A New Chance (18+)

[Envy]

Knight pulled him close again when he saw the distress on the younger ones face, wrapping his arms around his the smaller male as he settled him against his own body.

 

He ran the fingers of one of his hands through the cats hair soothingly.

 

“The name they gave you at birth is Lani.” he told him “ It means sky. You don't ever have to use the name if you don't want to. I'll only ever call you Akira if that is what you want.”

 

“Is there anything else you want to know, or would you like me to tell you some other time?” he asked him stroking the softness of the cats ear.

[Arekushisu]

Akira smiled lightly, "I-i want you to call me Akira. I like the name...you picked it for me." He said purring and tilting his head to Sabriel's hand nuzzling it.

 

"I-i just want to know one more thing. A-are my parents...a-are they still alive?" He asked looking up at him pleading slightly. He was liking the feel of his hand in his hair. He always has loving Sabriels hands on him was a wonderful thing. He just needed to know somethings about himself. He did want to know but he didnt want that life. He wanted the one he had now. With Karen, Sabriel, And rei and all the other people that have helping him out.

 

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Akira smiled lightly, "I-i want you to call me Akira. I like the name...you picked it for me." He said purring and tilting his head to Sabriel's hand nuzzling it.

 

"I-i just want to know one more thing. A-are my parents...a-are they still alive?" He asked looking up at him pleading slightly. He was liking the feel of his hand in his hair. He always has loving Sabriels hands on him was a wonderful thing. He just needed to know somethings about himself. He did want to know but he didnt want that life. He wanted the one he had now. With Karen, Sabriel, And rei and all the other people that have helping him out.

[Envy]

“I'm not sure Akira.” Knight answered him.

 

He wished he had that information so he could tell him. But he decided he would find out for him. Leaving his hair, he grabbed a hold of his chin lightly he pulled his face closer, giving his lips a small affectionate kiss.

 

“I'll see if I can't find out, so don't worry about for now, alright.” he told him lowly. “I'll send some the inquiries as soon as I can. I promise.”

 

He propped himself up on one elbow to look down at the younger male next to him, his head resting in his hand as he lowered his eyes to his.

 

“Tell me Akira.” he started curiously “What is the one thing you want right now that you haven't received?”

[Arekushisu]

Akira felt his lips touch his and he smiled his mood going happy agina. His ears perked up hearing that he would try all that he could to find out about his parnets. If they were alive he would go and see them if not he wanted to know where they were buried so he could visit them.

 

He heard the last question and he stopped thinking about it. He had gotten everything he had ever wanted. A family, a home, a lover that he loved more than anything. "I dont need anything. I have gotten everything i have ever wanted." He smiled and nuzzled Sabriel's cheek. "I love you Sabriel." he said. "Thank you so much for all that you have done. Finding out my name...thank you..." He said kissing his lips lightly purring louder.

[Envy]

Knight tightened his arms around the smaller male at the contact of the cats lips on his.

 

Leaning in closer, he took control of the kiss, deepening it, sweeping his tongue past his lips.

 

Breaking the kiss slowly after they both were almost breathless, he brought him closer before he maneuvered him onto his back. Once he had him laid out, he, took his mouth in another kiss. His hands trailing with soft touches down his sides slowly.

 

His lips left his to distribute small kisses on his lips, along his jaw, nudging his head up and over to expose his neck, as one of his hands slipped between them, caressing the cat's flat stomach.

 

Nudging Akira's head more to the left, he latched onto his neck, biting down gently just below his jawline, then lapped at the skin Slowly he moved his mouth downwards, soft nipping followed by small press of his lips over his skin down his neck to his collarbone.

 

First he used his tongue to tease it, then he sucked at the skin between his teeth. Pulling on it sensually before he moved to the other side and repeated the process as his hand caressed over the others pelvis, fingers tracing along it's shape.

[Arekushisu]

Akira blushed feeling the lips of his lover on him. He let out a soft moan feeling the small gentle kisses trail down his neck. He shivered feeling him bite down and he pushed on his shoulders feeling his hand on his lower body.

 

"S-sabriel...s-stop..." He said moving away from him his ears flat. He wanted to but he didnt know for sure if Sabriel wanted it. It came out of no where and it came off that he was just granting his wish to sleep with him.

