The Unwritten Story of William//A MPreg Story// Bellala99 & Ciel

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William's eyes narrowed slightly and he sighed. "Look me in the eye and say it again." He asked quietly as he looked at his lover. He didn't want for the breakfast to be awkward, but this was more important than a normal, peaceful breakfast... Kiyoshi was going through a lot, that was for sure, but William wanted to know something more specific.. Anything at all.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

After plopping the other yolk in his mouth, the young bluenette swallowed the yellow goo, before he trailed his eyes up to meet William's. "It again." He said simply, as if his answer was actually legit. He was just being sarcastic, given the thoughts on his mind. His mood soured when he had worse thoughts on his mind, though got sweeter when he had pleasant thoughts in his mind.

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William frowned and sighed before continuing to eat quietly. The tall male decided to let it go for now... Kiyoshi definitely didn't want to talk about it, so why should he force him to? The black-haired male finished his eggs and bacon, as well as his tea and stood up. He walked over to the sink and bit his lip as he started washing the dishes. "If you do concider telling me what's happening, I'm here to listen."

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The small male stared at his plate for a few moments, the bacon still on his plate. His eyes seemed to hold a sense of distance, as if they were in a far away area, trying to escape from everything around him. I feel like a whore...no matter what Will-senpai says, I still feel that way...it's my fault...I was being overly flirty that night...I accidentally kissed him...and that's how this all started...I didn't even ask him if he was safe to have sex with...it didn't even cross my mind...and now I'm pregnant, because who the fuck the knows why, I don't feel the greatest, and it's just plain boring, because there's nothing to do, and it's not that I can really leave the house, given that people will follow me everywhere...and Will-kun will probably leave me because he won't love me anymore...I won't be what I was...he's...not going to want something like me...he was even mean yesterday about me being pregnant...it's only been maybe a week, and it's already kind of bad...how can he love filth like me? The bluenette's large blue eyes teared up, though he slipped out of his seat, and grabbed his dishes, and put the bacon into a small plastic bag before he quietly said, "I can wash the dishes if you want..."

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William glanced back at the other, ready to decline the offer when he saw the tears in those blue eyes. Nothing else mattered from that moment. Thee tall male quickly turned off the water, put the dishes down and gently cupped his lover's face with both hands. “Baby, please tell me what's wrong... Is it about yesterday?“ He asked quietly, his own eyes saddening. The grey-eyed male softly pulled the smaller into a hug and let out a small sigh. “I'm sorry...“ He muttered out quietly and lightly stroked Kiyoshi's back.

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The tiny male started shaking a little bit when the older male put his hands on his face. Almost yelping at the contact, the bluenette murmured quietly, "Y-you're...going t-to leave m-me..." Tears started to spill from his eyes, "I'm such a nuisance...I don't deserve you...I'm just a brat, and I understand that...It's only been a week, and yet you can hardly handle me...y-you're going to l-leave me...b-because I'm not worth it!" The cyan-haired male almost wanted to cream out of frustration, shivering, quaking under the touch of the older male, not knowing what to do anymore, all he knew now was that he felt disgusting.

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William's frown increased with each word that came from his lover. He pulled away and gently kissed the tears away with a small sigh. “I won't leave you unless you ask me to.“ He said quietly and looked the other in his eyes. “Don't say that I'm going to leave you cause you're ‘a brat‘. You're not. You are Kiyoshi, you are my love, my most precious treasure... Baby, please don't cry over such things, alright?“ William asked with a soft smile before kissing his lover's forehead.

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The bluenette was still violently shaking, collapsing onto the floor, landing on his rear. When he felt a sharp pain shoot up his spine, he instantly started bawling, covering his face with his hands. The small male was a bit...off. He was obviously not doing that great mentally, a little better physically though. The shock of the fall was what created the tears, not really the pain. "Will...." He said in between whimpers. The small male just needed to be hugged, and maybe cuddled for right now. He was a fragile being.

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William didn't know what to do anymore. The sight of his lover crying on the floor made him freeze just until he heard his name coming from between the whimpers. He quietly bent down and picked Kiyoshi up, holding him close. “Shh... Baby, it's alright...“ He whispered soothingly as he slowly made his way upstairs. The tall male gently layed the bluenet down and let out a small sigh. Another nine months of this...?

