Even In Death (Teesie)

[RavenLunar]

 

Name: Yuki Battenburg

 

Age: 19

 

Bio: Yuki knew his lover ever since they were babies, to most it would have been incredibly awkward to date someone they knew for so long but not Yuki. He always had a crush on his best friend since they were children but kept it hidden for a very long time till they were in high school when he made the greatest mistake of kissing his best friend at a party. Things didn't change for the worse after that kiss but for the best for both of them.

 

Smiling Yuki turned over in his bed to slowly open his eyes to his lover, the sun radiating lightly against his skin making the man look even more angelic in the light than anything. The couple lived in a small house in the city as it was closer to both of their jobs, they had made a life for themselves and it was only a matter of time before their hard earned money would lead to a possible wedding and the birthing of a family soon. Just the thoughts made Yuki sigh in utter happiness, leaning over his kissed his boyfriend's cheek gently then moved getting out of bed to start the day.

 

After a shower the young male was down stairs making breakfast for them to eat as they did every morning before work. Today was Yuki's last day working at a office as it had taken a long time for his boyfriend to finally convince him to let him take on the full responsibility of the household finances. Setting some bacon on a plate he began to make some eggs for them and pushed down the toast in the toaster. "Hope he wakes up soon breakfast is almost ready."

[Teesie]

Shoji yusa

 

Age: 20

 

Appearance:http://otakuswonderland.weebly.com/uploads/1/9/1/0/19105971/3049914.jpg?618

 

Bio: Shoji and Yuki had been friends for a long time, every since they were babies. He had always held Yuki close to his heart, but never more than a friend; except for that faithful day when Yuki decided to kiss him. Stunned he had stared at the boy for a long time before smiling. Who was he kidding, he had had a crush on Yuki for over a year at that time. Things from then on got much better. They had began to date and he loved every second of it.

 

Shoji rolled over in bed feeling the familiar warmth gone. Sighing he reached out for Yuki to notice he was gone. Sitting up he glanced at the door. Maybe the boy was downstairs making breakfast like always. He smiled what more could he ask for? He had someone to wake up and cook for him every morning, and what was even better was that the boy was good at it. Stretching Shoji stood from the bed to trail downstairs. Once there, he spotted the love of his life. Walking to the boy he kissed his lips softly before sitting at the table. "Hm so what all are you cooking this morning?" he asked a small smile present on his face. Yuki was the perfect person to get involved with his life. He was thankful for him.

[RavenLunar]

Hearing something Yuki turned to see his lover standing in the doorway the approached him making him smile even more feeling his heart pounding in his chest. "Shoji..." He happily kissed the male back and watched him sit down at the table, taking their plates he set Shoji's food down first then his own. Sitting down in a chair beside his lover the male blushed, "Eggs, bacon, and toast...hope you like it it's pretty simple though." Picking up his fork he began to dig into his food as he watched the other eat, reaching over Yuki placed his hand over Shoji's giving it a soft squeeze.

 

"Today is my last day at the office, I'm a little sad to be saying good bye but I'm also very happy that I'll be here to greet you when you come home from a long day of work every night. Are you sure this is a good idea Shoji? I don't want to put too much pressure on you..." The young man spoke out worried for his boyfriend's health as he leaned over to give him a soft kiss and continued to eat breakfast. "I'll be home early before you, how about I make a special dinner tonight? Your favorites to celebrate?" He lightly bounced excitedly in his seat thinking of all of Shoji's favorite foods to cook.

[Teesie]

Shoji watches Yuki as his plate was set in front of him. He gave a small thanks before the other sat down. He picked up his fork and began to eat when he felt a hand on top of his. Glancing up he met Yuki's eyes. The boy began to talk about the decision he made at being the only one employed. Yuki was worried for his health. He smiled, his lover really was kind. Excitely the other began to discuss cooking his, Shoji, favorite food when he got off work today. "Yeah it'll be fine don't you worry. I have our finances covered, plus....someone would need to be home whenever we decide to start a family." he explained. "Oh and about the food that would be nice, but don't over work yourself ok? I'm sure you'd be tired yourself." Yuki was always like that. Trying to show his love for Shoji in many ways that he didn't even think about himself. That's one reason he loved the other, but that could also be hazardous to the younger's health.

 

Shoji finished his food before standing to put it into the sink to be washed later. He had to go to work on less than an hour. Ruffling Yuki's head as he walked by he sat on the couch to watch the news for the time being. It had seemed like a lot of robbery was happening lately, possible by the same group of people. They needed to be caught, so as to not put more people in danger.

