Behind the desk (Arekushisu & Anic (Private))

[Anic]

As Kai asked if he was sure, Gio did a small nod while swallowing his own insecurity. But he didn't say anything as he just couldn't seem to find the right words for this situation. All he could think about was Kai's lips that just got closer to his owns. He did hear his words and he wanted to say something to counter them, but, well. His brain didn't let him.

 

Gio could feel Kai's lips against his own again. He closed his eyes and a bright red blush spread itself over his face. Again, again and again... Why do I want this man this much? Whats wrong with me, I really shouldn't be doing this. Gio couldn't sort his thoughts, but he still liked the warmth from Kai and the softness from his lips.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly against Gio's lips as he licked over his lips to ask for entrance. It was a slow coaxing kiss that made it to where he was asking Gio to open his mouth. Kai slipped his tongue into the others mouth and he kissed him slowly not wantinig to push him into anythng the time able for him to pull away if he wanted to. He let a hand go back into Gio's hair pushing his lips onto his own more wanting to feel his sweet lips on his own. He could feel his face warm from the heat on them. As he moved his torso to try and get a better angle on Gio's lips he winced lightly making it come off as a moan.

 

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Kai smiled softly against Gio's lips as he licked over his lips to ask for entrance. It was a slow coaxing kiss that made it to where he was asking Gio to open his mouth. Kai slipped his tongue into the others mouth and he kissed him slowly not wantinig to push him into anythng the time able for him to pull away if he wanted to. He let a hand go back into Gio's hair pushing his lips onto his own more wanting to feel his sweet lips on his own. He could feel his face warm from the heat on them. As he moved his torso to try and get a better angle on Gio's lips he winced lightly making it come off as a moan.

[Anic]

Gio followed Kai's lead for a deeper kiss.As carefully as he could he changed how he was placed on Kai to better meet with the kiss. Not thinking that much anymore he took a gentle hold of Kai's arm, mostly to feel him, but also to make his own had busy so it wouldn't wander of of feel like dead weight.

As he heard Kai's moan he curiously opened his own eyes to a small slit to see his superior. Was it good, or did he hurt him? He didn't break free, but he went slightly hesitant to the situation.

[Arekushisu]

Kai broke the kiss to get air to his lungs. In doing so he tilted Gio's head up kissing down his neck. "Dont worry...I'm fine." He said feeling the other move some off his chest. He licked up to his ear kissing it before going back to his lips kissing them again softly at first seeing if Gio still was okay. He pulled back and smiled yawning lightly, "Thanks...for letting me....Its just when we kissed that time, it made me miss being with someone." He said his fingertip tracing Gio's lips lightly. "I like it...I like you Gio." He said softly stroking Gio's cheek softly with his thumb.

[Anic]

Gio closed his eyes, he blushed and could feel a shiver down his spine as Kai licked his ear and was slightly surprised to feel Kai's lips against his own again. "I-... I-..." was all Gio could say as he slowly opened his eyes to see Kai again. He didn't know what to answer the other man. The insecurity of not knowing what to to was somewhat overwhelming for him. He swallowed his fears, smiled a crocked smile and managed to whisper. "I have to confess... I like you too... Kai-sama..."

Even if it was a low whisper, Gio hoped that Kai would hear him, for a complete virgin on the relationship part this was something new and slightly frightening. Gio wanted to make some kind of response to what Kai did with him, but all he could do was follow the other male dumbfounded.

[Arekushisu]

Kai was surprised to hear the faint whisper back to his comment. Kai moved back some and looked up at Gio. "Hm...really?" He smiled happy about the other male liking him. Kai smiled kissing him again and kissing down his neck biting it softely. "nn...Good...Gio.." He said softly his hips wanting to move against the other male to make his hardened member touch the other. He was really turned on at the moment. Nothing was bothering him all he wanted to do was attack Gio and kiss him and well, do him.

