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Hello everyone,

 

You can call me Neja. I‘m a little bit crazy girl from Far Away.

 

To tell you the truth, not so long ago I was one of the point-blank people, who thought that gays are some kind of creeps, who don’t know their place and what they’re doing with their lives. Every thought, which referred to this kind of homo relationship, made me sick. In short, I just couldn’t tolerate and understand it. I guess that’s understandable considering the fact that I grew up in the normal heterosexual family and that I’m living in this very blunt society, which still can’t accept different ones even right now. So, how did I end up here?

 

Fortunately, everything now is different. Fate decided to change my life completely by throwing new challenges at me. There were a few events in my so called life, which have changed my thinking for eternity.

 

First of all, I’ve fallen in love with anime. Interesting stories, unique characters, philosophical thoughts, action, comedy pledged in one just captivated me. But that was just the beginning. One day, when I was searching for new anime to watch, I accidentally saw anime “Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi”. At first I was horrified. I couldn’t understand why in the world gay anime is in the top of the best anime lists. I frankly thought that the world has gone insane. Then, after long hours of thinking, I’ve decided to give it a try. I clearly remembered how I thought that I’ll laugh at it, especially at people who watch this nonsense. But I was damn wrong. I really liked this anime very much. Forbidden love, real and sweet feelings just gripped my girly heart, thirsting for romance. Then I have watched “Junjou Romantica”. After that I have started to read lots of yaoi, shounen-ai manga, which let understood something new in this life. It gave me tolerance and a little bit of strange wisdom.

 

Now I think that it doesn’t matter what kind of orientation you’re. As long as these feelings are frank and mutual, everything is fine. I still think that I’m heterosexual, but if someday I’ll fall in love with a woman, I don’t see any problem at all.

 

So that’s how I end up as yaoi fan. Honestly, I’m glad that I’ve found this forum, because lately I was thinking that maybe I’m the only one crazy here. I hope that we’ll become great friends ( or maybe unique enemies?). Well, we’ll wait and see. :hamtaro-005 (4):

 

Best wishes,

Neja

 

:)

 

P.S. I’m sorry for my poor English. I’m Lithuanian so I’m not that good at it, but I’ll try to write as clear as possible.

P.P.S. I wanted to write more about myself, but I guess it’ll kill you from boredom. So, maybe I’ll tell more about my hobbies or interests next time. That’s if you still be interested ;D

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Well, I'll try to write something from time to time. Though, I can't promise to be very active in this forum :)

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Hello Neja! Nice to meet you and a happy welcome to the Yaoi Otaku community. My name is Paul and I hope you will enjoy this Forum. :)

 

 

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^_^ it's very nice to meet you and i hope you will enjoy yourself here!

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Welcome! Welcome I'm glad you become one of the Fans heheh! rabbit8 but there are still people out there who woudn't understand *sniff* onionn3 never the less!! Welcome!!! I hope we could try becoming friends and do some Role Playing thing hehe

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Hello, Aoi, thanks for welcoming me :)

 

Asakura Sama, this is true. There're a lot of people, who still don't understand a lot. On the other hand, some of us still don't know lots of different things, too, when others do. What can I say? We live in a colourful world. :) Anyway, I'll maybe in the future do some Role Playing. Also, I hope we'll become friends. :)

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Oh my... Just ignore them both. :3 Those two are just being silly.

But welcome indeed, you'll love it here! I'm sure, I think. :'DDD

Just relax and enjoy~!

 

Ah. I understand what you thought, not all like the boy x boy (or girl x girl either) and that most judge it with indifference, brush it off, ignore it or hate it and as you had said, be disgusted about and laughed about it because frankly, it's not normal.

 

Though everyone should learn to accept that gender doesn't matter if they're really really in love with each other, it's too bad this is reality. What a sad, sad world we live in.

 

Still, I'm glad that you learned to like (love, even? hehe~) it now. c: Converted hate it to like (love) it. *U*

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Techno,

 

thank you very much for your warm greetings. To tell you the truth, I'm happy that I've changed my mind. Though, these relationships aren't normal, like you said, as long as people really really are in love with each other, everything is okay. People should learn to accept different ones.

 

Anyway, it's nice to meet you :)

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Hey!

lol.. i got a feeling that you do not accept this type of relationship before based on your intro xD but i'm glad you changed your mind ^^ it's true. as long as they really love each other and they're happy, then it's okay ^^

 

WELCOME BTW, and see you around :)

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Lay, I'm glad that I've changed my mind about these relationships. What can I say? We live and learn. Anyway, see you around, too. :)

 

Thanks for the warm greetings :)

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