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The bluenette ceased crying after a few minutes, before saying rather flatly, "This...this is why you won't love me...I'm not precious if I'm going to be having mood-swings, food-craving, and the fact that I'm going to cry a lot...now I understand why you call me "Baby"...because that's what I am." The pale-skinned male looked away, depression in his eyes, "I'm not even supposed to be pregnant...I'm a male, even though I look like a girl..." Carefully, he hid himself under his pillow, not wanting his lover to see how pathetic he truly was.

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William closed his eyes in irritation when he listened to his lover. When the later hid himself under the pillows, it took a lot of strength for him not to snap. The tall male removed the pillows and made Kiyoshi look at him. “I don't call you ‘baby‘ because you act like one. You're precious to me no matter what... Do you really think stuff like that could make me stop loving you?“ William asked quietly before leaning down to gently peck the other's lips. “I love you, and I always will.“

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Kiyoshi looked sad. There was something else behind why he was acting out, and why for some reason he felt like he couldn't believe a word the older male said. Though, he would try to, as much as something in his mind told him not to. "I love you." He just said weakly, as if he was giving up. With a small sigh, he just stared almost blankly at the older male before he slipped out of bed, standing, slightly hunched forward, "I think...I'm going to go to the doctor's." The bluenette knew there was something wrong, he knew that whatever it was, it was probably due to the stress, or due to the pain.

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“I love you too...“ William said softly and looked at his lover. When the later stood up, the tall male worriedly followed. He softly wrapped both hands around the other's waist. “I'll get you there, alright?“ He asked softly and pressed a gentle kiss against Kiyoshi's cheek. “Does it hurt? Or is it because of something else...?“ He asked uncertainly.

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"By doctor...I mean psychologist. And my reasoning for psychologist...is because I know that they're going to prescribe me something...I "used to" have severe depression, though they took me off of my medication a few years ago when I guess I...became popular. I stated that I wanted to be completely clean, and that I wanted to cope without it...once I'm back on my medication, you won't have to deal with my outbursts, temper-tantrums, or rage that are growing larger due to the stress that I'm under and the hormones in my body. It's for the best." The bluenette obviously didn't like the idea at all, but he felt it the best idea, given that he didn't want his lover to suffer because of him.

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William blinked a few times while listening to his lover. He held the other lovingly and let out a small sigh. “Do you have to let him know before you go?“ He asked softly and carefully kissed Kiyoshi's neck. “I understand that you don't want to do this, but it's really for the best.“ He said quietly and lightly tightened his hold around his lover.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"I'll call him up in an hour or so." the bluenette said almost flatly. He didn't want to cry about it at the moment, he didn't quite see the point in even bothering. Kiyoshi was playful, usually merry, and rather childish, though it didn't keep him from hating himself, it didn't keep. him from having bad or morbid thoughts. "I'm sorry that I didn't tell you...I think the reason I flipped out...is because I feel like you fell in love with the "Star" part of me...the one that resembles "Kawaii fashion" and "Lollis"...I just felt like...you couldn't love all of me...it's hard to explain...I just feel like I'm all to blame for every that's happened..."

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William sighed and shook his head. “I don't care that you're a pop star. You could be a janitor or some waiter, and I'd still love you... Kiyoshi, I fell in love with you, not your proffesion.“ He said quietly and kissed his lover's cheek. “It's good that you at least know what's good for you... I wouldn't know just what to do otherwise!“

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Kiyoshi nodded rather softly, before a soft smile spread gently over his lips again, as if he were a bit happier now, knowing that he was fully loved by his lover. Carefully, the bluenette hugged the taller male, enjoying him, his warmth, his everything. With a small sigh, the young male was rambling on a bit, "Hmm...what do you think our baby's going to be like? A boy, or a girl? Or what do you think he or she will like to do? Do you think they'll sing, write, dance, what? Also...I talked to my parents last night...while you were making cookies...they said that they're going to come up and visit, and they said that they wanted to meet you...and that they want to be introduced, and they have a few early baby presents...they also..." A dark stain went across his cheeks before he said, "They wanted to know about the possibility of a wedding...? I mean, I don't really mind if...it doesn't happen, though my parents are kind of...really traditional, and they want a child to be raised in a safe and secured relationship."