[RavenLunar]

After a hearty breakfast Yuki cleaned up the kitchen as he relaxed letting his lover watch a little tv before work. Walking into the living room he noticed the news on as he sighed shaking his head lightly seeing the report on the robberies, "Its terrible how people can be...darling you should get ready for work soon. I'll make a bento for your lunch today and do be careful out there okay?" Yuki moved to sit in the other's lap as he kissed his cheek gently for a little while enjoying their time alone in the mornings.

 

As a few minutes passed the young male got up then headed back to the kitchen, "Your suit is hanging up on the closet door, I ironed it last night dear." He smiled blowing the man a kiss disappearing into the kitchen once again as he happily hummed taking out a few items from the fridge to make a delicious lunch for his hubby. Looking out the window Yuki couldn't help but to get a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach like something was going to go wrong but tried to shake it off, the morning was going so well right now and he didn't want to ruin it with worrying.

[Teesie]

Shoji was enjoying the news when he heard his lovers voice. Glancing back at him he nodded to agree with his statement. Yuki soon said that he should get ready for work; he was right. He was about to stand to do that when the other sat in his lap to kiss him, well the other things could wait. Sighing once the other stood to leave he heard him announce that he would fix him a bento box for lunch. Mm~ his favorite. Yumi blew a kiss and disappeared. Standing Shoji headed toward the room when he heard the blue eyed beauty say his suit was hanging on the door. "Thank you sweetheart." he said back before heading to the showers. Stripping of his clothing as he walked down the hall, leaving a trail he made it to the bathroom; he would clean his mess up after he was done. He turned the knobs for the right temperature and stepped in. Grabbing a towel and showers gel he lathered his body before cleaning himself throughly.

 

Shoji dried himself off wrapping the towel around his waist he trailed back through the hall picking up his clothing on the way. He threw them into the dirty clothes hamper before placing on his suit. He was done and ready for work. Checking himself over he walked back downstairs. "Ok babe I'm off. Don't worry I'll be careful like you said." he yelled before leaving the house. He really wish he could have spent more time with his love, but he needed to go to work. A longing was there...it wasn't natural. One that felt as if he should have skipped work today.

[RavenLunar]

Finishing tying the knot on the cloth Yuki had just finished up Shoji's lunch only to hear his lover call out to him that was leaving making the uke pout. He wished his lover could stay home longer in the morning but knew he had responsibilities to take care of especially since they were trying to save up money. Looking to the counter Yuki realized his lover had forgotten his lunch and briefcase, quickly he ran up stairs changing into his own work clothes then grabbed their house keys along with the bentos, briefcases, then headed out the door. Looking over Yuki usually rode his bike to school letting Shoji take the car since his job was farther than his but in the same area, deciding on things the male would call his lover to let him know what happened.

 

Setting on his bike it was a twenty minute ride to his job as the best thing was that he didn't get stuck in traffic with his bike, it easily maneuvered through cars and on the side walk. Walking into the office Yuki greeted the usual people then headed to his own office and closed the door making a beeline for the phone hoping his lover made it safely to work already, dialing the numbers he waited listening to the dial tone.

[Teesie]

Shoji was looking at his supplies he had in the car. While he was driving he noticed he had forgotten his lunch and his brief case. Well maybe he could call Yuki and have his love deliver it to him. He looked back toward the road to swerve a little to see he had barely hit another car. 'Ok eyes on the road Shoji' he said to himself. Turning up the music Shoji began to rock his head to the song. He didn't even know what it was, but it sounded pretty good. Shoji glanced to the side before back toward the road. He was nearly at work. Stopping at a stop sign his eyes widen at the sight he was seeing. It was yet another robbery going on, but in broad daylight? Shoji was surprised. The people had a gun with them also. Shoji stayed in his car frowning softly.

 

One man seem to try and run away and they began firing bullets. Shoji was about to duck, but was too late. A bullet had shot through his window piercing his skull. He died instantly.

[RavenLunar]

Yuki sadly didn't get a chance to hear his lover's voice but the voice of a secretary as he left a message for her. That was two hours ago as now Yuki had been pacing in his office feeling that bad feeling bubbling higher and higher to the surface as he couldn't help but want to go see his lover but lunch break was at least an hour away. Hearing a knock at the door the male looked to it then moved to sit behind his desk, "Come in!" Seeing the door opened Yuki half expected it to be Shoji but what surprised him was two police officers, "Are you Yuki?" The young male nodded as the door was closed and the officer approached him, "We would like to ask you to come down to the station its very important."

