Dissonance

[Tetsu]

Travis was just teasing the guy about his earlier comment and he certainly did not expect for Levi to blush again. For the whole day, he's not so sure anymore the number of times the two of them blushed. The guy responded negative, saying he did not understand what he meant. It could be that he truly did not understand, as his choice of words were misleading. But with the blush and Lavi opening his mouth but closing it seconds later, he figured that Levi understood what he meant.

 

This earned him another grin, something he also cannot count the number of times he did for the day. He find the guy amusing - his actions are, his face and.. his body definitely. He waited for the other guy to react as he succeeded when Levi said sorry.

 

The went upstairs as Levi ordered, with him following behind one step at a time while the Levi took two. Levi reached the top first and he came second seconds later. They toured around the second floor. With minimal words, Levi pointed out the direction of his room, Travis'm room, the music room, and a bathroom. Travis was glad that there was a bathroom in the second floor.He dislike the idea of walking with only towels around his waist from the bathroom downstairs to his room in cold winter days...and nights, and a bathroom in the second floor really did save him.

 

"You're truly a man of few words, aren't you Levi?" he grinned, looking at him with an amused face as he continued "But you seem to talk more when you're next to the piano downstairs. I won't ask too much and I need to look what my room looks like. Will you accompany me?". Travis walked towards the direction of his room without waiting for a response from Levi. He opened the door, expecting a wide space for him to use. It was like a painter expecting a plain canvas, thinking how he should start stroking his brush. However, when he opened the door, it was furnished, with spaces enough for his belongs to fit. He was not disappointed, but he could have been more thrilled if he could arrange the room himself. But well, he can always do it once he move in.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi blushed and looked away from Travis. It wasn't his fault that he didn't talk much. He didn't feel comfortable with talking, talking wasn't like music, the words often came out wrong, or he was misunderstood. There were no misunderstandings in music. Levi zoned out for a moment and only caught the end of what Travis was saying.

 

".. I need to look what my room looks like. Will you accompany me?"

 

Travis was already walking away from Levi towards the room. He held out his hand to stop him, but Travis had already opened the door. Levi hadn't been in that room since... Simon. Levi made a strangled coughing noise as the memory of Simon rose to the surface once more, threatening to overwhelm him. "Si-"

 

Levi shook his head cutting himself off. It wouldn't do him any good to be thinking about Simon whilst Travis was living here. As long as Travis didn't ask him to go inside his room, it would be fine. Levi would be in his room, Travis would be in... his... and that would be that.

 

Levi backed away slowly from the room, then turned and headed towards his. He would need to get Travis something to wear... until he got his own stuff from wherever he was staying.

[Tetsu]

Travis examined the room furthermore. It was spacious, with a king-size bed in one side, a window at the further south-end of the room which has a perfect view of the streets, a study table and a shelf besides it, it was like his presence was welcomed by the room itself. His furniture has enough space in the room but placing them would be useless as everything he needed were already present. Well, maybe he can add a mini sofa, the one he bought with the first salary he earned as a college student.

 

"Levi this is~" Travis was just about to finish speaking but when he turned his head, he realized Levi did not follow him. He was disappointed, as he was expecting that the guy could have been a bit more interested in touring him. Maybe he bored Levi, or maybe he disliked him. With those negative thoughts in mind, he turned back and peeked out his head from the room to the corridor. Travis was walking the opposite side, towards his own room.

 

"Le~" Travis wanted to call for him, but when he realized he had nothing to ask, he just looked at him walking away. He sighed as he turned his head back to the room, immersing himself to his new room. He slowly walked inside, checking it closer. Somehow, there was still that fragrance left in the room, a fragrance belonging to its previous occupant. Travis sat on the king-size bed, which was comfy and tempting. Travis gave in to the temptation as he dived himself on the bed a second later as he relieved his exhaustion. He felt sleepy, and he knew he shouldn't sleep...

 

"Levi..~", he said before he lost himself into dreamland.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi had spent a bit of time rummaging around in his room for clothes that would fit Travis. Travis was a bit taller that Levi, and a bit broader across the shoulders, and well... Levi's pants weren't going to fit THAT.

