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"Erin...seems that you still have feelings for me."

 

Erin scowled at the other again, "Oh, just shut it," He muttered. The brunette gentley took the other's face in his hands, and smeared the disaffectent onto the cuts. Once he eas done he pulled his hands away, and started to shrug off his jacket, revealing that blood had soaked threw the bandage and onto his shirt. Damn...that was going to stain.

 

"So tell me...Jackal B., what is it that your learned of the higher up...the ones looking over the realms?"

 

"Not much, I really don't want to get mixed up with their shit. It's what got Coyote killed, so I learned not to dig into that kinda stuff unless it gets personal. I did hear a rumor that they had some sort of super weapon, but I'm not to sure of how true that is," Erin said, pulling off his shirt. He threw the dirtied shirt onto the floor revealing a tanned chest and lean, barely noticeable muscle. He actully had several scars across his chest, and stomach, and a few small ones on his back, which was quite bruised at the moment. It was obvious someone other than Arish had tried to kill Jackal B. at some point or and an other. Erin unbandaged himself, wincing, damn, that hurt.

[Teesie]

Arish nods at the other word. So thats how his trainer died huh? I see...so Erin is afraid to learn more about them, but I also heard of that rumor...but I think I have a little more information about it.

 

"I see, so what happened to you? Seems like you've been in to more battles than with just me? Fighting for your master I see, right?" Throwing the smaller a smile. "It's too dangerous for you to be here. The hunter orginization is suspicious that I didn't kill you. I'm prettys sure that some will sneak their way down here to make sure. Maybe your house was hard to find, but I just want you to be careful." Looking the brunette in the eyes.

 

The dark haired angel knew more about those who looked over the realm, as a hunter elite he had even talked to one but not close up in person. "The hunter society is neither what I had thought it was. I am extremely devoted yes, but...lately I just haven't been feeling up to it."

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Erin shook his head and sighed, "Where could I go, though, this is my home. I have more enemies than friends in the Demon Zone, and I can't just leave...". Green met coal, and the brunette smiled sofly at the other.

 

"No one but you knows I live here, even my closest friends thought I lived above my shop. Don't worry, I'll be fine," He took the other's hand reassuringly, like back when they were younger. "And as for the scars...I'll leave that to your imagination," he chuckled, before letting go of the other hand, and dug out more medical supplies.

 

The green eyed man looked over at Arish and said, "Nothing is ever as it seems, huh. Maybe you're growin' a conscious. Oh...do you mind helpin' me bandage this, I always do a shit job by myself." Sometime Erin wondered if Arish realized that sometimes he ruined families and lives by what he did. He wondered if the other ever realised how much damage he and the other hunters do both directly and indirectly. Erin once thought hunters were the good guys, but from what the conman had learned in the Neutral Zone nobody was a good guy and nobody was a bad guy, it just depended on your point of view.

[Teesie]

"Your saying something as if I don't know. Though, how do you view me Erin...as the bad guy or the good guy." He faintly knew what the other was going to say. The demonic man never acted like one of those filthy beings. The human trait was defiantly a giant personality change in the kid.

 

"Yeah, I just wants you to stay safe, I could offer you a place to stay if your ever in danger, don't hesitate to ask. I have a place of my own as well." The angel said as be stood from the couch that he was sitting on to approach the small petit brunette. Ruffling the brown locks, Arish grab onto the bandages that the strange individual was holding. Beginning to wrap it around the wounded shoulder his mind wandered to the rumors that both ha and Jackal had heard...to Coyote.

 

"You said that your master died over certain information he found out, did he get a chance to record the notes, or to tell you. Is there anything more you know.

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"Your saying something as if I don't know. Though, how do you view me Erin...as the bad guy or the good guy."