[Anic]

All Gio could answer to Kai's question if he really liked him was to nod silently and answer the kiss. As Kai gently bite his neck he gave away a surprised grasp and gave Kai an confused gaze. He was still unsure if this really was a good idea. But for some strange reason his body seemed to react to what Kai did.

Gio closed his eyes and focused on not losing himself to the moment. He should remember that Kai was hurt and that he shouldn't do anything that involved to much movements from Kai's side.

"W-wait K-kai-sama...." Gio managed to stutter as he already had started to breath heavier from kai's touch. "Yo-your... you're hurt..." he whispered and gave Kai a shameful gaze. For some reason Gio thought that it would be his fault if Kai got hurt anymore at the moment. The reason in his head say to stop it, but it heart said that they could go on if they only was careful enough.

[Arekushisu]

Kai looked up at gio and smiled, "Im okay...it doesnt hurt right now. I think you are helping." he said kissing bios neck softly before sitting back touching Gino's cheek. "but..I understand you don't want to because I'm hurt..." he winked and pulled gio to his chest laying back down. "when I get better...can we? Still be like this?" he asked running a hand down gios back slowly till the lower back and up. "I don't want you to go..." he said softly looking down at gio. "stay with me gio..." he said kissing his head.

[Anic]

"Helping..." Gio whispered as he looked at Kai and listened to his words. He allowed Kai to pull him down with him as he lay down. "Be like this...." Gio whispered again, only retelling the words that was important that Kai told him. "I hope...." Gio answered and got a shiver down his spine from Kai's touch. "I wish." he continued and looked up on Kai. He closed his eyes and smiled as Kai kissed his head and couldn't stop himself from giving Kai a slightly tighter hug as he lay there on his chest.

"I really do hope and wish to be with you." Gio clarified and gaze Kai a somewhat scared gaze. Not really sure if it was a good idea to share those thought to him.

[Arekushisu]

Kai looked at gio and smiled. "you mean it? Gio...do you mean that?" he asked looking at him as if he was wonderful. He wanted gio as his boyfriend not just his secretary. He kissed gio again and smiled. "gio...will you be mine? Not a secretary...or a friend...but a lover? Go out with me gio." he said brushing back his hair looking him in the eyes looking into them with such warmth. He didn't even know how he came to love him so quickly...maybe him saving him helped with that.

[Anic]

Gio only stared at Kai at fisrt. I couldn't really get what Kai was asking him. It was somehow to good to be true, and a bit to fast too. But still.

"Am I really allowed to do that, allowed to be that?" he managed to ask as he returned the gaze Kai gave him.

 

Gio was slightly scared by the situation, a lot of doubt managed to sneak into his thoughts as he looked on Kai. Somehow the logic in his brain wanted to kill the love he thought he felt for Kai. Kai, his superior, his boss. One of the few people he shouldn't fall in love with. That topped with the fact that the person he fallen for was a male.

 

((OOC: I'm such a tired slow poke the last days x) ))

[Arekushisu]

Kai saw the doubt in gios eyes and his smile faded slightly as he nodded. "Yea...you are...but not right now..." he brushed back gio's hair and smiled sitting up wincing softly. He stood and stretched pain shooting through his torso but he didnt really care. Pain felt good right now...it masked the hurt he felt. He knew it was fast of him to ask gio now but he couldnt help it...he felt something when they kissed infront of alex. he felt something when Gio talked to him or blushed or even sat next to him. He looked back at Gio and smiled, "I'll give you time...Its not like i'm dating anyone so if you want to...you know where to find me." He said and nodded winking at gio acting like he was fine even though pain shot through his heart. He didnt mind though...it was natural. Gio had liked woman and it was strage to like a male Kai knew that. He stopped at the door, "You know...no on will care...If we go out. Not cause we are the same sex. They wont care...there are tons of same sex couples out there." he smiled again before leaving the bedroom letting the door close behind him. His eyes were watery as he thought about it. It was only normal that a straight male would say something like that. Have the thoughts that it was gross to date the same sex. Though he didnt care it seemed to be that Gio did care. He sighed lightly and looked back at the door before going into the kitchen and getting a glass of water. He still hurt his ribs being broken didnt feel good at all. He sighed again the expanding of his chest hurt even worse his whole body aching from moving in his sleep and having Gio's head rest on his chest.

