"Our Daily Lives" ((18+)) ((Private)) ((with @Ka-chan))

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

I slowly woke up to see Otoba crying infront of me.

 

Drop by drop, tears kept flowing. He couldn't stop himself.

 

I looked at him with a smile.

 

"Otoba..." I could barely say his name because of the lack of energy.

 

I slowly tried to sit myself up and wanted to hug Otoba, but I couldn't.

 

"Is everything alright?" I asked.

 

Surely, what happened yesterday brought me here. I know that, I can't deny it though.

 

I loved him, I loved him so madly that killing myself would be better instead of shouting at my lover.

 

My life before meeting him was just so bitter. Everything tasted so sour. Memories. Tears. Heartbreak. Sex. Everything...

 

I did have a girlfriend before I met Kyouya... and that was Miyu. Yes, is was Miyu.

 

She used to be a whole lot more twisted when she was young, but now she has changed into a graceful girl. But I don't have any feelings for her anymore.

 

Kyouya made those feelings disappear into thin air. He was my first boyfriend but he was the best one. Well, not after Otoba! Otoba must have thought that who was it that broke up first. It was actually me. Kyouya loved me for pity. He pitied me. And that's not what I was looking for. I was looking for actual love, and so, I broke up with him. But I still loved him even after that, but now, I have Otoba.

 

"Hmm? Otoba?" I asked with a gentle smile on my face, waiting for his reply.

[Ka-chan]

"K-Kazuma..."

 

I couldn't look him in the eye, I missed his embrace yet I couldn't hug him.

 

"I-I'm fine... how are you feeling?..."

 

I took my hand up to dry my tears away and looked at him with a smile again. But even though I dried my tears away they still streamed down.

 

"I won't be here long, I bet Kyouya wants to see you too, so... and of course the others too."

 

I tried to chuckle, but instead it became a miserably sob and I silently screamed to make myself shut up. To use up my breath so I would stop.

 

Don't worry, as I said, it was a silent scream, it wasn't louder than a mice.

 

"I didn't go to training yesterday..."

 

I chuckled again lightly, this time without fail.

 

"My coach yelled at me again, he won't ever stop being so strict, now will he?"

 

I tried to chuckle again. Once again being succesful.

 

"Can I... nah, nevermind."

 

I wanted to ask if I could kiss him, but I didn't finish my line in fear that he would reject it. I didn't want to push him into something he didn't want.

 

"I'll leave now, after they're done visiting you, you should rest seeing how your state is right now."

 

I looked away.

 

"Soooo... I'll take my leave. Get better soon, okay?..."

 

I looked at him again, making my decision. 'If I can't kiss him on the lips, I'm going to kiss his cheek. Yeah...'

 

So I leaned down, placed my lips softly on his cheek and pulled away with a kind smile.

 

"See you."

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"See you soon..." I said in a faint voice as I heard my friends come in.

 

"Kazuma!" Miyu spoke, she was very worried.

 

"Kazu-chan~!" Koga came in and clung to me.

 

"Kazuma, you okay?" Kyouya said with a worried face. "Yeah... though I'm still weak..." I answered, my hands-- my whole body was weak.

 

"Kazuma-kun!" Yuri squeaked, still her mouse-type self.

 

"Kazuma! dude! next time, I'm so not gonna leave you alone!!" Arisa said, still with some tears in her eyes.

 

The be more clear, everyone had tears in their eyes. I was just happy... thank you guys, for that.

 

"Did.... Mom and Dad come...?" I asked with a yet still weak voice.

 

They all looked at each other then gave a soft shake of their heads.

 

"I'm sorry... They didn't come..." Kyouya spoke up.

 

I sighed heavily, not knowing what I must do but do I even have a choice? Oh well. I knew I was going to be released soon... just 2 more days to go.

 

2 days later.

 

"Hey there Kazuma~!" Yuri came next to me with a bunch of mangas in her hand.

 

"Kazu-chan~ Let us come over today~" Koga came over to me while walking. "Sure," I told him and nodded. You must be wondering where I am, right? I'm right now at my University.

 

"Kazuma-kun~"

"Hey, we aren't done!!"

