The Camping Trip w/ Bellala99

[azuneko]

Ethan frowns as he gets up and looks at Paul. "Cut it out. I can't take you acting like this. This isn't the Paul I fell in love with. Stop treating me like a fragile doll. I don't like it. Talk to me like you normally would. Smile that real smile you showed only to me. I want the real Paul back." he said getting teary eyes.

 

He was really upset. He understood Paul had been worried about him but he was here now. He wasn't going to leave no matter what. Ethan felt as if Paul didn't love him anymore. "Is it because I got defiled that you can't act normal around me? You were my first and I wish I could say only but its not the case anymore. You don't have to touch me if you think I'm filth now. Though I still want you to love me Paul because I still with all my heart love you."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul's eyes widened as he listened to the other. “What are you talking about?..“ He whispered softly, staring into Ethan's eyes. The smaller male seemed as if he was about to cry. “Baby, don't say these things...“ Paul muttered while slowly getting off the bed.

 

“I was so worried... I thought I wouldn't get to see you! Ethan, you're back for now, but how can I know nothing like this will happen again? Baby, I promised myself I'd protect you for as long as it takes... I love you now, and I'll love you forever.“ Paul said while carefully reaching out to cup the smaller's face with one hand. “I will love you no matter what.“

[azuneko]

"I won't leave Paul. I promise. If that means you locking me up in here to believe it then do so. I'll hand cuff myself to you so we never part. I will never leave your side ever again. It hurt so much just knowing I upset you. I can't imagine a moment apart from you anymore." he said as he watched Paul get closer.

 

Ethan moves closer to Paul so he could be embraced. "I promise with my life I won't leave. If that still isn't enough then marry me and make me your bride. I bet you won't worry too much then." he said with a small smile. The thought made him blush a bit.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul smiled softly and warpped both hands around the smaller male, closing his eyes as he listened. "I would never lock you up... Besides, I wouldn't want you to quit your singing career, sweetie." Paul whispered softly as he held Ethan close to himself.

 

"I don't think marriage is appropriate for us right now~ I'm not saying I wouldn't do it, just later... For now I'll be glad if I can freely call you my boyfriend." The taller male said softly and pressed a kiss on Ethan's forehead.

[azuneko]

Ethan smiled. "Aww.... Paul doesn't want to lock the door and toss the key." he said teasingly. He kissing the other's cheek playfully. "So does this mean you aren't worried about me leaving? I'll even give you backstage passes to all my concerts so you never have to worry. They always give me two but I never need them. So it'll give me a reason to use 'em." he says

 

Ethan slips out of Paul's arms and stands with a smile. "Lets go cook something together. I am not very good in the kitchen but I want to help." he says happily.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul pulled Ethan back into his arms and grinned. “I might not lock you up for now, but once I get worried, who knows just what might I do~“ He smiled and pecked the other's lips. “I'd love to get a backstage pass~ Thanks, babe~“ Paul smiled warmly before catching the smaller's lips into a soft kiss. Everything would be fine...

 

The azure-eyed male slowly pulled away and let out another smile. He started walking towards the kitchen while holding Ethan close. “Any ideas of what you want to eat?“ Paul asked softly and glanced at the other.

[azuneko]

Ethan chuckles lightly as he looks at Paul. "You clearly know all the right things to say. Though there's something I never got to do and now I want to." he says with a smile. He still wanted to get to know Paul's sister. His only semi-sibling was insane and now in prison. So he was eager to talk with her. "So is this going to be my chance to actually talk with your sister? I really want to meet her for real this time." he says

 

Ethan follows Paul the the kitchen while humming. "I couldn't care less what we make. As long as I get to help you make it." he says happily

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul blinked a few times and tilted his head. "But you did meet her... Though I suppose that time wasn't too good for either of you, hm? She was the reason I found out about who you really were after all..." The taller male muttered and let out a soft sigh once they reached the kitchen.

 

"Chicken with pasta okay with ya?" The azure-eyed man asked while looking at the other. His lips were curling into a smile again as he trailed his eyes over Ethan.

