Just enemies? (private) robertita&Arekushisu (18+)

[robertita]

Tomo didn’t receive any answer so he realised Nao was sleeping. He didn’t know what to do: to wake up or not the other male. But the pizza was hot and until Nao would wake up it would be cold. So he let the pizza boxes on table and approached the couch. “Wake up sleeping beauty. I bet you are dreaming nicely but the food it’s here” Tomo begged and put his hand on Nao’s shoulder waiting for him to open his beautiful eyes. “Let’s eat quickly and go to the hot springs.”

[Arekushisu]

Nao was woken from his dream and his eyes opened and Tomo stood above him and Nao jumped Ip touching his body making sure he had clothing on and he sighed in relief. "Thank you for getting dinner." He said wiping his eyes sleepily and brushing the white hair out of his face. His tail moved lazily around his legs as he went to the pizza box pulling out a slice and taking a bite a soft moan leaving his mouth as the flavor covered his tongue. He hadn't eaten human food in so long he almost missed it.

[robertita]

"Hahaha. You are funny Nao. It's lunch time not dinner time. I bet you had sweet dreams. You were smilling in your dream" Tomo said taking a slice of pizza too. They ate in silence and at the end Tomo stretched his arms and legs. "Let's go Nao. It's already afternoon. We can stay on there until evening. It will be fun. I was so busy with school lately that I didn’t have time for me at all."

[Arekushisu]

Nao blushed hearing he had said something wrong and he giggled softly. "Okay let's go." He said getting his shoes and putting away his plate. He got into his car and he started it up looking through the window looking at Tomo winking at him. "Get in let's go have an adventure!"

[robertita]

“It seems he’s full of energy now after he eats” Tomo thought and followed Nao. He got in the car as the other neko asked and then he looked through other’s music cds. “Let’s hear some music Nao. It’s an hour until that place” he smiled finding a cd which he loved.

[Arekushisu]

Nao laughed and started down the street and sat back listening intently to the music in which Tomo had chosen.

 

~hour later~

 

Nao smiled finally making it to he springs and he sighed softly looking over at Tomo who had fallen asleep on their way here. He stepped out of the car and walked to Tomos side and opened the door before shaking Tomo. "get up Tomo!" he said trying to wake him up.

[robertita]

Listening the music slowly Tomo fell asleep. But he had really sweet dreams: him and Nao naked in his bed making love. “I love you Tomo” Nao whispered into his ear. “Ah Nao you are so hot baby. I want you all” he replied being almost to cum. But in that moment he felt someone’s hand on his shoulder trying to wake him up. He opened his eyes and looked at Nao. So it was just a dream.

[Arekushisu]

Nao smiled and helped Tomo out of the car. They walked both up to the home and entered going to the front desk, "yes a room for Mr. Roland please." He said and signed the check in and gave then his license so they could make sure he was who he said he was. He shook his head and picked up their bags going to the room. "I hate my new last name. Hate it." He said under his breathe as he opened the door to the suite and he smiled seeing the large bed which they would have to share and the open window porch that had a private hot bath in it. The room was a nice soft read color that was from the sheets to the towels in the bathroom. "Here we are. I'm sorry for the one bed I'll sleep on the couch if you want." He said looking back at Tomo as he sat the bags down on the bed.

[robertita]

“You do have a beautiful name Nao. It sounds so romantic. I think you said once you are married” Tomo replied still thinking on the dream. But once he entered into the room he couldn’t take his eyes from the bed. So he and Nao will share the same bed. He was more than happy on that thought. But hearing Nao’s words he answered quickly “No, no need for the couch we can sleep on the same bed. We are both men Nao. Nothing will happen” But deep inside he wanted Nao to be his and only his. He desired him as ne never wanted any girl before. But what about Nao’s brother? Tomo hated the fact he couldn’t remember him.

[Arekushisu]

Nao laughed softly and he stripped off his shirt the tattoo on his left side bunching up with his muscles. He stretched and sighed. "I am married. His name is john. He is...a very stressful guy. That is his last name that I used up there. And I hate it because it is now mine." He said shaking his head looking away. He smiled though his ears perking up. "Do you want to soak with me?!" He said stripping off his shoes and pants as well as he walked to the doors to the porch and he smiled back at Tomo his tail flicking from side to side like a little boys.

