The Blind Way [ [ShieruxUuugly] Yaoi - Psychology - Drama - 18+ ]

[Shieru Hakai]

The Blind Way

>> A story between the psychologist and a part time job who is an I.S [inter Sexuality]

 

In this world everything would be happen.

Misfortune, Misery, Mystery, even Miracle would changed depends your Decision.

Just for your own Destiny

 

Players:

Shieru: The Psychologist

 

 

 

 

 

 

Name: Tsuya Kimisaka

Age: 27

Gender: Male

Possition: Seme

DOB: July, 25 19xx

Current Residence: Medium level condo, Tokyo.

Job: the psychologist at Hikari Hospital

 

Character: A wise guy that always thinking about his patients's priority. As introvert, he is like people's ear to listen their problem and a place to get a good solution. He well known as a diligent, a role doctor, and friendly. but beside his working life, actually he always spend his night at gay club and usually bring a random bitches to his condo to playing just for one night as his revenge or something to defeat his trauma.

 

Past life: Met with his ex bf as his first gay partner when he was still in the college at kyoto. They were have 5 year gap between their age. For one year, their relationship was so fine. but who ever thought that his ex actually always went with some men when Tsuya wasnt around, and have one night pleasure. Tsuya decided to move to Tokyo after he done with his college and want to forget all things about his ex. but, cause that thing, Tsuya has a trauma, and it made him feels want to defeat his trauma with the same way things like his ex did.

 

 

 

Uuugly: Part time worker (an IS)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Name: Sera Nakagawa

Age: 22

Gender: I.S (Inter Sexuality)

Position: Uke

DOB: September, 18 19xx

Current Residence: Medium apartment with his aunt, Tokyo.

Job: Part time worker (currently unemployed)

 

Character :

Split personality

His usual self : cheerful, talkative, like smiling and curious about everything

His other side : quiet, slow and depressed, easy to got distracted while talking to other and sometimes a bit violence

 

Past :

Sera was born and grown up in Kyoto, he is an inter sexual, because he was born with his twin who is male, doctor recommend his parents to raise him as a boy.

He known he was different from other, in order to live with them he had to hide about this.

He survived until he was in his third year at high school.

His appearance not change so much with his small figure, he got lower voice, didn't grow much hair on his body, and even his other part is not grow at all, because of his girly appearance and his cheerful personality make him popular among both girls and boys, but he always told himself not to fall in love.

One day a girl from his school tried to make him drunk and attacked him... then she known that his body is abnormal, she went around and spread the rumors about this.

Sera dropped out from school and hide himself in his room for 3 months, then he decided to move to Tokyo to live with his aunt.

After that he has split personality (not so often) that make him have to change his job from time to time

and seem lately it become more often. His aunt is so worried about him, she took him to see a psychologist.

 

 

[Shieru Hakai]

I sat steady with my chin leaning on my hand. in this room that painted with a soft blue color to give a feel of a calmness and confidence, there a teen girl was looked down to her shoes and playing with her skirt while she talked quietly to me. She looked so scared to told a truth. I talked with her calmly and trying to get her trust slowly. sometimes she stopped talking, and i came with my blarney tenderly.

 

I know its a hard thing to tell someone about the problem and trauma. Once you feel got hurt, it would be hard to built a trust between other people. Plus... when the person still in teenager stage.

 

"I- I dont know what should i do, Sensei. Im scared to meet people and my friends" She trembled while hugging her own body.

 

i looked it as a protection from her selves to protect her from a bad things. its like a habit for human when they feel oppressed. sometimes its a good chance to ask for more about her emotions, but if it go wrong it just make her more oppressed. I was waiting patiently until she got her strength back to talk more and let her emotions out.

 

"They look me with a disgusting stare. Im scared to look into their eyes.. its like.. its like i look myself as a ugly thing from their eyes" She started sobbing "Sensei... im scared"

 

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"Haaaa~~~"

 

After my last patient calmed and went home, i lean my stiff back on sofa and enjoyed my water. lately i got a same problem from teenagers. I wonder what happen with socialization at school these days. does a bully thing become a trend?? Or it because a wrong education from parents and teacher ? im really worried and more worried with those students who got bullied and unfair things. my empathy toward my patients is kinda big. sometimes i feel i really need to help them immediately, but i know.. to heal their trauma isnt easy and fast. they need to be strong.. no, we need to be strong first.