"Don't kill him in real life though."

 

Miyu, Arisa and Kyouya came as well, following me to class. I looked up at the sky, knowing that tomorrow is a holiday and I'll be finally able to see Otoba.

 

'Otoba... wait for me!' I thought and skipped myself to class.

[Ka-chan]

"See you soon..."

 

I smiled one last time and walked out of the room, letting his friends come in. I could hear them talk even though I were already far down the hallway.

 

"Don't do that again, Kazuma..."

 

I whispered to myself as I left the hospital.

 

---Two Days Later---

 

I went to school as usual. Nothing new about that I guess. The only part new was that Kazuma was at school too. Or, that's not new but he got home again. After the incident, I didn't do anything else but worry and worry. I barely got any sleep!

 

Oh well. As usual, a lot of people went over and talked to me - greeted me with a smile and of course I smiled back. All of my friends. And yeah, I got some glares once in a while by people who knew how I could be at times, but that was all.

 

I went to class as usual, my cheeks already sore from smiling. My teacher came in and started the class.

 

The whole time I looked at the watch on the wall, counting down the minutes.

 

 

I just wanted to see him, ask him if he really accepted me again...

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

--School ended--

 

I stretched my arms and yawned a bit. My eyes got teary due to my sleepy mood. But I didn't want to sleep. I was meeting Otoba and that was the only thing on my mind. I wanted to meet him... But... unfortunately.... I have a theses to type...

 

Why today of all days?! I shouted at myself in which my other side nodded in reply. Even my friends got the theses. So we were stuck today from having any party at all.

 

"Kazuma is yawning?" Arisa said with a laugh, seeing I seemed out of the ordinary.

 

"Now that isn't something we see everyday!" Yuri said with a chuckle and looked at her with a 'Yeah, yeah' look.

 

"But Kazu-chan can do whatever he wants~" Koga came out and smiled, still his old cheery self.

 

"Come on guys, cut the guy some slack." Kyouya said who he himself yawned after putting that remark.

 

Everything was fine, happy school days and happy love days with Otoba. What else could I ask for?

 

"Okay guys! so this is the plan!" Arisa cleared her throat. Yeah, she was the planning in charge for today.

 

She began her brief plans, "So first, we need to pick up Otoba at 7pm and have dinner at Kazuma's house. I think all of you got enough sleep yesterday to be awake the whole day, today, right?" Everyone nodded and she continued, "Good. And then we will spend time at Kazuma's house after dinner. We will play some games, watch a good horror movie, and I know one and Kazuma has the C.D too so we are saved from going to the cinemas. I'll tell the name later, only what I know is that it's really scary. But don't worry, after that, we are going outside and shopping as well as partying till we drop! How does this idea sound?" We all looked at each other in amazement and just gave a thumbs up to Arisa.

 

"You better text Otoba the plans." Kyouya said as he remembered.

 

'Oh yeah, can't let him be ignored.' I thought and took out my cell phone and messaged Otoba this: Hey Otoba, Good morning by the way. How are you? everything fine? Well, the plans for tonight is that we are gonna spend time in my house and then go to some clubs. Don't worry, I'll protect you there and I'll make sure no girl tries to touch me (well... I'll try! since I've got such a cute princess) Kyouya will pick you up at 7pm (since he is so smart he can finish the project within a matter of time.) and come over to my house. I have my theses today so I'll do it today itself. I don't want to miss you tomorrow so let's go on a date in the evening? Reply me back!--

 

"Done!" I said and walked home alone. I don't feel like actually describing this session...

 

---6:55 pm---

 

"6:55 pm... Kyouya must be there at his house by now..." I sighed and looked at my neatly done theses. "God... this took me forever..."

 

A message blinked on my screen saying that it's from Kyouya.

 

This is what it says: Hey there. I'm already at Otoba's. Just waiting for him to come out. You get ready. Okay?. See you.--

 

"Otoba... come here fast..." I said and silently went into a sweet nap...

[Ka-chan]

'6:54 pm...'

 

I looked at my arm watch, waiting for Kyouya to arrive at any time. I growled at the fact that it was Kyouya getting me, and I had to live with being near him all the way to Kazuma's house.