[robertita]

Tomo’s ears flattened when he heard Nao’s words. So Nao was married indeed and with a …man. “So you are married with a man. If your brother were still alive he would have been my bride” Tomo answered thinking life was so unfair. But he became happy again hearing Nao’s invitation. “Sure I want” he replied starting to throw his clothes off. Nao had a very sexy body and Tomo envied his husband for having such a beauty every night.

[Arekushisu]

Nao being so comfortable around Tomo having been naked many nights with him didn't mind the eyes that ran over his body. He sat down into the water and smiled back at Tomo. "Yes. I am married to a man. Is that a problem? And you and my brother were engaged. You would have been married before the month was up" he said blushing lightly having wanted to say it was him instead of a fake brother but he shrugged it off before getting all of his body wet including his fair and he smiled happily loving the water and how it felt. "Come in! It's great!"

[robertita]

“No problem at all. Really? He should have been my bride now? I wish I could turn the time so he would be with me now” he answered throwing his underwear over the other clothes. “I’m coming. I do miss being in a hot spring a lot” he added and jumped on the water splashing Nao’s face. Then he start laughing seeing Nao’s wet face and he wanted to apologise “I’m sorry Nao” he said before starting to splash him even more. He was feeling like a little baby playing with his favourite toy.

[Arekushisu]

Nao sighed and wiped his face shaking his head. "Stop that. Just calm down. I would rather talk than splash." He said and shook his head again before he laughed and sat down on the small bench that was under the water. He sighed softly relaxing letting his muscles relax even more as he could smell the relaxing scent of mint on the air. "Just relax and sit. And we can chat about your husband." He said peeking at Tomo. "Yes. You would have been married by now. But I don't know if you would have lasted." He said solemnly.

[robertita]

Tomo joined Nao on bench and tried to relax. But Nao’s words made him sad “I feel so bad for not remembering him. I hate myself because of it but please don’t say me and him would haven’t lasted. I loved him, didn’t I?” he asked waiting for an answer. He felt so down that he wanted to cry. “If only he was alive, I would be a good husband for him. The best in the whole world” he added not realizing his tears were falling on his cheeks.

[Arekushisu]

Nao looked over noticing the tears on tomos cheeks and be closed his eyes sighing. "Yes. I say that out of jealousy I think. I wish my relationship was as yours and his was. And it's okay that you can't remember him...he would have wanted you to move on. And be happy instead of crying for him." He said wiping tomos tears off his cheeks before sitting back again. "I'm sure you would have been a great husband..." He said before he shook his head and moved alittle from Tomo. "My brother was an energetic boy. He loved you as you loved him. But at the end of his life you and he fought a lot over that girl liking you back there. She decided she would ask you what. You thought you saw in my brother. And you yelled at her and he saw you both together and her real close to you and you guys fought over the woman. That nigh he left. And then the next day you didn't remember him." He said looking into a past that wasn't what he was telling the man. He was telling him lies but he could t help it. He hadn't told john he would be gone this plan and he would come after him or even worse call him back to him before the night was over. "We should get some sleep soon...it's getting late." He said softly looking down at the water.

[robertita]

"I hate that woman Nao. I have nothing to do with her. So it's her fault my lover left me. She will pay" he replied stopping to cry. He was so furious on that bitch and on himself. He was happy Nao told him the truth "Thanks for telling me. And yes I want to rest a little" he added feeling tired. "But before to go to bed I want to do something" he smiled and hugged Nao. "Let me stay a little like this. Is like I'm holding him" he asked putting his head on Nao's shoulder. Once he broke the hug he looked deeply into the other eyes and leaned forward to kiss him.

