Behind the desk (Arekushisu & Anic (Private))

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled and looked at Gio, "AH...you love me?" he asked and smiles as he winked at the boy a soft smile on his lips. "I love you Gio...if you hadnt noticed...and that makes me feel better that you look at me in that way..." he smiled and laid his head on Gio's shoulder as he hugged Gio back. "Thank you...really...it means alot." he said for the fact the younger boy wanted to stay with him. He sighed softly and closed his eyes enjoying the warmth of the other in his arms.

[Anic]

Gio started to blush like mad. "I-I t-think so." Gio managed to answer while stuttering in a suddenly shy way. He couldn't explain why but Kai turned his legs into jelly and having the other male this close to himself, feeling his warmth... If he haven't had feelings for Kai this would have been awkward, but as he did have it, his heart melt like a ice cream a hot summer day.

Gio dared to hug Kai slightly tighter and then put his face against Kai's chest, just to stay like that for a while.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly and kissed the males head, "No need to be shy...I love you too Gio." he said matter-of-factly as he smiled softly his head agains the pillows as he reached over turning out the bedside lamp. "Now get some sleep Gio...so we can spend time together tomorrow." he said and let his arm fall to Gio's waist his hand placed just above his hips. "Goodnight." he said and kissed his lips softly before laying down again to fall asleep.

[Anic]

Gio stayed as he was against Kai, but did his best to try and calm his blushing down as he peeked up on Kai.

"Sleep sounds like a good idea." he replied with a smile and corrected himself against Kai and silently closed his eyes.

'Please don't let it be a dream.' he thought before he managed to fall asleep pretty quick. It's been exhausting, these last days.

 

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Gio stayed as he was against Kai, but did his best to try and calm his blushing down as he peeked up on Kai.

"Sleep sounds like a good idea." he replied with a smile and corrected himself against Kai and silently closed his eyes.

'Please don't let it be a dream.' he thought before he managed to fall asleep pretty quick. It's been exhausting, these last days.

[Arekushisu]

Kai easily sighed as he kissed his head. He smiles hearing gio fall into a sleeping rhythm. He smiled softly to himself before he too fell asleep easily.

 

-the next day-

Kai woke with a start to have his side burning. He felt a pressure against his hip and on his chest making him look down at the still sleeping Gio on his chest. He relaxed his breathing back to normal as he slipped his hands into gios hair moving out off his face. He was beautiful. He loved how his hair fell over his soft colored skin and over his eyes. He smiles softly his dream forgotten as he rubbed his eyes wiping the sleep out of them.

[Anic]

Gio felt warm and comfortable as he still was in bed, he hadn't opened his eyes yet and slowly the realization that he fell asleep in Kai's arms came creeping into his mind. As he felt something touch his hair he slowly opened his eyes to give Kai a sleepy gaze and an unwilling yawn as a morning greeting.

"Good morning Kai-sama." Gio whispered and blushed lightly but didn't dare to move and to be honest with himself, he didn't want to move from Kai's warmth.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled and kissed gio softly his sleepy mind not telling him to stop. He didn't care really seeing as gio had slept with him all night it didn't seem to be a problem to him anymore. Not only that but gios confession helped. He smiled softly as his sleepy eyes blinked at gio. "Good morning." He said happy for the stay at home days with gio giving them time to bond with one another. "I had a good rest. How did you sleep?" He asked as he kissed his cheek softly moving so gio was on his side.

[Anic]

Gio followed Kai's lead into the new position as he tiredly answered the question.

"I've slept like a log." he said an finished with a chuckle as he found the statement funny. For some reason he had hardly moved an inch in his sleep. He was happy for it, for Kai's sake. "how did you manage to sleep Kai-sama?" he asked out of courtesy. as he started to think about breakfast.

[Arekushisu]

Kai sighed softly as he settled into the new spot as his fingers trailed down Gios back lazily. "I slept only because you slept with me. I think not being alone for a night helped me a lot. Alex used to always sleep with Alex and since he left I haven't gotten neat as much sleep as I had when we were together. I guess I just need someone to lay with me so I know I'm not alone." He said resting his head on the pillow.

[Anic]

A shiver went down his spine from Kai's touch and he did his best to stay still.

"Maybe we could get a cat or dog to keep you company if you're alone in bed." Gio said as a real suggestion. Somehow he still had doubt that he would be able to spent all his nights in Kai's bed.

"I'll take care of it of course, but only if you want me to." Gio said and a gave Kai a curious gaze, the truth was that he would like to spend the rest of the nights together with the other male, it was somehow relaxing.

[Arekushisu]

Kai sighed softly and looked away from the other. "So…you don't just want to even be in the same bed as me?" he said softly his heart feeing like it was going to break. Was he really that ugly? That bad of a person? That this other male didn't want him to SLEEP in the same bed with him? he was shocked and his smile instantly disappeared, "I don't mind a dog…or a cat…but…this cat I like better.' he said softly as he pet Gio's side.

[Anic]

"It's not like I don't want to be in the same bed as you. It's just that I fear others won't let me stay with you like this." Gio said and gave Kai a look that begged for forgiveness. "I don't know how my family would react and I don't want you to be alone in anyway. If I got the chance I would follow you day and night and never leave your side. For some reason I love it by your side so far and just looking at you is enough to make my heart race like mad."

 

Gio spoke without thinking as he closed his eyes from Kai's touch and was just happy to be there now. As he realized what he said he turned quiet and only looked at Kai like he were looking for something bad that would happen to himself.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly and looked at Gio."I'll help you get through your parents. They dont have to know. Not till you want them to. Gio I want you to go out with me...that is if you want to...? WIll you?" he asked softly looking at the male not wanting to hear the answer really. He would help Gio get past his family he had to do it himself and his father still hated the fact that he liked men but he was tolerating him. "Gio you are old enoughto make your own decisions. You dont have to stay unhappy for your family. Dont worry about what they think. What do you think? What do you want?" he asked softly his fingers touching Gio's hair playfully.

