Break through the glass smile

[InuCassy]

I sit here,

Wearing a glass smile.

Face stained with tears,

My eyes will barely open.

All I can see is your face,

Covered in a shadow.

No light to burn away the dark,

I feel blinded.

My heart starts to ache again,

Yet people tell me to be strong.

Inside me is the urge to fight,

Yet I feel like a lost soul.

You come to me everyday,

Slowly cracking the glass on my face.

Fighting it at first,

But my heart says to let go.

More and more I feel the cracks,

As pieces start to fall.

Trying to pick them up,

My hands are cut and bleeding.

Letting my true smile break through,

I feel my heart begin to heal.

Having you by my side,

Still wanting to be part of me.

Friendship,

A beautiful thing.

I haven't lost you completely,

Thank the heavens for that.

I want to thank you,

Whole kindheartedly.

The glass shatters off my face,

And I will never wear it again.

I stand up and face the light,

Felling like who I am suppose to be.