 

"Tsuya, you still at there?"

 

I waved my hand from transparent curtain to greeted Sho, my closed friend and also another doctor in this hospital. "Im here.. I cant stand up right now" I heard he disclose a curtain divider and walked closer to my place.

 

"Exhausted again?" He sat on arm sofa, above my head. Sho looks so suit with his white coat and stethoscope hanging on his neck. With his good build abs, its kinda sad for him to be straight. "Want to have a dinner with other staffs? we will go to drink too after that"

 

"Im pass.. I need mood booster to make me alive again"

 

"A date, huh? You should join us and invite your girlfriend too"

 

"You said that just to make me as your backup who bring a partner in party too, right? you use me"

 

Sho laughed and it just made him more handsome

"C'mon, i just wondering who is your girlfriend. you so rarely have a time with us at night and i know you are not like a good kid who back to your cage immediately. so, who is your girlfriend?"

 

"I dont have one. Girlfriend is a troublesome" Yet exactly i never interested with girls. Im a gay, so i will always said i dont have a gf. "Call me when you want to go from hospital, Sho. I need an alarm" As said like that, i tried to close my eyes to have a little nap.

 

"Now who is being used" As he complained, i peeked him a little before saw his silhouette gone from shade curtain then took my little nap before fighting for later. my... daily night.

[shio]

The day light bright into the bedroom through the window...

The phone one the table next to the bed was alarming as it showed 7 am.

Master wake up..... chic..... chic.....

Master wake up..... chic..... chic.....

A boy was smiling in his sleep, he curled in his blanket more.

 

30 minutes later...

LAZY PIG WAKE UP.... TSK.... TSK....

LAZY PIG WAKE UP.... TSK.... TSK....

 

The boy was frowning as he mumbling in his sleep

who... who called me lazy pig? *he frown more* sound similar... e-eh...

 

He suddenly woke up, jumped off his bed then grabbed his phone looking

Arghhh... my first day at work... i'm late now....

 

He took the shower, brushed his teeth and get ready to work with just only 5 minutes. He runs off down stair

Ooops... proooof.... his leg slipped made him rolling over till the floor.

His aunt looked at him as he was rolling over, she laughed lightly

 

Morning aunty he gave her an awkward smile as he stood up and brushed off the dust from his clothes

Oh i got to go now

 

Sera, your breakfast..... Before she could finish it, Sera had left already, she smiled shaking her head lightly....

 

At 2 pm...

slam.... sound of the door opened then shut... Sera's aunt shouted from the kitchen

Sera is that u? why so early? no reply, she came out to have a look

Sera was shaking and walked straight to his room quietly, his eyes looked so unsettle and panic

He locked the door and curled under the blanket

His aunt looked at his back worrying.. she sighed then took a name card and phone out of her pocket

I think it's time for him to face his problem she made a call

Hello, here is Hikari Hospital, May i help u?

Yes, i would like to make an appointment with Dr. Tsuya Kimisaka....

...........

........ oh so tomorrow at 3pm? Okay i got it, thank.... Sera's aunt hang up the phone, she looked at Sera's room sighing....

[Shieru Hakai]

"Dr. Tsuya... You will leave hospital right now?" A nurse with white nurse uniform walked a bit faster toward me. Maybe she have something important to report before i leave.

 

"Yes. I dont have any appointment anymore for today. Whats wrong?"

 

"I just want to tell you that you have new appointment for tomorrow at 3 p.m. Do you want i prepare his document on your desk tomorrow?"

 

"Yes, thanks for your help Lin. But maybe i will come late tomorrow, have colloquium until 2 p.m. So please make me a resume first"

 

"Yes Dr. Thanks for your hard work"

 

as she walked away, i checked my watch, a stylish one that i got from one of my... er- what should i call them? a lover? no- we just have one night standing. a wanton? its a bit harsh but- ah, whatever, just say they are my toilet then.