 

"Y-you dont have to.." He said hugging his legs to his chest pulling them from under Sabreil his full body now away form him and against the headboard. "Dont pity me...i-i have been with so many guys...d-dont just do it because you want to give it to me as a present to get me off your back about it." He said looking off to the side slightly pissed off. He was thinking to much and he knew it. He knew the thought in his mind was just him being insecure about their relationship.

 

"Y-you could have anyone...why do you want to do this with me?" He asked looking up at his lover. He was overthinking it all. He had ruined a night that could have been perfect with his words and he was sure of it.

[Envy]

Knight listened to the other males words as he wondered where all this was coming from at all.

 

Sighing he sat up to face the cat sitting near the top of the bed.

 

“Akira. If I wanted someone else, I'd be with them. But I'm here with you because it's where I want to be. You're who I want. I thought I made that clear enough.” he said in his usual calm way. “ And I told you, I didn't care what you did in your past or who with, I meant that. And what's this about a gift or getting you off my back? That wasn't my intent at all. There were two reasons why I took my time with this whole thing.”

 

“Because of your past, I didn't want you thinking that sex was all I wanted from you. I was giving you time to become comfortable with me, so I held back. The second being I wasn't sure of your age, and neither were you. I wanted to make certain you weren't too young to be with me at all.”

 

“If you had any doubts, all you ever had to do was speak to me. I'd like to think I'm open and understanding enough for you to do that. And why would I pity you? I could never be with someone I pitied Akira. I'm compassionate, but I don't pity you. Have I ever treated you as if I did? Have I ever treated you like those other men? Did I ever give you a reason to think I was being pressured into this relationship?”

 

He sighed as he brushed his hair from his face with one of his hands

 

“If you still need time, I can wait.” he said lastly not at all angry. “However long you need.”

[Arekushisu]

Akira cried lightly hearing Sabriels words. He was crying with happiness. He pulled him to him kissing him lightly. "I have waited to long...dont make me wait any longer." He said kissing him slightly deeper nibbling his lips. His ears pushed back and tears twisted into the kiss.

 

He wrapped his arms around his neck moving him closer to him. "I-i love you..." He said letting Sabriel's lips go blushing a dark red. He looked off to the side. He wanted to push him down and kiss him all over...but he knew he couldnt. He blushed darker kissing Sabreils collarbone.

 

Sabriel wasnt the only one who could do it. He bit his neck playfully purring a low purr. He nuzzled against his neck. "I am okay..." he said sucking on his neck lovingly. He let out a mew that was low but still cute in every way. He was seducing his lover but he didnt care. He wanted to be pushed down and loved unlike the other men which forced him. He could feel heat in all of him.

 

He was hot...burning up acctually. His heart beating faster. He knew that sabriel would have to go...soon...to marry with some beautiful woman but he didnt care. He was with him now and that was all that mattered. "I'm sorry...for bringing it up...and ruining a good time." He said looking down falling back on the bed tightening his hold on his legs. He was sorry. He thought the day had gone perfect. He could feel the cool metal from the collar which rested between his collarbones. He pulled his hand up playing with it hearing it clinck together.

 

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Akira cried lightly hearing Sabriels words. He was crying with happiness. He pulled him to him kissing him lightly. "I have waited to long...dont make me wait any longer." He said kissing him slightly deeper nibbling his lips. His ears pushed back and tears twisted into the kiss.

 

He wrapped his arms around his neck moving him closer to him. "I-i love you..." He said letting Sabriel's lips go blushing a dark red. He looked off to the side. He wanted to push him down and kiss him all over...but he knew he couldnt. He blushed darker kissing Sabreils collarbone.

 

Sabriel wasnt the only one who could do it. He bit his neck playfully purring a low purr. He nuzzled against his neck. "I am okay..." he said sucking on his neck lovingly. He let out a mew that was low but still cute in every way. He was seducing his lover but he didnt care. He wanted to be pushed down and loved unlike the other men which forced him. He could feel heat in all of him.

 

He was hot...burning up acctually. His heart beating faster. He knew that sabriel would have to go...soon...to marry with some beautiful woman but he didnt care. He was with him now and that was all that mattered. "I'm sorry...for bringing it up...and ruining a good time." He said looking down falling back on the bed tightening his hold on his legs. He was sorry. He thought the day had gone perfect. He could feel the cool metal from the collar which rested between his collarbones. He pulled his hand up playing with it hearing it clinck together.