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William cursed inside his head. Yeah, he'd bought a proposal ring and all, but he wasn't ready to do it yet! If Kiyoshi's parents brought on this question, what was he going to say?.. Maybe he should try and find a minute to tell them about his plans as soon as he could... And without his lover hearing it. The tall male smiled softly and looked at the other. “We'll see as time goes, alright~? I'm glad your parents are coming over... I have a few things I want to go through wiith them as well~“

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Humming softly to himself, hardly audible, while his lover talked, the bluenette nodded swiftly after the male spoke, "Sounds like a plan!" The small boy almost went pale for a moment before he said, "Y'know, my parents aren't actually both...Japanese, if that explains my looks and why I don't really look Japanese. My dad was born in Japan, and so was my mom, my mom has oriental Japanese looks, and my dad, eh, not so much, given that my dad's parents were American, but they moved to Japan while his mother was pregnant...my dad speaks good English, my mom doesn't, given she only speaks fluent Japanese...eh..heh...I just...didn't want to confuse you, because I bet your were probably going to expect two asians to come here, and then you'd see no similarity between me and them!" He almost laughed a bit, forgetting to go into detail about the whole thing earlier, "To be honest, I've only been able to speak fluent English for only a few years...I speak fluent Japanese and French, so..." At this point, he laughed, obviously amused with himself, "Aaaand my parents have two more cats that they're bringing, but it's theirs, they're not staying here...but one of them was one from when I was 10, and the other one was from when I graduated from college...well, I went to college for Manga Editing of course, and a minor in Philosophy, meeehhh....but hey, does it look like I'm doing either of those things in my current occupation, no!~"

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William nearly stepped back when the other started spilling all that from his mouth. He didn't really know how to respond, so he simply put his hands on Kiyoshi's shoulders with an almost panicked expression. “Slow down!“ He said while holding his lover. “Just... Slow down for a bit. Let me take it all in...“ He muttered out as he locked his grey eyes onto the bluee ones in front of him.

 

“Alright, so you're mom only speaks Japanese, your dad doesn't look like a common Asian, you speak fluently in three languages though you only learned english not so long ago, there are going to be two more cats here and you've studied manga editing as well as philosophy. Is that all?“ William tried to sum up everything the bluenette had said and he still felt like he forgot something...

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"Mmnope!~" said the bluenette, swaying a little bit in his lover's arms. He didn't really seem like a person who could be depressed, he only seemed like one of those people who could be happy all of the time, like nothing could hurt them. He also didn't seem serious enough to even bother trying to work for manga editing, or to be a philosopher. The young man then said, "Though, before I became...well, obviously what I am today, I had an occupation as a male model in Japan, modeling off furry costumes, cosplays, or just kind of there to look pretty, it was a lot more fun than this I guess, since there were less worries, but this is still fun, something to keep me on my toes!~"

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William realized quickly that it was completely worthless to try and make the other stay quiet. He let out a sigh and shook his head as he thought of only one thing to make Kiyoshi silent, at least for a bit. The tall male went and caught his lover's lips into a kiss once he'd finished his sentence. His hands were slowly sliding down to Kiyoshi's waist, pulling him closer as he deepened the kiss. Finally, at least it was quiet... And, well, it wasn't bad-... Oh, what was he thinking, this was amazing.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Kiyoshi's eyes flew open when he was kissed, shocked by the sudden contact, almost considering pulling back, though his body simply didn't want to do so. The young male shook a bit, though it soon faded away, and he allowed his body to melt into his lover's hands. Nervously, almost as if he were shy about it, he kissed the older male in return. He didn't really know why his lover had a sudden burst of affection, though he decided to let it slide for the time being, trying to push the thought from his mind.

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William smiled into the kiss as he gently trailed his tongue over the other's bottom lip. He held Kiyoshi close, not wanting to let go - not now, not ever. He closed his eyes and slid his hands a bit lower, resting them right above his lover's ass. Their bodies were pressed up close now and William couldn't help but think that this was great. He got his silence, he got a kiss and Kiyoshi didn't seem to mind at all!