 

 

Laying in his living room Yuki had been crying for the past four hours, the male was so distraught he had to be driven home by a police officer. The important thing they had needed to tell him was the worse thing he could have imagined, his lover had died that day. Feeling another sob wrack his body the male pulled another tissue out of the box blowing his nose as he continued to weep. "Why did it have to be him? Why!" He cried out into the dark room not even bothering with anything when he got home, looking at Shoji's bento the male only cried harder wishing there he would have told his lover about his feeling that morning then maybe things would have been differently. "What am I going to do without him?" He whimpered as he blew his nose feeling a chill down his back, "Oh Shoji."

[Teesie]

Shoji ducked before lifting up again. What the hell was wrong with people these days? Why was so much robbery going on? Scared Shoji watched as the cars in front of him started to move. He reached for his steering whe- what? He reached aga- his....his hands went straight through it. What? Was he dreaming maybe. He looked out the window to see women and men screaming some pointing to his car. One guy ran up to him. "Oh gawd man! Are you ok?"

 

"I'm fine why?" Shoji asked. What was happening?

 

"Oh god he's dead!" the man began to back away fear and sorrow in his eyes. He pulled out his cellular device and began to call the cops.

 

"I'm not dead I'm fine! You shouldn't joke like that-" then he stopped, firstly the man wasn't even listening to him and secondly his hands couldn't grab his steering wheel. No...no no!! He couldn't be dead. What about Yuki? What would Yuki do without him? Lifting out of his seat he looked behind him to see the horrifying scene of a bullet lounged in his skull. A tear ran from Shoji's eye. No this can't be true. Yuki...his love. Why? He broke down gripping his hair and screaming. He would not leave the other alone by himself no matter what. Standing Shoji began to run toward the house.

 

Shoji had been running for ten minutes straight now. This body didn't get tired. Could he fly? Maybe but he didn't know how yet. His house was in view, though blurry from his tears. How would Yuki survive? No that was stupid, Yuki was a independent person; he didn't need him. Running through the door he noticed Yuki wasn't there. Duh. He was still at work.

 

Hours passes and Yuki burst through the door in tears. He must have found out, he never saw Yuki cry this badly before. More hours passed and Shoji was focusing on touching object. Hearing Yuki cry in the background was heart breaking. Though due to concentration he was able to touch something. Yes! He was now able to touch if he concentrated hard enough. Walking over to Yuki, Shoji sat down. All this crying wasn't good for the smaller man. He slowly touched his back before resting it there.

[RavenLunar]

Feeling the touch more Yuki stood up looking around wondering what was going on, "Shoji?" He softly called out but then shook his head whimpering, "N-No! He's gone don't be stupid!" He yelled out as he ran off going to their bedroom once again not bothering with the lights he slowly walked to their bed, the very bed they had made love in and shared many laughs together countless times now seemed like a coffin. Slowly he sat down on Shoji's side then took the man's pillow inhaling his scent from it. "What am I going to do?"

 

Three months had pass and Yuki only got worse with each day as the male suffered. He was now skinnier than he's ever been, his once vibrant eyes had lost their childish glow, and his voice almost none existing. Sitting at a table the male was waiting for a client to approach him being in the lobby of a escort club, his eyes looking to his wine glass only for them to look up seeing a woman sitting down. "Can I help you miss?" He smiled the fake smile he used since working at the club, he studied the female as she slid a piece of paper toward him. "For you." Looking at the paper Yuki took it opening it up to read the message, 'In the alley you will find what has been loss, but only the board of letters can reveal the truth.' Blinking confused Yuki folded the paper back then looked up to question the female, "Excuse me bu-" The woman was gone.

 

Pulling his coat closer Yuki couldn't help but to think about the note the woman had given him. "What the hell does it mean?" He grumbled as he continued to walk heading down the alley he always took home for a short cut. Shivering the night seemed to be colder as he continued to walk on not paying attention to the footsteps that seemed to start falling behind him.

[Teesie]

Shoji was with Yuki the whole while watching as his health seemed to get worse. His love wasn't taking care of himself any longer. He just stayed in bed all day and cried. There has to be something to make Yuki better. Did he not remember that he would watch over him no matter what? Though seeing his love fall into a dark pit only hurt Shoji. The boy could do so much better, he had just given up. He knew that Yuko was independent. Why wasn't he showing that now? Three months had already passed he was just wishing the man would get back on his feet, get his life back, and have that emotion flow back into his beautiful eyes.