[Envy]

Knight followed the cat down onto the bed

 

“There's no need to apologize. You didn't ruin anything.” he told him honestly. “If you ever feel unsure about something, talk to me about it.” he told him as he laid his body out over the smaller males.

 

One arm went around the boys waist, resting his upper body weight on his elbow and forearm under him. His free hand went up to the cats face and wiped the tears away as he looked down at him with those frosty green eyes of his.

 

A moment later he lowered his head and kissed his lips gently before pulling back a little as his hand traveled from his cheek, down his jaw, over his neck

 

“Are you sure you're ready?” he asked him quietly as his fingers slid across his collar bone before moving down to his chest, where his hand flattened and glided over the skin slowly.

[Arekushisu]

Akira wrapped his arms around his lovers neck and he smiled lightly a dark blush covering his face feeling the others hand on his chest. "I-I am ready..." He said and he kissed Sabriel on his own moving his hips slightly against the others hesitatntly. "I will be fine." He said hugging him slightly tighter pushing his chest up into his hand.

 

He wanted to feel him. He wanted all of him to really call him his lover. He looked up at him his ears flattened feeling his hand again flatten out. "I want you Sabriel...you dont know how long i have waited for you." He said kissing his lovers jaw lovingly. He really was...he hated everytime Sabriel hadnt gotten in the bath with him and hadnt made a move. He hated seeing him with other people when he wouldnt even talk with Akira about alot of things. He understood he was waiting but still would age matter? If they were in love? If Akira was younger would Sabriel regect him? He thought but shook his head clearing his mind from those thoughts.

 

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Akira wrapped his arms around his lovers neck and he smiled lightly a dark blush covering his face feeling the others hand on his chest. "I-I am ready..." He said and he kissed Sabriel on his own moving his hips slightly against the others hesitatntly. "I will be fine." He said hugging him slightly tighter pushing his chest up into his hand.

 

He wanted to feel him. He wanted all of him to really call him his lover. He looked up at him his ears flattened feeling his hand again flatten out. "I want you Sabriel...you dont know how long i have waited for you." He said kissing his lovers jaw lovingly. He really was...he hated everytime Sabriel hadnt gotten in the bath with him and hadnt made a move. He hated seeing him with other people when he wouldnt even talk with Akira about alot of things.

 

He understood he was waiting but still would age matter? If they were in love? If Akira was younger would Sabriel regect him? He thought but shook his head clearing his mind from those thoughts.

[Envy]

Knight gave Akira's bottom lip a light small nip and tug before he pulled back to look down at him.

 

“Stop thinking.” he said quietly before he lowered his mouth to his again, taking it in a slow kiss, deepening it after a moment.

 

If his partner didn't want to wait any longer, he wasn't going to make him. He had a really hard time keeping his hands off him since he had stayed with him the first night. It got harder and harder everyday that passed. Now, he didn't have to hold back.

 

His hand slipped down over the cats hip as his mouth kept its possession of his mouth, his hand began ghosting along the curve of his inner thigh, parting his legs as he shifted to rest his weight between them, his hips slowly moving to roll against the others with a soft moan into their connected lips.

 

His other hand slipped to his other thigh, tugging it over his hip, before he broke the kiss. He curved his spine to brush his lips lower over the cats neck,he pressed his lips against the skin, teasing it with his teeth before he sucked it into his mouth gently, lapping it as he pressed his hips harder into the ones below his with the same slow pace.

[Arekushisu]

Akira was shocked at the feeling of the others lips on his. He felt the hand roll on his inner thigh and he parted his legs wrapping them around the other males hips feeling Sabriels hips hitting against his own. He let out a small moan feeling his erection be touched by his lover.

 

He felt the lips on his neck and he moaned slightly louder feeling his lovers teeth and the sucking motion it which he kept going at. He started to move his hips with Sabriels moving against him so he would feel it too. He moved his head to the side his ears flattened on his head.