 

Erin frowned, it was as if the other had just read his mind...creepy. "Well," He began, looking up at Arish and studying him over with cat-like eyes, "Before today I thought you were the worst person...and while I never really hated you, I resented you for what you did to me, and that you never even seemed to show remorse for your actions...but now, I think my opinion of you had changed a bit. You're acting like the Arish I knew again, at least to a point, so if I had to put a label on it, yeah, a good guy." The half-demon smiled shyly at the half-angel, showing that a bit of the old Erin was in him too. Truthfully, the only thing he though the dark haired man needed to learn was the consequence of his actions, and that someone's species does not define who they are; yeah, a lot of demons are violent, but one of the best healers and gentlest people Jackal B. knew was a young full demon he met in his travels. Not everyone's the same, everyone had their bad people, and everyone had their good people. He would be that there are just as many asshole angels are there are asshole demons and humans personally.

 

He smiled as Arish ruffled his hair, and said, "Thanks for the offer, but I don't really want to put you in danger either." He relaxed a little as the taller bandaged his shoulder, it's been a long time since anyone had bandaged his wounds for him. It felt nice. It felt nice just in general to have an other person sitting with him, talking with him about something other than deals and merchandise.

 

"You said that your master died over certain information he found out, did he get a chance to record the notes, or to tell you. Is there anything more you know?"

 

Erin stiffened and frowned, "Coyote...he was a very privet person, and never told me anything that would put me in danger. I was like his son, so he didn't want to see me get hurt because of him and his info. When he was going after that information he went on a week long hacking spree, barely ate, and I had to force him away from the computer to get him to even go to the bathroom. After he got it he never told he a thing...but by the look on his face it must have been pretty bad, considering he was a demon and seen a lot of shit," Jackal B. paused here, tearing up a little and stiffening a small sob, "One morning there was some customer, or some shit was giving him problems, and he told me to go get something for super...I guess the customer was a Hunter, or some realm official who tracked him down...but when I got back...there was just blood everywhere...old man put up a hell of a fight it seemed...his body was just...it was just horrible...". Erin felt a few tears trickle down his face, a kind of faraway look in his eyes. Coyote was the one who put him back together, and stopped him from destroying himself completely. The brunette ran a thumb over a rough, faded scar on the inside of his left wrist, if it wasn't for the demon he wouldn't be alive today. He missed him terribly. By all means he should hate the hunters for what they did...but he didn't want to become a hypocrite...he hated hypocrites.

[Teesie]

Arish could hear the hurt in Jackal B.'s voice. The dark haired half angel did not wish for the other to cry so he placed his hands onto the other's shoulders and started to massage them. "Don't go all emotional on me, plus I'm serious about this Erin. I want for you to be safe, please do. As I said, you are always welcomed at my house. If your caught alive I'd die anyways, so what's better than fighting together when we are found."

 

Stretching his arms once more placing his fingers back onto the strange male's shoulders. "I should go then." Taking a step back from the smaller male and slightly smiling. "I'll talk to you tomorrow?" Raising an eyebrow to the petit teen waiting for his answer. It really wasn't Erin's choice if he left so why was he exactly waiting

 

"You know, ....Nevermind. Bye." Once again walking to the window in which they climbed through.

 

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Erin's eyes widened slightly as the coal eyed angel started rubbing his shoulders softly, and blushed slightly. He watched Arish walk up to the window and felt a pang of sadness in his chest, he didn't want to be alone; but he understood, if Arish didn't return home someone would get suspicious and that'd be bad for the both of them. The brunette got up, picking up one of the potion vials left on the table, and walked up to the other, grabbing him by the arm to stop him. "Here," He slipped the vial in the hunter's pocket, "Drink this before coming to the Neutral Zone tomorrow, and meet me at Club Tartarus. Tomorrow's your first lesson.".

 

The cat-eyed half-demon smiled almost sadly up at Arish, and backed away. "Be safe, all right," He said before turning around to head to his bedroom. The computer he uses to hack was once Coyote's, maybe he could dig up some of the information he had supposedly deleted.

[Teesie]

"Yeah, you be careful." The half angel shouted to Jackal B. as he began to climb back out the window. "Oh, and clean up will you." The dark haired male hunter teased before falling from the window and landing softly onto his feet. After landing safetlh on the concrete cracked floor, Arish began to trail back to the human zone. The male had to go and do more research for himself.