 

Levi looked at his bottom drawer. That's where Simon's clothes were... Simon was closer in size to Travis than Levi was. Levi chewed his lip, he really had nothing that would fit Travis comfortably. He slowly opened the draw and pulled out Simon's black t-shirt. He closed his eyes and brought the shirt up to his face, rubbing it on his cheek. He really did miss Simon...

 

Levi placed that shirt to the side, it wouldn't do to give Travis something that Levi had slept with... He picked another shirt and a pair of cargo shorts folded them neatly. He would give these to Travis to wear until he got his own clothes sorted.

 

Levi carried the clothes out to the hallway and down to Travis' room. The door was still open. Levi slowly walked towards it, his heart constricting in his chest. Levi peeked in... to see Travis passed out on the bed. Levi smiled to himself, and took the opportunity to study Travis a little. Travis was quite good looking, lean.. muscled... and then there was that... Levi blushed... It was enough to distract him from what he needed to do, and that was to enter the room for the first time since Simon had left...

 

Levi walked in slowly and stood a few steps into the room. He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply. The room still smelt like Simon... Levi's hands shook slightly... He walked over to the desk and placed the clothes there... and just stood quietly with his eyes closed, just breathing in the presence that was left behind. Without realising it, Levi began to cry...

[Tetsu]

"Ahh Levi..." Travis moaned as Levi licked his manhood. He was already leaking of precum and Levi took advantage of it by sucking his junior like a lolipop... well, an extra large serving size of a lolipop. Levi continued the routine with one hand rubbing Travis' length while the other was rubbing his own. Travis held Levi in the head with two hand as he started trusting his cock inside his mouth, mouth-fuck*ng him.

 

"I'm almost there... ahhhh~" Travis said as he felt his thigh and his neck tightening. His cock twitched as he felt his hot liquid gush forth from his manhood as it filled Levi's mouth.

 

"Levi... I love you " he called for his name and pecked him in the lips.

 

Travis opened his eyes, as he felt something wet inside his undergarment. Then he remembered what he dreamed. In his dream, Levi was servicing him, Travis' cock was inside Levi's mouth. There's definitely something wrong with him. There was the kiss, the blushing and now the dream. Travis was all confused. The self he once knew is now a stranger to him. He never felt like this before.

 

He shifted position as he saw Levi... crying. Did he say something in his dream? Or, while unconscious, did he do something to Levi? There were to many questions inside him. Add his confusion with his sexuality that Travis just stood up, dazed at him.

 

"Hey sweets...Sorry", again, he hugged the guy.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi's eyes opened as he felt Travis' arms go around him. His face felt wet. "I cried again" he thought to himself. Levi felt detached. He heard Travis call him "sweets", but it sounded like it came from so far away. Travis had one arm around his waist, and the other around his shoulder, his hand reaching up to hold the back of Levi's head. Levi just stood there for the moment, feeling the warmth of Travis' body up against his.

 

Levi shuddered, his body trembling in Travis' arms. "Nothing..." he whispered. He pushed Travis away. "I-I'm.. fine... "

 

Levi wiped his face with the back of his hand and pointed towards the clothes. "There." He backed away from Travis and towards the door. He needed to get a hold of himself once more. He didn't know what it was about Travis that made him lose control of his emotions so easily. Sure he'd cried when Simon left, but today, in the space of an hour, he'd cried twice, all because Travis reminded him of Simon.

 

Levi was out the door and running down the stairs for his piano. He needed to gain control of himself once more, and he couldn't do it on his own.

 

Levi collapsed onto his piano stool and lifted his hands to the keys. Scales he thought to himself, and he began, his fingers caressing the keys as they traveled. The monotony of doing scales was helping restore calm to his mind once more.

 

"Dinner" he thought... I need to cook dinner...