 

He had wanted this everynight. waiting for when Sabriel would touch him for the first time. He knew he would be tight if they went all the way and by how his lovers hips were moving he knew they would. He hadnt had sex in a couple of months from the last time he was raped. He had now been going for about six months without and he knew he would need to be stretched before they did anything.

 

"s-sabriel...d-do you have the right stuff?" He asked looking down at his lover. He didnt want to hurt for this time and wanted it to be the best and the last he would ever have.

 

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Akira was shocked at the feeling of the others lips on his. He felt the hand roll on his inner thigh and he parted his legs wrapping them around the other males hips feeling Sabriels hips hitting against his own. He let out a small moan feeling his erection be touched by his lover.

 

He felt the lips on his neck and he moaned slightly louder feeling his lovers teeth and the sucking motion it which he kept going at. He started to move his hips with Sabriels moving against him so he would feel it too. He moved his head to the side his ears flattened on his head.

 

He had wanted this everynight. waiting for when Sabriel would touch him for the first time. He knew he would be tight if they went all the way and by how his lovers hips were moving he knew they would. He hadnt had sex in a couple of months from the last time he was raped. He had now been going for about six months without and he knew he would need to be stretched before they did anything.

 

"s-sabriel...d-do you have the right stuff?" He asked looking down at his lover. He didnt want to hurt for this time and wanted it to be the best and the last he would ever have.

[Envy]

Lifting his head, Knight looked down at the smaller male beneath him.

 

“Don't worry Akira. I've got everything I need.” he told him before giving his lips a soft kiss. “There's no need to rush things, so just relax.” he kissed his jaw, brushing his lips along the line.

 

Continuing his trail downward with a series of erotically exploring curls of his tongue to his neck to his collar bone once again, he slipped a hand beneath Akira's hips. He was intent on exploring the younger male first, like he said, there was no need to rush this, they had all night together, and it was still rather early.

 

Lowering himself more, he licked his way down to his chest, curving his own spine to keep their hips in contact with one another as he rocked his own into the cats, their naked lengths gliding over one another, adding an erotic pleasure for them both. His lips moved over the smooth skin, pressing small kisses, followed by the barest of nips before his tongue moved to sooth the any sting away.

 

When his lips came into contact with a nipple, he brushed them over the sensitive flesh before the tip of his tongue lapped at it with a slow hot lick. The hand at his hips found the base of the cats tail, gently his fingers wrapped around the fur covered appendage. With a soft suck, he drew the nub beneath his lips into the warmth of his mouth as his hand ran down the length of the cats tail slowly as he thrust his hips into his more firmly, earning a deep hymn from him before he lifted his head to look up at his partner.

 

“Tell me what you want Akira.” he said as his fingers played up his tail “Where you like to be touched.”

[Arekushisu]

Akira was getting used to the feeling of someone touching him again. He started to purr feeling the others mouth around his neck and all over his chest pulling and sucking on his nipple. He blushed feeling the others hand on his tail as he flicked it happily with an excited meow to go with it.

 

He let his hands into Sabriel's hair and moaned feeling it. He felt there members rub against each other and it made him blush and bite his lip trying to hide the moan. He flicked his tail in Sabriel's hand. "Tail...is sensitive..." Says lightly feeling his fingers go up it.

 

His ears perked up hearing the others words before a dark blush covered his face. "If its you...touch me everywhere." he looks off to the side. "Make me moan...and feel you..." he says looking back up at his lover. "I want to touch you...and feel you more...explore your body like your doing with mine. I want you to touch me...i have been waiting since the first night i confessed to you." He said blushing darker feeling Sabriel's lips on his body making him shiver harder.

[Envy]

Knight gave a small hymn at his words before placing a small kiss on his lips.

 

“You want to explore me...” he repeated before he pried himself from the younger male slowly.

 

He got to his knees and sat back on his heels, reaching for the others hand, he pulled him into a sitting position, leading the cats palm onto his chest, his fingers around his wrist.

 

Meeting his eyes, Knight let his hold on his wrist go “I told you before,” he started “...you are welcomed to do as you please, because I'm yours.”

 

Staying where he was he let the cat do as he wanted, giving him an open invitation to do what he had been waiting to do all this time.

