A Book is Only as Good as Those Behind It (are-san and Niore. private 18+possibly)

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Rasil mewled and started grabbing at lukas hair. He covered his eyes so he wouldnt have to watch.

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Luka kissed rasil's tip lightly then slipped it into his mouth feeling the others hot length.

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The sudden warmth made rasil think that he would finish right then and there. The heat that was around him was spreading upwards and steadily overtaking his mind. His breathing became more erractic and he started purring. "Hmmm" he hummed.

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Luka heard Rasil pur and he laughed making a vibration run up the others member. He swirled his tongue around the other touching the tip. He moved to Rasil's breathing going faster as his breaths did. He could feel his own getting harder as he listened to Rasil.

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"Kyah.~~" he said unable to withstand more of the feeling. He released into lukas mouth and then quickly covered his face as small tears ran down his face.

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Luka felt the warm liquid inter his mouth and he swallowed it feeling it run down his throut. He looked up at Rasil seeing him crying. He went up to him and hugged him. "I'm sorry Rasil...I-I..." he had no words for him. He didnt understand why he was crying and he didnt know how to help. He then thought that maybe Rasil was remembering something from his past. Luka shook his head and threw that out. "Rasil...What's wrong?" He asked pulling back and looking into the others eyes.

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Rasil held on to luka tightly through the soft crying. "Im happy..."

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Luka sighed hearing those two words. He touched Rasil's cheek, "I am too." He said before kissing Rasil tenderly. He was happy he wasnt upset about his past while they were doing this together. He didnt want him thinking about anyone but him at this moment. Luka heard his phone chirp telling him he had a message. He ignored it and kept kissing Rasil. When it chirped three more times, meaning four messages in total, he sighed and kissed him once more before picking up his phone looking at the texts.

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Rasil rolled over and fell asleep on lukas lap from sleepyness. He purred rythmicly.

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Luka felt Rasil's head on his lap and he smiled. He dropped his phone seeing the message was from his ex again telling him to come back and that he was sorry. Luka picked Rasil up and carryed him to the bedroom laying him down and sliding in next to him. He pulled off his own shirt and rested Rasil's head on his chest falling asleep to the sound of him purring.

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Rasil hugged luka tightly as he slept, as much as the past bothered him, it was the present that mattered,right? So it would be okay if he let it go for a little while, right? All the thoughts drifted around in his head as his purrs grew louder and then falling silent.

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Luka woke in the middle of the night to his phone blaring in his ear telling him someone was calling. He grunted and looked down at the still sleeping Rasil as he answered the phone forgetting to look at the ID. He pushed back some of the hair that had fallen into Rasil's face tucking it behind his ear and petting his head. He could still hear him purring as he slept.

 

"Hello?" He asked.

"Luka? You finally picked up." Dace's voice came through the phone stilling Luka's hand and making his smile dissapear. His breath quickened and he tried to calm down. Why did this man have to get in his life now that he was so close to fixing it agian? He looked down at Rasil instantly feeling calmer.

"Hello, Dace." he said through the phone quietly.

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Rasil nudged lukas hand lightly when he went to push back rasils hair,only to frown when the motion stopped. He moved slightly before settling down again. Or so he made luka believe, in truth, as soon as he heard the name unfamiliar to him pass from lukas mouth, he became alert to what was being said

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Luka sat up slightly making sure Rasil was still sleeping. He heard background sound that sounded like the street.

"Luka...I'm so sorry. Let's at least meet up." The voice said through the sound.

Luka frowned, "No. Where are you anyway?" He asked confused at why he was out so late. Luka knew that if Rasil was up he could hear the sounds from the phone and even the voice speaking to him. He smiled down at the still sleeping boy touching his hair agian softly.

"I'm at your place. Why arent you home? Where are you?" He asked angry it seemed.

Luka chuckled softly, "How long have you been waiting there? All night i hope. I am staying with someone, have a problem with it?" He asked making it sting to the other man.

"Yea! I have a problem with it! I am your lover, You tell me when you do these things..." He trailed off. Luka was shocked. He had made it clear he didnt love this man.

"We are no longer lovers. And honeslty I dont think you ever saw me that way." He said back looking back at the boy he was falling for.

"Luka...I didnt mean it i swear. Meet up with me, Lets talk about it." He said. He was jealous not knowing where he was. Luka looked at Rasil and sighed.

"Fine. But somewhere public, not alone. I never want to be like that with you agian." He said.

"Thank you Luka. Then the cafe off the main road? Lunch time tomorrow?" The other man asked.

"Fine, but dont expect me to forgive you." he said shutting the phone and laying it on the table tuning back to Rasil. He loved this boy, he never wanted to see that man agian. He was happy he wasnt home tonight.

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Rasil cringed mentally at the words, at lukas ex's words, at lukas, he made a shift as casual as possible so that he had mived away from luka and to the end of the bed where he curled up and wraped his tail around himself. He didnt think luka was actually going to do it, he had a sick feeling of rage building in his stomach.

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Luka saw Rasil move away and knew he was awake. "Rasil, I know your awake." He said moving slightly closer but not touching him knowing how the conversation on the phone must have sounded. He was worried he had upset him and he was mad at him now. He was only going to the meeting to say he was through and tell him it was over for good and that he had found someone new...a new lover that he loved more than anything right now.