 

'I'm going to see Kazuma...'

 

I smiled as I took a sip of my tea in my hand as I waited.

 

'I think I can endure it the-'

 

My mind got interrupted by the door bell, telling me that Kyouya was there. I quickly emptied my cup and put water in it, leaving it in the sink until I got home again.

 

"Coming!"

 

I rushed to the door, opened it and saw Kyouya standing there waiting.

 

"Let's go."

 

I nodded and took on my shoes and walked outside with him.

 

I didn't look at him the whole way, not like I wanted to either. I still seriously hated that guy.

 

But for Kazuma I could live with it...

 

As long as there wouldn't happen anything between Kazuma and Kyouya... I couldn't force Kazuma to leave his friend? Kyouya was important to Kazuma... yeah...

 

 

'I wonder if I'm important to him too?...'

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

I laid down on the floor like a dead person. Arms spread far apart and acting as if my spirit has been taken away.

 

"Kazumaaaa~" Yuri practically screamed into my ears.

 

But just at that moment the door bell rang and Yuri went to open the door while Koga was preparing dinner and Arisa playing games and Miyu sitting next to me.

 

The door creaked open but I was way too lazy to get up. Man I was beat! I couldn't fall asleep but I could just lay down for a while.

 

Otoba came in along with Kyouya, well, that's what Yuri said.

 

"Oh! Otoba-kun! Come on in!!" Yuri said and dragged him inside.

 

Miyu put a hand on my back and patted me so that I could wake up.

 

"Wake up you sleepy head. You do know your theses just got an extra chapter right?" Kyouya asked, his sarcastic streak in it.

 

"Yeah I know... I'm just friggin' tired..." I said and gave out a peace sign which meant victory for us.

 

"He will get up, just give him some time." Miyu said to Otoba as she went back to the kitchen to cook...

[Ka-chan]

"Ah, yeah. It's fine..."

 

I looked around, all of them together gave out a cozy atmosphere.

 

Well, apart from Miyu and Kyouya that is. I still hated them. How many times did I say that already?

 

I looked at Kazuma once, smiling at my lover. 'Is it okay that I'm here? Is it really okay?!' I walked over to the wall, without leaning against it though. I just stood there, looking around, smiling everytime I met someones eyes.

 

'Kazumaaaa... wake up! It's akward for me to be here without you...'

 

I glanced at Kazuma again who slowly struggled to get up.

 

'... this is going to be a long night if it's going to be like this the whole time... Kazuma you bastard, get up!'

 

I just stood there like a statue, waiting patiently.

 

 

If he would just hurry up...

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

I suddenly opened my eyes and blinked. I got up in a flash, still in my sleepystate.

 

"Hey Kazuma, go wash your face! or else you will dose off when you eat!!" Kyouya called out.

 

"Yeah yeah. I know" I yawned so loud and purred like cat. I didn't want to get up but since Otoba is here, I wouldn't want to waste this time I have with him.

 

It's actually quite crazy how me and Otoba started dating even though I haven't known him long... I guess I'm starting to open up to people. And that's a really good thing... right?

 

You could say.... it was somewhat coincidental...

 

I met him, He met me, We fell in love and now we are dating. Happy love story, isn't it?

 

I wish my family, well, not my parents... but our whole family would be cozy and sweet... I don't get why I'm the black sheep... even though I'm actually not...

 

I looked at Otoba who looked down at me... I gestured him to come alittle closer and he did...

 

I gestured again to come a bit more closer and he did so again...

 

"More... near to my face..." I said in a whisper and he did so.

 

I looked around to ensure no one was there. I looked up at him and lifted myself a bit. I made my head turn to the ceiling and kissed the soft lips of Otoba....

 

I let go and winked, "Atleast no one saw!" I whispered...

[Ka-chan]

"Atleast no one saw!"

 

'That Kazuma, what if someone saw us?!...'

 

I blushed as I looked around flustered, making sure no one saw it. As I confirmed that no one saw it, I smiled at him with a gentle smile.

 

"I really needed that... thank you. Now, you should go wash your face."

