Neko Private Roleplay {Ciel and Koe-chan} (18+)

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The mention of pills made Tai suddenly freeze up a bit, the hairs on the back of his neck springing up before he quietly mentioned, "I was on medication at some point, but for basically the exact opposite reason." He admitted.

[BlaqueCatt]

Naoki looked confused by this. "For the opposite reason? What do you mean?" Are there pills to make you hyper? That's weird.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"They were...to make me happy." Tai said quietly, he said, "Anti-depressants..." He sighed, carefully burying his face into his knees, avoiding eye contact.

[BlaqueCatt]

His green eyes widened and his mouth formed a small 'o'. He moved a bit closer to Tai, his ears flattening as he sensed his discomfort. "It's okay. My sister had to take those too." They didn't work, though...

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai murmured quietly, "Well sometimes it just doesn't work...it just gets worse...and worse...and worse...and worse..." When he was prescribed the anti-depressants, they began to make his mental and physical health decline, which then led up to when he tried to kill himself. "I almost succeeded in killing myself after those...they were the reason the thought of death even popped in my head...I'll never take another pill again...I don't care what it is..."

[BlaqueCatt]

A moment later the blonde's hand was on Tai's shoulder. He was sitting up, their knees almost touching, and his green eyes were serious. "Don't think about it. Just be glad that you're still alive."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai hiccuped a bit, trying not to cry. After a moment of two of staying silent, he leaned forward and feebly hugged the older male. He couldn't find words to say, because none of sounded right in his head at the moment.

[BlaqueCatt]

Naoki felt his heart lurch, and he gently hugged Tai back, his eyes closing on their own accord. "It's okay," he murmured again.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai remained in that position for nearly fifteen minutes, almost without moving. He had fallen asleep, wet stains under his eyes and down his face, his hands falling off of the older male's sides, just feebly slumping against the man. He seemed peaceful when he slept, though he wasn't in that heavy of a sleep at all.

[BlaqueCatt]

When Naoki felt the younger male go limp in his arms, he opened his eyes to see if he was alright. He smiled when he saw that Tai was asleep, and he tried to lift him onto the couch as gently as possible; he wasn't very strong, but he managed to get him into a comfortable position. Naoki brushed the hair form Tai's eyes before taking their cups to the kitchen.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

While Tai slept, he was mumbling incoherant things, his hands covering his face while he slept, his legs drawn up to his chest, as if he were curled up in a ball.

[BlaqueCatt]

{I have to go}

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Here

[BlaqueCatt]

Once Naoki had put the cups and bowl in the sink, he walked back into the living room and sat on the chair opposite from the couch, curling up into a ball and putting his head on the armrest. He sighed and watched Tai for a moment, thinking. He really does look so much like Takeru...but he's so different. I can see why Kat loves him.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai rolled a bit in his sleep, his back now against the back of the couch. His hands fell off from his face, hitting against the couch. His hair had been messed up a bit from rolling, and now his other eye was revealed. The eye had a large slash down it, that basically started at his eyebrow, and ended near the end of his eye socket. It was obviously a deep wound, given that it was still healing over, and there was the fresh scent of medicine on it.

[BlaqueCatt]

The blonde's green eyes widened when he saw the fresh scar. That looks a lot like...no way. He sat up and lifted a hand in front of his face, growing out his claws. Did Kat do that to him?

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai was a very patient person, and he was rather pain tolerant of things. He did care that he couldn't see, but he would never admit it. He has been mad at Kat before, but he never displayed it. He didn't like hurting the ones he loved, which was why he didn't make a huge deal about the whole incident when Kat scratched him, because he didn't want to hurt his feelings.

Tai stirred from the sleep, wearily blinking his eyes open, the amber honey glaze not transitioning back into the chestnut color quite yet. He smiled softly and said gently, "I'd say 'Good Morning'...but I don't think it's quite morning anymore." He pointed towards the window, showing how the sun was setting.

[BlaqueCatt]

Naoki returned the smile, his claws retracting. He leaned forward in the chair and asked, "Do you feel better now?"

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"A little bit, yes." responded Tai softly, before rambling a bit, "It's the past that makes you who you are today...I'm happy that my past isn't different from the way it is...it's made me who I am...and I wouldn't want to be any different." He chuckled softly before noticing his hair was messed up, and fixing it with a swipe of his hand. His bangs were usually down like this, and the rest of his hair was up as usual. It was very, very rare to see Tai without his hair up.

[BlaqueCatt]

The neko felt himself blush, and he wasn't sure why. "Oh, well, that's good I guess." He looked down at his hands.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai lifted his finger and lightly poked the neko's cheek before giggling, "You have a warm face!" He was obviously joking around. Tai was just trying to get his mind of of the bad that was happening currently.

[BlaqueCatt]

Naoki spluttered, "Wh-what do you mean by that?" he cried, the blush darkening. He was obviously flustered, his tail fur bristling.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"I mean," Tai paused for a moment, looking the older male in the eyes before saying, "You have a warm face." He laughed softly.

[BlaqueCatt]

Naoki bared his fangs, but his eyes were now playful. "Alright I get it, no need to say it again." He huffed and looked away, willing his face to cool.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

I have to leave at 7:30

 

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Tai rolled his eyes playfully, before sitting up in a butterfly sitting position. He stretched upwards, staring at the ceiling before looking at the older male, kind of confused as to why the older male was getting all flustered.