BlueSinner Posted July 26, 2013 Share Posted July 26, 2013 Matt was standing on the couch, with the PS3 joystick bound in his hands as slender fingers pressed the buttons with a pro's precision. The whole room was covered in a dark smoke, reminding of the painfully fog that was outside. The ashtray was full of smoked cigarettes, some ash spreading on the wooden table where the ashtray was standing. It was a normal Friday night, whitch means a normal gaming night. But almost all nights were the same, the loneliness bound into the gamer's veins, it wasn't something that bothers him anymore. Trough, he never cared about life, he never really cared about peoples, but he cared just about one person. Too bad that person will never know. There's no way he could tell anymore, there's now way he could show anymore. Too many years passed since he left, maybe he already forgot about him. But Matt was "ok" with all those things, no matter how bad he was actually hurt. He never show it. There was no way they'll meet again... no way... And then, a strange sound surounded the place. He paused the game, jumping from the couch to see what happened. "Could it be him?" Was Matt's first thought. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kkrenee360 Posted July 26, 2013 Share Posted July 26, 2013 Mello walked around the smoke filled place, fighting back his coughs ,as He moved around as silently as possible making sure he didn't alarm anybody who happened to be around. He moved around with amazing grace despite the nagging pain in his throat. Ugh, you would think he would be used to all of this smoke by now, with all the time he has spent with Matt. but nope. the foul smelling gas still filled his lungs and burned the way it used to, Almost forcing him to hack and cough. It was disgusting. You would think he was in a ragging fire, correct? wrong. we are in the house of an old friend. The one he mentioned a few moments ago, Matt. or Mail. whatever. He would never admit it but he missed him. He didn't really think he would as much as he did, it was unexpected really. So, tonight he decided after all of these years to give him a visit. Rather he wanted me here or not, I am going to see him. Its been driving him crazy for the longest time. Mello stops and hacks just before he makes it to where he believes Matt is. 'Crap, now he probably knows someone is here!! well, maybe if I'm lucky he has the volume on his stupid game up really high so he didn't hear me... no he would hear me anyways.' He hits is own head 'DAMMIT SMOKE.' Mello notices the movement of a shadow heading his direction. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 26, 2013 Author Share Posted July 26, 2013 The sound came from somewhere near, so Matt thought somebody just made him an unexpected visit. The room was dark, and the only thing that could be heard were the steps and the breaths of the two young men that had no idea that what will happen next, will change their lives forever. Matt kept walking as silent as he could, his green eyes shining at the only souce of light, the TV. As soon as he passed the corner of the room, se saw a silhouette at the end of the hall. It wasn't taller than him, so if it was a stranger he could take care of it. But how did the unknown person manage to enter in his house, was still a big mister. The only posibilities were, first he left the door open and second he will recieve the visit he waited from long time ago. As he kept walking with small steps on the wooden floor, the silhoutte started to look familiar. Blonde messy hair, that scar he remembered he healed long time ago, when his beloved almost died, the black leather jacket... and those blue icy eyes that he always loved. There was no doubt it was him. "Mello?" His voice echoed. The shade of worry and happiness collided. "What are you doing here?... Are you hurt?" He continued, walking even more closely. And his heart melt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kkrenee360 Posted July 27, 2013 Share Posted July 27, 2013 Mello looks up at Matt, but quickly looks down and coughs. Mello raises his arm up and softly punches him in the arm. "Damn, Matt I swear your going to die of cancer one day if you don't stop smoking. I 'bout choked to death here." He looks back up at him, an almost kind smile on his face. "Yes, I'm fine." He walks the the room Matt was previously in and sits on the couch in his familiar manor, taking out a bar of chocolate and snapping a piece off before speaking in a hoarse voice. "I decided its been too long since we've seen each other, much less talk. so i came for an unexpected visit." He scowls at the thought of the time they have spent apart, "Its been years, Matt. YEARS." 'I've missed you...' He bites off another piece of chocolate. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 27, 2013 Author Share Posted July 27, 2013 Matt followed Mello into the other room, his expresion was broken and he looked like a puppy that had seen his master for the first time in lots of years. A puppy. Mello's puppy. That was kind of true, all those years he remained loyal to the only person he ever loved, exactly like a dog that loves only his master. Matt sighed and walked silently to the couch, taking a seat on the other end of it. "I know it's been years since we saw eachother, but do I have to remember you who was the one leaving?" Even his voice sounded broken. Lucky the room was still dark, none of them bothered to open the light, and the only source was stll just the Tv. Now Matt had his chance, he could tell Mello about his feelings, and he was sure he would."Mello...I..." He sighted again and when those icy eyes turned to look at him, he was hopeless again. "Nothing, it's not something important." It was hopeless...He was hopeless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kkrenee360 Posted July 27, 2013 Share Posted July 27, 2013 Mello continued to stare at Matt with curious blue eyes. He knew he was trying to say something, probably important at the least. The longer he stayed silent, the more he wondered, and the more he got angry. 