 

I said and chuckled lightly as I stood up straight again. I whispered to him, loud enough for him to hear it but only him.

 

"Hurry please, it's akward to be here with your friends without anything to talk to them about."

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"Okay." I said as I rose up to go and wash my face.

 

While I was on my way to the bathroom, I spotted, well they were obviously and already there, Koga and Miyu preparing food. I stared at them while they were chopping fruits or stirring something. My mind sparks a question as my stomach starts to growl in a silentic manner (yes, that word doesn't exist).

 

"When is the food gonna get ready?" I asked as I tilted my head from side to side.

 

"Almost done~" Koga hummed at me before he started to work again. I say, the only thing Koga is actually serious at, is cooking.

 

"In about 30 mins." Miyu said as she stirred the curry on the stove.

 

"30 mins... hmm?" I thought and headed towards the bathroom to wash my face.

 

In the meanwhile, Kyouya came in the a hall and sat across Otoba while smiling at him.

 

"Hey there Otoba, sorry for the delay in the food, looks like our chefs are cooking something good." He said as he chuckled a bit.

 

"Oh yeah. If you have any questions to ask about any of us, you can ask you know." He said while smiling.

 

In that same moment, Miyu was standing in a place where Otoba could only see. And sure enough, he saw her. The only thing that Otoba could understand after Kyouya asked that question which Miyu hinted out: You know what you want to ask right? About Kyouya and Kazuma?--

 

After she signaled that to Otoba, she left to her cooking session, leaving Otoba dumbfounded on whether he should ask or not... but maybe he should? but then again, maybe not?

[Ka-chan]

'Eh? But... I can't ask him about that?! It'll ruin the atmosphere! Everyone's mood! But... I do admit, I'd really like to know...' I thought, as I looked towards Miyu, then back at Kyouya, Miyu, Kyouya, then at Kazuma and back at Kyouya until I looked down at my hands. I decided not to ask, but I would as soon as I was alone with Kyouya. 'Though, I really want for Kazuma to tell me I didn't want to ask. I was afraid of digging up painful memories for him, making him feel like I'm jealous or something. WHICH I AM NOT!' I thought.

 

"What is it Otoba?"

 

Kyouya asked as he saw me look around, then down at my hands.

 

"Ah! Nothing! Hehe, I'm just thinking if there really is any questions, but I really don't have any."

 

I said as I looked up at him with a chuckle and a smile. Kyouya gave me an odd glare like he knew I was lying and that he knew what I wanted to know.

 

"It's fine really. I'm not that curious as you might think."

 

I then said with another chuckle.

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

Kyouya looked at Otoba with a stern look. Let's just say... he hit the nail on Otoba's head.

 

"If you are thinking about me and Kazuma, I won't mind explaining about us, neither would Kazuma." He said with a smile.

 

"Kazuma and I met around 10 years ago... well, roughly." He began with a calm voice, "After Kazuma broke up with Miyu, I got interested in him. In the next 2 years, we both got interested in each other but were a bit slow. 3 years before breaking up, we started dating." Kyouya said and slowly started the middle phase.

 

"We loved each other, everything was just splendid." Kyouya said with alight chuckle.

 

"But... I don't know what happened along the way that caused Kazuma to call me on a sunny day and told me to break up with him.... I think he thought it was pity... but It wasn't..." He let out a few tears which ran down his cheeks. Only a few of those tears survived because the rest were wiped off by Kyouya.

 

"Now he has you!" Kyouya said with a smile. "I'm happy for him." He smiled.

 

Kyouya came near to Otoba and whispered, "Don't worry, he's no player. I was the seme anyway and he was the uke. So he won't take anyone's virginity except yours." Kyouya said and winked before he left.

 

For Kyouya.... he wanted to get back together with Kazuma... But who knows what the future has in store for them..?

[Ka-chan]

Again. I felt it stinging in my heart. 'How did he know? Why did he cry?! Kyouya still likes him?!... And-... how can it be that Kyouya knows? How does he know about the two of us? I don't remember telling him?!...' Again, I panicked in my mind. I did that a lot, didn't I? Oh well.

 

"Ah, yeah. Thanks..."