[Tetsu]

When Travis hugged him, lust resurfaced again. His cock which had gone calm and soft from a wet dream was revitalized again. It grew bigger and ticker and as he hugged the guy, his cock nudged into the other's check. He was very much tempted to press further and rub it with Levi's chest, but doing so would be too dangerous. It seemed he's really becoming gay, or at least, bisexual. He's not too sure but he had no time to ponder about it. There's a guy before him who he thinks is attractive enough to cuddle in bed. And he's damn sure the guy must not be straight as well

 

He looked at the guy with such intensity, like they were eye-fucking together. Levi shivered at his chest, pushing him away afterwards as he told Travis he was fine. Travis just looked at him as he walked away. He wanted to reach for those hands and hug him again, kiss him and never let him go. However, when he had a sneak of his face once again, it was a face of someone who's looking at something else, like someone longing for somebody.

 

"Wait~" he called softly and he was sure the other guy did not hear it.

 

"Shit!" he swore as he collapsed to his bed, thinking how idiotic he is. Why the heck is this thing happening to him? He was straight. Never had he thought of any guy attractive. So why? So why does looking at Levi's eyes which seemed so far away hurts Travis? He can't be in love.

 

His mind was all mess so instead of thinking about it, he stood up and went downstairs and he was sure Levi just went down a while ago. This was easily proven when he heard keys playing in the piano room. Levi might have went there again. Now that he think about it, there seems to be something more to the piano than it looks. It was the only subject of the content in the contract, Levi turn normal and less shy when he's with a piano... Is there something about it that Travis wasn't aware of?

 

"Those sounds good" he lied. Those were just sounds he doesn't even know about. It was not a piece or whatever, but he wanted to be nice to Levi, telling him that he played good as he clapped and smiled. He walked closer to the guy, not sure if he's allowed to. But his feet is taking him to where Levi sits.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi stopped playing and looked up at Travis. "Th-they're just scales... I do them every day... so you'll hear a lot of them" Levi's fingers rubbed at an imaginary speck of dirt on his seat. Travis was still approaching so Levi swung around to face him, his back resting against the piano.

 

Travis came up and stood beside Levi and reached out to touch the piano. Levi grabbed his wrist and looked at him. He wasn't angry, just... no one touched his piano without his express permission first. Levi's gripped tightened on Travis' wrist, and when Travis turned to face him, Levi grabbed his shirt and pulled him down...

 

Levi's lips brushed across Travis' once before he captured them in a kiss that made him hot and breathless all at once. His tongue rubbed against Travis' and he couldn't help but think that Travis tasted incredibly sweet. The hand gripping Travis' wrist let go and Levi used it to grab the back of Travis' head, pulling him in harder and deeper, fingers twisting in Travis' hair. Levi was sure that he was going to melt....

 

His stomach gurgled.

 

Levi shoved Travis away blushing furiously and he quickly got up. "I-I'll go make something for dinner..." he pointed at Travis, "Stay out of the kitchen til i'm finished!" and with that, he huffed to the kitchen and started preparing a meal for the both of them.

[Tetsu]

Travis was lost in a fantasy as he walked. In that fantasy, he was walking in a beautiful garden, in a suit approaching a man in a suit as well, playing a romantic piece on a piano...Levi. He walked following its rhythm, smiling like as he indulged in the sweet moment. He came to a halt when he stood next to Levi. His hand tried to reach for the piano, but even before it came in contact with it, his wrist by held by Levi.

 

By then, Travis snapped back into the reality. He turned to look at Levi who was still holding his wrist. He doesn't know what to say, he doesn't know what to do. He doesn't even know what's going on and what will happen when suddenly, Levi grabbed his shirt, pulled him down and kissed him with his other hand still grabbing Travis' wrist. They kissed passionately once again, their lips both fighting for dominance. Their tongue brushed each other which gave Travis a pleasurable sensation every time. Levi released his hand as he used it to grab his head, pulling him closer, he also did the same as he used his freed hand and grabbed Levi's. Again, his lust came to life, his cock growing harder and thicker. he was about to do something erotic when he heard a stomach rumble.

 

It was not his, so when Levi shoved him away, blushing, he knew that it was him. His lust died out again the third time, now thinking how cute Levi looked. Levi told him he's going to cook and to stay away from the kitchen before he finish cooking. That suits fine with Travis, as he doesn't know how to cook. Well, he would love to help him out as it meant he would have another moment to be closer with him. However, helping might just turn out to be a burden.