[azuneko]

"I told you I want to apologize to her for our first meeting. Its not how I want to be remembered as some random guy who told her he wasn't famous." he said pouting. Ethan moves over to lean on the couch. He was in more pain than he was actually showing. His entire body was hurting.

 

"I told you anything is fine. You don't have to double check. I am not allergic to anything so you are good to go." he says happily. His gaze fixated on Paul as he stood watching him prepare to cook.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul let out a soft chuckle and nodded. "Okay, okay, understood~" He smiled and pecked the smaller's lips before taking out the meat. "You said you wanted to help, right? Come on then, grab out a pot, pour some water in and put in the pasta while I prepare the meat, okay?" Paul asked while taking a knife to cut the chicken.

 

"As for Lily, she'll be back on evening, I think. Besides, I'm sure she understands~" The tall male said while starting to cut the meat. He rolled up his sleeves a little bit, just so his shirt wouldn't get stained.

[azuneko]

Ethan nods as he enters the kitchen. He starts to pour the water into a pot he found. He then starts to place some paste noodles into the water. He looked at the as they didn't seem to be doing much of anything. He really wasn't one for the kitchen. He hadn't realized he needed to put the pot on the stove just yet. "Paul I don't think these noodles are edible?"

 

Hearing the other speak of his sister he nods. "Sounds good enough. I just want to apologize to her as I did to you. Wouldn't want her thinking her brother is dating a delinquent." he said chuckling. Ethan despite chuckling started coughing. His body really was hurting. He ignores it hoping Paul wouldn't notice.

[vadess40]

((I've been reading through this and it's awesome!!!! The drama, depth of characters, plot... All of it! You two are such talented role players. Is amazing!!))

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul let out a soft chuckle and came up behind Ethan, gently putting his hands on the smaller's. “Baby, you have to put the pot on the stove and turn it on~“ He said while taking the pot. The tall male put the pot on the stove and glanced at the other. “Just take this and turn it to the right~“ He said while doing it.

 

Paul smiled softly before turning back to the chicken. When his ears caught Ethan's chuckling... No, it was more of coughing. It made the azure-eyed male turn to his lover. “Are you okay? Do you need water?“ He asked quietly and put down the knife. He hoped Ethan wouldn't get upset by these words...

[azuneko]

"Well I guess that explains a lot. Here I thought they were instant or something." he said with a smile. He was glad Paul was around. He would be completely lost if he was left to cook alone. As he glanced over at the other he felt something build up inside of him. Such a warm and gentle feeling that he's never felt before. He wonders if its love.

 

Ethan shakes his head no and smiled. "I don't need any water. Thank you for the offer. I am doing great." he says trying to not show his pain on his face or in his voice. It was a lot easier said than done. He didn't notice how badly Haseo had hurt him since he had gone numb from it

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul frowned slightly and let out a soft sigh. “Baby, is it hurting? I don't want you pushing yourself...“ The man muttered out softly and walked up to the other. He slowly wrapped one hand around his waist and gently pecked his lips. “You should go and lay down if you feel like it~“ Paul smiled and tilted his head.

 

“And don't get me wrong, I don't find you weak or anything like that... I just care too much to let you feel any more pain...“ The tall male said and gently pressed his forehead against the other's. “I love you, I really do.“

[azuneko]

"Eh...! You are imagining things. I am as strong as an ox." he says happily. Ethan wonders how it could be that Paul was so observant. His cheeks a bit flush as the other wraps his arm around his waist. "You are too clever and keen for your own good. I'll go lay down but next time I plan to really help with cooking." he said with a smile.

 

Ethan could tell Paul was seriously too good for him. The other was like the perfect lover without him asking. He wonders how did they ever get to be this close so easily. It was a mystery to him.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul let out a warm, soft smile and gently kissed Ethan. His eyes closed for a few seconds, just to make sure to drown completely into the kiss. His arms held the other close to himself, as if not wanting to let Ethan go away ever again.