 

I said with a low voice, both surprised and mad, though I didn't want to say anything. 'It was a big misunderstanding...' I felt sorry for them.

 

'Why did it end that way for them?...' I thought.

 

Relationships destroyed with a misunderstanding like that... they tend to be either never discovered, or if someone wanted to they could settle it for them...

 

Wait.

 

'Settle it for them?! Me?!

 

... but that means letting go of Kazuma!! Would I really be able to do that?!... No!! I won't! I-...'

 

I remembered Miyu's words.

 

'Kazuma would be better off with Kyouya'

 

'...What if that's true? Then...'

 

I looked down with a sad and confused expression. I didn't want to let go of Kazuma, but I wanted him to be happy too...

 

What the hell was I supposed to do?!...

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"It was pity. You just couldn't see it." I came out and handed a tissue over to Kyouya, "Tissue?" I asked with a little smirk. He knew what it meant and he left, thinking he can help in the kitchen.

 

"I'm sorry about that but..." I said and went near Otoba's ear and whispered, "I'm not letting you go. You are the only one I need." and winked with a little warm smile.

 

I thought for sometime, thinking about a thing I forgot to do.

 

I had to do something but I forgot... oh yes!! I need to take a bath! I gave a small gesture to Otoba saying that I would take a bath and he gave me a small cute nod.

 

I rushed to my room and took off my clothes, took some of new clothes to wear and kept in the bathroom.

 

I opened the shower and turned the knob to the warm water and started taking a bath, but I didn't know that I didn't lock the bathroom's door in my room or my room's door. Luckily, they weren't wide open.

 

After a while, I heard footsteps coming towards me. I thought it was Otoba and was very happy that my boyfriend would visit me in the bathroom. Erotic things popped up in my mind and I tried to shoo them away.

 

The footsteps came nearer and someone opened the door of the bathroom but then closed it again. They came nearer and nearer until I could see a clear shadow. Somehow, it didn't look like Otoba... it looked like Kyouya... Sure enough, when the curtains suddenly opened, it was Kyouya.

 

"Kyouya?" I aksed but to no avail.

 

"Kyouya, what are you do--" Before I could ask my question, I was cut off with a deep kiss from Kyouya which was very unexpected. That too in the shower?! you kidding me?!

[Ka-chan]

As I saw Kyouya walk into the shower as well, it became too much. 'Are they that friendly with each other that they take showers together?!.. or... did they plan it?! Either way... hell no.'

 

So I stood up, walked to the bathroom door, opened it, and-...

 

My heart broke.

 

They... they were kissing?...

 

All I could do was stand there, staring, feeling so stupid.

 

"Ka... Kazuma..."

 

I stuttered. I could feel the tears swelling up in my eyes as I stood there watching.

 

'Why aren't you pushing him away?...' I thought. Was that it? I was just some side toy?...

 

The first tear rolled down my cheek and fell off at my chin.

 

...

 

I finally got control of myself.

 

"Kazuma, you jerk!!"

 

I yelled and ran out of the bathroom, took my things, put on my shoes and rushed out.

 

'How could he betray me like that? I'm so stupid! Baka!!'

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

Kyouya knew what he was doing but I didn't!

 

"Hey, Kyouy--!" Before I could complete my sentence, Kyouya threw me outside the bathroom.

 

"Put on your boxers now!!" He commanded and I decided to do so or I might just get killed. I got outside my bathroom and found my boxers and wore them in a flash.

 

"There! I'm done!" I said while grunting my teeth.

 

Kyouya suddenly pushed me into the bed and tied both my hands.

 

"Hey!! what the hell?!" I yelled, not knowing if he was serious or joking. He took another piece of cloth and tied my eyes with it so that I wouldn't be able to see anything.

 

At that moment, Otoba was walking down the road to his home but was still near to my house. His tears which fell from his eyes ween't spared and got killed by him.

 

Back at my house, Kyouya took out his mobile and looked up for the name, "Otoba" in his contents. After he found the name, he clicked on text message, added the photo and sent it to Otoba.

 

Otoba, who was outside saw the message and at that very moment after he saw the photo and got a few seconds to process it into his brain, he got a call from Kyouya.