 

"Drink this before coming to the Neutral Zone tomorrow, and meet me at Club Tartarus. Tomorrow's your first lesson."[/Quote]

 

What the he does he mean my first lesson will begin? I thought we were only sharing information, it seemed like the brunette wants to spare or something. Oh! Though......now I remember. I have to wear this liquid to mask my scent then mingle with all the seemingly terrible.

[Guest cheshireArtist]

Erin woke up with his face in the keyboard at one the next day. God damn all nighters, he didn't get jack squat. The brunette took a quick shower and tried to look decent. He slipped into a pair of jeans, a black tank top, and some boot, and grabbed a quick bite to eat from his fridge. Before he went out to meet his ex-lover at the club he slipped on a pair of sunglasses, mostly to hide his very noticeable eyes and scar, but to also shield his eyes which kind of hurt from most bright lights after an all nighter like that.

 

Jackal B. made the trek from his apartment to the club with ease, and ventured inside. It was dingy, dimly lit, and all around looked like a shity old bar, but it was a popular place in the Neutral Zone. The half-demon sat down at the bar and looked around, looked like Arish wasn't there yet. Funny, he always seemed to be a little late. Then again the conman never specified the time.

 

"A little early, isn't it B.? What's with the get up?" The soft voice of the young bar tender asked. Erin chuckled, not many saw him dress casually anymore.

 

"There's no such thing as too early when it comes to a drink, my dear Ruu," He laughed, offering the fallen a crooked grin.

 

"What ever you say, B." Ruu chuckled, before going to get the conman his usual. Truthfully, Erin would never understand how such a quite, good natured person as Ruu could loose his wings, but life's a funny thing he guessed.

 

Jackal B. relaxed and took his drink, it might be a little while before Arish got here.

[Teesie]

Opening the coal eyes, which searched the room, the half angel stood to stretch. Arish actually has to go to the hunter's room to go and recieve a mission that he was told of last night. Walking to the bathroom the dark haired male stepped into the shower to wash his body throughly. After finishing his shower Arish exited the restroom to get dressed.

 

After searching through his belonging he grabbed a dark grey hoodie with red jeans and black and white shoes. The male grabbed a coat as well, a trench coat to be precise. While in the room Arish would wear the long coat to his his clothes just in case someone decided to go to check the neutral zone. The last thing that the twenty two year old male wanted was to be seen there with the one he was to have been killed. At least if his clothes wasn't recognized, there would be more of a chance for Arish to recognize an official before they recognized him first.

 

"Dammit! The stupid kid never gave a specific time, though knowing him maybe it will be dark when be wants to meet."

 

Padding to his door he twisted the knob to open it and leave out to go to the hunter's room. Walking down the stairway the door was opened to him after stating his name and identification number.

 

"Good to see you son, we have a problem."

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Erin chewed his lip nervously, where was Arish? He gulped, what of the other was found out?! Maybe Erin should just go home and wait.

 

"Yo, Ruu, if a man with dark hair and eyes comes by lookin' for a guy named Erin tell him I'll be waiting at home, 'kay," Jackal B. said quickly to the tiny fallen before leaving some money on the counter, and getting up.

 

Ruu just nodded and continued cleaning a glass. Erin started towards the door, looking down at his feet. God damn his paranoid nature. Arish will probably call him an idiot for doing this but he couldn't help but to be overly cautious. He really didn't want either of them to die because he wasnt careful. The brunette walked out the door and started home at a fast pace, keeping out of sight.

 

Jackal B. sighed and muttered under his breath as he walked, "Should of given him my phone number...".

[Teesie]

Arish rushed down the staircase, taking a hold of the railing and jumping off the balcony. Stumbling a little the male started to pick up pace after standing from the bent posture he was in from the fall. Taking off down the street the dark haired make removed his trench coat and tossed it into the ground. Falling to his knees since falling. Holding onto his shoulder he coughed, red substance splattering onto the concrete.

 

Hearing a battling of voices the half angel stood once again and stumbled around the corner of the building. What the elite hunters had done was uncalled for, well...it was what was promised anyways. Falling against the building he breathed heavily, holding onto the bricks behind him.

