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Quickly Akira shook his head

"I'm ok...really..."

He held in his need to start coughing,he refused to ruin his one moment outside,he wouldn't let this be ruined...not yet....

he smiled a bit and laid back against the bench,closeing his eyes to the suns delicate rays.It had been so long since he felt the warmth of the sun outside,and the breeze of the wind.He loved the smell of the slowers,and the little cat that laid sleeping in his lap.He felt so happy,so calm,for once he felt as if he wasn't sick.

The feeling he felt a moment ago left him,and he felt better.He knew he could keep himself from coughing,if he tired.He looked at Yoh and smiled.

"I promise,I'm ok."

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"NO YOU ARE NOT! " Yoh exclaimed while looking so concerned. He felt the need to blame himself for bringing him outside recklessly. He stared at the nurse who was expecting every bits of Akira's body.

 

"There's still tomorrow and the day afterwards. No need to rush everything..." He assured the pouting Akira. Health is always important, it posts as the highest matter regarding Akira's case.

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Akira looked down a bit.He didn't want to go back inside...he wanted to stay out here...he knew the second he was taken back to his room...he could never be allowed to leave it again...

He just nodded a bit,looking at the kitty on his lap.He knew they would get rid of him too...he picked the cat up and held it close.

 

He then began feeling feverish and weak.He started coughing hard,covering his mouth with one hand and holding the cat with the other.He closed his eyes tightly,tears forming in his eyes as he coughed.He hated this feeling...it felt like his body was on fire...and his blood was acid.The tears streaked down his pale cheeks as he coughed,a little spot of red could be seen upon his hand as he coughed

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He carried Akira outside and now it's his duty to carry him back inside. He ran as fast as he could to where the emergency room's location. --It's all my fault! He gritted and couldn't even stare at the pained expression of Akira who's been squeezing his clothes.

 

"Doctor EMERGENCY!" Yoh raised his voice since the doctor was entertaining someone. He hurriedly placed Akira at the bed and hold his hands tightly. "It's gonna be fine, don't worry..." he said softly to Akira while the doctor requested for his exit.

He was left with no choice but to wait outside the room.

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Akira gripped Yoh's hand tighter,not letting him go.He didn't want to be alone in that room...he had always been alone in these situations,and feared these more then any other.His lavander eyes begged Yoh to stay.

"P-please......d-don't...go..."

 

His voice was weak and a bit breathless,but none the less his grip was strong.His shy blue hair scattered across the pillow as the color in his eyes dulled.

He had passed out,still holding tight to Yoh's hand,not letting anyone make him let him go.

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He still remembered the close gripping of Akira to his hands. He couldn't persuade the doctor to let him stay inside. A minute had passed and the doctor went outside to see him. He received a handful of scolding for bringing him outside. It was really annoying so Yoh didn't paid attention that well. He started to doubt himself, wondering if his presence might just burden Akira. Yoh planned not to visit him anymore, but he felt disturbed by his sudden decision. He sat at the bench thinking if his decision was right.

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Akira lay unconcious in the hospital bed.His breathing was weak and his heart beat was low.As he lay there,in the darkness of his mind all he could think was

'Yoh...please...don't go...'

He whimpered slightly in his sleep and the cat climbed onto the bed,laying calmly on Akira's stomach.

 

A nurse had reached for the cat,to remove it from the room and the cat fircly hissed at the woman,batting her hand hard and spilling her blood on her white coat.She cried out a bit and held her scratched hand.

"Doctor...this cat...it shouldn't be in here...and it scratched me!"

Despite the cats very small frame it was willing to fight to protect Akira from all...the only one it would allow near Akira would be Yoh....and only if the cat felt Yoh wasn't going to harm him or Akira.

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Yoh heard all the ruckus inside the room and tried to force his way inside it. He saw the nurse fighting the cat that never planned on leaving his new master's side. Yoh went nearer and the cat continued hissing, relaying a message to keep away from the both of them. Without further a do, he removed the animal away from Akira which leads some deep scratches all over his hand.

 

"Chill--- I'm not going to harm you. " As he placed the cat nearer to his chest while it somewhat understand his words. He kept looking at Akira, crestfallen.

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Akira lay sleeping now for a bit longer before wakeing up.He opened his eyes and looked at Yoh,slowly rubbing his eyes after wakeing up.He felt weak and a bit dazed but he smiled at Yoh with a sweet smile

"I'm glad you're still here"

He whispered a bit while he spoke,keeping his eyes focused on Yoh.