 

Shoji had been in a nightmare for days now. A nightmare without Yuki. He was surrounded by souls and hollering babies. He knew that perhaps he was fading into the afterlife, though Yuki. No! He would not leave his side no matter what. He had to make it back to him. Being strong would fit that. To protect his love he'd do anything willingly. He had to keep a conscious mind and not drift into another or he'd disappear. Now back into the world he glanced at Yuki. He now worked at an escort club, he didn't really enjoy his love being here. Not all all. The truth was somewhere deep within. He had to remember everything they talked of. It will make him become in a much better state. Yuki just had to think.

[RavenLunar]

Yuki continued to walk as for the longest time even though he had seen Shoji's dead body being placed in his casket, the box sealed, locked, then buried he couldn't deny that for some reason it felt like he was always being watched. Shaking his head he didn't want to think about it as he continued to walk sighing softly as he brushed his fingers through his hair only to scream out in pain as something had roughly hit him on the back of the head knocking him to the filthy ground. Shaking he slowly opened his eyes seeing double vision for a moment but then when his vision cleared he was looking at the barrel of a gun. "Give me the money bitch!" A man had yelled at the male making him shrink back frightened by the robber.

 

"I said give me the fucking money!" The man had hit Yuki across the cheek with the but of the gun making him fall to the ground once more but then his hair was gripped as he was forced to look up at the thug seeing a sickening smirk on his lips. "Mmmm come to think of it you're pretty cute doll, even though I don't care much for dicks I bet you have a nice tight ass I can use for a few hours."

 

Feeling a few tears streaming from his eyes Yuki didn't know what to do, he was frightened and was sure he'd be joining his lover very soon at the rate this man was going. "S-Shoji!" He cried out with all his might praying that maybe, just maybe his lover could hear him on the other side.

[Teesie]

Kuroi watched his lover stand from the booth to walk outside. He slowly trailed behind the boy watching over him as he always said. He would make sure that Yuki was always safe no matter what. The beauty walked outside into the air, though Shoji couldn't feel anything. He hopes his wife didn't get sick. Shoji laughed to himself. He wondered what Yuki would say to him if he had called him by the term....wife. As Shoji was walking beside Yuki he notice heavy footsteps behind them. Slowly turning he saw a man, though he didn't think nothing of it. But after moments passed and the man continued to follow Yuki he felt disturbed. What was this guy planning? Did he want to hurt Yuki. He hoped not, because the boy was thin and defenseless. He himself had never hurt the boy so he didn't want anyone else to.

 

Shoji looked back as the man was taking a swing at his lover. A hurt filled scream pierced the air as his ...was that a gun? No....god please don't kill him. Shoji sneered! He would not let this happen. The man put the gun to his lovers face asking him for money. "Yuki don't have any money." Shoji yelled, though of course the man didn't hear him. He then pulled the boy's hair and was asking him for sex!! No not asking him he was planning to rape him.

 

Shoji felt useless, though he would not let him hurt Yuki. No matter what! Shoji searched around for an object and found a pipe. He would show the guy to never hurt his lover. Concentrating a bit harder than usual, he picked the pipe up and approached the victim. He wouldn't let Yuki die.

[RavenLunar]

As Yuki was forced onto his back on the ground the male whimpered out shaking his head as more tears fell from his eyes. "P-Please no! Please!" He begged pleading for mercy as his legs was forced open by the man, his wrists pinned above his head as he closed his eyes tight feeling his pants being undone. Everything happened so fast, withing moment he heard a thumping noise and the presence above him disappearing as he opened his eyes to see what was going on. Shaking the male slowly sat up and looked to the side to see the man face down on the concrete not seeming like he was moving. Biting his bottom lip he stood up on shakey legs watching the man wondering what had happened but then quickly turned on his heel running as fast as he could back to his home, each step only made him run faster afraid that the robber might still have been alive and wanted to follow him.

 

Soon Yuki burst through the door of his home then slammed it shut locking all the locks and propped a chair under the doorknob. Panting the young male slowly walked into the living room but then paused, on the table was a Ouiji board, not bothering to question it Yuki slipped his jacket off and approached it. 'But only the board of letters can reveal the truth.' The fortune had repeated in his head while he took out the board and the pointer, taking a deep breath Yuki lit a few candles in the living room then sat down staring at the board.

