A Dance With The Devil;;And Angel and Demon Roleplay;; Koe-chan and Ciel

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"Yep, that ceiling is so pretty." Tai chuckled sarcastically, rolling his eyes as he pointed at the bland ceiling.

(Can I join your forum? :3)

[BlaqueCatt]

{Of course! It's for the rebels, and I think you are one ^^ We can do yaoi on there, the idea you came up with and more.}

 

"It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," the blonde agreed in a false sense of solemnity, his green eyes focused on the plaster.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((Yus :3 So we can have more Naoki and Tai -faints from excitement-))

 

Tai smiled softly, wiggling his feet a bit as he sat upside-down, his hands on his chest, though, his fingers continued to tremble. Amber eyes seemed rather happy as they gazed at the ceiling. I have a new friend...he's my new friend...he's...my best friend...

[BlaqueCatt]

{*Jumps excitedly*}

 

Naoki started to hum quietly to himself, wiggling a bit as he changed views, trying to see if one caused a faster blood rush to his head.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((I honestly just really love them as a couple))

 

Tai rubbed his forehead lightly before sitting back up, holding his head softly, an ache over-coming his temples. "Owwie...." murmured the younger male, squeezing his eyes shut tightly.

[BlaqueCatt]

{I love them too ^^

 

We trash the WCF mods so much there >.

 

The blonde looked up at him sideways, slightly confused. "Are you okay? Does your head hurt again?"

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

 

((I hate WCF in general...I also never liked Daughter of Revenge because she harassed me so much ;.)

 

"Yeah..." admitted Tai quietly, before saying, "The tea will make it better." He refused to take medication for so many reason. Softly, he laid down and rested his head on the older male's chest, a sad look on his face, obvious pain in his eyes.

[BlaqueCatt]

{Oh god, she was awful. Also 'Secrets of Raziel' or whatever was really mean. People acted like they were better than you on there. By the way, what's your name going to be on there?}

 

Naoki looked surprised for a moment, then wrapped his arms around Tai and held him gently, his green eyes softening.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((Everyone except for Hawkeyes and You acted like they were so much better than me when I was trying the best I could to run the forum as best as I could, and Daughter of Revenge critisized me for allowing gay couples and not updating the front often -_-))

 

Tai whimpered softly, cradling his head. Ears twitching the slightest bit, his eyes became watery. "Naoki-senpai..." He wanted to tell them that this happened frequently, that he got headaches all the time, but he couldn't bring himself to. He'd think I'm a freak...

[BlaqueCatt]

{There are so many choice words I'd like to give them that I really shouldn't say. We should have a discussion on the new forum for ranting.}

 

His expression became worried once again and he pulled Tai closer to him, using a pale hand to brush the hair from his eyes, his fingertips resting on his temple. "What's wrong, Tai? Can you tell me?"

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((I have so many words for everyone on there.I hated almost everyone there.))

 

Tai looked at the older male quietly, before admitting, "This happens all of the time...it's a side affect from...when I tried to kill myself...five years ago, after my parents died, I tried to overdose on the anti-depressants that the doctors gave to me...I didn't want to be alive anymore...I thought it was pointless...no one wanted to be around me... everyone thought I was a freak...not saying that I'm not, but I didn't really think that life was fair for me...as a side-affect of the over-dose, I get migraines all of the time..." He looked away quietly, tears streaming down his face.

[BlaqueCatt]

{It was fun when I was younger, doing cat and wolf roleplays. But then I matured and got into more serious things, and was attacked because of what I liked. Now I'm only in three or so roleplays on there.}

 

The blonde's eyes became extremely big, wider than they ever had before. He was at a loss for words for the longest of times, simply staring at his younger friend. Then, quietly, he asked, "You wouldn't try again, would you?"

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

 

((I used to like it when I was a lot younger, but now I'm more into yaoi and yuri roleplays. I get really offended just being on the forums, because I'm openly pansexual, and it annoys me about the homophobia on the forums))

 

 

"I've contemplated it...I've decided not to...it would be crushing to fail again...no one understands the pain of someone who failed to kill themselves...they never know the fact that is hurts so much to know that you failed to escape the hell that you were living in...to be stared at by everyone like you're a terrorist...it hurts..." murmured the beige colored male quietly, the tears continuing to fall.

[BlaqueCatt]

{Yeah, my parents are lesbian and I'm extremely defensive of homosexual people because of all the homophobic people I've seen. One of my best friends is bisexual as well.}

 

Naoki's arms wrapped around the thinner male and he held him tightly, stroking his hair. "I don't think you're a terrorist."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((You probably have no clue how many times I've been called a "sinner" I'm starting to get used to the name.))

 

 

Tai asked quietly, "You won't hate me for it...?" His voice was hoarse, shaking a bit, the slightest bit scared of what the answer was going to be. He had never opened up to someone that much about his life before.

[BlaqueCatt]

{No, I don't, but if you were my friend in real life I'd try my best to stand up for you >.

 

"Of course not," he whispered softly, nuzzling his neck gently.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((I'm usually the therapist for my whole school xD))

Tai stopped crying, closing his eyes softly, though his temples still throbbed violently. Purring softly, his tail flicked a few times.

[BlaqueCatt]

{How do you do that? ^^ And did you join yet? My wi-fi is being weird and I can't tell}

 

Naoki smiled slightly and pressed his nose to Tai's cat-ear in a reassuring gesture, letting out his own purr as well.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

 

((Not yet, I don't have the link to it I do it because others refer me to talk to for troubled people ;-)

 

Tai faced the older male quietly, smiling thinly at him, nuzzling his head on his chest, purring loudly, happy, a soft look in his eyes.

[BlaqueCatt]

{I'll re-post the link. And that's really nice ^^}

 

The blonde wanted to kiss the top of his head but resisted the urge. "Is there something I can do to help your headache?"

 

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Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

Here it is, just click 'register' at the top

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"Not really..." sighed the younger male faintly before licking the older male cheek leisurely with his bristly, rough tongue, obviously acting more on feline instinct than human instinct.

[BlaqueCatt]

Naoki's cheek immediately flushed a bright red color, and he felt his already speeding heartbeat increase. "O-okay..."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((I just noticed that you had "Dance with the Devil" xD))

 

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Tai smiled softly before quietly getting off of the couch, and walking back into the kitchen, getting the tea off the stove and turning it off. Quietly, he came back with two cups, placing both on the table before sitting back down. (I signed up)

 

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Ohmigosh...This is all about doing the frickly-frackle. Doing the do. Bumping uglys. Putting your mighty man noodle into the keyhole

Or whatever your characters wanna do.

[BlaqueCatt]

{*Giggles* We all love Icey-san ^^ You can post on the General Board to start}

 

Naoki took his cup and thanked him, willing the blush to leave his face.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai basically downed the tea like someone would down alcohol. Softly, the younger male put down the glass before resting his head in the others' lap, resting his hands on his leg.