[Arekushisu]

Nao knew what was happening. He knew what Tomo was doing and he took the hug perfectly fine but when the mans lips came closer and closer to his own he began to cry. He turned his head and Tomo's lips touched his cheek rather than his lips. "Please..I cant..." he said softly looking down his long hair pushed into his face hiding the pain he had on his face. He hated this, tomo, his lover, and he had to push him away because of a lie he had told him. "You can not put me in the place of my brother. I am not him. Dont expcet me to be with you the way he was." he said softly before he stood and got out of the bath walking to the doors naked as he looked back at Tomo the tears plain as day in the moonlight as the water glistened of his pale skin. "Do not make me a replacement for him." he said and walked into the room going to the bathroom and entering the shower.

[robertita]

Tomo realized what he wanted to do. “I’m sorry. It’s my fault. I’m an idiot” he said sadly watching Nao leaving away. He heard the bathroom’s door closed and only then he started to cry again. He didn’t know what happen to him but every time he saw Nao he wanted to push him in bed andfuck him hard. He blamed himself for thinking like that. Slowly he got out of the water and took a towel from a table. After he put the towel around his waist he let himself falling on the bed. He hoped Nao won’t run from him. He hoped Nao won’t hate him… because he knew he loved that neko from the bottom of his heart.

[Arekushisu]

Nao sighed and finished his shower and got dressed into a pair of shorts and nothing else. He drapped the towel around his neck and walked to the bed laying down next to tomo. He appeared to be asleep, nao blushed softly and shook his head getting the idea of kissing the boy out of his head. He pushed him lightly and sighed, "I'm sorry...about earlier...I know that you miss my brother and if doing that with me makes you feel better I'll let you...but...I am not my brother...I am me...know the difference." he said softly curling up against Tomo ontop of the blankets his tail flicking back and forth.

[robertita]

Tomo was almost asleep when he felt Nao lay in bed next to him. He listen Nao’s words carefully and a shy smile appeared on his face. So Nao didn’t hate him. He turned and hugged Nao “Thank you. I just missed him a lot” he replied trying to hide the fact he loved the other. “I know you aren’t him. You are just a friend. You belong to someone else” he added with a big pain in his soul. He wished to be the one into Nao’s life. “Do you love your husband?” he asked being curious.

[Arekushisu]

Naos body went stiff hearing the mans words and he sighed softly. "No...I don't...but I learned to love him." He said softly his mouth moving lazily before he hugged Tomo back. "I don't love him. But I have to act like I do. For my father." He said softly looking away and letting go of the other man. He sighed softly and scooted away from Tomo.

[robertita]

“So you didn’t marry because you loved him. You married just because your father wanted you to marry that man.” Tomo said being happily inside him. The heart of the other was free – free to love somebody else. “I will never marry without loving that person” Tomo added feeling the other broke the hug. “That’s why I left home. Mother is decided to make that bitch her daughter in law. But I don’t love her. Never ever” he replied turning so he could face Nao. “Have you ever thought to love someone else?”

[Arekushisu]

Nao's eyes were full of pain as he heard the hopeful tomo ask if he was open to loving another and a tear left his eyes and he sighed. "My dear...my heart already belongs to another...I married for the family. I took the ultimate sacrifice, leaving the man I loved for the man my father said I needed to be with. I had to do it..." he said softly his voice breaking slightly. "Tomo...My heart, it is weak, I love another man. Yet I can't go back to him, I made him forget me...and I made him fall for another girl...a woman in which he would marry before too long his family wanting the happiness for him. A-and even if he saw me he wouldn't remember me...no he wouldn't remember my name, nor a face. He would not know me if i stopped by to see him one last time. Tomo...I hurt him and I can't take it back." he said softly looking down at his hands which were in his lap. He did really hate what he did to tomo. And he wished he didn't have to but he knew it was for the best for both of him. Without tomo's memories gone he would try and come back to him, he would try to see him all the time. Try and find him and Nao couldn't have that.

[robertita]

Tomo listened carefully the other’s neko words. He could feel his pain and he could hear his tears. He didn’t want to see the other one sad so he hugged him from behind. “Don’t cry Nao. I’m sure one day you will be free to be with the man you love. Even it’s here on Earth, or on Heaven or on Hell. One day I will meet your brother again too. And we will be happy” he said trying to confort the other. “Even you hurt him I’m sure he doesn’t hate you. He’s waiting for you to be once more with him.” He added letting his head on Nao’s back. “Let’s try sleep now. You will feel better later” .