup should fix ya right up."

The smell of food made him calm down and his stomach groan as he was hungry. All that mess has made him forget to eat but how could he think about eating when all that happened was so serious. 

He tried to sit up as much as possible not wanting to drop soup on him, but it was hard to use his body as his muscles were all screaming in pain still. 

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"if you need me to I'll feed you."

"then i will not say no to that" he said smirking, still trying to act confident and cockie. But it was all an act. Either way he was thankful and was going to be in debth with him for saving him. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu looked at him for a moment then smiled with a sigh. He must really be hurting to want him to feed him. Sitting closer he held the edge of the tray to keep it steady. Scooping it up he'd blow on it before holding it up to his mouth. Part of his nature was simply nurturing in itself. To tend to his wounded alpha. Not that he was his but he was Shiro's best option right now. He fed him and even offered him some crackers and a sip of his drink every once in a while. At first it was a little awkward feeding him but he quickly got the angle down. 

"I can get a warm cloth to wipe you down with but not shower for at least a day. Maybe a bath if you keep your chest out of the water," Ritsu pointed to the wrapping around his chest. "It's a good thing I'm not an idiot and I watch lots of documentaries." He'd learned about survival shows and how to take care of wounds. "You're lucky I'm a nerd." 

[mik3la]

Looking at the other as he was taking care of him it made something inside him switch. It was nice to have someone that took care of you and you weren't supposed to do it yourself. It was a warming feeling to be cared for and he liked it. But couldn't tell if the other was okay with it. 

Not saying any other word he just let himself be feed, just like a baby by the other. And he liked it. He completly forgot of his injures and the pain his body had. But the moment was slowly ending as the food was ending and he remembered their pact. Plus, with all the drama that just happened in his pack, he was sure the other didn't want to have anything to do with it. 

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"I can get a warm cloth to wipe you down with but not shower for at least a day. Maybe a bath if you keep your chest out of the water," 

"I think for today i'm gonna pass the bath. You did a pretty good job by cleaning the wounds so guess i'll  be fine" he said leaning on the pillow. 

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" He'd learned about survival shows and how to take care of wounds. "You're lucky I'm a nerd." 

 

"Yeah ... well .... i guess wasting time can be sometimes usefull" he said smiling looking at him knowing that the other knew what he meant. His idea of wasting time on tv and games, but this time, that wasted time had saved him. 

"Could you give me my phone? I have to make some calls" he said reaching his hand towards the chair where his clothes were. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu smirked at him,  "I mean I didn't clean your ass after running around and fighting.  You'll need a bath at some point. " He chuckled joking about him being smelly be he didn't care.  The wounds were clean and that was the important part right now.  

The caretaker in Ritsu tensed when he wanted his phone,  "what kind of phone calls? If they're going to stress you out then no.  If you need to let someone know you're okay I can do that but after the way I found you I don't think they have any right to know how you're doing."

Looking away from him his eyes were hard, "fucking assholes leaving you there... what's wrong with people?" There was a reason he was alone. 

[mik3la]

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 "what kind of phone calls? If they're going to stress you out then no.  If you need to let someone know you're okay I can do that but after the way I found you I don't think they have any right to know how you're doing."

Shiro frown not expecting the other to actually be that bossy with him. 

"I need to let the pack know what happened. They need to take care for Bax body and argh..." he groan in pain when he tried to get up  from bed which only made  him even more frustrated. "I have to talk to them. I'm their alpha and they need to know that what happened today it will have consequences" he said growling a little by the idea of his whole pack being behind it and hurt for having to deal with something like that. 

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"fucking assholes leaving you there... what's wrong with people?"

"what is wrong was that they wanted me dead and i didn't let them that satisfaction. Although i don't know why. But because of that my best friend is dead and i will not let things get away just like that" he said firmly trying to ignore the pain in his body. 

"Now ... please give me my phone and after i will rest" he said trying to reason with him. 

[akiravadel]

Ritsu looked over at him then sighed and grabbed his phone, "well don't keep pushing yourself." He set his phone in his hand looking at him. "I'll let you talk to them but just... call me if you need anything. No hurting yourself. I'll be in the living room." He grabbed the tray and left him alone to make his calls. Ritsu did leave the door cracked open so he could hear him if anything was wrong but he was trying to not pry into his packs business. 

Setting the tray down on the counter in the kitchen he sighed, "what am I doing?..." Rubbing his hand over his face he trembled a little. He hadn't felt this need to tend to someone like this in a long time. Since his family but he didn't want to think about it. He had school work to do. Going into his bag he set up his book and laptop in the living room to get his paper done but listened out for him.