 

He didn't know what to do as all he could do was ask, "Are you here Shoji?" Placing his fingers onto the pointer he waited to see if some unknown force would move it.

[Teesie]

Swinging the pipe as hard as he could he heard a dull thumping sound as the pipe knocked the man off of Yuki. A clinging sound ringed through the air as Shoji dropped the pipe. There was no other sound than the confused whimpers that escaped his lover. The air blew no affecting the ghost at all. He just hoped that Yuki wouldn't get sick. The robbery was over. There was no threat now. The man lay dead on the floor, not a movement coursing through his body. Still as the concrete beneath.

 

A soft tapping sound made him look up, Yuki was running away. He smiled before gliding after the boy. Shoji hoped that no other victim tried to hurt Yuki again. He wouldn't allow it. He would protect his love like he said he would. The petite blue eyed boy life was more honorable than any of those thug's life. Beeps whistled through the air as well as screeching as cars drove by. The humming of engines distracting Shoji while he chased after his love. The house was now in view. He dashed pass Yuki watching as the boy ran into the house locking it and placing a chair underthe doorknob. Shoji laughed, his poor wife was terrified.

 

Glancing at the Ouiji board placed on the table Shoji smiled as the other noticed it as well. If the blue eyed boy used it like he planned he could talk to him again. Excitement coursed through his non existing body as Yuki walked toward it. He ran to lit candles around it before placing his hands onto the arrow like pointer. Asking the question that Shoji knew he would he smiled before going over to stand beside his love. He placed his hand over the others before guiding to the letters.

 

Y E S Y U K I I A M H E R E T O S T A Y I F Y O U A L L O W M E T O I L O V E Y O U

[RavenLunar]

The male waited as he felt a cold chill on his hands, gasping he could feel something moving his hands and arms around so easily to each letter. Gasping he couldn't believe what was happening as he spoke out each letter trying to remember them then slowly his shoulders relaxed at putting all the letters together in his mind. Yuki sat there for what seemed like forever but was just a few minutes as he licked his lips, a new wave of tears falling from his eyes as he softly smiled his heart continuing to race as he blinked remembering what he was doing. "S-Shoji! I-I...oh god..." His mind was blank for questions as he had to wait for a moment to regain his thoughts, "How long have you been here? Shoji I've...missed you so much!" He happily spoke out smiling softly hoping Shoji was still there to talk to him.

[Teesie]

'Yes Yuki I am here to stay if you allow me to I love you' Shoji said, removing his hand from his lovers. He loved the boy to the bottom of his heart. He watched as the boy sat there silently letting the letters maneuver in his mind to form a sentence. He frowned once fresh tears streamed down his love's face. Why was he crying now? Did he do something wrong, but once Yuki asked another question Shoji placed his hands once again on top of the others hand.

 

I B E E N H E R E S I N C E I D I E D I W O N T L E A V E Y O U U N L E S S Y O U W A N T M E T O

 

There. He hoped that the letters wasn't too difficult for Yuki to put together....hmm maybe talking in smaller sentences would help. Smiling softly he knew that Yuki was smart though, so his love will get it for sure, no doubt about it. Removing his hands once again he trailed one down Yuki's spine smiling at his reaction. He hoped that Yuki would forever think of him. Forever love him, because once his thoughts aren't thinking of Shoji any longer the man would disappear, but....if his Yuki was to find another love he would be happy for him, although a bit jealous; but he didn't want his love to always be lonely. He would just disappear from the thin man's life and hope for the best.

[RavenLunar]

He watched the pointer as it began to move again as he easily followed it and putting the letters together as he lightly chuckled. "I never want you to leave, of course I want you to stay!" He spoke out then trembled feeling the touch to his spine causing a little moan to escape his lips making him blush deeply. For the first time his body felt a tiny bit of pleasure even thought the touch was cold it was Shoji's touch. Wiping his face Yuki couldn't hold back to smile that graced his lips as he sighed. "Oh Shoji...I've waited for a sign of you for so long, I'm so happy you're here with me." The boy gently spoke out as he tried to see if he could even see his passed lover, even just his face would be enough.

 

"I want to find your killer, I want to be with you so bad...is there any possible way besides death?" Yuki had thought of suicide many times since his lover's death but he was certain the other would not be happy with the decision of ending his life early.