 

Otoba picked it up, not knowing what is it now. Kyouya from the other end smirked, "Did you see the picture Otoba? Nice isn't it? A half naked Kazuma which everyone would go crazy for..." He said.

 

Before he could say anything, I spoke up in the back ground which could be heard by Otoba. "Otoba!! don't listen to him!! I don't love him anymore! Its you who I love!!" I pleaded.

 

"Hmm... why can't you ever stay put....? should I put more hickeys on you?" Kyouya said as he smirked with his glasses shining in the light.

 

"Eeek! Otoba! help!!" I pleaded when Kyouya took back the phone.

 

"Come and save him if you want. He really does love you, he's struggling so much... Kazuma, your hands are gonna get strained if you move too much you know." Kyouya said before he passed the last info to saving me.

 

"Everyone is out buying groceries. They will come back in an hour. This isn't sex either. It's what you call rape. Come and save him if you want to... If you love him and you respect his love for you, then come and save him. I don't think he wouldn't want to have sex with anyone other than the person he loves which is you." He said and hanged up leaving Otoba in yet again dumbfounded.

 

Will Otoba save Kazuma? or will he abandon Kazuma just like his parents and his family did...?

[Ka-chan]

"Everyone is out buying groceries. They will come back in an hour. This isn't sex either. It's what you call rape. Come and save him if you want to... If you love him and you respect his love for you, then come and save him. I don't think he wouldn't want to have sex with anyone other than the person he loves which is you."

 

Kyouya hanged up.

 

I had stopped walking, my tears slowly dripping from my chin, the wrath inside me flaming.

 

"How dare you touch Kazuma?!"

 

I shouted out in the street. It was now official - I absolutely hated Kyouya.

 

I didn't care if Kazuma didn't push him away, I'll talk with him later about it but this... this was just too much. Touching him? Tying him up like that?! Saying he'll... r-rape him?! What the hell was wrong with that guy's head?!

 

I quickly turned around and ran towards Kazuma's apartment.

 

'Kazuma needs me... he needs me! Get your filthy hands off of him!'

 

After a few minutes, very few, I arrived in front of Kazuma's apartment again. 'Wait for me...' I thought as I bashed inside.

 

"KYOUYA GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!"

 

I shouted into the apartment. I knew they were in the bedroom as the picture's background was a bed.

 

I stormed in there, and exactly as expected I saw Kyouya there - grinning.

 

And of course Kazuma were still on the bed, tied up.

 

I didn't say anything, I just stomped over to Kyouya pissed as hell and...

 

I hit him in the face with a fist as hard as I could.

 

"I fucking hate you! I've always hated you, you bastard! You act all nice when others are around, but when no one's around you just want to make me feel bad... guilty, to hurt me. And Kazuma?! Why do you have to bring him into this? Why hurt him for this?! What the hell are you thinking?! I love him!! He's mine! Get it?!"

 

I didn't care that Kazuma were there, I just wanted to kill Kyouya. I wanted to choke him, shoot him, cut him open, bury him alive - oh, how I hated that awful man.

 

"I HATE YOU, KYOUYA!!"

 

I then continued with a voice that almost broke down in tears.

 

I glared at Kyouya, then at Kazuma.

 

"Kazuma... are you okay?..."

 

I almost whispered as I tried to calm down, and I didn't want to yell at Kazuma.

 

God, I hated that man for doing that to the one I loved...

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"My, My. Princess, you can't be that rough as to hit me." Kyouya said with an evil smile.

 

I flinched knowing that Otoba was there and tried to get up, "Otoba?! wait, your here?! Kyouya! let me go now!! why you little piece of--" The pain from my wrist was too much, literally as to rub my skin off with a sand paper! It was that painful.

 

"Tsk!" I made a small painful sound due to struggling too much. My wrists were literally bleeding. I didn't know what to do. Kyouya was stronger than me by a huge scale. He is a pro in karate so I guess you know why I'm so easily caught by him.

 

Other than the excruciating pain from my wrists, my body seemed to have fallen asleep! I guess it was from that kiss... he must have put drugs into my system! Now I'm damn mad!