 

"Arish! GET HERE AND STOP BEING A SCARED PUNK!" The ex hunter stood weakly and began to the Nuetral Realm.

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Jackal B. made it back his appartment in one piece, only havingto double back a few time just encase someone was fallowing him. Now Erin paced the inside of his appartment, occasionally stopping to pick up or clean up something on the floor. The brunette was worried, and scared, but he tried to reinsure himself that Arish knew what he was doing, and was defiantly capable of getting back to the neutral zone.

 

He pulled back the curtain slightly on the window and glanced outside, hoping to catch a glimpse of his used to be lover.

[Teesie]

"I can smell him somewhere over there sire Haesta."

 

Arish was running as fast as his injured body could take him, but he heard footsteps getting closer...almost behind him. Gritting his teeth the dark haired half angel clung to yet another brick building, breathing heavily and praying that he wasn't killed. Who the fuck was these guys? Groaning a cough of blood was splatter once again onto the concrete flooring.

 

This is not good. I'm going to die...I'm just a worthless weakling. I know my father is looking for me, but I just want to go to Erin. Thoughts fading as he saw a man dashed around the corner, the pounding of his shoes stoping. "Don't think you can hide Arish. I can smell you a mile away."

 

Looking up the coal eyes stared into red ones and the black haired boy backed away tripping and falling. The mysterious man laughed, but the male on the floor took that time to throw a jagged piece of glass at the one standing. In the dirty alley way there were always a few broken glass. With good accuracy the glass stabbed into the other's eye and he bent to let out a screeching yell. One that the ex hunter knew would attract attention. Standing, Arish once again ran knowing that without a miracle he wouldn't escape.

 

I am so dead...there is no way that I'll be able to escape. This is it, the end of my life. If only that idiot would had given me hi- wait....given me. Eyes widening he dug into his pocket to take out the vial that Jakal B. had given to him. Smiling widely he patted some onto his clothing and placed it to his lip as well. "I hope this isn't poisonous." Arish whispered before drinking it..."bleck!" Hiding the vial back into his pocket.

 

Did the idiot even tell me how to use that... Or maybe I just wasn't listening.

 

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After a while the male was leaning against the building of his ex lover. Maybe the other wasn't home but this would be something he hoped for. Not wanting to out the strange individual and put him in danger, Arish had took many turn and circle to throw off anyone who saw him; although with his scent masked he was pretty sure they couldn't find him. It had hurt to do that task but he refused to have the demon in harm's way.

 

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Erin sighed in relief when he spotted Arish, but soon hs relief became panic after he smelled blood. "Shit," he cursed under his breath, as he opened the window and rushed down the fire escape. The brunette practicaly ran to the other, and hugged him around the waist without thinking. "Are you okay," the half demon question, but then quickly added, "No...wait, stupid question."

 

The conman then let go of the coal eyed half-angel, and brought him to the front door of the appartment building. There was no way Arish was going to be able to climb up the fire ecapes. He bent down and got the spare key from it's hiding place and unlocked the door. Once they were both inside, and he relocked the door, Erin took Arish's hand and started to lead him up the staircases of the nearly abandoned appartment building. "What happened?" The cat eyed man asked softly after a while of walking.

[Teesie]

The half angel clung to the demonic being and breathed heavily. Erin was worried for him, he could tell by the grip the other had on him, if not for the instinctive hug the male had gave him moments ago. Lightly breathing in to exhale roughly Arish groaned grabbing at his side. Stop walking, the dark haired man pulled away from Jackal B. in favor of falling against the wall.

 

He had heard the question the half demon had asked him, but he was trying to hold onto his consciousness. Swallow saliva mixed with blood the coal eyes looked to the man looking at him worriedly. "T-" Coughing slightly small splatter of blood, yet again, flying from his mouth. "They know your alive, and...I believe thath the Realm Officials are after you." Maybe it was Arish fault that he was hurt, but he couldn't seem to stop his words on time.

 

--FLASHBACK--

 

"Son, we will be checking the Nuetral realm to see if you had fulfilled your purpose, the man Jackal B. must be dead. The Elite Hunters have no sympathy or remorse for demon's. The officials will be here, that boy's master was a theiving fool who got too pulled in by research."