[Anic]

Gio was speechless as Kai got up from the bed. He raised a hand but only did it half way and didn't stop Kai as he left the room. As Kai closed the door after him Gio sat up and stared at it while biting his own underlip while trying to sort his thoughts and feelings out.

"Have Kai always liked guys? It is hard to be with someone from the same sex? Heck that... I don't even know how it is to be with a female." Gio thought as he facepalmed himself and the taking of his own glasses to look down on them with his blurry vision. "Why does it have to be hard to understand something new?" he continued his thought and stared at the door.

 

On the other side was Kai. Gio didn't know what he was doing but as he sat on the edge of bed he remembered the fact that this was Kai's bed, and meaning it was Kai's bedroom. and if anyone should leave the room because of his insecurity it was Gio himself. With steady steps he walked up to the door and opened it slowly to see if Kai still was there. He had no luck on that point, so he guessed that Kai gone to the kitchen and silently walked over there and stopped in the door.

 

First Gio watched Kai and could see that he had some physical pain. With a crocked smile and a worried gaze he gently said "Kai-sama?" with a questioning tone as he walked up beside him.

"I'm sorry, I am just scared..." he confessed and looked down on the glass of water. "What should I say or do?" he thought and gave Kai a small peek.

[Arekushisu]

Kai heard Gio talk and he wiped his cheeks hiding the face he was upset and smiled moving around the kitchen getting out a sandwitch for two both not have eaten anything yet so far. Hesmiled looking at Gio and pushed the newly made sandwich to him. "Its okay...its understandable." He said moving and sitting down at the bar on the other side of Gio. "Nothing to worry about...it wasnt like i expected you to say yes..." He said and smiled before taking a bite of the sandwich.

[Anic]

Gio followed Kai to the bar with his sandwich and gave it a small smile before he took a bite of it.

"But I just... I've never felt this way about anyone before... I'm this old and have... well I have never had any kind of..." Gio went quiet for a while as he tried to find the right words in his mind. This was truly an hard situation for Gio. "I've never been involved or loved anyone like this before... It's like all I can think about is you. How you move, talk... I even want to do my best to keep you safe. I..." Gio had stopped thinking and said what ever word that got in to his mind as he stared at the sandwich while standing next to Kai.

"Please tell me what to do?" he asked begging as he turned his full attention to Kai.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly looking at Gio and he reached to him fixing the hair that was sticking up from them laying in bed. "you know...that you don't have to do anything." he said softly taking a bite of his sandwich before he started talking again. "i won't tell you how to do anything...you can do your own thing you don't have to do as I say." he said softly a smile on his lips again.

[Anic]

Gio had pretty grown used to that Kai liked to fix his hair and only gave Kai a small smile as he did so.

Still holding on to the sandwich he looked down on the bar. "I just don't know what to do..." he said in a small complaining voice and gave the sandwich a squeeze with both his hands and then realized what he was doing with it. He held up the ruined sandwich and gave it a strange gaze, as if it was the first time he saw it. He then took another small bite of it while sighing. At the moment he had completely forgotten about the current situation. He was still tired and was easily distracted, the sandwich only proved that.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled and picked up their plates. "Lets go back to sleep. We dont even need to be up right now. No work till I get better." He smiled and motioned for Gio to follow him as he moved to the bedroom again. He slipped into the bed sitting up and taking off his shirt and throwing it to the floor next to him showing off the bandages around his hard packed chest. He slowly and carefully laid back into the pillows looking up at Gio. "You coming?" He asked a smile as he held the covers open for him to slide in next to Kai.