 

Kyouya, named as the master mind of our gang is right now trying to rape me while Otoba came to save me. What a turn of events...

 

I try to struggle myself free but again I get hurt due to the tight ropes.

 

"Kazuma, don't struggle so much. Your wrists are already badly injured. Just relax already..." Kyouya says in a worrisome tone.

 

"And for whose reason is it that I'm actually here getting hurt?!" I answer back at him which made me to move which again, made me to get hurt.

 

"Don't blame me. You always get the wrong people who won't even bother about how you feel on the inside nor do you tell them. That's why your relationship ended badly with Miyu because she was a selfish person and here you got a tsundere as your lover. Please, he is good for you but your emotional problems just might be too much for him." Kyouya said as he flicked my forehead.

 

I laid there motionless for a brief period of 50 seconds while I was thinking about it.

 

I spoke up, no longer wanting this, "Miyu is a different case and Otoba is a different case. And besides, I love him and I'm not gonna leave him even if I had to give my life away." There, I said it.

 

"Now that's what I want to hear..." Kyouya said as he looked at Otoba, "Satisfied? Otoba-chan?" He smiled warmly like he was admitting defeat.

 

What is Otoba's reaction to this..?

[Ka-chan]

"Satisfied? Otoba-chan?"

 

'Eh?...'

 

I stared at Kyouya with a confused stare.

 

"... don't call me Otoba-chan..."

 

I hissed a bit and walked over to Kazuma and took off the cloth covering his eyes. As I did, Kazuma looked up at me and I smiled to him. Then I looked back at Kyouya.

 

"If you ever... EVER... do anything to him again..."

 

I met Kyouya's eyes, glaring at him with a cold look.

 

"You're absolutely pathetic, y'know? Why the hell did you do this? And then suddenly asking me if I'm satisfied with that smile? You're crazy!"

 

I tried to calm down as I knew Kazuma could see now.

 

I looked at Kazuma's wrists, startled by the blood running down his arms.

 

"... would you mind leaving, Kyouya?..."

 

I didn't look at Kyouya, but my voice sounded so cold, sad, rough and low.

 

"And... please, don't come anywhere near me again... I told you so the other day too... I don't want to see you, hear you, I don't want to hear your name or anything about you..."

 

I then continued in the same low tone as I removed the ties on Kazuma's wrists, getting a bit of blood on my fingers.

 

"... leave."

 

I then said as the last thing before I could hear Kyouya's chuckle.

 

I didn't look at Kazuma or Kyouya, only the blood on the bed.

 

... hell, it was only red I saw anyways...

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"Leave for now Kyouya, I'll talk to you at University." I said and gave him a small nod.

 

"But you are still coming tomorrow, right? You DO know it's important." Kyouya said, stern in his voice. He got up and smiled at me before he left.

 

"Hey there Otoba. Thanks for coming back, I think I would have cried if my lover didn't come for our party." I said with a wink, still sweet as ever.

 

"Don't mind Kyouya. He did it for a reason. Guess I'll go thank him tomorrow." I smiled at Otoba got up to get my shirt.

 

There were some visible hickeys but I easily covered them up. I wonder if he even gets benefited with this...

 

Like, it's his loss, not mine. I wonder if he is happy doing this... Ugh! he's more confusing than me! Oh well, can't bother about it now...

 

Somehow the room was quiet. I think that's obvious since non of the actual trouble makers are around.

 

I didn't have time to think about all such, I had to get a cream that would heal my wounds. I was looking around sill making some painful small noises in between but my eyes shifted to somewhere else while who knows what was going around in Otoba's head...

[Ka-chan]

"..."

 

I kept quiet. I sat there on the bed, still staring at the blood stain.

 

"How can you act so... so calm... when I'm here burning... how?..."

 

I whispered to Kazuma, but I didn't expect him to hear it.

 

"... I'm going home."

 

I said a bit louder, making sure that Kazuma could hear me.

 

I wanted to hug Kazuma, to kiss him, to feel safe and loved, but... I couldn't. He didn't resist Kyouya... come on! Why didn't he?! He called himself my boyfriend... I turned gay for that idiot! And only for him!