 

At that time the half angel nodded before voicing something. "Father...I found out his true identity, it's Erin...my lover that I thought was dead." Of course the man as a teen did not tell his parents of the crime he committed. There was no way he could have, the two of them would have been so disappointed and might have went into another depressing state.

 

All of the other men was confused, they had no idea who Erin was, but Haesta sure did. After a while the long haired male looked to his son and smirked. "I don't give a damn if it was your mother. An Elite Hunter has to so his job." That had took the half angel off guard as he stared to his father. "All that have wronged shall die."

 

"Assholes! You all are mind-controlled by those damn official. Do you know the least of what their doing? You all fall in their plan to destroy ever half breed on this earth....even me." His eyes gathering tears as the other's eyes hardened.

 

"ENOUGH! You should know your p-" But before Haesta could finish, one of the Elite had stood to smirk at him. "You have found out too much." Once the man pulled his blade and a gun, Arish noticed from the symbols that this was not an ordinary hunter. He was a undercover Realm Official.

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"They know your alive, and...I believe thath the Realm Officials are after you."

 

Erin stared at the other, and expression of fear on his face. Then, surprisingly, that fear turned into determination. The half-demon grabbed Arish's arm and put it around his shoulders, and wrapped an arm firmly around the half-angel's waist. Jackal B. slowly and carefully got the other up the stairs and into his apartment. He gently placed the other on the couch, ignoring the blood that got smeared on him during the climb up the stairs. He acted fast and grabbed some towels and pressed them to the other's wounds, trying to stop the bleeding a bit before running for his first aid kit. After he got back he tried to bandage the coal eyed man the best he could but he was afraid that it wouldn't be enough.

 

Cursing softly under his breath, Erin took out his cell phone and quickly dialed a number. "Hey, Ruu, grab Abel, we have an emergency...also, alert Kay that I'll be coming to the Freelancers soon, and it's not a pleasure visit," The conman explained, his voice drop dead serious for once.

 

"What's going on B.? Where do you need us to be," The fallen asked, almost dropping a glass. He had never heard the man so serious before.

 

"Some shit had gone down and my boy-, I mean friend, might be dying over here. I'll explain it all later. You know the old apartments?" Erin asked, glancing at Arish concerned every now and again.

 

"Yeah," Ruu answered, holding the phone between his shoulder and ear as he untied his apron.

 

"Well, it's the abandoned one on Chestnut Street, fourth floor, use the fire escape. And for fuck sake make sure to stay in the shadows," The cat-eyed demon explained, running a hand threw brown hair.

 

"'Kay, we'll be there in 15, see you then," Ruu said into the phone as he approached his boss to explain what was going on.

 

"Okay, bye," Erin muttered before hanging up. He quickly gave Arish his full attention, and explained quietly, "My friend's a healer in training, I just told him to get his master. They should be here soon...and after they get you into walking condition again we'll head out to the Freelancers." The expression on the brunette's face was different than the others he had shown, it looked as if he was going over a million scenarios at once, and was thinking for a plan for all of them.

[Teesie]

Arish only groaned and took on a deep breath, reaching his hand out for the demonic helper. The dark haired male gripped roughly onto Jackal B.'s hand and let out a pained sob. "M-y wings Erin." Small traces of tears falling from his eyes. It hurted so badly and the ex hunter could feel his life slowly slipping away. The man wanted to destroy the Realm Officials before he died.

 

Arish shifted and more blood spurted from him more and the dark haired male looked away to whine. "I h-have ne-never felt this much pain in my life." He tried to laugh it off while reaching for the wound on his shoulder. "How long will it take for your friends to get here. I swear I'm dying." Coal eyes looking to the still beautiful green eyes of his ex lover.

 

Leaning more against the soft couch the half angel closed his eyes. His breath had even out seemingly easier for the ex hunter to fall asleep.