 

"Aye aye, sweets. I'll be right in the showers. Call me when you're done" He winked as he stepped out, looking at Levi going to the kitchen as he walked to his room.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi busied himself in the kitchen. He'd already decided to cook a stirfry for the day, and it was easy enough to add more vegetables into the mix. Levi began peeling and slicing, at least his mind was occupied with something else other than Simon... and Travis..

 

Levi could hear the water running in the bathroom. He preferred the shower upstairs to the bathroom downstairs. He smiled slightly, memories of times spent with Simon in the downstairs bathroom. He paused in slicing and frowned, he really needed to stop thinking about Simon! He starting slicing again, angry with himself. He was so confused... He was sure that he loved Simon, he did love Simon, so what was it about Travis that made it so easy to forget about Simon?

 

Levi was getting frustrated again. Why did he kiss Travis at the piano just then? What would have happened if his stomach hadn't interrupted them? What if...?

 

"Fuck!" Levi swore. He'd managed to cut his finger, he quickly stuck it under the tap to wash it clean. He sighed to himself. He couldn't even concentrate on simple tasks like chopping vegetable without Travis distracting him somehow. He bandaged his finger and set about cooking dinner for the two of them.

 

Levi was good at cooking, he was proud of his kitchen skills... He was almost as at home cooking as what he was with playing the piano. He was stirring the ingredients around in the frypan, enjoying the hiss and sizzle, and most importantly the smell of something delicious cooking... He quickly set the table for the two of them, and prepared the rice to go with the stirfry. By the time Travis was done doing whatever it was that he was doing in the bathroom, dinner would be ready...

[Tetsu]

The first thing Travis did when he went upstairs was to go to his room to get the clothes Levi brought to him. The clothes were fit enough to be considered his own, only that the design of the clothes were something he imagined he never will wear. Travis walked to were the bathroom is, opened its door and closed it when he entered. Naked, he stepped inside the showers as several thousand of droplets of water covered him. The feeling was great and Travis could wish to be showering like that forever.

 

"The heck am I doing" He asked himself. With two hands on wall, he let the water flow over his well toned body as he pondered his actions. Being attracted to one guy doesn't mean he's gay. That's true and he knew it. He knew some guy who screwed around with other guys and stayed straight. Well, they were fooling around. No feelings, just screwing. But how about him? Can Travis really convince himself he's just fooling around?

 

As Travis finished bathing, he went out from the bath. What welcomed him was the aroma of a delicious food which he guessed was something out vegetables. Grinning, he walked downstairs. "Smells terrific! I'm suddenly so hungry sweets", he said as he walked from the stairs. The aroma of the stirfry was just so delicious that Travis had to hurry walking. The table was set already and all he had to do was sit down and eat. He gave a meaningful look to Levi, a look of approval.

 

"Let's dig in!" He said as he sat.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi smiled to himself as he watched Travis dig in. He daintily stabbed a carrot with his fork and blew on it before taking a small bite. He waited for Travis to take a few more bites before asking "Nice?"

 

Levi watched Travis carefully. He was become somewhat distracted by the way Travis ate... those full lips surrounding the fork and that hot pink tongue flicking out to wipe his lips clean... Levi blinked, shook his head, and blushed slightly. He was thinking that he should probably say something, start a conversation, otherwise they'd be eating in silence... Levi cleared his throat a little and shot his piano a quick glance...

 

"A-are you h-happy?" he asked, stumbling a little over the words and quickly stuffed a bean in his mouth and started chewing it before he embarrassed himself further.

[Tetsu]

When the two of them were already sitting, Travis made no further excuses as he grabbed the servings of rice and stirfry, scooping a big amount of rice over his plate and topped it with a big amount of the vegetable as well. He spooned the rice with the vegetable, blowing it softly as as he realized the food was too hot to munch. He did nothing but ate for a few more minutes when Levi asked him if it was nice.

 

"It's awesome! I particularly love how the carrots are nicely done. You know, I'm a carrot man!" he said as he continued digging in. He knew that Levi was sneaking glances at him. Well, he could be just worried that his cooking was not to Travis' liking. However, part of him is telling him that Levi's just attracted to him. Travis grinned to that but he made no further attempt to tease the guy. He was too much concentrating in eating his meal for that.