 

The cat finally understood Yoh and decided to lick the wounds it had caused on him. It now felt bad for doing what it had done but it was only trying to protect Akira

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He felt relieved seeing Akira opened his eyes. For a couple of hours he was sitting in there waiting for the other to wake up. He couldn't care less for his wounds, he just stayed there and watched every bits of Akira's expression while dreaming.

 

He noticed something wet in his hands and looked downward. He almost had forgotten bout' the cat. He slightly patted it while it purred in return.

 

"glad that you're awake..." he returned the cat atop Akira's bed.

"You can't keep the cat in here but don't worry I'll bring him with me when I visit you next time."

 

He had the decision to watch over him, he felt that Akira needs some guidance and comfort. He don't want to act so selfish like planning to leaving him behind or whatnot.

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Akira nodded a bit and took hold pf his hand,smiling a bit at Yoh.

"Thank you..."

He sat up a bit and bandaged up Yoh's scratches.his hair now scattered around his back and he felt kind of calm and relaxed around Yoh. He could smile and be himself then,well,he didn't really know who himself was yet,but he knew he could trust Yoh...and to him that was what mattered.

"See...ths cat likes you too"

He smilied a bit with a childish look and petted the cat with his other hand,still holding Yoh's hand.Akira's hand was soft and gentle,and he kept smiling at Yoh,cause Yoh made him smile

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"You don't need to trouble yourself, hurry up and rest," Yoh slightly pushed the blue-haired man to the bed. Akira needed some rest instead of wrapping his visitor's wounds. Yoh's afraid that Akira's condition might worsen if he keeps exhausting himself.

 

"It's because of you that the cat likes me..." The salesman mumbled hoping that Akira won't hear any of it. Akira's smile was intoxicating, it makes your feelings lighten up too. Though Yoh couldn't pull some decent smile, he just petted the cat and glanced back to Akira.

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Akira was laid in his bed and he closed his eyes.His hair in his face and his breathing and heart rate were calming down amd returning to normal as Akira slept.

The cat purred as Yoh petted his head.He rubbed his head against his hand and licked his skin with a rough tongue.

 

After a short while Akira woke up and yawned a bit.He smiled at Yoh when he work up and his eyes had their shine back to them,and he was smiling.

"Can I please have an apple?Please?"

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Yoh was startled hearing Akira's request suddenly.

"Eh, okay..." he smiled wryly to Akira and grabbed the apple next to him, peeling its skin slowly. He wanted to ask Akira lot's of question but he was overruled by his empathy. Will he be hurt if I ask this? Or will he be saddened? Those were the thoughts that kept bugging him, juggling all over his head.

 

He gave him the apple that he wanted and aided his weak hands to grab for the plate. Touching the warm young man, he noticed that Akira's so thin and frail. "I think you should eat a lot. Look! I can grab your entire arm effortlessly." He emphasized while holding his arm. Really, Akira needs lot's of food to regain his health, healthy foods with lot's of nutrition on it.

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Akira smiled and laughed a bit,agreeing with Yoh's words. His smile was always so kind and carefully put together.Akira knew the best way to make the other patients smile,was if he always kept a smile on his face,showing them that he,and they too,would eventually be alright in the end.He watched Yoh as he ate his apple slices,savoring ther sweet taste and smiling more.

"You know,if you have something on your mind,please do share it with me."

He giggled a bit and smiled more and more.

"Sorry,I can tell by the look in your eyes you have something on our mind,so do share,no matter what it is,ok?"

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"Er --how'd you say..." Yoh scratched his nape trying to form his words properly. "Would you like to go outside for a day. Hmmm ---but I hope the doctors would allow it," he furrowed his brows. Just the thought of going out might be bad for Akira's health but he really wanted to show him what outside looked like, just once. He saw the young man's broaden smile, his glee that's obviously resurfacing on his face.

 

"I'll try to convince them, the next time I'll be having a day off. And I really need to go now, I still have lot's of work." He patted his head gently and grabbed the little cat with him. "I wish you could take care of yourself so that they'll gave a yes for it. Bye then." He smiled to Akira and went away.

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Akira whined a bit when he left,but he just nodded and laid down on the bed.Taking a deep breath.He thought about everything Yoh said to him,and when Nurses came in,to bath him,which he hated having their hands all over him,he shook his head and did it himself.

