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A private roleplay between KiraMidnight and Gin

 

WILL I BE LOVED BEFORE DEATH?

 

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Akira Time Alexander

Sexual Orientation: Gay

Age: 26

Birth date: April 7

Gender: Male

Race: Human

Role: Uke

Occupation: None

Position: None

Hair Color: Sky Blue

Hair Length: Past Waist

Eye Color: Lavender

Height: 5’9

Weight: 100

Favorite Foods: Anything that’s not hospital food

Favorite Drinks: Water, soda, tea, hot chocolate

Favorite Snacks: Anything sweet or spicy

Favorite Colors: All

Favorite Animal (s): Cats and bunny rabbits

Likes: Sleeping, preying to get better, looking outside, wandering the hospital grounds when strong enough to do so

Dislikes: Being ill, mean people, being unloved, being asked if his illness is contagious

Hobbies: Can't really have one in a hospital

Weapons: None

Special Talents: None

Piercing: None

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Yoh Kushina

 

Sexual Orientation: Hetero

Age: 27

Birth date: December 25

Gender: Male

Race: Human

Role: -

Occupation: Businessman

Position: Sales Department Chief

Hair Color: black

Hair Length: short

Eye Color: green

Height: 6'2

Weight: -

Favorite Food/s: Ramen

Favorite Drink/s: beer, Sake and water

Favorite Snacks: spicy crackers

Favorite Colors: gray

Favorite Animal (s): -

Likes: anything that involves rest

Dislikes: nothing in particular

Hobbies: fishing

Weapons: -

Special Talents: singing anime songs lamely

Piercing: -

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    Personality: He is a sweet boy and is always smiling. Even though he is sick he never complains

 

  • Background: He use to live with his parents, but they died in a car crash. He was rushed to the hospital then and they found out that he had a very bad heart condition and wasn't strong enough to leave the walls of the hospital again. By the time he was old enough to get the heart transplant they said it was to late, that he wouldn't live to be 16, but he did and still they wouldn't do it. So now he lays there in the hospital awaiting death, but really he wants to be loved…before he dies.

 

  • Appearance: He always has on a white hospital gown and has it tied tightly in the back so no one can see his body. His light blue hair is always in a ponytail that lays against his back, cause he’s to weak to fully put it up. He has very pretty lavender eyes that always shine with happiness on the outside.

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    Personality: Yoh's a guy that's no good at speaking at all. He has an air of dominance and an ever present grumpy face.

 

  • Background: Kushina-san's the Chief of the Sales Department. His days are always preoccupied by work. He rarely have some time to rest and when he does, he's usually on a forum site chatting with random people. He's living alone in his condo unit away from his family. He's rather at ease when he's at the office rather than at home. He have no time for love and rejects omiai (*marriage interviews) instantly.

 

  • Appearance: Yoh's all black up from his coat and down to his shoes. A flashy and eye-catchy character when he's all in business attire, ready to attack some potential customers.

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NOTE : The Roleplay might not be that accurate as the past one.

Any alterations of the names was worth the apology. Confusion is acknowledged.

 

 

 

 

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I lay in the bed, looking out the window of my room,thinking to myself.

'What will he think of me?Will he dislike me?Will he be worried I'm contageous...?Maybe he'll walk to the door,stare at me and leave...'I hope none of that happens...

 

I sigh abit and look down,I then look at the door,watching all the people pass my door,I look away a bit and rub my eyes

"I want to...go outside..."

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Even if it's just a little, I wanted that person to smile...

To let him see the sweetness and bitterness of this world.

If it isn't too much to ask---please give him some time just to enjoy these moments...

 

Yoh was being accompanied by a nurse to a certain room on the fourth floor. The white paint of the hospital walls made his eyes sting. It was his first time to dislike a certain color--- it's so empty and he hated it. He turned his head at the bouquet of flowers that he was about to give to this new friend since he hated looking at the wall for too long.

 

Yoh was nervous and at the same time curious as to what the other would look like. It was awkward meeting someone he had chatted for three months in the internet. Even he himself couldn't understand how he agreed for the said meeting.

 

The nursed announced him as a visitor while Yoh on the other hand was peeking at the doorway.

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Akira looked up at the door,giving the nurse a sweet and welcoming smile.

"Ok,please allow him inside..."

Akira looked at the man,as he peeked at the doorway and Akira smiled a bit at him too.He took as deep of a breath as he could,but it came with a pretty bad cough,and softly Akira whiped his mouth,a spot of blood on the sleeve of the hospital gown.

"Please...don't be affraid...I promise...I'm not contageous..."

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--It's nothing like that--how am I supposed to reassure him that I'm not afraid of him?

 

He was confused on what to say but left a rather disgruntled expression. Yoh nodded to the leaving nurse as she left the vicinity. The male sat at the nearest chair beside the bed, dropping with him the basket of fruits and the bouquet to the patient. "Here, it's nothing much but hope you'll accept this." Yoh offered the group of roses gently to the young man sitting on the bed.