[Anic]

"You will help me? I may go out with you?" Gio asked surprised buy Kai's words. For him the questions was like blessed words that he longed to hear, it was to good to be true.

"I would love to go out with you! I shouldn't need to care what anyone thinks. I'm old enough to take care of myself..." he said and his words went softer as he spoke. "I've been old enough for a while now." The fact that he so far lived a quiet, alone life, jumping from work to work just for the change came crawling into his mind.

"Lets change my boring life!" he said and let go of a laughter as he gave Kai a hug. He decided that from now on he would only listen to himself and try to stop worrying so much about others' thoughts.

[Arekushisu]

Kai laughed softly and hugged Gio back ignoring the pain in his body as he hugged and held onto Gio. "so you will give it a shot..? Dating me?" he asked softly before pulling back slightly kissing Gio on the lips.

"Thank you for letting me have a shot. And good that you don't care what others think because this is something your parents and such will probably not approve of." he said and pushed back a piece of hair from Gio's face again.

[Anic]

Gio blushed as Kai hugged him back and then kissed him. But he didn't back of as this was something thrilling he didn't want to miss. "I'll give you a shot, but... Ehm.. Remember that I kind of don't know how to date, and so far my parents supported me, maybe they will in this too?" he said and gave Kai a curious look as if the would have the answer to it. But at least Gio figured that his brother would be easier convinced in this question. His little brother had so far always looked up to him.

 

"Lets not think about it right now, it's depressing and... Kai-sama? I'm not hurting you?" Gio asked as he realized as he almost squeezed Kai a bit to hard.

[Arekushisu]

Kai laughed softly and shook his head slightly, "No no i'm not hurting don't worry Gio I'm okay. So you think your brother will accept us? And I don't mind if you don't know how to date. to me it doesn't matter. We can do baby steps till you learn." he winked at Gio lightly before kissing him again not wanting to let the other male go at all. He didn't know why but he liked this man as much as he liked alex.

[Anic]

"I don't know if my brother will." Gio answered as he still blushed. "I hope he will. And baby steps sounds like a good idea." he said and finished with a smile. Gio was glad that he didn't hurt Kai and was just happy to be there at the moment. He really didn't know what to do, but at least he felt at ease in Kai's company.

"Want anything to eat?" he asked, trying to be the one to do Kai a favor in the kitchen for once.

[Arekushisu]

Kai thought a moment, "I am hungry but not for food. I'm hungry for gio." he laughed and kissed Gio again. "Yes thank you. I don't mind what you make me gio." he said and winked kidding about eating gio in the first place. He wanted to but baby steps meant no sex..

[Anic]

Gio blushed like mad when he heard Kai's suggestion.

"K-Kai-sama..." He stuttered and carefully got up from Kai. The thought of doing it with Kai was thrilling, but also something scary.

"B-but what d-do you want to... Ehm... E-eat, as in food?" Gio managed to say between his stuttering while still blushing.

[Arekushisu]

Kai laughed softly seeing the red color on his cheeks. He loved it the smaller males lips curled up as he spoke stuttering slightly. "I would like soup. Then you after?" Be asked teasing the other male playfully as he looked him up and down playfully teasing him. "Hurry back so I can taste my new lover." He winked at him and smiled a laugh on his lips.

[Anic]

Gio's brain almost shutdown on him from Kai's teasing. He carefully slid out off bed and stopped at the end of the bed and looked back on Kai, still blushing.

"ehm... I... I'll be fast." he said in a shy manner before he managed to break his gaze free from Kai. He was enchanted by the other male and still couldn't explain why or how for himself.

He quickly snuck out to the kitchen to begin his quest to make some soup for them. Luckily he knew how to cook.

[Arekushisu]

Kai broke out laughing when gio left. He wanted to eat him all up from his pink cheeks to everything else. He couldn't help thinking. About it now that he had gio it was something he wanted to confirm to him it was real. He wants to try it let gio see if it's really what he wants. He knows they may not do it now but it is up to the two of him. If gio thinks he is ready then they can but if he doesn't say he is okay then Kai keep to himself. He sighed the laughing finally stopping his breathing going back to normal and such. He waited patiently for gio to return.

[Anic]

Gio managed to throw something together pretty fast after all and then carefully carried the noodle soup with some vegetable in back to the room where he left Kai in. Without knocking on the door he he got in and stopped at the end of the bed.

"Noodles." was all he could say as he held up the tray with the soup and bowls on, as if it was some kind of price.

He then froze and stared at Kai, not sure what to do at all.

[Arekushisu]

Kai smiled softly and sat upand nodded, "Thank you…though I can't bend forward Gio. Can you come to my side instead of the end?" he asked softly looking happily up at him. The smell of the food was actually better than he had thought since gio said he wasn't that good of a chief.

Kai looked around momentarily, "You know I'm not going to do anything. I was just kidding around. When you want to get serious with me then we will. I'm happy you're willing to try this. I'm not pushing you to fast I just tease around a lot. Though if you tell me to stop or that its too much I won't tease or be perverted to you anymore Gio. Just letting you know." he said and didn't look at Gio till the last word had left his mouth the seriousness in his eyes told Gio that he wasn't playing around anymore. He didn't want to pressure Gio into anything he didn't want to do on his own, Kai would take it at the pace Gio wanted to go, that was most likely super slow.