[Anic]

Gio let Kai take the plate away from him and then followed him as a distracted shadow, not sure of what was going on at all. Without a word he stopped next to the bed and looked down on Kai that held up the covers for him. He know that its wasn't his fault for Kai being hurt as he was, but somehow he felt like he could have prevented it from happening. But even if he had prevented it, would it really been a good idea, or would it even work out? What would he have done if he knew what was going to happen to Kai?

With a small smile he slipped in under the covers to stay next to Kai. Ha tried to move as careful as he could, to not hurt Kai.

[Arekushisu]

Kai laughed softly, "I'm not glass Gio You can lay on me." he said pulling Gio against his side wincing only slightly but not letting Gio know. He winks and wrapped his arms around the male, "Can you stay with me...? Till I fall asleep?" he asked softly setting his head on Gio's shoulder. He didnt want Gio to go but he knew that he would probably go soon enough either to go back to work or to just go home to the apartment he wanted to stay at rather than here with Kai.

[Anic]

Gio couldn't come up with any good explanation to why he was so careful. But even if Kai said it was okay not to be that careful, Gio still was. A bit confused he let Kai lead him to lay down in bed with Kai. Curiously Gio gazed on Kai before he carefully gave Kai a stroke on his cheek.

"I'll stay." He whispered and took a deep breath and smiled a crocked smile. He liked this situation. To be close to Kai. Even if it probably wouldn't be such a good idea he figured that he at least could try to be with Kai. Hopefully it would work out somehow. "I'll try and stay as long as you want me to." he said softly and let his hand slide down from Kai's cheek to a arm that was wrapped around him. Making sure that Kai really was there.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly laying his head on the pillow as he looked at Gio touch his cheek and arm talking. He liked the feeling of another in his arms not sleeping with them but just cuddling and being sweet. He closed his eyes feeling the hand on his cheek, "So...forever then? I dont want you to leave...i need you." he said softly and opened his eyes letting his hand go to Gio's face tilting his chin up to look at him in the eyes. He slowly moved forward kissing Gio softly on the forehead.

[Anic]

"Forever?" Gio repeated as a surprised parrot and looked on Kai with a curious gaze. As Kai got closer to his face he closed his eyes and followed the others movements. He wasn't scared, it was more interesting and thrilling for him. He never been this close to another person before.

"I sure want to try that." he said a bit dull and smiled as Kai kissed his forehead. "To stay with you forever that is."

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly and looked at Gio, "Thank you...you can stay as long as you want." he said softly moving down slowly and gently pressing his lips to Gio's hesitantly not wanting him to flip out on him for kissing him. He smiled lightly still happy Gio wanted to be with him rather than him keeping him here. He just hoped that...Gio and him could be more than just sleeping buddies while he was injured. He wanted to be able to move without having to stop from Gio's worriedness. He wanted to be healed so he could easily pin Gio down without having pain shoot through his ribs. He sighed softly and looked away, "I know I may seem like a cold guy...seeing as what I did to Alex. But...I do love you Gio. And I wont hurt you as I did him. I only did that because he was going to hurt me if I didnt first. I know thats bad but...I did it because he needed it. If i hadnt hurt him he wouldnt move on. And he still didnt till he saw you..." he said softly, "Just dont take me for a cold heartless guy...I am actually really nice. I hate bing mean to people." he said and laughed softly.

[Anic]

Once again Gio was surprised by the kiss from Kai. But he didn't pull back and did his best to answer the kiss instead.

And when Kai started to explain his own earlier actions and that it wasn't like he wanted to do it, Gio simply tilted his head and gave Kai a soft smile as he listened to the others words.

"You might see yourself that way, but in my eyes parts of you are still clouded in mysteries. But of what I seen of you so far... So far you have only managed to enchant me, wanting me to know more and to sty close to try and protect you. But the strongest feeling I can't explain, but I guess that is what others would dare to call love." Gio said and finished with a bright smile as he grasped Kai in a gentle hug.