Tworn Between The Real And The Fake

[KiraMidnight]

There are two sides to me…but only one is known

One that is seen by all, and one that is hidden within my soul…

One is kind and sweet…the other mean and evil.

One is scared of being hurt, the other wants to cause the hurt

One is the original and the other is made up

But which is which? I wonder so…

 

The kind side, a sweet yet sometimes mean angel indeed.

She is the one known to all, the one most like.

She loves to play, and loves to smile

She loves even more making you all smile!

She can be playful, she can be cute

But piss her off, and it’s best to be off!

She is me, the one all can see.

She is who I am, the one I know best

 

But the other…she is me too…the me no one knows.

She seems to be rude, and very cruel as well.

If she’s mad, even I fear her wrath.

She is the one that would make anyone cry, without hesitation or regret.

She is the one that makes me hate the way I do, and makes me be mean to the point it hurts me.

She is the one, who fears nothing at all

She would much rather make you cry, then even think of making you happy

She is the one…even I don’t know anything about…

 

So who is the real me and who is made up?

Who is the one who owns this body I’m in, and who needs to disappear?

If the evil is the real…would I be missed if I’m gone?

Would she ruin everything I have made, and destroy all my happiness?

Or is she the fake and I am the real?

I don’t know…I wish I did.

If she is real…I prey to be one

I don’t want to be gone, I belong here with you all

Not locked inside, to be used on a rainy day

 

 

All I ask…is that if I am the fake…

If given the choice…can I stay with you all?

Can I remain here and still be with my friends?

Or will she cast me aside…and make us forever be apart?

[rainbowman]

Mean or sweet, both is you, if one disappears then I'd miss either of it.

Just be you, be lively be playful be lovely be kind.

Just be you, be mean be moody be scary be wild.

 

Just like what I said, whoever comes across my path

whichever side of you comes to meet me

If you are the sweet one then I'd give you mine.

If you are with rage then I'd still give you my sweetness.

 

Either way, I love you.

You know what I meant.

Just be yourself.