Kanami Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 Name :- Kazuya Uchida Gender :- male Age :- 17 Zodiac sign :- Scorpio Height :- 170 Blood type :- AB Position :- Uke Interests :- reading books , drawing likes :- the snow and calm dislike :-noisy children and being away from his brother pic :- Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links. The story begins in one of the snowy days on winter , when Kazuya and his brother were walking to school Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 Name: Ken Uchida Gender: male Age: 19 Zodiac Sign: Leo Height: 183 cm Blood type: AB Position: Seme Interests: Drawing/Writing Character: Likes to discover new things, to search in old books (mostly about history). Spends most of the time studying and when he doesn't study, he can be seen with a book in his hands. Has few friends, but his loyality ends to break his heart most of the time. He's too rigid sometimes. Appearence: *** The small snowflakes made their way on his warm face. He loved to see the winter and all his beauty miracles... or at least he saw them as miracles. He leaned down, his back facing the cold wall of the High School's Institute as he waited for his brother. The holiday was close and he had many ideas about how he'd spend it with his brother. And he was clearly happy, or that's what he really wanted to believe, trough there was one certain thing he wasn't sure about. But he was ready to find it out. Time passed as he was caught in his mind, but something he couldn't miss in his absence. When the sight of his brother appeared, walking trough Institute's doors, he was sure that his heart started to beat faster. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 23, 2013 Author Share Posted July 23, 2013 Kazuya waved to his brother with a warm smile while he was walking toward him :- sorry for making you waiting * he said with a light tone then they headed to the classes Kazuya was more than happy because he is walking with his brother and he enjoyed the white snow and the cold atmosphere everything was making his day perfect. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 "So, what classes do you have today?" Ken asked, looking at his little brother with a warm sight. He couldn't stop being happy when Kazuya was with him. As they walked up the steps to the Institute, it started to snow even harder than before. There could be seen small kids running and playing with snow, some of them even trying to build a snow man. Ken's heart melt as he watched them, reminding him of his young ages. Those times when they had no worry and could play all the day without even thinking at tomorrow. "It seems like today will bring some fun." He chuckled. His tone was warm and his deep voice could left you shivers. But he was like that only around him. His only hope remained in life. His brother. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 23, 2013 Author Share Posted July 23, 2013 Kazuya looked at his brother and said " hmm English,Art,Science and math " he then noticed the smile on his brother's face as he look at the children playing with the snow he giggled " you really like young kids don't you ? " Kazuya thought about something funny he leaned down and made a small snow ball then he throw it on Ken and laughed at the expression on his face ahh that reminds it's been a long time since we played together Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 Ken laughed at his brother's innocence. This happy smile that always fit Kazuya's face, it was just perfection grown up in only one simple thing. He carefully then took some snow and created a big snowball, that after ended on Kazuya's head, messing all his hair. "It seems like your hair enjoys the weather too." Ken laughed again as the bell's sound warned them it's time to go to classes. Another six hours without being able to see his brother's face. It was kind of painfull, but sometimes Ken thought he's too attached to his little brother. He tried to figure out many times. But couldn't find other word that'd fit in his case, other than love. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 23, 2013 Author Share Posted July 23, 2013 Kazuya wiped the the snow from his hair "no not my hair I spent the whole morning making this style, you're gonna pay for it" he then made another snow ball before he throw it he heard the bell's sound so he just drop it " you're always lucky " Kazuya felt a bet sad that the play moments ended that quickly he wanted to spend more time with his brother he sighed and walked to the classes in silent the smile on his face disappeared in the fact that he'll be away from Ken. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 23, 2013 Share Posted July 23, 2013 Ken's chest started to ache as he walked silently to his classes. He loved Kazuya, he just realized it is wrong, but couldn't help himself. All those years he spent alone, he was the only one to always be there when he needed, when he was down, or when he was sad. There was no way he could thank him enough for what his little brother did to him, but he could at least, be there for him. Ken silently passed the door and walked in his class. All the students were talking or playing some games. Some of them even stood into a corner of the class discussing with the phones in their hands. He considered all of those useless. Ken stood down at his seat, without attracting any views from the others and took out of his bag, a scratchbook. He opened it and started to draw, letting his mind focus on the only thing he was doing. Drawing his brother's face... again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 23, 2013 Author Share Posted July 23, 2013 Kazuya went to his seat and looked through the window he enjoyed the view everything was covered in white it reminds him about his childhood and the precious moments with Ken he was always with him and tells him about everything however when they grew up Ken has changed suddenly and acted cold with Kazuya he stopped being the loving brother Kazuya was worried he thought that he did something wrong " what are you looking at Uchida ? " said the English teacher everyone was looking at Kazuya he blushed and said " I'm sorry " then he stopped thinking and focused on the lesson The time passed slowly like it will last forever. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 24, 2013 Share Posted July 24, 2013 Time passed too slow, and Ken was pissed off. But in the end, all his classes end and as always he walked outside waiting for his little brother to show up. He wondered what he was doing, if he felt ok or not and all this kind of thoughts flew up in Ken's mind. His mind was a total bitch sometimes, but it was all his fault. He uses to worry too much when it comes to Kazuya, he just doesn't show it, most of the time, he just... doesn't know how. Ken's brown hair was now covered in white snow, he shaked his head and let it fall to the ground. His sight moved from the Institute's door, up to the sky. It was gray, covered by white tiny snowflakes. It was kind of beautyfull, but sad in the same time. Ken let himself being caught in the wonderful view, until the crack of the doors warned him, it was time to stop to daydream and greet his precious treasure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 24, 2013 Author Share Posted July 24, 2013 Kazuya felt happy when the classes over he felt like his world was colored again. He packed his bag quickly and headed to see His reason to smile (Ken) but while he was walking toward him he stumble and fall down on the snow Ken laughed at him and gave him his hand and helped him to stand up " are you ok ? " Ken asked while laughing Kazuya felt sad again as Ken acts like he dose not care about him " yes I am " he replied lifting his head to the side not looking at Ken and then he blushed when he realized that he is still holding Ken's hand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 24, 2013 Share Posted July 24, 2013 Ken looked down. Their hands were still holding, in a fragile, but yet strong hold. It was more than the touch that was holding their hands there, that was what Ken thought. Then he moved his head up to Kazuya just to find out that he was... blushing. He never saw his brother blush, or at least not when they were touching like that. Could it be that Kazuya really felt the same? No... Ken kicked the tought out of his head. But there still was a chance for it to be true, and with his clumsy style of being "caring", Kazuya sure will never realise on his own, how much he meant to Ken, how much Ken loved him. So he shut up his mind and leaned closer to his brother's face. "Ken what are you do..." But Kazuya will never end his phrase. As Ken's cold lips met with his, the youngster widened his eyes. It was surprising... for both. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 24, 2013 Author Share Posted July 24, 2013 Kazuya was so surprised he din't even imagine that his brother really has feelings for him he was completely shocked from what Ken dose the only exegesis he think of is that it is a dream "no way Ken cares" he said to himself he wanted the dream to last and lightly he closed his eyes and kissed his brother back and felt the cold lips " Ken you're so cold we should go home and warm you before you get sick " Kazuya said in caring tone while his cheeks were still red. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 24, 2013 Share Posted July 24, 2013 "Don't worry about me when I should be the one worrying." Ken smiled to his little brother and without any warning, hugs him so tightly that you may think Kazuya was actually a teddy bear. But Ken really felt sad. All this time he couldn't show any affection, he doesn't even know how, but what's important is that he tries. And he makes all the efforts just for him. The little Kazuya. How everything became a blank paper when he was there, how Ken was ready to even give his life just to make his brother happy. But if he couldn't show that at all, what use for it? All thoughts spammed Ken's mind like it was some kind of pro computer, but even that kind of computer can't work with so many errors. So Ken just shut his mind off and let the cold wind revive him, as he still was hugging his brother tightly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 24, 2013 Author Share Posted July 24, 2013 Kazuya's heart beat faster when he heard his brother and saw his warm smile he din't know what to do or say he blushed even more when Ken hugged him he was afraid that Ken feels his heart beating fast so he broke the hug and giggled " Ken I'm fine really it's just a fall I din't get hurt " Kazuya said smiling it was the first time Ken shows his affection but for some reasons Kazuya was confused and din't realize how much Ken actually loved him he thought that the cold atmosphere effected on him or something it can't be what he loves him they are brothers ! . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 24, 2013 Share Posted July 24, 2013 Ken looks at his brother. Saddness being printed in his eyes as he kept looking at Kazuya. Was something wrong about what he did? Could it be that the way that he thought to show his affection wasn't a proper one? He just sunk there in thoughts of worry and nothing else. But Kazuya's reacion really freaked him out. He was insecure for the first time in his life and really didn't know what to do. And then, the laughs of the kids that were playing on the background revive him. He took some snow and fast turned it into a snowball, then little by little he built up a whole snowman. His brother just stood there watching him with an amazement sight, but confusion still could be read on his face. Ken did his best to create the biggest snowman and in the end, he made with his fingers a hole right in the place where the heart was supposed to be. The hole then got a form and turned into a heart. He was smiling, and looking back at his brother, hoping that his kind of message will be send. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 24, 2013 Author Share Posted July 24, 2013 Kazuya stood their and watched his brother building the snowman in confusion it was the first time he sees that expression on his brother's face it was a mixture of sadness and happiness at the same time it was really hard to know what he feels and what he thinks a hundred questions bumped into Kazuya's head but he waited patiently until Ken finished the hole snowman after that he smiled at what he see he finally realized what was wrong with Ken he was really happy for him so he walked toward him and gave him a hug " why din't you tell me earlier ? so that's why you were acting weird 'cause you have a girlfriend and you're in love with her introduce me to her okay? " kazuya said trying to act happy while actually he was pissed of from this idea and din't know why. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 24, 2013 Share Posted July 24, 2013 Girlfriend. How blind could Kazuya be. Couldn't he really see that the only person Ken cared about was he? A sudden sadness hit Ken and he felt his heart arching. hurting more than it ever hurt, but he tried silently to recover himself and put up his mind. He carefully broke the hug so now he was facing his little brother. Eyes met eyes, but the eyesight couldn't be enough for his brother to understand. "Silly." He smiled. "How could you ever think that I'd do all those things for a girl? or for somebody else? Can...Can't you really see what I'm trying to show you?" Ken looked a bit sad, but smiled. His eyes kept looking into Kazuya's, hoping that somehow the little boy will understand, and so, he did. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 24, 2013 Author Share Posted July 24, 2013 Kazuya felt revived as he know his brother dose not have a girlfriend then what's wrong with him ? why dose he act weird ? Kazuya asked himself . He tried to avoid eye contact with Ken and think for a moment about what Kin said " Can't you really see what I'm trying to show you?" Kazuya's eyes widened he got the idea why din't I think about that earlier he smiled at Kin with his usual warm smile " My dear brother it's such a nice present for my birthday thank you for remembering " he said in light tone Ken din't know what else to do to make him realize ...the snow was falling heavily and the atmosphere became cooler so they walked back home. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 26, 2013 Share Posted July 26, 2013 Ken facepalmed himself when he heard the words "present for my birthday". It was hopeless, he had no other ideas of how to show Kazuya his true feelings. Nothing worked, and Ken was kind of frustrated. How blind could be his brother to not realize it already, but Ken loved that innocence about him. As the weather got cooler they both agreed to walk back home, Ken's mind working hard to find different ways of making his brother realise what he was trying to show him. Then his mind poofed and stopped working anymore, not matter how hard Ken tryied. No working mind, no more ideas. So, having no other ideas /or source for any other ideas/, as they both walked inside the house, Ken stood into the doorstep waiting. Kazuya then turned to look at him, half curious, half worried. Ken's face was serious, but what he said next, could be heard so well, even for an olden. "Kazuya... I love you." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 26, 2013 Author Share Posted July 26, 2013 Kazuya stopped and gazed at his brother for about two minutes trying to to understand what he just said then he cut the silence with a laugh " Ken of course you'll love me we're siblings and I love you too " Ken was frustrated even more and looked at Kazuya as he walked to the second floor once he arrived to his room he closed the door and tried to calm down he was hiding his blush " no , it can't be what I think Ken din't mean it that way'' Kazuya couldn't stop thinking so he decided to have a warm bath and set his mind free from this weird idea he can't show how he really feel because he is afraid that he might lose his brother . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 26, 2013 Share Posted July 26, 2013 Ken retreat into his room. He felt his heart breaking in thousands of pieces. There was no way left for him to make Kazuya understand his true feelings for him. He was frustrated, angry and all of other feelings. But what stabbed him was that kind of sadness he never felt in his life. It was hurtful, painful, but he still had no intention to stop here. He was going to make Kazuya understand his true feelings... but just not now. It was already too much for only one day. He opend the window and gazed down at the crowded city. Lifeless peoples walking aside, lots of cars passing by. He didn't care about none of them, he just cared about one thing now. One thing. A small drop felt to the ground... and was followed by another. In his whole life he never cried. Not even as a baby. He was hurt several times, but this time was different. This time he couldn't bare the feeling of loneliness anymore... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 26, 2013 Author Share Posted July 26, 2013 Kazuya finished his bath and put on his clothes however he can't stop thinking about Ken his heart beat when he remembered the kiss and the expressions on Ken's face...their might be a chance that what he think is right and Ken really loves him like he do the only way to know is going to Ken and making everything clear he can't take it anymore so he walked toward Ken's room the door was open " I'm coming in " and without waiting for the permission Kazuya and walked inside the room he was so worried when he saw tears in Ken's eyes , he ran to him " Ken what's wrong are you alright ?" he said loudly looking at Ken and holding his shoulders. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 26, 2013 Share Posted July 26, 2013 Trough the fact that he was crying, when Ken saw his little brother, he couldn't help but smile. No matter how big tha pain may be, Ken will suffer it all just for him. The tears continued to fall down his cheeks, his eyes sharing already a color of red. Ken looked at his brother, with the same undead expression of love. His lips parted slowly and a long sight could be heard in the whole room. He rolled his eyes across the room several times, as he didn't know what was better to do. Fortunately, he gathered himself and looked back into Kazuya's eyes. He whispered the words again, with the same tenderness as the first time, hoping that now his brother will understand. "I love you." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kanami Posted July 26, 2013 Author Share Posted July 26, 2013 Kazuya's face turned to dark red and his heart was beating so fast he was really glad that Ken loves him it was like a dream come true he smiled and wiped away Ken's tears " Silly , don't scare me like this ever again I thought that something bad happened to you " he then wrapped his arms around Ken and gave him a warm hug " and I love you more " Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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