He also managed to get his own food and decided that he wouldn't be confined to his room,not ever again.So he wandered around the hospital,visiting the patients that had no one to visit them.And he comforted children,like he wished someone had done for him.

 

After a few days he managed to sneak outside,the children following him.He played outside with the children,and they all had fun.The Doctors and Nurses watched,trying to make sure Akira didn't collapse,and he didn't.He took the children to their rooms and waved bye to them.He then laid back in his bed and fell asleep.

It had been a few days and Akira has not had a cough attack at all.

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Diligently working in the office, Yoh was thinking about Akira's health. He never failed to call everyday just to check Akira's condition. He seemed so happy knowing the fact that Akira's condition was stable. He even heard that he often went outside together with the children and have fun with them.

 

Yoh, like always, wanted to visit his new friend but work would simply hinder him. He just hope that his day-off would come as soon as possible. He even persuaded the doctor on hand to let Akira out from the hospital. It was a long argument, to his surprise, he won the doctor's approval. Thus, Yoh really was excited on bringing him outside.

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Akira finally had color to his skin,and he was not as pale as before.We also wasn't wearing the hospital gown anymore,he was in a white shirt and blue pants.He still wore no showes and wandered the hospital with the children.

As new childnre came in they began calling him big brother,and he took care of them as well,elarning medical things.He was happy,but Yoh still remained on his mnd.

'I wonder...when willwe meet again...'

 

He thought in his mind as he played with all the children

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At last, it was Yoh's long-awaited day off. He tried to call the hospital about his request. They were hesitant at first yet they finally gave a letter pertaining to the acceptance of his request to let Akira out just for a day. The male stared at the mail with a little smile on his face.

 

He properly planned what they're gonna do for the whole day and what places where most suitable for Akira. Yoh went to the hospital, bringing with him a bouquet of white lilies.

 

"Where's Akira?" he asked the nurse while his eyes were searching for him inside his room.

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Akira heard a familiar voice and turned,smiling very happily and dashed from his room,hugging Yoh softly,so not to damage the pretty flowers.His eyes had a sweet shine to them and his smile showed true.

 

"You came back,I'm so glad"

 

He smiled again,feeling happy and excited to see his friend again.He couldn't wait to talk with Yoh again.He was curious as to what would go on today.The last time ended badly,but he knew this time would be next to perfect somehow.

 

"Did you bring the kitty cat?"

 

He asked,his eyes showing a bit of curiousity for the cat and egen more curiousity for the events that will unfold today

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"It's unfortunate but I did not bring the cat, wariii." Yoh scratched his head and looked at how Akira's lips curved downward. "But don't worry..." he grabbed the piece of paper from his bag and presented it to the young lad. That was the permit to let Akira outside with the doctor's seal of approval.

 

"So what do you think?" He sat at the chair waiting for the young man's reply. He really hoped that Akira would go with him. Yoh tried to read the other's expression, whether he's happy or sad, excited or not.

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Akira got all excited and quickly tackled down Yoh,knocking him over but making sure he dosen't hurt him when they fell.

 

"Yes!! I wanna go!! I wanna go!!"

 

His voice was full of happiness and excited and.He had always wanted to go outside of this place and hearing that he was now given permission he was all too excited,and it greatly showed as he held him tightly to him,laying his head upon the man's chest.

 

"Thank you...so much! Lets go somewhere...anywhere that's away from here!"

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"As for the starters, we'll be going to places nearer to the hospital in case something might happen, kay??" He leaned on the wall waiting for Akira to finish preparing himself. He clearly saw how the other male was so excited.

 

Done with the changing. Yoh grabbed Daichi immediately and the both of them went outside the hospital. The first thing they visited was a pastry shop. Yoh gently guided Akira to a seat. He didn't asked Akira what he'd like to order and immediately went to the counter.

 

"Two chocolate flakes and strawberry souffle. One black coffee and milk tea." He pointed the images on the menu. He smiled a little to Akira as the other male was looking at him. Yoh find the other cute, he was even having a delusion of seeing Akira with a pair of cat ears.

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Akira was extreamly excited and wondered what Yoh had ordered for him.He looked all around,but despite being so excited he made sure his bpdy and heart remained as calm as possiable.He knew too much excitement and to high of a heart beat could be his downfall.And since he had already been practicing it wasn't hard for him to keep his heart calm.

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