Neko Private Roleplay {Ciel and Koe-chan} (18+)

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

(Fun Fact:: Taidanamaru’s name means “Pure Laziness” in Japanese)

Soft swipes of the tongue were littered feverishly onto the lobe of his lover’s ear, warm body clashing against the icy body that was sprawled beneath him. Canines softly grazing the sensitive area, his mouth leisurely drew away from the pleasure point. Amber eyes stared at the blue eyed face beneath him. Laying down quietly atop of his lover, knowing that due to his frail weight, he wouldn’t be too heavy for the whitette. It was as if his body was just a sack of bones with only the fairest amount of muscle coating the bones, basically a walking skeleton so to speak. He wasn’t particularly the “healthiest” of the bunches of people that classified with his type of behavior. He was frail, and easily breakable, like a porcelain doll. His health remained low, and he always tended to become ill under chilly or boiling weather. Near where most people would at least have some baby fat, his stomach was beginning to slope in due to malnourishment. He never really talked about his health, or what was wrong with him, because he didn’t really seem to care about his personal health all that much, and he seemed to. Though, when it came to his health, it was actually very easy to know what was wrong with him.

“Katsumi, we shouldn’t continue this…” It was a soft sigh, though there was almost the slightest hint of pain wavering behind it, though he simply didn’t allow his lover to speak over him. Soft birds tweeted around the area, though it didn’t seem to distract the older male, “At least…not right now,” A soft smile spread on his lips like butter, “I just want to savor this moment with you…I can continue if you’d like me too though.” It was an offer, and Tai wasn’t sure if he wanted to continue or not, but anything to please his lover would do. Though, he was starting to become chilly, and he began to snuggle up on his lover, melting against the bare skin of his lover’s chest, one of his hands lightly falling off to the side to lightly caress the whitette’s chest that was beneath him as he closed his eyes a bit sleepily, “If you’d like, I can take you to school in the morning, and you can sleep at my place for the night…we’d have to call your mother though.” Yawned the auburn eyed male, baby-soft fingers

[BlaqueCatt]

A gentle smile appeared on Katsumi's face and he put his arms around Tai's middle, holding him close. He felt the other snuggle up to him, and in turn he did the same, eyes half-closed. "It's fine if we stay like this," he murmured, blue eyes gazing admiringly at the older male's face. "And I'm sure that my mom won't mind."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The beige colored male seemed...serene, as if there was nothing that could taint his mood. Yes the only reason I stopped my ministrations is because of the fact that I'm selfish...just because I cannot see him, doesn't mean that I should cease his pleasure...I'm such a disgrace, I don't deserve to be his lover. Amber chestnut eyes closed firmly, before allowing himself to melt into the whitette's warmth, relaxing his body.

[BlaqueCatt]

Lost in his own thoughts, the neko was unaware of Tai's internal struggle at that moment. He let out a quiet sigh and allowed his eyes to completely close, pleased with the fact that they were sharing warmth. He liked that they could be this intimate without any awkwardness. He felt safe with Tai, safer than he had ever felt before.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The chestnut eyes that were usually open and staring at the sky were closed, frail fingers resting soundly on his lover's sides. He was getting skinnier and skinnier with the passing weeks, and he wasn't doing very well. He was always getting sick during the winter, and he lost almost too much weight during that season. Despite his hair being up, the hair-tie fell out loosely, loose, silky strands becoming loose, almost black locks falling gracefully to dance on his face, though Tai didn't seem to notice it.

[BlaqueCatt]

Without realizing it, Katsumi had started to hum softly, his fingers trailing up and down Tai's back. His ears were limp and poking out in two different directions, with his tail resting by his side, the white fur blending in nicely with the frost-covered grass.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The beige colored male enjoyed the vibrations that were radiating from his lover's chest, and just continued to peacefully rest, skinny fingers crawled up the side of the whitette's neck, and then into his hair, snuggly resting his hands in the thick white hair, enjoying the fiery warmth.

[BlaqueCatt]

"Love like winter..." he whispered under his breath, drawing in a deep breath before relaxing again under Tai's body. Inside his head lyrics were repeating, and it made him somewhat emotional.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The exhausted teenager had fallen asleep atop his lover, curling up into a slightly ball on the whitette's body, obviously a bit cold, his creamy cheeks turning a scarlet color, along with the tips of his ears and his nose from the cold. His lips were slightly parted as his slept, blackened hair falling on his face almost gingerly.

[BlaqueCatt]

Opening his eyes upon feeling the one above him slacken, Katsumi studied Tai's face. He blinked a few times when he saw how red his ears and nose were, and he gingerly began to sit up. Putting a hand on Tai's shoulder, he murmured loudly enough to wake him up, but still quietly, "Tai, we should leave. It's too cold to be out."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Groggily, one of Tai's eyes opened, though it was the one that was slightly glazed over, he noticed it, and with slight frustration, opened his other eyes, though kept the blind one open, because it felt a bit more natural that was. The beige colored male sat up tiredly and yawned, "Okay...should I walk you back to your house or are we going towards my house?" asked the beige colored male tiredly, forgetting that they agreed that the whitette would come over to his house because his mother wouldn't mind.

[BlaqueCatt]

The whitette smiled gently at him, now fully aware of the fatigue in his eyes. "We're going to your house," he said quietly, taking Tai's hand in his.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"Hmm...m'okay." murmured Tai rather tiredly, rubbing his eyes again, before taking his lover's hand lightly, walking with him.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi stayed close to him as they walked, focusing more on how Tai appeared. He began to notice how sick he looked, however he didn't comment, by now knowing that Tai would tell him if something was wrong when he was ready.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai wasn't skinny to the point where his cheeks had hollowed in to his face, he still had a bit of meat on his bones, but not much. Though, his face was still in it's normal condition, and his arms and legs still had their muscle, around his ribs and his torso was becoming skinnier and skinnier. Though, there was always some underlying pain that the older man was always ignoring, not really trying t o talk about what was wrong with him.

[BlaqueCatt]

Unconsciously the smaller male pulled himself closer to Tai, wrapping both arms around Tai's left arm, ears flattening against the cold. His tail was curled around his waist under his sweatshirt.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

When his lover had clung to his arms, the beige male suddenly collapsed, falling down sideways, falling on the ground, somewhat sprawled out. At this point, both of his eyes were wide open, as if he didn't understand what had just happened.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi yelped in shock, landing on the ground next to Tai, one of his arms draped over the other's chest. He sat up quickly and regarded Tai with wide blue eyes. "Are you okay?" he gasped, slightly out of breath from the suddenness of the collapse.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Amber-honey eyes blinked only a few times before simply saying, "No, I'm not okay..." Gazing at the trees blankly, "..I never am." Staring off at nothingness for a few seconds more, he offered his hand to his lover, "We should get moving."

[BlaqueCatt]

The concern in his eyes deepened as he took Tai's hand once more. "Never okay?" he repeated in confusion, almost to himself.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"Nothing is never quite perfect, because there's no such thing, so I can never say that things went exactly as I wanted them to." murmured Tai lightly, staring off again before he began walking, guiding his lover back to his house.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi lowered his eyes to the ground, wanting to say more but knowing better than to ask any more questions. That's not what I meant, he thought rather sadly, wishing that there was a way he could help Tai.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai stared out as they walked, seeming suddenly distant, before asking firmly, "Please, tell me what's on your mind?"

[BlaqueCatt]

I don't want to lie to him, but how can I tell him without making him upset? He bit his lip nervously before answering, "I'm thinking about us."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"What about us?" asked the older male, a questioning wonder in his eyes. They neared his house.