 

I sighed heavily before standing up, looking own at the floor as I walked out to the front door. It was still open.

 

"I want to sleep, so yeah... are you okay by the way?..."

 

I asked, just to be on the safe side. If he said no, I would stay with him, taking it as a 'no' to wanting to be with Kyouya, but a yes... well, then it's like saying that it was fine that Kyouya did that to him, giving him hickeys, kissing him, blindfolding him, tying him up...

 

'Please, please say no and I have a reason to stay... please...'

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"Huh? Your going home?" I looked at him. Surprised to be more honest.

 

I gave a small 'but I'm lonely' stare which he could understand but spoke up to make it more clear. "You could just sleep here. And besides! I've finally met you after so long and you want to leave? Please Otoba, even if I don't have a reason, can't you stay? Wait, I have a reason." I said, looking away with a small blush on my face.

 

"I want you to stay because I love you and want to spend time with you..." I said and looked away, returning back to finding the antiseptic cream.

 

I looked around till I finally found it.

 

"Yokatta! I finally found it!" I said with a jolly tone.

 

I found some bandages too and decided to wrap them around my wrists when a brilliant idea came to my mind.

 

I walked towards Otoba and smiled my puppy smile at him while handing over the bandages and antiseptic cream.

 

"Please help me~" I said with a cheery grin on my face, waiting for his reply...

[Ka-chan]

"Eh?..."

 

I stared at Kazuma, then the bandages and antiseptic cream that he handed over to me.

 

I looked away with a blush and a slight smile. 'He wants me to stay...' I felt happy and relieved.

 

I nodded slightly, still not looking at him.

 

"Sit down on your bed then, I'll treat you..."

 

I whispered in the same, low rough voice, but in a warm and gentle way instead.

 

As Kazuma smiled and nodded, we walked to the bed and he sat down. I took Kazuma's hands and looked at the wounds.

 

"Ow..."

 

I whispered, as I could see how deep they were.

 

So I took the cream and gently smeared it on the wounds. I could see on Kazuma's face that it stung a little, but he didn't say anything. As I finished both of his wrists, I took the bandage and wrapped it around them, making sure they wouldn't slip off with some hook-like things. I let go and looked at him.

 

"There, done. But be careful, and don't remove the hooks!"

 

As I looked deep into Kazuma's eyes, I felt so happy for some reason, even though I hadn't forgot about the thing before with Kyouya. But... as I looked into those eyes, I felt like it didn't matter.

 

So I smiled at him with my usual gentle, kind and happy smile.

 

 

And kissed him softly on the lips, erasing the memory of Kyouya's lips from Kazuma's...

[Anime_Maniac_Leia]

"Kissing me so suddenly...?" I smirked at him, "I won't let you go if you do..." I said.

 

My patience couldn't be tested anymore. I just needed him right now. After so long... I couldn't bear to wait any longer...

 

I took him and made him sit on my lap so it would be easier to kiss him and leave my mark on him.

 

I bit his lower lip to ask for entrance. The lip bite which used to make Otoba feel nervous didn't happen today. He was calmer than before which ensured me that he was ready.

 

Otoba opened his mouth accepting me to enter and allowed my tongue inside to explore his domain.

 

Otoba flinched at the sudden action as I twisted and rolled my tongue along with his which made Otoba filled with pleasure and sensation.

 

While my tongue was playing Salsa with Otoba's tongue, my hands decided that it's time for their turn as well.

 

I lifted Otoba's shirt and allowed my hands to slip inside. I slowly touched the sensitive parts of my lover granting him pleasure which made me happy.

 

I was no way letting go of Otoba now. Absolutely not. But my hands refused to move upwards due to the pain.

 

I stopped and looked at Otoba with a smile, "Looks like we can only do kissing for now but...." I smirked, "Would you take my role for today, hmm? Otoba..? I'm injured too... and I still want to continue though.... well, can't you..? It's just kisses..." I said in a low and sexy tone with a hint of pleading in it. My eyes filled my lust and desire couldn't look away from His...

 

What is Otoba's answer to this?!