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Erin ran a hand threw Arish's dark hair, and kissed the sleeping man's forehead soothingly. The demonic man sighed...maybe he still did feel for Arish, he had changed, and had put his life at risk for him. So there was maybe a chance that the half angel still loved him too, though, he might be too stubborn to admit it.

 

There was a soft knock at the window that made Jackal B. jump. He quickly got up and ran to the window, leaving the injured man on the couch. He let his two friends inside and ushered them to Arish's side.

 

"Oh my...," The lanky full demon gasped, "I may need your assistance, little one.". Ruu nodded sharply and brought the maroon eyed demon his medical bag. Erin sat back and watched Abel and his apprentice work on his ex-boyfriend's wounds with both healing magic, and mundane medical means.

 

Erin went to his bedroom after awhile of watching, and grabbed a duffel bag. He started throwing cloths inside, and with some sentimental things and pictures. He paused at his old master's laptop, and put that gently inside as well, along with his hacking gear and the files he was working on.

 

"Jackal B., we're done...his wings, though, are pretty mangled, but we did what we could to save them. When we get back we'll have a closer look...if worse comes to worse we'll have to," Ruu gulp, and rung his hands, dreading what he said next, "Remove them...". The silver haired Fallen looked down at his feet, he knew better than anyone the pain of getting one's wings removed.

 

Erin nodded understandingly, he had a feeling Arish was going to put up one hell of a fight about that when he found out. The brunette fallowed the smaller back into the living room, and looked at Arish, he was bandaged up pretty tight, and looked a bit healthier. That made the cat eyed man smile slightly, he was going to be okay.

 

"He shall wake up in a few minutes, little Jackal. I trust that Ruu told you," Abel said, cleaning his hands and packing up his gear. The forgien demon smiled sadly at the younger demon. Erin nodded solemnly, "I'm not too sure he'll take the news very well, though, Abe...". Abel nodded sadly, but continued to pack his gear.

 

"Now, he wont be able to feel the pain for a couple hours, but it'll hit him hard later. Give him these once he starts complaining of pain, okay," Ruu explained, handing the half-demon a bottle of pain killers. Erin nodded again, taking the bottle and putting it in his duffle bag that hung off his shoulder.

[Teesie]

After a while of sleeping the dark haired male awoke to see Jackal B. Looking to him with a worried face. The hurt angel smiled before deciding to tease. "What's up with that look? You are so in love with me aren't you." Smirking to the smaller male before lifting and groaning at a sharp pain that ran through his upper body. Gripping his shoulder he felt a well secured bandage.

 

Did Erin actually do this? I wonder how hard he worked on me? To be so worried about me after I did that harmful shit to him as teenagers. If I was him I would never be able to forgive someone who had done that to me, but.....that's where me and him had always been different at. I'm a half angel and even I hold grudges, but...a demonic being was able to forgive. Erin was right....I shouldn't judge others so much ... At least not for their outer appearance.

 

"Thank you...your friends...they did this right?" A smile took over his face. Stupid me...haha to think Erin did this alone, nah! If anything he wasn't this well at wrapping bandages.

 

"So I missed the chance to thank them didn't I?" Coal eyes scanning the room until they locked on to the duffle bag that Jackal B. had close to him. Averting his eyes to the green beautiful eyes Arish frowned. "Were are you headed?" His hand massaging into his arm as an ache appered.

 

I just hope that I didn't get the strange demon into too much trouble. This is all my fault.

 

 

 

 

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"What's up with that look? You are so in love with me aren't you."

 

Erin just averted his gaze, and blushed slightly. "Why aren't you a bucket full of sunshine," He muttered sarcastically before saying, "And yeah, my friends did this, they're healers, it's what they do...they also told me if your feeling in too much pain to give you these pain pills.". He took them out of his duffle bag to show the half-angel. He sat down next to the other, occasionally glancing at the other's thickly bandaged wings, thinking about what Ruu told him. The conman gulped, he dreaded telling Arish.

 

"Were are you headed?"

 

"Where are we headin'," The green eyed man corrected, "We are heading to the Freelancers base, their leader is sort of one of the major people here, and she's a good friend of mine.". He smiled weakly at the other, shifting nervously. He was a bit scared to be truthful...they could both end up like Coyote.