 

"Of course I'm happy. I found a good apartment to live in, I had a bath and now I'm eating a delicious meal. Any guy who's not yet satisfied with this needs a good beating..." Travis paused as he smirked, stared at Levi for several second as he continued while grinning "and there's you, Levi"

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi ate a few more bites whilst listening to Travis talk and nearly choked when Travis said "and there's you Levi". Levi coughed a few times, "M-me?" he stammered. Levi looked away covering his mouth to hide yet another blush. He really needed to stop getting so worked up every time Travis mentioned that he liked something about him. Simon had never been so free with the compliments, he was so serious all the time, almost the complete opposite of Travis.

 

He was worried that he would make everything awkward again, so he did the only thing he could think of... and stuck his tongue out at Travis.

[Tetsu]

Travis was munching his food again. When he sneaked glance at Levi, he saw him sticking out his tongue. Travis found it immature which made Levi look a little more cuter to him. He gulped the food he was munching as he drank a glass of water. The water spilled from his mouth, going down from his lips, to the neck and downwards. Travis made no attempt to clean his mouth with a hanky since he never brought one in the first place. Instead, he used his tongue and licked his lips in a circular motion.

 

Instead of getting another serving of food, Travis placed both utensils over the plate. He have Levi a wide grin as he spoke.

 

"Hey!" Travis said as he moved his legs. His legs searched for Levi's own, and kicked it teasingly and gently as he grinned.

[SqueezeBabe]

"Ow!" Levi laughed as Travis kicked him under the table. He paused, it had been a long time since he'd laughed. He looked at Travis smiling at him and he couldn't help but smile back. Perhaps Travis would be good for him...

 

Levi leaned over the table and stuck his fork in Travis' plate, spearing a bit of carrot, sticking his tongue out at him again before sticking it in his mouth and chewing slowly. Levi arched an eyebrow as he chewed as if to say "and what are you going to do about that huh!"

 

His boldness shocked him a little, he'd never been this playful before...

[Tetsu]

When Travis kicked Levi, the guy laughed hard. Actually, it was the first time he actually saw him laugh. Travis felt awesome. Making the one guy who cried more than enough for the day laugh made him feel awesome. He smiled at Levi with content, and fun as Levi did the same. For several seconds, they just continued smiling like two wax figures that never does anything but smile.

 

The stillness was only broken when Levi suddenly speared his beloved carrot and shoved it inside his mouth. Now that was something. He made no comment with what Levi had just said. Instead, Levi grinned as he forked two carrot chunks from Levi's plate. He made an evil smirk as he licked the carrots seductively before shoving it inside his mouth. He slowly chewed the food, savoring the taste of his beloved carrots. When the food lost its taste, he gulped the food down.

 

"Isn't revenge sweet?" he said as he tried to take another piece of carrot in levi's

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi fended off Travis' carrot stealing attempts with a grin. "There's dessert if you want something sweeter..." he said with a wink. Levi stopped suddenly and blushed. "Th-that w-wasn't what I m-meant!" he stammered... "Th-there's icecream" he finished lamely... looking down at is plate. He'd made a fool of himself again, he was sure of it.

 

Levi continued eating feeling awkward. What was wrong with him? All this playing, laughing, joking around... it wasn't like him at all... He bit his lip deep in thought, but he liked the way he was feeling. This was different to the way he'd felt around Simon, or around their other friends... sure they laughed and joked and fooled around, but Levi always hung back, was always a little reserved... He didn't always want to be that way, but he just didn't know how to change. Levi looked at Travis for a moment, and decided that he'd at least make the effort to change.

 

Levi swallowed. "S-sorry" he stammered, wincing at himself. Sure, he'd probably never be able to talk "properly", but at least he was talking...He sighed to himself and resorted to his tried and true method of communication. One word questions.

 

"Finished?" he asked.