[Arekushisu]

Akira looked up at his lover hearing the words the hand on his chest moving slightly when his warm fingers left his wrist. He nodded lightly and his ears flattened. He moved forward and he nuzzled Sabriels neck before kissing it lightly. His hand on his chest decided it wasnt happy there and it started to move all over his chest feeling it before it moved and he touched his back feeling the muscles there on his bare skin.

 

He moved his hand down and came to his stomach looking up at him letting a small bite tell him to look. He didnt know if it was okay to touch all of him. He let his hand touch his hips and start to move lower but he stopped looking up at him his tail flicking happily. "I-is this okay?" He asked before kissing Sabriels collarbone. Was it okay to touch him? Was it okay to feel him first? The thoughts played over and over and Akira wanted SAbriel to feel pleasure from him.

 

He knew he was good at it and would show him too. But...he didnt want to be thrown out after. "If we do this...you are mine and i am yours. No matter what happens we never part. Not even when you get a wife...your mine." He said and bite down onto his neck tired of waiting for the invitation and let his hand start to rub at his manhood and letting his finger trace the tip happily.

 

He looked up at him his tail flicking dangerously. He purred lightly feeling his lover up. He started moving his hand back and forth along his length feeling him and touching him. He looked up at him after he started to stroke him and purred louder seeing if it was really okay and was happy he hadnt been stopped yet.

[Envy]

Knight sat still, allowing Akira to touch him anyway he wanted, placing his hands on the cats thighs.

 

When he asked if where was touching him was alright, he gave his head a nod as he watched him, taking deep breaths as he felt the small hands run over his hips. His skin was already sensitive and the kiss to his collar bone sent another pleasant shiver down his back.

 

He was quiet as he listened to the cats words, his eyes closing when the felt the bite to his neck, his hands running up the cats thighs, his hips arching into the hand that touched him, the fingers tracing over his tip eliciting a low moan from him.

 

His hands came up and framed the younger males face when he looked up at him, his larger frame shuddering from his increased breathing from the hand running along his hardened shaft.

 

“If that is what you really want...” he said as he lowered his lips to his briefly before he parted them, meeting his gaze “...then I would gladly keep you.”

[Arekushisu]

Feeling the hands travel up his thighs Akira let out a shiver of his own. He moved his hands faster around his lovers erection and looked up at him hearing his words. He knew he was enjoying it, Sabriels breathing had quickened and he was letting out small moans as Akira touched him. "I want to be yours...forever." He said kissing his lovers lips lightly. He could feel the others hands on him and it made him get harder himself. His ears flattened, "Will you make love to me Sabriel?" He asked kissing the others neck biting it lightly letting his cheek run over it. He was excited and wanted his lover now.

[Envy]

Moving his hands down to the cats shoulders, he returned the light kiss giving to him.

 

His hands lowered to the others waist “Then you will be.” he told him as his hands smoothed over the skin at his hips.“I promise.” he added

 

He pulled the smaller body closer to his at the cats question, his eyes closing briefly from the bite to his neck. Reaching between them he took the smaller hand from around his straining length, bringing it up and around his shoulders before he ran his fingers down the stretch of his skin to the nape of his neck.

 

Gently he pulled the hair on the back of the cats hair, causing his head to come up and back so he could take his lips next. He coaxed his lips to open for him. One of his hands sliding up his back, fingers following the contours of the cats spine to the space between the shoulder blades. Soon that same hand was down to the base of his tail, gently stroking down as much of it he could reach at that moment.

 

Running his other hand from the boys hair, it slipped down his back as well going lower as his palm and fingers followed the curve around the shape of his cheek, drifting slowly downward over the pert roundness as his fingers slipped between the crease, the tip of a long, tapered finger pressing and rubbing against his tight opening teasingly before it ran circles around it with a little more firmness.

[Arekushisu]

Akira kissed his lover back. He opened his mouth as he was told and took Sabriel's tongue into his mouth biting it lightly. His tail flicked feeling the others hands travel up and down his back which made him shiver and moan lightly against the others soft lips. He felt one hand touch his tail where his tail and his back met. He felt the other travel lower making him blush as it touched his entrance. He moaned lightly feeling him press on it and move it around.