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Akira gave Yoh a gentle smile and softly took the roses from his hands.Akira sniffed the roses,it was the first time he had ever smelled any before.They smelled good to Akira,he smiled and slightly blushed.

His eyes were gazeing at the roses as he softly took one out of the bouquet.When he did the thorn cut his finger making him jump and close one eye

"Oow...they're so pretty...but they hurt to..."

He giggled a bit and set the roses in a tall glass that was always by his bed for some random reason.Akira then poured his glass of water into the glass vase and smile

"There...now the roses can live easier...and wont get sick..."

His eyes meet Yoh's eyes and he smiled again.

His smile showed a bit of fear and saddness,yet confidence and happiness too

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Yoh stared at Akira who was busy tweaking at the roses. Akira suddenly pricked his fingers by the thorns. Without further delay, Yoh grabbed the young man's wounded finger. Placing it gently inside his mouth, he sipped the bad blood from the wound earlier. After realizing what he had done, he slowly placed the hands at the bed.

 

"Sorry--er it was on impulse..." He scratched his head, he flustered a little. He cursed himself for acting casually at the man in front of him. He didn't even introduced himself.

 

"Er--- by the way I'm Yoh Kushina, pleasure to meet you..." he said as he tried to pull some lame smile.

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Akira smiled a bit,blushing lightly at what Yoh had done.

"I'm Akira Alexander,nice to meet you,a-and thank you..."

He reached into the drawer next to him and pulled out a bandage,softly placeing it on his cut.He then looked at Yoh and smiled again.

"The roses...they really make this room seem better...thanky you,so much"

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"It's no big deal," Yoh waved his hand in the air signing that it's alright. He seemed to have some trouble searching for a decent topic for them to converse. He was at his wits end to search something to be talked about. He even pretended to open his cellphone and message someone even when there's no one he was texting with.

 

Added to the fact that he did some awkward thing to Akira earlier. It might made him strange into Akira's eyes.

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Akira watched him for a bit,then laid back on his pilllow.He stared up at the light for a while and softly spoke.

"What do you do,for a living Yoh?"

He could tell that Yoh wasn't good at conversation,but Akira would try atleast.He lay there awaiting an answer,when strands of his hair went into his face,making him brush them away

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Yoh kept on staring at the wide skies. What's the use of going in there in the first place? He couldn't even lighten Akira's mood.

 

"I am a businessman or something like that," he scratched his nape while handing to Akira his business card. He leaned on the chair while yawning. He was tired since it was supposed to be his day off, but he decided to visit Alexander at his free day. He couldn't smoke inside the hospital so he grabbed a bubble gum from his pocket.

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Akira giggled a bit at Yoh's formality and smiled sweetly,reading his card.

"If I want to...I can call you then right?"

He giggled more and put the card next to the roses,so it wouldn't disapear.He then put his hand against his head

"You can relax a bit...I wont hurt you...well I cant hurt you..."

He smiled again and looked out the window,gazeing at the skies

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"Of course you can," Yoh reached his hand and ruffled Akira's head. He's a little bit glad since Akira's trying to talk to him normally. He tried to pull a smile but lamely failed.

 

"You can relax a bit...I wont hurt you...well I cant hurt you..."
He heard him saying that word.

 

"....." He looked at Akira and patted him again. He never would've thought patting someone's head was this good, it made him feel at ease.

 

"Wait there, I'll slice you some apples." Yoh then asked the nurse outside for a knife.

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The nurse gave him a knife, but had to be there to watch him, and make sure he wouldn't harm Akira. She knew he would do no such thing, but as required by her boss she had to make sure.

 

Akira smiled a bit when he got patted. He liked being petted, it made him feel like the person was less afraid of his condition then they showed. He nodded and watched Yoh with the apple and knife, wondering what the apple would taste like. He hadn't been given much of anything except apple sause, and Akira didn't like how that tasted...so he knew he would like the apple, cause it wasn't in a sause form. He got all excited, and it clearly showed in his lavander eyes.

"Are they going to be good?"

He questioned Yoh,wanting to know what Yoh thought of apples

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He continued peeling the apples. Done peeling a couple of them, he placed it atop Akira's bed. "They're sweet---" He placed one in his mouth to let Akira feel that it really was delicious and it was nothing lethal. He offered some to the nurse.

 

He waited for Akira to eat one since he kept on staring at the sliced apple, its as if new to him. "You haven't tasted any?" Yoh said while pointing at the apples.

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Akira shook his head and took a bite of one.The taste that filled his mouth made him slightly blush.They were really sweet,and tasted really good too...why had the nurses or doctors ever brought him these instead of the apple sauce...?

He ate 2 apples and smiled very happiky

"They're really good!And no...I have never tasted an apple...only the apple sauce...which tastes very yuckie!"