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Rasil closed his eyes and breathed in and out slowly,if he could just get luka to think he was sleeping, he could be okay...he wouldnt yell at him and possibly scratch up his face. He tried pushing the others voice out of his head as he fell into a calm, sleep. He was trying to pretend..but all the sudden rage building made him tired and he ended up actually falling asleep. He wouldnt think about the conversation, the words, everything.

 

When he woke up that morning, he hummed quietly to himself as he pulled his hair back and slipped into todays clothes. He countinued to be as normal as possible around his lover, hoping that the other would leave it be

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Luka slid over to Rasil and wrapped his arms around his waist as he fell asleep feeling the other move about. During the night he had turned into Luka and slept on his chest agian. Luka didnt want to worry Rasil about the conversation anymore. He had to go meet him and he wanted Rasil to know that he wasnt going to make up. He was tired of being beat and pushed around.

 

In the morning Luka woke to Rasil getting up and walking about getting ready. Luka thought he would tell him good morning or something but he just dressed and left the room. Luka sighed and got out of bed slipping on a pair of jeans and another shirt he had brought here when he was looking after Rasil. He picked up his phone slipping it into his back pocket and walking to the living room seeing Rasil on the couch with his hair up. Luka walked to the kitchen getting out a bottle of water and went and sat next to him. "Good morning Rasil." He said hugging him. He didnt mind if he pushed him away though it would hurt he would understand. It was already around eleven and he was meeting with Dace at twelve.

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Rasil gave a small nod as the only sign that he had aknowlaged his presence. He countinued pouring orange juice, warily watching the time slip by. He was having a hard time keeping his faith in tact, even when he had a conversaition with luka it was too the point. After drinking, he walked to his desk and pulled out the empy pages of the story board.

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Luka for some reason really wanted Rasil to hear the conversation or go with him to the meeting. He wasnt going to ask that of him though. He sighed and stood going to the back of the chair picking up his leather jacket. "Rasil, I have to go for about an hour and will be back okay?" He walked over to his desk kissing his cheek lightly not asking for more. He walked back to the door and slipped on his shoes. He wanted Rasil to follow him...or stop him. Show that he even cared slightly about the meeting.

 

"I'm going. I love you Rasil and will be back soon!" he yelled back waiting a moment for a reply. Not getting one he frowned and walked out the door making his way to the cafe he said he would meet at. He pulled out his phone sending a message to Dace: On my way. If your not there i'm leaving.

Was all he wrote and shut his phone slipping it back in his pocket.

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Once the door shut, his humming stopped, and he broke his pencil. He sat there, digging his nails into his hands to the point they almost bled. He keep telling himself he couldve misunderstood, but the nagging shadows of the past nagging at his heart, instead only added fuel to his anger. His tail swayed dangerously as he held back a hiss. After distroying half of his living room, scattering books, torn pages, wood pieces,and other objects on the floor and almost breaking the living room table

 

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He then hid himself in his room, in the darkest corner, where he started believing that he was being used again.

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Luka got to the cafe and looked around. He didnt see anyone. He jumped feeling a hand touch his lower back. He turned and saw a man with light brown hair and blue eyes looking back at him with a smile. Luka looked at him feeling nothing like he once did for this man. He looked him over again feeling nothing like he did with Rasil when he felt his heart quicken and his breathing hitch. He smiled and went to a booth not saying a word. He sat and looked around the small cafe not seeing as many people as he would like. He leaned back crossing his arms.

 

"Luka." Dace said smiling. He looked back at him with cold eyes.

"What do you want Dace?" He asked.

"I want you." He said reaching over and touching Luka's cheek. Luka felt the warmth from his hand and shyed away from it afraid he would feel the same as he did before.

"You cant have me. I have a lover." He said getting to the point quickly. He saw the anger flare up in his eyes and his hand reach up before he felt the cold slap on his face.

"How dare you!" Dace said in a cold voice. "Love another man when your with me. Arent i enough?" He asked looking around to see who all had seen him. Luka felt tears come to his eyes as he held the side of his face. He wished it would be easy and he would leave him be. He wanted to be with Rasil and be happy sitting on the couch and laughing. He didnt want to feel the cold air like he did this morning. He wanted Rasil here with him, he knew he was stronger with him here. He gave him strength he never had on his own.

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Rasil,whom after abit of loathing, had up and followed to the cafe, suddenly whacked the hated man in the face with a piece of floorboard, that had nails in it. The scarf that he wore covered from his nose down as he dropped the board heaving. "You..."he puffed out between a breath. "Piece of shit.."

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(were did he get that from??)

 

Luka stood pulling the piece of wood out of Rasil's hand and tuning him to face him. "Rasil, calm down." He said stroking his back hugging him. He didnt care about the man that now lay next to them holding his face. Blood ran between his fingers and he was yelling. Luka was happy now that no one was around. Luka looked at Dace, "This is my lover." He said and pulled Dace's face to look at him. "I hate you. I never want to see you again." He said then let the mans face fall to the table. He grabbed Rasil's hand pulling him out of the room leaving the wood there. "What were you doing there?" He asked when they made it to a nearby park. He stopped in front of Rasil.

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(Erm....AN ALLY QAQ shush! I wanted it to be dramatic!)

Rasil starred at the ground to avoid eye contact with luka. He didnt think that far, his rage carried him there. He gritted his teeth and slapped luka across the face, ith teary eyes. "Not...alowed.." he whimpered out,suddenly feeling the urge to hug him. Rasil hugged luka and burried his face in the boys jacket as he locked his hands.

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