 

It's still 3 p.m and i done my appointment and medical check for all my patients. what should i do now? too earlier to go to meet someone, but maybe a friend, or my ex-toilet, can kill some times. Before i jump into my car, i dial a random number in my call logs. a low voice answered the phone after three ringing. He sound like surprised that i called him again. He said 'Long time, Tsu-san. You already decide for our next night?'. i tried to remember this voice. i never save unnecessary person in my contact list. they are just one night standing tho, well, even though some of them keep trying to ask me for next night. and my bad i choose this one type right now.

 

"Oh well, i just done with my work earlier and pick a random unlucky guy who have free time to accompany me for lunch, maybe" I started my car and drive it out from parking base "But i already have planning with someone else tonigh"

 

"Too bad. so you just need a friend huh? 'right, but you should make a plan with me for next day" He said with demanding in his voice "Just one night standing"

 

"i will arrive at Avenue's street in 15 minutes" without waiting his respond, i cut the line and threw my phone beside me. while driving, im thinking about some of my teen patients. Maybe i should make some program for them.. ah well, my role as doctor already end for today.

[shio]

I open my eyes, and what I can see is all darkness, it's almost midnight now, little by little until my eyes can see slightly in the darkness, I noticed it was my room, since when I come back home? Don’t tell me he came out again >__

I was late to go to my work, then I met Nora senpai and his gf.... I feel hurt in my chest... then we go to have lunch together, then…. ouch… my head aches and i start to nervous as i try to remember thing stop thinking Sera, calm down calm down... I try to stop myself from thinking as i breathing in and out slowly

 

Grolw…. The sound of my stomache… ahh seem like I haven’t eat anything since morning…. I go down stair as quiet as I can, then go forward to the kitchen, there are food that prepare on the table

 

Itadakimasu…. Numnumnum….. I finished half of them in one blow

Wahh…. *Q* I’m drooling while i'm looking inside the fridge aunty is the best, she never forgot to buy cake for me I take out the cake and eat , my previous thought was vanished. After eating I went straight to bed.

[Shieru Hakai]

"Aaakh- Ha!" He grabbed the sheet tightly.

"Nn- Ah, Nn-no Tsuya-san.. uugh!!" He said no, but his lusty body and eyes like asked my shaft for more and more.

"Di-did you said you dont want to? Haa- nnh- T-tsuya, you lied" His head gaze upward. Moan out from his mouth as he tried to catch some air.

 

With a little growl, i hold his thigh higher and wider. His body shaking. inside his ass, my shaft felt like sucked by soft wall. He moaned, gasped as curled up his hips to ease me to went deeper. i became harder as his hole sucked and trapped mine inside. I trusted his loose hole. every trust became deeper and harder.

 

"Tsuuyaa.. aah!!" As i pumped his shaft and trusted his hole in same rhythm, faster and faster, his body tighten and he shot his pleasure. He gasped hardly. "Tsuya.. no more. uuh"

 

I smirked as ignore his begging and keep trusted his hole more and more

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seven o'clock. when i checked my phone, i got 3 messages and some missed calls from someone who actually i would have sex with. I looked at the man who lied tiredly beside me. everything can change randomly, somehow. Is it because i should have it or cause that was what i want?

 

I got up and took my shirt on the floor. i dont think i need to tell him about my leaving. every time always like that cause we are just one night standing, right?

 

"Tsuya, you back now?" He woke up. He hug his thigh as looking me. his face still pale, but more than that, his face is a bit sad.

 

"We done now. You are still as good as before. thanks you"

 

"Wait!" He ran toward me before i could open the door. "Why you do this? What are you looking for? You said im good right? why not just me? i mean, please be mine and dont go anywhere, Tsuya" He hold me so tight. his hand was shaking while hugging me. a tears flow on his face.

 

Instead hug him like other do, i pushed him a bit.

"I dont want to have that kind of relationship. sorry"

 

I shut the door without looking his face for the last. somehow i felt my heart was hot like something burn it a bit. something that i never understand. or something i hate the most.

As drove my car to back to my condo, i called my partner to go back cause i feel dont want to have more sex today. suddenly my ex's face appeared in my mind. Ah yeah- maybe, he was like this too. got fucked by other and fell in pleasure and being a biatch. Tch- I slammed the wheel to the right and drove my car faster.