Looking for a BLCD

[candlesticks]

There's this blcd that I found a long time ago somewhere. I forgot a huge chunk of it, but all I remember is that someone said the VA is Daisuke Shindou and that the audio is split into two, one for when he tops and one for when he bottoms. If I remember correctly, the story also starts with how the listener came home very stressed out.. and that's all I remember. I'm not even sure if I mixed this cd's plot with his other one..
I've tried looking EVERYWHERE but it's so hard to find archives of Daisuke Shindou's works.. and not a lot of them have little summaries for the cd either. Not to mention, im not even sure if the VA is Daisuke Shindou at this point.. considering every archive that I looked into never has that top/bottom cds listed.. 
If anyone knows, please I beg.. I need a title.. I feel like I hallucinated this darn cd cuz I just cant find it anywhere

Edited Saturday at 07:40 AM by candlesticks

[DoX89]

Hello, it's quite hard to suggest you the title of DJ/ASMR which you was looking for based on your description because there are a lot of ASMRs having 2 versions (1 for top role & 1 for bottom role). I only can recommend you to search this on DLsite. Hope that you already had account there, or you can create one. Then go to "ASMR section" and search the name "Daisuke Shindou" in Japanese, a list of all Daisuke's products will be displayed. And be patient to seek for what you need by going through these stuffs, one by one, try looking at the image & reading the synopsis of them. Hope it's helpful for you & best wish :D

[candlesticks]

Hello!! Thank you so much for the suggestion, but I actually had already checked with DLSite. It's my first time checking, though, so maybe I did something wrong (because I couldn't find the one work that I know Daisuke Shindou worked on, with or without tags)... but there's only 15 results for Daisuke Shindou, and none of them is what im looking for, even with the synopsis TvT 

Asking here really was my last resort hahah. I stumbled upon the cd on Soundcloud.. and it got quite popular before it got taken down.. who knows, I was hoping maybe someone here also knew the work from there and actually noted down the title 🤧

But tbh I've barely perused the results *here*, so maybe someone had already uploaded it and I just haven't found it yet. Either way, thank you! I'll continue looking, slowly🤧

[candlesticks]

Update:

It's Hatagaya Kouji 🥲 wrong VA from the start hahah. It's "Boku ga Zenryoku de Nagusamete Ageru".

Now im looking for the Danshi Zeme series~ if anyone has it, please let me know.. I cant even find any original sources for that one.. 🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️