'what was he going to say? It had to be something!!' He growls to himself. 'I hate it when people keep things from me!! He knows that!!!' He speaks once again, in a commanding tone, "Matt, If it really is nothing why don't you tell me?!" His voice is gradualy getting louder, "If your going to act like that it must be something important!! I Know you, Matt!" His glare hardens ",AND I know very well who left, and let me tell you I regret it!!! I regret it more than anything!!!" Mello was obviously furious at his behavior! He looked like he was just moping around like a little lost puppy! He HATED to see him so hurt, and that's ironic knowing that everything he is saying, is shooting daggers into his heart. "JUST BE GLAD I EVEN CAME BACK YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!" He stops and recalls over what he just said. no doubt he just crushed him... but its too late to take it back now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 28, 2013 Author Share Posted July 28, 2013 Matt's eyes widened as Mello started to yell, but he then smiled happily. Now he could be sure that he didn't change, and was kind of relief for him. "I can't tell him." Matt thought letting out a big sigh that sure took Mello's attention once again. Matt knew he'll start yelling again if he won't tell him. "But..." he was confused. His heart was confused. He slowly moved closer to Mello. He wanted to hug him, to kiss him, to make love to him. Matt wanted to confess, but in the same time, he was afraid that Mello will hate him. The screen of the TV that suddenly turned dark, reminded him to open the light. "Sorry." Matt jumped from the couch and walked to the switch to open the light. Once the light was opened he returned to the couch. A long sigh left his lips again. "Do you want something to eat?" His sight moved back to Mello. It said the same. Broken. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kkrenee360 Posted July 28, 2013 Share Posted July 28, 2013 Mello looks at Matt questioningly, his anger fading for the most part. "sure, why not. I'll eat anything right now." He then leans back in the couch and closes his eyes, thinking, 'Matt really is acting weird.. I don't like it! there must be some way to make him feel better, or get his mind off of whatever is bothering him. ..I'll offer to play a video game with him? yeah, lets do that.' Mello sighs 'maybe he'll tell me after that. either way, I need him to. This is going to nag at me until I find out, Even if it is something little. Which I highly doubt.' He opens his eyes again, and averts his attention over to Matt, giving him a small smile. "Wana play a game or something?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 29, 2013 Author Share Posted July 29, 2013 As Matt went to the kitchen, he could hear Mello calling after him. His green eyes widened as he heard the words that Mello said. "He wants to play a game?..." Matt was surprised, Mello never was into games at all, sometimes he was even bothered of his addiction to video games. So the fact just hit him in the face. Could it be that Mello wasn't feeling alright? It was kind of strange, but Matt went along with it. "I thought you hate video games." He returned to to living room, just to see Mello was still there on the couch. And he was, smiling? Something was wrong... Or maybe it was just his mind. He definitely has to stop thinking too much at this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kkrenee360 Posted July 29, 2013 Share Posted July 29, 2013 Mello notices the strange look he was giving him 'No need to make him unconformable with my smile either.' His smile quickly transforms back to the straight look he usually has. "I do. Video games are a waste of my time! But I figured I could play just this once. You used to ALWAYS bother me about it!! So think of it as I'm saving you the trouble of asking." He growls, "After this, I'm not playing SH*T, so go pick out a freaking game." Mello points his finger over to where he assumes Matt keeps his games. "and make it something interesting!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlueSinner Posted July 29, 2013 Author Share Posted July 29, 2013 Still surprised, Matt forgot about the food and went to pick some game. He thought that some car action game will make it so he picked up a random Need For Speed game. When he was back, the TV was already open. Right, he forgot it open. He stepped to his PS3 and put the game inside, then took two controllers. As he sat down on the floor at the base of tha couch, he gave one controller to Mello, who picked it. "It's still strange that he wants to play..." His look was still surprised, but somehow worried. Matt knew something wasn't allright, not even Mello's usual reaction didn't calm him. What could it be. Why didn't Mello already say what bothers him. Why... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kkrenee360 Posted July 30, 2013 Share Posted July 30, 2013 At that time, Matt and Mello started playing the game. Neither of them really talking, just Mello yelling at the screen every time he ran into another car, or a poll, ..maybe a few virtual people, who knows. He was getting quite frustrated with it. "CAR, STOP RUNNING INTO THE F*CKING WALL!" It seems Mello's mind was completely distracted from the silent problem at hands, which is ironic knowing that's what he was trying to get Matt to do. subconsciously he knew it probably wouldn't work, that Matt was still in thought as they played. but he was too busy trying to figure out this game to think about that. Too busy trying not to be 2nd place. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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