 

"Um...," Erin bit his lip, might as well get this over with, "I got some bad news to tell you before we head out, though...I'm not exactly sure of how you'll take it." His eyes darted to the half-angel's wings again, and back to meet coal eyes.

[Teesie]

"The Freelancers mecenaries?" the dark angel asked ignoring the small detail about the bad news. The last thing Arish wanted to hear was something bad at the moment, then again he must as well get it over with. Sighing heavily before averting his coal eyes to the floor. The ex hunter had saw the other strange individual glance at his wings sorrowfully. He had in mind what was to happen.

 

Gritting his teeth as small tears punched at his eyes the dark haired angel shook his head. "I really don't want to hear the bad news, it's all something I know already. I'll be one filthy low-life angel with no wings. Shunned from the heavens and to be some...WORTHLESS FALLEN!" Hands trembling in anger and despair as he gripped in his hair.

 

This was not what Arish had wanted. With Jackal B. friends being healers, he was pretty sure that the others knew what they were talking about. Looking to the pills he uncapped them and poured a lot of the small capsules in his hand to throw into his mouth. They were his now and he was feeling a lot of pain.

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Erin's eyes widened and he he acted on impulse, and slapped the half-angel across the face, hard enough to knock the most of the pills out of the other's mouth before he could swallow. He growled and quickly snatched the pill bottle out of Arish's hand while he was still paralyzed by the slap. "Now listen here Arish Lefunt, one, there's still a chance they can save your wings, there's just a chance you might loose them. Two, these," He shook the pill bottle for emphasis, "Are fucking pain medication, and pretty strong ones at that, not fucking candy. You could have killed yourself. Now...I want you to spit the rest of those pills out right now or so help me fucking god...". The half-demon was shaking slightly, whether it be from fear or anger he didn't know, and took a deep breath to calm himself.

 

"Now...you are not, and will never be worthless, you hear me. Wings do not make somebody, okay...and not all the Fallen are bad people, one of the people who fixed you up today is a Fallen," Erin caressed the other's now bruised cheek tenderly, and green eyes met coal "...you are strong...you'll recover from this, you aren't worthless...you aren't. Please don't beat yourself up, Arish...". The was a silent, unspoken I love you at the end of that, but the half-demon didn't have the courage to say it.

[Teesie]

Arish stared into the other's green eyes, still a bit shaken from the heavy slap that Jackal B. had delivered; but....he deserved it though, he was being irrational and absurd. Taking the pills from his mouth the darkes haired male averted his eyes to the floor giving a sad hum pursing his lips.

 

"Now...you are not, and will never be worthless, you hear me. Wings do not make somebody, okay...and not all the Fallen are bad people, one of the people who fixed you up today is a Fallen,"[/Quote]

 

Coal eyes closing he let out a long sigh. Didn't he just have a speech to himself explaining that to himself. Why does everytime something goes wrong, he would always forget what he told himself.

 

Dammit, I need to get a hold of myself. If I'm like this I'll be of no help to Erin....none at all. I need to stay strong whether my wings are taken or not, but as Jackal B. said, my wings could be saved. I just hope that it's the case. That, that will be the outcome.

 

"I apologize forgive me, I didn't mean any harm by it." Still holding the pain killers in his hand. Popping one into his mouth he swallowed it before looking to the half demon. "It was only one this time." Giving a almost unnoticeable smile.

 

 

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Erin's shoulders sagged slightly as his body relaxed. "Okay," Erin muttered shakely, "Let's get going now.". The brunette then pulled the half angel into a gentle hug, mindful of Arish's wounds. "I'll always forgive you, Arish, we all have our weak points," Erin's mind went to the scar on his wrist, and he sighed, "I'm sorry for slapping you so hard, I lost my temper." He smiled softly at the other.

 

Also reluctantly he let go of the other, and got up. The green eyed demon grabbed his duffle bag, along with the messanger bag left on the table from the previous day. He also grabbed the pill bottle and stuffed it in his pocket. "Lets go...," Jackal B. said, sticking a hand out for the other to grab.