 

He kissed Sabriel harder and deeper. He pushed his body lightly against the finger playing with him making the tip enter him slightly before it was removed. It made his ears fall back in slight pain but pleasure mostly. He moaned into his lovers mouth letting him know he was enjoying it. Akira tightened his grip on the others wet neck digging his nails lightly into his shoulders. He was doing the same Akira had already done. He was looking over his body seeing his sensitive spots and his good spots. He touched around him his tail flicking and his ears flat still in pleasure of the hot kiss they still shared.

[Envy]

The moan that spilled from the cat tasted liked a new kind of addiction.

 

Feeling the others hips move against him, pressing down into the finger he used to toy with the sensitive hole caused a small answering moan to sound from his throat as he pressed into it harder, still not breaching between the closed ring, his fingers now giving it firmer strokes, encouraging a response from the smaller body in his arms.

 

Breaking the kiss, he left his lips against Akira's, the heavy heated breaths falling against the reddened flesh. He opened his eyes enough to look at the boys face through his dark lashes as he rested his forehead against his.

 

The hand at the base of his tail joined the other, sliding around the supple skin, taking a firm hold and pulling the cats hips impossibly closer as he rocked his waist to meet the withering hips pressing into his.

[Arekushisu]

Akira let out another moan feeling the others hands touch him. He arched his back into the touch not wanting it to stop. He felt his hips move and his body reacting but his mind wasnt working. He couldnt think all he could do was feel Sabriels hands on his body and he felt them...oh he felt them. They were warm...hot acctually running against his body. He felt Sabriels hips move with his own and he moved his in the same pace feeling sabriels hardened memeber touch his body.

 

He didnt know what to do...it had been to long. he didnt know how he usually reacted to this. He bit his lip hard and his ears flattened. he was enjoying it it just wasnt like he remembered. All the ones he remembered had a feeling of anger in it. Plundging into him till he bled or broke. he hated that...but this time. When Sabriel is touching him, it feels warm.

 

He could feel love through the other males hands and the breaths touching him. He could feel him, all of him. He wasnt used to feeling this loved and he didnt like it. He wasnt used to it. He pushed lightly on Sabriel and he shivered. he didnt understand how he was supposed to act to this much love. He didnt understand anything anymore. he breathed harder and he opened his eyes feeling blood drip from his lip onto his tongue. He wanted this...but he didnt know how to take it. he wanted Sabriel so much, he loved him. He shut his mouth and got still slightly still moving with him not wanting Sabriel to think he didnt like it...but his face betrayed him. he felt a tear fall down the side of his face but he turned his head not wanting the other to see it.

[Envy]

Knight stilled as soon as he saw the distress on the cats face.

 

Reaching up with one of his hands, he wiped his face clear of the tear that ran down his cheek.

 

“It's alright Akira. We don't have to do this.” he said to him, thinking maybe this was too much for him.

 

He wouldn't rush him into something he clearly was unready for. Wrapping his other arm around his waist to keep him close to him, he laid out on the bed. His free hand began to stroke the smaller ones hair soothingly, his fingers brushing through the strands.

 

Leaning in he gave him a soft kiss “Calm down. We can wait a little longer if this is too much right now.”

[Arekushisu]

Akira looked up at his lover, "Its not like i dont want to do this with you Sabriel...because i really want to. Its just...its not what i'm used to. I remember it rough and your just...gentle. I just need some extra time...just a little more." Akira's ears fell back worried he had done something wrong. He heard the clanck of the necklace he had on and he blushed lightly his hand going to it. "I can wait...but can you? I dont mind...i just...i am not used to the way your so gentle and loving with me...all the others hated me so i was treated roughly." He sighed, "I am sorry for ruining our night...i know you had it all planned out but i just ruin everything. I dont even deserve this." He said moving the charm on the necklace in his fingers.

[Arekushisu]

Akira looked up at his lover, "Its not like i dont want to do this with you Sabriel...because i really want to. Its just...its not what i'm used to. I remember it rough and your just...gentle. I just need some extra time...just a little more." Akira's ears fell back worried he had done something wrong. He heard the clanck of the necklace he had on and he blushed lightly his hand going to it. "I can wait...but can you? I dont mind...i just...i am not used to the way your so gentle and loving with me...all the others hated me so i was treated roughly." He sighed, "I am sorry for ruining our night...i know you had it all planned out but i just ruin everything. I dont even deserve this." He said moving the charm on the necklace in his fingers.