[Tetsu]

As Travis tried to fork Levi's carrot, his fork was fended for by Levi's, keeping him from getting the carrots he so wanted. Of course he didn't just gave up with one try. Travis tried to spear the carrot not several more times but each time he did so, his fork was just repelled. The two of them looked like fencing with forks and with Travis seeming to lose the game, he gave up. He made a disappointed look well, a "staged" disappointed look. However, it turned into a wide grin when Levi suggested about eating something sweeter. He knew he didn't have to read in between lines to understand what he meant. The guy probably meant some dessert after a meal. But seeing Levi blush with realization of how suggestive he talked, Travis just can't help but grin.

 

"I'm all of for all dessert sweets. Ice Cream tastes good..." he said as he grinned before slowly opening his mouth, licking his lips in a circular motion as he continued ".. but you taste better". He seductively winked at the guy as his feet once again searched for the other guy's. But instead of kicking it, this time, he rubbed it passionately from his feet upper to his legs, thighs before it reached Levi's private place.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi gave a jolt as he felt Travis' foot brush against his crotch. He dropped his fork with a clatter, blushing furiously. He could already feel himself getting hard just from that soft touch. That was the other thing that was wrong with him today, his body seemed to be overly sensitive and he was getting hard at every little touch.

 

His toes curled slightly, digging into the floor. He covered his face with his hand to hide the look he was sure he was making, the one where he was beginning to go glassy-eyed with lust. He felt hot again, the hair on the back of his neck was starting to stand up and with his other hand, he reached under the table for Travis' foot, gripping it around the ankle and just holding it there. Levi panted a little, his breath a little raspy and he bit his finger to stop himself from making any noise. He refused to look at Travis, he refused to ask for this...

 

He closed his eyes to hide the desperation he felt.

[Tetsu]

Travis was only teasing Levi when he brushed his foot over his crotch. However, when he did so, Levi hardened. Travis looked at the well endowed guy he was feeling, only to see him full of lust and pleasure. He felt proud of what he was doing. Seeing Levi looking like that made him more determined to pleasure the guy. He rubbed Levi's crotch gently, brushing it up and down with the slightest force he could manage.

 

He thought it was going to be like that but was proven wrong when Levi reached for his foot, grabbing his ankle to stop it's movement. His foot was staying put over Levi's crotch, and not being able to put up just feeling it, he moved his toes as it played with the crotch's head. Travis held its head in between two toes before rubbing it slowly.

 

"Hey sweets, I was thinking. Do you want us to do something fun?" he winked with lust as he continued what he had been doing all this time.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi groaned inwardly as he felt Travis' toes curl around the head of his cock. He could feel his face get hotter and his cock harder. When Travis asked if he wanted to do something "fun", Levi shuddered, How could he not want to do something when he was like this? Levi's grip on Travis' ankle tightened for a fraction whilst he debated with himself and all the while, Travis' toes continued stroking him...

 

Levi's head was starting to go fuzzy, and he couldn't think straight, he didn't want to come across as being cheap.

 

Levi pushed himself away from the table as hard as he could, nearly overbalancing in the chair. He paused, breathing heavily and stood up. His hand was still covering his face to hide his feelings from Travis, and he looked at him through his fingers. Levi shuddered again. This wasn't a game to him, he really could feel himself falling for Travis, who made him laugh and smile and feel things that he thought were dead from when Simon left...

 

He took a step backwards from the table. "I'm d-done" he whispered, and turned, practically running up the stairs to lock himself in the bathroom.

[Tetsu]

Travis was teasing Levi, partly, but deep inside he knew he wanted it too. He had accepted he had a thing for Levi, well maybe he'd turn gay just for him alone since he never loved a guy, nor kissed and feel a guy like what he did. Well, maybe he's Levi-sexual. The thought of it made him happier, waiting for the response of the one guy he's gaying for.

 

However, to his disappointment, Levi brushed his foot off from his crotch as pushed himself away. He was stunned, and the next second he felt abandoned. Levi stood up, saying he was done. Well, that word was a bit misleading. Was he done with him? Was he done with their flirty moments? Or perhaps, he was done with Travis teasing him so much and he want him out of the house that moment. These thoughts were all in his mind but the only thing Travis could muster to do was stand up, his hand reaching for the guy.