[Teesie]

Shoji chuckled with Yuki. He says he would never want him to leave, but he doesn't know the future. Maybe he would fall in love with someone else...someone he could see...could touch and also make love to. A silent tear trailed down Shoji's ghostly face, yet unknown to him it made his quite visible. His ghostly form appeared, displaying a wavery image. It looked as if someone was waving away his body. Shoji glanced at Yuki not thinking the boy could see him as he once again placed his hand over the others.

 

D O N O T G O L O O K I N G F O R M Y K I L L E R I T I S D A N G E R O U S Y O U A R E W I T H M E L O V E F O R E V E R I N M Y H E A R T.

 

Shoji had to tell the other that. He leaned forward placing his face right in the other's not even a inch away. He smiled at him. He loved his Yuki. He wanted him to always be safe. Lifting his hands he touched the other's cheek. He tried kissing the other, but it didn't work. He frowned pulling away and looking at the petite lover.

[RavenLunar]

Reading what his lover said the male pouted as suddenly his eyes widened at what he was seeing. In front of him was the ghostly image of his lover as he gasped shocked and surprised that he could really see Shoji and could feel that icy touch on his hand making his stomach twist and flip just like it did when the man was alive. "Shoji..." He whispered softly as he watched the man try to touch his cheek and leaned into him, blushing he could feel something like cold air blowing on his face. He watched his lover trying to kiss him as he raised his hand up brushing his hand against the male's cheek only to feel it go right through him.

 

On Yuki's face was a matching frown as he lightly shrugged his shoulders wondering if Shoji even knew he was visible to him now. "At least the gun shot isn't on your head anymore..." He pointed to where he remembered where he had seen the gun shot when he had to identify the body at the morgue, he only hoped that hint would let Shoji know he could see him.

[Teesie]

Shoji looked at the other for a second....continuing to stare.

 

Stare

 

Stare

 

Stare....."-ou ...an se- me?" he asked after a while. He smiled at Yuki and puckered his lips to show the other he wanted a kiss. He knew it wouldn't work again, but at least Yuki would know he tried kissing him. "-ov- you yuk-" his eyes continuing to stare at his love. He wondered since the small boy could see him, could he hear him too. "Can y-....-ear me?" looking at Yuki he waited for the answer. Maybe it was to good to be true though. It was a miracle that his love could see him. He wondered how he looked. He chuckled before focusing all his attention once again on Yuki.

[RavenLunar]

Seeing his lover staring at him the young male waited for him as all he could do was smile and watch him clearly amused. Seeing the man pucker he smiled and leaned in to kiss his lover feeling his lips slightly go through the other but he didn't care, a kiss was a kiss, slowly he pulled back with a goofy look on his face. When he saw Shoji's lips moving it was Yuki's turn to stare as he blinked for a few moments trying to make sure he had heard right as his jaw slowly dropped and his lips quivered for a moment till he slowly nodded. "Y-you...I can hear you...well kinda."

 

Blushing he tilted his head as he continued to hear the male more biting his bottom lip. "Your voice cuts out a bit but I can still hear you. It's so nice to hear your voice again...I love you too Shoji."

[Teesie]

Shoji smiled and laughed a little. He loved Yuki so much...hmm so it seems that his voice breaks every once in a while. Well....that would have to do until he was fully able to talk to his love. Reaching forward he stroked the smaller man's cheek. Yuki would forever be in his heart. He wished....that he was there....well here. In physical form and not as a spirit.

 

Leaning away from his love he frowned. "Yuk- d- not go lo-ing for -y ....mude-er. Pr-ise me." he was serious. If Yuki got hurt over him be couldn't forgive himself. It would make him feel guilty even though it wouldn't be his fault. He wanted his love to live his life to the fullest, until it was his time to join him in the afterlife.

[RavenLunar]

Feeling the stroke to his cheek Yuki started to like the cold touch his lover had, it felt nice against his warm skin like ice. Hearing the other speaking again the boy began to pout hearing that his love wanted him to promise to never go after his killer, it wasn't fair Yuki wanted to do something about his husband's death but Shoji didn't want him to get hurt. "B-But Sho-kun..." He pouted cutely at the other batting his lashed but he had a feeling that it wouldn't sway Shoji's decision. Sighing he then slowly nodded holding up his pinky, "I-I promise..." He spoke out as he did his best to curl his pinky around the other's then heard his stomach growling.

 

Blushing Yuki didn't realize how hungry he was beginning to feel and sighed, "I suppose its dinner time for me." He lightly spoke out and smiled to his lover, "Oi Shoji do you spy on me when I shower?" The question was very random but he couldn't help but to ask exactly how close his love had been looking over him.