 

The nurse slightly giggled at how childish Akira was,though she knew it was only because he grew up in this hospital and wasn't allowed to leave this room...She couldn't help but to think of a way to get the doctors to allow Akira outside,even if just for a minute.She took an apple kindly from Yoh's hand and smiled

"Thank you.And please...forgive his childishness...he did gorw up here,and isn't really allowed to leave the room..."

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Yoh noticed Akira's sudden burst of happiness while chewing the apple. He observed that the frail man seemed to be so childish despite his adult age. Though that didn't disappoint Yoh, it was in fact the opposite-- it amused him. The was his cheeks flushed and the way he's noming the fruits carefully was indeed an eye-candy to him.

 

"Glad that you like it..." he stated while staring at Akira's bewildered face. He glanced at the nurse who in return gave a reason as to why Akira's acting like that of a child.

 

"What gives---" Yoh mumbled to himself, brows furrowed. He was disappointed hearing that the hospital prohibits Akira from going outside. Suddenly and idea popped into his head. Without further delay, he grabbed Akira from the bed slowly. He ignored the nurses plea to return him back to the bed. Instead, he walked outside holding Akira firmly.

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Akira lightly blushed being in the arms of someone.He had not been held since he was a child,before his parents died.He laid his head against Yoh,blushing.He was curious as to where they were going,but just decided to enjoy the moment first.

He slightly smiled though,Yoh really didn't seem afraid of him...or even cautious of him either...it was like Akira was just a normal person in Yoh's eyes...and this thought...it really soothed Akira's worries

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The both of them, three I mean, arrived at the huge garden behind the hospital. He gently placed Akira at the empty bench and approached the nurse.

 

"I see no difference at all, ma'am. It's still inside the hospital grounds so spare us a bit of time." He pulled a business smile to the nurse. The nurse sighed and agreed. "Two hours---and please return him back to his room afterwards." She then left the place.

 

"What would you like to drink, tea or chocolate?" He pointed at the vendo machine located at the left.

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Akira looked at the mechine and smiled a bit.

"Either tea or chocolate,both sound good"

His voice was childish like and his eyes sparkled in happiness and curiousaty.He looked all around.He gazed at the flower beds,and watched the birds play in a bird bath.He smiled very happily and watched a cat walk around the guarden.

"Hey!?It's a kitty cat!!"

Akira exclaimed happily.The cat heard him,perking it's ears up and he then walked up to Akira,rubbing happily against Akira's leg and jumping onto his lap.Akira blinked a bit and looked at Yoh

"What does he want?"

Akira was very confused as the cat rubbed against his stomach and chest,purring and meowing

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Yoh stared at the sight of Akira with the cat happily. "He looks like you..." he mumbled to himself hoping Akira wouldn't hear it. "Let's buy both of it..." he diverted and went to the vendo machine. Yoh smiled a little seeing the picture perfect smile of Akira. How he wished this would last long.

 

"he needs food..." He offered a piece of chocolate to the cat. But in return, the cat hissed at him and stayed at Akira's lap. "HAHA, I'm really no good with animals. Here, feed him..." He passed the bar of chocolate to Akira who seemed so excited feeding the animal.

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Akira giggled a bit and smiled feeding a small peice to the cat and eatting a peice to.He smiled very happily at how the cats rough tongue felt against his skin.He looked at Yoh and smiled.

"Thank you...for bringing me outside."

His hair blew in the gentle wind and his haor shimmered in the sunlight.He looked around more,smiling more and more each time.

"It's so pretty out here.....I really like it..."

He couldn't hide his excitement,he really loved it out here.He began pettting the cat after they finished his chocolate

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--Wai, I am feeding him chocolate, does that stuff won't harm him?He's starting to worry about the chocolate. He ruffled Akira's hair and sat beside him. Though the cat welcomed him with a hiss it's fine since Akira's starting to enjoy the moment.

 

"There's still good places, I tell you..." he said and sipped his coffee. The both of them stared at the azure sky while feeling the calming breeze outside.

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Akira smiled happily and began drinking his tea.He already liked drinking tea,though he had never had it before.He then rubbed his eyes,feeling a bit sleepy.

As he sat happily under the sun his chest began hurtting him,very badly.He closed his eyes tightly leaning back now against the bench.He refused to start coughing right now....then the people would never let him out,even though they may not anyway.He was breathing a bit weakly and tried not to hold his chest

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Yoh yearned for this bright sunny days while having his recreation. He felt so relaxed and tried to close his eyes for a while. Even if it's a hospital ground he couldn't sense it since it's almost feels like home. He turned his head at Akira and noticed his pained expression for a moment.

 

"Are you ok?" He tapped the other's shoulders waiting for response. He suddenly stood and summoned a nurse near the area.

 

"Nurse, could you please take a look at him," he pushed the nurse gently towards Akira.

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