 

Levi run upstairs with Travis not knowing what to do. He collected the plates and the utensils, placing them in the dishwasher. He had messed up. He knew he needed to mend his methods. Travis was about to go out from the kitchen when he came upon one single picture stuck under a table. Curious, he carefully lifted the table and picked up the photo. He regretted the second later that he picked it up. In the photo, there was a happy Levi, with another man he doesn't know of. The guy must had been the previous occupant of his room. Sharing a photo with another guy was nothing... not until he saw what was captured in the photograph. The guy was kissing Levi in the cheek, with him laughing so hard.

 

"So this is the reason huh..." Travis felt broken-hearted, cheated and fooled all at the same time. If Levi had a man, he shouldn't have let him. Travis was not gay, but he embraced the sexuality just because its okay if it was with Levi. There was no difference. Man, woman... all of them are just the same.

 

"They're all the same" Travis said as he tossed the picture away as he stormed out from the house.

[SqueezeBabe]

Levi closed the bathroom door, still breathing heavily. His face was still hot, his mind was in turmoil, and his cock ached. He needed to do something about that, or else he thought he might pass out from sheer frustration... He bent over the sink, hands gripping the sides of the vanity, his legs shaking with need. With one hand he freed his cock from his pants and slowly sunk to his knees.

 

His cock was already leaking precum everywhere, dripping down his shaft, making his hand slide along it with ease. He groaned out loud and in the back of his mind he'd hoped that Travis would hear him. He continued stroking himself, his breathing becoming raggard... he hadn't done this in a while, not since... "NO" he moaned... he refused to think about Simon... Simon had never made him feel this hot, had never made him feel as if he'd catch fire and burn...

 

Levi shuddered as he came, the thick white ropes splashing the vanity in front of him. "Travis" he whimpered as he shuddered again, breathing heavily...

 

He heard the front door slam.

 

Levi quickly cleaned himself and wiped up the mess he'd made. He opened the bathroom door and called out "T-travis?". There was no answer. Levi walked down the stairs to see what had happened, maybe Travis had left a note or something? Levi saw that Travis had already put the dishes in the dishwasher and had tidied the kitchen up... and then he saw something on the floor.

 

Levi picked up the photo.. it was one of him and Simon... he remembered when it had been taken, and how happy he'd felt. He swallowed hard. Levi thought that he'd found all the photos of him and Simon and had hidden them away in a box at the top of his closet... what was this one doing out? The blood drained from Levi's face has he realised that Travis had seen this photo. He'd have to explain to Travis... about Simon... Levi buried his face in his hands. "Fuck".

[Tetsu]

When Travis went out the door, he was feeling so lonely, so betrayed that he want to cry it all up. However, he wasn't even given the solace to cry. In frustration, he kicked a trash bin in the streets as he continued walking away. Again, he dealt with the confusing maze. It took him several minutes to backtrack the turns he made before he got into the main street.

 

Not having enough energy to walk back to Sarah's apartment, Travis rode on a taxi though he hated the idea of wasting money. When he arrived at the apartment's door, he only needed to click the doorbell once before Sarah hurriedly opened the door.

 

"You're back, Travis. How was it?", the blonde girl said as she flirtatiously placed both arms around his waist. When she noticed the different clothes he's wearing, she pouted and asked "You're not from another girl's place, are you? You're wearing different clothes!"

 

"Come on sweets it's not like what you think" he said, as he remembered his encounter with Levi. It's true that he was not with a girl, but he was with a guy who made him feel shit. "I found an apartment a little bit far from here. It made me sweaty and tired so I had to take a bath there. I'll be moving tomorrow, thanks for everything Sarah", he said as he kissed her in the forehead.

 

"Is that all? I don't think a kiss in the forehead is going to be enough. I'll be charging you money otherwise. You know what I mean don't you", Sarah said as she grinned, pulled him closer as they kissed. He kissed her back, an emotionless kiss so far from the kiss he had with Levi. Frustrated he poured out all his anger, jealousy and loneliness to the girl as they had a beastly sex that night. That was all Travis needed. He needed something to get away from the his feelings, from Levi and from himself.