 

"Just rest for now, I can't wait till you help me out in the kitchen~" The taller male said once he pulled away. A bit hesitantly Paul let go off Ethan's waist and smiled softly. "I'll make the food and bring it for you, okay?" He asked while already turning back to continue cutting the meat.

[azuneko]

Ethan blushes as he lets Paul kiss him. He trembles a bit at how passionate the kiss actually turned out to be. He felt almost in a daze when Paul actually stopped. He didn't want the other to let him go so soon. His face completely red as he glanced to the side.

 

"I can't wait either. I should get an apron that says kiss the cook. I wonder what you'll do then." Ethan says teasingly as he slowly heads to Paul's room. He remembers the house more than the one he grew up in. This was more like home to him than anywhere else. "Oh can I borrow your phone?" he asked

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul chuckled and shook his head. “If you get an apron like that, your lips will never see the light again~“ He grinned as he started cutting the meat. The tall male started humming softly, a song from his childhood that seemed to be stuck in his head no matter what. His mother used to sing it for him...

 

“Hm? Sure, but what for?“ Paul asked when hearing the other's question. “You need to make a call?“ He asked while dumping the meat into a pan. He started stirring it, then put in the pasta and some sauce. The tall male was done soon after and put in some of it for them both. He then took the two plates into his hands and walked towards Ethan, passing him one plate. “Here you go~“

[azuneko]

"That doesn't sound bad at all. If its you then you know I'll have no complaints." he said as he waits for the other ti answer his question. "Yeah. I want to call that man and let him know I am alright. I'd hate for him to waste his retirement time worrying about me." he said softly

 

Ethan takes the plate of food from Paul with a smile. "This smells delicious." he said as he placed the plate to the side and lays on the bed. He could smell Paul's scent all throughout the sheets. It was beyond intoxicating. He closed his eyes as he started to feel tired. His body so worn out by Haseo that sleep seemed perfect to him at the moment.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul smiled softly and nodded, then got into bed next to Ethan. "Baby, don't sleep yet~ Eat up and then you can take a nap, okay?" The taller male said with a smile as he leaned in to peck the other's lips. They always were so sweet and soft, Ethan didn't even need an apron to have Paul occupying them the whole day.

 

While gently wrapping a hand around the smaller's waist, making sure not to hurt him more, Paul leaned back against the pillow. "Hey, Ethan... How did he manage to hurt you so badly?" Right after asking this, the azure-eyed male glanced at the other. "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to..."

[azuneko]

"Would you feed me? I really feel tired out so getting up and moving about is completely not what I want to do right now. I just want to snuggle with you and sleep." he says looking at him with a kissy face. Ethan was so happy being with Paul. The man literally was so perfect for him.

 

"I kept trying to get away. He's never actually done something so harsh where I'd end up with marks or bruises. Though I just think he finally went off the deep end and that's why he was so intense. He didn't even try to be discrete which is why the maids noticed and they told the old man." he mutters softly

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul let out a shaky sigh and gently ran a hand through Ethan's hair. "I see... It's going to be fine now, I promise." The taller male smiled softly and pressed a soft kiss on the other's forehead. He didn't want to let go of him ever again. Ethan had become precious to him so soon...

 

With a smile the azure-eyed male took a fork and got some chicken on it. "Open up, princess~" Paul grinned while holding the piece of meat in front of the smaller male.

[azuneko]

Ethan closes his eyes for a moment. "I know I have nothing to worry about. Thank you Paul. You make me feel at ease and safe." he admits happily. This was pure bliss to him. "Don't go calling me princess. I'm no girl!" he said puffing out his cheeks before parting his lips. He leans forward a bit and takes a bit. "Ah! It's delicious!" he say with grin

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Paul let out a chuckle and shook his head. "Sorry, sorry~" He apoloized while watching the other eat off the chicken. "Oh, is it? I'm glad then..." The taller male said with a soft smile and continued feeding Ethan. After all the food was gone, he glanced at the smaller male and smiled. "Was this enough for you?" He asked softly and took a bite of the food for himself. He closed his eyes while waiting for the other to answer him.